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FIC: Never The Twain

Postby Zahir » Fri Mar 22, 2002 5:08 am

Zahir

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Registered: Nov 2000 posted May 13, 2001 15:12

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NEVER THE TWAIN? (1/?)

Author: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

Rating: PG13

Couples: W/T (eventually, kinda)

Spoilers: Through the third season.

Notes: This is an Alternate Timeline in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell on Angelus. From that moment on, things change.

Archiving: Just ask first.

Feedback: Oh, please!

Disclaimer: The toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy,who are far too cool to sue me because after all I don't really have anything they'd want I hope and pray please oh please.

***



Tied up and held prisoner by minions of evil, Willow tried to look on the bright side. Actually, this proved easier than expected. For one thing, the chair was comfortable. She'd been kidnapped enough to appreciate this. And the room where she was held was dry, well-lit, and had central air. The Mayor of Sunnydale might be a very, very evil sorceror (or whatever) who had demons on the payroll, but at least he had a nice house. Willow had been in plenty of lairs before, and this was by far the most pleasing.



Of course the vampires watching her hungrily from the door interfered with her appreciation. But she was kinda getting used to them as well. If they hadn't drained her dry in the last hour odds were against them doing it anytime soon.





When the door openned she briefly hoped to see her friends rescue her. But it swung open at far too leisurely a pace. Rescues were never slow. They happened frantically, with speed all-important, depending on the sowing of the confusion and the distracting of the minions. Sure enough, it was the Mayor himself who entered, his chief Lieutenant by his side--a girl barely older than Willow herself. At least she looked little older. Wit

h vampires it was hard to tell.



"Miss Rosenberg!" The Mayor's voice was like the ultimate self-help guru. It matched his smile--warm and friendly, like Mr. Rogers in an armani suit. "I'd like to welcome you to my little abode, but that would be a bit hypcritical, don't you think? Must provide an honest role model!"



"Okay. How about you tell folks how you're really a hundred years old and have been feeding them to demons all this time?" Willow was actually rather proud of this retort. She hadn't delivered it with much venom, of course. In fact, her voice had wavered, even cracked.



Still, the Mayor seemed to appreciate it. He chuckled. Willow found the sound a little disturbing. That the vampire guards looked nervous was even more disturbing, since they presumably knew their boss.



"Clever girl! But then, I expected no less. You know, if I didn't need you to trade for the Box of Abraxas your friends stole, I'd might try and recruit you. Some people have been known to call me a headhunter--and a pretty good one if I say so myself!" Again with the diabolically hearty chuckle.



"I won't be here long."



"Let's hope not." He nodded. "Well, see you later. So many atrocities, so little time and all that." He turned to go, stopping only as he realised his Lieutenant hadn't moved.



"Tara? Aren't you coming?"



"I'd like to stay here for awhile."



The Mayor shrugged. As ever, he seemed both purposeful and cheerful. "As you wish. Just remember our guest is still underage--and we need her intact for the exchange." With that he was gone.



Willow made herself remain still as the blonde vampire approached. Tara--so that was her name. Buffy and the others had taken to calling her Little Miss Cyclops because of the eyepatch. Now at least Willow knew her name. And the exact shade of blue in her remaining eye as it raked over her.



Tara gestured to the minions without turning around. Her fellow vampires obediantly stepped outside the room. Now they were alone. Tara, or Little Miss Cyclops, clearly wanted it that way. Exactly why was the question.



"You're pretty."



"Uh...thank you?" How to respond to a compliment from a vampire.



"Don't be afraid."



"Yeah, well, I'd like not to be--but this whole getting kidnapped and tied up then having a vampire stare at me--not that you don't stare well, 'cause you do--it's all kinda a little bit nerve-wracking. You know?" Conversation. That might be the ticket. Keep her distracted and whatever you do don't mention food or eating or especially drinking.



"Yes. I do know."



"Really?



"Before I was turned, my Sire kidnapped me. He chained me in a cave, fed me, talked to me for hours on end."



"Wow. That's...well...different. I guess. Anybody I know?"



"Yes."



"Oh." Great! With her luck that means Tara's Sire was one of the vampires Buffy had killed. Still, who' s to say that Sire and Childe got along? Maybe this wasn't going to be too bad.



The vampire kissed her. Willow could feel her eyes almost bulge out of their sockets at this unexpected bit of whatever. She fully expected to feel fangs erupt from the blonde girl's mouth as it grazed her own. But no, it was simply a kiss. And on a completely physical level, not an unpleasant one. More than a peck but far less than a passionate liplock. The whole thing lasted an eternal two seconds.



After that, the Vampire Tara turned around and left.



***



Later that same night, Tara hovered outside a seedy motel. This wasn't one of her usual haunts. One reason why happened after she'd been wating nearly half an hour. Some stranger--drunk, most likely--thought he knew what a teenage girl would be doing in this part of town. He decided to take her up on what he assumed she was selling. Tara let him live. For one thing, his blood tasted foul--alcohol, nicotine, fat. And besides, she disliked as a rule killing her prey. It was short-sighted in a host of ways, not the least because it attracted attention.



Her would-be customer soon lay unconcious behind a dumpster, weakened by likely to survive. Tara paid him no more mind. Inside another ten minutes the person she wanted to see came in view...



Slender like a blade. Hair dark as raven's wings. Skin white as pearl. Every syllable of body language conveying what she so clearly was--a hunter. A killer. Not unlike Tara herself.



Faith. A vampire slayer. One of the Chosen.



"Good evening, Slayer." Tara's voice carried just far enough for the dark-haired girl to hear. And to respond by spinning into a defensive stance. "I didn't come here to fight." Tara stepped out of the shadows. letting the Slayer see her. She actually walked further into the light, cutting herself off from any possible backup. Faith, far too battlewise (even at seventeen) not to realise this, hesitated. Besides, she knew who this was--Little Miss Cyclops.



"You wanna die, you just keep coming."



Tara stopped. "Alright. I have a message. Two actually."



"Okay, I'm listening."



"The Mayor has your friend Willow Rosenberg. He intends to kill her unless you and the others return to him what you stole--the Box of Abraxas. What he wants to do is an exchange. The Box for your friend."



Faith continued to hesitate. Tara could almost see the wheels spinning in her mind. Attack now? Or agree? Or go get her allies? Or--yes, she had been paying attention. "You said two messages."



"Yes. The first was what I just told you. From the Mayor. The second is from me."



"Go on."



"You don't have to trade. Personally, I'd prefer it if you didn't. With a little bit of inside knowledge, you should be able to break into the Mayor's mansion and rescue Willow. The Mayor might keep his word and return her. Its even likely. But don't believe for a second he would hesitate to kill her just to be safe. Better if you don't trust to his good will."



Faith had listened to all this very carefully. "I thought you and the Mayor were tight? Best buds and all since Mr. Trick got dusted."



"He pays me. That doesn't mean I like the man. What I want is what's best for me, not whatever plan he has going."



Now all Tara could do was wait. Wait and see how the Slayer responded. They were in something of a standoff, and both knew it. But Tara had deliberately put the decision with Faith. She waited for a full minute. Then another.



"Okay," the dark-haired girl finally replied,"lets hear what you've got planned."



***



By sunset of the next day, Willow was thinking about parallel times. She was a prodigy, even sometimes teaching computer classes in her high school (which should have been illegal but never mind that). So she'd long ago learned about how the universe on a quantum level was in a state of flux, fixed into a specific state by the act of observation. In other words, looking at something determined what it was. Which brought up the intriguing possibility of other observers, i.e. alternate realities existing parallel to our own simply because the observers there perceived things a little differently. In theory, almost any possibility could exist.



Only Willow knew this was more than theory. A magic spell had let her meet an alternate Willow, one native to a Sunnydale wherein no Slayer had ever come. Details remained sketchy, but at least one stood out like a pillar of fire. That Willow had been a vampire--and more than a little interested in her twin. Interested in a sexual way. A very sexual way.



So Willow had been kissed by a vampire before. Another female vampire.



Yet this one's kiss had been different. Little Miss Cyclops--or Tara--hadn't been threatening. She hadn't hinted at rape or feeding or turning Willow into some kind of playmate. She simply kissed her. Then walked away.



I wonder why she walked away? Then Willow asked herself the next obvious question--why am I wondering why she walked away?



These questions distracted her enough she didn't even notice the crashing and banging that was going on outside the room. When the doors burst open, she was genuinely surprised at seeing Buffy and Faith, backed up by Xander and Oz. It even took her a split second to realise the truth--she was being rescued!



***



The vampire named Tara handed the Box to her boss, the Mayor of Sunnydale. His was a genuine smile at receiving it, like a local attorney getting that golfing trophy he'd dreamt-of for years.



"Well, Tara, you certainly deliver! And color me impressed with some highlights of grateful!" This time his chuckle was quieter, somehow more intense. "Did you have to kill anyone to get it?" he asked offhandedly.



"No. The Slayers and their strongest were rescuing their friend. Meanwhile, the others had relaxed, believing we had accepted a trade."



"Hm. I'll a little surprised you didn't take the opportunity to feed."



"I believe in self control."



"Good for you! Yes indeedy--good for you! And that's why I made you my number two after the loss of the lamented Mr. Trick. I think you've got what it takes for what we used to call The Long Haul."



Tara didn't say anything to that. She wasn't the type to talk that much. Besides, she had her own agenda.



"Oh, and Tara?"



"Yes?"



"I've got a little gift for you in the next room. Call it a bonus for service above and beyond." With that the cheerful infernalist took his box and left the room, humming "God Bless America." Tara waited until he'd gone before approaching the door where here Bonus waited. She was by nature cautious, but the fact is she couldn't see any reason to be nervous. Experience told her the Mayor was quite capable of generosity. He was also perfectly willing to destroy anyone or anything in his way. Yet it wasn't his way to be deviously cruel. If this was a trap, the style was not that of the Mayor.



She openned the door.



Her brother Donnie was trussed up on the wall. As she entered his gagged mouth cried out, while eyes pleaded (and ordered) her to help him.



Donnie had never been that bright. After tormenting her for eighteen years did he really expect her to be on his side? When she was nine he'd drowned her cat. At age seven she'd awakened to find her hair glued to pillow. In order to get Tara to do his chores Donnie had given her more bruises that she could count. Of course, all that had been Before. Before she'd become a being utterly at odds with the naive girl once called Tara Maclay.



Yet she still remembered every little torture her brother had so cheerfully inflicted. Donnie's struggles were growing now as she watched him and made no move to help. He tried to make himself understood through the gag. Tara thought she made out "Do something!"



With a smile, she allowed the demon to show in her face. Donnie's eyes bulged. They were still bulging as his sister drove her fangs into his throat...



TO BE CONTINUED



Zahir

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NEVER THE TWAIN? 2/?

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

DISTRIBUTION: Just ask.

SPOILERS: Be warned, this deals with virtually the entire show, albeit often in only tiny details. This one is about the end of S3 with a couple of details from S5.

NOTES: An alternate timeline in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration spell. From there, things change. Heh heh heh.

COUPLES: W/T (kinda).

RATING: PG-13

DISCLAIMER: All the enclosed toys belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy who're way too cool to sue me I hope cause I don't have anything and I'm not making money off this and anyway isn't it a sign of maturity to share your toys please oh please?

FEEDBACK: Please!



***

Even Tara found the presence of her sire a little unnerving. He sat enthroned in an impressive library, surrounded by a wealth of occult knowledge, listening to her every word. She was still young enough to be impressed at how quietly an elder vampire could do that. But then, Tara found her sire just impressive, period. Most people did.



"You're certain the Mayor is no more?"



"Beyond doubt."



"In an explosion. How…scenic."



Off in the corner, the half-human Doyle took another swig from a bottle. Tara had noticed how squeamish he tended to be. But then, he was only half-demon. And her sire's personality had, she understood, grown only more intense by a few years spent in one of many actual hells. She felt a vague sympathy for Doyle. For his discomfort.



"Not exactly the work of the Lord, yer doin" he mumbled. "All this death and destruction."



"Oh, I don't know," began her sire. "It the Powers That Be wanted a healer, they'd surely have chosen another. Certainly not a vampire. As it happens, I have a perfectly reliable motivation. Wouldn't you agree?"



Doyle said nothing, merely returning to his bottle. Tara's sire gazed once more upon his favorite. She continued.



"The Slayers had armed the students beforehand. Once the Ascension began, I made sure the Mayor saw me fighting alongside them. He followed us into the school, then into the library. That's where the explosives were waiting."



Her sire chuckled in appreciation. "Good, good. Until now I've only vanquished pawns of mine enemies. Paltry younglings, minor predatory demons. With the Mayor, I at last remove a Knight."



"Yeah, well, you must be very happy." Doyle's voice was a tad more defiant this time. No doubt from the ale.



"Moderately pleased," murmured the once-dead vampire. "But I have time. My war has but begun."



* * *



Willow and Buffy enjoyed the sunshine as they strolled along downtown Sunnydale. The battle that had been graduation was behind them, with the vacation that was summer before. Each had slept in for five days straight, recovering from an exhaustion that seemed always to follow a near-Apocalypse. Now they meandered towards a late brunch to celebrate Wesley's release from the hospital.



"So, have you decided what to do about Tara…er, Little Miss Cyclops?" Willow wanted to know.



"With luck, I won't have to. She's probably skipped town."



"Probably," Willow nodded. "What if she didn't?"



Silence followed for a few moments, long enough for Willow to wonder if maybe her best friend hadn't heard her.



"I think" said Buffy at last, "I'm supposed to cut her some slack. For some reason."



Willow didn't quite know how to take this. Even stranger was her own reaction, which mingled relief with a few tingles of fear-not fear of death-or-dismemberment but something else. Something she couldn't identify. Yet.



"Um, mind if I ask why? Not that I'm questioning your decisions or anything…"



"I had this dream."



"Like a daydream? Or a sleepy time dream? Or was it one of those prophecy, gotta-pay-attention-like dreams?"



"Definitely pay-attention-like." replied Buffy. Then she stopped in her tracks. "Oh."



"What?" Willow looked at where her friend was staring. Then she joined in."



Coming up the main street towards them was a middle-aged man. He didn't seem extraordinary at all. Brown hair. Clean-shaven. Average height and build. In his hands were a stack of flyers and a tape gun. He methodically taped flyers to every streetlamp as he walked. They were the type of flyer both Buffy and Willow (along with countless others) immediately recognized. Each showed a grainy picture of a teenage girl, with the words "Missing" above and "Reward" below. A distressing number of such were already posted, each with a unique face, a different name, a separate set of details. These flyers caught the attention for one reason only. Because of the missing girl's face. Round and pretty, with simple blonde hair parted in the middle and reaching past the collar. Whoever had taken the photo had caught her smiling. To Willow, it seemed she had never smiled enough.



Both knew her at once. Little Miss Cyclops. Tara. The one-eyed vampire who'd betrayed the Mayor and so saved Sunnydale. Only in these pictures, she had two eyes. Willow found herself intensely curious about how the blonde had lost her eye.



The man posting the flyers noticed their reaction. He looked at them with an odd expression. A stern, tired mix of politeness and hope. One hand stretched out, a flyer offered to them.



"Excuse me," he said, "have you seen this girl?"



Willow's mouth moved, but said nothing. She shot a panicky glance at Buffy, then took the flyer to gaze at it. McClay. Her name was Tara McClay.



"She looks, well, a little familiar," Buffy lied. She hesitated before continuing. "Your daughter?"



H barely nodded. "Going to school at the University. What about you?"



"No. We just graduated from Sunnydale High."



"Ah." The slight reaction told Willow Mr. McClay had heard something about the graduation ceremony, about the "street gang" and a "gas main explosion." He just nodded in sympathy, his attention obviously elsewhere.



"We've been visiting UCS campus, though." Willow piped in. "But...I don't remember seeing her. Exactly."



Mr. McClay accepted this. Perhaps he already believed his daughter dead. Maybe he was one of those who can't bring themselves to hope, only go through the motions as if they did.



"Didn't belong down here," he sighed. "Shouldn't have let her come. But after everything, and when'd she get another chance?" For a moment his eyes burned, staring at some situation neither Willow nor Buffy could guess at. Moments later, he nodded politely and moved on. He easily had enough flyers to canvas the entire town.



They waited until he was out of earshot.



"Its not something we think too much about."



"What, Wil?"



"Vampires. Who they were before they became vampires. How much is left."



"Nothing." Buffy's reply was more than firm. It was tight, flat, even forced. Willow was immediately sorry she'd brought up the subject. Even after a year, Angel's fate obviously still hurt. More than hurt. When Angel lost his soul, it had torn Buffy apart and those wounds clearly still bled.



"So," she tried to banish away the memories with a cheerful tone, "you were talking about a dream?"



"Yeah," said Buffy, resuming her walk. "I was fighting like this whole battalion of vampires when the sun began to come up. They all ran towards this big mausoleum with a clock built in. Don't ask me why it had a clock, it just did."



"What time was it?"



"Seven thirty. In the morning, obviously. Anyway, Little Miss Cyclops" Tara McClay, Willow nearly said, but didn't "was just waiting at the door. And when they saw her, all they did was stop and go poof in the sun. Except she didn't. Just watched the dawn, turned around, went inside. I tried to follow but the door was locked."



"Kinda weird."



"You're telling me."



"Um...maybe the seven thirty is a date? July thirtieth? Do you think?"



"Maybe."



Another five minutes and they reached the coffee shop where Xander, Oz, Giles and a slightly haggard Wesley were listening to Faith.



"Hi guys!"



"Shhhhh" insisted Wesley. "Faith is telling us about her dream. A prophetic dream, evidently."



Buffy and Willow looked at each other.



"Anyway," said Faith, evidently ending her story, "there's Little Miss Cyclops just looking at me after I dusted all these vamps, calm as anything. Just watching. Then she turns 'round and goes into the great big tomb. Locked the door behind her, too."



"That's the problem with dreams," quipped Xander, "never a key when you need one."



"Yes, quite," Giles dismissed Xander's crack with long practice. He turned his attention once more to the dark-haired Slayer. "Any other detail you care to mention? Something that struck you as odd, or stood out in some way?"



"Like a clock build into the mausoleum?" tossed in Buffy.



"Nope. No clock," said Faith. "Just these big letters spelling out The Apostraphe."



Everyone blinked.



"The...Apostraphe?" Giles was now blinking more than anyone else.



"Or something like that."



Wesley suddenly sat up straighter. "The Apostate?" Seeing Faith didn't know the word, he spelled it. She thought for a moment.



"Yeah, that's probably right."



"Is that a light bulb above your head, Mr. Wyndham-Price, or have I had too much coffee?" Xander actually spoke for everyone. Wesley's mind was clearly going a mile a minute. He only noticed everyone's expectant faces after a moment.



"You see," he began, "the Watcher's Council has been hearing rumors for the past few months of a vampire called The Apostate. He--or she, the stories aren't consistent on that point--is supposed to be very old and to have declared some kind of personal vendetta against demon-kind in general."



"Perhaps our former ally," said Giles "Tara, may be this Apostate."



"Not if she's supposed to be old," said Buffy. Willow put the flyer McClay had given her on the table so everyone could see. Giles was the first to read it.



"According to this, she must have been turned less than a year ago."



Wesley shook his head. "On this point every whisper we've heard agrees. The Apostate is old. Centuries old. With the power and cunning that comes with it."



After a few moments of silence, it was Willow who voiced the theory nearly everyone had already arrived at.



"So maybe The Apostate is Tara's sire?"



TO BE CONTINUED...



Zahir

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NEVER THE TWAIN? (Part 3)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

RATING: PG-13

COUPLES: W/O, O/V, W/T (kinda)

SPOILERS: Up to and including S4's "Wild at Heart" and some minor ones from "To Shanshu in LA" from Angel.

NOTES: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell on Angel. From that moment on, things change.

ARCHIVING: Just ask.

DISCLAIMER: I'm just playing with toys owned by Joss Whedon & Mutant Enemy who're way too cool to sue me especially since I don't have anything they want (I hope).

FEEDBACK: Please!



"You want me to steal a piece of paper?" Faith's eyebrows lifted as she asked.



Tara nodded. She was pleased at the Slayer's reaction, how she reacted not to the idea of theft, but to the target. Much more likely to agree, then.



"Yes."



"What is it, a copy of the Pope's diary?"



"Actually, its a lost scroll inside the high security vault of a Los Angeles law firm."



Faith seemed to take this in calmly. "Why don't you steal it?"



"Their security is geared towards magic. Vampires in particular are detected instantly. I have lots more information if you take the job."



"Okay. And why should I do that?"



Silence stretched for several seconds between the two young women. Around them, the last patrons that night of the Bronze danced and chatted. For the first time in hours, nobody was playing pool. No band had been scheduled that night but even if they were it wouldn't be playing. Too late. Barely an hour before sunrise. One of the conditions for Faith to meet with a vampire.



"You owe me," Tara finally said. "Without my help you would very likely be dead. along with much of this town, including your friends."



"I'm not coming after you with any sharp pieces of wood, am I?"



" Plus you'll be paid."



"How much?"



"Five thousand dollars. And one other thing."



"Go on."



Again, Tara paused. When she spoke, there was a slight but real intensity to her voice. "Instead of you owing me--I will owe you." She leaned back, gaging the dark-haired girl's reaction. Faith herself took a sip of beer, thinking. Not rejecting out of hand. Good. Odds were good she'd agree. More than good. Excellent. Time to let her think it through completely.



"You know how to contact me." Tara stood. She weaved her way through the thinning crowd, headed for the back. Dawn wasn't that far away. She wanted to take no chances.



***



Tunnels criss-crossed the underbelly of Sunnydale to a startling degree. Old maintenance systems, abandoned fallout shelters, the occaisional secret escape for old bootlegger. Tara knew them well. Most local vampires did. In fact, they acted as something of a nosferatu highway. Usually, Tara used a different route to her lair each night. She'd been taught security by someone much older and more cunning. Tonight she made a very deliberate detour.



It was moments after sunrise when she got to her destination. Above her, the Mausoleum had been modified by someone she knew. It contained a wrought-iron cage for use three times a month. Each full moon. Like last night. Oz would be waking back to himself by now and then his girlfriend Willow would arrive to unlock him. Tara knew exactly where to stand. Closing her remaining eye, she focussed all her now-inhuman senses.



Something was wrong. Not one but two heartbeats at rest drummed faintly in her ears from above. Tara took a deep breath, picking up the telltale but extremely faint order of intercourse. Yet the sun had only just risen. Oz alone had reason to be locked up last night, when the moon would change him into a mindless beast. Whoever was with him was indeed with him, inside the cage. Their heartbeats were so close Tara had trouble telling them apart. Another werewolf?



Willow. She and Oz were intimate. The curse was usually spread by a bite, but perhaps other acts could have the same effect. Or not. Love-making hardly seemed to involve self control. In a moment of passion, might Oz have bitten his lover? And this be the result? It made a kind of sense, in a way. The possibility even smacked of romance, sharing a fate and all. For that reason Tara herself had made a point of meeting every female vampire in the area. No one, after all, wanted to be alone forever. At least no one with any trace, however faint, of humanity. Tara's own efforts had been anything but successful--Sunday's sophistication had proven little more than a mask for her own unrestrained instincts. Like most vampires. Tara increasingly believed that creatures such as herself and her sire--perceivers of the world as something more than a larder--were extremely rare.



So. Perhaps for Willow and her Oz there would be a real future. This was good. If for no other reason than it meant Tara herself was not without hope of finding someone. Curious, she lingered for a few moments. What would they say to one another? She imagined for a moment what the redhead's voice would be like now, in the morning after such a night? Husky? A little girl whisper? Maybe a languid version of her regular voice?



Footsteps. Approaching. Of course--someone to let them out of their cage. But something seemed wrong...



Voices. By concentrating, Tara could hear each word.



"Willow..." That was Oz.



"Oh my God...Oh my God..." Willow. But she wasn't in the cage with Oz. Then who was?



"I know what you saw," Oz was upset. "It was...I had to--I had to lock her up with me." Oz was never upset. Until now.



Willow's voice was shaking. "I bet!"



Tara almost knew what Oz was going to say next. She was right. "She's like me. A wolf."



Of course. Oz had found another werewolf, a female. He hadn't been careless around Willow, merely...lucky? Or unlucky? For some reason Tara found her mind racing over what this might mean. Did Oz desire to mate with this other? Or now that he'd tasted union with his own kind, would he try to convert Willow? Might Willow accept or resist? Then again, perhaps they'd try to reestablish some kind of balance?



So engrossed was she with possibilities, Tara missed much of what was said.



"Girls's got a point." Who was that? Ah, the female.



"Leave." That was Oz.



"I was just saying--"



"Now." Oz very nearly growled at...Veruca. Tara recognized her voice now. The singer. Yes, that made some kind of sense. She could hear the singer leave. After a moment, Tara made a decision. She left as well, winding her way through the tunnels towards her lair.



***



Hours and hours later, Tara woke.



