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Um, DW.. you said the "end was night"? What's Up?

Postby DarkWiccan » Sat Oct 26, 2002 12:26 pm

Okay... so... I thought the end was nigh... but then my muse decided it would rather work on "The Heart Rules the Mind" instead.. and what can I do? My muse... she is fickle.



Also, my dear friend Michelle (for whom W/T's second child is named) has been quite ill lately and yesterday underwent surgery to fix the problems she's been having.



I'm going to spend time with her until she gets better and then I will return to my fic duties.



Also, she's feeling really lonely and unloved by the world right now, what with being really sick and all, so it would be so neat if you all could post "Get Well" wishes that I could print out and show to her. Not too many, cuz that might be violating the no chatting in fic threads rule (of which I am too much of a fan of to allow myself the hypocrisy...but perhaps the mods could be lenient just this one time?)



Thanks and Cheers

DW

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Re: Um, DW.. you said the "end was night"? What's

Postby BethanyB3 » Sat Oct 26, 2002 12:49 pm

Hey Michelle,

Hope this finds you feeling much better. Know that during these hard times there are friends there ready with their support & care.

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"...love from one being to another can only be that two solitudes come nearer, recognize and protect and comfort each other. ~ Elizabeth Comber (Han Suyin)

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Re: Um, DW.. you said the "end was night"? What's

Postby BethanyB3 » Sat Oct 26, 2002 12:59 pm

Hey DW,

Follow that muse, it has rarely, if ever, lead you wrong. Don't know about others but I'll wait patiently for the mega-post. Hope your other story continues to be written & reaches a happy conclsion.

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"Nothing contributes so much to tranquilize the mind as a steady purpose. A point on which the soul may fix its intellectual eye." ~ Mary Shelly

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There You Are

Postby Miss1234Kitty » Sat Oct 26, 2002 1:23 pm

Hi DW! Take your time with the update, we'll be waiting. Patiently in some cases. No, really, we will be.



Michelle, we all hope you feel better soon. My love to you, your friends and family during these hard times, and hopefully they will cease after this operation. :love



Gem

:willow + :tara + :baby + :baby = DW fic, yay!

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Re: Um, DW.. you said the "end was night"? What's

Postby VampNo12 » Sat Oct 26, 2002 6:07 pm

Michelle I am keeping you in my thoughts (as well as sending good vibes your way)! I hope you a very speedy recovery, and know that the kittens are sending you our :love !

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Re: Um, DW.. you said the "end was night"? What's

Postby miawillow » Sat Oct 26, 2002 6:31 pm

Hey Michelle! Is your friend great or what? :) I hope you feel better soon, and I will definitely concentrate on sending some good vibes your way! Take care.

Tara: Every time I... even at my worst, you always make me feel special. How do you do that?
Willow: Magic

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Re: Um, DW.. you said the "end was night"? What's

Postby Cindipitude » Sat Oct 26, 2002 10:17 pm

o/~Michelle, my belle...o/~



Couldn't resist:) Best wishes hon, and feel better soon!

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Re: Um, DW.. you said the "end was night"? What's

Postby pacou » Sun Oct 27, 2002 3:20 pm

Michelle, my best wishes, I can understand how you are feeling right now because my mum had a operation a few weeks ago too, but she is recovering quickly and thats what I want you to do as well :)



Please dont feel unloved or something, I promise, there is always someone who loves you, no matter what happens! :) Take care and get well soon!



:peace and lots of :love -Viv-

pacou
 


Thank You!!

Postby DarkWiccan » Sun Oct 27, 2002 9:06 pm

Thanks so much everyone for your kind words to Michelle. I'm going to carry them over to her tomorrow. I know she will appreciate everyone's thoughts.



Cheers

DW

"Promise me you'll never be linear." "On my trout."

DarkWiccan
 


Way back when...

Postby AntigoneUnbound » Sun Oct 27, 2002 9:35 pm

Hey DW--When I was first fumbling my way across the Pens board, I came upon TYA and became totally immersed in it. Went back and read its predecessor and also love it. Now I've put it together that their author is also the brains behind the oh-so-enjoyable "The Heart Rules the Mind." Imagine that...



