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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby Belli Bear » Thu Mar 13, 2008 10:18 pm

*falls over in a delirious haze*

oh my GOD finally a mind-numbing fix of awesomness.


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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby Zampsa1975 » Fri Mar 14, 2008 9:55 am

Yay for another great update-y goodness... Good for Willow to start forgiving Tara and accept that she is still loving Tara... Faith is really a jealous kind.... I hope she realizes that Lara is in love with her...
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby Paint the Sky » Fri Mar 14, 2008 12:40 pm

I was so happy to see an update when I looked in this morning. I almost missed the bus to work cos I stopped back to read it.

“Can’t you just take me back?” Willow whispered desperately, “Back to that night when you chose Edward over me…I’d refuse to accept your decision and force you to leave with me!” She leaned into the mirror until the skin on the side of her face burned with cold. “I don’t care if it’s just a dream…please take me back!”


That just about broke my heart. The whole scene with the mirror was both touching and erotic.

And the scene betwen Tara and Lara, ah, so moving when Tara finally verbalised her pain and broke down the barrier for a little while atleast.

I hope Faiths jealousy is kept in check, it could jeapordise everything they've been working towards if she allows it to control her. Hopefully Lara will put her mind to rest in the best possible way ;-)
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby WillowRulez » Fri Mar 14, 2008 3:50 pm

Finally Willow and Tara meet again... okay, only in the mirror but I take what I can get *g* I absolutely love the idea of Myles staying with Willow.
She had also decided that a steady stream of drool was not a good look.

LOL! I agree.
“Will…wine gets better with age,” Faith pointed out helpfully.
“Oh.” Willow’s cheeks reddened. “I knew that…of course I knew that.”

Adorable...
...however, even though he had been warned against it, she was hoping to accidentally bump into a certain red head.

So cute...
“Tara, for god’s sake stop being such an ice princess and let me hold you!”

Haha, perfect. Kudos to Lara for telling Tara off. She is the only one Tara can share her emotions with.
“Giles, you’re ancient…how do you not know these things?”

Hilarious.
Too many funny quotes in this update! One of my favorite updates so far!
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby em317 » Fri Mar 14, 2008 4:39 pm

Sweet!! an update right in time for my birthday!!


And the plot thickens! At least we still see that despite all she has seen, Willow still loves Tara. I hate the Fiath is jumping to conclusions about Tara & Croft, it just frustrates me, they really need to trust eachother more in their relationship. I like Miles, hes just so sweet! But I felt bad for him when Willow didnt remember. This Tara/Willow strife is killing me!! They just need to get back together!!!

Can't wait till next update!

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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby JustSkipIt » Sat Mar 15, 2008 6:43 am

alcy - I have very little time but this was a wonderful update. I love the sort of impromptu family that shows up around Willow and her new house. So myles and Faith will live there along with her. That's quite endearing.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby WolfDragonGod » Sat Mar 15, 2008 10:45 am

:wtkiss great update simply loved it
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby JujuDeRoussie » Sun Mar 16, 2008 1:43 pm

Hello Alcy :)

You're welcome for the theories, as I said, serious ones would be less fun. :)

This was a very nice update. So Willow is building back a new family, and Tara is letting someone sort of comfort her. That's good. I am very worried for her though. Because of Dracula.

The kiss, even though I am not sure what it was yet, was very nice. :)

It was really a good update. Thank upi Alcy.

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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby LittleBit » Wed Mar 19, 2008 6:59 am

omg you brought tears to my eyes with the whole moving scene of how much pain Tara is in. fabulous writing keep it up! :D
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby db » Mon Mar 24, 2008 7:41 am

Alcy, Alcy, Alcy.

I heart this story. I do. With big juicy hearts. Can you see them floating out of my head? Well, in the cartoon version of me they are and they are pink *and* red! :luv

I want to comment specifically on how well I feel you have communicated Willow's transition toward becoming the amalgamation of the two Willows. There was so much stuff to cover, and yet I never felt lost or overwhelmed with the information... and *always* the complete tragedy of what occurred and how much damage it did to Tara tore at my heart. How can Willow keep the anger? She can't (plus, mirror smooching, yay!)! Tara, now ensouled, is not responsible for what the demon did, only what *she* did. Tara wasn't responsible for *becoming* a demon... I think that Willow has a certain amount of anger at herself hidden in there for letting herself open her heart (and legs) to the demon-Tara-lover. But, wow. Um. Yeah. I think she's going to need to cut herself a little slack, or at least forgive herself...

Also, Faith and Lara add a wonderful dimension to the story. I hope they straighten out the Faith jealousy thing -- but M8BoS thinks that Faith will only address it under duress which means that it will come out at the most inopportune time possibly raising angst, causing discord and embarrassing all parties involved. That's what M8BoS thinks, anyway !

Great update(s)! I heart this story!!!

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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby Alcy » Thu Mar 27, 2008 1:26 pm

dlline: Hi there Diane, and congrats on the dibs!
Faith has definitely got her issues but whether or not they’re going to come to affect Willow’s struggle will remain to be seen…although family do have a nasty habit of getting in the way.
Feel free to float off on your speculative tangent, those are always fun…glad I could throw in a little kiss although I do think it just left people wanting more! I promise to spend more time writing smut (which is always a good use for one’s time). Thanks Diane and I hope your own writing is going well.

Safuega: ‘Present, present’ is a good way to look at things, the timeline in this story is exceptionally confusing, for me included! You’re very right to point out Tara’s dilemma, she has been so solely focused on destroying the skull that as that event seems more likely to take place, we find ourselves wondering what her new purpose will be. We wonder if Willow does cast her aside after all this is over if she will continue to exist…
I do enjoy conflict…always have to keep a little bit of it in there and the Faith and Lara relationship has always been conflicted to say the least…they’re both passionate people…and I think Faith is finding it hard to understand that someone as hot as Lara would actually be single for any length of time.
The vampire issue does of course throw a huge cloud over any future relationship Willow and Tara may have, you are right to point out that I have stressed several times that as much as Tara is human, she is still a vampire…which of course does lead to speculation as to how I’m going to resolve that…trust me when I say it will be resolved.

Wills: Hi there, thanks very much. I enjoyed writing the wee bit of backstory between Faith and Lara, if I had more time on my hands I think there is definitely a fic to be found in their story, just think of all those years of smouldering sexual tension between the two of them!
There was quite a range of emotions in this chapter, some sad, and some happy…but you would have to agree that by and by this chapter was happier than most of them lately!

katjetson:
The Enchanted Mirror Strikes Back

Haha, I should have used that as the chapter title, complete with stirring musical fanfare.
But was Tara "there" for what took place, or was Willow just imagining/wishing it were happening?

I’m going to be mean and leave that open to interpretation but whatever it was, you’re right to think it was hot that Tara grabbed Willow by the front of her shirt – more shirt grabbing is needed in this story dammit!
I find it wonderful that I’ve inched my way into your life routine with this story, I hope when it finally comes that the end has been worth waiting for.

wimpy0729: I always try and visualise what I write. One day, if I ever get the time, I would love to draw the characters but I never seem to get the time to illustrate anything these days!
I’m glad you enjoyed the interaction in the mirror. I always think I should be wary when writing situations that aren’t really real, dreams, mirrors etc but then I realised I actually do it quite a lot and I should get over it and enjoy it!
Imagine receiving your first hug in decades! That’s gotta be painfully emotional, but I’m glad it was with Lara if it couldn’t be with Willow.
And lastly, yep, that blasted skull can be destroyed, let’s just hope it our heroes can find it first eh!

Belli Bear: Glad you enjoyed your mind-numbing fix of awesome-ness! I hope you were able to pick yourself up again afterwards!

Zampsa1975: Willow is very slowly coming to the realisation that she is wrong in directing her hatred and anger towards ensouled Tara, this will continue over the next few chapters.

Paint the Sky: The mirror really is kind of a character in this story, it has been a very useful plot device at any rate and I’m pleased that I could write a little smoochies in even though it wasn’t really real.
If Tara would break down to anyone other than Willow then it would obviously be Lara, its clear the two have history and there’s trust there.
And yes, there’s a little conflict between Faith and Lara…we’ll see how that works out.

WillowRulez: Glad you enjoyed the humour in this chapter, I did deliberately set out to write something at least a little lighter than all the previous heavily angsty chapters. While it isn’t comedy by any stretch of the imagination, I think I managed to make it a wee bit fluffier.

em317: Happy belated birthday!
The plot has always been quite thick in this story but you’re right, it is definitely moving along to a conclusion as we almost have all the information now (apart from the whereabouts of the skull of course). There are definitely more than a few relationships that need to be fixed over the remaining chapters but be rest assured, I will fix everyone!
I really like Myles too, he’s a sweetie.

JustSkipIt: Hi Deb, thanks very much for dropping by during your busy schedule! Not having any children myself I can’t fully appreciate how busy you must be but I’m sure new babies are a handful! Establishing Willow’s impromptu family around her was a must, she really needs all her friends around her if she’s going to get through and Myles and Faith are great family members to have!

WolfDragonGod: Thanks very much as always, glad you loved it!

Juju De Roussie: I’m glad you enjoyed the update, I’ve enjoyed writing Willow building her family back up around her, it’s clear she’s not alone in this and that should give her a definite measure of strength to face difficult times ahead.

