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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 12 August)

Postby DaddyCatALSO » Thu Aug 17, 2006 5:15 am

Everytime I think I know who Nameless is, I think he could be someone else.


I think that's sort of what Darth is trying for here...heh-heh-heh.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 12 August)

Postby Useful_Oxymoron » Mon Aug 21, 2006 2:49 pm

Howdy Paul! New part is up, I see. Ah, goodie! Well, my friend, it should be no secret by now that I'm a fan of extreme violence, as well as a fan of sweet romance (odd combo that, no? I guess I'm a bit nutty), and you never faint to deliver both and extremely well.

Sometimes I think Tara's just too good for this world, you know? She has every right to hate Rack's guts and yet cannot bring herself to do so.

Being pregnant sucks


Oh, believe me, I have a female coworker who says that every day and one time, when things were really bad (think along the lines of collapsing behind her console) actually wished she had had an abortion when she still had the chance. Ouch, that's harsh.

And poor Lickie... Well, it just goes to show now cloaking device is infallible. Whereas General Chang's cloaked Bird-Of-Prey was detected by the Enterprise through the ionised gas it exhausted, Lickie was... uh, well, I suppose he was foiled by exactly the same reason, I suppose. ;-)

They got 'civilized' and all that


Uh, well... if you say so, my demonic friend. :)

And he made a replacement, Buff,” Willow pointed out. “Whereas you got electrocuted, beaten up, and dumped on the front lawn.


Details, details. :)

“He was still human, Giles,” Tara heatedly responded, a spark of anger in her voice. “Innocent or not, we don't kill humans! And we don't let others do so either!”


Exactly! Humans are perfectly qualified to kill each other off and don't really need outside help towards that end. :kdevil

In the end, Willow lost the last tattered shreds of her patience and retreated to the living room couch to sit and watch cartoons with Katie.


Well done. I do hope [url=/http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20060821/ts_alt_afp/afpentertainmentbritain_060821171858]Tom and Jerry are still allowed to smoke[/url] in the states, though.

*grin* Looks like Buffy is on the prowl. This promises to lead to more violence. Which is always good. Great update! :party Hope next one takes you less than a month, though.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 12 August)

Postby Darth Pacula » Sun Sep 03, 2006 12:37 am

G'day all! In a fortnight that has included an ear infection and a nasty head-cold, I finally found time to finish the latest update, which will be up right after these feedback replies.

Cheers,
Paul.

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db - G'day db! Congrats on your well deserved dibs.

Since you went to the trouble to compose numbered statements, I'll respond in turn. :grin

1. It seems likely.

2. Intrigued is good.

3. Unpredictable? Nameless? Say it isn't so! :p

4. I think most of us here see both Willow and Tara through rose-colored glasses. It's a common issue with those we love. :grin

5. Yep, I used it, and from the sounds of it, you liked it. :grin

6. All things considered, while Nameless is a cruel and mean-spirited bastard, he is still human. He might think that he's burned all of the human 'weaknesses' out of him, but he hasn't done quite as good a job as he thinks.

7. Impotent Buffy = Angry Buffy, and Angry Buffy = Ass-kickings all round!

Cheers, db!

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Rodger Dodger - G'day Roger. Ah, nice catch. But note that Nameless didn't say that he tried to burn the Earth to ash. He said he did. What's that do to your theory? :devil

Cheers!

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WillowRulez - G'day WillowRulez! Boo to crashing internet, but yay to feedback!

Lickspittle is your hero? I'll pass that on to him, he'll be so chuffed. :p The reason I made Lickspittle hesitate is because that Lickspittle isn't predominantly a fighter. Neither is he a lover ... so god know's what that makes him. :grin

I wouldn't say that Giles didn't sympathize, he just has had more practice, as you said, at putting the greater good ahead of his, or others, welfare.

Glad you enjoyed.

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Lonewolf22 - The way that I see it, Tara's an especially empathic person. She can relate to just about anyone, even a scuzz like Rack, and will regret their death, and her failure to prevent it. It's a load of bollocks, and Rack got what he deserved, but hey, that's the way Tara rolls. And we wouldn't have her any other way, would we? :grin

I wouldn't be so certain that Nameless wants to destroy Willow and Tara. Sure, that's what he aluded to Isiah, but if Nameless is one thing, he's a consumate liar.

Cheers!

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Viximon - G'day Vix. Don't sweat the feedback, just enjoy your holiday or whatever it is you're doing.

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I'll_Always_Find_You - G'day IAFY, and welcome! :wave

Glad you like it. I'm glad you find it confusing and well-written, and not the first because it's not the second. :p The end isn't too far off, and I can relatively guarantee that Nameless' full identity will be revealed in 2-3 updates time.

Cheers, and thanks for reading!

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Emms - Gosh Emms, like I've said before, you're gonna make me blush. Comming from someone of your own considerable talent, that's high praise indeed!

Cheers!

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DaddyCatALSO -
I think that's sort of what Darth is trying for here...heh-heh-heh.


If that wasn't completely accurate, I might be offended. :grin

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Useful_Oxymoron - G'day UO! Welcome back. I hope you had a good holiday.

Extreme violence and sweet romance don't go together? Since when? :p

And poor Lickie... Well, it just goes to show now cloaking device is infallible. Whereas General Chang's cloaked Bird-Of-Prey was detected by the Enterprise through the ionised gas it exhausted, Lickie was... uh, well, I suppose he was foiled by exactly the same reason, I suppose.


:lol :lmao

I can promise you more violence, pretty much just towards the end, but the entire next update is likely to be one big battle scene. And yep, took me less than a month. Three weeks, which isn't great, but it's better than last time.

Cheers!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 12 August)

Postby Darth Pacula » Sun Sep 03, 2006 12:55 am

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more. My email address is darthpacula@hotmail.com if you prefer.


Disclaimers: Needless to say, I do not own the Buffyverse, nor those who inhabit it. I only wish I did. Oh, the fun I would have ...


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: PG-13, maybe R at times for a touch of violence.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


Part 36.


A handful of hours passed, seeming to alternate between passing at a crawl and a blur. On an intellectual level, Willow soon decided that the temporal phenomenon she seemed to be experiencing must be a reaction to stress about the impending confrontation between her fellow scoobies and Hawkins' vampires.


Unless there happened to be another gaggle of geeks who, fancying themselves Willow's collective nemeses, were messing about with time. But what would be the odds of that happening .... again? Willow's thoughts paused, even as her fingers continued to tap at her laptop, running on autopilot. She had hacked into the Works Department so many times that she might as well have had her own personal entrance.


I didn't jinx us, Willow thought as firmly as she could, which was about as firm as jello. I did not jinx us. I'm a scientist, I don't believe in luck as anything other than a statistical anomaly. She paused again, allowing herself a moment of self-honesty. But boy, do I want a rabbit's foot right now.


“Willow? Sweetie? I think you're in ...”


The sound of Tara's voice snapped Willow's focus back to reality like a massive rubber band, though she found herself saying the first thing that came to mind, as though her mouth was also on autopilot.


“I didn't know I had to work to get in with you ...”


If the sudden blaze of Tara's cheeks hadn't been enough to remind Willow that they remained in a forum rather more public than they preferred for their 'spicy talk', the dry sound of Giles pointedly clearing his throat was more than sufficient.


Her own cheeks beginning to burn, Willow panicked and resorted to her stock standard response. She babbled. “Um ... get into a secured website I mean ... cuz Tara's like my good luck charm ... not that I rub her or anything, well okay I do, but not in public, I just meant that she brings me luck ... not that I'm talking about getting lucky! No! But I am, lucky I mean ... and ... and ... there were no sexual overtones to anything I just said, okay?”


Looking up from the stake she was whittling, Anya replied with the expression of fake, cheerful stupidity that she'd been cultivating for her customers. “Of course not, Willow,” she insisted, her tone as convincing as snow in July. “And people say I'm obsessed with sex,” she continued in a whisper that would only be missed by the profoundly deaf.


Giles cleared his throat again, and Willow had never been so glad to be distracted in her life. “I take it that your electronic skulduggery has yielded results once more, Willow?”


“Skulduggery?” Willow indignantly muttered beneath her breath. “Yes, I've got the floor plans for the address Lickspittle gave us, right here ...” Swiveling her laptop around, Willow nodded at the screen showing the aforementioned diagram.


“That should prove useful ... assuming that Lickspittle's information is accurate.”


The demon's voice trailed in from the lounge room, where it had been banished after Willow had grown nauseous from continued close contact. “Oi! Mae info's gouid! Eye told ye, eye saw dem with mae own two eyes!” Lickspittle's voice was indignant at Giles' insinuation.


“That fellow's ability to mangle the English language never fails to amaze me,” Giles absently noted as he scanned the image on the screen of Willow's laptop. “Erm ... Willow, can you make heads or tails of this? It might as well be ancient Greek to me ... except except for the fact that I'm rather fluent in that particular language.”


“You could always say it might as well be Java?” Willow suggested with a self-satisfied grin as she swiveled the laptop back to face herself.


Giles blinked in confusion. “What does the island of Java have to do with anything?” he asked, and Willow's grin deflated as she realized that none of her friends had understood her joke.


“Java?” she ventured hesitantly, “It's a programming language ...” The redhead's voice trailed off in embarrassment, and she ducked her head back towards her laptop. “... and I'll just get to work figuring this out now.”


Lips quirking in a crooked smile, Tara leaned over and pressed a chaste kiss on the side of Willow's forehead, for no other reason than she wanted to. Even though her attention didn't waver from the monitor of her laptop, Willow openly beamed at the attention.


“Do we have a plan yet?” Tara asked. “Beyond Willow working her magic on the computer?”


Buffy looked up from the sword she'd been sharpening, stilling the movement of the whetstone in her hand. “Hopefully Willow will be able to find a less obvious route inside. If what Lickspittle said about Hawkins' security is true ...”


“It is!” Lickspittle interrupted again, but Buffy continued on without skipping a beat.


“ ... a full frontal attack wouldn't be a good idea. But if Will can find us a sneaky way in ... that should help even the odds a bit.”


Now it was Xander's turn to interject. “So ... what, you sneak in and kill all the vamps? Easy as that?”


“First off, we sneak in. All of us. We don't know for sure how many vamps Isiah has with him, but I'm betting it's going to be a lot. I'm not stupid enough to think I can kill them all, especially not when they'll be packing guns.”


From the corner of her eye, Willow noticed Tara's brow furrowing in what the redhead knew was worry. “Speaking of guns, how do we counteract them? Does anyone have bullet-proof vests in the back of their wardrobes?”


Most of the Scoobies' heads turned to face Xander, who wilted slightly beneath the attention. “What are you all looking at me for? I didn't loot that much from that armory we broke into.”


“I rather think we'll have to find some other way of counteracting the vampires weapons,” Giles pointed out, rubbing wearily at one eye.


“Any suggestions, Giles?” Xander asked hopefully. “Any cunning plans stewing in your big British brain? Cuz the only thing I'm coming up with involves screaming like a little girl and running away.”


“Erm ... I'm afraid not, Xander. Firearms largely fall outside my sphere of experience. Isiah and his vampires appear to be violating a long-held tradition by using such weapons. Which, I must point out, is not terribly fair.”


Buffy snorted. “Because we all know how important fighting fair is to vampires.”


“Ah-ha!” blurted Willow triumphantly, sitting bolt upright, her face beaming. “I've got it!”


“You found out the five secret herbs and spices?” quipped Xander.


“What?,” replied Willow in confusion, “No! I think I just solved our problem.”


Leaving both sword and whetstone on the table, Buffy rose to her feet and moved to look over Willow's shoulder. “You found our way in?”


If it was at all possible, Willow's smile grew even broader. “Yes, but that's not all. I think I found a way to stop the vamps from using their guns!”


**********


I ran the whetstone down the length of the sword blade one last time, the rasp of the stone against steel strangely soothing. Lightly running my thumb across the blade's edge, the pad came away bloody. Good, I thought, sharp enough to shave with. Though the length could make that ... tricky.


Gently, almost reverently, I laid the sword back down on the counter. It was relatively plain weapon, devoid of decoration or elaborate. Simple and effective, it was a brute killer, utilitarian in design. This sword was not designed to be a work of art ... it was designed to cleave flesh and splinter bone. And soon enough, it would get the chance to meet that potential.


Some of those I trained with in Hyriault had held the more physical of the martial arts in some disdain. They had believed that magic alone was the only weapon they would ever need; most had learned the folly of that belief at the end of my sword.


Of course, that didn't mean I hadn't worked a few handy little tricks into this particular sword. Why fight fair when you don't have to?


Now that Rack was out of the way, and whatever magic he'd used to hide Isiah with him, it should only be a matter of time before my seekers brought me news of the vampire's lair. Then, Hawkins would find out just how exactly I waged war.


And not just me either ... Turning, I regarded the neat, ordered ranks of my homemade army. Not my best work, but more than good enough to kill vampires. This promises to be ... fun.


**********


“No way! I am not sitting this one out, Buffy!” snapped Dawn, lips tight and white from anger, fists propped up on her hips. “How long is it going to be before you see that I'm not some stupid kid! I can fight, I can help! I want to! If you let me, I can help.”


Passing a hand over her face, Buffy shook her head jerkily, but Tara couldn't tell it that was from tiredness, regret or just plain anger. “Dawn ...”


“Oh, forget it! You're never going to change! I'm just always gonna be the baby sister, good for nothing, aren't I!” It was less of a question and more of an accusation.


Buffy's jaw was tight with repressed annoyance as she attempted once more to reply. But since Dawn was in full fledged pout mode, and ignoring everything her sister tried to say, it proved to be about as successful as Buffy's first attempt.


Some people might think that Dawn was just being a brat, complaining simply because she felt she was being excluded. Tara didn't believe that. She knew Dawn well enough that she knew that wasn't the reason. Dawn knew as well as any of the other Scoobies that what they planned to do was exceedingly dangerous, and that there was always a chance of one of them being hurt or even killed.


No, Tara thought, Dawn's not just being a bitchy teenager. Tara had an idea what was behind Dawn's behavior. A little over a year ago, Dawn had watched her sister die, sacrificing her life to save Dawn's own. Coming so soon after the passing of their mother, that loss had hit Dawn hard. And she was still feeling the bite of that emotional trauma.


Dawn's problem with being left behind was due to nothing more than fear. Fear of losing the only family member she had left, assuming you didn't count her long absent father, and Tara didn't. She'd experienced enough mistreatment at the hands of her own family to have much patience with anyone else's.


Tara didn't know what difference Dawn thought her presence on their raid could make, or what exactly she hoped to accomplish by making such fuss. But the fact of the matter was that fear, rational or not, warranted or not, tended to make people's thinking less than clear.


What Dawn needed was something to counteract that fear, something to distract her, and Tara had the perfect option. The fact that it was the truth was a handy bonus.


“Dawn.” Tara had to repeat the teenager's name before she got Dawn's attention, so intent was the youngest Summers on projecting an aura of frosty displeasure. “Dawn! You aren't being left behind as some sort of slight. You aren't being left behind because you're too young ... you're being left behind because you're old enough.”


“Huh?”


“Dawn, you're not the one being babysat anymore, you're the one babysitting,” Tara explained, inclining her head towards the couch where Katie sat, watching them all with wide, dark eyes. Noticing them looking at her, Katie ventured a small wave.


“I'm babysitting Katie?” Dawn asked, as if she hadn't even considered the possibility.


“Unless you think we should take an eight year old into a high risk combat situation?” quipped Buffy, her voice retaining an edge of her earlier irritation.


But if Tara thought that was enough to quell Dawn's complaints, she soon learned otherwise. “Well, why does it have to be me who babysits Katie, huh?” Dawn demanded, crossing her arms across her chest. “Is it just because I'm the youngest?”


