FIC: Finding Me AU

[mollyig]

Yay sequel!



Tara is still very insecure, but I'm sure she'll grow in confidence now that she knows she's Willow's girl, and that there are no more secrets between them.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[ally02]

Finally got round to updating! Thanks so much for the replies, I'm glad you like the story so far. I have no idea where the Toad in the Hole idea came from. Just another weird part of my brain. Also, hope I am doing Willow and Tara's relationship justice. And yes, Spiderman does rule the world! lol Well here's chapter 2 of the Finding Me sequel.



Title – Finding Me Part 2



Chap – 2/?



Author name - Alyson Walker or Ally02



Email Address – alysonwalker@hotmail.com



Website – Plenty of Magic: www.plentyofmagic.cjb.net



Rating - PG-13



Disclaimer – No spoilers unless Buffy goes really wacky and back in time! Some guy called Joss owns all the characters.



Feedback- Yes please! Don’t make me beg! Ok, I’m begging!



Summary- This is set in an alternate universe where Willow ended up moving away and meeting Tara. Now Tara has moved to Sunnydale with Willow. Also, Spike wasn’t in the last part – but he has been plonked in here! lol



Notes- I have a vague idea of where I am going with this story, but it may suck. I’m just going to see where it goes and hope for the best lol. Also finding it hard to update quickly because of mountains of Phsyc and English coursework. Oh and Ellie will recognise the name Sam - it is the girl I have a huge crush on! lol Yes I am that sad! Thoughts are in << >>



The happy twittering of birds woke Tara from her peaceful slumber. She gradually opened her eyes and yawned quietly. She moved forward a little to reach for her watch on the bedside table and cursed herself for getting up so early. She smiled when she heard Willow mumble something about the blue cheese rolling down the hill. Tara turned to see the sleeping form of her lover. Willow was so unbelievably adorable when she was asleep and Tara cherished every moment she was able to watch her beautiful girlfriend. She moved some stray strands of hair from Willow’s face and ran her hand softly down Willow’s cheek.



Willow smiled and blinked a few times to adjust to the light. Her smile grew bigger when she saw Tara looking down at her looking more beautiful than ever, “Morning.” Willow said sleepily.



“Morning sleepyhead. How was that cheese working out for ya?”



Willow turned bright red when she remembered her strange dream, “Ugh don’t ask!”



Tara smiled then leaned down to kiss Willow on the forehead. She pulled her covers off and hopped out of the bed much to Willow’s disappointment.



“No snuggles?” Willow asked with puppy dog eyes.



“Oh honey you know I would but we have to meet Buffy for breakfast remember?” Tara said then offered Willow an apologetic smile.



Willow groaned then started getting out of bed herself, “Oh yeah. Well, I want double snuggles tonight missy!”



“Count on it.” Tara said before leaving to get showered.



Willow was laying her clothes on the bed when Tara popped her head round the door, “I don’t think shower snuggles count!”



Willow grinned then followed her girlfriend into the bathroom.



* * * * * *



Buffy sat drumming her fingers on the table impatiently. She looked at her watch for the millionth time. Willow and Tara were fifteen minutes late. << What the hell is holding them up…actually I don’t want to know! >> Buffy smiled when she saw Willow and Tara approach, hand in hand as usual. << And they call it puppy love! >>



“Finally, where have you guys been?” Buffy said.



“Sorry…we um kinda got…caught up in…Urm…” Tara started then looked at Willow.



“Well there was the…I mean you wouldn’t believe the….so how you doing Buffy?” Willow said.



Buffy rolled her eyes at their lame excuses then decided to let it go, she already had the visual which would stay with her till she died…again, “I’m okay, no major demonage afoot so I think were good on that side of things.”



“Great, no news is good news right. Unless they are making a bigger plan which involves all the demons, cos then you would need the news so you could stop it and if you don’t have the news then you might not find out about it, but you would cos you have Giles and I’m stopping now.” Willow babbled.



Tara smiled at her girlfriend adoringly. << Sometimes she is just too cute! >>



Buffy shook her head then realised she was hungry and decided to order breakfast.



* * * * * *



After they had eaten their much-needed breakfast, Willow and Tara listened to Buffy relay events from last night’s patrol. Willow was drinking her coffee and listening to Buffy ramble on, she was sure that she had heard the story before but said nothing. Willow nearly choked on her coffee when she felt a Tara-hand gently stroke her knee. Willow turned to look at her girlfriend who was pretending to listen to Buffy but had a sly smile on her face.