Little Bit: Thanks very much Little Bit!

db: Hiya, I often think people should have things floating around their heads, like hearts and birds, just to emphasise the strength of emotion (and it would be pretty cute).
The amalgamation of the two Willows has not been an easy exercise at all, firstly there was the sense that I was losing the two Willow’s I did have and having to write someone entirely different. That’s turned out to be not the case, instead I feel as though I can take the parts of them I enjoy writing the most – Willow R - scatter brained and emotionally awkward, Willow VR, action and anger.
There is still a lot of work to be done, mostly in terms of the reconciliation between our two girls, that is the essence of the story and I really want to do it well – I have some great moments planned for you!
I’m glad you enjoy the Faith and Lara element; I do like writing the extra dimension they bring to the story as they are very different characters…and they’re just plain hot together!

Sorry for the gap between updates, I had a writing break over Easter but I'm just getting back into the swing of things now. Stay tuned for the update shortly!
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 14 Mar)

Postby Alcy » Thu Apr 03, 2008 12:38 pm

Chapter 34 – What’s in a name?



The leaves crunched beneath her feet with each step she took. Although the sound was barely audible it filled her ears like a roar. She paused and crouched behind a partially collapsed crypt, back pressed firmly against the stone in order to hide her body in shadow.

Willing her busy mind into silence Willow concentrated on the other movement in the cemetery, the one she hunted. Her entire body was tense, from the stake balanced perfectly in one palm, to her feet positioned in readiness to attack in a heartbeat. She could not tell if her prey sensed her presence, knowing only too well that the noise it was making could be a deliberate ruse to draw potential prey out and into the open. On the other hand it could indicate that the vampire was newly turned and inexperienced. Willow let out a small sigh; she fervently hoped it was the former. The night had been dreadfully slow with virtually no activity. The only vampires she had seen had been furtive, cowardly shadows in the distance as they dared not venture out into the open.

It had been a slow night. Willow felt the need to dust at least one before returning home to sleep or she would write the night off as a complete waste of time…and she hated to waste time.

The vampire was moving straight towards her and it was at that moment that Willow knew her presence had not been detected. It would be a swift surprise and a quick staking. It was all too easy. Still…it was better than no prey at all.

Like a starving predator rising from an ambush, Willow emerged from the shadows of the crypt and into the moonlight. She knew what movements she ought to be making, a simple lunge forward, driving the stake into the dead heart of the vampire.

Everything went wrong from the moment she faced her prey and found herself staring into a pair of piercing blue eyes. Her forward movement was halted almost to the point where she was driven backwards by her surprise. She stood unsteadily, unable to do anything save stare at the one vampire she could not bring herself to destroy.

Tara’s lips were parted slightly in shock, as though she too were surprised by Willow’s presence. She remained standing still, making no obvious moves to brace herself for an attack despite the fact that Willow was poised with stake in hand.

“Willow,” she whispered, an eternity of emotion and longing injected into just one small word. Her breath caught as she trailed off.

A surge of sudden anger moved through Willow’s veins. After everything Tara had done to her, she did not have the right to say her name like that. To say her name as though they were only a heartbeat away from embracing and losing themselves in each other’s flesh. Willow refused to allow herself to be distracted by the thought of losing herself in Tara’s embrace, a task made all the more difficult by the memory of her encounter in the mirror just a few days previously. Her jaw tightened with determination but she still could not speak or move.

Suddenly she was gripped by an overwhelming internal force that kicked her body into motion. Willow had absolutely no control over her movements as she felt her weight shift forward and into an attacking stance. In one second she was facing Tara and the next she was surging forward with the stake drawn back ready to strike. She whipped her arm forward and the sharpened wood plunged easily into the middle of Tara’s chest, almost as though it were being driven home by some instinctive force.

However, as Willow withdrew and waited expectantly for the vampire to revert to dust, she glanced down to notice the bright red blood coating the length of the stake. Through horrified eyes she stared up at Tara and still saw no dust explosion. It was normally so simple, if not exactly clean it was impersonal and emotionless…this however…this was not clean.

Blood bubbled forth in great, gushing quantities from the hole in Tara’s chest.

“Tara?” Willow whispered in disbelief. She took one more look at the bloody stake in her hand before flinging it away in disgust.

She sank to her knees in the grass and reached out with both hands in a vain effort to stem the flow of blood from the hole. The eyes that met Willow’s were wide with terror as blood began to bubble from her mouth as she took her last few breaths in immense pain.

Willow sat in shock as she felt the struggling heart beat its last. She glanced downwards at her hands. The crimson liquid continued to well between her tightly clenched fingers she willed the hole to close and the heart to beat once more. She continued to stare at the blood, if only to avoid having to look back into the blue eyes that were empty of everything save an accusation.

Willow could hear the words as though Tara were still alive to speak them, I never stopped loving you…when did you stop loving me?

Willow’s entire body jerked upright jerked upright and she slammed her head sharply into window at her back, luckily not cracking the pane of glass. As she sat rubbing the back of her head she realised she had fallen asleep on the window seat in her bedroom, the book which she remembered being on her lap had fallen to the floor. Her hands were pale and empty in her lap…although they were unstained by Tara’s blood she immediately starting scrubbing them together as though trying to wipe them clean.