In the room below the clock tower of ruined Sunnydale High, she pushed on a lever and emerged from the secret compartment in the wall. Layers of curtains surrounded her on all sides, shielding out the sun. A dim glow was visible, but not enough to be anything of a threat. Tara headed down the ladder to the tunnels.



Tonight was another night of the full moon. last for a month. It would be tonight. Predators understood each other. Yes. Tonight. Reaching out with her senses, Tara sped through the catacombs. She headed for university campus, focussing on finding one of two heartbeats. Which didn't really matter since one would lead to the other. But she needed to do so before sunset. Otherwise, a priceless opportunity would be lost. Tara was not one to let such slip away. And unlike most vampires, she had a keen sense of the future. Precisely why so few potential immortals thought in such terms puzzled her, but she'd long since recognized that fact.



She stopped. Closing her eye, she focussed. Yes. The tred of someone not quite human. A tred she'd heard before. Heading...where? Interestingly, she seemed to be crisscrossing the campus herself. A search pattern. No, a hunt. Which was all the confirmation Tara needed.



***



Trembling with an icy rage, Willow concentrated on her spell. Flames rose with her words, lending an erie atmosphere to the deserted lab.



"I conjure thee, by Barabbas, by Satanas, and the Devil...As thou art burning, let Oz' and Veruca's deceitful hearts be broken."



Early in life, the redhaired girl had learned to allow few inside her heart. That way lay pain, and misery, and shattered hopes. By the time she'd been ten, a certain logic had made itself clear. Controlling others was not an option. She couldn't make others value intelligence over beauty or honesty over style. The only control she had was over herself.



"I conjure thee by the Saracen Queen, by the name of hell. Let them know no love or solace, let them find no peace as well."



Willow would have preferred to simply be incapable of feeling negative things like loneliness or disappointment. Since she could, the best option was to be choosy. To select only a small number allowed past emotional walls. None had gone deeper than Oz. So no one had the power to hurt her as much.



Already the magicks were infusing her system. She could feel it, like a pleasant fever. Or was it more like an itch, demanding to be scratched? No matter. Resolute, she lifted a picture of Oz.



Sweet Oz. Funny Oz. Betraying, hurting Oz.



"Let this image seal his fate, not to love--only hate..."



The picture headed for the flames. Once consumed, the curse would be cast. Her boyfriend (lover, friend, beloved companion) would feel at long last the full measure of her wrath. All she had to do was burn the picture. Toss it into the flames. Merely flick her wrist and release the energies building all around her. Let her hate take form.



Simply let him burn.



And suffer. Like her. Now.



Now!



Done! She deliberately put the picture aside, away from the flames. Power drained out of her. Tears welled in her eyes.



"Wow." A sarcastic voice invaded the room. "For a minute there I though you might actually play rough." Willow turned to see Veruca at the door. Shutting it.



"Sometimes you have to, you know. To keep what's yours." A feral glint shone from the blonde's eyes. "Sometimes you have to kill." With that she locked the door. Then she smiled an unpleasant smile, glancing at the window. "Well what do you know? Sun's almost down." Another smile, this one even less pleasent. Veruca looked hungry, and cruel.



The two almost circled each other for a moment. "Can't say I'm surprised you didn't go through with your little hex," Veruca sneered. The sun was fading, Willow noticed. Soon her enemy would change, become one of the most dangerous creatures on earth. A werewolf. Not even an animal. Because animals only killed to eat or defend themselves.



Or their territory.



Veruca knew it too, of course. Looked forward to it, obviously. "You" the blonde whispered, nearing Willow, "don't have the teeth!"



C-R-A-A-A-C-C-K!



The door burst open. Locks and hinges flew off. In the shadows of the hallway was a shape. A woman's shape with long blonde hair. Tara?



"Funny you should mention teeth," Tara said in a surprisingly quiet voice. She took a single step into the lab, stopping short of the sunbeams now fading across the floor.



Veruca looked at the new arrival, puzzled. Willow could almost see the wheels turning in her head.



"Hmm. Someone new to the dance?" A speculative look from Willow to Tara and back. "Looks like maybe I'm on Oz' side in more ways than one. And you're not as sweet as you pretend."



"Leave." This time it was Tara's voice that growled. Literally. Veruca nearly did a take. Then, she grinned.



"Hey, I like it rough. Gotta a feeling you do, too." The sun was fading more. Shadows increasing. Willow had no idea who would win in a fight between them. Once the sun set, both would be superhuman. Or inhuman. Weirdly, she found herself quietly cheering on the vampire. Or, given the circumstances, not so weird. Tara had never seemed interested in hurting her, not exactly.



Now the sun was gone. Veruca took a deep breath. She grinned as her teeth began to grow. Her eyes changed, going dark. When she spoke, her voice was tinged with something like glee.



"You smell funny," she growled.



Tara's face shifted, her one eye shifting from saphire to gold. Brows furrowed, fangs erupted. "So do you."



With mutual snarls, the two demons leapt at each other.



***



Tara waited with Faith outside the Bronze. Neither said much. Both simply waited.



"Just for record," Faith finally said, "I do owe you. After last night."



"No."



"Uh...yeah! Its not like I got so many friends I wouldn't miss one."



"That's not why I did it."



Faith stopped. She looked at the vampire for what seemed like minutes. Before she could say anything a van drove up. They silently gathered their gear and got inside. The driver said nothing, simply waiting. Soon all three of them had seats. They were ready.



"Next stop, Los Angeles," muttered Oz as he headed for the freeway.



TO BE CONTINUED





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NEVER THE TWAIN? (Part 4/?)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

FEEDBACK: Please!

NOTES: This is an AU, in which Willow never complete the Soul Restoration Spell on Angelus. From that moment, all things change. Among other changes, Faith never worked for the Mayor and Tara is a vampire. And nobody's seen Spike in awhile.

SPOILERS: Pretty much all through the series, but this one centers on "Something Blue" from Season Four and includes a few bits from "Angel."

DISCLAIMER: I'm playing with somebody else's toys here--specifically Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. But my only profit is applause. So maybe they won't sue me?

SPECIAL THANKS: To all the nice folks who've given me feedback so far. And to Colleen, who came up with what happens to Wesley in this one.

COUPLES: W/T (kinda, sorta), B/F (ditto) and X/Ay.

RATING: PG-13 (unless you're a bit uptight, in which case you might call it R).



* * *



"How's that hangover coming?"



"Fine," mumbled Willow. "Going along its merry, nerve-shredding way. I'm not doing too good, though."



"Oh, Wil," Buffy murmered to her best friend.



"No, its okay. Really. The parade is winding down. People'll be by to clean up the mess any day now." The red-haired witch didn't, quite, whisper. But using her full voice was still a daunting prospect.



"Well," Buffy said, "at least you've learned that method of drowning only works on brain cells." She said this in a tone that experience said would earn a smile. But her friend didn't even react. Just stared into nowhere. Saying nothing for nearly a minute.



"I just wanted," Willow said at last, "the pain to go away. You know?"



"Yeah," said the Slayer. Memories flickered across her face for a moment. "I do."



At that, Willow looked up. "Was it like this when you had to...I mean...when Angel, or Angelus--"



"I think so."



The awkward silence that followed was broken by the phone. Although the dorm room belonged to both girls (for this semester, anyway), Buffy answered. Her roommate didn't even try. Buffy's "hello?" was soon followed by "Hey, Giles. What's up?" Willow barely noticed how the blonde's posture changed as she listened. What she did catch were Buffy's last words.



"I'll be right over."



"What?" She didn't say it, really. More like bleated the word. "Where're you going?" The Slayer was already slipping on a jacket.



"Faith is back. And no--" Buffy saw an idea spring into Willow's mind, "Oz isn't with her. Turns out she was on some kind of errand, and brought something back for Wesley and Giles. Anyway, I really have to go." She was already backing up towards the door.



"But do you have to go right now? Right this minute?"



Buffy didn't look her in the eye. "I'll call Xander to come over and keep you company."



"No." Willow's expression had gone from upset to sullen. "Don't bother."



"You sure?"



"Positive. I'll go over there myself." After another moment's hesitation, Buffy left.



* * *



"She ran off the first chance she got! Just ran!" Willow wasn't yelling but her voice still echoed in Xander's basement apartment. Both Xander and his girlfriend, Anya, flinched. "Like I was the dishes that can get washed tomorrow when there's time!"



"Wil," said Xander, "don't take this the wrong way..." He hesitated at the look she gave him. Then, "The last few days, you've basically been repeating yourself. After a certain point, well, what's Buffy supposed to do?"



"Be there for me! Listen to me!"



"Hasn't she? On both counts?"



"Xander..." whatever dangerous words Willow had been about to say were stopped when Anya interrupted.



"Faith's back, you said?" Anya, oblivious of many (well, most) social nuances, asked this in a very chipper tone. She took Willow's silence as agreement, missing the warning look from her boyfriend. "She's probably really really glad to have another Slayer around," she said, nodding as if this explained all. "Cause Faith's been gone awhile. Buffy's missed her."



"Yeah," Willow sneered. Xander did a take. Willow almost never sneered. "Those two should get married."



Neither Xander nor Anya noticed Willow's eyes as she spoke those words. How they literally glowed for the briefest of moments.



"Maybe!" Anya seemed to be taking this idea seriously. Willow nearly gagged, as usual annoyed at Xander's girlfriend but now seething. Unfortunately, the redhead knew her well enough to be cruel.



"Anya, you know what Xander should do for you?" Even Anya caught the venom in her voice this time. She looked nonplussed. "Buy you a pet. A pretty, little, cute, adorable...bunny." For some reason nobody understood Anya was terrified of rabbits. Her reaction was pretty much what Willow expected--her face lost every trace of color and and she stepped back, aghast.



"Thats not funny." Anya shuddered. "Xander, tell her not to threaten me like that! Xander?"



He was shutting the door behind him, on the way out. "Xander!"



Anya looked back at Willow. "See what you made him do!"



"Me?!"



Further warfare was prevented by the phone ringing. "Probably Giles," muttered Willow as she rushed to answer it, beating Anya by about half a second. "Hello?"



"Ah, Willow."



"Hello Giles." Of course.



"I was trying to reach Xander."



"Out."



"Oh. Well, I was going to call you as well."



"Yeah, I'll bet."



"Excuse me?"



"Nothing."



"Yes. Well, Faith, you see--well, she is back--and---and--well, I think you should come over here. Xander, too, if you see him. And Anya, I suppose."



Willow let out a long, exhasperated sigh. "All right."



* * *



During the long walk from Xander's parents' house to Giles' apartment, Willow's mood mellowed. Even the presence of Anya (who'd taken far too long in writing a letter for when Xander got back) couldn't nudge her out of a funk. Anya wasn't blind. She realised her boyfriend's best chum was sad. The reason why was obvious as well. But all she could do was make what she believed were sympathetic replies.



Some of them even were.



"I know what you mean, Willow." Anya nodded sagely. She tended to do that on the subject of failed love affairs. "One minute he's the center of your universe, the next he's treating you like toilet paper."



"Actually..."



"Used toilet paper."



"Thanks for the image."



"You're welcome."



"But that's not whats getting me. Its--I don't know. Yes I do."



Anya listened. She really didn't have anything to say in reply.



"Okay, Anya. You have Xander. Between you there's the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing. Buffy and Faith are both Slayers. Now that she's back Buffy'll spend more time with her. Plus maybe Buffy'll get her own boyfriend. Giles is...well, he's Giles. The point is, I don't have anybody who'd just there for me. Somebody who's mine, you know? That's what I want right now. Someone for me!" Neither noticed the slight glow in her eyes as she said this last.



They nearly walked into the figure before them, as if she hadn't been there one fraction of a second before. Willow did a take as she recognised the face of Tara McClay.



"Oh!" said Willow.



"Uh, hi." said Anya.



"How did I get here?" asked Tara.



Willow and Anya looked at each other for a moment before the former tried an answer. "Plane?"



For the first time, Willow saw Tara smile. Hers was surprisingly pretty, if sedate. "I don't think so," she answered quietly. "Five seconds ago I was in Los Angeles."



Everybody took that in for a moment. The first one to think of something to say was Anya. "Weird." Followed by more silence. At last Willow decided to say something.



"Uh...I like your glasses."



Tara wasn't wearing her eyepatch. Instead, a stylish set of sunglasses--tinted ovals in gold frames--perched on her nose. The blonde vampire shrugged. "Less conspicuous this way."



"Guess so."



"How are you, Willow?"



"Fine!"



"Truly?"



"Well, not really. Fact is, I've been really down since Oz left, and--Thanks, by the way, for saving my life." Willow noticed Anya's unsuccessful attempts to subtly pull her to the side. "Excuse me..."



Anya pulled her over three yards away and whispered frantically. "Do you really think you should be talking to a vampire on a deserted street in the middle of the night?"



"Early evening," Tara called out to them. Anya's expression brought a grin to Willow's lips. She'd forgotten how good a vampire's senses were.



"If Tara wanted to drain me, she's had plenty of opportunity."



Anya didn't look placated. "What about me?"



Willow looked back at Tara, who actually cut quite a figure with her dark green trenchcoat under the street lamp. "Um, Tara?"



"Yes?"



"Promise not to bite Anya?"



"Yeah, sure."



"Thanks." Willow headed back to under the street lamp. Anya followed, albeit reluctantly. But once there, neither seemed to know what they should say. Tara herself had no such qualms.



"Either of you know how I was teleported back to Sunnydale?"



Two heads shaking as one.



"Any random magical spells occurring?"



Identically, they shook their heads again.



"But," said Willow, "we're on our way over to Giles. Maybe he's heard something, or has an idea, maybe?"



Tara nodded. "I don't mind."



"Of course there are a couple of vampire slayers there," piped in Anya, "but if that doesn't bother you."



"Faith got back alright?"



Willow found herself bridling a little at the question. "Evidently."



"Good."



"So--you and Faith are together? Were--were together?"



"Faith did me a favor." Willow took this in. She took it in for severa minutes as the three young women--two living, one undead--made their way across Sunnydale. As they neared Giles' apartment, Willow started to speak again.



"Just so you'll know," she began, "Buffy thinks maybe you're a special case or something. For a vampire, I mean. What with you helping us and all, and because you saved my life. Thanks again, by the way."



"You're welcome."



"Why did you?" Anya asked.



"Anya...!" Willow hissed.



"I'd like to know!"



Willow looked back at the vampire. "You don't have to..."



Tara seemed to ponder the question seriously. "Actually, that's a good question. You're only human. A friend of a Slayer, no less. On the other hand, I'm a demon who drinks human blood to survive. Plus I'm exactly the kind of demon the Slayer, slays."



"Maybe," Anya suggested, "you were preserving a food supply? Like protecting cattle from stray wolves?" She smiled at coming up with this analogy. Willow stared at her. Hard.



"I suppose that might be it."



"Getting rid of poachers."



Tara shrugged.



"Maintaining your herd."



"I think," interrupted Willow, "that's enough."



"Of course," said Tara, "there's more to it than that."



"Really?" asked Willow. She looked expectantly at the vampire, waiting for an elaboration. Tara in turn looked at her.



"Aren't you going to knock?"



"Hm?" Belatedly, Willow realised they had reached Giles' apartment. With a nervous laugh, she rang the doorbell. A silence-filled moment later, Giles himself openned the door--and stared at their companion.



"Hi Giles!"



"Yes. Hello, Willow. And Anya. I...I didn't expect you to bring...anyone else." The Watcher actually looked more frazzled than usual, even more than Willow thought he might under the circumstances.



"My being here is a mystery to me as well," said Tara calmly. "Ten minutes ago I was in Los Angeles. Suddenly, I'm back here."



"Yes, that is certainly mysterious."



"WILLOW? IS THAT YOU?" Buffy's voice called from inside. If anything, Giles now looked even more distracted. The blonde Slayer's voice sounded giddy. She stepped--or rather, ran, into view. Next to her--hand in hand--ran Faith. And both girls were grinning ear to ear.



"Uh, hi Buffy."



"I've got news!" Buffy nearly bounced up and down. Willow noticed how Giles hastily plastered a smile on his face once Buffy approached. What was going on? In reply to her unanswered question, Buffy looked at Faith. They each wore mutual expressions of worship and joy. Faith was the one who spoke.



"WE'RE GETTING MARRIED!"



* * *



Tara watched the people around her feeling something she often didn't--amusement.



Over five minutes had passed since Faith's happy announcement and the confusion that followed. Giles hadn't wanted to invite her into his home, but Willow had insisted. He'd then done his best to be a polite if unenthusiastic host. This particular chair was quite comfortable. And it let her see Willow, whose ever-growing eyes simply would not leave the figures of Buffy and Faith. Both Slayers shared the same seat, and very nearly the same space. Their snuggling was enthusiatic enough to rouse a touch of jealousy in Tara. Anya watched them as she might a pair of interesting, colorful insects building a nest. Off in the corner, Wesley was pouring over a small hill of old books.



"So," asked Giles, "a teleportation spell, you say?"



"Presumably," answered Tara. "At least that would account for how I got here."



"Typically, that is a rather advanced form of magic."



"I know."



Giles stole a glance at Willow, who tore her eyes away from the nuzzling Slayers long enough to look indignant. "Not me! I haven't been doing anything to do with teleportation. Honest!"



"Yes, alright." Giles pondered this for a few moments. "Well, I suppose one question to ask is--what did whoever-did-this expect to accomplish? What does he or she gain from sending you here?" Tara shrugged. "Perhaps a better question--what were you doing just before you...arrived?"



"Feeding."



"Oh." The temperature in the room dropped.



"There are places you can go where humans gather who actually want to be bitten. Goths, mostly. A few masochists here and there. Its a way to feed without leaving piles of corpses lying around. Handy."



Buffy and Faith stared at her, apparently startled out of their spooning by this revelation. "That's kinda icky," declared Buffy. "Hey," said her raven-haired companion, "whatever floats yer boat." Buffy looked dubious.



"Yes, well--was there anything out the ordinary about your...this event?"



Tara thought about it. "No."



"What about your victim?"



"They prefer to be called donors."



"What do you call them?" asked Willow, an interested look on her face.



"Vampires have all sorts of names for them. 'Trick' and 'Slurpie' usually, but 'Cow' is getting to be common."



"How interesting," Giles said hurriedly, "but perhaps the specific...er, Cow..."



"Donor"



"Donor...in question might provide a clue?"



Tara thought about it. "Just a bored rich kid with bit of a blood fetish." She nearly gave a description of her Meal--slender, short red hair, maybe an inch shorter than herself--but decided against it. "A regular, actually."



"YES!" cried out Wesley from the table of books in back. "Confirmed! Giles--do you know what this is?" The younger Englishman looked as excited as Tara had ever seen him. In one hand he held a familiar-looking scroll. Good. All was going according to plan, then. Everybody looked as Wesley joined them, eyes ablaze.



"This," he said dramatically, "is the Prophecies of Abergion!" Mostly what he got back were blank looks. "They've been lost for centuries" he added plaintively.



"Good for you, Wesley," said Willow at last, "but we're on something else right now."



"I don't think you understand..."



"Wesley," Giles tried to intervene.



"...these prophecies are among the most important ever recorded. Armies have marched, kingdoms been destroyed over rumors of its location! I am having a bit of trouble with the translatoin, since its been transcribed from several extinct languages, some of them not even human, but with time..."



"That's good, Wesley," said Willow. "And you know, I'll be glad to help out. Later. But right now..."



"Not needed" interrupted Wesley with a smile. A condescending smile. One which did nothing for Willow's mood as far as Tara could see. "In fact, you probably aren't yet qualified to help with this level of translation. Given some time, and the proper assistance, I'm positive we'll have what it says soon."



"Fine." Willow didn't snap. Not quite. Tara managed not to smile. "But right now we've got a mystery to solve."



"Such as," the younger Watcher seemed to notice Tara for the first time, "why there's a vampire in the room?"



"Kinda."



"And why no one's killing it?"



"Wesley!" The redhead stood and glared at him. She was clearly furious, and clearly didn't really know how to be. "You--just--ZIP IT!" And then pounced back down to her chair. Privately, Tara thought she'd never looked cuter, all resolutely peeved and sorry but not sorry for it at the same time. Then, Willow's face changed. She looked shocked, horrified.



Tara looked to see what Willow and everyone else was staring it--Wesley. Specifically, his mouth. Even Wesley himself was nearly cross-eyed as he tried to get a better look at what just happened.



Instead of lips, he now had a zipper. A very firmly shut zipper. From behind it, a muffled whimper. He tenatively touched the metal weirdness where his mouth used to be. Then, he looked at Willow.



So did everyone else.



* * *



Wesley tried to talk and couldn't, then both Buffy and Faith tried to unzip his "mouth." They found out the hard way that...hurt. A lot. So Giles suggested aspirin, then quickly followed that idea with ice.



And Willow watched, quietly panicking inside. Tara sat beside her.



"Hey!" Anya's raised voiced got everybody's attention. "Don't any of you realize what this means?" She sounded almost terrified. Nobody answered, so she stamped her foot. "Willow did some kind of spell so everything she said is happening!"



"No I didn't! And, and even if I did--which I didn't--I don't have the power to do something like that. I don't think. Which I wasn't trying to do anyway besides its not like I go around wishing bad things on people. As a rule. Hardly ever. Really."



"Actually," said Tara, "it looks as if you are the one triggering the magic that's been happening." Her eyes gestured around the room, at the zippered Watcher as well as the two Slayers practically joined at the hip. "Maybe an unintended side effect of a spell you might not even have believed did anything."



"Oh."



"In which case, only you can undo it."



There was a knock on the door. Anya jumped. "No," she whimpered. "Don't answer it!"



Giles waved a placating hand at her while heading for the front door. "Noooooooo...!"



The front door swung open to reveal Xander, all smiles and holding something behind his back. "Guess what I got my favorite girlfriend?" With a terrible chill, Willow suddenly knew what he'd done. Just as Anya obviously also knew. He'd obeyed Willow's will. To the letter.



From behind his back Xander brought forth a small cage containing a cute white bunny. It wiggled its nose at the room.



Anya started screaming in terror.



Willow started chanting.



TO BE CONTINUED



NEVER THE TWAIN? (5/?)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

RATING: PG13 (maybe R for adult themes)

COUPLES: W/T (kinda), X/Ay, B/R, F/F (I'll let you figure that one out)

SPOILERS: Through "Where The Wild Things Are" and a few bits from "Angel."

NOTES: This is an Alternate Timeline in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell on Angelus. From that moment on, things change. Among them is that Faith never worked for the Mayor and Tara is a vampire.

SYNOPSIS: There's a frat part at Lowry House and things get weird. In a surprising number of ways.

ARCHIVING: Just ask first.

FEEDBACK: Oh, please! Pretty please!

DISCLAIMER: The toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy, but I'm betting they're so cool they won't complain (I hope) and besides the only payment I get is applause (see FEEDBACK above)..



***



For what seemed like the thousandth consecutive night, Willow was alone. She didn't like it. The dorm room she shared with Buffy was comfortable enough, but at heart it was just a room. Temporarily hers. Right now unoccupied save for her lonesome. Don't do this, Willow nagged herself. You were invited to the party. Okay, maybe just because you're Buffy's friend although Riley likes you just fine and you could have gone. Xander is going. Even Anya is going. It being a party, of course Faith is going. So, why aren't you? Willow got up to get dressed. Then sat down. She'd done this three times in the last hour.



A knock on the door broke her mood. Who might this be? Someone looking for Buffy, most likely.



She swung open the door to a surprise. Tara. The vampire.



"Uh..." what to say what to say "Hi!"



"Hello."



"Buffy's not here."



"I know. May I come in?"



"You see, I don't know about that. Buffy, she'd get upset if I invited a...well, you know...into her home because, with the whole needing to be invited thing and all..."



Tara easily stepped inside the dorm room.



"Hey! How can you do that?"



"Dorms are public places, not homes. Like hotels."



"Oh." So here she was, alone with a vampire. No Slayer in sight. No cross or stake or... But Tara made no move to attack. Then again, she never had before. "Sit?"



The blonde literally sank to the floor, crossing both legs under her in a catlike motion. More awkwardly, Willow sat as well, facing her. The following silence seemed much much longer than it was.



"Welcome back to Sunnydale."



"Thank you. How're things?"



"Well, Buffy has a boyfriend now. His name's Riley."



Tara smiled slightly. "She and Faith didn't...?"



"No!" Willow felt her eyes pop open in embarassed memory. "That was the spell and once it was gone, they went back to normal--or the way they were. Well, not exactly the way they were. Actually, they've been kinda avoiding each other. Some. I...I made everybody cookies." She said this last with an almost-firm nod. "Would you like some?



"Please."



It took a little of scrambling for Willow, eager to play hostess, to dig out the cookie tin. But when she did, Tara accepted the cookie with good grace, even complimenting her on it.



"So you eat food?"



"I can. I just don't derive any nourishment from food. Still, I can appreciate the taste."