Willow tried to concentrate on what her best friend was saying but the Tara-hand was moving up her thigh and Willow’s concentration was slipping fast. Willow thought she was going to die if she didn’t get Tara alone soon. She was trying to think of a plausible excuse for her and Tara to leave but luckily Buffy glanced at her watch then cursed, “Shoot, I said I’d meet Riley at noon. Well I gotta run guys, I’ll speak to you later.”



“Yeah bye Buffy.” Willow said breathlessly then watched her friend rush out the door.



As soon as the door closed behind her friend, Willow turned round sharply to face Tara, “Ok that was just not fair!”



Tara smiled and tried to look innocent, “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”



“Wanna head home and discuss it?” Willow asked hopefully.



“Sweetie we have class.”



Willow groaned, “How can I survive sitting through Philosophy! I want Tara hand!”



“Tara hand will always be here, Philosophy wont.”



“Damn it!” Willow said then followed her girlfriend out of the Diner to head to Uni.



* * * * * * *



“I’m not happy Tara!” Willow said as they left their class and sat down in the student’s lounge.



“What’s wrong?” Tara asked worriedly.



“Well, Philosophy class sucked. What a waste of two hours!” Willow said then smiled at her girlfriend.



“We’ll have more than two hours later don’t worry.” Tara said, “Oh speaking of later, do you want to go out for dinner tonight?” Tara asked.



“Yeah that would be great. Do they do Tara on a plate?” Willow asked.



Tara laughed, “No they only do a Tara dessert. How bout we go to that new Mexican place…”



Willow was listening to Tara intently until she noticed a blonde girl clearly eyeing her girlfriend up like she was lunch. Willow half-listened to Tara but also devoted some of her attentions to scowling at said girl.



“Will, Willow?” Tara started, “Yeah so I was thinking about going to see that Brad Pitt movie because he is so fine, yep I’m just a man lover. I love men!”



“Sure.” Willow replied.



“Willow!” Tara half shouted.



“What?” Willow turned to see the annoyed expression of her girlfriend, “Oh I’m sorry baby, I was listening but I was also looking at the competition.”



“Competition?” Tara asked bewildered.



Willow nodded in the direction of the girl she was imagining turning into a toad.



Tara turned around to see what Willow was looking at. Willow saw the blonde blush and turn away, pretending to read the notice board. “She was looking at you!” Willow said angrily.



Tara turned back round then rolled her eyes, “Don’t be so silly, she was probably looking at you!”



“No Tara I’m telling you! If I wasn’t here, she would have jumped you by now.” Willow started then notice her girlfriends scowl.



“Oh so I would let her?”



“Well she is pretty…maybe you like blondes.” Willow said then started to sulk.



“God Willow, if you don’t trust me!” Tara said angrily then stood up.



“Well I don’t know what you were doing before I met you!”



“Oh so you just assume I was sleeping around with everyone I met!”



“I never said that!”



“No but you implied it…that’s bad enough.”



“Tara…”



“I’ll see you later.” Tara said then stormed off.



Willow stood up to follow her girlfriend but realised she probably needed some time to calm down.



* * * * * * *



Tara stormed outside and threw her jacket on a bench and sat down. She folded her arms and felt someone standing beside her. She thought it was Willow and snapped angrily, “What?!” She looked up, surprised to see the blonde girl Willow had been looking daggers at before, “Oh sorry, I didn’t mean to snap.”



“Um no, its okay.” The girl answered nervously then walked away.



“No, I’m sorry. Did you want something?”



The girl walked back and started tying her hands in knots, “Actually yeah, um do you go to that Wicca group?”



“Um, yeah I used to.”



“Oh, well I was thinking of joining but I kinda wanted to know what it was like.”



Tara moved her jacket out of the way then motioned for the girl to sit down, “I’m Tara.” She said then offered her hand to the girl.



“Sam.” The girl answered.



“Well if you’re a true Wiccan, I really wouldn’t recommend going to that group.”



“Oh, that’s a shame. I have been a Wiccan for a few years now, I have someone I practise with but we were both looking for a group to join.”



“Well there’s always power in two.” Tara said then frowned as she remembered the fight she had with Willow.



“You okay?” The girl asked, “I saw you arguing with your girlfriend.” Sam said.



“How did you…” Tara started.



“It was kinda obvious.”