“Never,” Willow whispered to herself as she wiped her hands on her thighs. “I never stopped loving you.”

~~~~~~

“You’re looking a bit peaky, Will.”

Willow glanced up upon hearing Faith’s comment and she frowned, glancing at herself in a hall mirror as they passed it. She noticed the slight red flush to her cheeks that had caught Faith’s attention. She stubbornly explained this away by reminding herself of the fact that they had just climbed several flights of stairs to reach Gordon Square’s second floor. However, there were other signs aside from the flush, her cheek bones were more prominent than usual and her lips tightly drawn. It was more than simply climbing flights of stairs.

Willow shrugged, unwilling to share even with Faith, “I’m fine…just a little exertion ‘tis all.” She paused in front of a closed, heavy door and then glanced down the wide but dark corridor ahead. She shivered slightly, especially with the realisation that no one had set foot in the corridor since Abraham had died.

Given the fact that Giles was becoming overly anxious about the skull, Willow had promised to undertake a room by room search of Gordon Square. If not hoping to find the skull itself, then at least some clue as to its whereabouts. Before commencing the task she had not truly appreciated just how many rooms the house actually had. She had begun to get an understanding of the immensity of the task while searching the first floor, although she already knew her own room and Abraham’s inside out. The guest bedrooms too were relatively simple and appeared not to hold any secrets. The second floor and attic however, were another story entirely. Although Abraham had spent some time sequestered away in his office, she could remembered very little occasion for venturing up there. She suspected that following her death, her brother had spent even more time in its dark halls. While she suspected she was possibly being foolish, she could swear that she felt a suffocating presence surrounding her on this particular floor. It was a presence that did not remind her of the brother she knew…but she knew it could be the monster her brother had become following her death.

“Well?” Faith prodded in an exasperated tone, she knew that the glazed look in Willow’s eyes meant she was not wholly in the corridor with her.

Willow’s head jerked slightly in surprise, “What?”

Faith rolled her eyes in an exaggerated fashion. “Are you going to stand out here all day or do you want me to go in and check the room for ghouls and ghosties first?”

“Oh, sorry, I was woolgathering,” Willow admitted, managing a half-hearted apologetic grin as though she promised to restore her full attention to the task at hand.

“Not an uncommon occurrence,” Faith replied in a tight-lipped, barely audible voice. When Willow flashed her a mildly pained expression she quickly pulled out a smile of her own although there was no hint of an apology. “So…would you like me to open that door for you?”

Faith’s pointed suggestion had an intended effect on Willow. She finally stiffened her hunched shoulders and focused on the door as though it led into a pit of daemon hounds as opposed to the innocuous enough room that did lay behind it. The door creaked somewhat and a musty smell emerged from the sealed room, both slightly ominous signs. However, as soon as Willow flicked the light switch, a faint golden glow bathed what was an exceptionally busy little room.

One entire wall was lined with book shelves stacked with thick leather-bound books and papers. A heavy desk made of what appeared to be mahogany took up the space beneath the windows. It was still covered in papers as though whoever had been working there had intended to return.

Willow frowned as she passed beneath the doorway. “I don’t remember this room.”

“But it’s filled with books,” Faith observed the obvious. “It’s like a miniature Willow-heaven or something to that effect.”

Willow crossed the floor and drew one thick book down from a nearby shelf. She held it open to reveal column after column of notations and numbers and for once she appeared to be thinking exactly the same thing as Faith, complete disinterest. “Account ledgers…hardly interesting reading material. I’m not sure without looking through all of them but I suppose they’re land-owning records...accounts for whatever one has to take account of when one owns land…and animals. I suppose how many pigs one owns and how much it costs to feed said pig.”

“I thought pigs just ate scraps?” Faith was quick to point out the flaw in Willow’s hypothetical example but she did not wait for Willow to favour her observation with a reply before moving onto an issue of more significance. “What happened to your family fortune?”

“I do not know for certain…but I think this house must be all that remains,” Willow commented, quickly banishing all thoughts of the word ‘fortune’ from her head. It was the root of all evil in her books, the reason Tara had been forced to marry Edward Walsh. She was personally glad there was no longer a Van Helsing fortune.

“Well, the Van Helsings must have owned a great deal of land judging by the number of books in here,” Faith commented as she spun on her heels to take in the book laden shelves. She then stopped spinning and looked at Willow with a reluctant expression. “Please don’t tell me we have to look through every single one?”

Willow glanced over her shoulder at Faith as she moved towards the desk and gave a distinct, ‘what do you think?’ glare. With an exaggerated groan, Faith moved to the nearest shelf and ripped a ledger down as though she imagined she was yanking out the throat of a vampire. She gathered several more and retreated to a rather worn armchair nestled in one corner, afterwards moving only to turn a page or look up and cast a withering glare in Willow’s direction.

If Willow felt Faith’s annoyed gaze burning a hole in the back of her head, she did not feel the need to respond in any way. She faced the one wall that was not obscured by furniture of any kind and found it plastered from floorboard to ceiling with all manner of paper. Two large maps took up much of the centre of the room; there was one large map of England and next to that a smaller scale map of Europe. Both maps were covered in a series of notations in Abraham’s writing and bright red scraps of fabric in different locations. Radiating out from the maps were more notes written on scraps of paper and newspaper cuttings.

Willow scanned several of Abraham’s notes and realised almost immediately what the purpose behind the wall was… it was his search for Tara. She knew if she took the time to read each note and clipping, she would be able to map out his entire obsession, from the year of her own death to the year he finally caught Tara and imprisoned her. Tentatively she reached up and laid her fingers on one yellowed clipping, a sensationalised account of the brutal murder of an entire family in Dover which made a great deal of the savage neck wounds found on the victims.

Unwilling to face such similar accounts, Willow drew her gaze away from the wall and turned her attention to the desk. She could almost see her brother seated behind its great bulk, working feverishly as he sought to unravel the whereabouts of his sister’s killer.

She moved close enough to reach out and touch it. Tentatively, she ran her hands over the smooth wooden lines of the chair tucked neatly against the desk. As she grasped it and tugged it backwards she wondered how many times her brother had repeated the same motion. Willow folded herself into the chair and stared at the ledger that lay squarely in the middle of the desk in front of her. Glittering in embossed gilt letters on the front was the name, ‘Van Helsing.’ She tentatively reached out and traced each letter of the name. She felt strange when realising that although she felt as if she was staring at her own name, she in fact wasn’t. Her name was Willow Rosenberg. It was the name given to her by a family she had never really belonged to…and even less since they had disowned her after her violent outburst.

Willow took up a nearby pen and opened a fresh jar of ink, still useable after however long it had sat on her brother’s desk. She then drew a sheet of paper in front of her and sat staring at its creamy emptiness for a few moments before making her next move. Dipping her pen in the ink she wrote in a firm hand, Willow Van Helsing. The letters flowed effortlessly into words and together they made up the complete picture, a picture of the life she had once lived.

Directly beneath that name, she wrote another, Willow Rosenberg . As she wrote she found the flow of her pen stunted and awkward, as though she did not feel right in writing that name. Willow pursed her lips together for a moment and then on a whim wrote a third name, Willow Van Rosenberg. She smirked a little as she read it. It was distinctly odd…and yet was she herself not an odd individual?

When Faith eventually moved from the armchair in the corner, the sound brought Willow back to reality. Willow straightened slightly and realised that she had filled the entire page in front of her with Willow Van Rosenberg over and over. With a slight embarrassed flush to her cheeks she crumpled the page. She then sighed wearily and swivelled in the chair to watch Faith replace several books and seize several more with no more enthusiasm than before.

As though she sensed Willow staring at her she turned and was unsurprised when her instinct was proven right.

“Having a laugh at my expense?” Faith asked with an arched eyebrow.

Willow blinked a few times as though she was not really looking at Faith at all. Rather than reply, she hastily stood from her chair and crossed the room to stand directly in front of Faith. Without offering the other woman any explanation, she reached out gave one of the ledgers a sharp tug. Both women had to take a leap backwards to avoid the section of bookshelf which swung outwards.

“Just how many of those things are there in this house?” Faith dumped her latest pile of ledgers unceremoniously on the floor and examined the newly revealed opening with interest.

The opening was almost half the size of the passage leading from Gordon Square’s library to the training room. When fully opened it was revealed that it did not lead to another passageway at all, but rather a solid, black door with a brass handle and large knob in the centre…a safe.

Faith let out an excited breath, “It’s an obvious guess…but where else in this house would you keep an exceptionally dangerous object that you dare not let fall into anyone else’s hands? A slight problem given that we don’t have any clue as to the combination…Will?”

Willow did not seem surprised in the slightest to find a safe behind the hidden door. She merely cocked her head for a moment as though she were thinking, “As a matter of fact…”

As she made to move in front of the safe, Faith stepped aside to make room. Without fully thinking about what she was doing, Willow twirled the large brass knob back and forth, each time stopping on a select number. At the floor turn she heard an audible click and then glanced over her shoulder to see Faith standing directly behind her wearing a rather impressed expression.

“Do I even want to ask you how the bloody hell you knew that?”

Willow shrugged, “Abraham told me once…although he handled everything to do with money he felt it important for me to know what it was and chose something that would be easy to remember. The combination was our butler’s…Samuel’s birthday.”

Faith shook her head in bewilderment, “I still cannot get over the fact that you speak of such past times as though you were there.”

“I was there, Faith,” Willow reminded her friend in a matter-of-fact tone as she reached for the safe’s handle.

Pausing for a moment to get a grip on the large brass lever, Willow then yanked it downwards and with Faith’s help, pulled the heavy door outwards.

The sight in front of them caused both women to gasp; even Faith was struck silent for almost a minute before she was able to reply. Beside her she heard Willow utter a loud sniff.

“I don’t see the skull,” Faith announced slowly.

However, what she and Willow were looking at was the safe’s interior jammed full with solid gold sovereigns. Faith reached in and withdrew one to examine it more closely; it was nothing short of real. She heard Willow sniff again as she ran her thumb over its solid surface before looking back into the safe. While there was no telling exactly how much money was inside, it was safe to assume that it was a great deal.

Willow sniffed loudly and it was only when Faith turned to suggest that Willow find her handkerchief that she noticed the other woman was actually crying. Thick tears rolled down her cheeks despite her obvious efforts to stem the flow by sniffing and dashing them away with her fist. Faith tossed the sovereign to the floor and reached out for Willow, laying a hand on her back in what was supposed to be a soothing manner.

“Okay, Will, the discovery of money is not supposed to be a sad occasion,” Faith pointed out in what she hoped was a helpful tone.

“What good is it?” Willow whispered in a broken voice.

‘Well…it’s money, it’s good for a lot of things,” Faith stated the obvious with a slight shrug.

“It won’t help us find the skull,” Willow straightened from her crouching position to stand, she’d managed to contain her brief bout of crying but her eyes were red-rimmed and her shoulder slumped as though she were about to give up on something

“It has to help though, right?” Faith prompted tentatively, she tried to inject an element of enthusiasm into her voice, “Let’s forget this for an hour or so, what do you say we head down to the training room…I’ve a new crossbow bolt I’ve been dying to try out.”

“Pass,” Willow said as she paused wiping away her tears to stifle a weary yawn. “I might retire for the evening.”

The two women left the second floor together, before parting company to go in their separate directions, Faith turned to Willow and took her gently by the shoulder so she could not turn away. She saw all too clearly the pain in her eyes and knew that something other than the skull was eating away at her from the inside.

“Are you sure you’re okay, Will?” she asked gently.

Willow managed a small smile that completely contradicted her drawn face, “I am fine…honestly.”

Willow parted ways as her friend moved downstairs and she to her bedroom. She hated having to lie to Faith, but did not want to have to admit what had really set her off at the sight of the money in her safe.

It was a harsh reminder that all the money in the world was not going to bring her what she wanted most of all…Tara.

She sat on the edge of her bed for all of half a minute before realising that she had absolutely no desire to sleep. With a renewed purpose she stood and crossed to her wardrobe, stripping items of clothing as she moved. When she was down to her underwear, she pulled out her hunting clothes. On went her dark breeches and shirt, battered breastplate and finally a jacket to keep the cold night air at bay.

Willow finished her outfit with a select compliment of weapons, just a few stakes and the silver sabre which had come to be her weapon of choice even though she couldn’t help but feel a slight pang of loss for her katana every time her fingers wrapped around its plain, unadorned hilt.

She elected to use the window as her exit point as per usual. While she knew that Faith would already be in the training room, filling an unfortunate target dummy with new holes, there was no telling where Myles would be. The young man was sure to try and stop her leaving the house or even worse, beg to be taken along. Willow preferred hunting alone.