"And you've already...eaten?"



Tara paused before saying anything. "Vampires don't need blood every day. We like it, but one of the reasons so
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Never the twain

Postby Zahir » Fri Mar 22, 2002 5:37 am

NEVER THE TWAIN? (Part 6 of ?)

TITLE: Never The Twain?

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

FEEDBACK: Well, that *is* the reason I write these, after all.

RATING: R (for violence)

COUPLES: W/T (kinda)

SPOILERS: Through "Primeval" with a few bits from "Angel."

SYNOPSIS: An alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration of Angelus. From that moment on, things change. For one thing, Faith never worked for the Mayor. And Tara is a vampire.

NOTES: Special thanks to the Sunnydale Slayers and the Buffy Shooting Scripts, two sites that make these much easier to write.

DISCLAIMER: The enclosed toys belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise to put them back where I found them if they'll just agree not to sue me.



* * *

"So what's going on? Do you know?"



Tara wasn't the kind to sigh in exasperation. She very nearly did anyway.



"I mean, something is up, right?"



"Probably." Tara had learned the hard way that she didn't have what it takes to banter with Harmony. Maybe if the other blonde wasn't all but disarmed in any battle of wits--but regret was pointless. She had only herself to blame. Harmony had been cute, and Tara feeling lonesome as well as hungry.



Now the former cheerleader (what was I thinking, Tara mused) was pacing a groove into the floor outside the Apostate's library. Tara herself simply stood, waiting. In truth, she was more nervous than Harmony seemed. But she never let such things show.



Just as she bared reacted when the door to her sire's library opened.



"Tara. Come in here." His voice, as ever, hummed with menace. Even Harmony could sense that. She backed up, trying as quietly as possible to leave the scene. Tara hardly paid her heed. Into the darkened room she walked...



She passed The Apostate (she knew no other name for him) going in. With something like courtesy he closed the door after her, then escorted her to the waiting desk. Seated beside it was a bizarre figure. His general shape was of a slender but muscular man. A few parts even looked like that's what he had once been. But roughly half of the rest showed a truly demonic heritage--scales for a start. The rest of him looked remarkably high-tech, as if one of his parents had literally been some kind of computer or robot. In short, he was a groutesque patchwork of man, demon and machinery--a fact made more obvious by the fiberoptic cables running from his arms into a laptop on the Apostate's desk. As bizarre as her sire's visitor was, Tara found the images moving on the laptop's screen.



Willow.



At the Bronze. In the university library. Walking with her friends.



Talking with Tara.



Her sire's visitor gazed at Tara with unblinking eyes. "I've been thinking," it said, "about witches." Now it rose up, standing. She half-expected to hear hydrolics at the movement. "Witches," it continued, "are human, yet more. They are normal. At the same time, they partake of the paranormal. Like vampires, they are of two worlds."



On the screen, a new image suddenly appeared, this time with sound. Tara recognized the location--Willow and Buffy's dormroom. Evidently this had been taken with some kind of telephoto lens and sound enhancement. Willow's voice as well as the Slayer's were distorted by white noise.



"...go around freaking every time Faith comes near you. I mean, won't that interfere with the slaying and the working as a team?"



"Its not just me. Faith feels it too."



"Yeah, well, somebody's got to get over it first."



"How did you?"



"What?"



"Your vampire version--you said she was kinda gay. I assume she wasn't trying to get to subscribe to Girlfriends magazine."



"No, she tried, or at least suggested--hard--that we could...anyway. What was your question again?"



"How did you handle it?"



Willow paused. "Honestly? I just didn't think about it at first. Then later, I thought about it a lot. Especially after Oz left."



"And?"



"And--I'm still thinking about it. Seriously."



So that's what Buffy looks like when shocked, Tara thought. "Wow, Wil. Just--wow."



"I haven't done anything about it yet..."



"That's--good! I guess? Or, is there someone you--never mind. I didn't ask that."



"Not exactly. There is someone, I think. But whether she even..."



"You don't have to go into details! Really!"



The screen turned an abrupt black, Willow's words ringing in Tara's ears. She did not, however, let that show in her face. While the...Demon Cyborg?...retracted its cables, Tara's Sire took his seat at the desk. Like most of his, the chair looked rather like a throne. Both creatures looked at Tara.



"You see, my dear," began the Apostate, "my guest has a plan that, frankly, intrigues me. But it depends on a certain logistical problem."



"The Slayer," said the Demon Cyborg.



"Yes. The Slayer." Whenever her sire mentioned that person, Tara noticed how volumes were going unsaid. This was no exception. "When the battle begins, the Slayer needs to be in the right place."



"Otherwise the battle will be too one-sided," agreed the Demon Cyborg. "What is needed is stalemate, an equal balance of forces. The problem is in placing her in the most advantageous location and at the appropriate time."



Every syllable Tara heard carried loads of meaning. She noticed how neither one of them were revealing what this plan actually entailed. Nor what the object of said plan might be. Precisely why equal forces were desirable also remained unsaid. But mostly Tara recognised a word that was very much at the heart of this plan. No one said it, of course, not yet. But the recording of Willow led Tara to guess precisely which word no one was saying, and in what way it related to her.



"What's needed," began the Apostate (Tara knew what he was about to say already), "is bait."



* * *



"Tara McClay," said Wesley.



All those assembled around the young scholar listened to him, with varying degrees of tolerance. Over the past few year or so they'd gotten used to his stuffiness, as well as the arrogance that seemed part of the national heritage. They knew his heart was in the right place. And he was a genuine expert in the esoteric and occult. So now, as he proceeded to address them with an ancient scroll before him, they were prepared to listen.



Most were even willing to be polite. Certainly Willow was.



"Wesley," began Willow after several seconds obviously intended for dramatic effect. "Did you want to talk to us about anything in particular?"



"Yes. Tara McClay."



"What about her?" Faith asked. Her tone wasn't even neutral. It conveyed all kinds of what-overblown-nonsense-are-you-going-on-about vibes. Not that Willow was entirely sorry about that.



"As...as you all know, I've been translating the Prophecies of Aubergion..."



"The scroll thingies Faith brought back from LA?" asked Xander.



"Who was O'Bergerac anyway?" added Buffy.



"Au-ber-gi-on."



"Right. So who was he?"



"It, actually," answered Giles. "A half-breed, whose father was a demon. Aubergion was born without genetalia of any kind, raised by a contemplative order of nuns in Southern France. It had a tendency to speak in tongues, which the Sisters jotted down."



"Precisely," said Wesley, trying to re-seize control of the briefing. "When Aubergion was twenty, demons attacked the convent. Only a single nun survived--the sister who'd been tasked with writing down Aubergion's visions. She recognized one of them as fortelling the convent's destruction." Xander raised his hand. "Yes, Mr. Harris?"



"This Aubergion--he had no sex organs at all?"



Wesley and Giles just looked at each other for a moment, for once sharing an identical reaction. Then Wesley continued, "Aubergion's visions speak of a series of disasters or threats twenty centuries after the birth of the Crucified One. I think all of us can discern what is meant by that. Beasts, plagues and other dangers are mentioned, many occuring 'far to the west, beside the vast ocean of peace.' Which I take to mean the Pacific."



"So we're talking about ground zero being in this neighborhood," said Buffy.



"Exactly."



Willow spoke up. "But what has Tara got to do with this?"



"Good question. And I'll admit that what I have to say on that subject is rather speculative. Yet the prophecies mention one figurre over and over again, someone who will smite the beasts and defeat the legions of plague, and so on." He paused for dramatic effect. "The Vampire With A Soul."



The room went utterly silent. Everyone waited for Buffy to say something. When she did, no one was surprised.



"Angel," she whispered.



"Perhaps," said Giles. "Or perhaps not. Remember Angel lost his soul, and had to be--well, the prophecy no longer seems to refer to him."



"Why not?"



"Because of the reward," answered Wesley. "According to the prophecies, the Vampire With A Soul will eventually be given back his or her humanity. That didn't happen with Angel."



"So you're saying," asked Willow "that Tara might have a soul?" She could feel her eyes getting huge but she couldn't help it.



"That would explain her rather untypical behavior. Helping the Slayers, saving you, the business with Lowry House. Not to mention the fact she's never taken any opportunity to attack us."



"Of which she has had...well, plenty," finished Giles. "Especially with Willow."



"How does a vampire get a soul?" This was from Faith.



"A spell?" Anya piped in. "Isn't that how Angel got his?"



Giles nodded, "The gypsies cursed him in revenge for killing one of their own. But that curse has been lost."



Willow spoke again. "Jenny thought she'd reconstructed it."



"It didn't work." Buffy's voice was very controlled. No, she did not like this conversation at all.



"Ah!" said Wesley, "but Willow was the merest of novices when she tried invoking it. For all we know she simply lacked the raw power with which to complete the spell."



"Or maybe," added Anya, "her aim was off. Instead of giving Angel his soul, she accidently gave it to Tara."



"No." Willow shook her head. For Buffy's sake at least she had to nip this idea in the bud. "That spell didn't work. I know. Besides, Tara showed up at Sunnydale the next fall. She enrolled in classes, moved into a dorm, was seen in daylight. She didn't disappear until later." Aware she was getting some speculative looks, Willow added "I did some research after we saw her Dad putting up posters."



"Is there any other way she could've gotten her soul back?" asked Faith. Giles and Wesley looked at each other. "You don't know."



"More accurately, we are not sure. At present." Wesley did his best to make this sound authoratative. He succeeded rather better than Willow expected.



"The point is, according to the prophecies there is--or will be--a vampire with a soul," added Giles.



"And there aren't any better candidates," finished Xander.



"Precisely."



An uncomfortable pause followed, broken by a knocking at Giles' front door. He went to answer it. Soon, Willow heard a voice she hadn't in nearly a year. Frankly she'd hoped never to hear it again.



"Is the Slayer here?"



"How did you--that is, yes. But why would you...?"



The all-too-familiar voice interrupted. "I've got to tell her something. Right now! It's way important!"



Buffy was already on her way to the front door, followed by Faith and Willow. None had any idea how Harmony of all people would know what a Slayer was--much less want one. Yet there she was, looking arrogant and lost at the same time. Some things just didn't change.



"Buffy!"



"Harmony, what do you want?"



"Oh, and Willow! Good!" The irritating blonde dug somethingout of her purse. A computer diskette. "She said I was supposed to get this to you."



"Who?" This from Buffy.



"To Willow, not you," Harmony sniffed. "Tara said you'd need this."



"You know Tara?" Willow blinked.



"Of course! In fact, she madly in love with me. That's why she trusted me with this very important errand. Unless I heard otherwise I was get this disk to Willow Rosenberg as soon as I could tonight." Harmony smiled with pride at a job well done. It took her nearly five whole seconds to remember she still had the disk in hand, then quickly hand it over.



"So why were you looking for Bee?"



Harmony looked down her nose at Faith (which took something like skill, seeing as she was the shorter). "Duh. They are roommates. Among other things."



Buffy's jaw dropped. So did Willow's. They started talking together.



"You think me and Wil?"



"Tara's in love with you?"



Harmony looked very confused. Willow recognized that look. The ex-cheerleader had worn the same expression in most classes for four years in high school. "You're confusing me," she whined. "Besides, there was something else."



Everyone waited. Harmony said nothing. Finally she cringed under the stares of the three young women and one man. "Yeah, Tara said you should know some guy named Riley was nabbed by someone named Adam."



* * *



Tara was nearly insane with hunger. One of the other vampires, in a cell across from hers, had gone all the way. He'd nearly gnawed off his own hands in an effort to drink his own blood. After he'd passed out, Tara stopped her pacing and crouched in a corner. She marshalled every drop of willpower to hold on. For the thousandth time she crushed the idle wish that she'd fed before being captured. Unfortunately she had not, and now the starvation was eating away at her mind.



She was no longer completely sure her name was Tara. It might be Willow. That felt right but not, somehow. Just as she was fairly certain there had been a plan. But what was it. The unconcious vampire across from her twitched. She wrestled with the urge to hurl herself in his direction, to satiate her thirst with his blood. Only the knowledge that not one but two walls lay between them stopped her. For now. Remembering the walls were there took effort. She focussed on her initial efforts to break them. How utterly she'd failed.



Now she waited. For something. Anything. Conserving her blood for as long as possible while the hunger grew. She didn't know if the decor--white and sterile with flourescent lighting--was intended to torture. Perhaps not. Still, it resembled day too much for any vampire to be comfortable. Especially a vampire on the verge of losing it.



How long she waited was impossible to say. Each second seemed to last weeks. Yet nothing changed. Nothing.



Nothing.



NOTHING!



Trembling, the vampire named Tara (or was it Willow?) forced herself back into the crouching position. Wait. Must wait. Why? Because...that's the only chance. The only hope. Hope. What was that? Where was it? Not here, certainly. Or was it?



Like an animal, Tara knew instantly when something changed. The mildest sound, like a muffled click, awoke her senses. Sure enough, the walls of her prison--began to move. And not just hers! Already her demon face had emerged, while Tara launched herself to the wall. It was rising slowly. Down the hall, she could see other walls rising, and weird shapes practically jumping up and down behind the glass. Red lights began flashing along the corridor.



Soldiers began pouring into the corridor. Only a few. All Tara could see were walking bags of sweet blood. One of them got to close to rising wall. A barbed tentacle reached out to seized him by the leg, dragging him towards other waiting tentacles. The soldiers opened fire, trying to save their own.



A mistake.



The other walls were soon high enough for all the prisoners to get out. Including Tara. She joined a small wave of creatures--claws and scales, hooves and forked tongues--racing towards the badly out-numbered soldiers. Most probably wanted escape with a little bit of revenge on the way. Not Tara.



Bullets ripped into her.



They felt like bee stings. Both she and another demon--some distanct part of her mind identified it as a marrow-sucker--literally tore a weapon from one soldier. He tried to fight them. But the other twisted his head off. A gusher erupted from his neck. Tara caught the blood in her open mouth and drank. Delirious with the taste, she let herself be pushed aside as others copied her, and marrow-sucker began dismembering the limbs.



One look told her the other soldiers were retreating. Snarling, she followed. Nor was she alone.



She and two other vampires grabbed one soldier. Three sets of fangs tore into his veins. When Tara finally stopped drinking, it was because the man's body was a dried husk. But at last, at long last, her hunger was under control. She knew who she was once more. And why she'd been sent here.



The underground complex had clearly been built into natural caves. A central cavern was where most of the fighting was. Tara moved from one defended position to another, aiming herself for a specific goal. Halfway there, she found a scientist (well, she was wearing a lab coat) cowering and hiding. Unlucky for her. Tara needed all the strength she could get. Once her victim died, Tara tossed the corpse in the direction of main fighting. No doubt some of her fellow demons would be just as hungry as herself and find a use for all that flesh and bone. Besides, it was a good distraction.



She resumed looking.



There. Just as her Sire had noted. A door which led to the another door which led to the secret lab. Heading through it right now were the very people she'd expected. Both slayers, Giles, Xander--and Willow. Of course they were fighting they way to that door, Buffy and Faith leading.



A familiar-looking insectoid shape was approaching them from the side. The slayers, each wrestling with another demon, were distracted. So Tara looked around. A severed arm, hand still clutched a pistol, lay nearby. She snatched it up and ran.



Less than five yards from Willow, Tara yelled "Down! Get Down!"



Willow at least did exactly as she said. Giles and Xander, to give them credit, copied her almost immediately. Faith and Buffy finished their own fights just in time to see Tara empty a magazine into the She-Mantis. It shrieked before collapsing.



Curiously, Xander mumbled something about "Again?" Tara didn't have time to try and puzzle that one out.



"Are you alright?" Willow nodded as Tara helped her to her feet. The others were giving Tara looks that were mixed to say the least. But Buffy and Faith refocussed quickly.



"This way!"



All six of them made it to the door without much more trouble. Once inside, Giles insisted the door be baracaded. Tara helped.



"You do have a plan, I hope?"



"As a matter of fact, we do, yes."



In moments nearly every piece of furniture lay blocking the door. Sounds of combat--gunfire, screaming, growling, a few impossible to identify--were muffled. But Faith and Buffy were already headed for the secret door. Willow, along with Giles and Xander, began to prepare for what Tara recognized as some kind of spell.



"Tara?" Buffy's expression was even more deadly serious than it had been. "Are you with us?"



"Look at where I am."



"Good enough. Here's a job for you--protect Willow and the others."



"Done."



"Okay." With that the two Slayers headed into the secret lab. Silently Tara wished them luck. Turning back, she noticed Willow's eyes on her.



"Um, can I ask a question?"



"Go ahead."



"Are you really in love with Harmony?"



Giles looked distinctly annoyed at Willow for asking this. Even Xander did a take. Tara herself was shocked.



"Where would you get THAT idea?" Her tone made the answer obvious. Willow just shook her head as if to dismiss the whole idea.



"Never mind." She returned to her spell.



And Tara took her place as guard.



TO BE CONTINUED



TITLE: Never The Twain (Part 7/?)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

RATING: PG-13

COUPLES: W/T (kinda), B/R, X/Ay

SPOILERS: Up to and including "Restless." Along with some stuff from the first season of "Angel."

NOTES: This is an AU in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell on Angelus. As a result, Faith never worked for the Mayor and Tara is a vampire.

FEEDBACK: You're kidding, right? Please!

DISCLAIMERS: I'm just playing with toys that belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to break them and to put them back when done. Hopefully, they won't sue me.

* * *



From the shadow of the trees, Tara watched as Riley left the house, the Summers home. Not surprisingly, those parting from him at the door were Buffy Summers and her mother. She waited as the soldier (ex-soldier?) went to his car. One minute later, he was gone. And Tara herself had edged near enough to the front window for her to listen.



In the living room was what Tara thought of as The Core Group. Buffy herself, with Xander and Giles. And Willow. Buffy's mother was headed upstairs, obviously tired. Faith, looking exhausted, went ahead of her.



Neither Wesley nor Anya were anywhere to be seen. Somewhat amazingly, all of the Core Group appeared jazzed. They might have just awakened after a week's sleep instead of returning from a no-holds-barred combat with dozens of hellish monsters. Xander was even loading a video tape for them to watch--the first of a small pile. Clearly, none of them planned to sleep anytime soon. Indeed, all were settling down with popcorn.



Tara left them to their movie-fest. Winding her way through the (mostly) deserted streets of Sunnydale, she pondered her own behavior. She clearly found Willow attractive. Alright. There was no threat in admitting that. But more than attractive? Yes, that held several dangers. For one thing, demons and humans rarely mixed well. When they did, the demons in question were almost never her own type--predators who fed on something inherent in human flesh. In her case, blood. Beyond all the problems inherent in theoretical human/vampire relations, there were the difficulties involving this specific human and this equally specific vampire.



Willow was a friend to not one but two Slayers. Plus she showed signs of being a powerful witch.



Meanwhile, Tara herself was not simply a vampire. She too had some skills in magic, but more importantly she was the favored get of an ancient and powerful being with definite plans for her. Mentally comparing Willow to her sire made Tara shudder inside, at least slightly. The Apostate was--awesome. And evil.



It added up to making any fascination she felt for the red-haired witch a terrifically dangerous complication.



As Tara walked in the night that was her home, her ally and her feeding grounds, she pondered complications. What they might portend. Their costs. And what might--might--make such costs a worthwhile price she'd be willing to pay. Her walk back to the Apostate's lair took far longer than usual.



* * *



"Doesn't it seem kinda--too much?" Willow tried to relax in the seemingly vast space in the back of the limo. She nearly succeeded.



"C'mon, Red. Relax, already!" Faith and Buffy were seated across from her. Weirdly, both wore identical military fatigues. The ponytails (since when did Faith wear ponytails?) were a another touch that just seemed wrong.



"Yeah, you don't want to be late for class," added Buffy.



True. But Willow found it hard to concentrate on Film History. For one thing, was a limo really the way she wanted to show up on the first day? And for another, the tinted glass was more like shiny black marble. Nothing at all was visible through it, making the interior of the limo somehow more unworldy. So she cracked open a window for a peek.



Glare. Near-blinding white light. Only a few details to be made out before she rolled the window up again.



"Uh...guys?"



Both Slayers looked at her, each identically cocking her head to the right.



"Any reason we're going to class via Death Valley?"



Faith looked at Buffy. Then Buffy looked at Faith. "We don't know yet," they said in unison. Both resuming looking at Willow.



To her horror, Willow was late to class. She tried to sneak in, which wasn't too hard since the lights were out and the projector running. On the far wall flickering images of a movie were visible. That made sense.



If only the movie did.



A black and white image of Adam was in what looked like an equally black and white castle, surrounded by cheesy lab equiptment. Wesley and Riley, in lab coats, stood to one side. The latter held Buffy in his arms. She was wearing a long elegant negligee.



"You go," grunted Adam on the screen, gesturing to Buffy and Riley. They made their way out. "You stay." He pointed to Wesley and another figure--a woman in long robes and weirdly high hair, tiny bolts sticking out of either side of her neck. Somehow the fact this woman was her mother didn't upset Willow so much as the fact she hissed.



"We belong dead," grunted Adam, throwing a switch and blowing up the castle.



Then the light came up. Willow blinked, certain she'd seen something scurry from behind the screen just as the credits had begun to roll. But then the nature of classroom registered, taking all of her attention for now.



She was on a soundstage, with a set in one corner and the rest filled with lights, cables, cameras, etc. The school desks of course didn't belong. But strutting in front of them all was Giles, in cavalry boots and a beret. "Right everybody! Enough homework. Time to shoot the climax of our film! If we get it right the very first time, then we'll be able to secure funding for the rest. If not, I'm afraid you'll all have to sell your kidneys on the black market. Any questions?"



Oz lifted his hand for recognition. "No, Mr. Osbourne we are not going to do THE WOLF MAN." Oz put his hand down. "Right! Then lets prepare. Everybody hide. Save for our star, of course. And the make up and costume people. Ladies and Gentlemen, a big hand for the lady upon whom all our hopes and dreams of happiness rest--Willow Rosenstein!"



Everyone burst into applause.



"Uh...that's Rosenberg...guys?" At a gesture from Giles with his riding crop, Harmony and Cordelia picked up Willow's chair and carried it over to the makeup area, with Willow in it.



"Do you think she's up to it?" inquired Harmony.



"Of course not," answered Cordelia as she put a sheet up to Willow's neck. "She's just pretending like always."



"Maybe that'll be enough." Harmony was now applying foundation to Willow's cheeks.



"It had better be. We'll all die if she screws up even the tiniest little bit."



Willow was speechless at this last. She tried to talk but couldn't. And she could feel her eyes getting bigger.



"So one flub of one line..." asked Harmony.



"...and thousands of innocent people suffer horribly." Cordelia nodded.



"But, but...Why?" Willow finally found her voice. "I mean, if so much is riding on this, shouldn't you be showing me a script?"



Cordelia and Harmony looked at Willow as they might a pair of not-quite-right shoes.



"Okay," said Harmony. "One hint."



"You're the lead in a great and wonderful love story."



"The kind of love that overcomes all obstacles."



"And neither of you so much as breathes in the direction of anybody else."



"You can that, right?"



Willow knew what to do now. Panic. In fact, she was just about to try fainting when Cordelia and Harmony pulled off the sheet and stepped away so she could see herself in the makeup mirror.



She was sheathed in black and red, including a far-too-tight corset that managed to create quite a bit of cleavage. This was an outfit she'd seen--in fact, worn--once before. Likewise they'd paled her skin and attached some kind of prosthetic to her forehead. Willow couldn't remember them doing that. But they must have. Just as they must have put in yellow contact lenses in her eyes and slipped fangs into her mouth. Otherwise, why would she look like a vampire?



"PLACES!" bellowed Giles.



Anya scurried up, Xander in tow. "Gotta get our star to the set!" said Xander happily.



"I could've played the lead, if only you hadn't slept with the director" hissed Anya.



"Wait! I didn't! Did I?" Willow was pulled along to what looked like a Victorian-era bedroom. The huge four poster had transluscent red curtains. Buffy and Faith were escorting someone else onto the set. Tara. Only Tara was in a remarkably sheer white nightgown. Remarkably sheer. Able-to-be-remarked-about enough Willow could almost see her... No, she actually COULD see...



Giles put his arm around Willow.



"Ah! The star at last!"



"Giles? Anya just said something. I just wanted to make sure it wasn't true."



He leaned in to whisper in her ear. "You know, you can't possibly hide forever. Everyone already knows." Then he turned to everyone else and started speaking through a megaphone. "All right, everybody! This is it! Our long-awaited remake of the 'The Wizard of Oz' is about to begin." Willow gaped at him. "I personally think all the added gore and explicit sex scenes will make it irresistable as a family picture. Let's get rolling."



"Giles!" begged Willow. "I haven't even seen a script!"



"Don't worry it'll all come to you," he said without focussing on her. "Just slink your way over to the bed, and bite your willing victim who even now eagerly awaits her demon lover."