Anya chose that precise moment to breeze through the room with an armful of weapons, answering Dawn's question on her way. “No, it's because you're the least experienced and most dispensable.”


“But what about Tara?” protested Dawn with a scowl even as Anya disappeared out the front door. “She's the first one to admit that she's not big with the violence!”


“Whereas you're the scrawny white girl version of Jackie Chan?” scoffed Buffy, her patience having reached it's limits. “Tara's big with the magic, that's why she's going. Can you do that?”


Dawn's face was scrunched up in frustration as she stalked up to her sister on stiff legs. Buffy met her in an uncompromising pose, hands propped on her hips, as though expecting a further confrontation. But when Dawn abruptly moved, it was to give her sister an almost violent hug.


“Just don't die you big jerk,” Dawn muttered in her sister's ear before pulling away sharply and leaving as quickly as she could without breaking into a run.


Staring after her fleeing sister, Buffy could only gape in exasperated confusion. Turning to face Tara, Buffy shook her head. “I will never understand her.”


**********


Less than an hour later, the scoobies gathered in a huddle on the rooftop of a building directly opposite from the warehouse where Isiah had made his lair. Lickspittle too was a part of their huddle, though there was a noticeable gap around the noisome demon.


“So ... shall we go over the plan again?” Willow asked, shuffling her feet nervously.


“Do we really need to?” Xander countered, trying to conceal his own uncertainty behind an facade of obviously faked bravado. “We've gone over it four times already."


Willow's answering shrug was really more of a twitch. “I just want to be sure everyone knows what they're supposed to do. What's wrong with that?”


“Nothing whatsoever, Willow,” replied Giles, awkwardly patting the redhead on the shoulder. “Going over the plan one more time before we place ourselves in harms way would be a rather good habit for us to develop, in my opinion.”


“Okay then. Tara and I do our magic thing, and levitate us all over onto the warehouse roof. Giles performs the blessing on the water reservoir there,” pausing, Willow turned to point at the relevant feature sitting on the other building's roof before continuing, “ which will turn it into holy water. Uh ... you're sure that will work, right Giles?”


Giles nodded, as though Willow hadn't asked the same question four time previously. “Yes, there shouldn't be any problems. Where did you think I got all the holy water we've used over the years? The Council never paid its Watchers enough to be able to buy the stuff.”


“And with the water reservoir filled with holy water, all we need to do is set off the fire sprinklers, and it's raining napalm for vampires!” Xander interjected, receiving a dirty look from Willow for stealing her thunder.


“If I can continue?” Willow huffed, and Xander gave his unneeded permission with an expansive wave and a cheeky grin. “With the vampires pinned down and weakened by the holy water,” continued Willow, after poking out her tongue at Xander, “it should be relatively easy to break in through the skylight and pick them off, one by one.”


Each of the Scoobies exchanged questioning glances between themselves, and Willow amended her statement. “If everything goes according to plan, that is. So ... um .... are we going to do this?”


“You tell us, Will,” responded Buffy. “This whole plan hangs on you and Tara being able to put us all on the roof. Are you guys ready?”


Darting her eyes towards her lady love, Willow found Tara gnawing nervously on her lower lip, and the redhead bumped her hip against Tara's. “Tara? Baby? Are you ready for this?”


Sucking in a deep breath, Tara exhaled slowly before nodding and holding out her hand to accept Willow's. Hand in hand, the witches made their way to the edge of the roof, where they halted and shared an apprehensive gaze. What they were about to attempt wasn't as simple as levitating a rose, and the prospect of taking everyone's lives in their hands wasn't conducive to a calm stomach.


“We can do this,” stated Willow in a less than firm voice. “We can ... right?”


“We can,” Tara confirmed, but she didn't sound like she was any more certain of that fact than Willow was.


“So ...” Willow's voice trailed off weakly.


“So ...” echoed Tara, compulsively smoothing her skirt across her knees with her free hand. “We should probably get started, right?” She chanced a glance over her shoulder at the rest of their friends, a crooked smile quirked one corner of her lips. “Before the mob gets restless.”


Her comment had the desired response on Willow. “Well the mob can just sit back and wait until we're ready, can't they!” grumbled the redhead.


“We are ready,” Tara stated quietly, and the confidence that had been missing earlier was now present in her voice. She communicated that sudden, inexplicable certainty with nothing more complicated than a simple squeeze of Willow's hand.


“I guess we are,” whispered Willow, sounding as if she was mildly amazed by the realization. “No time like the present, right?”


Nodding, Tara closed her eyes, knowing that Willow would be doing likewise. The spell they intended to cast was complicated enough that restricting visual stimuli was an important step in reaching the requisite state of mind. Once both women's eyes were shut, they began to still their thoughts until their minds were suitably blank. Tara imagined both of their minds as streams, running into a pond, the surface still and serene, with hidden depths hidden beneath that peace.


The lovers' minds slowly intermingled, like raindrops in the ocean, until neither woman could tell where they ended and the other began. With that same sense of oneness, even Willow and Tara's breathing and heartbeats began to synchronize.


Two sets of eyes snapped open as one, their free hands raising to point at the opposite roof that was their objective. Magic, pure and strong surged through through them. Where Willow once might have tried to suborn that flow of magic by force of will alone, to force it to obey her demands, their partnership employed a different and more organic method.


Together, they didn't force the magic, nor did they beg or cajole it. They surrendered, and in that surrender, impressed their desires upon the magic itself. Words of Latin spilled over their lips in perfect chorus, like wine sloshing over the lip of an overflowing goblet, providing a focus for the magic that now wanted to do their will.


The air in a straight line between the two roofs shimmered as it hardened, the molecules of the air binding together in obedience to the magic the witches wielded. The bridge signaled its completion with an audible pop, and Tara turned to the remaining Scoobies, waving them onwards.


No-one moved.


“Tara? Will?” Xander's voice was hesitant. “I don't mean to second guess you ... but are you guys actually going to do anything? Or are we just hanging in the wind here?”


Tara blinked. “Are we ... we have! It's done! Look ...” Turning to gesture at their bridge, the blonde witch faltered. “Okay, so it's invisible, but it is there.”


“Ah, no offense Tara, but before I step out on what appears to be thin air, are you certain?”


It was Willow's turn to turn around now, her forehead beaded with perspiration. “Xander it's there, I promise! Now go!” she barked, her voice stretched by strain. “This isn't very easy to maintain.”


Xander bobbed his head nervously, and shared a wary glance with Buffy. “The most expendable one first, I guess ...” muttered Xander. Taking a deep breath, he bounded up onto the ledge rimming the roof and shared a final look with Willow.


“One small step for a Scooby ...” Squeezing his eyes closed, Xander stepped out into empty space. When he wasn't immediately assailed by the sensation of plunging to his doom, Xander cracked one eye open. Glancing down proved to be an unwise decision, so Xander fixed his eyes frontwards and shuffled a few more steps forward.


Once Xander was satisfied he wasn't going to fall, he turned around with a broad grin and stamped his foot against the invisible bridge on which he stood. “One giant leap for all Scooby-kind! Safe as houses!” he proclaimed, his voice covering the sound of a small grunt from both of the witches.


“Xander ... please ... don't do that ... again,” Willow gasped. “And hurry!”


Wincing apologetically, Xander scurried across the bridge as fast as he could bring himself to move, the remaining Scoobies swiftly following suit. Willow and Tara were the last to cross, shuffling across hand in hand. As soon as their footing was secure on the opposite roof, the witches released each other's hands and the bridge popped out of existence once more.


Willow and Tara sagged against one another in exhaustion, and Giles approached them with a concerned expression. “Are you both all right?” he inquired. “Are you sure you're both up to this?”


“We're good,” insisted Willow. Her claim might have been more believable if they hadn't looked as if a stiff breeze would blow them both onto their collective asses.


“Just give us a moment to catch our breath,” Tara added, mustering a weak smile with effort. “At least we haven't developed nose bleeds and passed out.”


“Yay us,” Willow chimed in with a smile of her own. “Go Giles. We'll be right behind you.”


Giles regarded them dubiously for a moment, but eventually took them at their word and turned back to where the others were breaking out the assortment of weapons they had brought from the duffel bags they had been concealed in.


A wave of noisome air preceded Lickspittle's arrival as the demon sidled up beside the witches. Tara regarded Lickspittle curiously. “You don't have to come with us you know. This isn't your fight.”


“Aye, mayhaps dat be da case,” admitted Lickspittle with a wry shrug. “Boot Timothy would be mighty vexed if'n anyting happened to ya dat I could'a prevented.”


“Umm ... thanks?” Willow offered uncertainly, and Lickspittle bobbed it's head in enthusiastic acknowledgment. Willow turned to Tara. “Are you ready now, baby?”


Exhaling a deep breath, Tara nodded and forced herself to stand straight, leading the way to the remaining Scoobies on rubbery legs.


“So where's this water reservoir that Giles is going to do this whole blessing song and dance on?” Xander was asking as they rejoined the group.


“Er ... I'd say it's that big reservoir-shaped thingy over there, Xand,” Buffy suggested, pointing to a large cylindrical structure off to one side with the faintest suggestion of a smile on her lips.


“Oh well, sure!” Xander retorted cheerfully. “If you wanna abandon our longstanding refusal to do things logically!”


“If Xander could possibly restrain his blistering wit, mightn't we get on with the business at hand?” grumbled Giles, shifting his grip on the axe tightly clenched in his hands. “Vampires to kill, the world to save and so on? Any of this sounding familiar?”


Xander indicated for Giles to lead the way with an overly elaborate flourish that earned him a weary shake of the Englishman's head. Nonetheless, Giles cautiously lead the closely clustered group towards the reservoir.


They were halfway to their destination when Willow suddenly realized what had been troubling her since they had arrived on the roof of Isiah's lair. “Um ... guys? Where's the skylight?” she asked with a sinking feeling in her stomach. “The skylight we were supposed to break in through ...”


The rest of the Scoobies cast bewildered glances all around the roof, confirming what Willow had already pointed out. There was no trace of the skylight whatsoever, and it was only when the roof creaked alarmingly beneath her feet that Willow realized why.


They were standing on the skylight, disguised somehow and reinforced so that they hadn't plunged through it straight away. Willow's head snapped up as a figure stepped into view from behind the water reservoir. Even as Willow's mouth was opening to shout a warning, she spied some sort of device in the figure's hand.


Willow never got her warning out. Smoothly pivoting on the spot, Buffy brought the crossbow she was cradling into her shoulder and fired. The crossbow bolt punched into the figure's chest a fraction of a second after it pressed a button. As the figure looked down at its chest in shock, Willow began to fear that Buffy might have acted precipitously.


Thankfully, that fear dissolved as the vampire's disgusted exclamation was cut off as it dissolved into a pile of dust. The reprieve did not last long, however.


A series of small explosions shattered the quiet of the night, running in a broad rectangular formation around the startled scoobies, and the floor fell out from under them, drooping them into fire and darkness.


**********


Buffy landed on her feet, nimble as a cat, discarding her spent crossbow in favor of the stake concealed under her leather jacket at the small of her back. The other Scoobies weren't so fortunate in their landings, resulting in a chorus of yelps and muttered exclamations of pain as they crashed to the floor.


A series of spotlights sprang into incandescent life, and Buffy had to raise a hand to keep herself from being blinded on the spot. From every direction around them came a series of unsettling mechanical noises, accompanied by low menacing laughter that made a promise of pain in the near future.


As the spots cleared from Buffy's vision, what she saw sent a shiver up her spine. The room in which they found themselves was impressively large, if relatively barren, with high ceilings. The hole in the roof through which the Scoobies had fallen lay a full ten feet above them, higher than even Buffy could jump. Other than that, there was only one entrance, a large set of wooden double doors.


But it wasn't the room itself that was the source of Buffy's misgivings, but rather who else was in it. Every wall was lined with vampires, all around them. Buffy counted at least fifty, and every last one of them was pointing a gun of some sort at the Slayer and her friends.


“Crap ...” muttered Buffy.


A cultured voice with a British accent that was disturbingly reminiscent of Giles came from behind her, and Buffy spun around, stake at the ready.


“So kind of you to 'drop in' Miss Summers. You've saved me the trouble of hunting you down.”


Buffy glared at the vampire who'd spoken, a tall man with graying sandy hair and a mustache who stood ramrod straight, hands crossed behind his back. “I'm guessing you must be Isiah,” replied Buffy with feigned carelessness. “You know what I really hate?”


Isiah smirked; the expression didn't improve his demonic visage by any degree. “Let me guess. Vampires?”


“Nah,” drawled Buffy. “What I really hate is when people try to steal my shtick. I normally handle the puns in these sort of situations. You? You kinda suck at it.”

Isiah's lips tightened. Apparently he wasn't used to his potential victims treating him with such obvious disdain. “I wouldn't worry if I was you, Slayer. Soon enough, you'll ...”


Buffy cut the vampire off, mid-sentence. “Yeah yeah, I've heard it all before. Don't you guys ever learn some new material?” Looking Isiah up and down, Buffy pointedly raised an eyebrow. “Though I gotta give you this ... I've never fought a vamp in fancy dress before. What's up with the Santa suit?”


Isiah's teeth visibly ground together, but Buffy did have a point. The costume Hawkins wore wasn't exactly one that would blend in on the street. The vampire's outfit began with thigh high black boots, polished to a near mirror image, pulled over creamy white trousers with crisply pressed seams. Completing the ensemble was a blood red jacket with yellow piping and a high, leather collar.


“This is a British uniform, you ignorant colonial!” snapped Isiah angrily. “Does no-one in this century have an appreciation for history?”


“Well, I'll appreciate it when you're history!” Buffy brightly quipped.


“I wonder, will you be as funny when you're dead?” Isiah growled. “Lets find out, shall we?”


There was a second round of mechanical noises as weapons were cocked or safety's were taken off. The rest of the Scoobies tensed in preparation for a swift and painful death, but Buffy continued to project an air of careless nonchalance.


“You're just gonna shoot us? Isn't that kinda ... cowardly?” she asked. “That's hardly gonna you earn much respect from the local demons.”


“Am I supposed to care what those useless fools think of me?” snorted Isiah contemptuously. “The important thing is, you will be dead. A task that none of them has had either the courage or the skill to complete.”


“Yeah, but killing me is only part of the plan, isn't it? You want to take over Sunnydale, don't you?” Buffy calmly stated, as if she wasn't discussing her own demise. “Simply shooting me isn't going to help you in that respect, is it? Any idiot can just shoot someone ... you get rid of me that way, no-one's going to respect your achievement. You'll have to fight every two-bit demon that hits town with a lust for power.”


Stalking forward, Buffy settled into a confrontational pose, hands on her hips, her expression mingling contempt and pity. “But if you beat me fair and square ... -ish,” she continued, “Well ... then you'd have some respect. Then you'd be feared. Then you'd be the vampire who finally took down Buffy Summers.”


Isiah pursed his lips in thought, then sneered. “And I suppose you'd like me to make it a fair fight as well?” scoffed the vampire.


“As if any fight between us could be fair,” Buffy noted mockingly, trying to goad the vampire now that she'd pricked both his pride and honor. “I'd wipe the floor with you!”


“Perhaps,” allowed Isiah with a cruel grin, “Which suggests that I should simply cheat!” This final word was spoken in a shout, and Isiah lunged at Buffy, arms finally coming out from behind his back. But those hands weren't empty.


Buffy found the razor's edge of a saber thrusting straight at her naked throat, and she only barely rolled out of the way. Xander and Giles both tensed to go to her aid, regardless of whether their assistance was needed or wanted, but all of the Scoobies were forced backwards by a plethora of menacing muzzles suddenly focusing on them.


Hefting her stake, Buffy tried to close the distance to her opponent, but Hawkins pressed his attack relentlessly, and the Slayer could only fall back from the saber's lethal edge and greater reach. A desperate parry with her stake left her only weapon hewn in two, but managed to keep her head from suffering the same fate.


