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Re: Re:

Postby veiled isis moon » Fri Jul 09, 2004 10:16 am

Alcy, i'm well impressed! I love this fic..........well.........any fic you write, i love!



Anyhow, your writing simply amazes me, as usual. What would you say if i payed you to write stories for me forever?????? Oh well........ worth a try!



Willow and Tara arent totally like their cannon characters, but they're still there. You've just played some aspects of their personality up and left others, which is cool, me like very much!



I like how Faith is the slayer with Tara and Giles as her little scooby group. Is Giles her watcher? Will any of the other scoobies be making an appearance? Lots and lots of questions.........i need answers .................but take your time, teasing is good............



I'm a lot concerned about Tara and her past and why she's puting spells on Willow, and how did she manage to have Ashley?-who is very sweet and cute and well funny-love her to bits. I'm hoping it was through pleasant circumstances, but knowing you, and Tara's untalked about past, i'm thinking it can't be good. I can trust you to make it better though, right??



Oh......and HELLO! you!! That's two naughty fics you've got going now..................whatever happened to sweet and innocent Alcy................



Michelle.xx

Edited by: veiled isis moon at: 7/9/04 9:19 am
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Re: Chapter 4

Postby Willow Friendly » Sat Jul 10, 2004 8:09 am

Mmmmm I wouldn't mind getting that sought of back rub. Excellent update again. I am very curious about this spell, I don't think it is a love spell but something to do with Willow's darkness? Or I could be completely wrong. I love how Faith is subtly teaching Ashley about sex, I mean if poor Tara tried to do it she would go all red in the face and start stuttering, which would be very cute.



Look forward to :read more



WF

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Re: Chapter 4

Postby ShyTemptress » Sat Jul 10, 2004 1:53 pm

a spell? oooo she did a spell... -ponder- okay I sooo need more of this....

-Shy Southern Temptress:kitty

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Re: Chapter 4

Postby thebardgirl » Sat Jul 10, 2004 10:08 pm

Mmmore...more, more, more.



please? I like this story...in fact, i really like this story...and am insanely curious as to where it's goin'...

MORE...sorry, i'll try to control that outburst thing i do..



MORE! okay, so that was intentional, but seriously now...i want an update.



like now.



Or perhaps, now?



Yeah...get back to me on that.

-elizabeth

Last night in sweet slumber I dreamed I did see my own precious jewel sat smiling by me.

And when I awakened I found it not so; my eyes like some fountain with tears overflowed.

thebardgirl
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby bluehippocampus » Sun Jul 11, 2004 12:53 am

Just caught up with this story and I really like it. Amazing as your other fics. I've been much of a lurker than a poster yet a fan of your work :bow I love Tara-Faith interaction (Faith is one of my ever favorite character -apart from WT-) and I guess I have to wait a bit to know what kind of spell did Tara make? Update soon :pray ?

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Re: Chapter 4

Postby sam7777 » Sun Jul 11, 2004 5:04 pm

Another great fic. I like th dynamic between Willow and Tara. Tara has things to hide so hooking up with a police detective is not hight on her list of things sheshould do but I'm sure that Willow will convince her otherwise. Ah mistunderstandings abound.

sam7777
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Fri Jul 16, 2004 8:24 am

gabbles: I have no idea! It just pops out I guess. The fruit of an over active imagination and too much time on my hands! You don’t have to be patient for too much longer hun.



Grimmy: Ashley is cute and bright and the biggest challenge is not making her too cute and bright. I think Tara’s scared, even too scared to respond to her daughter’s keen intuition.

I’ve made no secret of the fact that I really like Faith as a character and I’m looking forward to expanding her character in this fic. I’ve always thought of the two Slayers that she was by far the more interesting.

The Spell is about to be explained and its relation to Willow. And yes, there are some questions which are going to have you puzzling for a good while yet cos it’s me! I’ll leave it up to you to decide if Tara is over reacting after you read the next chapter.



bindingwiccan: lol, I’ve never written a Fuffy in any of my fics but if any of them seemed to be asking for it then I guess this one would. Almost ready to post the next update, it’s a tricky one to write tho.



veiled isis moon: lol, getting paid to write would be fun but for you and all the other kitties of course I’ll do it for free. Yup, Giles is Faith’s watcher, I guess I should make that a little clearer.

A lot of your questions are going to be answered in the next chapter, although not fully ;)

Hey, this fic isn’t naughty…yet!



Willow Friendly: lol, I know, I want one too! I might have to do some sweet talking and see if I can wrangle one. And you’re not completely wrong about the spell either ;) I’m not so sure that Faith is the best person to teach Ashley about sex tho! I’m a bit worried about it!



ShyTemptress: More soon I promise and more about the spell!



thebardgirl: Hey Elizabeth! Thanks for stopping by :D Lol, I will get back to you on the whereabouts of the update, fairly soon in fact.



bluehippocampus: I love hearing that people are enjoying my stories so thanks! I’m with you on the loving Faith bit too so I’ll be sure to keep you happy in future chapters.



sam7777: Thanks sam! Yep, Willow’s powers of persuasion can be very…errrr…powerful when it comes to Tara and I’m sure she’s going to do her very best. I wanted to have a go at writing a fic where Willow and Tara didn’t hit it off immediately, although I had to come up with a plot device in order to do that. I didn’t think it would be realistic to have W/T actually hating each other without an outside cause.



Update soon for all the wonderful, awesome kittens out there. Next chapter is very tricky so it’s taking a lot of thought. It'll be up tomorrow for sure!



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

KiwiAlcyone
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Fri Jul 16, 2004 8:37 am

Holy heck!



I read that chapter...and forgot to review...



Thats just not right.



So, here you go...

*

:tear Man...Im so confused...I dont know who to blame...:tear



Ok, so I blame Tara, but Im sure she has reasons for it.



CONTINUE SOON! ALCY ROCKS!



Sincerely,

:flower BWR

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If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

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Re: Chapter 4

Postby little miss 666 » Fri Jul 16, 2004 11:03 am

wow, you've really got me thinking with this fic!



(which, by the way, is a really hard thing to do :shock )



i need more information! update! update i say!!



........please :flirt









- lilmiss :D

I'm never alone I'm alone all the time. Are you at one or do you lie? We live in a wheel where everyone steals but when we rise it's like strawberry fields. I treated you bad you bruised my face. I couldn't love you more you've got a beautiful taste.

little miss 666
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby thebardgirl » Fri Jul 16, 2004 7:29 pm

Whereabouts? Did it go somewhere? Where'd it go?! Gosh darnit all...did it go to Bermuda or something? And when will it come back? (I get the sad feeling that it sent me a postcard with "Glad you're not here" written on it...) darn it all...ah well...take your time...but please continue at your own pace, i'll just sit here, alone, in the dark, with no one to care about me...