"Oh. So I don't have any lines?"



"Not in this scene. But you have all of them in all the others. Hop to it!" As he was saying this, Giles placed Willow in a specific spot on the set, aiming her towards the bed. He then hurried off to check with Xander, operating the camera, and Oz doing sound.



Willow waited. She looked at the bed, and waited. After a moment or two, she began thinking about the scene and what she'd do. How to part the curtain. What Tara might look like, strewn across the sheets. Nightgown open at the neck. She allowed herself to imagine what it would be like to see desire in the vampire's face. Desire for her. Of course, for the purposes of the movie it was Willow who was the vampire.



"LIGHTS! CAMERA! ACTION!" Giles commanded.



Okay. This was it. Willow did her best attempt at slinking. In fact what she did was pretend to be her vampire self. Not too hard. The distance to the bed was not great, but every step seemed a mile at least. She hesitated at the curtains. Through them she could make out a shape, reclining on the bed. Tara. Waiting for her. For Willow. Her demon lover who would feed from her. Willow put one hand on the curtain, feeling the texture, its weight. Allowing herself a few moments to dwell on the fantasy, Willow imagined what it would be like, to pull Tara into her arms, to leap onto that body. Running her fingers along the curtain, she found the openning. Waiting for me, waiting for me, she thought to herself. Her hand gripped the curtain's edge. A tiny moan. From where? The bed.



Waiting for me.



In one tug, Willow pushed aside the curtain.



Tara's dead body lay sprawled on the sheets, a wooden stake protruding from between her breasts. It looked obscene.



Some kind of dark, ragged figure leapt at Willow.



"Guy! Help me! Help!" she managed to gasp out as the strong figure pinned her down. It bit into her neck. And from that point a weary coldness spread through her body. Willow felt as if she was aging, withering, losing all of...what? Something important, that was certain. As she ceased struggling, faint echoes of despair were in her mind.



From a distance, she heard Giles say "Cut! Print!"



* * *



Tara watched Willow. She seemed distracted. The Slayers and their Watchers were off in the corner of the Bronze, talking with Doyle. Although they didn't really trust Tara, she realized they were willing to listen to her. So maybe her introduction wouldn't compromise the halfbreed with them. But Willow, getting a drink, wasn't looking at them. Her eyes were on Xander and Anya, dancing.



"Are you alright?" Willow almost jumped. Tara hadn't meant to startle her.



"Oh! Yeah. Pretty much. I'm okay. Just..."



"What?"



"I had a really, really weird dream."



"Was I in it?" Tara nearly kicked herself for saying the first thing that came to mind.



"You were, yeah. I was a vampire and you were my victim. Only it wasn't realistic. All Hammer Horror-ish with the cleavage and stuff."



"Cleavage?"



"Yeah. There was cleavage."



Tara could feel the ghost of a smile on her lips. She changed subjects. "Any idea when Buffy's boyfriend will be back?"



Willow nodded. "Tomorrow."



"Good."



"So I guess me and Faith'll be spending more time together. We're the unattached ones. Except Faith's kinda a loner. And she doesn't really get the stuff I like."



"Like witchcraft."



"For instance." She made no move to leave Tara's side.



After another few moments, Tara got up the nerve to ask "Would you like to dance?"



TO BE CONTINUED



TITLE: "Never The Twain?" Part 8

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

SPOILERS: Pretty much up through "The Replacement"

RATING: R

COUPLING: W/T (Yes! At last!), B/R, X/Ay

SYNOPSIS: This takes place in an AU in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell on Angel. From that moment on things change. A biggie is that Tara is a vampire.

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

FEEDBACK: Oh, yes. Please!

DISCLAIMERS: I'm playing with toys made and belonging to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. And they are way too cool to sue me for that, oh pretty please.

* * *



Garbage dumps were one reason Tara was glad she didn't have to breathe. Like this one. Unfortunately, talking did require her to inhale so she remained silent. And hoped no one asked her any questions.



"No offense, Buffy," whispered Riley from several yards away, "but why is she here?" Being a vampire, Tara had little difficulty hearing this exchange. Also, little troube figuring out who She was.



"Weird, I know, but she keeps helping out."



"For how long?"



"Good question."



"So...?"



"We keep an eye on her. Besides. Wesley and Giles have this theory. I'll get them to explain later."



Tara thought to herself she'd try and eavesdrop on that conversation as well. Meanwhile, she circled another small hill of refuse. Mostly what she found was rats. Lots and lots of rats. Good to know if she was ever really hard up for blood. Really, really hard up. By now she was nearing another group in the party. Xander and his girlfriend Anya. Their whispers were just as easy to overhear from the darkness.



"Oh, yeah," Anya was going on, "blood sucking demons always hang out around Slayers, saving their lives even." Is anybody thinking about the demon that attacked Giles, Tara thought to herself? Isn't that why we're here?



"Like I said, she's got some kind of agenda. A secret plan. And I'm sure Buffy realizes that and is just biding her time." Not for the first time, Tara mused how Xander was much more intelligent than he let on. His theory was even right, as far as it went.



"Xander."



"What?"



"Willow."



"Yeah? What about her?"



"She's the reason Tara is always hovering. Tara likes Willow.



"Everybody likes Willow."



"Xander--she wants to have sex with her."



It was uncomfortable to hear that spoken so nakedly. Still, Tara got a little bit of a distracting pleasure as Xander tripped and fell. Anya of course helped him up again, amid varioius "ow's" over the pain and "ick's" over what he'd fallen into. Given that Anya's own arm was in a sling she did a good job.



"Are you okay, Xander?"



"Yeah, I'm fine. Ankle needs some R & R but the rest of me is fine."



Anya's hugging of him ended as she pulled away, wrinkling her nose. "You stink."



"Here, how can you tell?"



"DEEEEEMON!" Willow's voice echoed. Xander and Anya forgotten, Tara ran in that direction. Never mind going around the piles of garbage. Using supernatural strength she scrambled over them. There! Willow was running from a bald robed figure. He looked the color of charred wood, with with eyes and veins like lava. And in one hand was something like a staff, or maybe a wand. The staff rose and pointed at Willow, now racing in the direction of Buffy.



Tara was closer. She sprang into the space between the demon's staff and Willow. Just in time.



* * *



Willow expected to feel something all burning or maybe lightning-like, or both, especially after hearing the thunder-like discharge from the demon's staff. Behind her there was a flash of eldritch light. Yet nothing happened. The expressions on Buffy and Riley's faces coming up on her looked...odd.



She turned around.



Two figures were getting up off the ground. One she recognized easily enough as Tara. But she'd never seen Tara move so tentatively, to look around her so lost. The vampire looked at her hands and began to tremble. Willow took a step towards her then stopped as a strange sound came from Tara's mouth. It seemed to be a...sob?



Meanwhile the Other figure had launched itself at the demon with the staff. It was as if a bodybuilder had a rabid leopard jump on him. Snarling, the Other literally tore open the robed demon's throat. The slurping noises that followed were disgusting.



Watching this, Tara actually whimpered. Willow stared. Since when did vampires whimper?



Now the Other looked at them full on for the first time. Not a pleasant sight. Leathery dark skin with a v-shape of jagged horns along the forehead. A snout-like nose above a befanged mouth, now dripping with gore. Pointed ears that drooped slightly in a distinctly bestial way. Only the eyes seemed even a little familiar. They were the feral yellow of a vampire.



Standing over the body, this new demon looked at them for perhaps two whole seconds. Then it raced away into the night. Riley and Buffy wasted no time running after it.



Willow approached Tara slowly. She did not seem herself.



Xander hissed at her "Willow! Be careful!"



Then, Tara turned in Willow's direction. Her expression was shocking. Frightened, for one thing. Willow had never seen Tara frightened. Not even once. More, she moved nervously, almost as if each movement was a shy jerk. She pulled her jacket closer in for warmth. That's not right, Willow thought.



Then she noticed something else. She could see Tara's breath in the cold.



Vampires have no body heat.



Willow reached out and touched Tara's hand. Warm. Her hand was warm! And Tara herself looked on the verge of tears.



In one motion Willow brought Tara into her arms, holding her tight as the girl began to silently--then not so silently--weep.



"Shhh. Its alright. I'm here..."



* * *



Danger. Run. Run faster. Run faster.



Those Who Follow must be lost. Yes. Danger in them. For now. So run. Fast. Faster. Faster still. Hide in the shadows. Run in them. This is night. My time. Shadows everywhere. Run but run silently.



Where?



To the nest. To the Parent. Yes. But not straight. No, that is how prey think. I am not prey. Stay within the shadows. And run as silent as I can. Keep the senses alert for danger. And for food.



Hungry. But not too hungry. Is there danger? No. Listen hard for any other running, for heartbeats racing because they had been running.



Nothing. No thing.



But there!



Prey! In silly loose clothes and soft shoes, running but running in a straight line and very slow.



The prey pays no heed as it passes the shadows of a tree. Stupid prey. But moments to grab it and pull it into the shadows. Fangs find where the food flows, ripping through flesh. Catch the food as it gushes. In moments the prey stops squirming. But then the food stops flowing. Must suck. Hard. Harder.



Leave the prey under leaves. That covers the trail. Enough.



Now to double back through the shadows, winding a tricky way back to the nest before the sun comes back.



Back to the nest.



And the Parent.



* * *



Giles was doing his best with a really weird situation, Willow thought to herself. Understandably he stared at Tara--how often did a Watcher get to see an ex-vampire, after all?--but he kept it to a minimum. Xander and Anya, on the other hand--their eyes were glued to the blonde. Only Willow's protective hovering kept them from asking all sorts of questions.



Tara herself was in an upright feta position on the sofa. Willow sat alongside her, one arm around her shoulders. She'd managed to get the (now human) girl to sip some chicken soup. Other than that, Tara barely reacted to her environment at all. Now and then she fixed her eyes on Willow, but that was all.



"I believe," said Giles in a low voice,"I now know what has happened." He'd been pouring over several books for hours.



"This has gotta be good," muttered Xander under his breath. Willow shushed him with a gesture.



"Well, Toth--that's the demon who used the staff you described--his intended target was Buffy. In effect he was using magic to split her into two component parts. One would have been the Slayer, with the heritage and the strength. The other would be simply--Buffy. No more or less."



"Uh, Giles?" Xander didn't quite raise his hand. "Wouldn't that mean he'd be up against Super Slayer. Like industrial strength?"



"Indeed. But the Buffy half would be much more vulnerable. And if either one dies, they both do."



Willow took this in for a moment.



"But he hit Tara instead."



"Precisely. This is the Tara McClay stripped, or freed, of her vampiric nature. And the other, who escaped, is the vampiric demon in its purest form. All instinct and blood lust, without even a remnant of the host's personality."



"But...But Buffy and Riley are out trying to slay it! And from you say..." Willow hugged Tara closer.



"If they succeed," Giles finished for her, "this Tara also dies."



No one spoke for nearly a minute that lasted hours. Then the front door openned. Buffy and Riley wearily stepped inside.



"We lost it," declared Riley.



"That thing was unbelievably fast," added Buffy. "I'm glad I don't have to fight what-ever-it-is too often."



"According to Giles, actually, you've been doing exactly that for years" said Xander.



"What do you mean."



"Buffy," began Willow, "what you were chasing was a vampire."



"Like no vampire I've ever seen."



"Well, both yes and no," said Giles. "That was the vampire seperated from any trace of humanity. I think the idea was to use this magic on you, splitting you into Buffy and Slayer. But you weren't the one hit."



Buffy took all this in. She especially noticed Willow's arm around the form of Tara--a breathing and cying Tara.



"Oh. My. God."



"Buffy," said Willow, "this is the real Tara."



* * *



The Parent seemed pleased. He smiled. And he led the way to a room very deep and dark. The sun was rising soon. Yes. Here was a safe place. The safest part of the nest.



Sleep would come soon.



"Ah my dear Tara," whispered the Parent. What did these words mean? Or any words? It probably did not matter. "What has happened, I wonder? Such metamorphosis usually only occurs with great age. Very great age indeed. Has someone been playing with temporal magics, perhaps? Or is it something else? I'd hate to lose such an ideal novice."



Sleep. Sleep was coming. With the sun.



Tara lay down on the stone floor to rest. She barely noticed her Sire locking the door behind him as he left.



* * *



Tara woke in warmth. Delicious warmth out of her sweetest dreams. Her eyes snapped open, a part of her flinching at the sunlight beaming through the dorm windows. It took her barely two seconds to realise where she was. With Willow.



Last night, Willow had insisted on taking care of her. Vivid as memory, but not, Tara knew who Willow was. Knew her as a beautiful young redhead who studied witchcraft. As an object of fascinated lust that was her own and yet someone else's. Willow the lovely. Willow the brave. Willow the wise. Turning, she could see Willow's face beside her in the bed. Like Tara, she was still dressed.



Willow's eyes openned.



They outshone the sun.



"Tara?" Goddess. Her voice. "How are you feeling?"



In love. "I..don't know. I'm me, but not. Does that make any sense?"



Willow nodded, whether it did or did not. "How much do you remember?"



"Everything." Too much. "But its like it was someone else. Yet it was me. Me. A monster. A demon."



"Not just that," Willow said firmly. "I know. You saved my life more than once. And helped out lots of times. Buffy's been going crazy trying to figure out why. I think I already know."



Tara could listen to her talk for hours. For decades. "Go on," she whispered.



"It was you. The part of you that isn't a demon. The human half."



Listening to this, Tara wanted so much to agree. But she couldn't. "You don't understand," she said. Tears welled up in her eyes. "I was under orders to do all that. My sire, the vampire who made me, he has plans. He wanted me to be useful to the Slayer and her friends, all part of some plan."



Willow's distress at these words nearly tore Tara's heart out. But better this than a lie. Wasn't it?



Her next words were a whisper. "Tara?"



"Yes?"



"If you were just obeying orders--that time the Mayor kept me prisoner, and we were alone?



"I remember."



"Why did you kiss me?"



Tara didn't answer that question. She'd learned to fear too much hope, and to avoid it as a ship avoids underwater rocks. But Willow's brilliant green eyes never left hers. The question hung between them. Soon, so did Tara's unvoiced answer:



Because I wanted to.



This time it was Willow who kissed Tara. Nothing more than a pressing of lips. But Tara welcomed it with a fierce, terrified hunger. She dared not take it further, exerting every drop of willpower to stop herself melting into the redhead's embrace. Not that it mattered. Willow wrapped her arms around Tara, kissing her again. A tiny moan escaped Tara. Then Willow gently traced her tongue against Tara's lips.



Defenses against pain began to crumble now. Simple kisses grew deeper. Hands and fingers began to wander, slowly at first but with greater courage each passing minute. Neither girl rushed. Fully half an hour passed between the first kiss and the first hand to tentatively slip underneath a shirt.



Although never fast, the pace did quicken.



Kissing of mouths was followed by that of throats, then ears. hands and wrists. Buttons were undone, things pulled up and over heads, so kissing could explore ribcages and navels. Later nipples were traced with lips and tongue and teeth. Nor were hands ignored as they too traced and felt and cupped. The sight of each other had always intoxicated. Now they found the smell of hair and skin no less dizzying. Yet they savored. Another half hour passed before pants joined sweaters and bras on the bedroom floor. Still another was nearly gone when the last of their garments was discarded. By then taste was the only sensation not yet fully explored. They did so with enthusiastic and mounting joy. And Tara's tears were of pleasure for a change, while with a searing pride she knew Willow's were the same.



Their afterglow was blinding.



Of course that's when Buffy walked in.



TO BE CONTINUED



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 9)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

RATING: PG13

COUPLES: W/T, B/R, X/Ay

SPOILERS: Through "The Replacement" with references through all of Season Five, and a few things from "Angel" as well.

NOTES: An alternate history in which Willow never finished the Soul Restoration Spell on Angelus. Differences include the fact that Tara is now a vampire. That's the big one, really.

FEEDBACK: Of course!

DISCLAIMER: I'm just playing with the toys Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy left lying around. I'll put them back where I found'em. Honest!

* * *



Tara felt a kinship with the creatures staring at her. She didn't know what kind of kinship. In fact, she lacked the means to even think of the concept. But the blonde ugly female and the tall handsome male were her own kind, and part of her recognized that fact.



"You're kidding? That...thing...is Tara?" The ugly blonde spoke. Her words almost meant something.



"Exactly so," answered the handsome male. His voice was lovely, like a snake's. On some level Tara knew this creature as her parent.



"But...how?"



"It has taken me some time to figure this out myself. At first I assumed this to be some kind of temporal spell, perhaps an act of malice on the part of an enemy. Or a mere mistake. But I think not."



"So what happened to her?"



"Our Tara has been riven. Split into two halves, as it were. What you see before you is the vampiric demon which makes up half of her nature. Half of ours as well."



"You mean--I've got that in me?"



Even to Tara, the pause before her parent answered was full of threat. The ugly blonde took a step back. "In a very real sense," he whispered, "that is what you and I have in place of a soul." His yellow eyes looked again at Tara behind the bars of her cage. "Pure predatory instinct. The hunger for blood and everything that goes with it. The cunning of the hunt, the pleasure that goes with it, and an intuitive understanding of the limitations you and I know only conciously. As a pure demon, Tara need never be told to avoid sunlight. She already knows. Just as she understands when she has been invited into a home, and when she has not." The approval in her parent's eyes was clear.



After a long silence, the blonde asked "So what are you going to do?"



* * *



"Oh! My! God!" It was the tenth time Buffy had said those words in the last thirty seconds. "Oh! My! God!"



"Buffy, you need to breathe," Willow told her best friend.



The Slayer looked at Willow, who was half-dressed by now, then at the bed where a clearly-naked Tara clutched the sheets around her. For a moment it looked as if Buffy was listening. Her eyes, huger than Willow had ever seen them, went back and forth from Willow to the bed and back again.



"Buffy?"



She said nothing. The eyes moved and nothing else. Willow had no idea how this was going to turn, and was more than a little nervous about finding out. Buffy, for once, seemed paralyzed. She's stopped with the oh-my-god-ing, but her jaw still moved. All in all, it was as impressive an example of wigging as Willow had ever seen



Riley stepped in from the dorm hall. Buffy spun in his direction. "Riley!"



"Yeah?" The ex-soldier knew at once something was wrong. Fortunately, all his attention went to Buffy. For now, anyway.



Buffy moved her lips, but what came out was sounds, not words. In desperation, she pointed at Willow, then Tara in the bed.



"Willow! Tara! Last night! Here!" Ah. Speech restored. Willow hurriedly pulled on the last her clothes, watching Riley take in the whole scene. She very nearly saw the lightbulb appear over his head. Just as Buffy did. "Them! Together! Willow! And Tara!"



Riley put his hands on Buffy's arms. He stooped slightly and looked her right in the eyes. Okay, this might be good. Emphasis on might.



"I understand." He spoke just a little slowly. Probably unecessary, really, but why take chances?



"You do?" Buffy sounded a little less hysterical. A little.



Riley nodded. "Tara is human now." Willow silently cheered Riley for starting with this. She looked at Tara to give a quick look of reassurance. "And last night, Willow and Tara spent the night together."



"That's right," Buffy nodded. "And they had sex!"



"Yeah, I got that."



"Willow had sex--with a vampire!"



"No...!" He said this soothingly.



"Okay, well maybe not a vampire now. But a vampire then and that counts for something!"



"Buffy" Willow decided it was time to intervene. Tara's nerves were visibly shredding. Buffy looked at Willow. "Tara is a human. Look--sunlight." She pointed to the window. "And look at this." Willow picked up a mirror and set it next to Tara. Her nervous face reflected.



After several more seconds, Buffy seemed to calm. Riley carefully let go of her. Her eyes still looked like they might pop out of her head, but at least her breathing was returning to normal. At last she spoke. "Sorry. I was--surprised. I'll...I'll let you get dressed." Then she deliberately stepped out of the room.



Riley followed.



Willow looked Tara. Her honey-blonde hair was all over the place. Somehow she'd managed to turn herself into a ball while keeping the sheets wrapped around her. The angle of her head hid her one remaining eye. Willow lifted Tara's chin.



"There," she whispered, "that wasn't too bad, was it?"



* * *



All the scoobies met in The Magic Shoppe. Willow almost defiantly sat next to Tara, refusing to let go of her hand. Giles did his best to both look at them while not doing so. Giles kept doing little takes at the sight of them as a couple. Buffy was pacing, while Riley hovered nearby.



"Y-y-you need to know," the newly mortal Tara began. She hesitated before speaking again.



"Out with it." Buffy was in full command mode. The feel of Willow's hand gave Tara strength she desperately needed.



"M-m-my sire, the one who made m-m-me. He's called Th-th-the Apostate." Out of the corner of her eye, Tara noticed Giles nod at this news. "He's evil."



"We've heard of The Apostate," said Giles. To Tara's immense relief he sounded calm, civilized, and non-judgemental. "And from what we've heard, he wages a private war on demonkind."



Tara nodded. "He's been like th-th-th-that ever since he got back from hell."



Buffy stopped pacing.



"I d-d-don't know all the details. But he was sent to hell and he somehow got out. I th-th-think he had some kind of help. S-s-so now he want revenge on the ones who tortured him. But he's still evil. Horribly evil."



"Tara?" Willow's voice. Music to Tara. "Is he the one who took your eye?"



She nodded. "T-t-to teach me control, he said."



Willow put her arm around her. For a moment, Tara let herself fall into that embrace. Not very much, but a little. Here was all she'd hoped for.



Buffy's voice broke into her thoughts. "Describe him. What does this Apostate look like?"



Everyone was looking at Buffy now, with the same worried look on their faces. The only exception was Riley, who looked puzzled at the intensity of Buffy's question.



"He's ugly," answered Tara. "M-m-maybe he's always been that way. Or maybe it was all the time he spent in hell. But he looks..." she struggled for the right words. "He looks like a vampire looks when they change, but w-w-with less humanity."



Now Buffy kneeled to look face-to-face with Tara. "Does he ever look different than that?"



"N-n-no."



"What about details? Does he ever mention his real name? Or maybe just another name he used to use? I mean, he wasn't always known as the Apostate, was he?" Her voice was rising.



"Buffy!" Willow interrupted the Slayer. They looked at each other for a moment. Buffy relaxed slightly.



"Sorry." Her voice was almost a whisper.



Riley was looking at everyone else's reaction. "Excuse me. What's going on here that I don't know about?"



Silence. Anya openned her mouth but shut it again at a gesture from Xander. Giles cleared his throat. "It is rather a long story, Riley. Might I suggest we table any explanations until later? Now, Tara," he sat across from her. "You say the Apostate ordered you to help us?"



Tara nodded.



"Do you have any idea why?"



"S-s-some. He wanted you to have that scroll Faith got from Los Angeles. B-b-because of the prophecy about a Vampire With A Soul."



"What about it?"



"He w-w-w-wants Willow to use the Soul Restoration Spell on him." Beside her, Tara could almost feel the redhaired witche's shock. She could see it in the face of the everyone else. "He wants his soul b-b-back."



* * *



Even deep underground, Tara could sense the sun was nearly down. She greeted that fact with a terrible glee. Her parent paced nearby, the key to her prison in his hand.



"The essential fact," he was saying, "is that the two of you are one. Magic may have riven you apart, but every instinct and intuition in both you longs for reunification. Anything else is unnatural."



He neared the door. Darkness was soon. Soon. Very soon.



"Which means my dilemna is about to solve itself." He smiled. Any human would find the sight disturbing. "And so my covert preparations against Glory may soon continue. The Slayer should thank me. She really should. But somehow, I doubt she will."



Not until the sun had actually set did he turn the key and open the door. All the other doors to the surface were already open.



* * *



Off in the corner, Tara sat and stared at setting sun through the window. She'd loved to watch sunsets once. Before her rebirth.



Willow came away from the others. "Hey."



Unbidden, a smile came to Tara's lips. "Hi."



"They're still trying to figure things out." Willow tilted her head to the back of the store, where all the scoobies were in deep talk. Or argument. "You know--what's going to happen next, the kind of things we have to prepare for, and so on."



"Whether to trust me."



"Yeah. That too." Even embarrassed, she was almost too beautiful to look on. Tara didn't understand why she had an urge to look back outside at the night.



"One other thing."



"What's that?"



"Two things, really. First, the Apostate said that someone extremely dangerous was coming here to Sunnydale. Someone he fears, and he thinks Buffy will need his help to defeat her. But I don't know any details."



Willow took this in. "And the second thing?"



"I love you."



A grin broke across Willow's face. She openned her mouth to say something, but then Giles called her name. "Be right back," she promised before heading back towards the Watcher.



I love you, thought Tara. Even as a monster, I love you.



* * *



Tara's words ringing in her ears, Willow came back to the circle of Giles and the others.



"Do you still have Jenny's notes about Soul Restoration?" The Watcher asked without preamble.



"Yes, of course."



"And do you think you might try it again, if such proved absolutely necessary."