The night was cool and Willow lightly jogged the distance to an almost abandoned cemetery that she hoped would be rife with demonic activity. She had barely worked up a sweat upon arrival at the giant and ominous wrought gates that heralded the entrance to the dark area. Her excitement however was well stoked as she discreetly drew a stake from within her jacket. This feeling increased with each step that took her further into the cemetery, further towards danger and the sense of really being alive.

She did not need to wait long to find her first vampire of the evening, he found her. Willow heard the leaves and twigs crunching beneath his feet before he drew near enough to touch her but she allowed him to think that he had taken her completely by surprised. As his fingers were about to close on the back of her neck, Willow whipped around

Willow paused, for a few awful seconds she was unable to bring herself to drive the take into the vampire’s chest. Her mind insistently repeated images from her dream, images of stabbing Tara’s still beating heart and the gushing blood that followed.

Sensing an opportunity in his opponent’s hesitation, the vampire’s arm darted out and caught her across the throat. Willow went flying backwards, struggling for a breath. She landed hard across a headstone, further knocking the wind out of her body and the stake from her hand. There was no time to recover as the vampire picked himself up and seized her by the shoulders. As he bared his fangs and lowered them towards her neck she lashed out with her heel, driving it downwards hard onto his foot. While it did very little, it was enough for Willow to find enough room to swing her arm. Her balled fist caught him across the jaw with enough momentum to jerk his whole body sideways. Willow brought both hands upwards and then outwards to rip his fingers from her neck. With a guttural roar she slammed her head into against the space just above his nose in a perfectly timed move that sent him reeling backwards. She followed up the Liverpool Kiss by smashing the flat of her foot into his chest.

As he fell to the ground, there was no longer any hesitation on Willow’s part. She leapt onto his fallen form and drove the stake home with another savage yell. A few moments later the vampire exploded into a small cloud of dust, just as he should. Willow crouched over the spot where the body had been for a moment and realised in the calm that her heart was beating so quickly she was in danger of passing out. After drawing a few deep breaths, she was able to stand once more and scan the cemetery for her next target.

As Willow hoped, her flurry of activity in chasing down the vampire had drawn out several more. While most had managed to make their escape into the darkness while Willow was occupied, two remained. One was clearly incapacitated; his leg was jammed out at an odd angle as though it had been broken. He was terribly thin as though he had not eaten for some time. Willow was hardly surprised, if she could walk up to him to stake him, then she hardly expected him to be able to run to catch his food.

The staking was somewhat reluctant; she hated to think of herself as putting the vampire out of its misery. Even so, once she plunged the stake into his chest as he cowered on the ground in front of her she felt another surge of triumph flow through her veins.

The second vampire who lingered in the cemetery had been more than capable of fleeing the scene, she had however chosen to remain and fight. As Willow stared at the dark-haired, blue-eyed vampire, she realised that they were probably both as bored as the other.

“You fight well,” she said simply, her voice low and husky.

Willow was not impressed that she had found a talkative vampire; she did not offer up a reply and instead moved into an attacking stance. A split second later she surged forward with both her body and her blade. The vampire was forced to block hastily or be gutted by Willow’s silver sword.

As they began to trade blows, the female vampire obviously realised that Willow was in no mood for friendly conversation. With talking off the agenda, she proved to be a formidable opponent, far more so than Willow’s first two kills of the evening.

Together they danced across a wide area of the cemetery, using headstones and trees alike as obstacles and points of leverage from which to try and gain the upper hand over the other.

With a small measure of exhaustion beginning to set in, Willow momentarily losing track of her footing and caught her foot on a gnarled tree root. She stumbled awkwardly and was forced to take desperate action to block the downward blow that followed as the vampire tried to take advantage of the moment. The vampire let out a savage roar as she sensed victory but her enthusiasm was her undoing. Willow saw the blow coming a long way off, the vampire was aiming to take her head off but she drew her arm back further than was necessary.

Still slightly off balance, Willow moved low and ducked beneath the swing of the vampire’s sword to bring her own weapon upwards in a deadly arc. Barely missing a beat, Willow split the vampire open from crotch to neck. She fell back writhing in pain and collapsed to the ground.

Even as the vampire exploded into dust at her feet, Willow felt as though there were eyes on her back. She spun sharply as the dust settled around her feet to scan the shadows behind her. With her eyes narrowed and the stake clenched tightly in her fist, she prepared herself for another attack.

There was nothing behind her save trees bare of leaves and the lonely crypts and gravestones of the long-forgotten dead. Willow made to take a few steps forward but dismissed the feeling as her excited mind playing tricks on her. Tucking the stake back into the inside of her jacket, she turned towards home, counting three dustings as a very respectable total for the night.

For once Willow’s instincts had let her down, deep within the shadows at her back a figure stood and watched her intently…just as he had watched her hunt and destroy the three vampires. A small smile creased his face; he had enjoyed his observations immensely. Willow Van Helsing was indeed as formidable as ever and he could look forward to their meeting after all this time.

Dracula pushed aside his coat and felt the reassuring hilt of the sword he wore at his waist. He knew if he had a heart beat, it would be quickening in response to his excitement. With the smile still fixed on his face, he shifted into his misty form to travel the short distance that separated him from Willow. When he reformed directly in front of her he was rewarded with the expression of blatant shock on her face. He also dared to think that there might be a little fear mixed in as well.

When he spoke the tone of his voice was as if he were seeing an old friend for the first time in many years, “Willow Van Helsing.”


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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby Zooeys_Bridge » Thu Apr 03, 2008 1:04 pm

DIBS

Wow, Alcy, that was wonderful. I'm loving every single moment of this, and am terribly sad to know it will be ending eventually. I'm savouring every. last. drop.

For some reason, I knew right off that the beginning was a dream. But knowing that made stabbing Tara through the heart no less horrifying. The blood, the disgust, the fear, the love, it was all so raw.

I'm still loving Faith, and am enjoying the fact that I can still hear her sexy raspy voice in a light British accent. It's great and so much fun.

Willow crying at sight of the money was just...so sad. It's completely useless, and utterly wasteless. What a shame to know all that money in the attic could have saved Tara and Willow from these horrible fates.

And what a nice cliffhanger. Really, really, swell. I can't wait to see what happens next. Thanks so much for making this last.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby nothingtosay » Thu Apr 03, 2008 4:08 pm

When he reformed directly in front of her he was rewarded with the expression of blatant shock on her face. He also dared to think that there might be a little fear mixed in as well.

When he spoke the tone of his voice was as if he were seeing an old friend for the first time in many years, “Willow Van Helsing.”


...COOL!

i just wished she(w.v.h.) "accidentally" stretched her arm out holding a stake and in doing so, she killed dracula. then his "Willow Van Helsing"
would have been more pleasant for me.:D
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby Zampsa1975 » Thu Apr 03, 2008 4:43 pm

Yay for excellent update-y goodness... Good for Willow to realize that she really is Willow Van Rosenberg... Willow's dream about staking and killing Tara was both good and bad for Willow: Good for her to realize she really loves Tara still... Bad for her because dreaming about killing the love of her two lives... Dracula's reappearance is definately good... I hope he doesn't force Tara to do something that would blow her cover or hurt Willow's new family...

I really really hope that after destroying the skull Willow, Tara and Giles are able to find a way to make Tara "normal" human or making Willow ensouled vampire so that they could spend the rest of their lives together...
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby dlline » Thu Apr 03, 2008 7:06 pm

Alcy! Dude!

You're back and with a vengeance this time. Hallelujah!

I love Willow van Rosenberg. She's just way cool openin' up that can o' whupass on those random vamps. I love it. But scary dreams....ooh, not good.
Willow moved low and ducked beneath the swing of the vampire’s sword to bring her own weapon upwards in a deadly arc. Barely missing a beat, Willow split the vampire open from crotch to neck.

Alcy, you draw the best pictures sometimes and this was a good one. Nicely done.

Great update and again, it's good to see you back.

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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby wimpy0729 » Thu Apr 03, 2008 9:09 pm

Man, Alcy, I missed you so much. This story is like the light of my poor un-exciting life.

One thing first -- I wish I hadn't been eating when I read the beginning. Tara spurting blood while I'm eating burritos is SO not a good combination. You're such a trickster with your little dream sequences. And oh, dream Tara saying she never stopped loving her and asking Will when she did, and Willow's response of "Never", made me need a tissue...or ten.

It seems we get to see more of WVH's memories coming to WR, such as finding the right book to gain entrance to the safe, especially remembering the combination. That was so cool, but my heart broke with hers, knowing all the money in there couldn't give her what she really wants, not to mention not finding the skull in there. But, this makes me start to wonder if Abe had told her about this, and she's now remembering more, if perhaps he had ever mentioned anything else helpful that will lead them to the skull. Oh, I get all tingly with anticipation.

So, you get me all tingly, then you leave me with this awful feeling of dread knowing that not only is old Drac in town, but he's standing right in front of her, and she's all alone. That is one evil cliffhanger, missy.

Please, please, PLEASE don't keep us hanging long!


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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby masterjendu » Thu Apr 03, 2008 9:47 pm

There is really no excuse for the fact that I have never left you feedback, Alcy. I love this story as I do all of your others, so please pardon my heretofore lurker status!

I generally find myself overwhelmed by your updates and this one is no different.

As Will killed Tara I found myself holding my breath. It was so beautifully described and so, so visceral; I could feel the blood gush. The intimacy of the act, of the blood brought me back to Tara’s dream of killing Willow and I loved the parallels of self-loathing each of them feels afterwards. This dream also brings up questions about Tara’s enigmatic nature. Would she dust upon staking? Can she bleed out like a normal mortal? Does Willow actually know how ‘human’ Tara is?

I, for one, am rooting for an eternal life for both of our girls. If (once) they do get back together, I don’t think I’d be able to handle knowing that one or either of them will die in 40 years. After all they’ve gone through, they deserve way more than just one life time together! Just sayin... : )

Lovin’ the Shakespeare themes! Willow channelling Lady Macbeth when she wakes from her horrible dream. The Romeo and Juliet chapter title; I don’t think you could get lovers any more star-crossed than your Willow and Tara.

I loved the small touches like Willow-heaven being filled with books and the Liverpool Kiss (although I’ve always referred to it as a Scottish Kiss, the ‘pudlians probably deserve the moniker just as much!).

Willow’s despondency is absolutely palpable. She is so lost. I love that you had her touch everything (the clipping, the desk, the ledger) as if she needs to tactilely ensure reality. How difficult it must be for her to feel the claustrophobic presence of her brother, knowing how he suffered upon her death. And how difficult to bear witness to the despicable acts Tara performed as a demon. For me, the best part of this chapter was the ‘creamy emptiness of the paper’. The proverbial clean slate, it speaks of new beginnings, and a new (sweeter) amalgamation of Willows. Dracula has no idea what he is up against; he’s never seen this Willow before!

Thank you so much, Alcy!
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby katjetson » Thu Apr 03, 2008 10:00 pm

Hot diggity! You're here! Thank GAHD! I've missed you.

What a nifty update. First, the dream...

"Willow," she whispered, an eternity of emotion and longing injected into just one small word. Her breath caught as she trailed off.


I love this immensely. It seems every word our ladies utter is rife with anguish! And it's always the small whispers, whimpers, breaths... The heartache is so, well... heartbreaking. It crushes me. Also, random, but I was certain after I read Tara say "Willow," that those two would be rolling around on the ground doing wonderfully naughty things to each other. Maybe next time? I guess we're all on the smut wagon here, huh?

Willow could hear the words as though Tara were still alive to speak them, I never stopped loving you... when did you stop loving me?


Ugh. Did someone (i.e. YOU) just stick a stake in my heart?

As for Willow and Faith -- I just can't get enough of these two. They're super kick ass together, even when they're "with the books." The scene kind of reminded me of a, really, no pun intended, Scooby Doo adventure with musty books, secret doors, hidden treasure... Only thing missing was the disgruntled human with the sheet over their head, pretending to be a ghost. Hee.

Lastly, it was a tiny detail, but I loved you taking us into Willow's closet. I'm giddy at the idea of Willow van R dressing up in her little boy outfit.*

I can't thank you enough for kick ass-ness of this fic.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby LittleBit » Fri Apr 04, 2008 6:39 am

Great update .. you create fabulous images with your writing! :D
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby WolfDragonGod » Fri Apr 04, 2008 1:35 pm

great update
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby WillowRulez » Fri Apr 04, 2008 4:48 pm

You're a big meanie! Okay, I suspected that it was a dream but whyyyy! Not that I want Tara dead, I just wanted that meeting to happen.
And too cute that you used the word "woolgathering". Have to use it more often!
Why did I have the feeling that Dracula wouldnt wait anymore and find Willow? I just hope Tara is nearby and that they will kick his ass.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby shiraz » Fri Apr 04, 2008 5:45 pm

Hi Alcy,

Thanks for the update and the appearance of Dracula - tres cool!

Yes, I too have read all of your stories and enjoy them immensely. Van Rosenberg is no exception. Excellent, vivid, exciting, angsty writing! Who could ask for any more?