OH and i love the story, by the way...if you hadn't noticed.

-elizabeth:spin

Last night in sweet slumber I dreamed I did see my own precious jewel sat smiling by me.

And when I awakened I found it not so; my eyes like some fountain with tears overflowed.

thebardgirl
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Fri Jul 16, 2004 10:43 pm

BurningWhiteRose: Thanks for leaving feedback :D Hopefully things will be a little less confusing after this next chapter.



little miss 666: lol, I love making people think…me included, although it’s hard t write when your head is hurting from all the thinking!



thebardgirl: lol, you always make me crack up :P Update is currently winging it’s way to you I promise. I just have to edit and make sure its not a load of crock…which it very well still could be!



Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

KiwiAlcyone
 


Chapter 5

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Fri Jul 16, 2004 11:32 pm

Chapter Five - “Heart’s fire.”





“Are you sure you’re up for this Will?” Buffy was eyeing her partner cautiously as their car pulled up outside the address she’d been given over the phone.



Willow had not bothered to change out of the clothes she’d been wearing when Buffy showed up at her apartment. She was wearing a very rumpled tracksuit with her hair done up in a scruffy ponytail. Although she looked a mess, Willow’s manner was all business. She carried with her palm pilot and was already making notes.



“I’m fine,” she replied, although not meeting Buffy’s gaze.



Buffy was not at all convinced, “Because if you need some time off I’m sure I can rope one of the other guys into helping me out on this one…” Buffy said as she turned off the key and the car fell silent.



Willow finally turned to face Buffy, there was a brave attempt at a smile fixed on her face, “I really appreciate your concern but I’ll be fine…trust me, the blonde is already a page in the past.”



Buffy raised her eyebrows suspiciously, “One of those pages that is dog-eared and keeps getting re-read over and over again…you know, like page 104 in your copy of Tipping the Velvet?”



“Buffy!” Willow spluttered indignantly, “What do I have to say to convince you to let this go?”



“I’m just worried about you Willow…you being cut up about a girl, it’s totally new territory for me as a best friend. I just want to make sure you’re not going to go all hermit on me because seeing you watching the Sound of Music? That was pretty disturbing.”



“The sooner you drop it, the sooner I’ll be over it Buff.”



“You sure, cos’…”



“Buffy,” Willow said a little more firmly, “Our discussion is over…ok? We’ve got a job to do.”



Buffy nodded, “Let’s get in there then.”



The two detectives made their way up the short flight of stairs and inside the seemingly ordinary house. It was a standard brownstone belonging to an apparently affluent family. The air of dread was palpable as soon as they entered. Uniformed cops were standing in the foyer, they nodded solemnly as Buffy and Willow walked past.



“Up the stairs to your left,” one said in a sombre tone.



As they walked up the stairs Willow glimpsed into the living room to see a young woman sobbing into her hands. A pale-faced man was standing at her side, awkwardly patting her shoulder. Her heart began to sink already and they hadn’t even seen the bodies yet…



“Oh god no…” Buffy whispered quietly as they walked into the room.



The room was a large nursery decorated in bright blue tones, a frieze of sailing boats trailing around the wall. It had within it all the usual furniture one would associate with a small child, a crib…changing table…beautiful toys. Willow glanced up to see a mobile swirling from the ceiling, the small planes flying around and around in their never ending circuit. She glanced to the crib, the blankets were thrown back, a teddy bear the only occupant.



In the middle of the carpeted floor there were two circles, the same as in the warehouse. One contained a black robed man, his face non-descript, a pool of nearly dry blood staining the surface beneath him. The chalk markings around him were barely visible on the carpet and yet they were there…Willow checked her palm pilot to find them identical to those at the first scene.



Both Willow and Buffy were avoiding casting their gaze to the second, much smaller circle for what lay within it…neither wanted to ever have to see. Yet it was their job…Willow knelt down and felt her heart get stuck in her throat.



“Parents woke up at six this morning, both thought it was weird they weren’t woken by the baby crying and the father came in to find this,” a cop informed them.



“They didn’t hear a thing?” Buffy asked incredulously, making a circuit of the larger circle.



The cop shook his head sadly, “Nothing…and their room is right through that door there.”



He made a swift and very grateful exit from the room after that, leaving the two detectives and the forensics team who were dusting the room for prints. They wouldn’t find anything.



Willow said nothing as she knelt, she just stared at the tiny body lying in the centre of the circle. They were supposed to stop things like this happening and yet all they ever seemed to do was clean up the mess. How could they have stopped this? She stood and forced herself to do the job she was paid to do.



Like the professionals they were, Buffy and Willow went to work straight away although neither could glance at the victim without feeling sick to the stomach.



“Will…look at this…” Buffy pointed with her pen at a line on the inside of the larger circle.



It followed the same path as the sticky substance they had found in the first circles at the warehouse. Although as Buffy pointed out, there was a small patch of dried plant-like substance remaining. Obviously it had failed to congeal with the rest of it. Buffy drew a small plastic bag out of her coat and scooped up a small amount with her pen. She sealed it and stood, holding it up to the light for a better look. Willow stood at her side with a frown on her face,



“Some sort of herb?” Buffy suggested.



“It would appear so but I don’t think it’s sage or thyme or any of your other garden variety cooking ingredients,” Willow was still making notes on her palm pilot.



“I guess it’s off to the lab with this,” Buffy waved it before making to hand it to one of the forensics guys.



“You know what Buffy,” Willow held out her hand for it, “I have a better idea.”



Buffy looked suspiciously at her partner but she waved the forensics guy away and handed it to Willow.



“We’ll only run into the same problem we had last time, the lab will be able to tell us what it is…but not what it is you know.”



“I do know…I was never any good at chemistry,” Buffy nodded.



Willow’s face was a business-like mask, “Well I am, and I still can’t make heads or tails of the report. I think I know who can tell us what this is.”



Buffy frowned, “Who?”



Willow set her lips tightly, “First thing tomorrow I’m going to that Magic store…” she glanced quickly at the awful sight and her fingers whitened as they held the small bag, “I want this…whatever it is, I want it to stop.”



