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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 27

Postby Washi » Fri Oct 31, 2003 1:05 pm

Hey Deb!



I am back after my computer died on me. Life is fun, heh?

I've read the update thanks to YMKA who sent it to me on my cell phone, and I gotta say that I loved it.

I'm sure that Tara's reluctancy of showing her leg is something that will eventually just fall away. I loved Eliza and Michelle's hollering and hooting, made me laugh a lot.

Ok, so, in short, I loved, and I want more. :grin

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



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Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby JustSkipIt » Thu Nov 06, 2003 8:42 pm

Washi - Wow, you read it on your cell phone? That’s dedication! Thanks for your commitment to reading and commenting. See next update Re: Tara’s leg.



Title – Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28 – The Always Birthday Part I



Author – JustSkipit - Debra



Spoilers –Season 6



Rating – Part 27 – R



Disclaimer – Guess what, I don’t own W&T, Buffy or the rest of the BtVS crew. Any similarity to actual persons living or dead is purely coincidental and fortunate. Also Rachel thinks I should point out that I don’t make any money from this…



Thoughts in italics





Tara woke slowly to the distracting sensation of something brushing across her cheek and swatted it gently with her palm. “Urgggh,” she groaned, wondering idly why Scooby was bothering her so early in the morning. Raising her arm she turned over, burying her head in the pillow to keep out the sunlight. Having worked so late the night before she was in no mood to have the dog bothering her and hoped that Michelle would realize what was happening and let Scooby out.



“Happy birthday, sleepyhead,” Willow whispered, amused by the adorable antics of her obviously exhausted lover. When the blonde had called last night to say that there was an emergency at work and that she wouldn’t be able to get away until late, the redhead was disappointed. She had hoped to see her girlfriend on the night before her birthday and wake with her on her birthday morning.



Then Tara had called around midnight to let Willow know that her plans would go to waste. “Hi sweetie,” she said quickly, “we’ve got an e-e-emergency here. I’m not going to g-get off anytime soon.”



Willow teased her lover: “come over here when you’re done working and you’ll definitely get off…”



The redhead could almost hear her girlfriend blushing as she quickly answered, “I’ll call you if I can.” Someone said something and she rushed to say, “I have to go,” before hanging up without waiting for Willow’s answer.



“Mmmm,” Tara mumbled, finally understanding at least that it wasn’t Scooby bothering her. Someone probably needs to let her out, she thought but what came out was a sleepy, “Scooby?”



“No, Willow,” her redheaded lover giggled, “your girlfriend.”



“Willow,” Tara smiled as she rolled over but still didn’t open her eyes. “Scooby need out?”



“I let her out,” Willow reassured the blonde as she held out a coffee cup, placing it into the blonde’s outstretched hands.



Tara took a drink of the beverage before whispering, “You’re a Goddess.”



“Because I brought you coffee?” Willow asked. “Then just wait until you open your eyes.”



Tara did as the redhead directed and immediately exclaimed, “Hey!” On her bed stood a tray with an appetizing assortment of breakfast foods including bagels, Danishes, two omelets, fresh fruit, and potatoes. “You c-cooked,” she observed as she scooted up to lean against her headboard.



“Very cute jammers,” Willow commented as she moved the tray between the two girls.



“You cooked,” Tara noted with increasing disbelief. “Hey,” she suddenly asked, “how did you g-get in?”



Both girls started eating as Willow explained, “I called Michelle and she let me in.”



“And then you cooked?”



“Well of course,” Willow answered, “just because my girlfriend has to work all night the night before her birthday, that doesn’t mean she shouldn’t get birthday breakfast in bed.”



“So you cooked breakfast,” Tara again noted.



“You’re starting to sound a little like a broken birthday record, baby,” Willow answered.



“I thought you c-couldn’t cook,” Tara finally explained.



“Yeah,” Willow agreed, “you did think that but you never actually asked.”



“And you can cook?”



“Quite a bit,” Willow explained, “I just didn’t cook in the hotel. But I cook lots of stuff. Some of it is pretty useless now like Beef Stroganoff and Swiss Steak and breaded chicken breasts but I’m good at vegetables and pastas.”



“This is great,” Tara complimented. “You made all stuff I love.” She glanced at her lover before teasing, “Well ok. You didn’t make everything I love to eat but my favorite is here n-now.”



“Tara Maclay,” Willow admonished, “you have a dirty mind and a dirtier mouth.”



“You love it,” Tara shot back as she traced her fingertips across the redhead’s mouth to scrape a bit of cream cheese from it. Making sure that her lover was watching she slowly took her fingertip and traced it over her own lips before sensually swirling it inside her mouth to clean it.



Willow made a moaning sound in response. “Y-y-you…,” she started and gave up on the thought.



When both girls had finished eating Willow set the tray on the floor and went to the kitchen for coffee refills. Scooby bounded into the room, obviously let in by the redhead during her trip to the kitchen. “Ok,” Tara agreed as she patted the bed and the dog jumped up to lay down at the foot of the bed.



As soon as Willow handed Tara her mug, the redhead lay down and snuggled up next to her lover. “How late did you work, baby?” she asked.



“F-f-five,” Tara answered, “I’m sorry I didn’t call you again.”