“Oh, yeah we had a little fight. We hardly ever fight.” Tara said sadly.



“I’m sure it will be okay.” Sam said then placed her hand on Tara’s back to comfort her.



* * * * * *



<< Okay, seven minutes and thirty two seconds, I think that’s enough cool down time. >>



Willow grabbed her bag then headed outside to look for her girlfriend. << How could you not trust Tara? Sometimes Rosenberg, you are so paranoid. >>



Willow spotted Tara sitting outside on a bench…with the blonde girl.



<< What the hell is she doing sitting next to my girlfriend?! Okay just go over and speak to Tara, don’t be paranoid, don’t be paranoid. >>



Willow started to walk over to Tara, but stopped dead in her tracks when the blonde girl placed her hand on Tara’s back. Willow turned back the way she came from and stormed off to her dorm.



TBC

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[ally02]

Okay I have decided to unplonk Spike from the plot because he is a smell man....well actually because I thought I would need him in there, but I dont.

Aly xxxxx

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[fidds]

ooh great update- loved the line about Tara wanting to go see the Brad Pitt movie and liking boys when Willow wasn't listening . lol

and that is really like Willow to jump to conclusions and get jealous

Can't wait for the next update.



*Hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

[witchbitchwillow]

he he he, great update, im sensing a little bit of own experiences here. Sam , hmmmmmm. im just soooo not jelous of her, i mean Willow isnt jealous at all. *cough*



well at least i get to be willow :-P



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Loco2]

nice update! it's so like Willow to feel that way but i hope she sticks around next time! she should show sam what's what and who's who's.



steph

”What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"

[ally02]

Hannah - Thank, I found that quite funny too. Took me a while to find a guy who I thought was remotely nice looking though. I'm way too gay! lol



Ellie - lol Yeah Ellie ur not jealous. Just like I dont get jealous of someone called Rachel...or something like that...I'm not sure...because I so dont care.



Steph - Ah there will be some of assertive Willow soon...are you psychic?! lol



love Aly xxxx

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Edited by: ally02 at: 6/18/02 1:53:58 pm

[witchbitchwillow]

oh oh oh, i saw rach 2night, and we had the leg touch lol. cant u see that im sooo forward with these women lol. im such a wimp, but we did have like proper contact and she kept on pinning me during footie. that was definately the best footie match ive ever had lol.



sorry if i made u jealous, but at least i know shes gay ha ha ha!!!! but had about 4 women and older than me. oh wlel. okay im done



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[ally02]

Thanks for that! I will just sit here with my pics of Sam and dream and enjoy memories of her actually taking a draw of MY cigarette *sigh*



Aly xxxxx

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[pikescoob]

Excellent update....it always amazes me how nice conversations can turn into fights so quickly. The Brad Pitt thing was funny....he is a nice looking man.



--Michelle

[ally02]

Michelle - I think that fight was influenced by watching the first fight Willow and Tara had over and over and over again just because Willow is so hot when she's mad. *sigh* Also yes Brad Pitt is quite nice...never thought Id here myself say that! Glad you liked this chapter.



love Aly xxxx

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[Jennpurr]

Uh oh... not good!! Jealous Willow and unhappy Tara. They need to talk!



I'd probably feel a little like Wills too, if I were her. More, soon? I want to see some smoochies or something. Hee..



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson

[The Rose24]

Poor Willow. She is so jealous. I hope she gets over it. For the record, I will not miss Spike at all.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[mollyig]

Buffy rolled her eyes at their lame excuses then decided to let it go, she already had the visual which would stay with her till she died - again Made me snigger!



And hot-headed Willow, she should know she can trust Tara implicitly.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[ally02]

Jen - Don't worry, there will be definate talkage and smoochies! Also, I really like ur quote from Amber Benson...except for my burning jealousy of her in the pit of my stomach! lol See jealousy again!



The Rose24 - I know, big awwwness for Willow. Glad you wont miss Spike, I dont think anyone would!



Mollyig - He he he, glad that got a snigger. What does it take to keep Buffy in the ground?!? Willow should know to trust Tara, but I think she will always have what Oz did looming over her partly. In my perfect alternate universe - Veruca and Oz would have eaten each other!



Thanks for reading everyone and more soon I promise as soon as I get Philosophy homework done and out of my head!

love Alyson

xxxxxxx

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[Jennpurr]

Ooooh.. Definite smooching and talkage?? (See what you did? You made me flip over. )



Thank you. I know... I get jealous too, but see, I have my dreamworld. I'm very happy there cause, I get to smooch on Amber AND Alyson all I want. Consequences be damned...