“Will…are you sure that’s such a good idea? I mean…I can just as easily take it there…”



“Thanks Buff…but I have to do this, besides, it’s just business…” Willow’s thoughts shifted to those haunting blue eyes and the look of sadness that seemed to reside there, “It’s just business…”



*****



“I think we need to talk Tara,” Giles said softly.



Tara looked up from where she was standing on the balcony that overlooked their back alley. She was leaning against the railing as she sipped a cup of herbal tea, watching Ashley play indoors. Giles stepped outside to join her, closing the French doors behind him.



“Faith told you?” Tara took a deep gulp of tea in an effort to calm herself.



“All she told me was that she’s worried about you…and I think I can say now that we both are and I think I ought to know exactly what it is you did.”



“G-Giles, I can’t…please don’t ask me to tell you…”



He reached out and placed a gentle hand on her shoulder, “If this spell could harm you in any way…then I believe you should tell me Tara.”



Tara shivered, not at the contact but at the realisation that she would indeed tell him absolutely everything. A story she had never told anyone before and it more than frightened her speechless. Giles withdrew his hand when he felt the blonde woman tremble but the sincere expression on his face remained.



Tara looked at Giles over her shoulder, “Everything?” she asked in a small voice.



He shrugged, “Everything that is relevant.”



“It’s all relevant,” Tara replied, turning to face the rooftops once more, “Every aspect of my life before I met you and Faith…every aspect of a life I want so desperately to be able to forget but he’ll never ever let me…”



“Who won’t let you forget?”



“My father.”



“Tara…I thought you found out your father died last year?” Giles said in a sympathetic voice, even though his daughter had not lamented the man’s passing.



“Giles…if anyone should know death isn’t the end then it’s you,” Tara rebuked mildly.



Giles nodded in agreement, “So your story starts with you father?”



“Hmm, no, it really begins with my mother…you see, I never knew her. She died when I was no more than a baby and I can’t remember her at all…”



“I’m so very sorry Tara,” Giles said softly as the young woman’s eyes misted with tears.



Tara blinked them away furiously, if she started crying now she would never be able to get the story out, “There’s nothing to be sorry about…I just wish I was given the chance to know her…sorry, I’m supposed to be giving you the facts not dreams…did I ever tell you I am from Oregon?” Tara asked even though she knew full well she hadn’t.



“No,” Giles replied quietly.



“There is nothing special to note about my childhood, other than the fact that I was decidedly unhappy throughout most of it…”



Tara pressed her hands to her temples as the deafening roar of the cries around her aggravated her already pounding headache. It was the aftermath of a high school football match and not just any, the team had just secured their place in the final of the state championships by narrowly beating their long-standing rivals in a match the town would be talking about for years to come. It seemed as though the entire school and half the town had come to the after-party and it seemed as though every one of those people were drunk or well on their way.



“Babe, you okay?” Tara looked up at the sound of the soft voice, it was Roy Epstein…the star quarterback and her brother Donnie’s best friend.



“Roy…hey…” Tara managed a weak smile.



He held two bottle of beer in his hands and passed one to Tara. She took it with a small smile even though she had never been much for drinking.



“Not having a great time I take it?” he asked, taking a seat on the bench beside her, “These things do tend to deteriorate as soon as everyone gets a few into them.”



“I should’ve gone home as soon as the game was over,” Tara took a small sip of her beer out of politeness, “I guess…”



“I’d stay out too if I had to go home to your Dad!” Roy laughed and then immediately bit it back, “Sorry Tar, that was uncalled for…it’s not my place to comment.”



“No, it’s alright…my Dad’s an arsehole and everyone knows it,” Tara said bitterly.



“Yeah, your Dad’s always been a bit wacko though, my Mom said he was even like that when your Mom was alive…although you and Donnie turned out okay despite him…and just think, in a few years you’ll be heading off to college!”



Tara shook her head sadly, “I don’t think so…Donnie is going to college, I’m never going to leave here.”



She tipped her head back and drained the bottle half empty in one go.



“You’re going to miss him when he goes huh?”



Tara just nodded, “It’ll just be me and Dad. Y’know, he’s been really weird lately though…saying odd things…asking me why I don’t have a boyfriend. It’s really getting on my goat all the hints he keeps dropping about my getting married and moving out of home and having kids, he doesn’t seem to realise I’m still in high school! It’s a little scary too…”



Roy set his beer down on the ground and turned to regard Tara calmly. She stared back, noting that he really was quite cute despite his crooked nose…why on earth wasn’t she interested in him? Tara sighed, the answer to that question was fairly obvious. Roy smiled slightly.



“You’re worried your Dad’s going to freak if he finds out you’re gay,” he said calmly.



Tara began to stutter a denial but when she saw the look on his face she felt oddly reassured, “Yeah.”



“I used to think you were friends with my sister just because you wanted to be close to me…typical arrogance talking…I mean, how could you not be interested in me? It never crossed my mind you really were her friend…and more…I saw you two kissing once and suffice to say I was pretty shocked…but it’s cool…I guess it really sucked for you when Chris chose to go to university abroad.”



Tara drained the rest of her beer and shrugged in reply, “She made the decision that was best for her…” Tara felt a little dizzy, “R-Roy…” the empty bottle slipped from her grasp and she put her head in her hands.



Roy supported her in a gentle arm, “It’s okay Tara, you’ve just had a little too much to drink…I’ll take you home.”



“Th…than…” Tara couldn’t quite get that one simple word out as she slipped into unconsciousness.



*****



Tara blinked in confusion as she opened her eyes. Sun was streaming through a gap in the curtains as she lifted her head weakly. Her head was throbbing as though she had drunk a lot more than two beers the night before. She couldn’t remember the ride home with Roy at all. Yet she was here, safely in her own room.



Tara sat up and felt a little queasy…she felt weird all over as she swung her legs onto the floor. Someone had taken her shoes off and set them neatly beside her bed. Everything was just fine…but why did she feel as though something had happened.



She was even surer of the fact when she scurried downstairs to make breakfast only to find everything already ready. Her father was in the middle of ladling more eggs onto her plate.



“I’m sorry I slept late…” she began, moving to help her father.



“I’ve got it honey…you sit down and eat up,” he waved towards her seat.



Tara sat down without a further protest, although not without a certain amount of weirdness. Something was amiss but for the life of her she didn’t know what…well, besides the fact that her father was never this nice…



*****



Tara walked up the steps to her grandmother’s front porch, she felt awful she hadn’t been by to see her for two weeks at least. Especially when she usually stopped by every afternoon on the way home from school. Her grandmother was the only connection she had to her mother and she loved the strong elderly woman dearly. She had taught her so much about Wicca and how to use the magic that resided within her.