Buffy ducked and rolled past Isiah, the vampire's blade passing so close to the back of her skull that it shaved a handful of golden hairs from her head. Seeing his chance, Xander tossed her the broadsword he was holding. Snatching the weapon from midair, Buffy whirled around in time to parry a blow that would otherwise have laid open her ribs to the air. Isiah pulled back, sparks flying as the two blades scrapped together, and Buffy took advantage of the momentary lull to drag blessed air into her aching lungs.


“If her lackeys attempt to interfere again ... shoot one of them in the stomach,” Isiah ordered, cold as ice, and not even breathing hard. “Let them hear their friend suffer the agony of being gut shot.” That done, the vampire smiled at his opponent contemptuously. “Wipe the floor with me, will you?”


Isiah darted forward again, saber flickering out repeatedly with the speed of a striking serpent, probing the Slayer's defenses. Taking a firm grip on her own sword, Buffy attempted to press forwards, hoping to overwhelm Isiah with her greater strength.


But while Buffy was the Slayer, mystically chosen and imbued to hunt and slay vampires, Isiah Hawkins was a veteran of countless battlefields. Even when he'd still been human, Hawkins had been a master swordsman, gifted with near superhuman speed and co-ordination. With the physical prowess of a vampire was added to his already considerable skill and experience, Isiah indeed became a terrible foe.


While Buffy was the stronger, Isiah was the faster, and he knew how to use that speed to his best advantage. Try though she might, Buffy could never pin her opponent down, and was hard-pressed to keep Isiah's remorseless thrusts and slashes from striking home. As it was, she was soon bleeding from several wounds. A quick slash left a hot line of crimson on one thigh. A desperate parry turned a blow that would have severed her arm into a gash against her bicep. An unexpected thrust that had nearly claimed the Slayer's eye instead left a gash on her cheek.


Buffy knew that she couldn't keep this pace up for long; her wounds were sapping her strength with every passing second, and she now doubted she defeat Isiah when it cames to swords. Which means it's time to change the game.


Letting the point of her sword droop slightly, Buffy deliberately began to slow her parries, making her counter-attacks lose their earlier fervor. As she had hoped, Isiah took the bait, hook line and sinker. The vampire began to get cocky, allowing mocking flourishes to creep into his technique where once there had only been brutal killing strokes.


C'mon ... c'mon, give me an opening ...


He gave it to her.


Isiah came in fast, saber tip low and to one side, angling to come around her guard and punch deep into her ribs, and Buffy pretended not to see it coming. Until the last moment, when she neatly sidestepped Isiah's blade and stepped inside the vampire's own defenses. With her free hand, Buffy captured the wrist of Isiah's sword arm as she hammered her fist, her own sword still clenched tightly within it, into Isiah's jaw.


The vampire tried to stagger backwards, but Buffy refused to relinquish her grip. She slammed a knee into Isiah's sword arm with all her might and heard something snap within, that deadly saber falling from suddenly nerveless fingers. Spinning, Buffy repeatedly hammered her elbow into Hawkins' ribs, before reversing her blade and ramming in back into Isiah's abdomen.


Buffy let go of her sword, leaving it embedded in Isiah's torso to spun again, punching, kicking, mercilessly raining blows down on her enemy. She broke ribs, pulped teeth against fangs, repeatedly broke a nose. Finally, Buffy grabbed the hilt of her sword and kicked Isiah clean off the blade to lie limply on the floor.


Raising her sword above her head, Buffy moved in for the kill, determined to finally put an end to this, to keep her family safe from this vampire who had tried to strip them from her.


Instead, she was driven backwards by the jabbing muzzles of several rifles, some of which were tipped with wicked looking bayonets, herding her backwards towards her friends, who had been watching the entire duel with alternating hope and dread.


Buffy spat as she watched Isiah struggle to his knees. “Coward.”


Isiah simply smiled and shrugged. “Demon,” he pointed out, and waved gingerly. “Are you surprised that I cheat? Kill them all.”


It was Buffy's turn to tense, and even as she did so she was uncertain whether it was to make one final charge for Isiah, or to throw herself between her friends and the vampires' bullets. She never go the chance to decide before every gun in the room belched smoke and fire, spitting metal death at the Scoobies.


Death which never arrived.


Buffy stared blankly, uncomprehendingly, as each and every jerked to a halt, flattening themselves against an invisible wall that seemed to have suddenly surrounded the Scoobies. Did I just wake up in the Matrix?


Looking over her shoulder, Buffy grinned appreciatively at Willow and Tara. “Next time? I'd appreciate a little warning that I'm not about to get shot to pieces, 'kay?”


“Huh?” blurted Willow. “We ... I ... did we?” This last was asked of Tara, who looked just as startled as her lover.


“Buffy, we didn't do this ...” Tara confirmed.


Buffy blinked slowly as she processed that information. “Then who ...”


The brutal roar of an explosion made everyone present flinch as the double doors that were the room's only exit exploded outwards, the wood shattering into a rain of wooden shrapnel that dusted at least seven vampires in an instant, and left another five crippled and swearing.


As smoke billowed from the scene of the destruction, and small fires licked at the remnant of the doors, a flood of small creatures scurried into the room. Each was no taller than a foot; fleshy pods like a massive eyeball supported on four spider-like legs of naked bone that tapped and rapped against a naked concrete floor. A swarm of glowing specks of light gusted in from outside though the open skylight, buzzing and circling around the room's edges, uncaring of the vampires who swatted at them like gnats.


Finally, came these creatures' master, a dark slender form that emerged from the pall of smoke and fire like a demon erupting from the depths of hell. Mismatched eyes swept the room, measuring each occupant in an instant.


A harsh, rasping voice spoke. “Roses are red, violets are blue, I do believe ... violence is about to ensue ...” whispered Nameless, grinning like a skull.


To be continued ...
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby viximon » Sun Sep 03, 2006 1:49 am

Hello there Paul.
I'm back! (he hehe, That's sounds soo like a bigbad phrase)
I was in worktrip (trips more likely) from here to there and back and again. Now I'm home after a month and the work just hasn't stopped (but isn't so much as in August).

I'm happy for the update, sadly you left the fun to next chapter and now I have to wait (pout).

Hope all is going well in your life and I can read next update soon.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby mole » Sun Sep 03, 2006 5:41 am

Great update, as always, Paul.

So many true-to-character moments: Willow's inadvertant spicy talk and subsequent babble was hilarious. Dawn's fear for her sister's life masked in a pout about being left behind. Xander's innate courage (yes, I'm saying something nice about Xander) disguised as self-deprication.

But what I was most impressed with was Buffy's determination to protect her family, even after the best laid plan literally fell through. She used her head and appealled to Hawkin's ego to level the odds in an overwhelmingly lop-sided fight. And, had Hawkin's been an honorable sort instead of a power-hungry demon, her tactics would have led her to victory. Buffy was never my favorite character due to her selfishishness and ego. But, ever once in awhile, she was able to rise above the caricature and act the part of the selfless hero. Nicely demonstrated.

A harsh, rasping voice spoke. “Roses are red, violets are blue, I do believe ... violence is about to ensue ...” whispered Nameless, grinning like a skull.


Nice entrance! Hmm....is there anything terribly wrong with cheering for the "villian" in this tale?

The next update promises to be a doosey! Looking forward to it.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby db » Sun Sep 03, 2006 11:46 am

Weeee.

Buffy did kick some ass!!

.... and cool magic bridge trick!

But I am worried about what happens next. I mean I know Namless is gunna kick Isaiah's ass, but I don't get why Buffy was blaming Tara and I am worried that the scoobies are in danger - plus pregnant Willow.

Great update Paul!

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby WillowRulez » Sun Sep 03, 2006 4:48 pm

You can always count on Nameless to jump in hm? Cool.
Loved the mojo WT worked but I seriously dont get why Buffy / Tara let Willow come along. Sure, they need her but what about the baby?
Her own cheeks beginning to burn, Willow panicked and resorted to her stock standard response. She babbled. “Um ... get into a secured website I mean ... cuz Tara's like my good luck charm ... not that I rub her or anything, well okay I do, but not in public, I just meant that she brings me luck ... not that I'm talking about getting lucky! No! But I am, lucky I mean ... and ... and ... there were no sexual overtones to anything I just said, okay?”
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby Lonewolf22 » Sun Sep 03, 2006 11:54 pm

Darth Pacula: Great update, I absolutely loved Willow's babble about there not being any sexual overtones about what she said and then Anya being Anya saying only what she can say is just SOOOOOOO FUNNY. I liked Willow's plan and I liked how she and Tara found the confidence to do it and not having any doubts, very cool. I also loved how Buffy stood up to Hawkins and basically just called him a what he is a COWARDLY BITCH. I was a little worried for a second but I knew Buffy could handle her own. What is Nameless going to do now that he found Hawkins' lair? I can't wait to read more.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby DaddyCatALSO » Wed Sep 06, 2006 8:58 am

Hmm, I hate to say this (since nick-of-time coinicdences normaly bug me) but I *liked* that ending. Set monsters to cathc mosnters, I always say.
Not to nitpick (it's only my favorite sport) but the adjective "collective" should normally be followed by a singular noun. (actually, in high school I used to say "Up your collective" soemtimes. Seriously)

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Like the description of the swordfight;I know form experince they'rre hard to write convincingly, which you accomplished.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby Useful_Oxymoron » Mon Sep 18, 2006 2:52 pm

Hey, Paul,

About time I got around to commenting on the latest At Any Cost. Well, better late than never, I suppose. Sorry about being late.

Funny how Willow wants a rabbit's foot. Why do people think a rabbit's foot is lucky, btw? It obviously didn't bring much luck to the rabbit running around on three feet now. :)

Suddenly-public-spicey-talk. Unfortunate for them... hilarious for us. :kdevil

Xander might be right about the kevlar vests. It's handy to have those around, since they also work quite well against stab-wounds. They're supposed to be a lot bulkier in RL than they are in hte movies, though.

Which, I must point out, is not terribly fair


I say, the vamps finally got smart. It's about time, really. :kdevil

Clever idea with the water reservoir, though. Next time, we'll need heavily armed vamps in scuba-suits. :)

“You're just gonna shoot us? Isn't that kinda ... cowardly?” she asked. “That's hardly gonna you earn much respect from the local demons.”


This is the point where a smarter vamp would have shot her. :kdevil

Lovely bits of sword-driven violence, here. Action-packed scene, which I greatly enjoyed... nasty cliffhanger too. Hurry up with the next part, mate! :D
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby Darth Pacula » Mon Oct 16, 2006 5:51 am

G'day all you lovely kitten type people!

First off, once again I am sorry that this took so long to appear. Events just seemed to conspire against me. With any luck, the next update won't take anywhere near as long.

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Viximon – Welcome back mate, though I imagine that you weren't gone any longer than I've just been. Sorry if I made you wait too long. Hopefully you'll think it was worth it.

Cheers!

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Mole – G'day Michelle! In character moments are good, because this is fan fiction after all. If you can't recognize the characters that you're a fan of, well ... then the author's doing something wrong.

As for Buffy, well the best heroes have always been those who are irrevocably flawed, Buffy certainly meets that requirement, but it's nice to paint her in a more heroic light at times.

Is there anything wrong with cheering for the villain? Not at this point, so feel free to cheer all you like. Though if he does something nasty to Willow or Tara, I expect those cheers to turn to boo's poste haste, okay? :p

Thanks for reading, Michelle.

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db – G'day db! Yes, Buffy did kick some ass, though unfortunately it wasn't enough.

Yes, there will be more ass kickage in this next update, though not everything will be one sided and I'm leaning it on a wicked cliffhanger.

but I don't get why Buffy was blaming Tara


Okay, now I'm confused. When was Buffy blaming Tara for anything?

Cheers, Little Boobs! :p

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WillowRulez – G'day WillowRulez! Oh yes, Nameless is jumping in, boots and all, don't you worry about that. Just worry about everything else around him. :devil

Why did Buffy and Tara let Willow come along? Well, would you like to try and stop her, when all her friends were traipsing off into potential danger? Resolve face, remember? :p The baby shouldn't be slowing her down too much either yet.

More soon? Er ... well there's more now, even if it isn't as soon as I would have liked.

Cheers!

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Lonewolf22 – G'day Lonewolf22! :wave Glad you liked it. What's going to happen now that Nameless has been added to the mix? Well trust me, it's gonna get messy.

Cheers!

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DaddyCatALSO – G'day DaddyCatALSO. Ahh, the old nick-of-time coincidence ... yeah, it does get overused a lot, but what the hell, it was dramatic. And I love that variation on the old 'catch a thief' phrase too.

Feel free to nitpick, it doesn't bother me in the least. I know my grammar and so on could use some work. To be honest, half the time I'm not even sure what's the difference between a verb, an adjective and a noun. :p

Cheers!

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Useful_Oxymoron – G'day UO! Don't worry about being late. After all, I think I'm at least a couple of updates behind on Reaper, a fact for which I whole heartedly apologize for.

Rabbits feet ... well, that's just another one of these traditions that don't really seem to make a lot of sense. Why is a rabbits foot supposed to be lucky? Why is a horseshoe or a four-leaf clover? Who the heck knows!

I don't know about the kevlar idea; I seem to remember a Darwin award story about a Russian security guard who got his partner to test if his bullet-proof vest was knife proof. It wasn't.

The water reservoir idea is actually poached. I know of at least two instances where a similar plan was used, one of which was actually an official Buffy novel. But hey, I'm not afraid to borrow a good idea.

Thanks UO!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 3 Sep)

Postby Darth Pacula » Mon Oct 16, 2006 6:08 am

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more. My email address is darthpacula@hotmail.com if you prefer.


Disclaimers: Needless to say, I do not own the Buffyverse, nor those who inhabit it. I only wish I did. Oh, the fun I would have ...


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: PG-13, maybe R at times for a touch of violence.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


Part 37.


Isiah and his vampires stared at Nameless where he stood, statue-still, hands cupped together over his belt buckle. Willow, Tara and the rest of the Scoobies likewise stared, both parties apparently having momentarily left behind their mutual antagonism with the new arrival.


For his part, Nameless seemed to regard them all with a mild and detached humor, as if he were somehow above their 'petty' squabbles. The warlock's garb was more formal than was normal for him; besides his usual long coat, he wore a suit of leather armor replete with various straps, buckles and metal studs. A scabbarded sword belted around his waist and heavy boots completed the outfit. It left him looking a bit like an extremely angry bondage enthusiast.


Cocking his head to one side in the bird-like fashion he seemed so fond of, Nameless clucked his tongue. “It was very rude of you all to start this little party without me,” he abruptly chided. “I imagine my invitation happened to get lost in the mail?”


“Yeah well, you know how it is ... you never left a forwarding address,” Buffy replied drolly. “If we'd know where to send the invitation, we'd have sent you in our place.”


Nameless smiled, pressing his good hand over his heart, and for a change it was an expression untainted by anger or mockery. “You would? That brings a warm feeling to this old black heart of mine.”


“Um ... you're welcome?” ventured Buffy hesitantly, left off balance by Nameless' response.


“Be that as it may, the fact remains that you ...” Nameless indicated all of the scoobies with a single sweeping gesture, “ ... are not supposed to be here. You're supposed to be at home, vegetating in front of the TV or some such, not gallivanting around a vampire den.”


“Excuse me!” growled Isiah, pulling a semiautomatic pistol from the waistband of his nearest flunky and waving it around. “Can we pay attention to the man with the gun!”


“No,” Nameless instantly snapped, without even looking at Hawkins. “Wait your damn turn. How in the name of all that is unholy did you even find this place? I've been searching for it for months, and you just stumble in on it like a pack of idiot savant bloodhounds?”