See... now you got me in a good mood. Thank you!!!



Jen (Who's leaving to go off to her dreamworld now )

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson

[ally02]

Lol, made u flip over? Wow I need to add that to my list of party tricks!



And that dreamworld sounds pretty darn good! I think I've been there a few times during english.



Very glad I put you in a good mood. You being in a good mood puts me in a good mood so now I have to thank you for putting me in a good mood...or something like that



Aly (who's going leaving now to enrole in dreamland)

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[Jennpurr]

Yep! Made me flip over. It's very weird being on your head and smiling. Comes in handy for the dreamworld though, cause you can... um... nevermind...



... hee... you're supposed to be studying then, not drooling **Whispers to Aly** I used to do it, too



I get what you meant. You sound like Willow. That isn't a bad thing, BTW. I find myself doing that every so often, too. Glad you're in a good mood as well.



Hey... don't leave without me. I can show you around. There's lots of Amber/Alyson smoochie goodness to dream about. **Takes Aly's hand** Here, I'll show you around.



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson

[ally02]

Hmmm I bet it comes in handy for dream world. Even though I am totally innocent and have no idea what you're talking about. *cough* yeah rite



I try really hard to study for the first three minutes, then its into dreamland. He he - glad im not alone with that habit



lol yes I do get told that A LOT. Actually its usually, "Your like that girl who's in Buffy, whats her name, oh she was in American Pie with the flute!?!" Maybe I shouldnt have died my hair red, cos thats so not going to help!



Anyway, going to do some Psychology homework so I'll see you in dreamland!



love Aly xxx

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[Jennpurr]

Hee... well... I wasn't being as naughty as that sounded Or.. maybe I was. I'll never tell



I know... English never was one of my best subjects. 9th grade was okay, cause I had an awesome teacher, but all through high school, I couldn't have cared less. I'm still friends with that English teacher, so it had a plus side.



Mmmm.. Alyson in American Pie 1&2... she's so adorable. I can never get enough of, "This one time, at Band Camp..." I think I liked her better in the second one though.



Good luck with the homework. Hope you find the best dreamland possible.



Take care,

Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson

[snuggle79]

ooh, jealous Willow! Great Update. And I laughed out very loud at the Brad Pitt movie and "I love men" line!

Fantastic!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[ally02]

Jen - I've had the same teacher for the last 5 YEARS! I may go insane! Also, yes Alyson Hannigan is amazingly adorable in AP1, but even more so in AP2 because she got a bigger part. Maybe thats why I went to see it in the cinema 6 times?



snuggle79 - Yes jealousy is a wonderful thing....no wait its a terrible thing never mind! Glad everyone's liking the Brad Pitt line!



love Aly xxxxxxx

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[willntlover]

I loved it!



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."

[Lynz]

yeah, great update, but i hope Willow and Tara make up soon!.i dunno if i've said before, but that's a really cool avatar (im from l'ecosse aussi )



x x x x

[ally02]

willntlover - short and sweet! Thank you! More soon I promise



Lynz - Don't worry, I am a sucker for happy endings! Also - woohoo another Scot! There are at least 3 on here...its all part of the world domination plan



love Aly xxxx

(Who is going to try very hard to update 2nite!)

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[jdcioffi]

I've been slacking on my feedback ... but not on reading. I love the way the sequel is going -- and I adore jealous Willow.



I'll keep checkin' for more ...

JD

"I smell the smelly smell of something that smells smelly!" (SpongeBob Squarepants)

[ally02]

dont worry bout feedback slacking - i guess im update slacking! But I am going to write my ass off 2nite - not literally though



love Aly xxxx

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[ally02]

See I updated!!!



Title – Finding Me Part 2



Chap – 3/?



Author name - Alyson Walker or Ally02



Email Address – alysonwalker@hotmail.com



Website – Plenty of Magic: www.plentyofmagic.cjb.net



Rating - PG-13



Disclaimer – No spoilers unless Buffy goes really wacky and back in time! Some guy called Joss owns all the characters.



Feedback- Yes please! Don’t make me beg! Ok, I’m begging!