The old woman was standing, washing dishes at the kitchen sink when Tara knocked and entered.



Aurelia Weaver did not even have to look up to know who it was, she only knew one person who radiated such an air of pure delight wherever she went, “Where have you been for the past two weeks Tara?…I’ve missed your company.”



Tara smiled apologetically as she set her school bag on the floor next to the table, “I’m sorry grandmother…I-I haven’t been well.”



She turned from the sink and smiled warmly, extending her arms towards her only granddaughter, “Come here kiddo…let me take a look at you.”



Tara submitted herself to her grandmother’s gentle inspection which was mostly just an excuse to be able to touch and hold her granddaughter. As her cheeks cupped in the strong, callused hands Tara instantly felt better. It was as though the way she had been feeling for the past two weeks had all been some sort of bad dream. She stared into her grandmother’s pale blue eyes. Her close proximity meant that she could not fail

To notice the reaction that spread over her grandmother’s face. She went pale and began to tremble noticeably.



“Grandmother?” Tara asked concernedly.



“Tara…what happened to you?”



The young girl frowned, “When? Nothing…I’ve just been a little nauseous over the past few days…and my Dad has been weird, not letting me stop by and see you. He doesn’t know I’m here now.”



Aurelia shivered and gripped Tara’s shoulders tightly, “Tara sweetie…this is much too soon, I haven’t had the time to teach you everything you need to know to keep her safe…”



“Her? Her who?” Tara asked, beginning to think that her father wasn’t the only relative who was acting strangely around her these days.



“Your daughter,” Aurelia replied calmly, as though those words would not send Tara’s mind reeling.



Tara’s mouth gaped but she knew it couldn’t be true…there was no way on earth…absolutely none at all. She’d never even kissed a boy let alone gone any further…



“What are you talking about?” Tara asked, her hand reaching out for the table behind her so she could steady herself.



“There’s no time…he’ll be wondering where you are soon…I’m surprised he’s even letting you out of his sight to go to school…Tara, listen to me…your daughter is not evil but they want her for something that is…she will be the last and most important piece in their plan…the final sacrifice…”



“Wait a minute!” Tara interrupted, “Sacrifice? Who’s ‘they’? And daughter…are you trying to tell me I’m pregnant?”



“You are pregnant…and for now ‘they’ mostly means your father…”



Tara felt her legs give way beneath her and she had to put both her hands on the table just to keep her from falling over outright, “My father?”



Aurelia looked at the clock, “I wish we had more time…”



“More time for what?” Tara asked in a bland voice, she was still trying desperately to digest the fact that she was pregnant.



“To explain…you just have to trust me when I say it is not safe for you here…well, it’s not safe for you anywhere but as far away as you can get is best…you have to leave…oh, I’m going to be in so much trouble with the Coven for not preparing you better,” Aurelia sighed and shook her head even as Tara stared at her with a wholly perplexed look on her face, as though her grandmother had suddenly gone quite mad. It did indeed seem that way as she kept talking about things which seemed to make absolutely no sense, “They’ll find a guardian for you…so you don’t have to worry about being alone for too long…yes, they will find you a guardian but for now, you have to go…”



“Go…where shall I go?” Tara asked weakly.



The old woman left Tara for a few minutes as she disappeared from the kitchen into her bedroom. As Tara listened to her rummage, she finally took a seat at the table. The frightened young girl put her head in her hands and tried to sort through all the information that had been flying at her in just the past few minutes. Firstly she was pregnant for no apparent reason…and secondly she had to leave her home, also for no apparent reason other than that her grandmother said so.



Although, in the midst of her terror Tara’s hand crept down to her stomach. It rested there, cradling her belly as though she could already feel it swelling even though her child was barely formed. Something powerful swept through her body, past the confusion and the fear…settling at her very core, in her heart. She was going to have a daughter! Tara felt a sense of peace descend, not completely dissolving her fear and yet giving her a measure of confidence. She would protect the life growing inside her…even if it meant leaving behind everything she knew.



Tara looked up in fright,



She was seeing stars when her grandmother returned, the edges of her vision gradually folding in on her.



“Breathe Tara, just breathe,” Aurelia was saying as she came to fold Tara into her arms.



Tara lent her head against her chest, a firm hand stroked her hair even as her shoulders began to shake.



“I can’t do this,” Tara whispered.



Aurelia pushed her backwards and held her at arms length, she pressed something into Tara’s palm. The young blonde glanced down to see a wad of carefully folded bills. She glanced back up sharply.



“It’s all I’ve got, drive my truck into town and get yourself on a bus…anywhere, just as long as it’s going away from here…”



“A bus?” Tara asked weakly.



“It’s safer…”



Tara shook her head stubbornly, there were so many questions flooding her mind they all tried to spill forth at once, “Where? How will I know when to stop? I can’t leave you here! Can I not go home?”



“No…you can never go home again, or anywhere he can find you! You must…go!”




“So I went,” Tara took a sip of her almost cold tea, her hands were shaking, “I got on a bus and just kept heading east. The whole time trying to reason out where I was going and what I would do. I began to think…and hope that my grandmother had been wrong,” Tara looked up at Giles, remembering those times and the fear she had felt at leaving her home behind without the slightest notice, “And yet for some reason…I knew there was life inside me…I arrived in this city with almost nothing, searching for…I don’t know, a sign…”



“That’s the day you first set foot in my store,” Giles remembered fondly.



“You offered me a job…”



“How could I not? You were the prettiest girl that ever walked into my store,” Giles smiled, “And you knew the difference between newt and salamander eyes.”



“There is no difference,” Tara replied promptly, “Except to the price tag.”



Giles nodded, then his face became serious once more, “The spell Tara…where does it come into all of this?”



“My grandmother had one last gift to me besides money…a protection spell known as Heart’s fire…”



Giles paled instantly, “A powerful spell. It renders you invisible to dark magicks…meaning no one can use dark magic to find you and, depending on the strength of the caster, it also has the ability to repel dark magicks. I’ve researched it in depth because I once considered using it to protect Faith. However, to cast it requires a power that I could never have…It is a spell so powerful it consumes the life force of the one who casts…” Giles studied Tara’s reaction, if she had seemed sad before…it was nothing in comparison to the expression on her face now. She cast a tiny glance inside, where Ashley was busy with her Lego blocks, a glance that almost confirmed Giles’ suspicions and he continued in a soft but urgent voice, “Or those who cast it…Tara?”