"I...I don't know. I mean, sure I've gotten better since then but that's a really advanced spell. Not that I wouldn't try if it we really needed it, but do we? Need it, I mean?"



"The Prophecies say there has to be a Vampire With a Soul" Buffy said, her voice matter-of-fact.



"But," noted Giles, "that person's role in the forthcoming crisis is ambiguous at best."



"Which is why we've got to control who that is!"



"Buffy..."



"What?"



"Doesn't that kinda depend on who the vampire is?" There. She'd said as much as she could without actually explaining everything to Riley. Or setting off too many alarms. A quick glance at Riley left Willow uneasy about her success on the latter. He knew. Not what was going on, but that something was going on, definitely.



"Of course, Wil. That's why you have to do the spell. No one else."



Xander joined in. "Well, let's first find out all we can about this Apostate guy. Tara, is there anything more you can tell us about him?" They all looked in the direction where Tara had been waiting.



She was gone.



* * *



Tara ran into the nig
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Postby Zahir » Fri Mar 22, 2002 5:40 am



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 15)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

FEEDBACK: Please. Pretty please. With sugar on top. And a cherry.

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "Blood Ties" as well as some stuff from "Angel."

DISCLAIMERS: Most of the toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear.

NOTE: The part of Jocelyn in my own mind is played by Gigi Edgely. For those of you who don't know, she portrays Chiana on the tv show "Farscape."

* * *



"Uh...thanks."



The expression on Buffy's face was a very fixed smile. Very. As in artificial. Fake. Willow stole a quick glance at Riley, anxious he was going to feel hurt. But no--he looked as genuinely pleased as a child winning a checkers. Meanwhile, Buffy looked down at all the weapons manuals she'd just removed from the wrapped box. The wrapping paper was mismatched pastels.



"Happy Birthday!" Riley was grinning as he said it.



Willow stole at glance at everyone else at the party. Joyce was smiling with what seemed like warmth. Giles was nearly as good. Xander, drugged into quietness, just stared at the colors. Only Anya, holding his hand, tilted her head in honest confusion.



"Why did you get her manuals for weapons she doesn't have?"



(Note to self, thought Willow, don't keep wearing turtlenecks around Anya once the weather warms up.)



Riley looked at her as if she'd just admitted to getting polka-dot tattoos. He didn't say anything. Which seemed wrong, somehow.



"For future reference," stated Buffy. "Thanks, honey," she said, adding a loud smooch on her boyfriend's cheek. His smile was entirely too cartoonish for Willow's taste.



"Prezzies! More prezzies!"



Willow nearly handed hers to the birthday girl, but Giles beat her to it. Giles? I must be more tired than I thought. Must remember to take those vitamins and follow the doctor's diet. At the same time, not let her best friend and roommate notice anything was different. So far, not too difficult. Enough travails were wandering around in Buffy's life right now--specifically, a bleached-blonde hellgod looking to find her little sister for Who-Knows-What-Purpose-But-Odds-Are-Something-Evil. So Buffy was distracted. It hadn't really registered on her that Willow was spending a lot of every night away from their dorm room. Or that she was weaker than usual. Yet Buffy was smart enough that if one word of Willow's "anemia" came to her attention, she'd remember how her best friend had managed not to let anyone see her neck in over a week. And the violence would ensue.



She couldn't let that happen.



"Where's Dawnie?" she asked.



"Upstairs," shrugged Buffy. "The angst of the newly minted teen at someone else's birthday."



"All shiny," muttered Xander, "and bright and pretty. Like a doubloon in the pirate's treasure."



Everyone was silent for a moment. United in discomfort. Everybody looked at their good friend, now a wasted remnant of what he'd been. His eyes continued to be vacant, with the occaisional twitches in each limb. Anya brought him to her in a comforting hug. Xander mewled. Willow was reminded how she and Tara had been doing some research into maybe healing her oldest friend. Had his insanity been natural, it would have been far too dangerous. But this condition had been caused by magic. Magic, at least in theory, could undo what had been done.



So she hoped.



* * *



"What are you doing out?"



Dawn spun around at the sound of Tara's voice. For the barest of seconds, she had the look of a kitten caught in headlights. But she recovered quickly.



"I can ask you the same question!"



"Fair enough," answered Tara. She emerged from the shadows of the tree outside the Summers' house. Dawn did a little take.



"Your eye..."



Tara touched her face. "Its glass. Pretty good, don't you think? I can't see the effect, myself."



Dawn stepped closer to get a better look. Privately, Tara was pleased to think the Slayer's sister wasn't afraid to get this close to her. The teenager peered into the vampire's face.



"They look alike. Pretty much, anyway. The same color blue." Dawn nodded. "How does it feel?"



"Kinda like a bandage."



"Oh." She clearly didn't know how to respond to this.



"Now, about that deal."



"What deal?"



"You tell me what you're doing out here. And I tell you what I'm doing."



Dawn pondered this for a bit. Then she gestured. "Not here. Let's get out of big sister range."



The teenager led the vampire away, to somewhere they could talk. As they left, Tara took a quick look back at the house where Willow was. She shouldn't feel anxious, she knew that. Later tonight, they'd be together. But this was one of the symptoms of love, she supposed. No way she could get enough of the sight of her beautiful red-haired witch.



* * *



The party continued, quiet in its way but also slightly manic. Willow thought everyone's reaction to cake was just a little over the top. Even her own. Joyce offered a slice to Giles in a decidedly flirtatioius way. Buffy glared at them hard enough they parted ways. Riley just would not sit down half the time, insisted on remaining at parade rest. Weird. And the way Buffy insisted on playing Monopoly! It was...odd. Especially as Buffy would cackle time she got to buy something or any player had to pay her rent. Stranger--and more disturbing still--were the cracks about beating up anyone who insisted she pay up when landing on their properties. After a while, the way she kept getting out the weapons manuals Riley got her, flipping through the pages and muttering "See, with this one no one could get out alive" really got on Willow's nerves.



Willow found herself off in the sidelines with Anya.



"Does all this seem strange to you?"



"You mean, how Buffy's acting crazy?"



"Well, yeah. Kinda."



"I'm putting it down to stress. Her mom getting sick. Glory the hellgod wanting to grab her sister. After a vampire tried to drain said sister."



"Plus...you know."



The deliberate cheerfulness in Anya's face faltered. "Xander." She looked so sad for a moment, so devastated, Willow decided to be a little reckless.



"We might have found something," she whispered to Anya.



Anya looked at her, baffled. "We?"



"Tara and me. Don't tell Buffy." Willow's voice sank even lower.



"I can't hear you."



Carefully, Willow raised the volume of her voice. "Me and Tara." She shot a quick glance at Buffy, who was far too cheerfully demanding her mother pay up or face the wrath of the chosen one. "She has these amazing books on demonology and magic. Besides, she knows more about Glory than anyone, because of what the Apostate told her. Anyway, there're these references to various healing demons."



"I thought of that," Anya interrupted. "Remember, I used to be one?"



"A healing demon?"



"No. I was a vengeance demon. But I got to know a lot of other types of demons over the centuries."



"Oh. But I thought most demons only stick around their own kind."



"They usually do. But sometimes they act in concert for a common goal. Like when they belong to the same cult. Or a moon demon hunt. Plus sometimes there's a big ceremony where everybody who's anybody has to show up, bring sacrifices, that kind of thing."



"I guess that makes sense. So you know about healing demons?"



"Yep." This was not said with anything like optimism. "As a rule, they're mercenaries of a type. You have to pay them to get their help--usually in pain or body parts." She sighed. "Not that they'd help any friend of a slayer, anyway."



Willow wished she could dispute any of this. Unfortunately, Anya was the expert here, and she had the fiercest motivation for healing Xander. She'd practically put herself in orbit around him.



"We'll keep looking anyway," she whispered to Anya.



"Thanks." Anya's reply was very, very quiet.



* * *



"We could simply break the door, you know."



Tara sighed. She didn't need to, being dead and all. But habits were habits.



"Do you want Giles to know somebody's been going through his things?"



Dawn considered this. "But the shop's getting broken into all the time, anyway."



"No reason to get sloppy." Tara's voice was firm. Dawn subsided, waiting as patiently as a 14-year-old can while Tara tried to pick the magic store's lock. Not very successfully.



"So you're in love with Willow?"



"That's right."



"I thought vampires couldn't love."



"Not exactly." Tara nearly welcomed the distraction. For one thing, she preferred intelligent inquiry to adolescent nagging any night. Besides, she'd been trying to articulate this very thing for a long time. "Vampires are demons. Demons are predators, and we have all of a predator's instincts."



"But no soul."



"Right. I think humans use their soul to feel some emotions. For us, though, the potential is there but atrophied. Most vampires just ride wherever their instincts take them."



"How come that isn't true for you?"



"Don't know."



The teenager pondered this. "So were you always gay?"



"Yes."



"So that doesn't change, then?"



"I don't think so."



"What about Willow?"



Tara stopped. She looked at Dawn. "What about her?"



Both teenager and vampire jumped as the door to the magic shop suddenly swung open. Jocelyn--in full demon face--peeked her head out, taking them in.



"Hey guys! Why didn't ya knock?"



Silence.



Dawn finally spoke. "We didn't know anybody was here."



"And," continued Tara, "we didn't want to bother Giles."



"Okay-dokey. Come on in!"



* * *



"Where're ya goin' Wil?"



"Just for a walk, Buffy. My stomach's upset."



"Too much cake?"



"Yeah. Some fresh air'll do me good."



Buffy nodded in a very control-mode kind of way. Oh dear. Willow felt less than thrilled as her best friend turned to Riley with the air of an officer giving orders. "Willow's going for a walk," she said, "go with her."



"I don't need..."



"Wil, Sunnydale's dangerous enough and now Glory's out there. You're a lot safer with an escort."



Riley was very nearly at attention. What was it with people lately? Giving in to the inevitable, Willow nodded. At least Riley seemed pleased--give the boy a job, any job, and he felt the better for it. Okay. But before she could even take another full step towards the front door, Willow noticed Joyce coming from upstairs, looking distressed.



"Buffy! Dawn--she's missing."



Everybody (except Xander) instantly went on the alert. Buffy turned to Willow. "Could anybody have gotten past that warding spell without you knowing it?"



"No! No way. I mean--it wouldn't do more than slow anybody down, but it's make plenty of sound is anything demonic or even supernatural broke the circle."



"She's probably gone off on her own," ventured Giles.



"In Sunnydale?" Buffy's voice was furious, indignant.



"C'mon," said Willow, "she's only fourteen."



The slayer's face drained of any emotion, gaining that focus Willow knew by now meant she was going to put up with nothing that even smacked of nonsense. Or dissent. "Riley. Willow. Do a circuit around the neighborhood. Anya, you and Giles head for the Magic Shoppe."



"Buffy!"



She looked at Willow. "What?"



Willow gestured towards Xander, rocking on the sofa, Anya's arms protectively around his shoulders, her expression a mix of appalled and defiant.



"Anya needs to stay with Xander," Willow said to Buffy's puzzled expression. Rather more slowly than it should have, Buffy's face registered what she'd said. She looked around.



"Mom? You stay here. Dawn might simply come back on her own. I'll go with Giles."



"Alright, honey."



"Let's go people!"



* * *



Jocelyn proved more than cooperative. When Dawn (rather brazenly, in Tara's opinion) asked to see Giles' most recent journal, the half-demon picked the drawer's lock with no trouble and presented the book to her with a flourish. Now she crouched atop the counter, tail flicking back and forth while Dawn read.



Tara herself looked around the shop, quietly noting how a few books and amulets had been rearranged since she was here last. Nothing very obvious. But something tickled at the back of her mind. Some little detail. A clue?



"The monks," read Dawn aloud, "had to make sure the Slayer would protect the Key with her life. So they gave it human form." She said these last words with no inflection. Then stopped. For what seemed like forever.



"Wow," said Jocelyn at last. "So none of us in this room is completely human!"



"I wouldn't put it that way," answered Tara deliberately. She watched the unmoving Dawn while she spoke. "From what Giles says, Dawn is completely human. She's even Buffy's sister. They altered reality to give the Key a form, but that form is just as real as anything else."



"Still," insisted Jocelyn cheerfully, "its not like she's really fourteen. Or like Mrs. Summers is really her mother."



"Of course she is."



"Noooooooo...!" She shook her head like a clown.



"Yes!" Tara was a little startled at how forcefully she said this. "If I did a spell, for example, that shrimp no longer existed, then I would have changed reality. Shrimp wouldn't pretend not to exist, they really wouldn't. And if I did it right, shrimp would never have existed and no one would remember them. The world wouldn't be full of invisible shrimp nobody could remember! I'd've created a different, but true reality."



"C'mon, that's not the same thing."



"Its exactly the same thing!" Still no reaction from Dawn. This was not good. "If Dawn really is this Key, then she's real. Even if somebody magically created the form she's in now, that doesn't change the fact her form is real. Its kind of like finding out you were reincarnated. Only with some bells and whistles."



Jocelyn looked skeptical. "I think you're stretching, girlfriend."



Tara fumed. "I am not your..." She stopped herself. "Anyway, the whole point is that Dawn is human. However she got that way, she's human now. And she's who she is, even if how she got here is rather...exotic."



"Exotic?" Dawn's voice was so low Tara might not have heard it if she wasn't a vampire. From Jocelyn's turn of head, clearly she heard it as well. "Exotic means weird. Unusual. Freakish."



Silence followed. Cut into suddenly by Tara. "Unique. Individual. Extraordinary. And exotic also means pretty, valuable, rare."



"Alone." If anything, Dawn's voice went even lower.



Tara strode over to where Dawn sat, hunched in and looking at no one. She sat beside her, putting one arm around her. Each shoulder felt like steel, she was so tense. But she didn't react to Tara's presence at all. Memories of her human mother's death came unbidden to Tara.



"Dawn."



No answer.



"Dawn," Tara repeated. "How do you know we aren't all Keys? Or something else? Maybe that's all the universe is, a place for magical somethings to have form. Remember last year, when everybody thought Johnathan invented the internet and starred in The Matrix?"



"I wasn't there."



"You don't know that."



"I. Wasn't. There."



Tara paused. "For all any of us know, the world began five seconds ago, complete with a bunch of memories created along with the trees and iguanas and pizza parlors and everything."



Atop the counter, Jocelyn cocked her head. "I like that idea," she almost hissed.



Ignoring her, Tara leaned in closer to Dawn. Pitching her voice low, she spoke with an surprising intensity. At least surprising to her. "Listen to me. This is something I know--it doesn't matter. Not in any way that counts. Whether you're a Key, or a changeling left by fairies, or a vampire or a clone, or simply a little girl whose sister happens to be the Slayer--you are what you think, and do, and feel. That's why people care. And in the end, that's why they love."



Dawn trembled. Only for a moment, and only slightly but Tara felt it. Maybe she was getting through to her? She could hope.



"You," began Dawn, "really believe that?" A deep, almost shuddering breath. "How can you?"



"I do more than believe. By now, I know."



Now Dawn looked at Tara. "Because of Willow? Because she loves you?"



Tara nodded. She could feel the girl's stare boring into her. On an impulse, she hugged her. After a moment or two, Dawn hugged back. Tara rocked the girl gently, feeling the first few deep breaths that came before crying. In some part of her mind, Tara was surprised she still recognized all this. Perhaps she hadn't lost as much as she thought when the Apostate had sired her. Or when she and Willow together had reunited the demon and the human. This was a subtle pleasure, to be sure. Delicate even, giving comfort to a confused and horrified young woman. Yet she welcomed it.



"GET THE HELL AWAY FROM MY SISTER!"



Buffy stood in the front door, teeth bared, her entire body ready to spring. The axe in her hand only added to the effect.



Dawn pulled away from Tara. Her eyes were red, puzzled, angry. Hurt. She stared at her sister.



Buffy spoke through clenched teeth. "Dawn! Come to me!" The girl hesitated. "NOW!"



"You," said Dawn sullenly, "aren't my sister." Buffy's eyes widened. "I don't have to obey you."



"Do what she says," whispered Tara. "The truth is--she loves you." Dawn took this in reluctantly. With a certain awkward grace, she stood and headed towards Buffy. It took her longer than it should have. But when she got there, she looked the Slayer straight in the eye.



"Why didn't you tell me?" The indignation in Dawn's voice was like nails on a chalkboard. "Why?"



At first, Buffy didn't answer. "I was afraid of telling anyone."



"She was trying to protect you," added Tara from across the room. "In her heart--where it counts--you are her sister."



Now Buffy snarled. She stepped past Dawn, almost ignoring her. From the counter top, Jocelyn watched with fascination. Buffy looked on the verge of a berserk rage.



"Willow's in the hospital," she intoned.



Tara stood. "Why? What happened?"



"You already know." Buffy advanced in a murderous frenzy. "Bunch of Glory's minions tried grabbing her and Riley. In the fight, Willow fainted. Riley administered first aid." By now her eyes nearly glowed. "Guess what he found on her throat?"



What happened next very nearly seemed to be in slow motion. Buffy's axe swept in an arc towards Tara's neck. The vampire managed to duck only barely, then rolled away as fast as she could manage. She was only just fast enough as the axe's blade sliced through a part of her coat and imbedded itself in the floor. Dawn was screaming her sister's name. Jocelyn had stood up, her tail now swinging back and forth like a whip. Tara herself jumped beneath a table, putting its solid bulk between herself and the slayer. It wouldn't work for long, but she needed these few moments. She reached into her blouse as fast as she could, then dashed out towards the back door.



Buffy did something superhuman. She jumped over Tara and landed at the door before her. One spinning kick sent the blonde demon flying to the floor. Without a pause Buffy had her wooden stake out. She lept with unerring aim, driving it deep into Tara's heart! It went all the way through and its tip hit the shop's floor.



And Tara looked up at Buffy, unharmed.



The slayer's eyes went huge. After that, they quickly went to each of Tara's hands. What she was looking for was on the left--the Ring of Amara. Rendering any vampire who wears it immune to the sun or the stake.



"That's why you seduced Willow," she hissed!



"Wrong!" Tara focused her will. With a word, she pushed Buffy off her and into the air. She landed with a thud. Tara herself jump up, and quickly pulled out the stake. In one movement, she raced towards the front door, tossing the stake at Dawn as she did.



* * *



Once into the night, she fled into the shadows where she knew the slayer could not find her. From alleyway to rooftop, via parking lot and even through a few abandoned buildings, she carefully avoided leaving a trail. She did not stop moving for at least an hour. When she did, she found herself at a motel. The parking area was filled with people, almost all of them her own age. Loud music blared. Pictures were projected onto the wall. Nearly everyone's clothes were...well, odd. One whiff told her that pot as well as crack was being smoked, along with the more usual tobacco. A rave. It must be. Good. The kind of place even a berserk slayer would not turn into a battle zone. Assuming, of course, she even managed to trace Tara here. Wait for an hour or two. Perhaps find somebody in a wacked-up enough mood from whom to feed. Then, back to her hidden lair. Only Willow knew where that was.



Willow. Thoughts of the redhead made Tara pause. Freeze, actually. With fear. Not of death, for in truth she'd died once and since then she'd found a surprising courage. Perhaps a legacy of her demon. But fear of losing Willow.



The tap on her shoulder brought her out of that mood. She turned to see an impossibly perky young lady smiling at her. For a moment, Tara didn't recognize her. When she did, it was all she could do not to drop her jaw.



"Britney Spears?"



"No," said the girl, a shade too precisely. "My name is April. Have you seen Warren?"



TO BE CONTINUED



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"O let my name be in the Book of Love.

If it be there, I care not of

That other book Above...

Strike it out! Or write it in anew.

But let it be in the Book of Love!"

--Omar Kyam



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 16)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

FEEDBACK: Please. Pretty please. With sugar on top. And a cherry.

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "I Was Made To Love You" as well as some stuff from "Angel."

DISCLAIMERS: Most of the toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear.

NOTE: The part of Jocelyn in my own mind is played by Gigi Edgely. For those of you who don't know, she portrays Chiana on the tv show "Farscape."

* * *



Willow moped. The locale had something to do with this, being a hospital and all. And the gown they made her wear did nothing for dignity or comfort. But the fight she'd had last night weighed her down in very many ways.



Ultimate evidence of that fight was seated next to the door. Giles sat there, obviously standing guard. Against Tara, of course. He wouldn't listen to her, of course. That much had been made excessively clear. Goddess forbid anyone imagine for one instant she might know what she was doing. Or that the risks of her relationship might be something she'd thought through and accepted. Funny how nobody freaked this way when she dated a werewolf. And Buffy herself had dated a vampire. So it wasn't as if she was breaking really new ground here.



A sigh brought Giles suddenly to her side. "Willow? Are you alright?"



"Yes, Giles, I'm fine."



The weary anger in her voice must have penetrated. He took off his glasses. "You have friends who love you, Willow."



"Be kinda nice if they trusted me, too."



"It isn't your fault," he said in what was probably meant as a soothing voice. It didn't soothe. "Whatever sorcery or the like this Tara creature used, we'll discover."



"Giles."



"Yes, Willow." He looked so eager. She was so angry.



"I love her."



The patient look on his face made Willow want to slap him. "You believe you do."



"Just like you believe you care about Buffy? After all, maybe that just some magic that's part of being a slayer. Their watchers just start caring for them more and more and more--but maybe its not real. Maybe its just magic."



"Don't be silly."



"Prove it. Prove anything you've ever felt was real. I'm betting you can't."



He wasn't going to listen. She could talk from now until doomsday (which, in Sunnydale, might be next Thursday so that might be the wrong homile to use but anyway) but that alone would never let him believe himself wrong. Not about this. And one really nasty thought came to Willow as she watched Giles patiently take his seat again by the door. Would he be reacting this way if Tara had been a boy? For that matter, would any of them? Because Buffy and Riley in particular had been acting...well...kinda crazy about the whole thing. And not just about that.



Giles snapped to attention as the door openned. The fact it was day no longer made any difference in his mind, obviously. Well, what did anyone expect? Did they really believe Willow wouldn't try everything she could to protect her girlfriend? Okay, maybe she shouldn't have stolen it, but...



Willow did a take. The person who walked into her hospital room could not be walking into her hospital room.



"Hello," said Britney Spears. "You must be Willow. My name is April."



"Uh...hi." Something about the way this girl talked seemed...familiar. And not in a Britney-Spears-kinda-way. "This is my friend, Rupert Giles."



"Hello Rupert Giles," the precisely perky blonde said.



"Yes. Well. Good morning."



"Do I know you?" ventured Willow.



"No. But we have a mutual friend. Someone from Los Angeles. Her name is Rose." She said all this with the identical smile throughout. And much the same intonation. But--much more importantly, she was from Tara. The bit about LA and "The Rose" was a dead (or undead) giveaway.



"Oh!" Willow said, she hoped not too enthusiastically. "How is Rose?"



"She said to tell you she is fine. And she said I was to ask how you were." Again with the cheerfulness.



"Just a bit of anemia. You know--college student, not eating right, that kinda thing."



April nodded vigorously. "Good nutrition is terribly important. So will you be in this hospital for long?"



Willow eyed Giles, who looked equally puzzled and tittilated. "I checking out today. Then I'll be hanging around as usual."



"Oh good! Then maybe Rose can come over for a visit. I think she would like that."



"That'd be nice." Where did Tara find this girl?



"Well, I will be going now. Perhaps we will see each other again?"



"Maybe."



"Bye-bye!" And with that, April turned and left.



Giles stared after her. Then stared at Willow. She did her best to appear innocent.



* * *



Although she hadn't been a vampire that long, Tara still found the sunlight disorienting. She wondered if this was a permanent response of her demon to something that was normally fatal--Ring of Amara or no. But then she saw her target and banished such thoughts.



Tara made it to his car before Ben did. He looked a little startled, then relaxed in recognition. "Miss McClay. Hi."



"Hi. I've got to ask you something."



"About the glass eye? Is there some irritation?"



"No, that's fine. But a friend of mine has been looking for someone, and I have an idea you might know where he is."



"Well," Ben looked puzzled. "If I can help--sure."



She took a snapshot out of her pocket, handing it to him. "His name is Warren." Ben took a long, hard look. Before he said anything, Tara already knew.



"He was admitted a couple of days ago."



"For what?"



"Psyche ward. Had a sudden and unexplained mental collapse. There's been a lot of that going around." He looked anything but happy about that. "Do you want to see him."



"No. But I think I'd better." With a shrug, he motioned her back towards the hospital. "I should mention," Tara said as she started walking, "there're some people hanging around the hospital I don't want to see me. Nothing illegal, just--awkward."



"Hey, we've all got secrets."



* * *



Willow felt better now that she was in her own clothes. And almost free--of this room, anyway.



"So where's Buffy?"



Anya answered before Giles. "On patrol with Riley. Looking for Tara, I think." Willow's look of alarm brought a reaction from her. "But I don't think they'll find her."



"They certainly have had no luck so far," murmured Giles.