I know you've heard this from so many people, but your characters here are just remarkable. Your depictions of Tara's and Willow's respective pregnancies capture their essential differences so very well. And the peeks into Emily's mind...I think it's incredibly difficult to write children well, w/o straying either to utter precociousness or way-too-advanced-for-their-ages dialogue. I really enjoy how you portray her. Tara and Willow are so fiercely protective of those they love, and placing them in mother roles gives such a poignant and powerful new dimension on that. And they each fill the motherhood role in such different but complementary ways: Tara, so gentle and wise; Willow, less secure but fiercely devoted and ready to charge into battle at any moment.



You also have an intriguing connection/relationship going b/w the two older women. I like the understated message about forgiveness and second chances.



And hey--nice red herrings. Just when we all thought Ms. Heckel was THE one...Is it the guidance counselor? Or maybe the butler, in the conservatory, with the tarot cards? Hmm...



Please send my best to your Michelle. I hope that her recovery is as smooth as possible. And kudos to you for caring so much and so well.



Take care,

Mary

AntigoneUnbound
 


Wow...

Postby DarkWiccan » Mon Oct 28, 2002 2:42 pm



AntigoneUnbound -- Thank you so much. Wow... I'm like... all blush-y now. I sat down yesterday and started to read TYA from the very beginning (some 200 pages ago) to see if it truly was shaping together the way I had originally planned. Truthfully, I had my doubts. But as I read on it really felt like things had fallen into place just right, and now it will be so much easier and satisfying to go on and finish this storyline. And knowing that appreciative folks like yourself are there to enjoy it, makes it even better.



Cheers

DW

DarkWiccan
 


Thanks for Michelle...

Postby DarkWiccan » Mon Oct 28, 2002 11:29 pm

This is from Michelle. She emailed it to me earlier today and I just had to post it for you all.



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That is so wonderful, DW. You do have the best fans in the world. Keep writing, so you hang on to them. I feel much better already.



Thank you and thank them for me, so that they know they have made a difference. I hope you know how much all you've done means to me!



Michelle

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Nuff Said.



Cheers

DW

DarkWiccan
 


Falls into pit of despair

Postby DarkWiccan » Sat Nov 23, 2002 2:08 pm

Okay...



Not so good.



My file for TYA got corrupted and I lost almost all of the "mega-post" which means I have to go back and start over...







I'm just going to go and drink myself into a stupor... then I'll snap out of it and finish the damn thing.



Cheers (and hiccups)

DW

"Promise me you'll never be linear." "On my trout."

DarkWiccan
 


Re: Falls into pit of despair

Postby willntlover » Sat Nov 23, 2002 7:15 pm

Oh! Poor DW!! ::hugs a plently::



I've had stuff like that happen to my stories before. Get drunk, it does help :)



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."



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Re: Falls into pit of despair

Postby Jennpurr » Sun Nov 24, 2002 2:20 am

Awwww, DW! :cry That sucks, big time. Damn computers!! :rage



Don't drink too much, now. I'll wish you good luck on finishing. I for one, can't wait to read it.



Thanks, girl. :kiss



Jen

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"Oh, good lord, it's Willow-resolve-face... junior!" ~ Buffy from, Milestones: Chapter 15," by Lisa Countryman
"Master gave Dobby a sock. Master has presented Dobby with clothes. Dobby... is free." ~ Dobby the House Elf
"There is no Hogwarts without you, Hagrid." ~ Harry from, "Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets."

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Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby DarkWiccan » Sat Nov 30, 2002 6:37 pm

Okay... enough of this waiting around crap. I am tired of feeling like I am just stringing you all along.



So, in an effort to appease the many, many emails I have been getting, as well as my own conscious... here is a little "min-post" of good will to let you all know that I am really working on this fic.



When we last left our heroes Ms. Henckle tried to weasel info out of Emily, causing our fave 8-yr old to mentally call for her mommy's help. W/T sent Buffy to get Em from school. Luckily, Counselor Geary had rescued the girl from her teacher just in time. Ghaena and Morrigan discovered that Ms Henckle is not Le Fay. And everyone is now at Xander's house to discuss what to do next.



And now... the little itty-bitty post:



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Willow sat in the corner of Xander and Anya’s living room, Michelle tucked in her arms, quietly nursing, while the rest of the room had erupted into a flurry of activity. Tara had arrived with Dawn and Michelle about twenty minutes earlier, quickly followed by the arrival of Ghaena and everyone had swiftly fallen into argument over what to do next.