“My grandmother had a lot of power,” Tara whispered, “But it wasn’t enough...”



Tara had the key in the ignition of her grandmother’s truck, she was about to turn it when she froze all of a sudden. There was something powerful at work. She opened the truck’s door and bolted back into the house. Her grandmother was sitting cross-legged on the kitchen floor, surrounded in a glowing ball of yellow light. Her face was showing the strain of whatever spell she was casting…her brow wrinkled in pain.



“Grandmother?” Tara stretched her hand out towards the ball.



“Tara…” Aurelia’s voice was strained, “Go!”



Tara set her jaw determinedly and in one swift movement stepped into the circle. Feeling her skin burn as she passed through the golden barrier. She sat opposite her grandmother and linked hands with her. Immediately she felt her energy being drained from her body. It was as though something were reaching inside of her, deep down and drawing out her essence through the very pores of her skin. She felt as though she was being ripped apart and her mouth opened in a cry of soundless pain. The ball surrounding them grew blindingly bright until Tara had to shut her eyes. There was a deafening white noise in her ears for a few seconds and then all was suddenly silent…her grandmother’s hands went limp in her own as she fell forward into her lap. Tara opened her eyes and gently shifted to support the old woman better. Her eyes were closed and her breathing laboured.



“Why…did you step into…the circle?” she gasped.



“You needed help,” Tara replied, smoothing the pale blonde hair out of her eyes tenderly, “What on earth were you casting?”



“Heart’s…fire…to…protect the two of you…” her breathing became shallower by the second, “But now you’re a part of it...”



“Grandmother?” Tara whispered.



“Go kiddo….always love you…”



She smiled softly and with a last shudder her breathing stopped altogether and she went completely still in Tara’s arms. Tara stared, unable to comprehend what had just happened…she was dead. The person she loved more than anything was dead after casting a spell Tara had never heard of…




“I did a lot of research on Heart’s fire…during the times you were out of the store of course, and everything you said is true…” Tara sighed, one hand resting on the pane of the glass door as she watched Ashley, “I don’t regret what I did…I don’t know why she is important and I don’t know who she’s important to…but I do know I would gladly die for her…”



“Tara…” Giles said in a broken voice.



Tara sighed, “It’s failing anyway…at least I think it is, someone did find me…”



“Who Tara?” Giles asked urgently “Are you in danger?”



“No,” Tara shook her head, “At least…I’m not sure but I can feel the spell working to push her away and I want it to stop…I want her to stay with me but at the same time I know that’s impossible…”



Giles’ had a realisation, “Willow,” he said softly.



“Yes,” Tara ducked her head.



Giles grabbed Tara by both shoulders and pulled her around to face him, when she lifted her head there were fresh tears in her eyes, “Tara…is Willow a witch?”



“No!” Tara snapped furiously, refusing to believe that Willow was concealing her true identity. She drew in a hasty gulp of air to calm her racing heartbeat, “I mean…I don’t think…I don’t feel that she is. The magicks lie dormant…”



“The dark magicks,” Giles emphasised.



Tara had to concede his point and she nodded, “There is darkness within her…a powerful magic I felt when we first met. The Heart’s fire spell is trying to push her away and yet at the same time there is something drawing her to me…Giles, I want her close despite what her presence does to me…each time she leaves it’s as though she’s taking a part of me with her.”



“You’re in love with her?”



Tara was shocked by such a question coming from the older Englishman, “I-I don’t know…I do wish I had the chance…I want to be given the chance to know her, to explore what it is that I…f-feel for her.”



“Even though Willow is the type of person your grandmother died protecting you from?” Giles asked matter-of-factly.



“Willow doesn’t know what is inside her…”



“You’re thinking maybe we can help her?” Giles knew the young woman too well, she would never pass up an opportunity to help anyone.



“Maybe,” Tara breathed, I hope so!



Giles studied the wistful expression on Tara’s face, an expression he very rarely saw unless she was with her daughter. In this particular instance he knew that it was a certain red head her thoughts were dwelling upon.



“Willow Rosenberg aside Tara, I think the spell has served it’s purpose. Your grandmother’s sacrifice allowed you to find a new home and people that care about you and your daughter very much.”



“You think I should revoke the Heart’s fire?” Tara asked slowly.



“I know you want to protect Ashley but your father is dead and although I know better than to say the danger has passed…I think it is pointless to sacrifice your life to maintain the Heart’s Fire spell. You know Faith and I will do anything to protect the both of you,” Giles’ brow furrowed, “And what if the spell starts taking Ashley’s life force after it’s done with you?”



“You think I would let something like that happen?” Tara shook her head quickly, “No, it can’t…I can’t explain why but what my grandmother had…my mother…what runs in my veins…Ashley doesn’t have it, I mean, I’m her mother, I’d feel it if she did…trust me, there’s nothing for the spell to take.”



“I never realised,” Giles said quietly, “I just assumed you would instruct her when you decided she was ready…even so, a revocation would still save your life.”



“My grandmother said ‘they’…it wasn’t just my father…” although even as she said it Tara couldn’t take her eyes off her girl, “I can’t Giles...”



Faith entered the lounge and joined Ashley in the construction of her Lego town, the Slayer said something amusing and Ashley laughed loudly. Tara could hear it from outside and it stung painfully. Faith pounced on the young girl, tickling her which sent her into even wilder fits of giggles. When Ashley tried to squirm away, she was picked up and swung around the room, still laughing uncontrollably. Faith looked up and saw Tara and Giles watching, coming to the conclusion that the looks on their faces were ones of reprimand for her boisterous behaviour. She smiled apologetically and the two ‘children’ went back to sedately playing.



Tara would die for Ashley without question…but by no means as she wanting to rush into that death. If she maintained the spell it would consume her and she would die. There were some days when she felt it already, drawing on her strength, leaving her exhausted…how long could she keep it up? A year? Ten?



“I’m scared Giles…what if something does find us?”



“If it ever does, we’ll be waiting…Tara?”



Tara sighed, “I’ll do it…I’ll revoke the spell…”



“And then we can decide what to do about Ms Rosenberg,” Giles added quietly.



“That scares me too,” Tara whispered.