"Good," said Willow. She stared at Giles without flinching. He looked away.



"I for one hope they don't find her. Tara has been really nice, helping out with Xander and everything."



"Anya," said Giles, "did it never occur to you to ask why she was being so helpful."



"No. Just to wonder why the rest of you weren't. Except Willow." Giles sighed. In exhasperation. And maybe some guilt. Willow liked to think he felt some guilt. "Anyway, its not like Tara hurt anybody."



"May I remind you this is a vampire we're talking about? One who fed from Willow?"



"I asked her to," offered Willow.



"That," said Giles after a moment or two, "was hardly the sanest act you've ever committed."



"Could have been worse," she answered. "For example, I could have gotten together with a bunch of Satanists and raised a death-worshipping demon to go around possessing people to kill us all off." Giles twitched. That hit home. Anya looked between them, sure she was missing something--quite rightly. She waited for someone to explain. When no one did, she make a little sound and looked at Willow.



"You ready to go?"



"Sure."



Giles followed them out.



* * *



Tara hadn't expected the Psyche Ward to be so...full.



"We don't know what's causing it," said Ben, "but the number of admissions for mental disturbances has been a steady flood for months. Something in the water, maybe. Then, about a week or so ago, things got worse. A lot worse."



"More admissions?"



"Nope. They all got worse. Crazier."



Every single bed held a patient, twitching and moaning (in some cases snarling) against heavy restraints. More than a few erupted into peals of laughter, while one seemed to be mooing like a cow. The din was a terrible thing to hear, like what Tara imagined hell might be like. She gazed at every face in the room, over three dozen in all. Not one focussed back at her.



"The quiet ones get sent home, of course," said Ben in a monotone.



"And this acceleration--its recent?"



"Very." For some reason Ben's puzzlement seemed to grow over this. "And sudden. I've never seen anything like this."



"Its as if whatever caused this first wave of madness had something added to it," mused Tara.



"Guess so."



There! Warren, the builder of April, was whimpering against sweat-soaked sheets, not so much struggling against his restraints as pulling away from them.



"No...no...she'll get me, she'll find me...got to get away..." His voice came out in ragged gasps.



"He sounds terrified of something," offered Ben.



"Yeah. But he knows better than anyone..." Tara stopped herself before going any further. She abruptly turned to go. "There's something else going on here," she said in a low voice.



"Something else?" Ben followed her. "Like what?"



"If you're lucky, maybe you'll never find out."



Tara did not wait for him to catch up.



* * *



After two full days of having people hover over her Willow was ready to scream. To distract herself she dove into what research she could find about Glory. Fortunately, this proved to be absorbing and she managed after a few hours to dull the ache of not seeing Tara. Of course the good news--that Buffy hadn't managed to find her--helped. What didn't was the blase assumption on the parts of Buffy, Riley and Giles that she was a victim. Poor lonely Willow, so down in the dumps she fell for the first sweet-talking vampire to come along and ask for the Ring of Amara. None of them used those words exactly, but where they got the notion she was this stupid baffled her. Like she couldn't figure this out? The only thing keeping her from tossing a few spells around in frustration was hope they'd eventually come around. Plus she tried to give them credit. Last time any of them had trusted a vampire it had very much ended in tears. So she waited. Impatiently.



"Find out anything new?" asked Anya as she landed next to Willow at the back of the magic shop.



"Nope." Willow took a cursory glance at her notes, all color coded for cross-indexing. "Glory. Also known as Glorificus. One of three hellgods who rule a demon realm, blah blah blah, banished to Earth, etcetera, needs to consume human mental energy in order to stay this side of sane." Remembering again what had happened to Xander, Willow stopped. "Sorry. Its just there doesn't seem to be anything more specific in here about anything. And I get frustrated."



"That's okay." Anya nodded. Her attention didn't seem to be on what Willow was saying. Instead her gaze swept the store. Willow looked as well. Jocelyn was selling another crystal ball. Several local blessed-wannabes from campus were gazing at the herb racks. Anya cocked her head. "Something's missing." Rising, she headed for the bottles of tinctures, herbs and salves. "Hey," she called to Jocelyn, "did you know you're out of frog's breath oil?"



Jocelyn finishing ringing up a sale before answering. "Yeah. This odd couple bought all we had a couple of days ago."



"All of it? What for?"



The half-demon shrugged using only her eyebrows. "Pretty young blonde with an old guy. Coke bottle glasses, you know?"



Anya looked puzzled. "Yeah, but what would they use it for? I mean, frog's breath oil doesn't have many uses. It doesn't go in any potions. The only ritual that requires it takes place on the summer solstice. Other than that..."



"Hello, my name is April." She was back. And exactly as precisely cheerful as before. Willow's heart skipped a beat. A message from Tara?



"Uh...hi." Anya managed a smile.



"Are you a friend of Willow? Because I am looking for her."



Willow raised her hand. "Right over here, April."



The blonde turned prettily and headed for Willow. Anya trailed, intrigued. "Since I am new in Sunnydale," April recounted, "and I only know you, I was hoping you would be willing to show me a good place to shop for shoes." She nodded as she finished.



In the corner of her eye, Willow saw Giles taking all this in. He looked suspicious. Damn.



"Actually, I know more about shoe outlets than Willow," offered Anya.



"You do? Hello."



"I'm Anya."



"Hello Anya. You are very pretty."



"Thanks. I think."



"But I made my offer first to Willow. It would be rude for me to withdraw my invitation."



"Who says you have to? Willow, you could use a break. The three of us can make an outing of it for a few hours?" Anya looked at Willow as she said this. Privately, the red-haired witch squirmed. She wanted to be alone with April, find out what message Tara might have for her (and find out who this April was, anyway). On the other hand, she could probably find some time alone with the blonde during the shopping trip, right? And with Anya along, Giles and company were less likely to be suspicious.



At that thought, Willow suddenly noticed the looke Anya was giving her. Not a come-along-and-have-fun look, no. This was a read-my-mind-because-we-can't-talk-here look. Willow felt her eyes grow big.



"Okay. Yeah, that sounds like fun." Goddess, Willow hoped that didn't sound as fake as it felt. "And--it might help me recharge the old research batteries, too." Careful not to move too quickly, she gathered up her coat and purse. "Giles?" The Watcher came closer, still plainly concerned. "I'm going shopping."



"Shopping."



"Yeah. Its something we female types do from time to time. Not so much me, usually, but I think maybe this'd be a good time. Don't you worry--here're not one but two escorts for me." She smiled. Deliberately. And so did Anya. Between them, so did April. Did she ever not smile?



Giles took off his glasses. Then put them back on. At last he nodded. "Enjoy yourselves."



"Thanks," exclaimed Anya, "we will!"



With that, the three of them left the magic shop.



* * *



If Tara's heart beat, which it didn't, it would have skipped a couple as the door to Anya apartment openned. Of course Anya was the first to come in. It was her apartment, after all. Then came the robot April.



"Hello Tara, how are you?"



"Fine, April." She held up a bag. "Here're the shoes I bought you."



"Thank you." April obediently took the bag and sat on the sofa to see what Tara had chosen. She needed to know the prices and location of the shoe store for later reference. Not that Buffy and the others were likely to get that suspicious, but better to be safe. All these thoughts flowed through Tara's mind like quicksilver, then ended abruptly as She came into the room.



For one moment, Willow looked at her. One long, fleeting moment.



And then, they were in each others' arms.



TO BE CONTINUED





TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 17)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

FEEDBACK: Please. Pretty please. With sugar on top. And a cherry.

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "I Was Made To Love You" as well as some stuff from "Angel."

DISCLAIMERS: Most of the toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear. My hope is that they won't sue me. Besides, I don't own much.

NOTE: The part of Jocelyn in my own mind is played by Gigi Edgely. For those of you who don't know, she portrays Chiana on the tv show "Farscape."

* * *



From the front room of the apartment, Willow heard a door open and people come in. She also heard voices. Reassuringly, they were Anya and the robot April.



"It still does seem wrong, somehow. Your boyfriend is the one who should be taking care of you."



"Yeah, well, life's like that sometimes."



Willow turned to look at her beloved. Tara's breasts grazed her back and her arms wrapped around her middle. One hand was lazily circled her navel, almost making Willow want to giggle. "Time to get dressed" she whispered.



"Must we?" whispered back the vampire. At Willow's reluctant nod, Tara mockingly pouted. "Ruthless."



It didn't take long for them to get dressed, even interrupting each other as they did for mutual kisses. Willow would have willingly offered her throat to Tara. She trusted her lover absolutely, and knew she'd not take too much blood. But with the others so paranoid right now fresh wounds were the last thing she wanted anyone to find on her person. And Tara herself hadn't pressed. She didn't feed from Willow for food. They both knew that.



Several minutes later, they emerged from the bedroom and found April cleaning. Anya watched with a curiously satisfied expression on her face, as she sat on her boyfriend's lap. Xander himself seemed vacant, but pleased in an abstract kind of way. Happy perhaps that Anya was there, although not completely aware of the fact? Seeing him like this dampened Willow's happiness. That, and the fact nearly all her friends were trying to hunt down and kill her beloved.



"Hello Willow. Hello Tara. Did you enjoy your sex together."



"Uh..."



"Yes," Tara answered for both of them.



"That is good." She nodded cheerfully as she continued to clean. Willow shot a look at Anya.



"What? She offered!"



After less than a moment's thought, Willow decided to let that go. The robot seemed happy to be doing it, and who was she to judge how other...beings...found joy? As long as they didn't hurt anybody.



"I was doing some research back at my lair," began Tara, "about different kinds of madness, and their causes?"



"But we know what's making people go crazy," said Anya. "Glory."



"Yes. But there seems to be something else at work here. The people at the psyche ward, they've been getting worse. Or some of them have. And besides, there's something else."



"What?" asked Willow.



"Buffy," said Tara. "Along with Riley and Giles. Okay, I'm a vampire so maybe my expectations are a little skewed, but don't you think they're overreacting just a little?"



"Hmmm. Well, I think Riley still hasn't gotten over finding out about Angel."



"Its gotta suck," added Anya, "finding out your significant other lost hers to a bloodsucking demonspawn. No offense."



Tara shrugged. "Still, you'd think Buffy would at least listen to you. Or Giles."



Willow thought about it for a few moments. "So you're saying something's affecting them?"



"Maybe. And there was something else. The other night, when I was with Dawn at the Magic Shoppe, there was something different about it. I can't quite remember what, but something."



"Oh! I noticed something!" Anya piped in. Everyone looked at her. "The frogs breath oil. Jocelyn said somebody bought it all."



"Why?" Tara sounded baffled. "Its nearly useless."



"I know!"



April stepped forward. "Logically, there is but one thing to do."



"Go on, April," said Willow after a few moments' silence.



"List each use this frog's breath oil has. Then correlate that data with observed phenomena to see if there is any potential cause and effect. From there, you look for any similar facts to coroborate the intitial hypothesis." She smiled.



Everybody else (except Xander) looked at each other. "Sounds like a good idea," said Anya.



"Thank you. I try to help!"



"So...what does frog's breath oil do?" asked Willow.



"Consecrates the Summer Solstice sacrifice for the demon Gl'hrrgh," offered Anya.



"Oh, dear--that sounds..."



Anya interrupted "He only accepts rabbits in sacrifice. So that's all good." She seemed very satisfied.



"Its rumored to be some kind of aphrodesiac for werefoxes," said Tara, "but they're native to Japan. And its only a rumor, anyway."



"And some people use it as a part of a warding spell against Baba Yaga!" said Anya.



"Who's Baba Yaga?"



"Old, old evil witch in Russian folklore. Trouble is, that warding spell doesn't work. Not that it needs to, anymore. She's been dead for centuries. Still, that's why people usually buy the stuff."



"Fine," said Willow, "but that doesn't sound useful to our situation right now. Is there any other reason somebody might buy frog's breath oil you can think of? Have you ever used it?"



Anya shrugged, "A bunch of us whipped some up five hundred years ago. Back when I was a demon." It took her a moment to register the looks she was getting from Willow and Tara. "Oh. That was the last time anyone had a Moon Demon Hunt. Frog's breath oil is poisonous to them."



Tara pondered. "Moon Demon? I don't know that species."



"Its not so much a species as a disease. Kind of like diabetes. Wiped out centuries ago. Used to afflict any type of demon. Moon Demons become living embodiments of insanity, preying on humans and demons alike. But like I said, they're all gone now. Too bad, really."



"Okay, I'll ask," said Willow. "Why?"



"The heart of a Moon Demon cures all forms of madness."



Now even April was staring at Anya.



"What?"



* * *



Even though Tara could walk in the day, she still found nighttime more comfortable. It just felt more natural. And in this case, it certainly seemed a better environment for the mission at hand. Following Jocelyn. The Magic Shoppe was closed, and the half-breed demon girl was wandering through downtown Sunnydale. Fortunately, the terrain made it easy enough for Tara to remain unseen. Plenty of shadows and alleys. Or, in this case, rooftops.



What she saw was a little disturbing.



First was the elderly couple that started fighting next to Jocelyn at the coffee shop. Loudly. Then they left seperately in a huff. Coincidence? Possible. Just like the graffiti artist who resisted arrest and went into hysterics. Nothing too unusual in that. But when that vampire tried to bite what was obviously a priest--complete with crucifix--the pattern seemed to be fairly clear. Each incident happened within fifty feet of Jocelyn. And now she was headed towards the same park where Buffy had had to kill a snake creature months before--said creature a thing of Glory's. It had been on its way to tell Glory where to find the Key. So Glory almost certainly lived somewhere in the vicinity.



And Jocelyn knew Dawn was the Key.



Tara quietly drew her sword. If need be, she'd act. Ruthlessly. But first, she had to be sure. Left to her own devices, Tara thought simply killing Jocelyn right now had a certain safe logic. But Willow and Anya would be upset. And she needed to know if Jocelyn actually was a Moon Demon before going to all the trouble of cutting out her heart.



Jocelyn went into a bar. Tara headed for a fire escape to go to street level. Hiding her sword within the long coat, she also stepped inside the bar. The fact no one reacted to her apparent youth said volumes. But maybe they couldn't tell. Shadows blanketed the room. Without heightened senses, Tara doubted she could have found Jocelyn--who had parked herself in a booth. More interestingly, she'd reverted to her demon form. Pale blue skin, prehensile tail, etc. A quick glance around the bar revealed she wasn't the only non-human. So maybe it wasn't so odd they hadn't checked her ID...



She sat in the booth next to Jocelyn. A waitress came up. "We have bottled blood for a reasonable price," she offered.



"Thanks. A glass, please."



"Coming up!"



Tara listened. She was aware somebody had joined Jocelyn.



"Joculatrix, isn't it?" That voice--Ben? What was Ben doing here?



"Yep, pretty boy. Long time no see."



"Not long enough."



"So...how's the Glorious One?" Tara nearly gasped out of habit. She gripped the handle of her sword. If need be, this place was about to become the site of a massacre.



"Bitchy."



Jocelyn laughed. "Ain't she always?"



Ben sighed. A very tired sigh. With an undercurrent of anger. "What do you want?"



"Thought maybe Glory might like to chat. You know, swap stories, share a few jokes."



Silence. "You're kidding."



"Yep." Laughter. Something wrong with it.



The waitress brought a wineglass to Tara, over two-thirds filled with blood. She paid and took a sip. Not bad. Some preservative but it had clearly been microwaved in an attempt to bring it up to body temerature. Not quite there, but still.



"So why'd you want to talk to me?"



"Just saying hi, like I said."



While sipping, Tara pondered the seeming inocuousness of the conversation she was listening to. All kinds of silent alarms were going off in her head. Clearly, this Ben--the doctor--he was a messenger between Jocelyn (or "Joculatrix") and Glory. Maybe they were talking in code? Yes, that could easily be it...



"I don't believe you."



"Hey! Can't a girl look up old friends?"



"You and I aren't friends. Neither are you and Glory. She has worshippers and enemies, not friends."



Tara readied her sword. She was carefully laying out her next moves. By going all out, she was sure killing Ben would be no problem. There was not way anyone short of a Slayer could match her speed. The problem was--how many other minions might Glory have here? Following Ben? As backup, or just insurance.



Safer to kill them all, really.



"But you and I are friends, aren't we Benny?"



"Don't call me Benny. And no, we're not."



If only I'd thought to bring some hand grenades, thought Tara. As it was, all she could think to do was set fire to the bar after locking all the exits. Waiting outside, she could behead everyone leaving, one by one. But how best to manage it?



"C'mon!"



"You're just intrigued because your powers never work on me."



"Friendships have to grow from somewhere."



"Not from that!" He got up to leave. Damn! Tara realized she'd have to follow him. She moved as stealthily as she could. En route to the door where Ben was headed, though, a clawed hand reached out and touched her arm.



"Don't I know you?" The face that said it looked equal parts goat and warthog.



"No. Good night."



"Hey! You were with us when we broke out of that army base, weren't'cha?"



"The Initiative? Yeah. Nice to see you got out alive. See you later." Ben was getting away! Tara nearly ran out the door.



* * *



Willow gasped as Anya finished telling her what happened.



"She was actually going to kill the entire bar?"



Anya took a quick look around. They were having a picnic in the middle of the UCS quad. She nodded. "But she changed her mind soon after."



"Guess that makes it definite. Jocelyn must be a Moon Demon."



"Joculatrix. That's her real name. And that does explain why Tara got so willing-to-do-violence all of a sudden."



"But that leaves us with another problem."



"How to fight her?"



"Yeah! I mean, she drives people crazy just by being near them! How do you attack somebody like that?"



"In the old days we used build golems to do the work for us. Arm them with arrows dipped in frog's breath oil."



"Do you know how to make a golem."



"It wasn't my job."



"So, still have the same problem here."



The ensuing silence seemed a lot longer than it was. Anya finally said "Tara has an idea."



TO BE CONTINUED



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 18)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

FEEDBACK: Please. Pretty please. With sugar on top. And a cherry.

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "Forever" as well as some stuff from "Angel."

DISCLAIMERS: Most of the toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear. My hope is that they won't sue me. Besides, I don't own much.

NOTE: The part of Jocelyn in my own mind is played by Gigi Edgely. For those of you who don't know, she portrays Chiana on the tv show "Farscape."

* * *



Willow and Anya watched and listened. It occured to Willow this was a very odd situations--having a vampire explain things to a robot. But then, this was Sunnydale.



"You are saying that Warren has been hurt by demons?" April had stopped smiling. For the first time in days. Possibly ever.



"Exactly."



"Define hurt, please."



"Warren has been driven insane. He doesn't recognize anything around him. The fact is, he's in worse shape that Xander. Anya's boyfriend?"



The robot blinked. "Warren is like Xander?"



"He's worse."



April rose instantly. "I must protect him."



"No!"



"Yes--that is what I must do!"



"What you need to do," interrupted Tara, "is help us cure him. That way, he won't be in any danger any more. And he'll know who you are."



Even though she was sure it was her imagination, Willow swore she could hear circuits blowing out inside April's head. In fact, she was sure the robot simply remained still while processing this. Yet the pause had the same effect. Evidently, this wasn't a scenario Warren had installed in her behavior parameters. Not surprisingly.



"I think you are correct," said April. "I must help cure Warren. Do you know a way I can help cure Warren?"



"We think so," said Tara. "But it will be difficult. And unpleasant."



"Warren loves me," was the robot's answer. "And I love Warren. I must do whatever I must."



Tara nodded. She glanced at Willow, who smiled back. Now came the ugly part. The only cure they were sure of for both Xander and Warren was to feed them the heart of a Moon Demon. Part of her was glad to have discovered that Jocelyn, the halfbreed she'd brought from Los Angeles, was one. In fact, it made a kind of sense. The Caritas Host had said she had to bring Jocelyn--or Joculatrix--back to Sunnydale. At the time she'd wondered why. Now, it made a kind of sense. But it made an icky, terrible sense. She knew this demon, had enjoyed her company. Plus, her attitude towards demons had undergone a radical change after falling in love with Tara.



Now it was Tara who reached out to touch Willow's hand. "Its not just for Xander and Warren," she reminded Willow. "Jocelyn knows about the Key. And she wanted to talk to Glory."



"I know."



"Personally," piped in Anya, "I have no trouble with doing this."



"Doing what? What do I have to do?" inquired April. Before anyone could answer the phone rang. Anya immediately sprang across the room, reaching it before the second ring had finished.



"Hello" she said. "Yes, Willow's here." She looked at the others and mouthed the name Giles. Then the expression on her face froze. In shock? Fear? Both? Anya's jaw moved, as if she was trying to find something to say but could think of nothing. What had happened? For a terrible moment Willow feared something had happened to Dawn. Then Anya pinned Willow with her eyes, holding the phone out to her. Clearly, whatever the news she'd heard had struck her dumb.



Refusing to let go of Tara's hand, Willow crossed the room and took the phone in hand.



"Hello?"



"Willow?" Giles sounded exhausted.



"Yeah. Giles, what's happened?"



"I'm sorry to have to tell you, but...its Joyce." The silence stretched long enough for Willow to know what was coming next. "She's dead. Buffy found her."



A sound made Willow turn around. There was Anya, seated on the sofa, and emitting another nearly-inaudible sob.



"What is wrong?" asked April.



And Willow discovered she had no words.



* * *



Later.



After the tears and the silences and Anya babbling about how life didn't make sense. Sensing her distress Xander had become hysterical, until Tara managed to get him to swallow some medication. In the end, she'd gotten Anya to take a sleeping pill.



Then came the funeral, which Tara heard about second hand. Buffy had gone strongly silent. Riley wouldn't leave her side. Giles was drinking. And Dawn, poor Dawn. Coming apart one moment, the next withdrawn to untouchability. She, at least, was snapping back to something like normal. Unless that was a symptom of something worse.



Willow still found herself weeping at odd moments. That's when Tara felt her unbeating heart, as it seemed torn out of her chest. Having lost her own mother, Tara recalled too well how it hurt. Joyce Summers had clearly been something of a mother to all the Scoobies. Including Willow.



Somewhere in this neighborhood, muttered Tara to herself like a mantra. This was the area of Sunnydale where Buffy killed the snake creature. And here was where Jocelyn met Ben. Glory's home must be somewhere here. Buffy had described Glory's minions as "hobbits with leprosy," according to Willow. So Tara scanned carefully for hobbits.



Or Ben the friendly intern. Tara was prepared to search all night, even well into the day if need be (thanks to the Ring of Amara). Unfortunately, the plan to take out Jocelyn had to take a back seat right now. Once they were sure Glory hadn't heard about Dawn being the Key, then they could act. Not until. So here she was, scouting this part of Sunnydale for the third time in as many days since Buffy and Dawn's mother died.



Nothing. So far.



But...wait. What was that? A hooded figure, short, scurrying in the shadows towards a rather nice condominium. Only because she was a vampire could Tara see his face. Like an elf molded from meat going bad. Or a hobbit. He was leading someone--a little man with short white hair. More than anything else he reminded Tara of a friendly grandfather. She hadn't had one of those, as it happened, but the archetype was pretty much universal. The slight crinckle of lips, coupled with an abstracted glance around his surroundings, plus the shuffle of his steps. Oh yes, the image was perfect. And Tara would bet image was all this was.



They entered the condo. And Tara settled in to wait. She couldn't take Glory by herself, so she'd have to focus on getting information. After an hour or so, she noticed someone else searching the same area. Three men, scanning the area with a military precision. More, she noticed an interesting detail.



All three had a distinctive, identical tattoos on their faces.



* * *



Willow thought maybe her head was going to explode. It was too much. Having to deal with Joyce's death was horrible, but carrying on a secret love affair her friends were all (or almost all, remembering Anya) convinced was akin to heroin addiction fairly shredded her nerves. Plus having to protect the Key. And being one of the few to realize Jocelyn was driving everyone around her mad.



Still, Willow managed not to show it as she arrived (with Riley as over-protective escort) to the Magic Shoppe for the meeting. The reason for this meeting remained a secret, so she had a sinking feeling the reason involved her.



Inside, a large assortment of weapons was laid out on the table. Axes, swords, a mace. Buffy, Dawn and Giles all wore simple, rugged clothes. They also pretty much radiated purpose. Giles had been pacing. Seconds after Willow entered, she was pinned by Buffy's stare.



"Willow."



"Uh, hi Buffy. How're you doing?"



"Better. And I'll be better yet." The smile that went with those words did anything but reassure. Visions of medical experiments came to Willow looking at that smile. Dawn, seated, looked up at her sister adoringly. This. Was. Bad. "Wil," said Buffy as she neared her best friend, "I've been doing some research."



"Oh, that's good. Isn't it?" Her voice almost didn't tremble.



"Have you ever heard of a Ghora?"



"Ghora? I think...that's some kind of demon, isn't it?" Seemed like a safe bet.



At that moment, Giles gave Willow a hearty slap on the back. "Good girl!"