Towards the back of the group, Lickspittle attempted to shuffle further behind Anya, but moving only made Nameless' attention fall upon the demon all the faster. “Or perhaps you had a little help. To be precise, a little smelly helper. You were supposed to come to me, demon, not put these fools in harm's way.”


“I likes dem better'n you,” Lickspittle sullenly muttered, thrusting its chin pugnaciously in the air.


“Hey!” Isiah bellowed again, his facing turning red with rage where it wasn't already red with his own blood. Cocking his pistol, the vampire aimed it square at Nameless' head. “You ignore me one more time, and I swear, I will put a bullet in your head!”


Nameless rounded on the vampire in a sudden, almost reptilian burst of speed. “Yes, because we've all seen exactly how effective your precious little bullets are. Go ahead, shoot me. See how far you get for your trouble.”


Isiah momentarily ground his teeth together at such visible evidence of Nameless' contempt. Then the vampire smirked and shifted his aim, the yawning muzzles falling square on Willow. “Then perhaps I'll try shooting someone else ...”


The vampire hadn't even finished speaking before Nameless reacted, plucking a metallic, studded sphere from the depths of his coat and hurling it at Isiah. Bouncing off Hawkins' chest, the orb plummeted to the floor with a hollow clang. The upper hemisphere cracked open into quarters, peeling back like the skin of a metal orange.


The vampires around Isiah recoiled, fearful of what they imagined could only be some kind of mystical catastrophe. Even Isiah himself gritted his teeth, half closing his eyes in dread. Willow turned her head away, fully expecting to see something awful, and thus not wanting to see it.


Absolutely nothing happened.


After a few moments of agonized silence, Isiah cautiously opened his eyes and peered down. The orb at his feet appeared completely empty, a hollow metal shell devoid of any malicious capabilities whatsoever.


Isiah snorted in contemptuous delight, and kicked the orb back towards Nameless. The flock of four legged creatures swarming around the warlock's feet scattered to clear a path for it. “Care to have another go? I think your toy might be broken.”


The warlock's face remained locked down, wearing a blank, sullen expression. In an abrupt motion that had the vampires nearest to him flinching, Nameless dramatically swept both arms out to the side.


“Perhaps,” Nameless grunted. “But if you're so determined to shoot someone, why don't you try starting with me!”


Striding forward, arms still outstretched, Nameless dropped to his knees before Isiah, thrusting his head forward. Daring the vampire to shoot. Isiah almost took a step back, momentarily startled by the warlock's apparent self-destructive tendencies. For a moment, Hawkins stared at his foe in disbelief; then he shrugged and obligingly aimed his pistol directly at Nameless' head.


Nameless leaned even further forward, pressing his forehead to the muzzle. There was a kind of dark and desperate desire burning in his one natural eye. “Go ahead. Shoot. Kill me ... if you can.”


“If I can?” Isiah repeated, smirking. He pulled the trigger. And again. And again, before hurling the pistol away in disgust when absolutely nothing happened.


Cocking his head, Nameless grinned manically. “Now whose toy is broken?”


“Will somebody just shoot this bastard!” Isiah bellowed as he lurched backwards, enraged. A plethora of firearms were raised and aimed at the warlock, but when those triggers were pulled there was a likewise lack of firing.


“Oh dearie, dearie me,” Nameless lazily drawled, not even bothering to rise from his knees. “It appears that some inconsiderate soul has broken all of your toys. How unfortunate ... for you.”


Isiah Hawkins was pacing back and forth like a caged tiger now, teeth gritted in frustration. Spinning around, he jabbed a pointed finger accusingly at Nameless, as though he wished that the digit were a lethal weapon. “It doesn't matter! There's still more than enough of us to overwhelm all of you with numbers! Especially since you can't use any spells that are too pyrotechnic for fear of hitting your precious humans.”


Nameless rose to his feet now, wagging his own finger chidingly. “Perhaps the odds are not so much in your favor as you think, leech.”


“What,” Isiah arrogantly scoffed, “You mean your precious little fireflies and those ... whatever the hell they are? We'll squash them like bugs!”


Turning to face the Scoobies, who were watching the bickering between warlock and vampire both silently and nervously, Nameless surprised them with a conspiratorial wink.


“No,” the warlock quietly replied, “It wasn't them I was referring to.” Spinning around, Nameless grinned like a loon and clapped his hands together with a sound like, ironically enough, a gunshot. “What's say we get this party started?”


Nameless' smile went flat and dangerous as he casually moved his hands apart. “Cry havoc ..."


Chaos erupted as a full score of massive figures literally burst into the room, crashing through walls and the floor, even leaping down through the same hole in the roof that the scoobies had fallen through.


These new arrivals varied in size, though none was under six and a half feet tall, but other than that they were virtually identical in appearance. Heavy featured, they looked as if they were carved from stone, crude neckless approximations of the human form with vestigial features that were little more than a pair of slash-like eyes.


They were armed too, with weapons built into their very limbs; a heavy chopping blade running parallel to one forearm, a thick stake jutting from the back of the other hand. These were weapons specifically designed for combating vampires, and they were used with brutal, if ponderous, abandon. The blades severed limbs and heads, shattered bones. The stakes were used as spears, physically hoisting struggling vampires into the air, or thrust into chests, literally destroying the entire heart.


Within an instant, the entire room dissolved into a swirling, chaotic melee.


**********


Willow yelped as something large and menacing exploded through the wall in a shower of plaster and brick right beside her. She lurched sideways, tripping, and would have fallen if Tara hadn't awkwardly caught her.


The sounds of violence came from every direction, and Willow could hear Xander, Anya and Giles struggling behind her. But she couldn't take her eyes off the hulking figure as it ponderously turned towards them, revealing eyes that blazed like windows into the inside of a volcano.


It's some kind of golem ...


Stepping between her friends and the golem, Buffy hammered a punch at the creature's chin, with no more effect than making herself wince in pain. With the grinding sound of stone against stone, the golem looked down at the petite blonde who had attacked it, and gently but firmly shoved her out of the way.


It then belied that seeming gentleness by rounding on a charging vampire, the golem's bladed arm swinging out and down to savagely hack the vampire in half diagonally from shoulder to hip. Willow would have gagged at the gruesome sight, but there was no time for such a reaction. Two more vampires leapt upon the golem, one grappling its tree trunk legs while the other jumped up on its back.


Even if Willow had felt inclined to worry about the safety of what basically amounted to an animated statue, the fact that still more vampires were charging at Tara and herself would have prevented it.


Willow could only stare, frozen in shock at the abrupt explosion of violence. She couldn't even move to act in her own defense, and from the force with which Tara gripped her shoulders, Willow's partner shared a similar affliction.


Then Buffy was suddenly there again, a veritable whirlwind of kicks and punches in the middle of the charging vampires, sword weaving an intricate pattern that cut a swathe through her foes, and Willow could move again.


**********


Nameless unsheathed the broadsword at his waist and swung it in an arc that clove a vampire's head in two in a single motion. Though a grevious wound, it normally wouldn't prove fatal to a vampire. There was however the fact that the warlock's blade had ignited as it had been drawn from its scabbard, and the flames wreathing it quickly set the vampire alight.


Kicking the twitching and squealing vampire off his blade before the fire had spread sufficiently to destroy it, Nameless darted sideways, avoiding another vampire attempting to tackle him from behind. The warlock spun like a dervish and that flaming sword darted out to stab the vampire in the back.


The vampire's flesh ignited like bone-dry kindling, and for a handful of seconds it scrambled about madly on all fours, but Nameless had already cast his victim from his mind. Instead, the warlock was seeking his main prey. He wanted Isiah Hawkins.


Instead, Nameless had to settle for a third vampire tossed at him by the random currents of the swirling fracas, who aimed a bayonet thrust directly at his face.


**********


Xander's heart was pounding fit to burst, yet his mind felt strangely blank as he flailed enthusiastically at the surrounding vampires with his axe. Normally in a situation like this, Xander's mind was usually racing as fast as his heartbeat, generally with thoughts along the line of 'please don't let me die'.


Xander had never let those fears stop him before. In point of fact, he had made it a point of pride to carry on regardless of whatever fears plagued him at any given time. But this time, his usual fear seemed slow to arrive. Which was ironic, considering that this was one of the worst situations he'd found himself in since he'd taken up with Buffy.


A vampire got cocky, encouraged by a perceived opening left by Xander's last swing, and lunged forward just in time to catch the edge of Xander's axe in his neck. Xander crowed in triumph as the head went flying, a choice he regretted when he accidentally sucked in a mouthful of vampire dust.


Spluttering, Xander didn't have long to celebrate his victory before yet another vampire was on him.


**********


Nameless, his summoned golems, and the Scoobies weren't the only threats Isiah's vampires had to face. The sprites that had entered with the warlock had undergone a metamorphosis, tripling in size and exponentially growing in luminescence at the same time.


Buzzing around the roof like a flock of buzzards circling their prey, the sprites seemed nothing more than observers to begin with. Then, one by one, they began to dart down into the chaotic crowd of humans, vampires and golems.


Darting to and fro like deranged fireflies, the sprites hurled themselves at any vampire that presented a likely target. Some were inevitably swatted out of the air, proving to be less than resistant to damage. But those that made contact certainly made an impression.


Each impact set off a reaction not unlike the ignition of a flare; with a burst of sparks and a gout of flame both sprite and its target were consumed in the resulting inferno.


While the sprites attacked from above, Nameless' other constructs struck from below. Skittering about on their spider-like legs of bone, they would claw their way up their target's legs until they reached chest height. Once that was attained, they would rear back and spasm, a long stinger emerging from a puckered orifice on the bottom of the creatures' fleshy orb-shaped bodies, before thrusting the stinger into the first available target.


Whatever toxin Nameless had created these creatures with, it proved to be virulently effective on vampires. Each stung vampire's reaction was virtually instantaneous; while Nameless' creature would pulse, ironically as if it were a giant-sized mosquito sucking blood from its victim, that selfsame victim would spasm as if being electrocuted.


Twitching, seizing, the vampire would begin a process of rapid mummification, as if its attacker was draining not just the vampire's blood, but all of its bodily fluids as well. By the time the creature withdrew its stinger, each victim looked like a body several years dead, and the vampire would frequently break down into dust as it hit the floor.


And the vampire's killer would scuttle its way to the its next victim.


**********


Isiah hurled himself to the floor as a sprite darted at his head, hurling epithets after it as the sprite overshot him in its haste and instead collided with with one of his minions. The rapid tap-tap-tap of sharpened bone tips against the concrete floor warned Isiah of the approach of one of Nameless' creepers, and he rolled, kicking out.


The creeper darted backwards, narrowly avoiding the kick aimed at it, and scuttled forwards again, determinedly stalking its prey. Isiah scrabbled backwards on hands and feet, awkward from the broken arm Buffy had earlier inflicted, lashing out with desperate kicks every now and then in an attempt to keep the creeper off him.


The vampire's blindly groping hand stumbled onto a slender, sharp-edged metallic object, and even as he gashed his fingertips, Isiah knew it was a sword blade. Another seconds worth of groping put the hilt into his waiting hand.


Letting the frequency of his kicks die down as if he were growing tired, Isiah let the creeper scuttle closer before lashing out. The sword caught the creeper unawares and bit deeply, tearing a gash that leaked a yellow-ish ichor. The force of the blow sent it rolling sideways, deflating pathetically like a punctured football.


Levering himself to his feet, Isiah quashed the feeling of triumph and stole a free moment to take the measure of the chaotic fracas. Thus far, the vampires had taken the short end of the stick, overwhelmed by the sheer ferocity with which Nameless and his minions had struck.


Not a one of the warlock's golems had fallen; nor had any of the scoobies, Nameless himself, or the Slayer. But Isiah was certain that there were enough of his vampires left to rectify that. Then one of the golems was lurching towards him, bowling over vampires to other side with scything sweeps of its massive arms, and Isiah had bigger fish to fry. Namely keeping his head atop his shoulders.


**********


Willow was panicking, and she was utterly terrified. She'd been in dangerous situations before; indeed, she'd probably been in deadlier peril in the past. But somehow this seemed worse, more out of control than any fight in which she'd found herself since becoming Buffy's friend.


Paradoxically, Tara's presence seemed to simultaneously make things both worse and better. Better because ... well, Tara's presence always seemed to do so, and Willow knew that Tara would never let anything happen to her. But on the flip side of the coin, Tara being here could equally lead to Tara being hurt, and Willow couldn't bear that idea.


Then there was the fact that Willow was no longer responsible solely for her own life, but also for that of her unborn child. She was ashamed to admit it, but Willow hadn't even considered the risks of placing herself into a situation such as the one in which she now found herself.


How could I do this? How could I put my own child in harms way without even thinking of it! I'm going to be a terrible mother! I ...


Willow's internal bout of self-censorship was derailed with an audible yelp as a vampire took a swipe at her face. Instinctively, Willow tried to leap backwards, which proved to be a less than wise move, considering that she was currently standing back to back with Tara. The sudden collision sent them both staggering, as the vampire responsible was inadvertently carried away by an errant swirl of battle.


Great! Now I'm freaking so much about being a negligent parent that I'm going to get us both killed!


Her aggrieved thought seemed almost prophetic as another pair of vampires pounced on them from different directions, taking advantage of their unbalanced state and knocking the lovers apart. Willow heard Tara call her name in a heart wrenching tone as her partner was torn from her sight, and Willow cried out likewise.


Willow landed heavily, driving the breath from her lungs, the vampire straddling her with a triumphant smirk. Though she felt the desire to punch the vampire in the nose in an attempt to wipe that smirk off his face, Willow instead found her hands protectively covering her stomach.


The thought of magic skittered across the surface of Willow's mind, but trying to harness her abilities proved as easy to do as grabbing mist. She was too scared, too shocked to properly focus her mind, and being assailed by a bad case of blood breath wasn't helping in the least.


“I'm gonna eat you all up, pretty little thing,” promised the vampire, baring a set of yellowed fangs that didn't look like they'd made the acquaintance of a toothbrush in decades. Mouth gaping open, the vamp lunged for Willow's neck.


A bone claw caught the vampire's face in the nick of time, fish-hooking his cheek and bodily hauling him off Willow. Nameless shoved the vampire backwards, taking his opponents nearest arm with one quick slash. The backhand of that blow disemboweled the vampire, and Nameless spun around, leaving the resulting flames to finish his opponent.


Yanking Willow to her feet, the warlock pulled her in close until they were eye to eye, before poking her abruptly on the forehead with a pointed index finger. “Is anything going on in there?” he demanded acidically. “What was the plan, play dead and hope for the best? Why don't you try fighting, damn it all!”


Willow's eyes narrowed and went flat, and without thinking she drew back her fist and punched the warlock fair in the nose. Blinking more in surprise than pain, Nameless staggered backwards, and Willow felt her stomach sink as she realized what she'd done, and more importantly, what it could mean.


But against her expectations, Nameless didn't erupt into a murderous frenzy. Instead, he simply laughed, and said, “That's a good start!”


Before Willow could make an incredulous reply, she lost sight of the warlock as four vampires piled on top of Nameless from behind in a savage tackle, sending his flaming sword skittering across the floor.


**********


Tara fell on her side, pinning her left hand beneath the weight of her own body. She felt her vampiric attackers breath rustle her hair, a pointed reminder of how much trouble she still remained in. While she imagined that her love might wonder why a vampire's breath would be warm, let alone why they would be breathing in the first place, but Tara was more concerned with staying alive.


Unfortunately, she was just as shell shocked as Willow was, and equally unable to sufficiently focus her mind to work magic. And with one arm pinned beneath her, Tara's options were regrettably limited.


The vampire inadvertently assisted Tara by grabbing her by the shoulder and rolling her over, albeit roughly, freeing her trapped hand. Just as abruptly, the vampire regretted it as Tara stabbed the stake held in that same hand into his chest.


Tara clamped her eyes shut to keep the dust out of her eyes, and thus missed the look of utter disgust on the vamp's face as it exploded into a shower of dust.