*****



Willow stared blankly in the bathroom mirror as she brushed her teeth as vigorously as she possibly could. She lost herself in the mundane task, just watching the movement before she realised she was becoming scarily engrossed in the act of brushing. Spitting the paste out she buried her head under the faucet, losing herself beneath the flow of cool water as though it might wash away her strange behaviour of late. The water ran...over her cheek, dribbling down her chin. She cupped her hands beneath the flow and splashed her entire face, squeezing her eyes shut for a few moments while she fumbled for a towel. Willow daubed at her face before lifting her head to stare into the mirror.



Black…



Willow saw her own pale visage staring back at her, a last few rivulets of water snaking down the planes and curves of skin. And in the centre were two coal black eyes instead of her familiar green ones. They stared back at her, huge, dark and empty. An ice-cold feeling gripped her entire body.



She blinked once and opened her eyes to find her ordinary green eyes staring back at her, wide with confusion. Willow frowned and peered intently into the mirror, studying her eyes for any hint of the dark hue she had just seen…was she beginning to see things now? Willow shivered and she quickly left the bathroom to make her last preparations before bed.



A few minutes later she flopped into her bed and drew a blanket up over her head, trying to get that image of herself with black eyes out of her head. First thing tomorrow she would go to the Magic Box…



Her eyes turning black…or seeing Tara again…Willow wasn’t entirely sure which was more terrifying.





TBC in Chapter Six – “Love Unbound.”



Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

Edited by: KiwiAlcyone  at: 7/16/04 10:50 pm
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Chapter 5

Postby WillowTara Addict » Sat Jul 17, 2004 12:27 am

:bigwave :bigwave :bigwave I hope I don't throw you off by saying...Hmm... I love you! You finally updated, you got me hooked and I kept thinking about it. You wrote really well and it was a great story of suspense in this. Keep up the fantastic job! :wtf

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby mxgirl314 » Sat Jul 17, 2004 1:17 am

Hi, I just found ur story and it is amazing. I second WTA's 'you write well' I was reading the update before last and I was at the yelling scene and I felt awkward reading it, it was like I was actually sitting there watching it, it felt kind of weird because i've never felt that from a fic before. You gets a thumbs up from me and, and a dancing banana lol :banana I know not much but all I have to offer. Can't wait till the next update :peace

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby 4WiccanLuv » Sat Jul 17, 2004 1:51 am

Jumpin' Jehosephat Alcy, that was deliciously wicked! :eek OMG, I had flashbacks to one of the scariest movies I've seen and to this day, still creeps me f**k out...Rosemary's Baby!! *shivers* Damn, now I'm not gonna sleep! *turns on all the house lights*



The entire scene as Tara recounted what happened to her left me cold and numb. I always knew jock football players were evil. :laugh He was the last one with her so he must have been one of 'them', right? Bastard!! Her father sounds like a total whack job evil man! I'm so glad she had her grandmother!! But the spell...oh her poor poor granny!! :sob



So what's with Willow's dark magic eyes...creepy much? :shock You're killing me here...more soon please!



:clap :bow

"Those are my principles. If you don't like them I have others." - Groucho Marx

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby Grimlock72 » Sat Jul 17, 2004 9:40 am

Hmm... why is Tara so sure her father is dead anyway ? Did she actually check that ? Besides, I have some topics I want to *cough* discuss *cough* with him, heh :smash . Same goes for this Roy looser, who at the very least drugged her.



Good to know that Tara had some mother figure in her home-town. Why does she have to end up in sucky famillies all the time, surely there are *nice* families in Oregon ? :)



It is interesting to see that Tara thinks her daughter didn't inherit much if anything of her magic. I can't see another reason the evil Oregon people would be after her though. Did any coven contact Tara to at least tell her what to look out for ?



Ashley is clearly linked to Tara switching behaviour, it is almost as if she reacts like her grandmother would have. The sharing of the spell might have something to with that perhaps ? (I though a circle once cast should not be broken or interfered with by the way)



So... Willow has two problems she knows nothing about. I generally don't like coloring magic along the easy good/bad white/dark lines, esp. in this case since Willow doesn't know a thing about magic (whatever color) here. What triggered Willow dark magic showing itself in the mirror anyway ? Something must have happened, was the magic even in her a couple of weeks ago ? If not where did it come from ?



Still that Heart spell shouldn't have the effect of making Tara behave differently now should it ? It's a shielding spell, pointless if the person you're shielding from is standing right in front of you and can appearantly see everything (Ashley) just fine :)



I think Giles or Tara forgot to tell Willow she's the villain at the moment. She sure as heck doesn't know much about all of this herself. (has to be the most elaborate version of 'lets just be friends' ;-)



Oh yeah, as to the question 'did Tara overreact'. Thats a bit more difficult since I'm not sure Tara purposefully reacted the way she did. Over-reacting is the wrong wording here, she reacted in a way Willow couldn't possibly understand and explained it poorly. (which begs the question if she herself understands what went wrong and why in the first place)



If the murders are in anyway related to Evil Oregon People finding Ashley I can't see it. Willow found her easily enough, can't be THAT hard for someone who is really looking. From the description of the murder scene I get the idea that one of the victims is somehow involved in the killing of the other (innocent/sacrifice?), can't figure out why the knowledgable one dies as well though.



Was sad to read those evil people even killed a baby, at least pick someone your own size already :smash . I don't think it is going to go over very well if Willow mentions the last victim was a baby to Tara when she goes to ask about the symbols. That would hit to close to home for Tara I think.



Willow being somehow infected with some bad magic without her doing anything to cause that still irks me. Not like Willow can do much if anything about it :cry .



P.S. What is so bad about watching the Sound of Music anyway ???



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Edited by: Grimlock72 at: 7/17/04 9:43 am
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Re: Chapter 5

Postby thebardgirl » Sat Jul 17, 2004 3:10 pm

Wholly schnackahs...That just blew my mind away. And here i thought Tara was being just silly and rejecting Willow (for her daughter wanting something to drink??) And then BOOM! There's a bigger, almightier, humongous reason why...okay, so if you didn't have me hooked before, you have me pinned to your wall with the butterflies on this story.



Thanks for a fab update...and gah! for the first time of reading fiction, i don't want W/T to meet...in my mind i want to keep them as FAR apart as possible...and hello! If you see your eyes turning a blacker-hue, you don't think nothing of it. You SEE YOUR OPTOMOTRIST. Ugh...I love Willow in this, though; her as a sassy Cop...*smiles dreamily*...Tara's story is just bringing me down, man...and who...better yet, HOW was she impregnated? I'm glaring at Roy as we speak, but for some reason i'm thinking a Rosemary's Baby repeat has just occured...and it makes my tummy rumble, and not in the oh-I-ate-so-much-chocolate-way, but in the oh-god-what-if-I-get-pregnant-without-knowing-it-by-ritualistic-satanic-physcos?-way. You know, the regular.