“You know,” Willow mused, “as much as I love your beautiful voice, I appreciate your not calling me at 5:00 in the morning to tell me to go back to sleep.”



“But I know you wanted to spend the evening before m-my birthday together,” Tara answered somewhat dejectedly.



Willow leaned in to whisper in the blonde’s ear: “well I did have some ideas of how we could spend the evening.” She finished her sentence with a swirl of her tongue around the tip of Tara’s ear. “…but today is another day.” She began to nibble on her girlfriend’s neck as she continued, “and not just any day but Queen Tara day.”



“Queen Tara day,” the girl squeaked.



“Mmm hmm,” Willow moaned as her hands crept up to begin unbuttoning Tara’s top, “the day when she gets everything she wants.”



“Oh Goddess,” Tara moaned as she quickly found herself losing any chance of speaking English. Giving it one final try she pulled away slightly and looked down at herself. “Late n-night,” she pleaded, “shower?”



“Sure,” Willow agreed, “why don’t you go ahead and I’ll clean this up?”



Tara looked from her lover to the breakfast dishes. “Or you could come w-with me?” she suggested.



Willow gently raised Tara’s chin with her fingertip. They hadn’t ever shared this particular intimacy before. Not because of any dislike for joint bathing or any idiosyncratic peculiarity, but because of an unspoken concern for Tara’s scars. Although the two girls had made love for the first time just a week ago and perhaps five times in the intervening period, although keeping count seemed quite silly given that some of their experiences spanned huge amounts of time and involved countless hours and endless passion, Willow had still never seen her lover’s scars. Because Willow was sensitive to Tara’s discomfort about her leg, although the redhead had explored nearly every inch of her lover’s beautiful body, she had made a specific and concerted effort to avoid the blonde’s leg.



But Willow couldn’t imagine that they could take a shower together without her seeing the blonde’s leg and with it her scars. “It’s up to you, my love,” she whispered trying to express her acceptance of whatever made Tara comfortable.



Tara smiled once before standing from the bed taking Willow’s hand and gently leading her toward her bathroom. As the redhead watched, she turned on the water to allow it to warm and swiftly dropped her top into the laundry hamper. “Oh Goddess, Tara,” Willow hissed as she moved forward to aid in divesting the birthday girl of her clothing. While pressing their lips together she slipped her fingers into the waistband of Tara’s pajama bottoms and began pushing them down over her hips and thighs. Smoothly the blonde stepped the rest of the way out and dropped them unceremoniously into the hamper also. She was just raising her hands to relieve Willow of her efforts to strip when the redhead informed her, “You’re the birthday girl. Get in the shower and I’ll join you in 30 seconds.” Willow placed a long slow kiss on her lover’s lips before smiling at her and waving her hand at the tub while backing away to remove her clothing.



The warm water cascaded over Tara’s body as she stepped gently under the flow. She couldn’t help but look to her leg, noting the extensive scars running liberally from her hip to mid shin although the break was limited to her femur or thighbone; the surgeries had mapped her pain into her flesh. The initial support structure was drilled directly into the bone, involving the lower leg and immobilizing the knee completely. Even the following structures had disturbed the integrity of her skin as it was repeatedly cut to insert or remove the steel pins running along the bone.



Her fingers traced the marks growing red from the heat of the water. Willow loved the blonde witch fully and passionately and Tara had no reason to doubt that the redhead’s feelings would grow stronger. Even before they had made love, she saw the gentleness and passion Willow emanated.



Even so, Tara was well aware and terribly grateful that Willow had not really seen her leg up close. It was apparent during their love making that the redhead was pointedly avoiding that area to save Tara’s embarrassment. When they got out of bed Willow had always managed to turn away or go get coffee while the blonde pulled on her long pants. A cold draft struck the blonde, rousing her from her musings as Willow parted the shower curtain slightly. Her head poked through the opening first as she smiled greeting her lover: “hey.”



Willow’s eyes were drawn first to her lover’s face, her blue eyes shining back at the redheaded witch. She could see the simultaneous emotions of love, excitement, and fear on Tara’s face. Fear of what Willow would think, would feel? Fear that she would be repulsed or think the blonde was weak, broken, or inadequate. Her green eyes traced the path of Tara’s arm and hand gingerly resting on her hip and thigh.



Without consciously considering what she was doing Willow stepped fluidly into the shower, closing the curtain behind her. The shower was very large, having been specially equipped for handicapped access. Still, her movement brought her body inches from that of her lover. Without speaking she raised her hands from her sides to cup Tara’s hips. One rested over the hand that the blonde had been running over her injury. Without moving her hands, the smaller girl pressed her lips to the other’s, surprising her as she flicked her tongue out to trace the blonde’s full lower lip. As she did Willow reached her hand out to smoothly pick up the shampoo bottle.



As Willow broke the kiss Tara opened her unfocused eyes and noted that the redhead had poured out a palm-full of the sweet smelling gel. Without being asked Tara leaned her head into the water saturating her hair. As she righted it, she felt her lover’s gentle fingers initiating a lather and working it into her scalp. Keeping her eyes closed she moaned quietly as she luxuriated in the sensation of Willow pampering her. It struck the blonde that having Michelle or Eliza or various nurses do this had never been like this. “It never felt this good w-when Chelle or Eliza did that,” she purred appreciatively.