Summary- This is set in an alternate universe where Willow ended up moving away and meeting Tara. Now Tara has moved to Sunnydale with Willow. Also, Spike wasn’t in the last part – but he has been plonked in here! lol



Notes- I have a vague idea of where I am going with this story, but it may suck. I’m just going to see where it goes and hope for the best lol. Also finding it hard to update quickly because of mountains of Phsyc and English coursework. Thoughts are in << >>



Willow slammed to door behind her as she stormed into her dorm. She dumped her bag on the floor then sat on the edge of her bed with her arms folded. She sat for a while like that, resisting the urge to curse the evil blonde who had stolen her girl away. She jumped a little when she heard the phone ring.



“What?!” she snapped.



“Urm, hey Will, its Xander.” Xander replied worriedly.



“Oh, Xander hey.” Willow said, her tone softening a little, “Sorry, I’m just a bit cranky.”



“A bit? What’s up?”



“Nothing…just revision and essay’s and stuff, stressing me out I guess.”



“Don’t worry Wills, stay smart, you’ll be fine!”



“Thanks.” Willow laughed a little at Xander. He was really sweet sometimes, but she wasn’t about to tell him what she had seen. She didn’t even want to admit it to herself.



“So I was phoning to see if you’re Bronzing tonight? Everyone’s going.”



Willow thought for a second then decided that the Bronze would be a lot better then a confrontation with Tara, “Yeah that would be great.”



“Cool, you could bring Tara if you…”



“Urn no Tara’s…busy.” Willow interrupted sadly.



“Oh ok then. Well, meet you bout eight?”



“Great see you then.”



“Later Wills.”



“Bye.”



Willow put down the phone, then trudged to her closet to search for a different set of clothes for tonight.



* * * * * * * * *



“That’s seriously what you used to do for a living?” Tara asked Sam in awe. They had decided to go out for some coffee. Tara guessed that Willow would still be mad and it was best to stay out of her way. Also Sam was very interesting and had a hell of a life to relay to Tara.



“Seriously.” Sam confirmed.



“Wow, that’s so cool! Damn, its getting kinda late, I better go speak to Willow.” Tara said apologetically.



“Yeah you should.” Sam said then stood up to walk Tara out of the coffee shop.



“Maybe we could meet tomorrow?”



“Sure, I’ll give you a call?”



“Great, thanks for the company.” Tara said then hugged Sam.



They pulled apart then Sam said, “Anytime, I hope you guys get it sorted. I think that you two belong together.”



“Thanks, I hope so too.” Tara answered. They smiled each other then Tara walked back to her dorm.



* * * * * * *



Willow walked into the Bronze looking like a kicked puppy. It didn’t take long for her to spot her friends; sitting on the couch that had unofficially been claimed theirs. She walked over and tried to look a little happier so that she wasn’t asked what was wrong all night.



“Will!” Buffy shouted happily, everyone else turned round and raised their hands to welcome the red head.



“Hey guys.” Willow said with more enthusiasm than she felt. She sat down on the couch opposite Xander and Anya, then regretted the action immediately as she saw their couply interaction. << Grr love stinks! Actually it doesn’t, love with Tara doesn’t stink. It does stink when skinny, tanned, blondes with perfect features steal her away from dorky red heads who talk too much! >>



“So Will, who died?” Buffy asked her hacker friend.



Willow shook herself out of her thoughts then answered, “What?”



“You look kinda blue.” Buffy said concerned.



“No, I’m not I’m fine. I’m just…tired.”



“So where’s your orgasm friend?” Anya asked.



“Oh…she had another class, an after class class that she should go to because she needs to learn…it.” Willow answered lamely. Everyone looked at her strangely, but even Anya got the hint that this was “don’t ask” territory.



There was a long silence till Xander pulled himself out of his seat, “So…frosty nectar?”



* * * * * * *



Tara turned the key in the door then took a deep breath to prepare for her inevitable confrontation with Willow. She opened the door expectantly, then looked round confused at the empty room. She checked round the room to see if Willow had left any note saying where she had gone. Tara saw her bag lying in the middle of the floor.



<< Oh goddess I hope she hasn’t done something stupid? >>



* * * * * * *



Buffy watched in horror as Willow threw herself not so gracefully round the dance floor, getting some amused looks from the other dancers. Xander walked behind Buffy and noticed what had caught the blonde’s attention.



“This is de ja vu all over again! What’s happened with her and Tara?”



“I dunno, ill ask her if I can get close enough to her without her arm connecting with my face!”



“Well me and Anya are gonna head home. See you tomorrow?”



“Yeah see you then.” Buffy said, then turned and hugged her friend briefly before he headed home.