Please! Make me feel better, and update with fabulous goodness that is this story!

-elizabeth:spin



p.s. i crack you up? Hmm...I wonder why...

Last night in sweet slumber I dreamed I did see my own precious jewel sat smiling by me.

And when I awakened I found it not so; my eyes like some fountain with tears overflowed.

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby blue and green wings » Sat Jul 17, 2004 5:45 pm

i'm all confused. was it that guy @ the party or her dad that got her pregnant? and how is willow all dark-magicky w/o her knowledge? oh boy, i'm hooked on another great alcy fic. update soon!

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Sat Jul 17, 2004 7:40 pm

WillowTara Addict: Awww, thanks so much, I’m really glad you’re enjoying it and I hope to keep you enthralled!



mxgirl314: Also a great big thanks. I love it when someone says I write realistically because given that I’m writing about witches and demons it sometimes seems a little hard :D Thanks for the dancing banana!



4WiccanLuv: lol, I’ve never ever seen that movie! But I was creeped out writing it and I tried to keep detail to a minimum.

And yes, the ‘evil’ football player. Which we don’t actually know whether he is evil or not…and I’m not going to tell you :P

And yes, another reincarnation of the evil family…hopefully this one can play out a little differently.



Grimmy: Well, obviously Tara cannot be at all sure that her father is dead, one assumes that she just fund out via an obituary in the paper or on the net and I’m not going to let on whether he is or not.

From my understanding the people in Oregon are all evil and twisted and out to make Tara’s life a misery. No, I’m sure that’s not the case at all, if you recall I used Oregon as Tara’s home state in Captain Red as well and her family were actually nice in that fic. It’s merely just a setting.

And as for Ashley’s role in all of this, I really can’t explain it without giving the entire plot away, so I won’t. There are a few clues at the moment but I don’t think they’re at all obvious but trust me when I say there is a method to my madness.

I guess not breaking a circle after its started makes some sense but given that this sort of magic doesn’t exist I feel I can take liberties with its operation.

I don’t feel that I have drawn a definite line between good and bad magic. The spell merely senses the dark part of Willow’s magic but there may well be good stuff in there as well. I didn’t really make it too clear but the dark eyes showing themselves would have made an appearance at the time Tara removed the spell.

The point about Willow being able to find Tara and Ashley is that she didn’t use dark magic to find them, it was merely an accident…or was it? The spell is trying to repel her now she has found them but something else is stopping it from working effectively.

And I felt horrible writing that it was a baby in the latest killing but it’s an important clue in the pattern of the murders, that’s all I’ll say.

And my use of dark magic in this fic is running contrary to canon dark magic in which you actually have to embrace it in order for it to infect you. But what I’ve learnt about fic writing is that you can pretty much do anything you want so this is my own interpretation of how it all works and I can only say that it is going to be different and it’s not necessarily as bad/evil as it might see at this point in the fic. It does seem extremely rough on poor Willow but there is a purpose :D

And there’s absolutely nothing bad about watching the Sound of Music – I love that film, I have the special collector’s edition on DVD :P I just figured someone like Willow wouldn’t watch it, or admit to watching it.



thebardgirl: I hope you retain a few globules of brain matter :P Thanks so much for being so enthusiastic and I hope I can answer a few of your questions shortly. And poor Tara, since I’m sure her case of tummy rumblings falls into the latter of your two categories :P

Of course everything is going to get better chick :D It’s me!

You cracking me up is entirely to do with your sense of humour, its fantastic :P



blue and green wings: I’m loving all the confusion created here and am feeling deliciously evil about it! It’s all part of my evil plan to fry kitten’s brains :P



Thanks for reading despite all the confusion everyone! I promise some answers eventually :P



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

KiwiAlcyone
 


Re: Chapter 5

Postby wimpy0729 » Sat Jul 17, 2004 9:20 pm

Oh Alcy! You are definitely frying this kitten's brain.



Such a wonderful update, but definitely had so much info and emotional overload that I'm still trying to regroup.



Tara's story, the spell, those damn bastards!! But at least there is wonderful Ashley. Tara needs to do whatever she can to protect herself and Ashley, especially still knowing it was a "they" that did it to start with.



She knows Willow has something in her, but Willow doesn't even know it, not really. Does Tara think Willow is one of "them" who will hurt Ashley? I'm so confused! I'm glad Willow is going to see her, so maybe they can get some things cleared up.



Again, wonderful job! Can't wait to see what's next!



Wimpy

"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Sat Jul 17, 2004 10:50 pm

Holy Guacamole!!



That explained A LOT! Know we all know why Tara pushed away. Hearts Fire...Cool Name.



And god...they always do this. THEY ALWAYS KILL A BABY! They know it makes me sad...Its a baby. All it does is eat, and poop, and cry. ITS A BABY!! Or like in Pirates of the Carribean, there's this one part when the city is getting bombed, and this little boy with big blue eyes is walking around crying. ITS WRONG I TELL YOU!!! WRONG!! :sob



Aside from that, what is up with Willow? 'The darkness inside lies dormant' popped into my mind when I finished...and damn. Black eyes while brushing teeth, facing Tara...Poor Wills. Our lithe red head has no idea as to what she's dealing with.



But maybe Willow was sent for a reason. 'Final Sacrifice' caught my attention. There is a definate link between Ashley and the murders. I can feel it. These people, whoever they are, kill a bunch of people (including a BABY) and the final sacrifice ends the world! But Willow being on the case cant be coincidence. The powers or whatever sent Wills.



Because its Always Darkest just before Dawn.



Sincerely,

:flower BWR



ps: I must say...thats the longest review i've ever written.

***

If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby willowsgirl » Sun Jul 18, 2004 3:34 am

Wow wow wow! I dont know what to say apart from that :D

Ive been loving every update since this fic started, but this chapter just set a whole new spin on things. A few things are starting to be explained, and yet we have a whole mountain of questions now. Great writing as always! Ill be here waiting for more....patiently of course.... ;)



Stacey xx

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Re: Rhyme and Reason

Postby sharleen711 » Sun Jul 18, 2004 3:58 pm

fabulous update... but a little scary... I'm to know more about this story... too interesting... can't wait... but i know that with you, i'll have to.....