“They were missing the secret ingredient,” Willow whispered as she guided Tara’s head under the warm stream again. Seeing her long smooth neck the redhead suddenly found it irresistible and pulled slightly on her lover’s hips as she began placing feather-light kisses along her collarbone and giggling as the rebounding water splashed her face.



“Don’t drown, my love,” Tara giggled, “that would p-probably sour me on joint showers for a while.”



“Well,” Willow drawled as she poured soap onto a sponge and worked it into a rich lather, “we don’t want that.”



“Mmm,” Tara agreed as she felt her lover’s hands begin to blanket her skin with soap. The redhead softly and sensually caressed Tara’s flesh with the soap, lathering each area of her body before rinsing that area thoroughly. Admittedly, she probably spent more time and attention on the blonde’s breasts than cleanliness would necessitate, but Tara’s increasingly intense breathing indicated that she was pleased with the attention. “Oh Goddess,” she groaned as Willow’s thumb brushed her hardened nipple again.



Opening her eyes Tara took in the playful grin on the green eyes in front of her. Willow bent her lips to Tara’s chest, teasingly placing only a light kiss between the blonde’s full breasts. Tara uttered a moan of disappointment as the redhead dropped smoothly to her knees, placing a quick teasing kiss onto the curls conveniently positioned just in front of her face. “Patience, my love,” she whispered in answer to Tara’s plaintive exhalation.



As Willow began echoing her actions on Tara’s upper body, soaping and rinsing the girl’s legs, Tara leaned against the shower tile. The way Willow was touching her was quickly eliminating all possibility of rational thought. It was an overwhelming combination of comfort, gentle care-taking and overwhelming eroticism. The kneeling woman finished her lover’s first leg and the other foot and calf before trailing her lathered fingers to the curly-hair covered triangle where her legs met. Evidence of the blonde’s arousal was unmistakable as Willow gently washed her lover’s center. Tara’s hands clutched at the support railing as her lover brushed her fingertips only momentarily across her pleasure center.



Finally Willow reached the area she knew was most private, most vulnerable. Her soapy hands stilled at her lover’s hipbone as she looked up to capture Tara’s dark gaze. Any sign that Tara wanted her to stop and she would have closed her eyes before rising to finish the shower.



Tara bit her lip nervously as she realized Willow was patiently waiting for her approval. Feeling her trepidation building she nodded silently before her fear could overwhelm her. Instantly Willow began running her hands over the scarred tissue, lovingly coating it with lather. Tara watched intently as the kneeling girl began to rinse the soap, tracing each scar by running her hands and eyes over the damaged skin.



Abundantly aware of her lover’s fear and even shame over her appearance, Willow lovingly traced each mark with her fingers. “Oh baby,” she whispered as she thought of the pain her love had endured. She felt an instant of guilt that she hadn’t been here to help this woman through this trial but just as quickly knew that she was just where she was intended to be. She also knew that these marks were mere representations of the pain she felt, not only because of her physical injury but also because of the psychological traumas she had weathered: traumas which ironically seemed to have made her more powerful and fit her more perfectly to Willow’s love. As she traced each mark with her fingertips she leaned forward to kiss it, tears leaking from her eyes. Willow’s passion grew as she made love to Tara’s scars. Eventually she was no longer tracing the marks specifically but reveling in the softness of her lover’s skin.



“Willow,” Tara squeaked as the redhead’s mouth brushed against her center. By the time the water had turned fully cold, by the time Tara had moaned out her own now traditional “Happy Birthday,” her fears that Willow would react badly to her leg’s appearance were more than assuaged.



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“This,” Tara placed a kiss directly onto Willow’s flat stomach making the smaller girl squirm slightly, “is an absolutely perfect belly button.” Willow merely giggled as the blonde traced her fingertip over the skin, dipping lazily into the round indention. Both women were relaxed and satisfied, happily snuggling together in bed after their extensive love-making. “Truly,” she continued, “perfect and beautiful. Maybe I should s-send your mother a note thanking her.”



“I can’t wait to hear how you would word that, my love,” Willow laughed.



“Something like…,” Tara began, “Dear Mrs. Rosenberg…” She traced her finger over her lover’s stomach shaping each letter of her impromptu missive: “thank you for this: the most perfect belly button in the world.” She looked up for a minute to tease, “of course there are so many o-other features to be grateful for…” Her finger began its letter again: “also for these darling hips.”



“I’m relieved this note is rated PG,” Willow remarked.



Tara wrinkled her nose: “other options are a little creepy, baby. Then there is this gorgeous albeit suspicious red hair and green eyes….”



“Worried that the mailman visited?” Willow giggled.



Tara ignored her girlfriend’s thought: “and of course th-this brilliant analytical mind.”



“Proof that I am my father’s daughter in spite of the red hair,” Willow confirmed.



Tara leered playfully at her lover as she finished her letter: “I’d list some other favorites but I w-would have to up the rating.” She moved her fingertip with a flourish: “Sincerely, Tara Maclay.” Their lips met in a gentle kiss that quickly began turning more passionate in spite of their recent activities.



A loud knock, nearly approximating pounding broke their contact. “Hey, birthday girl! You decent?” Eliza shouted jiggling the doorknob.