"We know where to find one," added Riley consp
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Postby Zahir » Fri Mar 22, 2002 5:44 am



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 23)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

WEBSITE: www.virtue.nu/zahir

FEEDBACK: Well, yeah!

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "Forever" as well as some stuff from "Angel" and maybe a detail or two from "Weight of the World."

DISCLAIMERS: The toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear. My hope is that they won't sue me. Besides, I don't own much. Honest.

* * *



Willow paced. It wasn't something she usually did, but she'd found a hidden talent at it now. And so she paced.



She also listened. Riley was speaking. "Okay, I gave her a transfusion of blood."



"Thanks, everyone," said Willow. A small chorus of 'you're welcomes' echoed her words.



"Fortunately, my basic first aid training was sufficient. I couldn't really kill her with an air bubble or anything, Tara being a vampire and all. Plus that eliminated the need to do any type-matching." Riley took a deep breath. "I'm kinda amazed at her condition, though. What could have done that to her?"



"I think we already know the answer to that question," ventured Wesley.



Buffy nodded. "Glory. Had to be." Which made sense. Anyone who could wipe the floor with a Slayer would have no trouble pounding a relatively young vampire into a pulp. The image made Willow's stomach ache.



"Yeah, but why?" asked Riley.



"Willow said she was going to try and gain information from some of Glory's minions." Giles looked at Willow. So did everybody else. Willow nodded.



"Uh-huh," added Gunn, "then why'd she not kill the girl while she was at it?"



"Sending us a message, I fear," replied Giles.



"You are helpless," agreed Buffy. "Give me what I want. Or else."



"Exactly," said Giles.



"Not to go all obvious or nothing," asked Gunn, "but what does this hellgod want?"



* * *



Tara opened her bruised eyes and saw Dawn. She was out of focus. But definitely Dawn.



"Hi," she managed to croak.



Dawn inched a little closer to the prone vampire. She was clearer now--her young face slack with worry and guilt. Her eyes red from tears.



"Are you alright?" she whispered to Tara.



"Not...really," Tara answered. "But...I will be." She looked at Dawn, who clearly wanted to tear her gaze away from Tara's but couldn't bring herself to. Oh dear. Didn't know it was that bad. "Probably looks worse than it feels."



"Then you must feel unbelievably awful."



"Well...yeah." Tara smiled. It hurt. "But remember? I'm immortal. Give me time and I'll be dancing." Dawn didn't actually smile in response, but she did seem to relax a little. Good.



"Can you remember who did this to you?"



"Yep."



"And...?"



"Glory."



"I knew it." The bitterness in her voice was tangible. By an effort of will, Tara made her eyes stay open and focus on Dawn. "Because of me. She did this to you to find out about me, didn't she?"



No point in lying. "Yeah." Dawn turned away. The shudder in her frame was very, very slight. But Tara caught it. Just as she knew what kind of savagely stiffled sobs caused it. "Not your fault, you know."



"Yes it is," Dawn both whispered and wailed.



"Bull!" Something in the delivery made Dawn turn back to Tara. "What, didn't you hear me?"



"You got hurt for my sake."



"Hey--word to the wise." Tara wet her lips. "No, from the wise. Right now you're being silly. If somebody kidnapped you to get at your sister--would you blame Buffy?"



Dawn was smart enough not to fall into that kind of verbal trap, of course. "No. I guess not." Unless she wanted to, of course. Evidently she did.



"So don't blame yourself."



"But if people get hurt because of me..."



"Dawn. I know exactly whose fists did this." She made a gesture towards the bruises she was sure decorated her face. "And it wasn't you. So...stop it with the delusions of grandeur, okay? You didn't hurt me. Not to be crude--you can't. Okay?"



The teenager didn't say anything. Hopefully, that meant she couldn't find any way to argue.



Buffy and Willow stepped inside the workout room. The concern in the latter's eyes, and how she rushed to Tara's side on the stacked floormats, stirred weird thoughts of gratitude for the beating if she got this response. Very, very weird thoughts. Still, it was pleasant to feel the redhead's hand in hers.



"Honey," breathed Willow, "how do you feel? Are you better?"



"Not really," answered Dawn for her, "but she will be."



Tara smiled at little at this. Gently, she squeezed Willow's hand. "Smart kid."



"Dawn," said Buffy, "go into the next room."



"But Tara and I were having a good talk..." began Dawn.



"True enough," offered the vampire.



"Now," insisted Buffy. Dawn did so with only a little pouting. Buffy didn't say anything more until the door closed behind her sister. "What happened?" She knelt beside Tara.



"Knights of Byzantium interrupted me. I was questioning a minion. Then Faith interrupted them."



"Faith! Did she do this?"



Tara shook her head, which made her a little dizzy. "She and I were interrupted again."



"By Glory?"



"Yes. She beat us both. Didn't even work up a sweat. Faith ended up wrapped in chains and carted off. Me, she let go with a message."



Buffy's face had never looked more frightened, at least not to Tara. The fact her features weren't moving was worrying enough. That she wasn't blinking was, frankly, worse. "What shape was Faith in?"



"Not too bad. Knocked out. So was I, for that matter. Glory woke me up to finish...well, this."



"Punctuating her message."



"I think so, yeah."



Buffy took a deep breath before her next question. And another. This was so not going to be pretty. "What's the message?"



"Pretty much what you expect. Give her the key or else."



"Details. They could be important."



"You sure?"



"No. Give'em anyway."



"Glory said: You can't take her. None of us can. She knows the key is someone you know. If you don't hand it over, Glory will go to everyone you know and make what she did to me look like a peticure. Right now, she's got Faith. Tomorrow, Faith gets her heart ripped out."



Silence. And again, not a flicker of an expression on Buffy's face. Fury, even weeping, would be better somehow. But...nothing. Instead, Buffy just stood up. "Thanks," she said. Then she headed out the door.



Willow watched her go, then turned all her attention to Tara. Gently, she pressed her lips against Tara's own. "What do you need?" she whispered.



"Time, mostly."



"And blood?"



"Riley gave me a transfusion..."



"I know. And I know you still need to heal. We need you." Her eyes seemed to shine. No, not really. There were tears there, ready to flow. "I need you." Deliberately, Willow undid the first few buttons to her blouse. She pulled back the collar, revealing the mostly-healed scar there.



"Not now..." Tara was tempted, achingly so. But here?



"Yes," was Willow's answer. "Because more than you need blood, I need something." A beat. Her voice sank lower, but fiercer. "I need to know it is me who helps you heal. To feel my strength go into you. I need this, Tara. My love." Willow cupped the back of Tara's head with one hand, bringing her throat to Tara's mouth. Unplanned, Tara felt her face alter, brow becoming furrowed, teeth stretching into fangs.



Please. Did Willow actually say this? Or did she think it?



"Please," said someone. Willow? Tara? Did it really matter?



Fangs pierced. Blood flowed. Tara placed her mouth over a wound as small as she could manage, then began to suckle like a child. Willow moaned, holding her tight.



* * *



INTERLUDE



"Your Magnificance?"



"Hey! I don't like interruptions!"



"A thousand thousand pardons, Most Worshipful One."



"Never mind. This one's a little too fragile, anyway. And what good is she if she's broken?"



"Wisdom incarnate, Vast Exellency."



"Vast? Whadda'ya'mean vast? Are. You. Saying. Something. About. My. HIPS?"



"Hips such as yours deserve nothing save praise, O Reason For My Every Breath. By 'vast' I referred only to your excellence, which eclipses all others that ever have been or ever might be. This unworthy servant begs forgiveness."



"Okay. Yo! Minions! Take this down and let it rest. Guess I'll have to wait till it heals before asking anything else, the rude bitch. What is it you wanted again?"



"I bring news, Your Sublime Awesomeness."



"Spit it out."



"The Summers woman certainly knew the location of the Key. Her memories are returning, and at a good rate. Within one day, no later, I should be able to identify the Key."



"About bloody time!"



"One detail, Most Delightful To Behold, has emerged. The Key is in human form."



"Doc! Doc, you withered little wizard you! If I gave christmas bonuses you just earned yours!"



"Praise from you is better than life, Supreme Wonderousness."



"Up till now, the Key could've been anything! A cup, a shovel, the shoebox some kid keeps his baseball cars in! Now we can narrow it down!"



"The name, as I promised Your Splendidness, shall be revealed soon as well."



"Whatever, go ahead. Don't think I'll wait all that long, though."



"I don't...please enlighten your unworthy servant, Most Supremely Awe-worthy?"



"Gonna do some checking on my own. That doesn't let you off the hook."



"Of course not, Highest of the Most High."



"Scoot! Back to the zombie!"



"Without delay, She-Who-Makes-All-Tremble."



END OF INTERLUDE



* * *



When Willow came back into the main shop, she noted Anya had arrived. Xander's girlfriend sat beside him, clutching his arm in relieved and possessive style. They were part of what could be called a council of war. Right now, Wesley was speaking. Or maybe droning was a better word. No one seemed to like what he was saying.



"True, we don't know precisely what Glory's ultimate intentions are, yet presuming them to be anything other than melevolant in the extreme would be the depth of folly."



Xander raised his hand. "Wouldn't that be the height of folly?"



"That's what I usually hear," offered Willow, sitting down.



"My preference in metaphors is hardly the issue," said Wesley in an icy tone.



"Quite right," said Giles. Nearly everyone looked at him in surprise. After all, the two Watchers didn't exactly get along. "We need to face the consequences of our actions. The fact is, we dabbled in extremely dark magicks and as a result Dawn is in far greater danger than she was before. Faith is missing. Tara has been badly wounded. And Joyce," he faltered for a moment. Then he looked directly in at Buffy and Dawn. "And Joyce is almost certainly resurrected, but in the clutches of Glory. I shudder to think of the implications."



No one said anything after that. Although each managed to etch their own version of misery into their faces. Poor Dawn looked cried out, while Buffy had that utter stillness that meant she was trying not to feel anything. Riley was watching her, of course, but sensed she didn't want any contact. Xander was frowning, he and Anya clearly taking some comfort in each other. Giles looked devastated, at least to Willow's eyes. Gunn and Wesley seemed about as uncomfortable as humanly possible without bleeding.



"I..." Wesley began. Then coughed. Clearly, he didn't need to. "I take it we are all agreed on our objectives?"



Buffy nodded. "Get back Faith and Mom."



"What about Dawn?" asked Wesley pointedly.



"Protecting her is a given."



"Good. I agree. However, those are no less than three goals. Am I right in believing that the protection of Dawn has first priority?"



"No!" said Dawn. "Mom comes first!"



Giles spoke before Buffy could open her mouth. "Dawn," he said, "that isn't the decision your mother would have made. And besides, we don't know what...condition...your mother is in at the moment. Whether she even is your mother." H went on inexorably, despite the near-total lack of color in the girl's face. She was listening. In horror. "The ultimate test of such is this--what would your mother want?"



"You don't know," Dawn said, a little desperately.



"Perhaps. But you do." Giles spoke quietly. Intensely. "The only question is whether you'll admit it."



At this, Buffy slowly stood up. She made her way over to a knapsack she'd dropped earlier. It was in the corner, next to Anya's purse as well as Dawn's backpack and Willow's own canvas bag full of homework. Buffy took something out of the bag. An envelope. One that Willow recognized, so she wasn't surprised in one way when Buffy took out the photograph of her mother. In another way Willow was shocked.



"No, Buffy," she said.



"There's no other way." Buffy wasn't looking at anything really.



"Maybe," said a voice from the back of the store, "but you shouldn't have to do it." Tara, still limping and bruised but much better than she had been, took a few steps into the room. "You know where Glory is now. Go. All of you. Rescue Faith while you still can. I can hide Dawn. Willow knows where."



"What about Mrs. Summers?" asked Gunn.



"Maybe you can rescue her, too." Tara shrugged. And winced. "But if you can't..." She reached over and took the photo from Buffy's hands.



TO BE CONTINUED



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 24)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

WEBSITE: www.virtue.nu/zahir

FEEDBACK: Well, yeah!

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "Forever" as well as some stuff from "Angel" and maybe a detail or two from "Weight of the World."

DISCLAIMERS: The toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear. My hope is that they won't sue me. Besides, I don't own much. Honest.

* * *



Tara had trouble getting down the ladder, but not too much. Oz preceded her, and was ready if catching a falling vampire proved necessary. But it didn't. Both of them were ready as Dawn came down as well. But it was Tara who could turn on the lights. For one thing, she could still see in the dark. And for another, she knew where the switch was.



Hundreds of tiny candleabra lights flickered. Dawn's eyes blinked, hopefully not just from the sudden light. A faint smile seemed to promise this was the case. Oz...took it all in quietly enough. So far that's how he seemed to take everything.



So far.



"Wow," Dawn was saying. "This might be the nicest vampire's lair I've ever been in. And I've been in a bunch." She stopped. "Proof, if anyone's listening, that I don't have a life." Scowling, she parked herself on a sofa and took another look around. "No t.v.?"



Easing into another chair, Tara answered. "Sorry. Lots of books, though."



"Just what I need. More homework."



Although she felt sympathy for Dawn, Tara's attention was on Oz. He sank to the floor, taking a seat there with no fanfare. Nor words. He took in the room with a simple glance of the area--exactly as she would, Tara realized. As a predator. Nearly a year ago he'd returned to Sunnydale, borderline ecstatic upon having found a way to control the wolf. Everyone had welcomed him home, forgiven him his trespasses and celebrated the success of his quest. Tara had watched from afar. She'd noticed how things remained tense between Oz and his former paramour Willow. Understandable. Maybe even inevitable. And she'd been there when it all came to an explosive collapse--Oz losing his temper, his own shocked terror as what was happening became obvious. His voice screaming to Willow "Run!" had quickly descended into a growl. Then the calm, almost zenlike musician had changed, morphed into a beast, while loathing twisted his face even more. Tara was honest enough with herself to thing at the time she had killed a werewolf once before. Not that it had been necessary. Following him, she'd seen the Initiative soldiers capture the creature. Later, she'd been the one to tell Willow what had happened, although the rescure operation that followed had happened without her aid. The Apostate had wondered why she'd gone even that far. Her motive, so she'd claimed, was to win the Slayer's trust.



At the time, she'd even believed it herself. Had her Sire? She'd never know.



Now, Oz crouched in her lair, hidden behind dark eyes and a kind of rigid self-control she recognized. What to say? Or, was there anything to say? Did he know? Given his own powers, the answer to that was almost certainly positive. More importantly, what would he do?



"Oh!" exclaimed Dawn, suddenly. "A kitty!"



Sure enough, Xita had made an entrance. Black and tan, she approached the fascinated teenage girl on the sofa that was usually hers. Dawn did nothing but wait, and watch the sleek kitten. She sniffed at Dawn's shoes, before uttering a trilling sound halfway between a growl and a plea. Then she made the same sound again, insistently.



"Her name is Xita."



"Maybe she's hungry?"



"There're some treats in the drawer next to you."



Dawn reached for said drawer, under an attentive feline's gaze. Xita's tail began to twitch. As the box of kitty treats came out, she began to pace, her eyes never leaving the box and uttering several more trills.



"You want this?" cooed Dawn. "Here ya'go." She held out her hand with three or four of the morsels in it. Xita stared at her. Then trilled. Dawn looked at Tara.



"Put them on the floor. She's not used to you yet."



Obediantly, Dawn did so. The kitten inched closer, quickly snagging one piece with her teeth then retreating a full five inches to munch down. Dawn, along with Tara and Oz, watched. Soon, Xita swallowed and began inching back for another treat.



"So. Why a cat?" Oz finally spoke.



Tara shrugged. "I like cats."



Oz nodded. "Huh." Whatever that meant. Or didn't.



* * *



Willow braced herself. After all, she was probably as safe as possible. Riley and Xander were both strong and muscly. Buffy was here in all her slayer-ness. Plus Giles, who really understood all kind of weapons when you came right down to it. Anya was no slouch either. Not terribly skilled but enthusiastic and anything but clumsy. So it followed logically that Willow was as safe as she could probably be--under the assaulting-the-stronghold-of-a-god circumstances.



So they made their way into the lobby of what looked like a rather nice condo. Buffy was in the lead, battleaxe in hand. Willow herself almost nervously repeated to herself the spell she'd been practicing. Not really practicing, really. Not in a real way. As in really casting the spell. But she'd gone over it in so many ways and she was pretty sure it would work. Probably.



"The stairs," said Buffy. "Let's not get trapped in the elevator."



Everyone nodded. They headed to the stairwell. Just in time, it turned out, as the elevator doors began to open. Everybody managed to get around the corner with relatively little noise. Willow herself was one of those peaking around the corner.



A man emerged from the elevator. Short, a bit wizened, in a nice black suit. From Buffy's description she thought this must be Doc, and glancing at Buffy's face as she looked at him pretty much confirmed it. The two robed minions flanking him made for pretty good clues as well.



"Her Worshipfulness," a minion was saying, "shall no doubt reward those most loyal to her."



"No doubt at all" the other minion piped in. Doc stopped to listen.



"Few could doubt, of course, and those who did would be fools indeed, your own great loyalty to the wonder that is Glory."



"Go on," Doc urged. His face had a kindly, patient expression. The minions cowered at it.



"W-w-w--we h-h-h-hoped you m-m-might..." the first minion's words trailed off.



"Put in a good word for us?" blerted out his compatriot. Before wilting as Doc fixed his gaze on the creature. Then, smiled.



"Her Glory will do as pleases her," he said mildly.



"YES!" cried out one of minions.



"OF COURSE!" echoed the other.



"I suggest," said the old man in a low voice, causing the others to go utterly silent, "you prepare for the rescue mission the Slayer and her friends are undoubtably planning. Secure the brunette. Guard her."



"Even now, she awaits the Splendid Curvy One's return!" offered one minion in a rush.



"You interrupted me," Doc pointed out gently. The minion sank to his knees, weeping. "Never mind. Just get upstairs while I continue working with the woman. Go now." The two of them nearly tripped over each other heading back into the elevator. Doc, almost serenely, headed outdoors into the night.



Fully six seconds after he'd left the lobby, Buffy turned to everyone else. "Anya, Willow--you're the ones Doc hasn't seen. Follow him to where ever he's got my mom. We'll go up and rescue Faith."



"But...you'll need us..."



"You heard what he said. Glory's not here. If we hurry, we can get Faith out before she gets back. Willow," Buffy said intensely, "I'm counting on you." And with that she headed up the stairs. Riley and Giles followed. Xander was the last, sharing a quick kiss with Anya then a thumbs-up sign to Willow.



Anya looked at Willow. "C'mon. We'd better hurry." Business like as ever.



"Okay." Willow made a quick pace out of the lobby and onto the street. Doc, it turned out, wasn't far. They followed him. "I just wish Tara was here."



"I'm sure she's healing. Be out stalking the night again in no time."



Doc picked up speed. Anya and Willow did as well.



* * *



"Thanks for the ride," said Tara at last. She'd been thinking what to say to Oz for what seemed like forever. Probably two whole minutes.



"Don't mention it."



Which effectively cut off the next thing she was going to say. Not an easy thing, this talking with Oz. A year and a half ago, when he'd driven her and Faith to Los Angeles, it had been easier. Or had it? Yes, it had. They'd all had a goal, and had understood enough that silence came easily, comfortably. None of them had really wanted to talk.



Actually, Tara didn't really want to talk now. Just felt she should.



"Your kitty," Dawn suddenly spoke up. "She really is just a pet, right? Not some kind of snack?" The girl looked worried.



"Just a pet," Tara nodded.



"Good," proclaimed Dawn and went back to petting Xita. The kitten, meanwhile, realized she'd found a soft touch and was milking the situation for all the scratching and tasty treats she could get. Clever creature. "Has she ever brought you a mouse or a bird or anything?"



"A couple of rats."



"You didn't...feed on them, did you?"



"No." Why bother the girl with the truth after all? Blood is blood. Dawn's little sigh of relief told Tara she'd done the right thing.



Several more minutes of playing with the kitten were followed by an offhand remark. "Don't suppose kitty wants to get too close to you," Dawn said to Oz. "Dogs and cats, you know."



Oz just nodded. "You got a point."



"Doesn't know what she's missing," Dawn pronounced. Oz slightly (very slightly) smiled in response.



Tara suddenly had a thought. She'd grown up, learning from childhood the women of her family were demons in desperate need of control. Not as far back as she could remember had she once doubted this. Her sojourn to Sunnydale had only been a temporary respite before her destiny. Or so she'd believed. In fact, soon after arriving Tara had met a demon--The Apostate--who'd made her into what he was, a vampire. And then she'd discovered something. Until awakening the next night, Tara had believed herself part demon. Once she actually became part demon, the truth was viciously obvious. She'd been human. Completely. Obviously. Without doubt. The temptation to go home and have her entire family for dinner had been considerable.



Now, another lie clarified in her mind. Here she was, a demon. And she was in love. More, she was loved. In the room with her was a werewolf. Together they were protecting a little girl--not for hope of using her themselves but out of a genuine desire to protect. Not the behavior she'd learned to expect from demons. Her father had been wrong. No, both of them. For the Apostate had been just as blindly certain of his "truth" as Ezekiel MacClay.



"Tara?"



"Hmmm? What is it, Dawn?"



"Are you alright? You look...kinda intense."



Less than two yards from Tara, Oz was staring at her also. Both he and Dawn seemed very alert. Worried. Xita Kitty hissed, jumping off of Dawn's lap and scurrying under the desk. Not for another few moments did Tara realize why. Reaching up, she touched her now-furrowed brows. Running her tongue along her lips, she felt fangs. With an effort of will, she returned her face to its human visage.



"Sorry." Her voice was quiet. "I was...thinking about something. Remembering, actually."



"It wasn't anything I did, was it?" Dawn tried to smile as she made the joke. She almost made it. The grin wasn't quite right, and her eyes tried to laugh but failed.



"No. Not you." Tara leaned back, closing her eyes. "Somebody...else."



"Wanna talk about it?" An interesting question, especially coming from Oz.



"Not right now," replied the vampire. "But later. Yes."



"If there is a later," muttered Dawn.



* * *



Willow and Anya followed Doc for nearly an hour. He made his way through downtown Sunnydale, eventually ending up outside a half-empty office building. Doc went inside, forcing both young women to be more careful. Fortunately, he made his way to the second floor with little enough trouble. They watched him, first from the street, then the stairwell. Upstairs, a long hallway was empty.



"Now what do we do?" whispered Anya.



"Listen to the doors," said Willow.



Nodding, Anya did so. Willow herself followed suit. The first had no sounds behind it. For that matter, neither did the second or third or fourth. She stole a glance at Anya, whose disgusted look on her face showed the same results. Both put their ears to the next doors.



"Hey!" suddenly said Anya, "hey hey hey...!"



"Shhhhhhh..." hissed Willow. "Not so loud!"



Anya motioned for Willow to approach. She did so. They each pressed their ears to the door, listening with all their might.



"...which ones?" Doc's muffled voice was difficult to hear. And harder to make out.



But the voice that answered was female. Worse (or better) it was also achingly familiar, even if neither could make out a single word. She seemed to be explaining something at length though. Whatever it was, she ended it with a question.



"Excellent," murmered Doc from behind the door. Steps. Not many. The woman's voice asking something. And asking again. He didn't reply. Instead, he spoke to someone else. With a little shock, both Willow and Anya recognized the quality of his voice with the first words he spoke. He was on the phone.



"Hello?" he was saying. "Has Glory returned?"



As one, Willow and Anya stared at each other in horror. In sync, they tried the door. Locked. Then they began pushing at it, kicking. It held. Behind the door, they heard Doc raising his voice. "Tell her Magnificance that the Key is in the form..."



"CONFIGRERE!" Willow shouted, focussing her will. The door shattered inward! Both women rushed inside!



"...of the Slayer's sister Dawn!"



Doc was at an old, battered desk, a phone receiver in one hand. He looked up, his face clearly visible in the light from the streetlamp outside. Other than this, only a reading lamp on the desk provided any illumination. As Doc looked at them, both eyes went pitch black. With what was probably supposed to be a battle cry, Anya rushed at him, raising her mace as if to strike.



A tongue shot out of Doc's mouth--six feet worth. It struck Anya, sending her flying across the room into the wall. Then Doc turned to Willow.



Willow had taken out a handful of herbs and some consecrated dust. Her actions seemed in slow motion, at least to her. So do did those of the creature before her. Slowly, he braced himself in the direction of the red haired witch. Willow drew her arm back. Doc lowered his lower jaw, exactly as he had moments before when striking out at Anya. And Willow threw her arm forward, releasing the herbs and dust, which flew across the room in Doc's direction. Inside Doc's mouth, a tongue seemed to undulate and coil as the the herbs and dust made their way in a scattered arc in the air. Then, the tongue began to emerge--even as the dust and herbs struck its owner.



"APAGE TE! RELEGARE!"



Doc vanished. Willow had just enough time to realize blood was gushing from her nose before a thousand migraines pounded her into unconciousness.