~ Sharleen ~

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Re: Rhyme and Reason

Postby sam7777 » Sun Jul 18, 2004 8:45 pm

Ah now Tar's attitude makes alot more sense. It's scapry to think about who or what mught have got Tara pregnant. Willow having dark magic but not knowing it lends a very interesting complication to their getting together. Maybe if Tara undeos the spell, Willow can help her investigate what happened to get her pregnant and who else might be after her. Very very intriguing and well done.:pride

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rr

Postby LizPuRR » Sun Jul 18, 2004 10:19 pm

more, more, more!!!

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"I'll hold you up and drive you all night. I'll hold you up and drive you baby, til you feel the daylight, that's right."

Drive by Melissa Ferrick

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Re: Hi

Postby veiled isis moon » Mon Jul 19, 2004 12:57 pm

Hey you, how you doin?



Ooooh, we know a lot more about Tara'a past now, although i'm still a little confused, sorry, probably just me and my silly brain. Is Ashley actually Tara's daughter or was she just chosen to give birth to her and raise her? 'They' and Tara's father scare me. Is he going to come back and hurt Tara and Ashley? Poor Tara, losing the only person who truly loved her and who she loved in return, must have been hard, plus there was the whole, leave-everything-you-know-and-start-a-new-life-by-yourself............Oh, and stay-away-from-your-father-cos-he-wants-to-harm-you-and-your-baby! Good thing she bumped into Giles and Faith, at least they won't think she's crazy and they can actually help her out and protect them both.



Your flashback bits are cool. Very detailed and easy to follow, really gives you a feel for what kind of life Tara had and how hard it would have been for her to leave her grandmother behind and have to all of a sudden be grown up and take care of a special baby, as well as yourself. Rough deal.



As far as Willow goes, you've totally got my curiosity peeked. I mean, what was all that about! Is she evil?..........will she be evil? Does her powers have some kind of time limit when they'll surface and need to be used? Knowing you and how you like to get angsty, i bet Willow has been given some kinda power that she had no idea about that will show it's ugly face real soon and is going to be used against Tara and Ashley. Sounds like a you fic! Get them to meet...............start to enjoy the other's company, a lot.............develop feelings for each other...........then realise there is no possible way that they can be together.................both put through shit, only to realise they can be with each other because there is no other way to live unless they're together......(awwwwwww)..........so they say 'to hell' to anyone who gets in there way, defeat whatever the threat is and live happily ever after! Have i told you recently how much i love you and your fics??? Can't get enough!



Michelle.x

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Re: Hi

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Tue Jul 20, 2004 8:26 pm

wimpy0729: Woo hoo, that’s my number one goal in life! Lol, just kidding :P There always seems to be a ‘they’ and ‘they’ are always intent on destroying everything that is innocent and good…either that or just trying to interrupt Willow and Tara’s smoochie time ;)

I don’t know if the next chapter is going to clear up your questions but it will probably make you feel a little better.



BurningWhiteRose: I know and I’m sorry but it was a pretty important plot point :(

Something is definitely up with Willow although I’m not about to let on what it is yet but you’re very right when you say that her being on the case can’t be merely a coincidence. She found Tara for a reason…and I don’t just mean smoochies :P (Although that has to be reason numero uno!)



willowsgirl: Thanks for all the wows! :D I love having a whole lot of questions floating around for everyone to ponder, keeps everyone on their toes. C’mon, patiently? Since when are kittens patient? I know I’m not :P



sharleen711: oooh, I scared ya? Excellent, I love scary although I’m not so sure I’m good at writing stuff that scares people…I would like to get better at it though. And yes, patience is a virtue.



sam7777: I know, heck, I’d be terrified if I was Tara…although Ashley is such a little cutie who can blame her? And there will definitely be much ‘helping’ each other between Willow and Tara…as always!



LizPuRR: There’s always more to come, it’s just a matter of how long I make you wait for it :D



veiled isis moon: You really thin I’m going to give the game away and answer your probing and scarily intuitive questions? :P You should know me better than that!

I love writing flashbacks, although this one was very difficult to write because it contained some truly awful scenarios, some of which I did not want to go into detail on.

More questions! Yes, Willow’s evil, as bad as they come and really she knows exactly who Tara is and is even now plotting to kidnap Ashley for some horrible task…or is she? :P lol, you know me far too well…that does sound like the type of fic I would write and I have to say some (but not all) elements are correct, although I ain’t gonna tell ya which ones sweetie :P

Hmmm, not recently enough no :flirt



Update being worked on right now for all the impatient kittens - I luv ya all :D



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

KiwiAlcyone
 


Re: Hi

Postby veiled isis moon » Wed Jul 21, 2004 5:04 am

So my questions are scarily intuitive, cool!! See, now i'm wondering which bits i've actually got right and those i haven't. I'm scared there're not going to get a happy ending, but i don't wanna know. It's like i do, but i don't! I like the suspense and hate it at the same time............very complicated kitten i am!



You don't give anything away, and yes, i'm afraid i do know you better than that, poor me!(hehe) Only joking, you know i love you really..........there i said it again, happy? And you didn't even have to !

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Re: Hi

Postby barnabasvamp » Wed Jul 21, 2004 5:54 am

Alcy..Who the hell are "they" anyway?? :D



Willow obviously has some evil deep inside and both Giles and Tara are aware. Hopefully Tara will be able to help her.



As for Tara and her daughter, I guess we'll just have to see who wants Ashley and why.



So many questions...answers soon??



BV

It's the passion in a kiss that gives to it its sweetness; it is the affection in a kiss that sanctifies it.

barnabasvamp
 


even MORE questions

Postby Grimlock72 » Wed Jul 21, 2004 2:19 pm

Alcy,



You wrote " I didn’t really make it too clear but the dark eyes showing themselves would have made an appearance at the time Tara removed the spell.".



That means Tara already has removed the spell that quickly ?



Speculation and wondering below, feel free to ignore/not-answer :)



That would somehow make Tara's protection spell a way of surpressing dark/evil magic ?? If so, why didn't that magic trouble Willow before Tara came into town? After all, Tara has only been in Sunnydale 3 years or so.. Where does that magic inside Willow come from ?? Who or what activated it and why does the protection-spell have any connection to it ?



Yeah, lots of questions left... this won't be a short fic for sure. I hope you're not overworking yourself running three fics parallel. Rest assured your efforts are much appriciated :lol .



I feel mostly sorry for Willow at the moment, she has NO idea of her problems. (and for some reason I don't trust Giles "deal with miss Rosenberg" very much)



Grimmy

--
"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

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