“I don’t see what’s so crazy about pulling Emily out of school”, said Xander. “It’s not like she’s safe there, and it’s not like she doesn’t have two of the smartest parents on the planet to home-school her.”



“Because it would be too obvious to Le Fay that we were on to her”, countered Buffy.



“And what is wrong with that?” asked Xander. “Why is it so bad that Le Fay knows we know what she is up to?”



“This way we have a better chance of catching Ms. Henckle unaware”, the slayer explained.



“That’s a perfectly good theory”, agreed Ghaena, “That is it would be if Ms. Henckle were in fact Le Fay.”



“You mean she’s not?” said Tara, turning to face the priestess.



“That’s correct”, stated the brunette.



“Then who is?” asked Buffy, “Do you know?”



“I’m afraid not. Suffice it to say that it is not Emily’s teacher.”



“I don’t understand how she can’t be”, commented Tara. “I mean, she scared Emily so badly that she cried out to me with her mind. That’s never happened before.” She looked the priestess right in the eye. “If you could have felt how terrified she was… I never want her to be that afraid again.”



“I wish I could promise you that she won’t be”, said Ghaena, her head bowed low. “But I cannot. I don’t doubt that it was Le Fay’s influence that caused the incident today. I believe that Ms. Henckle may be under the witch’s employ. It’s obvious that Morgan has sensed how powerful your daughter is becoming and is looking to take advantage of that fact. I fear that I would not be wrong to say that what happened today, is only the beginning.”



*****



In Joseph’s small bedroom, the young boy watched his best friend make no attempt to stifle the streams of silent tears pouring over her cherubic face. Emily had not stopped crying since the argument in the living room had begun. Joe’s room was right next door to it, and Emily could easily hear everything that was being said about her and her teacher.



It was times like this that Joseph really hated not being able to hear what was going on around them. He knew there was some sort of fight going on in the next room because he could feel the floor beat with pacing footsteps. Occasionally, he would place his hand on the wall and he could make out the bass and treble vibrations of varying volume levels of voices coming through the sheet rock. Yet still he had no idea what the argument was about. And even if he could hear it, he knew that he probably wouldn’t understand it. Big people tended to use big words with even bigger meanings and although he knew a lot for a boy his age, there was still a lot for him to learn. And he knew it.



Finally, he couldn’t stand to watch Emily cry any longer, so he went over and tapped her lightly on the shoulder.



She shook her head at him. She wanted to be alone.



Joseph wasn’t in the mood to take “No” for an answer. He tapped her shoulder again.



Emily looked up at him angrily signing, ‘Go!’ before drawing her knees up to her chest so that her body became a tight ball.



The little boy’s face took on as angry a scowl has he could muster and he put his two small hands on her knees, trying to push them back down. Emily firmly resisted, trying to ignore the annoying activity. This only caused Joseph to grow even more frustrated and he found himself climbing up to sit on top of the girl’s knees, bouncing hard enough on them to finally forced them down onto the floor, Emily’s legs now in a straight line in front of her which Joseph atop them.



Emily now tried to push the boy off of her, but Joseph somehow found it in himself to resist her older-kid sized strength. He made several attempts to lean forward against her, but she kept holding him back. Finally, he sat back on his haunches, still over her legs, and stared at her a long moment before swiftly reaching in and pinching her side hard.



“Ow!” she shouted out, the action catching her off-guard long enough for Joseph to dive forward and wrap his small arms around her in a tight hug, staying there.



Emily stayed still. She wanted to be angry at him for pinching her and not leaving her alone. But she just couldn’t hold her anger for very long. Especially with him hugging her so tightly. Because she knew that, in his own way, Joseph was trying to make it impossible for her to feel bad. She knew that there was no way that he could know what was going on, or that she had figured out that it was all somehow her fault.



As if reading her mind, Joseph sat up a little and looked his friend in the eye, slowly signing, so that the words held more emphasis, ‘Not you.’



Emily nodded sadly, raising her hands between them. ‘Yes it is.’



Joseph shook his little head in disagreement. ‘No. Big people fight. It is not you.’



‘It’s me they are fighting about’, Emily explained.



‘Did you break a rule?’ he asked.



‘No.’