“Tara!” Willow's voice was frantic, and blessedly close. “Baby, are you okay?”


Opening her eyes, Tara found Willow hovering protectively over her, trying to glare in every direction at once, as if that alone was responsible for the pocket of relative peace around them. For her part, Tara figured that might have more to do with the trio of golems forming a rough perimeter around them.


“I'm okay,” Tara responded, accepting Willow's assistance to rise, eying their self-appointed bodyguards warily. While she desperately appreciated the breathing space the golems were affording them, Tara didn't trust their master, and by extension, the golems themselves.


Tara's first instinct was to wrap Willow in a tight embrace; given that they were in the middle of a pitched battle against the undead, Tara didn't think that was the best idea, so she settled for a hurried but in depth visual check that her lover was whole and healthy.


Once that was done, Tara turned her attention to the rest of the battle, trying to ascertain the wellbeing of their friends. What she found didn't fill her with hope. Even with the assistance of Nameless and his helpers, she estimated that there were too many vampires for the scoobies to escape without casualty. Tara estimated that there were actually more vampires here now than when they had first fallen in, though she'd been too busy trying to survive to notice when the vamps reinforcements had arrived.


Tara reached a distasteful conclusion. “We can't keep this up.”


**********


Maria slipped around the edges of the room with a predatory grace, the stiletto held in each of her hands bouncing up and down as if in anticipation. A native of the high and wild hills of Spain, Maria had been a brutal and merciless killer even before Isiah had turned her, complements of the French invaders who had repeatedly beaten and raped her.


The addition of vampirism to a personality that had already been brutalized to the point of becoming a monster had resulted in Maria being an unusually vicious specimen of a species known for its cruelty. And right now, Maria had her eye firmly fixed on her next victim.


Thus far, Maria had been content to remain on the edges of the combat, observing the movements of her chosen prey. Whenever she'd encountered one of Nameless' golems, or one of his other constructs, Maria had simply slipped away, either melting back into the chaotic melee, or throwing one of her fellow vampires at whatever threatened her as a distraction.


Isiah's paramour was biding her time, waiting for the opportune moment to strike, happy to let the humans and Nameless' constructs winnow the weak from the vampires ranks. And now that moment was upon her.


Maria darted forwards, slipping through a sudden gap in the crowd as her chosen target momentarily presented their back to her. As she drew close to the tousled-headed brunette human, Maria drew back her stiletto's, aiming for the hapless young man's liver.


**********


The first inkling Xander received that anything was wrong was when Anya spun to face him with an alarmed expression. A similar expression sprang onto Xander's own face as, without a word, Anya yanked up her crossbow and aimed it directly at his head. He yelped as Anya fired, the bolt flashing past uncomfortably close to his cheek.


A feminine shriek of pain spun him around to confront a female vampire, olive-skinned, dark haired and visibly irate about the crossbow bolt jutting from her cheek. Spitting both blood and heated words in a language Xander didn't understand, the vampire dropped one of her two long, thin daggers to clutch at her face. The other dagger was raised, with the apparent intent of introducing it to the first available portion of Xander's anatomy.


Xander didn't think much of that idea, so he offered his own incentive to dissuade his vampiric attacker, in the form of swinging his axe at her. It proved less successful than he'd hoped; abandoning her cheek, the vampire caught the shaft of his axe mid-swing and stopping it dead. With a hateful snarl, Maria wrenched the axe cleanly out of Xander's hands and tossed it away.


“Umm ... crap?” Xander ventured weakly.


“Xander! Don't you dare die!” Anya shouted from somewhere behind him as she attempted to foist off another pair of vampires.


“Yeah, I'd never have thought of that ...” Xander muttered to himself as he backpedaled. “Got any suggestions on how to avoid that, Ahn?”


Anya's only response was to charge forward, swinging her crossbow like a club rather than try to reload it with the one remaining bolt clipped to the body of the weapon. Maria snatched this weapon away too, and kicked the former vengeance demon in the stomach, sending Anya tottering backwards. Xander bellowed in instinctual rage, bunching his fists and lunging forward before he remembered he was unarmed and utterly outclassed. That realization made him stagger to halt.


The vampire followed Xander's every move as he tried to back away once more, drawing her weapon back to strike, and Xander cringed, readying himself for a final suicidal charge.


A massive hand clamped onto Maria's wrist before either human or vampire could make their final move, and both Xander and Maria turned their heads to see one on Nameless' golems. With no apparent effort, the golem flexed it's arm, yanking Maria off her feet and flinging her through the nearest windows, shutters and all.


“Well ...” commented Xander after several moments of stunned contemplation. “That works.”


**********


The vampire just ahead of Sergeant Bixby was armed with a sledgehammer of all things. Not the first weapon to come to mind when fighting humans, but when it came to fighting creatures made out of what appeared to be stone, it was a godsend.


So when that same vampire was abruptly decapitated by the golem he'd been attempting to attack, Bixby was quick to snag the sledgehammer out of his hand before it turned to dust along with its former wielder.


Turning laboriously, the golem took a swing at Bixby, aiming the wicked blade attached to its forearm to crush Bixby's barrel-like chest. The vampire twisted out of the weapon's path, and jabbed hard at the golem's knee, using the sledgehammer like a spear.


The head of the sledgehammer and rocky knee came together with a heavy crack, and a thin crevice spidered its way up the golem's leg. Bixby growled to himself in satisfaction and threw himself forward into a roll, just avoiding the swipe the golem took at his head.


Coming to his feet, Bixby began a systematic campaign of crippling strikes against the golem, using the sledgehammer to break the golem's knees, elbows and shoulders. Shards of hardened clay flew into the air, and the sharp crack that accompanied each impact became so frequent that they sounded like hail falling on a tin roof.


The golem's mobility was soon impaired, and it was left to flounder awkwardly, swinging ponderously at its attacker. Bixby easily avoided each blow, and for each attempt the golem made to strike him, Bixby responded in kind five times over.


With a final bellowed grunt of effort, Bixby hammered the sledgehammer into the golem's face, shattering the vestigial features and revealing what lay at the creature's core. It was a human corpse, so far along the path of decomposition that the waxy flesh had begun to slough off the bones beneath.


Bixby's lips pursed in distaste at the sight; an ironic reaction, given that he was himself a form of undead. Undeterred by the demolition of its face, the golem made one last attempt to grapple with Bixby, and the vampire pounded his sledgehammer hammer into the golem's face again, crushing the fragile skull like a piece of over-ripe fruit.


The golem slowly collapsed with a sound like a landslide, and Bixby hefted his sledgehammer in triumph. Bixby spun around, intending to find another golem and see if he could destroy it any faster than the one he had just done. Instead, he found himself face to face with a grim-faced Nameless.


Bixby's lips peeled back in a snarl. “Perfect,” he growled ferociously, his massive shoulders swelling impressively. “I'm gonna break you, boy! I'm gonna crack open your head, rip out your innards, I'm gonna grind your bones into ....”


With a bored expression, Nameless darted forward in a blur and kicked Bixby square in the crotch. As the massive vampire's eyes crossed in agony, and Bixby sank to his knees, Nameless tilted his head to one side and leaned in to whisper a casual word of advice.


“You talk too much.”


The warlock's bone claw flashed, and Bixby's head went flying, cleanly severed from his shoulders.


**********


While Bixby might be dead, his victory over one of the golems marked a turning point in the conflict. Ironically enough, now that Nameless and his constructs had winnowed their ranks, the vampires were having an easier time of it.


The golems were too clumsy and slow to catch the nimbler vampires now that they had room to move, and the few sprites and creepers left were proving less successful now that they didn't have as much of a crowd to hide behind.


Bixby's brethren had taken note of the tactics that had led to their late sergeant's victory, and were starting to apply the same principles. Isiah claimed the next golem casualty, stabbing one through the eye with his sword, and it wasn't the last one either.


**********


The scoobies had taken advantage of the lesser number of vampires to rally into a defensive formation, forming a ring so that no direction was undefended. Not a single one of them had been left unmarked by combat.


They were bruised, scrapped, and bloody, most of them so tired and sore that they could barely remain on their feet. Most of the vampires had temporarily suspended their attack on the exhausted scoobies, transferring their attentions to gradually whittling down the golems numbers. A thin picket line of hungry-looking vampires ringed the scoobies to prevent any attempt at escape.


Willow watched the vampires swarm over the nearest golem like enraged ants, dodging the constructs blows where they could, overwhelming it with numbers. A sinking feeling grew in the pit of her stomach as she calculated the odds in her head. There were too many of them.


Darting a look sideways at Buffy, mussed, grim and unusually silent, Willow realized that Buffy knew it as well. Once the vampires were finished with Nameless' constructs, they would swarm over Willow and her friends. There were too many for Buffy to fight alone, and the overflow from what Buffy could handle would bury the rest of the scoobies with sheer numbers alone. And from the looks of things, that time wasn't far off.


Willow's thoughts turned to Nameless; she hadn't seen the warlock since he'd been tackled by those three vampires. Logic told her that he might well be dead, but some other unnamed instinct told her, somehow, that he was still alive out there.


In an ironic twist of fate, Willow found herself hoping that the warlock was still alive. He might be hateful, bitter and twisted, up to goddess-knows-what with meddling with her and Tara's lives ... but he seemed to want to keep them alive. That's a goal I can agree with whole-heartedly right now.


And Nameless was capable of such things, such dark and terrible things, that he might be their best chance to live through this, the best chance of survival for both Willow's child, and her beloved Tara.


A niggling thought had been plaguing Willow for some time now. From what she'd seen, Nameless was capable of much greater destructive potential that what he'd evidenced here today. There had been no lightning, no fireballs, no telekinetic eviscerations. It was as if the warlock were holding back, as if his hands were tied by something.


Willow realized that, ironically enough, Isiah had the truth of the matter. Nameless' hands were tied by their presence, by fear of inadvertently hurting those that he seemed determined to protect. For the time being anyway. Nameless' ultimate goals still remained shrouded in mystery, and Willow couldn't bring herself to trust someone who used such ruthless and ... evil tactics.


“Do we have a plan here guys?” asked Xander, his voice high and rushed despite his exhaustion. “Anything that doesn't involve dying a painful death in the near future would be nice.”


All eyes darted to Buffy, and she shrugged fatalistically. “What are you looking at me for? I'm just here to hit things!”


“Whie dunna we go tru wit da original plan, ey?” asked Lickspittle, and Willow started in surprise. She'd forgotten the little demon was even there, though by the blood spattered on both Lickspittle and its dagger, the demon had been doing its part in the battle. “Set oof da sprinklars?”


“Because all that would get us is wet,” Buffy wearily pointed out. “We didn't get to bless the water in the reservoir, remember? What with all the falling into mortal peril and all.”


“That darn mortal peril,” joked Willow awkwardly. “What is it with us and mortal peril anyway?”


“We're all adrenalin junkies?” Xander suggested, sounding slighter calmer as they slipped into the familiar patterns of banter.


“Well, after this, I think I'm going cold turkey,” Tara added, and Willow reached out and squeezed her lover's hand.


“Will?” Buffy asked, her tone all business. “You and Tara got anything useful in your bag of magic tricks?”


Willow hesitated, quickly scanning her memory for a spell that might prove useful. “We could put up a shield?” She glanced at Tara, taking in the blonde's drawn face and weary posture. “But we couldn't keep it up for long. I'm sorry Buffy, we're just too tired.”


Shaking her head, Buffy took Willow's free hand. “It's not your fault, Will. I'm the one who led us here and ...”


Shield.


Buffy's voice was overridden by another, speaking inside Willow's mind. Her head turned to meet Tara's gaze, and she could read in those beautiful, but bewildered blue eyes that Tara had heard it too.


Shield! Shield now! Do it, you pair of blundering imbeciles!


Willow knew that voice, a voice that crawled, worm-like and uninvited, into the privacy of her own mind. There was a disturbance on the edges of the melee, a swirl of movement that sent vampires flying backwards in all directions. Revealed at its center stood Nameless, beaten and bloody, both arms slicked to the elbows in gore.


Witches and warlock, their eyes met and locked across the room; cobalt blue and emerald green meeting crystalline blue and stygian black.


Please.


Without speaking, without needing too, Willow and Tara acted in concert, raising their linked hands and speaking the words of the spell in concert. As the visible dome of the shield blinked into life, Nameless smiled gratefully, no trace of his usual spite or disdain visible.


Willow tensed as a vampire darted forward from the pack at Nameless' back, aiming an axe at his head. The warlock dropped to his knees, the axe blow swinging harmlessly over his head as he placed his flesh hand flat on the floor.


A ravening pack of vampires surged inwards, sensing triumph was almost within their grasp. Eyes remaining locked with the witches that he so inexplicably tormented and protected, Nameless pulled the small, bone-hilted knife from his hip, held it high, and plunged it down, impaling his own hand to the floor.


The reaction was instantaneous, Nameless' head twisted to stare blindly up at the roof, his mouth snapping open in a silent scream. But what came pouring out of that thin-lipped mouth wasn't any kind of sound. No, it was mist, a geysering font of fog, thick and concealing, almost the hue and consistency of blood, pouring up and out of Nameless as if he were vomiting up every last drop of his own blood.


Willow heard yelps and exclamation of surprise from her friends, cries of alarm and curses from the vampires trapped outside their shield. But she couldn't take her eyes off the warlock, even as his body, abruptly somehow seeming fragile, disappeared from view as the fog filled the entire room.


“What the hell is going on!?” Buffy demanded, dragging Willow's attention away.


“Umm .... plan B?” Willow offered uncertainly.


“Is plan B where we just shut up and hope like heck things turn out our way?”


“Pretty much,” admitted Willow, and Buffy shrugged.


Returning her focus to the world outside, Willow saw that the fog was beginning to slowly recede. The room beyond was slowly revealed to view once more, bit by bit, inch by inch. As the fog pulled back, vague shapes within it began to form, resolving into detail as the fog grew thinner and thinner.


Willow felt sick; nothing had changed in the least. It hadn't worked. Every last one of the vampires present when the fog was conjured was still there, untouched, unharmed, unmoved. It was only after a few moments that Willow realized how eerily accurate that statement was.


Not a one of the vampires had moved, not even an inch. As she studied them closely, Willow could begin to make out details, straining muscles and panicked eyes. They're paralyzed, all of them. Every last one of them!


Finally, her eyes fell upon Nameless, hunched over on the floor where he'd knelt, hand still pinned to the floor by his own knife. The warlock was vomiting for real now, blood and some vile, black, viscous liquid trickling from his lips as racking coughs shook his entire body.


What are you doing to yourself?


**********


Control returned to me, slowly, gradually. I clawed it back from the razor sharp pain that gnawed at my guts, seeking to consume me from the inside out. I wrested it back from the exhaustion that gripped me, that tried to bid me lie down where I lay. It wasn't physical exhaustion; I was long since familiar with that. This was exhaustion of the soul, a soul worn down and frayed from two decades of suffering and atrocity.


Once I was strong enough, I roughly yanked my ritual knife from out of my hand, welcoming the pain that came from such careless treatment, and lurched to feet. I swayed like a drunkard, but stayed standing. Good for me.


I felt a faint tingle on my skin, and knew that the witches had dropped the shield they had raised at my bidding. It was a fortunate thing that they had; I couldn't have shielded them myself and invoked the paralytic curse at the same time. As it was, the expenditure of power had left me disturbingly weakened.


And I wasn't finished just yet.


I heard them moving behind me, these self proclaimed 'scoobies'. They were all alive, for now at least, but if they stayed here that was going to change.


I rounded on them with an energy and ferocity I had to fake. “You should be running away now,” I growled. “Things are about to get messy.”


They stared at me, and I tried to ignore the cautious empathy I saw in Tara's eyes. My own empathic talents were tightly spooled away in the back of my head, compressed into a hard little nugget. I didn't want to feel what any of them was feeling now. That they were alive was enough for me.