Buffy took a deep breath, then entered the lion’s den which was Willow dancing. She tapped her friend on the shoulder who turned round sharply then threw herself into the slayers arms.



“Buffy! Oh my dear friend Buffy! You’re my best friend, do you know that?” Willow shouted in the slayer's ear.



“Urm…” Buffy started.



“HEY EVERYONE…BUFFY IS MY BEST FRIEND AND A SLA…” Buffy clasped her hand over Willow’s mouth before she could say anything else.



“Willow!” She shouted.



Willow burst into tears then once again threw herself into the slayer’s arms, “Oh my god! I nearly told everyone your secret! I’m a bad friend!”



“No you’re not.” Buffy said, whilst moving Willow out of the Bronze.



“No I am! I’m a bad girlfriend too! That’s why Tara is going to run away with some skanky blonde. Oh no offence!”



Buffy chose to ignore that remark then continued walking, “Come on, let’s get you home.”



* * * * * * * * *



Tara was sitting up, waiting for Willow to come home. She had started to drift off to sleep when she heard distinct Willow singing coming from the corridor.



“I love you Tara and if it’s quite alright I need you Tara!” Willow soon burst into tears and the slayer wearily tried to get her friend to walk along the corridor in something resembling a straight line, “Tara’s gone Buffy, she’s gone!!!”



Tara heard Willow’s yelling and stepped out of the dorm to see a drunken Willow being practically carried along the corridor by one worn out slayer. Willow looked up and ran wobbly to Tara and knelt down to hold Tara’s leg. Tara looked down at Willow more than confused.



“Tara! You’re not gone!” Willow stood and gripped Tara tightly by the shoulders, “If you want a blonde, I can be blonde, I can get a tan!! Don’t leave me Tara!” Willow said before throwing herself into the startled blonde’s arms.



“Willow what are you talking about?”



“I saw you…and the blonde girl…sitting together!”



“We’re just friends. Willow, I would never do anything to hurt you…urm Willow.” Tara moved to the side just before her girlfriend threw up beside her all over the dorm floor.



“I think you better get her inside.” Buffy said then smiled at Tara and left to go meet Riley.



Once Willow had stopped throwing up, Tara led her inside their dorm. Tara managed to get herself and Willow changed into her PJ’s with only a few more sickness sessions in between. “My tummy hurts!” Willow moaned. Tara lay Willow’s head in her lap and stroked her hair until she drifted off to sleep.



* * * * * * * * * *



Willow woke to the harsh light streaming in through her window. She looked around the room, the screwed up her face at the horrible taste in her mouth. She looked up at the sleeping blonde and carefully got out of bed without waking her. She managed to get herself to the bathroom to brush her teeth. Events of last night gradually began to come back to her. << Did I actually dance like that? Oh dear god what did I say to Tara? Ugh sickness! >>



Willow finished brushing her teeth then made her way back to bed to wait for her girlfriend to wake up. When Tara woke she looked worriedly at her girlfriend, “How you feeling?”



Willow was amazed that after making such a fool of herself, Tara was still worried about her, “I’m fine. A bit embarrassed!”



“You’re the worlds biggest dummy you know that?” Tara said gently then ran her hand over Willow’s cheek, “I would never leave you for anyone.”



Willow smiled and leaned into the touch and kissed Tara’s palm, “Even Jennifer Lopez?” She asked.



Tara laughed, “Yes even Jennifer Lopez!”



“Yay!”



They moved together and kissed tenderly. They both opened their mouths to the kiss and tongues duelled for dominance. Tara gently ran her hand under Willows top and Willow moaned and pushed herself closer to Tara. She gently pushed Tara back on the bed and began kissing down her jaw to her neck.



“You know they say make up sex is fantastic?” Tara breathed.



Willow smiled then moved up to face Tara, “I love you so much.”



“No more silliness then. You can trust me Willow.”



“I know.” They sealed their everlasting love and trust for one another with a kiss.





TBC

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[Loco2]

yay! great update! aah, the trust returns.....



(pissed willow is great, by the way)



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[witchbitchwillow]

wahoooo!!!



great update my dear. im loving this fic a lot lot lot lot lot. . . okay i think you get my point.



*** “I love you Tara and if it’s quite alright I need you Tara!” ***



awwwwwwwwww, its little sections like this that make this fic a lot more personalised to me. why the hell would i need rachael when ive got you??



love you x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*