Willow reached for the sheet, pulling it over both their bodies as Tara called out, “Decent enough, Liza!”



Moments later the dark-haired girl bounded onto the bed, Scooby at her side.



“Great timing,” Tara giggled as Eliza reached over to help herself to a berry from the tray on the floor.



“Oh come on,” Eliza teased, “how much sex could you possibly need? Even on your birthday?”



Tara blushed as Willow turned to her. “Did Eliza D’Angelo just say ‘how much sex could you possibly need’?”



“I h-hope the sun rises tomorrow,” Tara agreed with her girlfriend’s teasing.



“Could be a fever,” Willow guessed as she playfully placed her palm on the younger girl’s forehead.



“Whatever,” Eliza answered, “I mean I know you are catching up on like years of not getting any.” She was rewarded as Tara blushed a deep shade of red before ducking her head under the sheet.



Willow looked back and forth between the two friends, giggling to herself. “Well, you know what they say about birthday sex?”



“It’s always someone’s birthday?” Eliza suggested as she gave up on reaching over the side of the bed and pulled the plate in front of her to finish off the fruit.



“Among other things,” Willow agreed. “Hey Eliza,” she teased, “Why don’t you help yourself to some of the special birthday breakfast I made for my girlfriend?”



“Thanks,” Eliza answered through a mouthful of strawberries, “I think I will.” All three girls giggled at the conversation. “What time are y’all going to Aunt Maria’s?”



Tara glanced lazily to the clock on her nightstand. “We probably need to leave about 5:00.”



“Yeah. I’m going to pick up Chelle about 5:00,” Eliza told the girls.



“You’re driving?” Tara questioned.



“Yeah…”



“Who’s driving home?” the blonde asked.



“Me,” Eliza answered somewhat defensively.



“Um,” Tara hesitated before expanding on her concerns, “y-you need to be careful, sweetie.”



“I’m not drinking tonight,” Eliza explained casually.



If Tara had been holding a drink she would probably have dropped it when she heard the younger girl’s pronouncement. She saw the surprised look Willow shot her too. So Willow had noticed Eliza’s drinking. “That’s … um … that’s great, Liza,” Tara offered.



Eliza looked seriously at the two girls. Taking a deep breath she explained, “Chelle’s worried.”



“Uh huh,” Tara said non-committally.



“She thinks I drink too much and … well I guess she’s probably right,” Eliza said. She could see Willow’s mouth hanging open but continued, “I don’t know if she takes me seriously. I told her that I didn’t need to drink, even at a birthday party and basically she said, ‘yeah sure.’”



“So you’re n-not drinking tonight?” Tara confirmed.



“Thanks,” Eliza told her sincerely, “so you’ll join me in not drinking to show solidarity?”



“On my birthday?” Tara shot back.



Eliza laughed, “It was worth a shot.”



“Hey Eliza,” Willow interrupted, “tell you what: on your birthday I won’t drink.”



“Great,” Eliza joked along, “ten months from now you won’t drink for a night. That will really help me tonight.” All three girls laughed at the lameness of Willow’s offer. “Oh,” Eliza remembered, “is James coming?”



“Of course he is,” Tara answered.



“Hey Eliza,” Willow interjected, “do you think you can hand us some shirts and turn your back so we don’t have to hide under the sheet?”



Eliza teased, “Tara doesn’t mind, Willow. Let the sheet drop if you want.” When Willow just glared at her, the dark-haired girl turned and picked up both shirts, before turning her back with a pout on her face. Facing the girls again she continued eating the berries. “Oh yeah,” she continued remembering that she had been asking about James, “ do you remember what happened last spring at the spring party?”



Tara laughed as she nodded. “Let me guess: Aunt Maria said he should be more careful?”



Eliza laughed back, “She used more words and mentioned the police.”



Tara saw Willow giving a confused look and explained, “Let’s just say that James and Little Joey got a little out of control.”



“And now Frank and Maria’s has some new tables,” Eliza finished.



All three girls laughed, Willow by imagining the scene and Tara and Eliza by remembering it. As they recovered Eliza popped the last berry in her mouth and looked at the clock. Looking a little nervous, she asked, “Are y’all going to the Brenhams homecoming?”



“Eliza,” Tara playfully admonished, “what have I told you about asking my girlfriend out?”



“Well the first time,” Eliza joked, “you said something like ‘we don’t date a-anymore. Go a-ahead.’”



Willow started getting pretty pissed off at the dark-haired girl for teasing Tara about her stutter. She could remember how much it always upset the other Tara when someone did that and was about to tell the girl off but then she noticed that her girlfriend didn’t seem bothered at all. In fact she joked back: “and since then?”



“Well,” Eliza drawled, “if you ever went out on more than one date with any of the gazillion women we set you up with, when I hit on them you’d probably offer to kick my ass for cheating on Michelle.”



Tara giggled, “Hey Eliza?”



“Yeah,” the dark-haired girl answered.



“Don’t ask my girlfriend out,” Tara answered as expected. She turned to the redhead who had sat watching the interaction with first anger and then amusement. “Willow?”



“Yeah baby?” Willow returned.



“Do you want to go to homecoming with me at Brenhams?”