‘Then how can it be your fault?’ He queried, ‘If you didn’t do anything bad?’



Emily smiled weakly. ‘You don’t understand’, she signed, ‘You’re too little.’



Joseph raised his little chin defiantly. ‘So are you’, he countered, and dove back in to hug his friend again.



This time, she hugged him back.



*****



TBC...

"Promise me you'll never be linear." "On my trout."

DarkWiccan
 


Re: Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby mollyig » Sat Nov 30, 2002 7:21 pm

I'm glad Ghaena has shared her discovery that Henckle is not Morgan, but is most probably in league with her. At least they have some idea as to who to fear.



Joseph's solidarity with Emily was just lovely.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby DarkWiccan » Sat Nov 30, 2002 8:05 pm

Thanks mollyig, I felt it had been a long while since a Joseph/Emily interaction scene.



Also, as this progresses... you will see that Ghaena is slowly going to become more forthright and open with the group.



Thanks again for reading... yay,.. I still have readers! ;)



Cheers

DW

"Promise me you'll never be linear." "On my trout."

DarkWiccan
 


Re: Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby Urn of Osiris » Sat Nov 30, 2002 9:37 pm

Oh, DW such a juicy sampling it is. :)



Thank you!



I must say I did enjoy the exchange between the children. Very touching, Joseph offering comfort, made me smile.



Are you sure he's Xander and Anya's child? Hmm



Oh and btw, you have faithful readers. ;)






Urn of Osiris
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Re: Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby barnabasvamp » Sat Nov 30, 2002 10:28 pm

Wonderful little teasing update, makes us more than willing to wait for the rest ;)

The children, you make their interactions so cute, as well as believeable.

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

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Re: Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby Lonewolf22 » Sun Dec 01, 2002 1:40 am

DarkWiccan: Great update, I loved the interaction between Emily and Joseph, it was very sweet and caring, Joseph is a good friend. And again you leave us with more questions: Where is Le Fay? How are the Scoobies going to stop her? I can't wait to read more.



Lonewolf

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Re: Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby VampNo12 » Sun Dec 01, 2002 2:11 am

DW, so glad to see another update, and don't worry I can be patient for the rest of this lovely story :) ! I too am glad Ghanea didn't with-hold information, but rather shared what she learned about Emily's teacher. I think Ghanea is slowly realizing that in the past keeping secrets might of served a purpose, but now understanding the gang needs to know all the information available, in order to best protect Emily from harm/Le Fay.



I also enjoy seeing how Emily/Joseph see the same events/happenings as the adults, but through their own perspective. It's quite understandable that Emily would blame herself for the "adults fighting", and I just loved how persistent Joseph was in this part. Meaning, not letting Emily withdraw into herself, wanting to offer comfort, as well being so insightful by saying, ("No. Big people fight. It is not you."). I really love Emily/Joseph interaction (they are so adorable, and wise), and look forward to seeing what happens next!

Edited by: VampNo12  at: 12/1/02 12:28:27 am
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Re: Mini-posting of Good Will.

Postby Miss1234Kitty » Sun Dec 01, 2002 3:25 am

Yay, post! Even if you consider it a mini-post (gotta admit it's longer than most of mine!) it was still a wonderful piece of writing. Joseph's frustration is perfectly described, as is his connection and love for Emily.



Thank you, DarkWiccan, and don't worry, you'll always have readers!



Gem

Miss1234Kitty
 


replies :)

Postby DarkWiccan » Sun Dec 01, 2002 3:45 am

Urn of Osiris – LOL. Yes, believe it or not, he is Xander and Anya’s child. I had to decide whether or not Joseph would be a hellion or a sweetie. SO, I decided sweetie… mostly b/c the little tyke knocked on my door and said that he was a on the whole a good little boy. It was actually a tough decision b/c given his “handicap”. I’ve had experience with **a lot** of deaf and disabled children. A lot of times a child as young as Joseph will tend to act out as a result of his predicament and general lack of communication ability. However, a child in a warm, nurturing and supportive environment will flourish. Given the general “help others” nature of the Scoobies and their ever present willingness to look out for their own, I easily imagined Joseph being raised in a good and supportive atmosphere. --- Wow, rant much? :grin



Barnabasvamp – Thanks. I owe a lot of the cuteness factor to studying my godkids.