“You expect us to just ...” Summers begins, her tone confrontational. My grip on my temper is tenuous at the best of times. This is not the best of times.


Lightning bolts spit from my fingertips, blowing chunks out of the concrete floor at their feet. One incidentally severed a paralyzed vampire's leg at the knee, sending the hapless vampire to the floor like a store manikin. Bonus.


Run! Now!” I snarl, bloody spittle flying from my lips. I fortify my words with magic, pressing down on them with a palpable sense of dread. My head turns murderously to face Isiah, frozen with the rest of his leech brethren. I raised one hand, palm up; a marble-sized ball of churning azure energy blinking into existence. “Things are about to go ... boom.”


Gods be praised, they show a modicum of sense for once. They run. A careless wave sends the last few of my sprites after them. They'll let me know once the scoobies are safely outside the building.


As I limp towards Isiah, the energy ball in my hand swells, growing to the size of a tennis ball. The vampire is rolling his eyes towards me, the muscles in his face twitching as he tries to speak. Lurching to a halt mere inches away, I hold the energy ball up where I'm sure he can see it. It grows again as I do so, now filling my entire hand. A glowing nucleus can be seen at its center, sending coruscating arcs of power out to skip over the orb's inside surface.


“You tried to blow me up, leech,” I noted in a conversational tone. “Allow me to return the favor.”


Isiah managed to force his lips apart, and I have to admit, I was a little bit impressed. “Why ... help ... them?” he managed to grunt.


A perverse desire to confess overtook me, and I leaned in close enough to whisper the truth in his ear. The vampire's eyes widened at my revelation, and I pulled back with a wicked grin.


“Ain't life a stone-cold bitch?”


**********


Tara's heart thundered in her chest as she reeled to a halt, catching hold of streetlight to keep her on her feet. She was hard pressed to think of a time when she had felt more exhausted. When Willow all but crashed into her, exhibiting every sign of a state of equal exhaustion, Tara was only just able to muster the strength to stop her slender girlfriend from bouncing off her.


Xander staggered to a halt beside them, sagging over at the waist and puffing heavily. After a few minutes worth of panting like a dog, he forced himself upright and turned to look across the street at the warehouse they'd just fled at a dead run.


“Is anyone else wondering why we were in such a rush?” he asked breathlessly. “I mean, it's not like anything has happened ...”


Xander's words proved ironically ill-timed, for it was at that exact moment that the warehouse was utterly destroyed. The upper stories exploded, blowing apart in a geyser of flame and shrapnel that was unnaturally silent. Tara recoiled, shoving Willow behind her by blind instinct.


Her precaution proved unnecessary, for the flames didn't expand out like any nature fire would; instead they were sucked back inwards, like water swirling down a drain. The remains of the building infrastructure followed, wrenching inwards, concrete, brick and steel twisting as though in the grip of some inconceivably powerful suction.


In the very center of the explosion, a shape could be made out, a circular void. Dark, empty and hungry, it was a gaping wound in reality, a mouth consuming everything around it. Quicker than Tara could believe, the entire top half of the building was gone, and the hole was only growing bigger, as though it was being strengthened by what it consumed.


Tara found herself shifting backwards, pushing Willow before her, some primitive instinct screaming for her to run and hide. She could only watch as the void consumed the lower half of the building, tearing up girders, walls and floors with destructive abandon.


When the last brick was sucked in, as abruptly as it appeared, the void vanished. Where the warehouse had once stood, there was an empty patch of disturbed earth, stripped of every size that a building had ever been there. Stripped, that is, except for a dark and slender figure, head bowed and shoulders hunched.


Nameless.


Xander exhaled nervously, and the other scoobies flinched at the sound. “So, Nameless has the magical black hole equivalent of a nuke ....” he drawled. “We are so screwed.”


**********


Maria stared in fury at the empty area where Isiah's lair had once stood, hunched over behind the cover of a beaten-up sedan. The vampire was favoring her right leg, visibly broken, but otherwise she seemed remarkedly unharmed. In her hands, she still held the crossbow she'd taken away from Anya, loaded now with the single remaining crossbow bolt.


And Maria meant to use it to gain her vengeance. Bringing the weapon's stock into her shoulder, Maria sighted down the crossbow and aimed at her target.


**********


Nameless limped slowly towards them, and Tara sensed the other scoobies spreading out on either side, uncertain if the danger was momentarily past, or if the real fight was about to start. Willow likewise tried to take her place, but kept her back with one hand. Darting a look backwards, Tara shook her head no.


I shouldn't have let her come here in the first place. She's pregnant! What was I thinking!


The redhead looked as if she were about to argue, but Tara narrowed her eyes stubbornly, and Willow subsided with ill grace, retreating a few steps to pout in private.


Resisting the urge to smile at how cute Willow was when she pouted, Tara turned back around just in time to see Nameless head flinch to one side as a blur flicked past his neck, whipping his long, greasy black hair in passing.


The warlock spun around, spotting the crouching female vampire hiding behind a parked sedan at the same time as Tara did. The difference lay in their reactions. As Tara cried out in alarm and pointed, Nameless took a more proactive approach. He threw a fireball that punched through the side of the car like a knife through paper, igniting the fuel tank and obliterating both car and vampire in a fiery explosion.


Nameless spun back around as Tara gaped at the blazing wreck. The warlock froze, his mutilated face twisting as if in the grip of some vast and terrible agony, and he hurled back his head and screamed. The sound that issued forth from Nameless' ruined throat was like nothing that should ever issue forth from a living voice. The fell sound sent the scoobies to their knees, hands clamped to their ears in pain, and every piece of glass in the area shattered, fragments of broken glass raining down on Tara's shoulders.


Flinging both hands out to the side, Nameless blindly hurled lightning, one bolt setting the side of a building alight, and the other blew up another car, sending the flaming wreck skyward in a display of pyrotechnic display.


Nameless jerked his head back down, cutting off his scream with a savage snap of his teeth. Eyes bulging, he stared blankly in Tara's direction for a few disconcerting moments before swirling around and vanishing into the night.


Xander exhaled a shuddering breath of relief. “Geez ... what a drama queen,” he quipped.


Gripped by a sudden dark suspicion, Tara turned her head and found what had provoked such a reaction, and the sight made her heart falter and twist in pain. Willow Rosenberg, the love of her life, lay flat on her back, unmoving, a crossbow bolt protruding from her slender body.


To be continued ...
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby Roger Doger » Mon Oct 16, 2006 6:32 pm

Nooooooo!!!!!!

Dammit, Paul, you're not going to leave us hanging are you?

I check the board every few days, looking for updates to your exellent story, and now I find a cliff-hanger. Arg! I hope you're in the writing mood.

I also hope Willow's okay, but if she isn't, what will Tara do? Heck, what will I do?!? I'm about to crawl into this alternate reality and go hunting for a certain wizard just so I can shake the truth out of him. Of course, if I could actually do that, I'd probably end up regretting it. Nameless has a fickle and violent sense of humor.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby Lonewolf22 » Mon Oct 16, 2006 10:52 pm

Darth Pacula: Great update, but I hate the cliffhanger, PLEASE, PLEASE let Willow be OK. I really liked what Nameless did to Hawkins, he totally deserved it, but what did Nameless say to him to get kind of reaction out of him, yet another cliffhanger. Again please let Wilow be OK. I can't wait to read more.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby viximon » Tue Oct 17, 2006 1:04 am

:sheep

Hello Paul!!! Welcome back. It have been a long time now. But yep sure the wait was worth it. Love all the battle and stuff. All the blood and gore. Tension, Cute and little funny moments and all.
And then you leave us with that hell of cliffhanger.
Your evilness sure grow.

Please, don't make us wait too long this time . OK?
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby Darkness » Tue Oct 17, 2006 8:19 am

Hello, Paul.

That was interesting.. and a good reading too. I had my doubts if even Nameless would survive the combat, but he really seems to be unbeatable due to his dark magics and combat abilities. I'll just wait and see what you will do to him, as we have seen, the magics do take their toll, and surely he can't go on forever.

As for the situation where he guards Willow and the Scoobies, well, I finally do have a small clue, but I'll wait until you reveals what you have been hiding, so I can see if I was anywhere near the truth. A great update, by the way. Thanks again.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby db » Wed Oct 18, 2006 5:08 pm

PAUL!!!!!!

You are an evil, evil scoudrel (and also mean).

Willow? Not dead. Nononono. Not. dead. Epic battle, kudos on the details of the fight and the golum and isaac and nameless' unbefreakin' believble powers... but no arrows in Willow, k?

Tim is there... so the baby has to end up ok, ok?

jeez


you totally have to already be working on your next update. I am going to get an ulcer waiting for it.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby Roger Doger » Thu Oct 19, 2006 5:33 pm

I guess Willow is like Schrodinger's Cat right now. You know, both dead and alive.

Not until Paul writes again will we know which she really is (at least in his reality). Of course, I'm :pray for a world with Willow more than one without. The Taraless one Joss left us bites!

So, it brings to mind another question - if Willow falls over in the forrest, will Tara hear her yelp in Sunnydale?

Okay, I'm stretching...
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby WillowRulez » Fri Oct 20, 2006 4:08 pm

See, that's why I mentioned I was surprised that Tara 'let' Willow join the fight. Not because the pregnancy might be slowing her down but because something might happen, resulting into her losing the baby etc.
The fight was really well written. I think I still underestimated Nameless really. And it made me even more curious about his motivation. Cant wait to find out if I am on the right track!!!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby Darth Pacula » Tue Oct 31, 2006 4:42 pm

G'day Kittens. Well, I did better on the time front this time, if not as well as I was hoping. Oh well, c'est la vie. Onto the replies!

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Roger Doger: G'day Roger. I hope the wait wasn't too painful. Of course, this update also ends on something of a cliffhanger, but also on a revelation. I'll be interested in seeing how many people picked it.

Well, I wouldn't say that Willow is okay, per say, since she's got a crossbow bolt in her no matter what way you look at it, but this is the Kitten Board, so you're guaranteed a happy ending for both Willow and Tara. Anyone else? Fair game! :devil

Oh, and 'Waiting not so patiently in Texas'? Makes me think of the radio show in Sleepless in Seattle ... next up, Waiting not so patiently in Texas! :p

Cheers!

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Lonewolf22: G'day Lonewolf22. It never ceases to amaze me how worried people can get. We're on the Kitten Board, so Willow is guaranteed to be okay in the long run. I will take such evidence that you're getting caught up in my story as a complement though.

You might figure out what Nameless told Hawkins to illicit such a reaction by the end of this update.

Cheers!

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viximon: G'day Vix! Yes, the last update took me an unconscionably long time to churn out. This one is marginally better, at closer to two weeks rather than five or six. Hopefully the next update will be the same, or even faster. Who knows?

Ahh, and vague threats. Remember, they're nobody's friend! :p

Cheers!

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Darkness: G'day Darkness. I wouldn't say that Nameless is unbeatable, just that he's going to be a hard nut to crack given his abilities and combat experience. Remember, he's been doing this longer than even Buffy, and in full-on war zones. The magic is taking its toll though, and he's just about reached breaking point.

Thanks mate. Cheers!

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db: G'day Little Boobies! :p Moi? An evil, evil scoundrel who's also mean? Stop, you'll make me blush. :p

No, Willow is not dead, and no, there are no arrows in her .... there's a crossbow bolt. They're two different things. :p

Just so as you know, I typically start on the next update as soon as I post the previous one. It's just a matter of how much time I get to spend writing. I probably only finished this update today because I've been home sick.

Cheers, and good luck with that ulcer! :p

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Roger Doger mk2: All I can say is ... :lmao

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WillowRulez: G'day WillowRulez! Ah, well, that's 20/20 hindsight for you. In retrospect, it might have been better for Willow not to have gone, but if she hadn't, perhaps some of the other scoobies could have died, maybe even Tara. Do you think Willow would ever forgive herself if her absence caused someone else's death?

There's a revelation in this update that might give you some idea of Nameless' motivations, but in the next update, he comes clean! No bullshit!

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 16 Oct)

Postby Darth Pacula » Tue Oct 31, 2006 4:55 pm

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more. My email address is darthpacula@hotmail.com if you prefer.


Disclaimers: Needless to say, I do not own the Buffyverse, nor those who inhabit it. I only wish I did. Oh, the fun I would have ...


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: PG-13, maybe R at times for a touch of violence.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


Part 38.


“Willow?” Tara's voice came out in a strained whisper, disbelieving, as if denial alone could alter reality. She couldn't move, couldn't think, could barely even breathe. All Tara could do was stare, an unending mantra running through her head. Nononononononononono ....


Voices sounded to either side of Tara, thick and distorted like the air had turned to syrup. Time had dilated, seconds seeming to stretch outwards into an eternity of agonizing torture where the only thing she could see was Willow's face slack and still, her beautiful eyes hidden by fluttering eyelids ...


Fluttering eyelids?


Her inertia suddenly broken, time snapping back into place, Tara scrabbled forward, rushing to Willow's side. As her angle of vision changed, Tara saw that the crossbow bolt had caught Willow low in the shoulder, and while having a crossbow bolt stuck in any part of your anatomy wasn't good, it wasn't as bad a wound as Tara had first feared.


“Willow? Sweetie? Please, talk to me!” gasped Tara as she dropped to her knees beside her lover.


Willow's eyes finally managed to flutter open, but her gaze was unfocused and glassy. Her head lolled to one side, and a weak smile curved her lips as she saw Tara beside her.


“Hi ...” Willow's voice was painfully weak and raspy, but when she she saw the unshed tears gleaming in Tara's eyes, she still instinctively tried to reach out and brush them aside. Since she tried to use her injured arm, it wasn't the best idea.


Gasping painfully, Willow let her arm drop the handful of inches she'd managed to raise it, her face going ashen. A shudder ran through her slender frame, chased by a faint whimper. The sound was a dagger in Tara's heart, but she forced herself to smile wanly and dashed her tears away.


“'kay, that wasn't a good idea,” breathed Willow when her jaw unclenched. Her eyes turned to Tara once more, and she easily saw through the blonde's brave expression. “Baby, you okay?”


What ripped through Tara was part sob, part snort of desperate and dark humor. “Am I okay?” she repeated. “You're the own who was shot, sweetie, not me.”


“Oh,” murmured Willow. “Is that what happened?”


“There was a vampire ... she tried to shoot Nameless,” Tara answered, reaching out a tentative hand to brush the fringe of Willow's eyes out of the redhead's eyes.


“And I got hit instead? Yay me.” A sharp hiss of air escaped from between clenched teeth as Willow shifted herself carefully. “Is it bad? You look like it's bad. Is the baby okay?”


Tears threatened again as Tara was pointedly reminded of Willow pregnancy. “I d... don't know, sweetie. You were h.. hit in the s... shoulder, but ... I just d... don't know.”


“Dammit!” Buffy's furious curse was the first reminder that the two lovers weren't here alone, and Tara turned her head in time to see Buffy hurl her cellphone to the ground, where it shattered spectacularly with Slayer-powered assistance. Seeing that she was being observed, Buffy flushed and scowled.


“The damn phone's dead. Is Will ...”


“I'm not dead Buffy, I promise,” croaked Willow. “I would appreciate an ambulance though.”


“That's what I was trying to do!” growled Buffy, pointing accusingly at the ruined remains of her phone. “Xander? Anya? Anyone got a working phone on them?”


Anya clutched protectively at the pocket of her jeans, and eyed Buffy suspiciously. “Why?” she demanded, “Are you planing to kill my phone too?”


The look that Buffy gave Anya fell clearly into the 'what-drugs-are-you-on' camp. “I want to call an ambulance for Willow,” she said sharply, after a few moments of disbelieving silence. “Is that alright with you?” Buffy's voice positively dripped with sarcasm.