“You’re asking me to go out with you in January in October?” Willow questioned. Perhaps the girl wanted some reassurance that the redhead would be around in January? Couldn’t she just ask?



Tara looked at the redhead for a second before explaining, “What? No. They moved homecoming from January to the first week of December a few years ago. It is a busy season but gives the students more time to apply to schools and make decisions. D-d-did they have a big homecoming at your Brenhams?”



Willow nodded as she explained, “it was in January. The four of us double-dated and Tara and Eliza turned heads dancing. It was Michelle and Eliza’s first official date. Oh, and Elizabeth came to show off UT and hit on Tara and was a jerk to Michelle about Eliza.”



Eliza nodded, “most of that is the same here.”



“Hey,” Willow realized, “who’d you go with?”



Eliza started laughing as she remembered the disaster that was Tara’s homecoming date. Tara blushed as she answered, “uh… this guy… Joss from my English class.”



Willow laughed along with the dark-haired girl. “Let me guess all college talk and sports? He tried to kiss you at the door and you said no thanks. He said your heart didn’t seem to be in it and see you in class?”



“How’d you know?” Tara flinched.



Willow continued giggling, “the other Tara went out with him the night you went to Sleepless in Seattle with Michelle.” The blonde took a second to process the confusing explanation. She was still contemplating Willow’s explanation when the redhead said, “yes.”



“Yes what?” Tara asked.



“Yes I’d love to go to homecoming with you,” Willow explained. She was a little surprised that the blonde would go to the celebration seeing as she had had her accident and sued the school. “You still want to go given your history with Brenhams?”



Tara nodded, “of course. We,” she nodded at Eliza, “lived there after the accident for a year, remember.”



Willow nodded: “I guess so. I just keep thinking that you have bad feelings because of the accident and the lawsuit but I guess that’s silly.”



The blonde leaned over and kissed her lover, stroking her hand gently down her face. “It’s sweet that you worry about me, baby,” she whispered before lightly kissing the redhead.



Willow kissed Tara back much harder and more intensely than Tara had done to her. She couldn’t help it. It was like a drug. Like something stronger than a drug. A need and want in her that completed her and made the blood in her veins feel like water and fire and ice all at the same time. She quickly wound her fingertips through the blonde’s already tousled hair.



“Well alright then,” Eliza growled as she watched the two girls.



Both Tara and Willow pulled away blushing. ”I forgot she was here,” Tara thought as her face colored red.



Willow just nodded, her own blush rising in her cheeks. She was surprised to note Eliza rubbing her ear with a confused look on her face. “Geez what’s that?” the dark-haired muttered as she rubbed her ear. ”She heard you,” Willow returned and again noted the girl rubbing her ear. “Man,” she muttered again, “you’ve got some kind of electronic buzz going on in here, girlfriend.” She stood up and set the plate back on the floor. “I’ll see y’all at the party.” As she opened the door she tossed back, “don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.”



“That certainly gives us plenty of leeway,” Tara shouted back as the door slammed shut. She was immediately startled by the touch of Willow’s tongue swirling around her navel and the muffled voice, “then this should be fine.”



“Oh Goddess, so fine,” Tara moaned back as she enjoyed how her lover was accepting Eliza’s challenge.



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"I was working on a proof of one of my poems all morning and took out a comma. In the afternoon, I put it back in again." - Oscar Wilde

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby The Rose24 » Thu Nov 06, 2003 8:43 pm

Another lovely update. I hear the sound of walls crumbling down. I am glad there is nothing else between Willow and Tara. Breakfast in bed and the shower were beautifully done.



I am also pleased Michelle is trying to get Eliza to cut back on the drinking. Michelle is Eliza's balance, so to speak.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Edited by: The Rose24  at: 11/6/03 7:47 pm
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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Washi » Thu Nov 06, 2003 9:07 pm

Yet another wonderful part. I really loved the shower, and not for perverse reasons. The way you set the whole thing up was great. Tara's fear first and how Willow reacted to it was great.

I loved Eliza's talk about drinking cause I had noticed she's kind of a booze hound.

I loved the teasing, the snuggles, just plain everything.

As always great stuff, and say hey to Rachel for me (even though she doesn't know me :lol ).

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :..:My blog:..:Blood and Ink:.

Washi
 


Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Marilda » Thu Nov 06, 2003 9:32 pm

YEah! Good update. Bad Marilda for wanting more already.





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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby bluewillowwitch » Thu Nov 06, 2003 10:59 pm

:bigwave Debra :flower ,

How are things going for you? I hope well. :) How are Rachel and the :baby doing? Again I hope well. :grin

Will life ever slow down? I have two more test on the way in the next two weeks and two projects due. :thud I want to live in a fic! They always get happy endings. :grin

Okay, I love this fic! :clap :bow :willow 's wake up call for :tara on her birthday was great. :applause I have my b-day in a month, can I order a wake up call like that? :wink If I can WHERE? :lol So Eliza drinks too much huh? :hmm Wonder if she is an alcholic or just likes to drink? I love the exchange between Eliza and :tara about asking out her girlfrind. :lol And then :willow about to get large with the butch there. :lol Can't wait to :read more. Update soon, please? :pray :pray :pray :pray





Grace :glasses :flower :fallen :peace

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby chewy 19 » Fri Nov 07, 2003 2:24 am

:applause Great Update. :applause



I love how Willow took care of Tara's scars. As a person with scars, although mine are no where as extensive as Tara's in this story, you can be very self-conscious about people looking at or touching them.