Lonewolf22 – excellent questions. They will be answered…. Eventually. :evil



VN12 – I think that Ghaena’s previous unwillingness to divulge information is more as a result of her working alone for literally a couple of millennia. I don’t think her decision to play things “close to the vest” is necessarily a conscious one and her interaction with the Scoobies has made her more aware.



Miss1234kitty – A fic posting is neither too long or too short, but just as lengthy as it intended itself to be. :grin





Cheers!

DW

DarkWiccan
 


Re: replies :)

Postby BethanyB3 » Sun Dec 01, 2002 6:15 am

:wave Once again a great update, will wait patiently for the next.



Interesting that Willow, while nursing , is calm enough to sit quietly by while all this is going on. Would think though, that with her mind, she is absorbing it all & it will be interesting to see what her input will be.



Ms. Henkle was she always evil or is the once nice teacher now merely a vessel for one of Le Fays foot soldiers? Or perhaps that is a question I will just have to wait

(im)patiently for the answer to. :confused



Loved the interaction between the kids. That Joseph still uses silent/physical ways to gain her attention & is so astute about the world around him. Great persistence in comforting her too. Go Joe! :clap

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"Our children are living messages we send to a time and place we will never see" ~unknown

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Re: replies :)

Postby LostInEcstasy » Sun Dec 01, 2002 11:30 am

Wow.



I just read this entire thread in one sitting. It kept me up all night, but I couldn't stop. Yes, it's true I'm a little insane, but also, DW your story is amazing!! Your characterizations of the whole Buffy crew (especially of course Willow and Tara) are superb. I loved the happy little family bits. I loved the scary, suspenseful bits. I loved the funny bits (the way you write Anya is priceless). I loved the love bits (no s-word here, it was all about the love).



Ok, off to collapse into my comfy bed now. Just wanted to let you know how much I am enjoying this story. Can't wait for the next update!!!

LostInEcstasy
 


Re: replies :)

Postby Grimaldi » Sun Dec 01, 2002 11:47 am

yay, an update :grin even though it was short, it was really good. i liked Joe being there for Emily and not giving up when Emily wanted to be left alone.

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!
No! Well, okay. No. Pez!
I don't know, it's like my brain keeps... jacking off









Grimaldi
 


more replies :)

Postby DarkWiccan » Sun Dec 01, 2002 7:55 pm

Beth – A very dear friend of mine with two lovely children of her own has been helping me a lot with the technical aspects of parenting. Including breastfeeding. According to her, and I agree wholeheartedly, breastfeeding your child is a very intimate exchange and causes both mother and child to kind of withdraw from the rest of the world for a short time. While Willow’s mind is certainly not shut down, she is definitely separate from the activity going on around her. I guarantee that when the next update arrives, Willow will definitely have a lot to say, especially since she has been processing this entire time. In regards to your Ms Henckle question I say…. All in good time. ;)



LostInEcstacy – Wow! You read the whole thing in one sitting? Even I can’t do that! Wow, you make me blush see >>> :blush . I hope that you enjoy the rest of the story.



Grimaldi – So glad to know you are still hanging around the old thread. Thanks for the kind words!





Cheers

DW

"Promise me you'll never be linear." "On my trout."

DarkWiccan
 


ok, ummm... wow.

Postby ChaoticBliss » Sun Dec 01, 2002 8:53 pm

so i started reading this story around 1:45. it is now 7:00 (took a lunch break, lol). i love how your writing flows... and everything is thought out so well.



it's official. this is now my favorite fic on the kitten board.

ChaoticBliss
 


Re: ok, ummm... wow.

Postby DarkWiccan » Sun Dec 01, 2002 11:51 pm

Dude, ChaoticBliss, I'm like... honored. I just hope that I don't annoy you with frequent delays between postings. I promised myself this fic would be done before the new year, and I hate breaking promises to me... so...



Hopefully this story will be wrapping up soon.



Cheers

DW



Edited to add: To further solidify my foray into geekdom, I've created some illustrations to this fic. I'm still trying to figure out how to post them to my website so that I can place a link here in the thread. Please let me know if this is something that would interest you folks, or if I am just wasting my time with trifles. Thanks and Cheers, DW

"Promise me you'll never be linear." "On my trout."

Edited by: DarkWiccan at: 12/2/02 10:14:00 pm
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