Oh, except another chapter of course ;-)

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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby em317 » Sat Apr 05, 2008 8:39 am

Thank you for the belated birthday wish!

OMG ... its Dracuala!! AAH!

Can't wait for next update...

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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby taraslove » Sat Apr 05, 2008 1:47 pm

I'm still here, I swear! I know my FB has been seriously lacking, but I've been reading all along. It's just... RL is kind of taking over my... life. Ha!

Okay. This update. Wow.

Lovin' the glimpse of Abraham's obsession. Lovin' Faith's complete lack of enthusiasm for going through all those ledgers. Lovin' the development of Willow's hatred for money and then getting slammed with all. that. gold. (Methinks she's going to do something awfully noble with it, so that it's no longer hers.)

And, can I just say? Your W.V.R. kicks total ass. Totally. (Seriously. Splitting that chick up the middle? Zoinks!)

I cannot wait to see her face-to-luscious-face with Tara again. God. I'm all rumbly with the possibilities.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby Paint the Sky » Tue Apr 08, 2008 12:06 am

Willow's dream at the begining of the chapter I thought was going to foreshadow a meeting with Tara and just as it looked like it was going to happen - bam - Dracula!!

I was totally surprised by that twist. But then again, while the readers are crying out for a Willow Tara scene you just keep piling on the agony. I love it ;-)

I also loved Willow playing with her name. Willow van Rosenberg, suits her well, she is now a combination of both identiies with memories of her earlier life totally intergrated with her present one.

I don't know how many more chapters there will be, but part of me wants this story to go on for a long, long time, but the other part can't wait to see how it ends.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby Wills » Tue Apr 08, 2008 4:12 pm

Wow, it fills my heart with such joy every ime I see an update on this thread. I feel the need to say this: Please tell me the angst is about to end. Tara and Willow not together leaves me empty inside.However, I do believe that this build up of angst will eventually lead to a very satisfying union. (Right?) Alcy, you do play these longing emotions beautifully, and i appreciate it.

On another note, Willow and Dracula finally meet! Now we can move on to the killing! I cannot wait for the next update. Keep up the good work!
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby Alcy » Wed Apr 09, 2008 1:26 pm

Zooey’s Bridge: congrats on the dibs.
You know, all good things do come to an end eventually and it will be sad to see Van Rosenberg ending because I have enjoyed writing it immensely.
I usually italicise dreams so not doing that was cheating a little but I didn’t want to scream out ‘dream sequence’ from the start.
Faith is great isn’t she, and in this universe she is the perfect foil to Willow, far better than Buffy would have been IMHO.
What a shame to know all that money in the attic could have saved Tara and Willow from these horrible fates.

Well, Willow had money back then too but Tara didn’t want to disgrace her family by running away with Willow so essentially the moral is that money cant do everything!
Glad you liked the cliffhanger, I do love a good one!

nothingtosay: Haha, yes, that would have been a satisfying turn of events…but I hope that the next chapter will be just as satisfying all the same.

Zampsa 1975: Hi there, glad you enjoyed so many aspects of this chapter and you’re very right to say that the dream was both good and bad for Willow. While it was a horrible image for her to have to live through, it did make her realise that in her heart she has already forgiven Tara…it just remains to be seen whether she can forgive her for real.
I really hope that after destroying the skull Willow, Tara and Giles are able to find a way to make Tara "normal" human or making Willow ensouled vampire so that they could spend the rest of their lives together...

Trust me when I say I have everything worked out!

dlline: Hi Diane. Yes, I am back…I always come back!
Willow Van Rosenberg is definitely a cool character and in my opinion you can never have too many scenes with her openin' up a can o' whupass on random vamps. Glad to hear you enjoy my pictures, I do have a lot of fun drawing them!
Mmmm, smut…sadly I cannot promise any on the immediate horizon, I’m having too much fun disembowelling random vamps but we do get a wee bit of interaction at least…

wimpy0729: I’m glad I was missed!
I’m sorry I ruined your burritos! Maybe I should put warnings at the start of each chapter – no burrito eating and/or tissues needed.
There’s lots to get all tingling in anticipation about, the remaining chapters should be exciting (I hope anyway!) and your feeling of dread is probably justified.
I definitely won’t keep you hanging for too long at all, the next chapter is coming along very nicely!

masterjendu:
There is really no excuse for the fact that I have never left you feedback, Alcy. I love this story as I do all of your others, so please pardon my heretofore lurker status!

You’re forgiven of course, especially after dropping by to post such nice feedback. I’m glad you’ve enjoyed my stories.
Eternal life for both our girls sounds great, then I could have unlimited material for many, many more stories. I’ll just say that the eventual ending will be satisfying when it comes (I hope anyway).
There are some very palpable Shakespeare themes running through this story and this chapter especially!
although I’ve always referred to it as a Scottish Kiss, the ‘pudlians probably deserve the moniker just as much!

Yes, I read that it could also be referred to as the Glasgow kiss but whatever you call it, the image of Willow doing it is just cool!
I love empty paper…although I love used paper just as much when it is filled with writing or a drawing.

katjetson:
It seems every word our ladies utter is rife with anguish!

Very nicely put, I would have to say your analysis is spot on, its all carefully calculated by the scheming author to make the readers and characters suffer as much as possible. Hopefully I can eventually deliver Willow and Tara rolling around on the ground doing wonderfully naughty things to each other. That does sound like a good plan.
Sorry about the stake in the heart thing, I’m a sucker for a bit of angst.
I don’t know about throwing in any disgruntled humans with sheets as disguises but I did love Scooby Doo as a kid. This can kind of be my grown up Scooby Doo version! Willow in her hunting outfit is a very nice picture indeed.

LittleBit: Thanks very much, I do work hard on my imagery!

WolfDragonGod: Glad you liked the update!

WillowRulez: I’m sorry I’m such a big meanie, that was pretty nasty of me. I do love the word woolgathering but I have yet to find the need to drop it into every day conversation. I hope you’re looking forward to the Dracula and Willow meeting, it should be exciting.

shiraz: I’m glad you’ve enjoyed all my stories, I’m sometimes not sure how I managed to churn out so many words of fan fic, it just happened! Guess that’s what happens when you get carried away with the W/T love!
Another chapter will be being served shortly.

em317: Yep, it’s our old buddy Drac! Stay tuned for the next update!

taraslove: Thanks for stopping by, RL does have that annoying habit of taking over more important things.
There were quite a few little details in this chapter and I’m glad you enjoyed them. I promise you wont have to wait too long to come face to face with Tara again! I’m really hanging out to write them together.

Paint the Sky: Yes, we got Dracula instead of Tara sorry…but I promise to rectify that in the next chapter. I do love piling on the agony but I will eventually end it at some stage and make things rosy.
I felt it important for Willow to play with her name and it harks back to the title of the fic of course. It does signify that she is ready to accept who she is.
I can honestly say that at this stage there are five more chapters but I have been playing around with the content and order of what happens so that number changes.

Wills: Hi there Wills, I’m glad you enjoy finding updates to Van Rosenberg. I’m sorry this story has been so angsty but I assure you that there will be a happy ending of course! One satisfying union coming your way.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby JustSkipIt » Wed Apr 09, 2008 5:06 pm

Alcy - so sorry to be so late. Wow, so Willow is being confronted by Dracula right now. At least we know he won't kill her. I mean he can't kill her if he believes she knows where the skull is. I mean, he might want to torture here or something which would be bad but I feel like she's safe. Sorry not to have more time.
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Re: Van Rosenberg (Updated 4 Apr)

Postby Alcy » Wed Apr 09, 2008 8:29 pm

JustSkipIt: Hi there Deb, thanks ever so much for stopping by, I’m glad you can still enjoy reading VR even when you’re hectic. You’ll be able to find out whether Willow is safe or not very shortly…


Chapter 35 – Face to Face



As the night wore on, the temperature dropped even further and the first splatters of rain hit London’s streets. The drunks, whores and thieves who were the only souls out, braved the wet weather until they realised that it was increasing in intensity with each passing minute. Eventually even they were driven to seek somewhere dry. Those with money to spare headed for a tavern or whorehouse, while their less fortunate friends had to shelter beneath a bridge.

A figure perched on a rooftop high above watched the streets empty with a vague sort of indifference. People scurried like ants towards shelter as she stared from beneath the deep hood of her cloak. She tilted her face heavenwards and let the rain drops pelt her skin.

While Tara could feel each drop strike her face, the icy temperature did not affect her in the slightest. She did however feel the water begin to seep beneath her cloak and soak the clothes she wore beneath. Eventually she lowered her face and reached up to tug her hood as far over her head as possible. Despite the intensity of the rain, the water beaded and slid off the cloak.

It had been raining for just a few minutes when she felt a presence join her. Instead of turning to see who it was, she continued to stare at the dark streets below. The streets were now empty of life, with no moonlight or street light; the steadily pooling water seemed to swallow the buildings whole.

Eventually whoever it was standing behind her grew impatient and she heard an abrupt, forced cough. It was all she needed to know exactly who it was, and she had no interest in speaking to him.

“Bugger off,” Tara muttered testily, refusing to even turn and look at the other vampire. “I’m busy.”

“Yeah, I can see you’re real busy,” William drawled.

Although Tara did not hear him actually move, she could tell he was now just behind her shoulder. She shivered involuntarily as though she could feel his body pressed against hers. Tara glanced down at the ledge beneath her feet and then at the street several floors below. There was no way she could step away from William without stepping off the building. While she had no desire to talk to him, there was something in his tone that told her he wanted to speak to her. She waited, forcing him to make another attempt at conversation.

“I would think that someone in your position would at least have the sense to appreciate help when it appears, whatever the guise.” Tara heard William’s voice sound just behind her ear, with another step his body was pressed tightly against her back, moments later she felt hands on each of her shoulders and fought to resist cringing away from his touch. “You do want my help don’t you, Tara?”

“I cannot imagine a time where I would want or need your help, William,” Tara replied in a condescending tone. “Now run along back to your dark hole and leave me be.”

He laughed, a gravely sound that irritated her to the point where she longed to turn and rip a chunk of skin from his birdlike neck…she could not however stomach the thought of putting her lips to his loathsome flesh. At the moment she uttered a weary sigh, he changed his grip so he had her by the upper arms. He then whirled her about with a violent jerk so she was staring at him, her face just inches from his own.

Tara did not give him a chance to speak, she snarled in anger , “You would think to irritate me by manhandling me in this manner? Do you want to suffer the same fate as Angelus?”

A flicker of realisation passed over William’s face at the mention of their former colleague, he smirked dangerously in response. “You would admit to destroying him?”

“I admit nothing,” Tara replied coldly. She turned her face so she did not have to meet his beady gaze.

“So you will not admit to your feelings for the hunter?” William continued.

Why did I know he was going to ask me about Willow? “I have no need…there is nothing for me to admit.”

William reached out and roughly seized her by the chin, his nails digging in as he forced her to look directly at him once again. Her fierce gaze in response reflected every ounce of her loathing for the rake thin vampire. Even with his grip on her chin she managed to twist her mouth into a sneer.

“Then you should rejoice that our master has gone to her tonight!” he announced with fervour.

“That is my task!” Tara could not keep the emotion from creeping into her voice. She hoped however she merely sounded furious as opposed to afraid. “Our master placed her exclusively in my hands!”

“And he has grown tired of you always stalling our work…five years have passed since you discovered that Van Helsing whore had been reborn and in that time you have delivered us nothing! We are no closer to finding the skull and our master’s patience has expired. He will retrieve her and extract the location of the skull by whatever means necessary.”

Tara forced herself to remain calm even though she knew William to be speaking the truth. She could not believe she had been blind enough to miss noticing their growing distrust…but it was too late now, her worst nightmare was becoming a reality.

“She does not leave her home in the evening,” Tara stated, trying to inject a false air of confidence into her voice. “He has no invitation.”

William laughed, “The vampires she destroyed tonight would say otherwise.”

Willow you stupid girl! “I should be at his side! Give me the location!” Tara demanded, trying to maintain at least a pretence of her act.

“I am only here to help,” William cocked his head to one side, there was a vicious glint in his eyes, “And you would help our master by staying away!”

Tara narrowed her eyes in response, she jerked her chin free from his grip but did not try and move away as she finally allowed herself to say the words she had long believed inside, “He is not my master.”

At Tara’s bold revelation, William’s bony features contorted into a mask of rage. He roughly seized the front of her cloak and with a last growl he shoved her backwards. Tara allowed the force of William’s shove to send her flying from the rooftop. She continued looking at him even as her form dissolved into grey mist and blended with the night.

It was obvious from his actions that he had been ordered not to kill her and from this Tara drew the conclusion that Dracula did not know exactly where she stood. She suspected that his plan would be to confront her himself and ensure her loyalty by having her participate in his torture of Willow. It was a situation she could not allow to come to pass…the confrontation would be on her terms, not his, and it would be tonight.

Tara could only hope that by the time she found Willow, she would not be too late.