“Of course it is!” Anya snapped, sounding offended as she plucked a cell phone out of her jeans pocket. Flipping it open, she paused to glance at Giles. “Does the Watchers Council reimburse telephone expenses incurred in the line of duty?”


Giles sighed, and passed a hand wearily over his eyes. “I'm sure I don't know.”


This was the last straw for Tara; with Willow injured her usual tolerance for Anya's quirks was all but nonexistent. “Anya! Use the damn phone! Now!”


Anya weathered Tara's outburst with atypical grace, realizing that it was born from the stress of Willow's injury, and dialed. Or at least that's what she tried to do. Anya's face fell as she looked up from her phone. “My phone's dead too.” After a moments hesitation, she felt compelled to add, “Sorry.”


“Oh come on!” protested Buffy. “Since when has Sunnydale had a black spot for mobiles?”


“It's Nameless.” The sound of Willow's voice, even quiet and unsteady, was sufficient to whip Tara's head around at a near whiplash inducing speed.


“What, sweetie?”


“Huh?” Willow sounded confused now, and Tara noticed that her eyes had gone unfocused again.


“You said it's Nameless, Willow.”


“I did?” mumbled Willow. “Oh yeah. That curse he used? To stop all the guns working? I think it killed all our phones too.”


When she heard Willow's theory, Buffy looked angry enough to chew rocks, but it was an anger that was largely directed at herself, inspired by fear and self-recrimination. Having one of her friends be seriously injured while assisting her had long been one of Buffy's worst nightmares, and Buffy now found herself assigning at least part of the blame for Willow's injury to herself. And that just made her angrier.


Rather than stay were she was, feeling increasingly helpless, Buffy abruptly decided to act. “Screw this. I'm going to find a working phone.” Turning to leave, Buffy only managed a handful of steps before she hesitated and looked back. When she spoke, the tone of a little girl, lost and scared, was present in her voice. “Willow will be okay, right?”


“I'll be fine, Buffy,” assured Willow with a tremulous smile. It might have been been more believable if the redhead hadn't been visibly exhausted and clammy skinned. “Though I would really like that ambulance now.”


“I'm on it!” Buffy accelerated into a full sprint and was soon gone from sight.


Xander shifted his weight nervously, fighting to keep a stricken expression from his face; it wasn't a battle he was winning. “Um ... what should the rest of us do? I'm feeling kind of useless here.”


Her mouth opening and closing without making a sound, Tara tried to think of something for the remaining scoobies to do, but her mind was a blank, filled only with the knowledge that her beloved was laid out on the ground beside her, bleeding.


“Xander, sit down at Willow's feet and keep them raised above her head,” Anya ordered, stepping into the breech left by Tara's uncertainty, her voice kind but firm. “Giles, put that tweed to good use for a change and give Willow a pillow for her head. Tara, put your coat over Willow and just try to keep her calm and reassured.”


The scoobies just stared at her in utter silence; the only one of them at all used to Anya giving orders was Xander. So, appropriately enough, it was Xander who cautiously replied in the manner of a man approaching a hungry tiger. “Ahn? Honey? Ah ... are you sure you know what you're doing?”


“She's going into shock,” Anya matter-of-factly advised. “Trust me, I've seen a lot of shock over the centuries.”


Xander and Giles exchanged a secretive exchange of glances, but neither of them were foolish enough to voice their mutual thought that Anya had likely been the cause of most of the shock she'd witnessed. It was only at that moment that Xander noticed that Lickspittle had vanished, and he swept his head about, looking for the fragrance-challenged demon, to no avail.


“Well?” Anya snapped with a hint of exasperation. “Hop to it!”


Her bark of command sent the scoobies scurrying on their respective assignments. Tara, seated on her knees beside Willow, wavered, hesitant of taking any action for fear of causing Willow more pain. In the end, she settled for cautiously taking the redhead's uninjured hand in her own, thumb settling into a subconscious stroking motion against the back of Willow's hand.


“S... should we t.. try to take the arrow out?” Tara asked hesitantly, looking back at Anya.


Pursing her lips, Anya shook her head after a moments thought. “No. The crossbow bolt could be minimizing the blood loss at the moment. If we pull it out ...”


Willow's hand tightened on Tara's, and the blonde's attention rapidly switched back. “Please don't,” Willow requested, her voice frighteningly weak. “Don't pull it out, ok? It hurts.”


Tara nodded her head abruptly, almost whiplashing it back and forth. Tears were threatening again in the corner of her eyes as Tara reached out with her free hand and cupped Willow's cheek. “You're going to be okay, sweetie,” she insisted. “You're going to be fine.”


“You promise?”


Tara nodded again. “I promise.”


“Okay,” panted Willow, her breath coming short and shallow now. Tara stroked the side of Willow's head, running fine red hair through her fingers in an effort to try and calm her lover down. As Willow's eyes fluttered half-closed, it looked as if it might be working.


“Tara?”


“Yes Willow?”


“Is it all right if I pass out now? I promise I'll wake up later.”


The tears fell now; hot, bitter and silent. “Okay sweetie. If you promise.”


“Oh good,” sighed Willow, and promptly passed out.


**********


The cough ripped through me from bottom to top, sending me to my knees and spraying a gout of bloody ichor from my lips. It rolls repeatedly through me like waves falling upon a island shore, a force of nature that grinds rock down to sand over millennia. What that bodes for my future ... well, I don't care to think about it.


But even though the pain gnawing at my vitals is terrible in nature, it doesn't come close to my emotional torment. It can't even close to holding a candle to the dread incandescence of my rage.


As soon as the attack abates, I surge back to my feet, unheeding of the myriad of injuries still plaguing me. With the sheer amount of power I'd burned to destroy Hawkins and his lackeys, the enhanced healing that the magic usually brought me was missing, so I was still riddled with the marks of combat.


Every move I made ripped at wounds struggling to knit together and sent more blood trickling down my body. Anyone with a modicum of sense would have been taking it easy, trying to give their body a chance to heal. I guess that means I don't have a modicum of sense.


Instead, I rage. I roar. I scream, and shout, and rail against the cruelty of fate. Scything blows of my arms sweep benches clean of everything, knocking potions, relics, talismans and all the assorted debris of my work carelessly to the floor.


Once that's done, I turn my attention to the furniture itself. Legs shatter beneath kicks, and I snap a table clean in half with a blow from one clenched fist. I'm screaming the whole while, threats and curses devolving into a wordless, keening expression of fury and pain. All too soon, I've transformed the furniture into piles of useless scrap, but it's too soon.


I find myself staring at my own reflection, and gods, how I hate the person I see there. I punch the mirror, forcing myself to use my flesh hand. I want the pain. I need the pain. Hammering the mirror over and over, I'm cracking my own bones and grinding fragments of glass into my lacerated flesh ... and this is still with my self-inflicted knife wound in the same hand.


Sometime later, I'm collapsed on my knees, with no recollection of how I've got there. My hand is a bloody mess flopped in my lap but I don't feel it. I don't feel anything. I'm an empty shell, and even the furnace fire of my rage and hatred is guttering, on the brink of going out.


I'm a failure, a useless fucking failure. Nothing is working the way it's supposed to. Everything I touch, turns to shit. Every life I touch, I destroy. And gods, I am so very tired of it all, so very, absolutely weary of everything in this cursed, wretched existence I have carved for myself.


When I came here, it was with absolute belief in my mission and the willingness to do whatever had to be done to bring about the result I craved with near physical hunger. I had taken solace in that certainty, used to keep myself upon the path I needed to work when even rage had faltered. That certainty had let me do terrible, unforgivable things.


And now it had betrayed me.


From the first moments, things had gone wrong. In small ways at first, certainly, but my errors had soon taken on a life of their own. Warren Mears had always been going to die, that was undeniable. He had needed to be neutralized for any of this to work, and death had been the easiest way to achieve that. Not to mention, he richly deserved it. But to spend a full week torturing him to death? What purpose had that served?


Willow, Tara, all of the scoobies; they had never been supposed to even know I existed. I had been supposed to work in the shadows, unseen and unheard. And didn't that just work well.


My mistakes had only spiraled even further out of control from then on, culminating in this latest catastrophe. Had that crossbow bolt been a few inches to the side, Willow could have been killed. As it was, her wounding had sent me into an uncontrollable rage that had destroyed gods knows how much of my own hard work.


Things are getting out of control. I'm getting out of control. I have to do something ... something drastic. I have to end this. Permanently.


**********


The last few hours had been anxious, uncomfortable ones for the scoobies. Once they had finally managed to get an ambulance for Willow, she'd been rushed to hospital. The ambulance drivers had only let Tara ride along for the trip, so the others had been forced to drive themselves. This plan had hit a flaw when it turned out that Tara had kept one set of car keys.


They hadn't let that daunt them though, and managed to squeeze everyone into the one vehicle they had keys for, and managed to get to the hospital without being pulled over. Once they'd managed to get there, the scoobies found themselves banished to one of the many waiting rooms with no more information than Willow was with the doctor.


First Buffy, and then Giles, tried to learn something more meaningful from the nurse on duty at the desk, a stern-faced rail of a woman who could teach rocks a thing or too about recalcitrance. Buffy had needed to exercise iron self control to keep herself from punching the unhelpful woman, and even Giles had left muttering swear words beneath his breath.


Starved of information, their imaginations were freed to imagine the worst. The hospital environment, ironically enough, seemed to enhance a person's ability to imagine the worst, rather than soothe the fears of a patient's friends and family.


But that wasn't the only thing they had to deal with. The police had demanded their share of the scoobies time. The devastation that Nameless had wrought, namely blowing up two cars and setting a building on fire, not to mention making a second building completely disappear, couldn't be ignored, even by such champions at ignoring the obvious as the Sunnydale PD.


Luckily, they'd expected this, and worked out a cover story on the way to the ambulance. In these sorts of situations, simple was often best, so their cover was that they had all just been out for a walk when the warehouse had exploded. It wasn't an especially believable story, especially if the police happened to look in the trunk of either of their cars. The assorted weaponry stored within might put some doubt on their claim to be 'out for a walk'.


After that chore was out of the way, there still wasn't any news, so Buffy took advantage to let her sister know what had happened. Dawn had been both seriously upset by the news of what had happened to Willow, and relieved that the others had escaped further injury. But Buffy had been impressed at how Dawn had handled the news; the teenager had displayed considerable maturity by putting Katie's welfare ahead of her own.


From Dawn's second hand reports, Katie had taken the news hard. Coming so soon after her family's murder by Isiah's vampires, having one of her new-found surrogate parents be seriously injured by the same vampires was a terrible blow. Rather than burst into tears, or some other visible way of acting out, Katie had retreated in upon herself, falling into a morose silence. Dawn had chosen to try and draw Katie out of her mood rather than join the rest of them in pointless waiting.


Eventually, Tara had emerged from the rear of the hospital, her face drawn and tired, eyes red-rimmed and bloodshot. The blonde had looked so weary and forlorn that Buffy had immediately feared the worst. Tara must have figured what was going on through Buffy's mind, because she immediately forced a half-hearted smile onto her face, silently taking herself to task for what she perceived as insensitivity.


“She's going to be okay,” Tara announced, the relief in her voice belaying the worn-down image of her physical appearance. There was a collective sigh of relief among the scoobies, and a heavy weight lifted from their shoulders.


Buffy hesitated, uncertain of whether she should bring up what could be an upsetting subject. But in the end, she had to know. “And ... the baby?”


Tara nodded, slowly, as if she were afraid her head was about to fall off. “The doctor said the baby should be fine. They did an ultrasound, and everything looked okay ...” A small, contented grin curved her lips. “Will won't let go of the picture they took.”


“But everything's good?” pressed Xander. “Even with the extra-holiness of Will's shoulder?”


Tara pinched the bridge of her nose and shrugged. “They've got her shoulder in a cast ... apparently the crossbow bolt cracked a couple of bones, and they want her to stay for observation for a few days.”


“We should go and bring her some of her things from home then,” Buffy suggested, happy for something to finally do.


“Could you bring some stuff for me too?” Tara asked. “I'm not leaving Willow alone tonight, not after everything that's happened.”


“Sure thing!” confirmed Buffy, bouncing on the balls of her feet. “We'll be right back, right guys?”


Tara shook her head wearily. “There's no need to go to all that trouble tonight, Buffy. You all look like your about to fall asleep on your feet. Go get some rest, and you can bring the stuff in the morning.”


We look like we're asleep on our feet?” repeated Buffy, her tone gently chiding. “You are asleep on your feet, Tara. You need sleep just as much as the rest of us, if not more.”


“I'll rest with Willow.” Tara's voice was just as mild as usual, but there was a hint of hidden steel in her dulcet tones. Buffy knew Tara well enough not to push her point when she heard that; while Willow's patented 'resolve-face' was easier to recognize, Tara also had her own version, and this was it.


“Can we see her before we go?” Xander asked hopefully, and Tara opened her mouth to reply. But the nurse on duty chose to butt in instead.


“Visiting hours are over,” she brusquely informed them. The complete lack of tact was eerily reminiscent of Anya. “You'll have to come back tomorrow.”


Shrugging, Tara offered them a weak smile and a tired wave. Turning, she started to head back in the direction she'd come from, but the nurse slipped out from behind her desk to block Tara's path.


“I said visiting hours are over ... and that means for you too, young lady.”


Tara stared blankly at the stern faced woman, not saying a word, and went to sidestep her. The nurse mirrored Tara's movements and stayed blocking the blonde witch's progress. Tara looked at her now.


“I am going back there.” Tara's tone told that her statement wasn't just a declaration of intent; it was a plain, unarguable fact.


“No, you're not,” countered the nurse. While she couldn't match Tara's calm certainty of purpose, there was no lack of conviction in her voice.


“Yes. I am.” The flat intonation of Tara's words promised an unpleasant situation, but it was Anya, surprisingly, who stepped forward to disarm the situation ... in her own particular style.


“Excuse me? Nurse-type person?” Anya interjected, catching the nurse by one arm. “While I realize that you're just doing your job, if you try and get between Tara and her girlfriend, you're going to get flung through the nearest window.”


The nurse blinked, caught off balance by Anya's combination of blasé tone and earnest expression, and looked again at Tara's face. The blonde's expression was calm, but her lips and jaw were set in iron determination.


“Girlfriend, you say?” asked the nurse, clearing her throat cautiously. “Ahh ... well, that's different then. You can go through ... and I'll see about getting a cot put in Miss Rosenberg's room for you.” Grudgingly, the nurse moved to one side, clearing Tara's path. In return, Tara graciously gave her thanks and trudged wearily away.


The nurse turned her piercing gaze back to the rest of the scoobies. “But that doesn't go for the rest of you,” she snapped, as though over-compensating for her bending of the rules.


“Oh, don't worry about that!” Anya assured the nurse, grabbing the startled woman's nearest hand and pumping it in an overly enthusiastic handshake before marching away, chiving the other scoobies ahead of her.


The nurse looked down at her hand as they left. “Did she just slip me five bucks?”


**********


“Willow, you really should be in bed,” Tara insisted for the fifth time in as many minutes. The lovers were shuffling down a hospital hallway, Willow leaning heavily on Tara with her uninjured side. One of Tara's arms was around the redhead's waist, both possessive and protective.


“Tara, it was my shoulder that was hurt, not my legs,” Willow gravely insisted, also for the fifth time in as many minutes. She presently seemed unable to come up with another argument to support her decision to take a tour of the hospital.


Then she giggled for no apparent reason. “These painkillers are shifty,” she declared brightly, then frowned. “That's not right ... what did I ... Oh! Nifty! That's right!” Willow leaned even closer to Tara and whispered, as though she were sharing state secrets. “These drugs are nifty. They're grooooovy.”


Shaking her head at her intoxicated lover's goofy manner, Tara steered their progress back towards Willow's room, all the while regretting letting Willow talk her into this herself.