Gina



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Like music heard in dreams, Like strands of harps unknown, Of birds forever flown— Audible as the voice of streams That murmur in some leafy dell, I hear the gentlest tone, And Silence cometh with her spell Like that which no my tongue doth dwell, When tremulous dreams I tell My love to thee alone! ~~~ Edgar Allen Poe

Edited by: chewy 19 at: 11/8/03 8:49 am
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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby the vamp nurd » Fri Nov 07, 2003 3:52 am

:applause



I think this chapter is beautiful.





~Rachael~



Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan





Bardlet no #27



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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Arwen276 » Fri Nov 07, 2003 7:57 am

Debra!

Thank you so much for yet again a BEAUTIFUL CHAPTER...



Bravo for handling the shower scene perfectly. First the fear and then the unconditional love... it was perfect.

A whole range of feelings was described and it was very touching.

Eliza, my best supporting character... it's always so funny reading her.

The banter between the three friends was very enjoyable, although it took me some time to figure out what she meant by the whole "don't ask my girlfriend out " thing... I know I'm a spaz, but Hey! I've been reading Y'all all over again to quench my fic-thirst, and in my mind it was always "willow and tara"...

Anyway glad I sorted it out after a few seconds.



I'm extremely looking forward to going back to Brennans, and I had the same "worries" Willow had... about the whole law-suit and accident..

But first It'd be great to read about the birthday!!





Of course Take your time writing it...



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Grimaldi » Fri Nov 07, 2003 9:02 am

lovely update :)



the shower scene was sweet, and i loved the banter between Eliza and Tara

I'm not stealing, I'm just taking things without paying for them. In what twisted dictionary is that stealing?
They think she's innocent and sweet, but I know she's an evil bitch

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Karmah » Fri Nov 07, 2003 11:21 am

Hey Deb



Great update I love how Willow is so supportive of Tara's feelings and her insecurities and the patients she shows is astounding. I am glad to hear ya'lls baby preparations are going well it won't be long now well for you anyhow I remember the last few months for me were a never ending event lol. The nursery sounds totally cute btw.

I am looking forward to the birthday celebration and the whole not drinking thing interesting subplot there btw. And homecoming this should be interesting for Willow to see if things are the same. I love how you show the girls thoughts and feelings in an almost palatable way it makes for great reading and visualization. Great update and I can't wait to read more

Arron

Edited by: Warduke at: 11/8/03 9:25 am
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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Taras Shadow » Fri Nov 07, 2003 1:43 pm

Deb,



I truly find your writing such an inspiration. I don't know how you do it, but I can get so lost in each update you add and just live there and be apart of it. I love that feeling. You have true talent, thank you.



Eliza is one of my favourite characters, and of course, Willow and Tara are simply amazing. :heart Their relationship is beautiful. :)



Looking forward to more. :grin Take Care.



~Holly~ :heart

"I've got this ache, and I thought it was for sex, but it's to tear everything to fucking pieces." Ginger - Ginger Snaps

"I am a tongue whore...you gave me tongue, what am I supposed to do...sit back and keep my mouth shut?" -Me-

"I know who you really are...you're the one who cries when you're alone." - Where Will You Go? - Evanescence

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Insanity » Fri Nov 07, 2003 4:05 pm

Hey Debra!



This was really sweet.

The waking, the breakfast, the showering...the teasing between Tara and Eliza *snicker*.



So, Willow's finally seen the scars. Its a good thing that Tara had finally found the courage to let her. That was a big step. It shows that Tara trusts Willow totally. And Willow knows.



So, verrrry good.



I wonder if Eliza and Michelle have trust in Willow to stay...



Great job Debra!



Insanity





"Nobody messes with my girl!"Tara, Bargaining

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby LiquiDreams618 » Fri Nov 07, 2003 4:19 pm

You know.......this story gets better and better with each update. I have to say that I look forward to (and repeatedly check for) your updates each day. I am bordering on obsessive. :)



Fantastic, superb, dynamite, excellent, etc. etc. etc. job.......I can't wait for your next update.



MJ :bow

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Grimlock72 » Fri Nov 07, 2003 6:05 pm

What most struck me in this update was the loving care Willow showed in the shower. She's sooooo caring and patient it's amazing :-) I did wonder if those scars would go away eventually... do such scars heal, the support stuff is out now right ??



You write waking-up scenes very nicely, had to smile at Tara confusing Scooby and Willow :) . Cute banter between them and Eliza, who's right to step down the drinking. I have the feeling thats not her plan though, she just wants to prove she CAN do without and then continue drinking as usual probably (saying: I *can* do without I just don't *want to:-). I do hope she and Chelle will work it out somehow.