TO BE CONTINUED



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 25)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

WEBSITE: www.virtue.nu/zahir

FEEDBACK: Well, yeah!

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "Forever" as well as some stuff from "Angel" and maybe a detail or two from "Weight of the World."

DISCLAIMERS: The toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear. My hope is that they won't sue me. Besides, I don't own much. Honest.



* * *



The world throbbed.



Oh no. That wasn't the world. Just seemed like it because all the pain and throbbing the entire world was supposed to contain had somehow ended up inside her head. How had that happened?



"Willow?"



And now Anya was screaming at her. Okay, whispering. But it felt like screaming.



"Willow?"



"Stop...just...quiet, okay?" Every word out of her own lips echoed against Willow's skull. She opened her eyes to blinding light. Not enough to see much, but still--blinding. Somehow, she lifted all forty tons of her hand, reaching her face in just over seven hours. Or half a second. She wasn't sure there was a difference right now. Sticky. Her hand was sticky now. With deep red stuff.



Blood.



"Willow...?" Anya ventured again, at what must be the lowest decibel level possible for anything human. "You need to wake up."



Damn. Why did that have to be true? But it was. She began to move her limbs, which set off a dozen new explosions behind her eyes and made her groan. Hands--Anya's presumbably--helped her sit up. The impulse to vomit was great, but controllable. Barely. No more teleportation spells, Willow vowed. She peered around the dim room. "Doc" she asked?



"Gone. Went poof. Too late to keep him from telling about Dawn, as it turns out, but the spell worked just fine."



"Uh...thanks."



"What about Dawn?" said a woman's voice from the shadows. It was a pleasant contralto, kindly in tone. But there was something in the sound of that voice Willow didn't like. A liquid something. She knew that voice, had known it for years. Nothing liquid had belonged to it before. Of course, that voice's owner hadn't died before then. She gazed at the direction of the voice--managing to spot a blurry shape in the shadows.



"Mrs. Summers? Is that you?"



"Why...yes. I believe so." She remained seated on what Willow presumed was a sofa. Probably fairly beaten up if it matched the rest of the furniture. "Do I know you?" The shape of the head tilted.



"Yeah. Willow. Remember?"



The silence that followed set off all sorts of tiny alarms in Willow. A quick look at Anya set off some more--she looked queasy. Anya wasn't one to turn queasy. "Wil. Low." Joyce Summers voice repeated. "Willow. Are you my daughter?"



"No! But...she and I are friends. Best friends!" Willow found herself rapidly, a little desperately, nurturing a hope that the only thing wrong with the resurrected Mrs. Summers was a touch of amnesia.



Just a shade too slow, the shadowy figure turned to Anya. "Then you're my daughter?"



"Sorry," Anya shook her head.



"No?"



"Positive."



"Oh. Dear." But now the figure lapsed into another silence. Willow stood up. It still set her brain sloshing around inside her skull cavity but by gritting her teeth she managed. She took a couple of unsteady steps to the door. Towards the light switch. As her hand reached for it, Anya's voice piped up.



"You might not want to do that."



Willow hesitated. She suspected Anya was right. But there was an awful decision that might have to be made, and she'd have to make it. The switch moved, flooding the little office with light. Then Willow turned around.



It was the eyes that were the worst. Joyce Summers had had very nice eyes--kind, clear, intelligent. These were unfocussed, but worse, they were nearly colorless. Each iris was grey, a pale grey that seemed almost white. A latticework of red veins surrounded them, while each pupil was no more than a tiny black pinprick. On closer observation, though, her skin wasn't much better. Pale lips were the most noticeable, making the polite smile she aimed now at Willow somehow ghastly. Oh yeah, the teeth. Yellow. Or brown? No, both.



"Do you know where my daughter can be found" the shape of Joyce Summers asked? Willow just kept staring. Against her will, but without pause. Very faint mottling marred the surface. Right now she was as pale as Tare, but vampires don't have bruise-like purple splotches. That liquid quality in her voice hadn't really grown worse, had it? "I know she's the key to...something. That's what I told my doctor."



Anya and Willow exchanged a look.



* * *



At the hospital, Tara and Oz escorted Dawn into the Waiting Area. They were met by Buffy, Giles, Riley and Xander.



"How's Faith?" asked Oz.



"Bad," answered Buffy in a flat voice. "They're going over her now. She's got broken bones, and probably a concussion." Her voice cracked a little at this last. Riley quietly took her hand and squeezed. She took a deep breath before going on. "But she'll be alright. She's a slayer. We're tough. Any word from Anya and Willow?"



"Not yet," said Tara.



"What about Mom?" said Dawn in a small voice.



Buffy looked at her sister. "No sign of her at Glory's." The two of them hugged.



Giles coughed after a few moments, breaking the awkward silence. "So Tara," he said, "you seem fully recovered."



"Nearly," Tara agreed. "And a good thing, too. You're likely to be needing me. Is there any word from Gunn or Wesley?"



"Actually, they checked in a little while ago," said Riley. "Got the Knights of Byzantium staked out, but nothing further to report."



"Gotta love three-sided apocalyptic battles," muttered Xander. "I mean, it just gets too easy good guys versus bad guys." Which earned him a little smile from both Buffy and Dawn.



Now a familiar-looking Doctor approached them all. Tara felt every sense go alert as she recognized him. Ben. He looked very concerned, terribly sincere, but Tara knew he was somehow connected with Glory. And his being here could not be good.



"Ah...Miss Summers?" He took a step back as the entire party glared at him. Each had a different level, but in unison they were all anything but friendly. Tara hoped he was most frightened by her, but wasn't quite upset enough to shift her features and make sure. "Oh. Kay," the intern began, "I just wanted to come and give you a report on your friend." He took another littel step backward. Then plunged ahead. "She has multiple fractures in one leg, a compound fracture in an arm, and a broken collarbone. You were right, by the way, there is a concussion but not too serious. Evidently. In fact, she seems quite a bit healthier than she should be. All things considered." As one, Buffy and her friends continued to stare. "Well. The lacerations and bruises are pretty superficial, although they probably sting like hell. And--this isn't too horrible but she probably needs to see a dentist--Faith has lost a molar. It seems to have been yanked out. Anyway, she's under observation right now so there's no reason..."



"I don't want you treating her." Buffy's voice was icy.



"Uh..."



"Do you understand?"



"No. I don't. Why don't you..."



"Whether you get the reasons or not, I don't care. Do you understand my orders?"



Ben looked like he was about to argue, then thought better of it. "I'll tell someone. Trade off for another case. Okay?" When Buffy didn't say anything, he scampered off.



"Should we follow him," asked Riley?



"No," said Buffy, "we need to stay together."



That was when Willow walked in. Against her will, Tara felt herself react to her presence. Some muscles automatically relaxed, while her senses sharpened just a little bit. And when the redhead's eyes pierced her, she felt worse and better at the same time. Oh how I fear that anything might happen to you, thought the vampire to herself. How mightily you shape my life now. You look hurt, exhausted and unwell. Did someone cause this? How can I keep myself from slaughtering whoever was responsible...? Because you would not approve. Tara trembled in self control.



Everybody else moved to meet the worn-looking Willow.



"What happened?" This from Dawn, clearly appalled at Willow's appearance. She was visibly pale, and holding a paper towel stained with blood against her nose.



"Oh, just some magic that really was too much to handle. Almost. Uh, Guys? Can I talk to Oz and Tara please? Alone?"



Like the red sea, everybody parted and looked at the werewolf and the vampire in the rear--the two who hadn't moved. Tara realized in a flash that Oz had had the identical reaction as herself. And now they acted in unison again. Each walked up to Willow and joined her around the corner in a hallway...



* * *



An hour later, Willow was (still!) waiting for the migraine medicine she'd taken to kick in. And it didn't help that she simply could not afford to lie down right now. If Glory didn't know Dawn was the Key, she would soon. Eager to get Faith to the hospital, Buffy simply hadn't had time to deal with every single minion in the condo. Some of them were bound to have gotten Doc's message.



"Soooooo..." said Buffy, obviously antsy. Her most basic reaction to stress was to seize control, and now even letting Giles drive Oz's van was eating away at her. "What happened to Doc, exactly?"



"Told you," Willow said wearily. "I said the words and he disappeared."



"But where is he now?"



"Don't know."



Everybody was listening to their conversation. Not that they could help it. The van wasn't small, but it wasn't that big either and carrying six people didn't exactly discourage crowding. Or eavesdropping.



"Willow?" Dawn's voice sounded fragile. Her look was steel. "Did you see any sign of Mom?"



Okay here it was. Breathe normally. She needs to believe you. Buffy, too. Its for the best no matter how you look at it. As Willow creaked open her eyes, she caught both Summers girls pleading with their looks.



"Just before Anya and I broke into the office, we heard Doc say some words. I'm pretty sure they were part of a spell. And it sounded like some kind of banishment. He said 'reverti' at least three times. That's Latin for 'return.' I think...maybe he sent her back once he got what he wanted from her."



The van was suddenly very loudly silent. For a full minute.



"Mom told him?" Dawn looked in shock.



"Oh, Dawnie--I think it wasn't really your mother. Just part of her. The room, it kinda smelled...well, bad. Like, dead." Willow squirmed as she said this. The discomfort was real. Only the full cause of it was a lie. But she had to tell this lie. She had to.



Dawn put her head on her arms, hiding her face. Buffy gently stroked her hair, offering a comfort in something other than words. The sight made Willow long for Tara.



Now Giles brought the van to a stop. Gunn and Wesley were waiting for them at the corner, and they managed to fit everybody inside after only three minutes of groaning and squeezing. In the midst of it all, Giles managed to brief them on where things stood.



"Well," he'd begun, "the good news is that Faith is alive and in a doctor's care. The bad is that Glory knows Dawn is the Key. Oz, Tara and Anya will be meeting us with some alternate transportation."



Gunn did a take at this. "What kind of alternate transportation?"



The Watcher shrugged. "Something large enough for us all. Hopefully, fast as well."



"Fast? Why fast?"



"Because Glory knows," said Buffy. "And she's too powerful. Now that she knows, we have to get out of here. Fast."



Willow could feel how uncomfortable everyone was at this. In fact, Gunn and Xander both looked something akin to shocked. But Willow saw how utterly desperately certain Buffy was. She also saw something else--the ragged tatters events had left of her nerves. Flight might be the right choice. Maybe it was the only choice. Probably, it was. Yet there was only one possible reason Buffy would plan on running away so quickly and without argument.



She believed she was going to lose. What had happened to Faith must have been the final straw.



No one said anything as they headed out to the old factory.



* * *



Anya looked worn as Tara entered the office, followed by Oz. She immediately noticed something else--that Anya was standing in the corner of the office, as far away as possible from what had been Joyce Summers.



"Am I glad to see you two," said Anya, all but sighing in relief. "What took you so long?"



"I had to stop by my lair."



"Hello," said the colorless thing with Joyce Summers' shape. It was dead. Tara knew what was alive and what wasn't. After all, she was both. This was dead. Animate, yes. But far from alive. "Are you my daughter? I seem to remember my daughter is a blonde." The timbre of voice was a good imitation of kindliness. But that's all it was, the mystic equivalent of muscle memory. Neither compassionate nor cruel, this...thing...pretended to listen.



Now Tare looked at Anya, who wouldn't meet her gaze. It must have been uncomfortable in the extreme for her to react this way. But then, Anya was curiously fragile when it came to genuine emotion. And passionate. She had liked Joyce Summers very much. The past hour must have been subtle torture for her.



"My name is Tara," she said. The dead thing didn't blink at this. It didnt' blink at all. Nor did it react. Yeah, this could get unnerving real fast.



"Are you comfortable?"



It cocked its head, considering. "Not...uncomfortable."



"Good."



"Tara? Oz?" Anya spoke up. She had a box in her hand. "I searched the desk and found these. Had to break a couple of locks to do it. That much security probably means there're important." The top of the box flipped open.



Inside the box were scrolls. Tara was tempted to read them now, but she had a clear set of priorities. "Thanks, Anya," she said. "You're probably right." She took out an envelope. With a glance at the unblinking thing on the sofa (still in the same polite position it had before), Tara removed the picture inside. It was a nice photograph. Handsome even. And a couple of dozen times more alive than the creature that had the same face.



Oz's hand grabbed her wrist.



"What?"



"I'll do it."



Tara didn't--quite--do a take. "Hey, I'm the killer."



"But you and Willow..." He left that hanging. So. Oz knew. "This shouldn't lie between you." Deliberately, he took the photo from her hands. Some part of Tara thought she shouldn't let him do this. But the larger part realized his wisdom. Were our positions reversed, she wondered if she'd have done the same. Tara continued to wonder this as the photo left her touch, and he held it with two hands. He didn't hesitate more than a fraction of a second.



Oz ripped the photo in half.



And the thing with Joyce Summers' shape vanished.



TO BE CONTINUED



TITLE: Never The Twain? (Part 26)

AUTHOR: Zahir (zahir@brainlink.com)

WEBSITE: www.virtue.nu/zahir

FEEDBACK: Well, yeah!

ARCHIVING: Just ask is all.

SYNOPSIS: This is an alternate history in which Willow never completed the Soul Restoration Spell. Of all the changes that flow from that one, the biggest is that Tara is a vampire. Oh, and Faith never worked for the Mayor.

COUPLES: W/T, X/Ay, B/R

RATING: PG-13

SPOILERS: Up through and including "Weight of the World" as well as some stuff from "Angel."

DISCLAIMERS: The toys I'm playing with belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I promise not to make money off them and to put them back none the worse for wear. My hope is that they won't sue me. Besides, I don't own much. Honest.

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Scrambling, Willow and her friends managed to get out of the overturned mobile home. The sun blazed above them. More importantly, over two dozen soldiers in chain mail were descending. Buffy met them head on. Riley, Gunn, Oz, Wesley and Tara were at her back--the last (thank god) wearing the Ring of Amara. Not only was Tara immune to the usually-fatal rays of the sun, she was practically invulnerable. The Knights of Byzantium didn't know that.



There was a deserted gas station across the road. Willow, along with Xander and Anya and Giles, formed a protective ring around Dawn. All of them headed for the station.



Buffy and the others backed up after them.



Axes and swords were swinging in the melee. Curiously, the Knights' greater numbers weren't having as great an effect as Willow would have expected. One part of her mind wondered if perhaps they were too rigid in their tactics to deal with such a diverse foe. Then again, three of those they battled were more than human. Buffy was the Slayer. Oz was a werewolf. And Tara--her Tara--was a vampire. Knowing her love was rendered invulnerable by the talisman she wore didn't ease Willow's nerves as much as she'd expected. Hearing the twang of arrows couldn't help but make her flinch. And turn around. No less than three arrows shuddered as they struck Tara's chest. It made little difference, and the Knights at last reacted to the threat she represented. More hurled themselves at Tara, whose face melted into its fierce demon-form, accepting battle.



Once inside the station, Willow began to chant. She could feel the power begin to flow, her blood tingling against her bones. Would this work? Even now, after furious study and practice, she wasn't sure. But she raised her voice, wielding the arcane words.



"Buffy!" Giles called out. "In the station!"



Almost immediately, Buffy responded. She--and those fighting at her side--broke contact with the fanatics. They ran for the gas station, as Willow chanted faster.



What happened next must have taken less than a second. Yet it seemed to last an hour at least...



She was completing the spell. Barely a word remained to be intoned. Meanwhile, Buffy and the others were racing at full speed to the safety of what would soon be a stronghold. The Knights were poised to race after them, but one man gave an order, making them hesitat, then stop. At their rear, five men aimed their crossbows.



The last word of the incantation finished just as the crossbows fired. A mystical barrier immediately began to form around the abandoned gas station. But it did not form instantly. Three crossbow bolts struck the newborn barrier and bounced off. One was slowed, then cut in half, in a fluke caught precisely between the two sides of the barrier. But the fifth and last bolt had crossed before the barrier was up. It flew straight and furious, piercing its target.



Riley coughed blood as he fell. And Buffy, hearing that, turned. She was by his side almost instantly.



The bolt had gone all the way through, its gory point sticking out of Riley's chest. His eyes met Buffy's, refusing to look elsewhere as the light in them fade to nothing.



Willow fainted.



* * *



As the sun began to set later that day, Tara held the still-unconcious Willow in her lap. Her barrier still held. Buffy kept vascillating between nervous pacing and hugging her sister. Gunn and Oz had brought Riley's body inside, covering it with a sheet of canvas. Xander and Anya were holding each other. Tara could relate. Meanwhile, Giles and Wesley were reading the scrolls brought from Doc's office.



"Tara? What's wrong with Willow?" Dawn asked this with hardly any change of inflection. Not a good sign.



"Creating the barrier exhausted her. She needs to rest."



Dawn nodded, accepting this, then wandered off. Tara kept her own gaze on Giles and Wesley as they continued reading. She had skimmed them already, and knew what they contained. And had chosen not to tell the more disturbing details. Buffy's sharp looks in her direction confirmed that instinct, as far as she was concerned. Not that she blamed the Slayer. Especially now. For a horrible moment, Tara imagined how she would have felt if that crossbow bolt had slain Willow. For a moment, the word "hell" took on a terrible meaning--to see Willow die. Slowly, firmly, not wanting to wake her beloved, Tara bent down to press her lips against Willow's brow.



"Find anything?" Buffy's voice was ragged as she approached the two Watchers. They looked up, guiltily thought Tara. But then, she knew.



"Yes," answered Giles at last. "The good news is that Glory is most definitely working against a time table. If she fails to seize Dawn by a specific hour, even a specific moment, then Dawn will be safe." He paused.



"Well," said Anya in the silence that followed, "that is good news. Isn't it?"



"Yeah," Buffy said. "That is. What else?"



"We've calculated the precise day," added Wesley, "and it seems sure that Glory needs to have Dawn by..."



"The day after tomorrow," finished Xander. Everyone looked at him. A lot. "When the new moon is parallel to Sirius and Betelgeuse."



"Y-y-yes," said Wesley. He removed his glasses, staring at Xander.



"Extraordinary," breathed Giles, putting his glasses on.



"And how the hell did you know that?" demanded Buffy.



"Don't know," Xander replied. He blinked. "Just...came to me."



"The exact equation that a hellgod needs in order to accomplish her goals" asked Wesley incredulously, "just...came to you?"



Xander wilted a little under their combined stare. "Yeah?"



"Makes sense," said Gunn. Now everyone looked at him. "The X-man had his brain sucked by this Glory-chick, right? Till you found a way to cure him?"



"That's right," answered Tara. She thought maybe she could see where Gunn was going with this.



"Of course!" uttered Wesley suddenly.



"Makes sense that maybe Xander sees things different now," finished Gunn with a shrug.



"This could prove extraordinarily useful," said Giles, his eyes almost aglow. "Xander--do you have any more insights to offer?"



"Sorry."



"What about you?" asked Buffy. "You two've been oggling these scrolls. What else do they say? Anything else about what Glory wants with my sister? What she's trying to do? Why these Knights want to stop her? Why Riley had to..." Trembling, Buffy stopped herself from saying anything more. She tilted back her head, all too clearly to keep tears from starting to flow. Deep breaths followed. Very deep ones, for nearly a minute. At last, she slowly lowered her head and drilled into the Watchers with bright, hurting eyes. "What" she whispered, "do those damn scrolls say?"



Tara didn't know either Giles or Wesley terribly well, but their discomfort at that question was achingly obvious. Especially Giles. And these were Willow's friends. Her dearest friends, ripping at each others open wounds because they couldn't help it.



"Glory wants to go home, to the hell dimension from which she was exiled. That's why she wants the Key, to open a portal between this world and her own. But to do that, she needs Dawn's blood. She needs to shed it, using Dawn's life to rip open a door. What she can't control is which door will open, so she intends to open them all. Thousands and thousands of dark realms and hells touch this reality in some way. Glory will hurl open all those gates. Chaos will build on chaos as other realities pour into this one while Glory makes her escape. And the Earth dissolves. Until the blood of the Key flows no more, which won't happen until Dawn herself dies. That's what the scrolls say." Tara had spoken slowly, deliberately. It was vital Buffy understand precisely what was at stake. More, she had to take that ugly task away from Buffy's and sweet Willow's friends. That, at the least, she could do.



Buffy looked at Giles for confirmation. He reluctantly nodded. So too did Wesley, meeting the Slayer's eyes unflinching.



Dawn had gone pale. Tara had a flash of deja vu and spoke up again. "Dawn? Anyone can kill. Everybody has the power to torture."



"Not like me."



"But we all have it. What matters is what we do, not what we might do." Should she go further? Explain how as a human she'd been told she was destined to become a demon, that she'd do terrible crimes because it was her irrevocable nature. And that, as a genuine demon (which was an ironic fluke, really, since her family had lied), she learned even then such acts were far from inevitable? No, let her digest what she could for now. Too much and she'd react even worse. Let the truth live in her. For a time.



"Are you telling me," said Buffy in a dangerous voice, "to kill my sister?"



"No!" piped in Anya. "What she's saying is you've gotta keep her out of Glory's clutches for another couple of days!"



"That would, of course, be best," said Giles.



"Ideal," Wesley echoed.



"We know what we've gotta do, then," Xander exclaimed. "Just protect Dawn for another two days. And we're home free." His deliberately cheerful tone faded as he looked at Dawn's eyes.



"Protect me?" she whispered. "Like Faith did? Like Riley?"



No one answered.



* * *



Willow woke to a gentle rocking sensation. It very nearly hurt, her brain feeling bruised and all. But because she knew without opening her eyes whose arms wrapped and swayed and protected her, the pleasure eclipsed any discomfort.



"Hey, you" she whispered, eyes closed. Cool lips pressed against her forehead, feeling good. "Sorry about going all girly and fainting."



"Shhhhhh..." Tara said. "Rest some more. You need it."



"Nope." Deliberately (and reluctantly) Willow sat up. "Ow."



"Your head?"



"Uh-huh. And my guts. Plus there's this weird tendency for my teeth to go all rubbery. No," she resisted Tara's attempts to make her lie down, "time to get up." She nearly regretted this as she peaked out from behind eyelids at a spinning world.



"Sure?"



"No. But its too late now." Willow concentrated. The sun had set, for no light peaked through the windows. Buffy was near the front door, standing towards it, back to everyone else. Nearly everyone was lying down, a few low snores confirming their sleep. Anya and Xander were coiled up together, while Dawn managed to curl her lanky frame into an abandoned back seat of a car. Willow took another sweep of the room. Then another. She looked back at Tara. "Riley?"



Tara shook her head. Willow couldn't be surprised. The image of Buffy's boyfriend's chest with a crossbow bolt emerging from it was only too vivid. Hard to forget. Difficult not think of with horror--especially given the little detail that Willow herself was in love with a vampire. Wooden weapons piercing chests and hearts had become a special terror. Her hand reached to Tara's, almost instinctually checking that her love yet wore the protective Ring of Amara.



No need for words. Their hands held each other tight.



"Some news," began Tara after another minute or two. She kept her voice low. "Giles and Wesley finished reading the scrolls. Everything was pretty much what I thought--although they've worked out the precise time for Glory's ritual. The night after tomorrow. Buffy...didn't react very well. All she can think of what can go wrong."



Willow nodded. Understandable. Two boyfriends in a row killed right in front of her--how can anyone cope well with that? "Any other good news?" She smiled wanly.



"Actually, yes." Tara's reply surprised Willow. "Seems Xander has some kind of psychic power now, so he knows things about Glory, about what she needs. In the morning we're going to do some testing, see how much we can find out."



Too tired to do more than nod at this, Willow leaned up against Tara, who shifted to accomdate her. "Not a good place we're at right now," she quietly said.



"Oh, it could be worse."



"Yeah, we could be up to your eyebrows in poisonous scorpions."



She felt rather than saw Tara smile. "As opposed to non-poisonous ones."



"Or Glory might not have been an invulnerable hellgod."



"What else could she have been?"



"Something worse."



"Like?"



"An insurance salesman."



This time the smile showed in Tara's voice. "A telemarketer insurance salesman.!"



"Maybe a Jehovah's Witness telemarketer insurance salesman!"



"A Jehovah's Witness telemarketer insurance salesman who works part-time for the IRS!"



"No," finished Willow "what would have been really bad--if she was all of that plus she was a televangelist!"



Strange, thought Willow to herself, how little I've heard Tara giggle. Not that hers was a loud giggle--more like a galloping shudder along the length of her body. Punctuated, as it turned out, but tiny snorting sounds. It was really odd. And utterly charming. Willow let herself enjoy the experience for a little bit.



"What are you two laughing at?" Buffy's voice wasn't (quite) a dash of cold water. She did, however, dampen their reactions as she loomed over them suddenly. Unlike either Willow or Tara, she made no attempt to lower her voice. All around the room, people were shaking themselves awake.



"How? Where? What?" mumbled Xander, flickering his eyes open.



"Buffy? Has something happened?" Giles had awakened almost instantly.



"Willow and Tara," the Slayer said in earnest indignation, "were
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