“C'mon sweetie, lets get you back in bed, okay?”


“No!” whined Willow, pouting like a small child. “Don't wanna!” Willow's face brightened as a thought pierced the drug-induced cloud surrounding her mind. “Unless we're gonna snuggle. Are we gonna snuggle?”


“Will, you're hurt, and we're in a hospital,” Tara pointed out.


Willow's reply was a masterwork of the debating art. “So?”


Knowing that, in her current state, convincing Willow of the unwise nature of having sex at this time and place would be difficult at best, Tara changed tack. “Willow, I'm tired, and I want to go to bed.”


Willow's face fell, and her lips wobbled alarmingly. “I'm keeping you up, baby? I'm a bad girlfriend. Bad! Bad Willow!”


Slipping her arm away from Tara's shoulders, Willow made as if slap her other wrist, and looked confused when her other arm wasn't there to be slapped. Instead, her injured arm was stretched out to her side, kept aloft by the plaster cast about her shoulder area, bracing struts in her armpit preventing her from lowering the arm.


“You're a very good girlfriend, Willow,” countered Tara “The very best girlfriend there is or ever was.”


“Pshaw!” scoffed Willow, fixing eyes that were no longer focused on Tara's face. “You're biased. Cuz you loves me.”


Tara let the happy smile spread lazily across her face as they arrived back at Willow's private room, and started steering her tottering girlfriend back into her bed. “Yes I do, sweetie. Now, lets get you back into bed.


The door audibly closed behind them, and Tara froze. Neither of us did that.


Warily, Tara turned the both of them around, adrenaline suddenly burning through her system. The person she found slumped in the corner, where they would have been concealed by the open door, was the last person she expected to see.


“Timothy?” she blurted.


It was indeed Timothy Garner, their mysterious neighbor and apparent employer of the demon Lickspittle. Someone who, last thing they'd heard, had been kidnapped by Nameless.


Timothy didn't look up; his gaze remained fixed, unseeing, on the tiled floor. His hair was disheveled and lank, his skin smudged with dirt, as though he hadn't bathed for some time. But it was somehow his posture that was worst of all. Timothy stood like a broken man, slumped and defeated, as if all of his hopes and dreams had been abruptly crushed or stolen. He looked as fragile as glass, as though the weakest of blows would irrevocably shatter him.


“Things fall apart. They fall apart so hard.”


Timothy's words were so low and quiet that Tara had to strain to hear them, but they struck a familiar resonance within her and sent a chill up her spine. She'd said those words to Willow, those exact same words, only a few months ago. It had been the night that they'd gotten back together.


“Timothy, what ...”


Timothy didn't respond, instead continuing as if he hadn't even heard Tara. “The center cannot hold, and all that bullshit.” He snorted. “I don't even know why I said that ... hah! Why should that be any different? I don't even know what I'm doing any more.”


“Are you okay?” Tara asked, wanting to comfort the obviously conflicted man, but conscious of Willow by her side, vulnerable and unsteady. In a contest between them for her attentions ... well, there was no contest.


“Am I okay?” repeated Timothy, for the first time acknowledging anyone else's existence. He looked up, and his eyes, so like Tara's in hue, were tortured. “Was I ever?” He didn't wait for an answer.


“I was supposed to make things better. I was supposed to make things right. But I can't; I can see that now. It's not in my nature. I don't make things better. I can't. I make things worse, it's what I do. I came here ... and I brought the monster with me. It's my fault. It's always my fault.”


“What are you talking about, Timothy!” demanded Tara, feeling overwhelmed by the looming wave of questions flooding her mind. “How did you get away from Nameless? What are you up to? Who are you?!”


A bitter bark of laughter escaped Timothy's lips, short and sharp. “You don't know?” he asked, disbelieving “You haven't guessed yet?”


“Nope!” blurted Willow, speaking for the first time. Her voice was slightly slurred, and she was grinning like the proverbial idiot.


Blinking, Timothy regarded Willow with bemusement. “Is she stoned?” he asked, sounding as if he were on the brink of breaking out into hysterical laughter.


Tara glanced at the love of her life, and shrugged. “Painkillers,” Tara admitted. “She was shot by ...”


Timothy finished her sentence for her. “A crossbow, I know.”


Tara's brow furrowed. “You know? How do you know?”


“This isn't exactly how I pictured my confession,” muttered Timothy, once again ignoring Tara's questions. “Then again, I didn't think I would ever be telling either of you this.” Head bowed, he began to pace back and forth. Tara idly noticed that he was favoring one leg, but it was his choice of words that had captured her attention.


“C.. confession? Timothy ... what do you need to confess?”


Timothy looked up, transfixing Tara with an intense gaze. “What do I need to confess?” he repeated. “Everything. That I'm the one responsible for everything that's happened to you in the last few months. That I've been lying to you, and manipulating you. That I made the monster that's been vexing you. That I made the Nameless.”


Mouth opening and closing like a goldfish, Tara struggled to make sense of what Timothy was trying to tell her. “You ... you ... what are you talking about? You made Nameless? How?”


“Even now, you just don't see it, do you? I was afraid to do this for so long ... I thought you would take one look and see right to the very heart of me. I thought you would see all my sins, all my crimes. I thought you would see the real me.”


Tara was becoming increasingly lost. “What ...”


“I'm terrified of you, Tara. I always have been, my entire life. You ... you were always this larger than life figure to me. A myth, a legend ... you were all but canonized. How could anyone live up to your memory? Especially me, when I've made so many mistakes in my life. I was always afraid that you wouldn't love me, that you couldn't love me. I know why Willow couldn't, but you ...”


“Love you?” blurted Tara, flabbergasted. “Timothy, I don't even know you! And I'm gay, very much so and happy to be so.”


“No!” snapped Timothy, apparently insulted by the idea. “I'm not talking about romantic love ... there is more than one type of love in life, Tara. You know that.”


“Then what are you talking about, Timothy?” The sound of Willow's voice, sounding more together than earlier caught both Tara and Timothy by surprise. The pupils of the redhead's eyes were still slightly dilated, but she seemed much more coherent.


Timothy shrugged. “It doesn't matter anymore. Too much has happened for things to ever be the way that I wanted them to be.”


“It is important Timothy,” Willow quietly insisted. “Who are you?”


“You really don't know, do you?” mused Timothy, shaking his head. “Even with all my scars, I was always afraid that you would work it out.”


Tara's brow furrowed in confusion. “What scars? Timothy, you don't have any scars.”


Willow's elbow nudged Tara in the ribs, and when Tara turned to look at her, Willow nodded at Timothy. “He does now,” she pointed out in a whisper, and Tara realized Willow was correct. A trio of faint scars were now visible on one side of his face, scars that Tara was absolutely certain weren't there a few minutes ago. His face was even paler and gaunter than it had been, and his red-gold hair seemed longer and darker.


“Timothy ...” exhaled Tara with an uneasy breath.


Timothy surged forward, his earlier lethargy replaced by a sudden, burning anger. “Gods damn it! Will you fucking well stop calling me that!”


Timothy's hair had reached shoulder length now, and its earlier red-gold hue had surrendered to pitch black. Blackened veins and scars that were now distinct disfigured a face that, despite all the changes it had suffered, was still structurally the same. Faster now, other changes were fading into view, a new persona emerging from the cocoon of the old.


“Timothy's dead!” raged this new figure, spittle flecking his gash-like lips. “I killed him! I cut him out, burned him out of me, and salted the wound in my soul so that he might never return! I sacrificed him to make the monster, and the monster is me!”


If the edge of Willow's hospital bed hadn't been pressed up against her thighs, Tara would have backed away. “Nameless ...”


“Yessss ....” The word was drawn out of the warlock like the sigh of a dying man, his other name like a balm on the heat of his rage. “I am the the Nameless, mass murdering bastard and vile betrayer of everything I was raised to believe in. I am the villain of the story.”


“W.. what did you do to T.. Timothy?” stammered Tara, but in her mind, all she could think was, when will this be over!


“Weren't you listening?” growled Nameless, his voice that of a hungry beast. “Timothy isn't real! He's a figment of my imagination, a ghost, an echo of who I might once have been. Timothy Garner was a mask, nothing more.”


“Why?” gasped Tara. “Why do that?”


Nameless froze so abruptly, so utterly, that it was as if he'd been petrified. Head tilting to one side, he regarded them with a quiet, mocking air of self-hatred. “Call it a form of self-flagellation. A way of getting close to you both without being looked at like you're looking at me now. A way to catch a glimpse of that which I hunger for ... but can never have.”


“Who are you?” whispered Willow, tottering forward a few steps to confront the warlock.


“You really don't have the first clue, do you?” snorted Nameless, grinning like a shark. “You know, for such an intelligent woman, there really are times when you're incredibly dense ...” Nameless paused, his eyes narrowing, before continuing. His final word fell into the silence with all the force of an exploding bomb. “ ... Mother.”


To be continued ...
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby Maccoda » Tue Oct 31, 2006 6:12 pm

DIBS!!!! OMFG! That was freaking awsome. More than worth the wait.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby Lonewolf22 » Wed Nov 01, 2006 12:24 am

Darth Pacula: Great update, I totally didn't see that Timothy was Nameless, that was a total surprise, very cool. I'm really glad that Willow is OK, I got a little worried there for a moment. I love what Anya said to the nurse who was trying to keep Tara away form Willow, just great. What happens now? I can't wait to read more.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby mole » Wed Nov 01, 2006 6:17 am

Paul! Wow....what an incredible update.

“Of course it is!” Anya snapped, sounding offended as she plucked a cell phone out of her jeans pocket. Flipping it open, she paused to glance at Giles. “Does the Watchers Council reimburse telephone expenses incurred in the line of duty?”

Ha! Gotta love Anya and her extreme focus on all things monetary. Nice comic relief given the situation.

“Girlfriend, you say?” asked the nurse, clearing her throat cautiously. “Ahh ... well, that's different then. You can go through ... and I'll see about getting a cot put in Miss Rosenberg's room for you.” Grudgingly, the nurse moved to one side, clearing Tara's path. In return, Tara graciously gave her thanks and trudged wearily away.

Now if we could just get the rest of humanity to realize that partners should have visitation rights (among so many others that are sorely lacking), the world would be a much more pleasant place.


I must say, one of my early assumptions has been validated. Yay me. Although I was wrong about the specific identify of Nameless. I won't spell it out in this post to keep the secret for other Kittens who haven't yet read the update.

Can't wait to read what happens next. I suspect we are very near the end of ths wonderful tale. It's been an amazing ride.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby kisstheviolets » Thu Nov 02, 2006 12:08 am

i knew it! i knew it! i wish i would have emailed you my hunch just to have this glorious moment of triumph validated! :party

anyway paul, this story is brilliant. your writing is so rich and vivid - it always amazes me how visceral each update is (also makes me a little sqeamish sometimes but hey, i don't mind suffering for your art).

can't wait for the rest of this!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby viximon » Thu Nov 02, 2006 7:15 am

G'day Paul!
Wiii, really excited about that chapter. :pinky
I'm going to Portugal next week so it was perfect you updated today.

The chap was great, but it seems things are going to arrive to an end.
Timoty-Nameless have at last reveal himself. Oh my my.
How are Willow and Tara going to react now. Can't wait for nex chap.

I'm not sure if this cliffhanger is better or worst than the past one.
Anyway, you're evil. Don't change, pal.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby DaddyCatALSO » Thu Nov 02, 2006 1:31 pm

Heh-heh-heh, no my suspicions as to why one of my earleir replies was delted are confirmed, heh-heh-heh!
Altho, really, who he is is less important than the why and how of his being waht he is, and that part of the story is just beginning.

Oh, geez, i ddin't know Timmy's last name was Garner; Camelia Garner happens to eb the name of a actress in some of my stories (and I don't mean only fnafics, either) whose resembl;ance to AMber is totally coincidental.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby db » Fri Nov 03, 2006 7:54 am

Paulie.

Wow. ...and yes I am flattering you when I call you a evil mastermind. But I do it because I know it pleases you and I want you to be pleased so that you keep up the good work. See? :-D

You totally surprised me. Yay! I had *no* idea Timothy and Nameless were connected. Now I am confused -- was Timothy just an illusion created by Nameless? Or is he his own identity or is Nameless an sub part of Timothy? Who begat whom?

I am so glad that Willow survived - albeit with some bone repair. But stoned Willow is super cute.

...and the baby is ok - only it is Timothy who is *so* not ok. I mean , if he is their son, they have to help him, right? So. I am postulating that Tara died in the At Any Cost Timothy/Nameless timeline -- but Willow was already pregnant? That said - is it that Willow raised him but that she was somehow evil Willow? Or something to that effect? Or is it that the loss of Tara was so devastating that Timothy felt that Willow didn't love him? He said that what Nameless did was against everything he was raised to believe -- so he should have been raised by a sane Willow (right?). Maybe she just had her jaunt with the dark magics and it seeped into Timothy?

I am confused. You must write more to appease me.

As ever Paul. Your story amazes, confuzzles and delights me.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 1 Nov)

Postby Darth Pacula » Mon Nov 20, 2006 12:56 am

Okay, longer than I would have liked, but it could be worse. As always, replies and then the update.

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Maccoda - G'day Mick! Thanks, and I'm glad you think so.

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Lonewolf22 - G'day Lonewolf22! Yay! I managed to surprise at least one person. I figured most people could have figured out the connection between Nameless and Willow, but I though the connection between Timothy and Nameless might be a surprise.

What happens now? We find out what Nameless is doing, why he's doing it, and where he actually comes from. Enjoy!

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Mole - G'day Michelle! Glad you liked it.

There are quite a few things that would make the world a more pleasant place, but giving same-sex partners equal rights is definitely one of them. Personally, I don't see any reason for same-sex partnerships to be treated differently. It's the emotions that should matter, not the mechanics or plumbing.

Ahh, I'm guessing you twigged that Nameless was Willow's son? Yeah, I figured that some people would guess that from the hints I was dropping, but the secret was fun while it lasted.

Yes, we're near the end. Only two or three parts left I think, but then there is the sequel that I might do. If anyone wants it, that is.

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kisstheviolets - G'day Brandy!

i knew it! i knew it! i wish i would have emailed you my hunch just to have this glorious moment of triumph validated!


Ah yes, but if wishes were horses, I could stock a whole glue factory. :p

I'm glad you've enjoyed the ride, queezy-ness aside. And I quite like that idea; making other people suffer for my art. :devil

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viximon - G'day Vix! Hope you had fun in Portugal, assuming you aren't still there.

I'm glad you enjoyed the last chapter, but yes, we are rapidly approaching an end to this. I've been writing this for more than a year now, and it's been a hell of a fun ride.

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DaddyCatALSO - G'day D-Cat. (Your screen name is too cumbersome for this poor little Aussie :p)

Heh-heh-heh, no my suspicions as to why one of my earleir replies was delted are confirmed, heh-heh-heh!


Oh, was this the legendary feedback that I never saw? :p But that's a good point that the why is more important than the who just now. Hopefully this next update will answer at least some of your questions.

PS. There is a reason I made Timothy's last name Garner, which I'll let slip in the update after this one. It's just a little joke. :grin

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db - G'day db! :grin Ahh, a perpetual loop of flattery, huh? Works for me! :p

Yay indeed for surprises! I love it when I can confuzzle my readers, and I love the word confuzzle! Even if it is a made up word. :p

Timothy/Nameless - a Gordian Knot of personalities, huh? Who indeed beget whom? And why are we talking like we're out of the Bible? :p

Stoned Willow was supposed to be cute ... if only I could have left her in intoxicated bliss. Ahh, but the lure of evil plot points was too strong. :devil

Some of your musing on the why and wherefore of Nameless are pretty close to the mark, but I'll let you judge for yourself, because it's all coming out in this next update.

Ta mate! I really appreciate your kind words.

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