I sure hope Tara doesn't do too many of those emergency calls, those times wreak havoc on your sleep cycle. Speaking of which, I hope you and Rachel are doing fine.. though I doubt sleep will increase for either of you in the near future :)



Grimmy :wave

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby good2cats » Fri Nov 07, 2003 11:28 pm

Hi Debra,
Thanks so very much for the update.You did a lovely job of bringing down Tara's walls in the shower scene.And the interaction with Eliza was hilarious.Willow appears to have more to learn about how this Tara reacts(as evidenced by her reaction to Eliza's stuttering tease)I as always look forward to the journey.
Be well,Karen

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby 32flavors » Sat Nov 08, 2003 8:08 am

Hey Debra!



First of all : sorry I've been neglecting to post feedback for a few updates. Life just suddenly decided to throw stuff at me from all sides.. *sending showers of plain M&Ms your way as apology*



But I have been reading and as always really liking every word. It never ceases to amaze me how well you know your characters, how true they stay to the idea you seem to have set out for them from the very begining, sure they change, they evolve, but it never seems forced or out of character. The flow in your story is just incredible to me, yet at the same time you manage to keep it fresh and keep the suspence and the surprises coming .. kudos!! And well, the word that keeps coming to mind is REAL, how real you keep it.



Truely great writing, thanks for sharing the world of your words - it's a wonderful place to escape to when the real world is a mess.



Hope all is well with you and yours.



Diana

"Before you throw those stones at me / tell me what is your house made of? / and if you think you know what I'm doing wrong / you're gonna have to get in line " Ani DiFranco

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Jenamber » Sun Nov 09, 2003 9:37 am

hi Debra,



sorry for not leaving feedback for a couple of updates.....real life's been well, kinda y'know real so :spin ......wish my life is at least half as good as your fics :pray



Anyway i've finally had the time to fully appreciate all the updates at one go and its WOW! :bow :bow :bow It never fails to amaze me the depth of your writing.



I'm glad that :willow has found an apartment and decided to stay in this reality. Great way to 'warm the house' :thud :thud :heart

(I could do with copy of the handbook :flirt :blush )



What about Buffy and gang? Its really a tough decision but hurting :tara is never an option. Its sad that Tara is so self concious about her scars but :willow has been so fantastic in making sure that Tara's feelings are well taken care of. The shower scene was sensous and touching, its good that :tara was the one who initiated the showering together.



i can imagine Sheila's face if she ever receives such a note from Tara:lol



Eliza seems to have a drinking problem hope she does something about it. Drinking and driving, definately not advisable.



looking forward to :tara birthday party as well as the homecoming dance.



Great updates as usual:clap :clap :clap , thanks!



Jen:wink :p





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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby littlecrazy80 » Sun Nov 09, 2003 1:44 pm

Everytime I read one of your fantastic updates I´m speechless. This one was funny, romantic and erotic. I hope there are more of these wonderful updates to come.



*lil´c*

Let´s get happy and let´s be gay. germany´s grand prix song



Check this out

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby JustSkipIt » Mon Nov 10, 2003 3:42 pm

Washi - Ahhh, glad you liked the shower. I tried to make it very sensual and touching and not peverse. :grin And yes, that's exactly what I was trying to do there: make it something that showed Tara's fear and then her opening up and Willow's sensitivity.

Yes, Eliza is a booze hound and it's not really something that I wanted to focus on but here it is. Thanks for your thoughts.



Marilda Ha ha, glad I've got you wanting more. Will be about a week or so. Thanks.



The Rose24 I like that: yes the walls are crumbling.
Quote:
Michelle is Eliza's balance, so to speak.
Well put.



Grace - We're doing well. Rachel is doing wonderfully. Thanks for asking. I know the feeling about life moving so quickly... Ha ha about living in a fic. We visit occasionally but don't really live there. Sure go ahead and order that wake-up call but I'm not sure that it will really show up... Eliza drinks quite a bit as most readers have noted but I wouldn't call her an alcoholic-more a young adult with too much time and rebellion on her hands. Thanks. Good luck on your tests and projects.



chewy 19 - Welcome. :wave I'm glad that from your view this was true to Tara's feelings about her scars. Sometmes that is the best response a writer can get.



the vamp nurd Thanks!



Arwen276Of course you are very welcome. Thank you for commenting.

Quote:
Eliza, my best supporting character... it's always so funny reading her.
Yes, I've grown to completely love her. Sorry that the parrallel universes confused you for a second. Believe me they will confuse Willow in a future update to her chagrin... I think everyone will like the Brenhams visit. More birthday in Part II.



Grimaldi Thanks. I'm so glad you liked the shower scene and the banter.



Karmah - Yes, Willow is extremely patient, knowing that she and Tara have nothing but time together now. The baby prepartions are going well and the room is complete! Thanks.

Yeah... I didn't really mean Eliza's drinking to grow like that but the girl's got plans that don't necessarily stem from being a lush. The birthday celebration will have some high and low points... Thanks for your thoughts about the way I show the thoughts and feelings-that's what I'm going for.



Holly - Ahhh, an inspiration? That's awesome. Thank you. Yes, I think that everyone loves Eliza. She's grown to take on an entire world of her own I think.



Insanity - I'm glad you liked it. Yes, I wanted the sweet and the banter to be very light but beautiful. Yes, I think that Tara had to completely trust Willow to let her in to see the scars.

Quote:
I wonder if Eliza and Michelle have trust in Willow to stay...
I think that it's more that they trust and love Tara. If they know that Tara is happy and secure, they are too because that's how friends are.