~~~~~~

As he said her name, Willow allowed Dracula’s soft tones to wash over her like water. If they were intended to have any sort of effect on her, then they failed. Instead she tightened her grip on the silver sword in her hand, keeping it out in front of her like a barrier between her and the Lord of Vampires.

As she stared at his perfect features she found herself drifting back to the last time they had met, on the battlefield at Covasna. Even though it had been Willow Van Helsing who had fought that desperate and ultimately tragic fight, she remembered every detail as clearly as though she herself had been there. From his overly polished sword but essentially brutish work to his ability to dissolve his body as Tara did, Willow replayed the events of that fight in her mind. She searched for a weakness. Although she could remember him tiring to the point where he could no longer change form, Willow could not help but wonder whether that had merely been a ruse to lull her into a false sense of security. Throughout that fight, Dracula had known that Tara would always betray her mortal lover; he had been secure in that knowledge. Now he stood in front of her, apparently alone, and yet entirely unpredictable.

Willow let out a shallow breath. A part of her wished she had heeded the advice of her friends and stayed indoors…but the larger part by far was fervently glad that she had left herself open to this confrontation. She allowed a confident smile to creep onto her face.

“Dracula,” Willow inclined her head in a mocking greeting. “I see no minions. Has the passage of time caused you to forget our previous confrontation? I believe I was mere seconds away from ending your terrible reign.”

He laughed in a honeyed tone. Such was the power of his allure that for a moment Willow was reminded of being at a ball during the London season, surrounded by gay revellers in all their finery. The thought was fleeting as she firmly reminded herself that he was a creature to be feared and hated despite his considerable charms.

“Being reincarnated has caused you to lose none of your spirit, Willow Van Helsing,” he paused for a moment, “Or do you prefer Rosenberg?”

Willow shrugged, not taking her eyes of him for an instant, “I prefer neither coming from your lips…but it is of little consequence in the end as no amount of conversation is going to help you find the skull…after all, that’s why you’re here isn’t it?”

If Willow’s abrupt announcement fazed Dracula in the least, then he did not let it show on his handsome features. He took his eyes off her and paced a few steps to the right, as though he was enjoying a pleasant evening’s stroll as opposed to a conversation with an enemy. His stroll was further ruined a moment later as drops of rain began to fall from the heavens, indiscriminate as to where they landed.

Willow kept her gaze trained on Dracula as the rain fell around her. It went seemingly unnoticed even as it plastered her red hair to her head and began to soak through the shoulders of her coat.

“I cannot deny that the whereabouts of the skull consumes my thoughts,” he whispered with barely concealed longing.

“Well you’re completely out of luck, old boy,” Willow replied jauntily, “I haven’t a bloody clue as to where the damn thing is…and of course it goes without saying that even if I did know where it was, you’d be the last person I’d tell.”

Dracula paced back in the opposite direction until he was standing directly in front of Willow once more. With a slight flourish he drew the slender blade he wore at his waist and held in lightly in his hand as though reassuring himself of its weight. He then pointed it in Willow’s direction.

“You’ll be surprised just how much of a ‘bloody clue’ you will have after I’m finished with you…people remember all manner of things during torture,” Dracula’s voice lingered over the word ‘torture’ as though it were a special pleasure of his.

“Was that a threat?” Willow asked coldly, any trace of humour disappeared completely from her voice. She adjusted her stance slightly in readiness for the first move. The idea of being tortured by Dracula himself was already starting to cast an unsavoury light on the evening’s proceedings...making her all too aware of the high stakes she was playing with. Willow knew that she needed to be the one walking away from this fight.

They circled each other warily, two carefully poised figures moving amidst the headstones, completely ignoring the rain that fell around them. As it appeared that neither wanted to make the first move, Willow darted forward. She sprang lightly atop a nearby headstone to gain additional leverage and brought her blade crashing downwards as she leapt down. Her blade sliced through nothing but air as Dracula’s form dissolved.

Willow sensed him reappear behind her, she whirled and already had her blade raised to block his stroke. She was far from worried as he dissolved a second time, knowing that he tired eventually. It was just a matter of keeping her wits about her lest he surprise her with a sudden strike when she was caught off guard.

“I suppose you think this is terribly unfair?” he laughed as he reformed for the fourth or fifth time, this time several metres away from Willow.

“No,” Willow replied, hastily dragging a clump of soggy hair from her eyes before assuming another attacking stance, “It proves your cowardice!”

When she moved forward once more, she found him there to match each of her blows in his solid form. Far from being unnerved, Willow was pleased to find that her words had an effect on the vampire. They continued to par every move the other made, the clash of blades ringing out over the sound of falling rain. The pair were evenly matched without a doubt, Willow’s technique and finesse was matched by Dracula’s strength. She did not block his blows directly but rather let them glance of her blade so as to lessen the shock to her body.

One backhanded blow slid from her sword and as he overbalanced Willow thrust firmly towards his chest. Dracula barely managed to stumble backwards, the closeness of Willow’s strike revealed by the tear in his coat from the tip of her blade.

Dracula danced aside lightly from the narrow miss and flourished his blade in his hand, moving as though his feet did not even need to touch the ground, “You are talented without a doubt…but I think you have lost something with your reincarnation. Willow Van Helsing possessed an air of wild fearlessness that made her powerful…you are nothing but a poor copy.”

Although Willow knew that she could not afford to let him bait her, his words hit home cruelly. As if to prove him wrong, she pressed forward her next attack immediately. Her feet moved rapidly across the now rain soaked grass. The silver sword in her hand moved to match in a flurry of carefully timed strokes. Dracula matched her delicacy with sheer brute force, smashing his sword into hers at each stroke.

“That’s better!” Dracula announced as though he were pleased with her work.

She growled angrily and became even more determined in her attacks. Her determination steadily began to erode her concentration. Now, once beautiful strokes became clumsy in increasingly desperate attacks.

“Splendid!”

It was the last straw and her temper flared as she retorted, “Shut up you foul piece of filth!”

The tip of her blade fell as she forgot her stance as she concentrated on arguing with words. Before she could even think about blocking his next stroke, it stroke crashed against the top of her breastplate. The stroke violently jarred her sword arm and she lost her grip. Before she could regain her balance he lashed out and backhanded her across the face, a powerful blow which sent her reeling in a daze. Willow stumbled, her feet did not appear to work properly…either that or the ground was moving beneath her feet. She was dimly aware of rough hands on the back of her coat, seizing fistfuls of the fabric in order to get a firm grip. She was helpless to stop him from throwing her forward. Although her vision was already clouded, she clearly saw the marble tombstone rushing towards her. Then there was nothing but pain and impenetrable fog.

Dracula felt a final thrill of exhilaration as he released Willow and sent her flying headfirst into the grave stone. With a resounding crack her head struck the tarnished marble and when she came to rest in the wet grass she was unconscious. He was not about to lower his guard even when she lay motionless. His sword remained unsheathed as he advanced towards her prone form. He reached out with the toe of his boot and nudged her body. There was not even a groan as she rolled over onto her back. Thick dark blood welled from a contusion at her hairline and he stared fixedly at it even as it was diluted by the pouring rain.

Finally he allowed himself to relax enough to go down on one knee at her side. He stared down at the creamy skin of the woman laid out in front of him and felt a primal longing in his loins to take her in the middle of the cemetery in the pouring rain. No woman since Tara had commanded such a power over him. He was transfixed at the sight of her blue veins throbbing just beneath the pale skin of her throat.

He reached his hand towards her, already anticipating the feel of her skin to his touch. However he stopped just inches from her face, knowing that one touch would be too much for him to bear. He would wait until his patience could be rewarded with a quiet space in which he would not be disturbed with his prize.

The pleasant thoughts that were running through his mind were rudely disrupted a moment later as a solid force seized him and tossed him backwards. He flew several metres threw the air, his momentum arrested only as his back hit the side of a crypt with such intensity that the crumbling wall cracked and gave way slightly.

When he returned himself to his feet he saw a familiar figure through the rain, standing protectively over the body of Willow Van Helsing. Dracula straightened and stood staring at a distance. Her fierce blue gaze pierced both darkness and rain. He knew in those eyes that something had changed within his favourite companion…and he immediately did not like it.

“Tara?” he asked cautiously as he approached, his boots barely sinking into the puddles beneath his feet.

She pushed back her hood even though it was clear that he had doubt as to who she was. The rain fell on her white blonde hair.

“William was kind enough to fill me in on your plan,” she answered as he drew near, “Apparently you no longer trust me.”

He shook his head in an effort to dispel that notion, “Of course I trust you my pet, I merely sought to attempt a new tactic with our mortal friend…a tactic which I am sure you and I will enjoy sharing in immensely.”

His words left Tara under no disillusion as to what he intended. She cringed as she remembered his ‘sport’ with the red haired young woman some years ago and her own dreadful part in that death. History would be repeating itself, only this time he intended it to be the real Willow helpless beneath his powerful body. His words also left her absolutely no choice as to her course of actions. It was over. All pretence at maintaining her role as his partner would be stripped away and her treachery would be laid bare before her former master. Tara felt an amount of exhilaration and relief at finally being able to step out from beneath his twisted shadow even though she knew she would be signing her own death warrant.

“I will share in nothing,” Tara replied, lifting her chin defiantly.

He smirked appreciatively, “I realise that you would not want to share this particular mortal…you would rather have her all to yourself but you must understand that I have a great deal invested in Willow Van Helsing, she must tell me where the skull is…”

“She must do nothing for you!” Tara interrupted in a sudden, thunderous voice.

Dracula hesitated in his reply. Such insubordination would have been swiftly punished had it been any mere underling but it was a sign of the hold that Tara possessed over him that he appeared confused, “Tara, my darling…”

Tara saw this confusion and used it to her advantage. Cautiously she lowered herself to the ground at Willow’s side and dared for a moment to glance down. Her gaze first fell on the blood flowing from Willow’s head and her almost colourless skin. The worst however was quickly dispelled when she saw the gentle rise and fall of Willow’s chest. With an overly cautious touch lest Willow be seriously injured, Tara reached out and placed one arm beneath her limp body. She cradled the unconscious woman in her lap protectively before returning her gaze to the vampire moving slowly towards her. His eyes widened as he realised her intentions.

“Think carefully before you do this, Tara,” Dracula whispered in a dreadful tone that was tinged with ice and fire, “If you choose that mortal over me then I shall be forced to hunt you down…and I promise you that there will be nowhere on earth for you to run!”

“I chose this mortal over you years ago!” Tara admitted proudly, “Do you really think that a soulled vampire would continue to be your loyal servant, would continue to do the foul things you order and not rebel?”

“You are still one of us!” he roared, making a sudden lunge towards Tara and Willow.

He was already too late. Tara had already begun mouthing the complex words of a transportation spell beneath her breath. By the time his fingers reached the space she had occupied, she was already gone…and Willow along with her.

~~~~~~

“For god’s sake, Myles!” Faith growled in exasperation as she examined the flurry of arrows protruding from one of the practice dummies in the Gordon Square training room, “The target isn’t that small…you should at least be able to hit it!”

Faith gave a rather loud snort of disgust as she retrieved Myles’s crossbow bolt. Instead of striking the target, the bolt had hit the brick wall to one side and the silver head had bent so as to make it unusable. She sighed and wondered if dummy wooden bolts would work as well in training, especially given that Myles had an uncanny knack for putting the bolt everywhere except the target. Just yesterday he had narrowly missed her ear when he released his crossbow by mistake.

Having retrieved the bolt, she marched back to the red-faced young man and stabbed it at the weapon Myles clutched in his hands, “What’s so difficult? Here’s the crossbow, there’s the target…fire, and hit it!”

Myles ducked his head for a moment and bit his lip in the face of Faith’s tirade, when he lifted his gaze he appeared to be steeling himself to say something.

“What?” Faith demanded.

“Can Willow train me?” Myles asked hopefully.

“Why, what’s wrong with me?” Faith asked indignantly, “I’m a far better shot than Willow!”

“Well,” Myles began tentatively, “You’re not a very good teacher. You are rather impatient and you don’t explain things very well…you just expect me to be able to perform every task perfectly.”

Faith narrowed her eyes as though she was about to launch into another furious speech. However, her expression softened and she sighed resignedly, “I’m sorry Myles…you have to understand that I’m hard on you for your own good. This isn’t a game…if you miss a vampire with your bolt on the first go; it’s highly unlikely that they will just line up for a second shot.”

“I know,” Myles nodded fervently, his understanding came a little too quickly for Faith, she held out her hand for the cross bow and he passed it over reluctantly.

“Perhaps I was a little too hard on you…” Faith admitted as the expression on his face tugged at some deeply buried reserve of pity.

“Can we try again tomorrow night?” Myles asked tentatively.

“Only if I don’t murder you in your sleep,” Faith replied with a frustrated sigh, “Now scoot…and don’t forget to wash behind your ears before you go to bed.”

Faith watched the young man practically skip out of the training room and shook her head slowly. She did not want to be the one to tell him that all the enthusiasm in the world did not make up for a complete lack of co-ordination.

To work out her frustration, she selected a wooden stave from the rack of weapons and began moving through some simple exercises. She concentrated on fluidity and timing as opposed to speed and strength with the aim of bringing about a peaceful state of mind that would help her to sleep.

However, she had completed less than a dozen forms when the air rippled in front of her just as she took a step backwards. A blast of cold, wet air slapped her in the face. She was knocked off balance and the stave was torn from her loose grip. A dark shape materialised out of nowhere and hit the mats with a dull thud.

“Bloody hell!” she yelped, cursing herself for not having any weapon close at hand other than a large stick.

Faith glanced at the spot where she had been standing moments earlier and her eyes widened when she saw two bodies lying on the training room floor amidst a pool of water. Both were clad entirely in black but she recognised them instantly. The blonde haired vampire appeared even paler than usual but her eyes were open and staring at the ceiling above her head. At her side lay Willow, apparently unconscious, with fresh blood coating the side of her face.

“Will!” Faith dashed forward and fell to her knees at Willow’s side.

Tara tried to lift her head but even such a simple act proved impossible. Her entire body felt like a puddle except for her head wherein her brain pounded against her skull in a manner that was definitely unnatural. She had to close her eyes. Despite her pain, she was dimly aware of a weight lying against her side and knew that Willow had made the journey with her.

The transportation spell was without a doubt dangerous but she knew it had been her only means of whisking Willow out from beneath Dracula’s clutches. Whatever the state she was now in, she was fervently glad that she had risked it. The thought of Willow being tortured by her former master made her sick to the stomach.

Giving herself a few more moments to just breathe, she then opened her eyes and immediately found herself staring into a pair of hard eyes. Faith’s presence confirmed to Tara that she had successfully reached her intended destination; she and Willow were safely within the walls of Gordon Square.

With a second, more concentrated effort, Tara found that she was able to sit. She rose and steeled herself for the inevitable spasms of pain behind her eyes.

Faith’s concern was solely directed towards the redhead lying at Tara’s side, “What have you done to her?”

“I should think the more relevant question would be why did you let her leave the house at night?” Tara growled. “Dracula found her…and he had every intention of torturing her for the whereabouts of the skull before I showed up.”

“I let her do no such thing!” Faith replied indignantly. “Even if I did, do you really think that I could keep Willow locked up when she wanted to leave?”

Tara knew Willow and she knew what the answer would be, she shook her head slowly, “I think Willow will be fine...”

“Can we not heal her…as you did at Covasna?” Faith asked, peering worriedly at the wound.

“It is best not to try,” Tara admitted, “I acted out of sheer desperation in that instance, it was dangerous for all three of us…I think that she will recover just as swiftly if I do not intervene.”

Faith nodded. She brushed Tara aside and picked Willow up in her arms. Although they were of a similar size, Faith appeared not to be troubled by the weight. It was all Tara could do to follow after her as she moved back up into the house proper, continuing up the stairs to the first floor.

Tara felt strange entering Willow’s personal sanctuary for the first time in over quarter of a century but she tried not to let it show. It was not difficult; there was very little expression she could show on her face other than exhaustion. Her gaze ran discreetly over the furnishings which were all simple for the most part save for the elaborate mirror which Tara recalled all too well. She was surprised Willow kept the thing in her room, Tara shivered just to look at it.

As Faith settled Willow back against the covers, Tara crossed to assist her. Together they removed Willow’s soaking wet coat, breastplate and boots. Faith cast a daggered look that made her step back and leave the removal of Willow’s trousers to her. Tara looked aside so as not to be forced to watch Faith’s hands sliding down Willow’s legs. As she did, she could not help but notice the small framed portrait of herself that sat on the bedside table. She hardly recognised that young girl. It was a portrait of somebody else, from another time.

“It’s a wonder Willow can stand to keep that close.”

Tara wrenched her gaze away from the portrait and met Faith’s hard-edged stare. The brunette was obviously unapologetic in her loathing.

“I-I do not know,” Tara replied. She paused and tried to prevent the wretched stammer from creeping back into her voice, “Perhaps you should ask Willow.”

“Her business is her own,” Faith muttered with a shrug.

And yet you mentioning it at all would stand to reason otherwise, Tara thought bitterly. Her shoulders slumped wearily and she could hardly keep her chin aloft as she stood at Willow’s beside. She honestly wanted nothing more than to fold herself onto the bed next to Willow.

“You know, you’re more than welcome to stay the night as well,” Faith announced grudgingly as she noticed the vampire swaying slightly.

Tara glanced up. She was genuinely surprised by the invitation even though she did not sense the brunette’s voice to be welcoming at all. After another glance at Willow she decided that no harm could come of it while she slept and she inclined her head slightly in acceptance.

“If you don’t mind…” Tara paused and swallowed awkwardly, she hardly even dared to think about the possibility that she could be near Willow for any length of time, “…I think I’ll stay at Willow’s side for a little while.”

“I do mind,” Faith replied testily, but her expression softened as soon as she recognised the desperately hopeful look in Tara’s eyes. Her next admission was grudging at best, “Although I suppose it cannot hurt.”

“Thank you,” Tara whispered gratefully.

Faith hovered protectively over the bed for another minute before the tense air between her and Tara grew a little too intense. With a curt nod in the vampire’s direction, she took her leave.

On her way out of the room, Faith paused at the threshold. She turned back towards Tara and the vampire glanced up as she sensed that she was being watched, “Can I ask you a question?” Faith asked quietly.

“Of course,” Tara raised her eyebrows slightly in surprise, she was curious to know what Faith could possibly want from her.

“You’ve known Lara for a long time,” Faith began.

“Since she was a girl, but a quarter of a century is hardly a long time when you consider all the years I have walked this earth,” Tara explained, she could not help but wonder what motive lay behind Faith’s question.

“I’m not interested in your life history,” Faith interrupted rudely; “I just want to know if you’ve ever had sex with her!”

Tara’s eyes fluttered wide open at the unexpected question, “With Lara? No!” she spluttered vehemently. She breathed deeply several times and when she continued her voice had returned to its usual calm monotone, “Most definitely not, Faith. I think of Lara as a sister…that is how it has always been between us. Is there anything more I can say to convince you that I am telling the truth?”

“No,” Faith replied, embarrassed to have even asked the question. She nodded once more and moved out of the room.

Tara watched as Faith left, before leaving her alone with Willow, she pointedly drew the door only half way closed. Despite her acceptance of Tara’s promise that she had not slept with Lara, Faith was still not about to trust her. She half expected that the brunette would set up camp just outside the door but moments later she heard her footsteps sounding down the hall as Faith moved towards her own room.

Tara then turned her attention back to Willow. She selected a bottle of tincture of iodine from the medical kit Faith had left on the table and doused a ball of cotton wool in the foul smelling liquid. When she gently touched the soft wool to the cut at Willow’s head, the redhead jumped slightly and murmured a word that might have been ‘ouch.’ Tara continued cleaning the wound and was pleased to find that it was not deep enough to require stitches. Willow would however have a rather large, ugly bump on her head for at least a week.

At some point during her ministrations Willow’s eyes had fluttered open. Tara froze, her hand poised above Willow’s forehead in the act of cleaning her wound. However, as she stared into the watery green pools, she saw the fog that clouded Willow’s gaze and realised that she was only semi-conscious. Still, there was recognition in Willow’s eyes, they widened slightly and her mouth worked as though she were trying to say something.

“Is there no end to your foolishness?” Tara whispered as she set aside the iodine and bloody piece of cotton. “Despite what you may think, you are no match for him.” Willow’s face immediately contorted as though she wished to vehemently disagree with Tara’s observation; however the only sound that emerged from her mouth was an angry grunt. Tara then pressed her finger gently to Willow’s lips to quiet her and had to suppress a slight shiver at the feel of the silken skin beneath her touch, “You needn’t try and talk now, dearest; I will be here when you wake.”

A small smile curled the corners of those silken lips and Willow allowed her exhaustion to take hold. Her eyelids slid closed once again and Tara watched her carefully until the soft rhythms of her breathing indicated that she was peacefully asleep.

Although Tara regretted breaking her whispered promise to Willow, she knew she could not stay at Gordon Square. Willow would be in no condition for a confrontation when she woke…and Tara had very little energy and absolutely no desire for one herself. Before she left Willow’s side, she gave into temptation and deposited a gentle kiss on Willow’s forehead. Even such a small act was difficult and she had to wrench herself away from the contact.

Tara then returned to the night. Something was different. It did not take any thought on her part to know exactly what it was. She was no longer a hunter in this environment…she was the hunted.

For a moment she wished she had the courage to return to Gordon Square and face Willow’s judgement when she woke but Tara acknowledged that this was an option she could not choose, not yet. Tara steeled herself. She did have choices…and one of them was not to bow down to her former master. She refused to skulk in the shadows for anyone, least of all Dracula. He could send as many assassins after her as he liked…and she would send each one back to him as a little box of dust!


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