LiquiDreams618 - Sorry to hear about your growing obsession. I hope you are able to carry on with life. I try to update about once a week now but sometimes take longer. I also post in the update thread so that you will know when there's an update. But thank you for your commitment.

Thanks for your effusive praise.



Grimmy - Yes, exactly! It is her loving care throughout that really wins Tara's trust and security. I think that the scars will fade but never be completely gone. That's kind of the definition of scars...

I never thought about it but yes, I guess I do have a lot of wake-up scenes. I'm glad it was amusing. I think you are basically right about Eliza who wants to prove to her girlfriend that she can quit which isn't necessarily the same as quitting. Believe me that they will work it out. Thanks for your kind wishes for Rachel and I.



Karen – You’re of course welcome. I wanted to show that she can open up and Willow can be loving, and sensual, and accepting no matter what. I’m glad it worked. And yes, this Tara doesn’t get mad about such little things as a teasing about her stutter. Thanks for the good thoughts.



Diana – Never worry about the lack of feedback. We all have busy lives and I’m all too familiar with a shortage of time (and getting shorter). Thanks for the M&Ms. Thanks for the thoughts about the characters-I try to be true to the image I hold for each. I think there are a few more surprises left… Thanks. Hope the real world stays in order for you.



Jenamber – As I said to Diana, never worry about the feedback. I love it but also just love to write and share my writing. So do what you need to do. You really did get a few good updates at once it seems. I’m glad you liked the housewarming. I have not dropped Buffy et. al. We will be resolving that. Thanks.



Romy – Ahhh, that’s so sweet. Thank you for your wonderful thoughts about it. Definitely more to come…



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"I was working on a proof of one of my poems all morning and took out a comma. In the afternoon, I put it back in again." - Oscar Wilde

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby 2DIAMONDS » Tue Nov 11, 2003 11:25 am

:wave Hey Debra :flower :flower :flower

Late post yet again. Life, work, and just crap keeps me busy and when I review the last week or so, what have I really done? Anyway, hi again :wave



I knew it! I knew they'd be going at it like bunnies! And hey, you're absolutely right - keeping count of how many times they've made love is silly when they spend so much time actually making love. Oh, and I love how they both tease and flirt with each other :blush



I think I practically felt my heart melt when Tara suggested the shower together...well, other parts of my body had physical reactions as well, but moving on...You know, I can totally feel for Tara. I broke my ankle about 3 years ago, and 8 screws and a metal plate later, I have a 6 inch scar on my right ankle. It's not pretty. Tara's scars are obviously a lot more severe, but I definitely feel some of her apprehension and nervousness in that situation. But, overall, I think it went quite well :wink Willow loves to pamper her anyway. Tara is her queen every day.



You know, sometimes I love Eliza and sometimes I really don't. Just how I feel about Faith, hmmm wierd. I wasn't too thrilled with Eliza mimicking Tara's stutter either. But you take the total package that is a person so she's still cool with me. She and Chelle are like sisters to Tara, and they continue to take care of her. I'm glad she's taking it easy on the drinking too. You know if you ever want to do a spinoff on Eliza and Michelle, that would be cool!



Helen

xoxo





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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby The Rose24 » Tue Nov 11, 2003 8:00 pm

Originally posted by 2DIAMONDS

Quote:
You know, sometimes I love Eliza and sometimes I really don't. Just how I feel about Faith, hmmm wierd. I wasn't too thrilled with Eliza mimicking Tara's stutter either.




I am with you there. Eliza really rubs me the wrong way sometimes because she seems really self-destructive and way too aggressive. Michelle is a really sweet person and I sometimes wonder how they have lasted this long. Opposites do attract sometimes.



I definitely don't like Faith although I could tolerate her a little more in season seven.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Edited by: The Rose24  at: 11/11/03 8:03 pm
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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Tibbs » Wed Nov 12, 2003 4:01 am

I haven't posted feedback to this in a very long time and I apologize much much for that fact. So sorry :sob



I had a chance to re-read it all from beginning to end and it really is such a great Fic. It's so different from Ya'll and at first that fact made me kinda sketchy since I really enjoyed it and that Tara, but after catching up with this whole fic I will say i have changed my mind totally. I'm liking this fic more then I did Ya'll. I don't even know were to start in explaining how awesome this fic is. There are so many great parts that if I started now it would take me hours to go through everything. I'll spare the rambling and just say i think your brilliant and I can't wait to see how it all turns out.



I also want to give congradulations to you and Rachel on the upcomming addition to the family. :baby



Best wishes to the three of you!



Tibbs

:pride

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby justkazy » Wed Nov 12, 2003 4:22 pm

Hey Debra, this story is what made me join this board, just so I could tell you what an awsome job your doing.:clap I've read this story so many times I lost count. I just get so involved in :willow and :tara lives I forget every other thing going on around me. I can't wait to read what happens next.:bounce

October:D



PS congats on:baby :)

Edited by: BytrSuite at: 11/12/03 3:52 pm
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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby TexanZeppo256 » Sat Nov 15, 2003 9:55 pm

Hallo!



I realize that most of my posts recently have been kinda bitca-ish, but I'd like to make up for that by saying that I absolutely love this fic: it is one of the great fics on this board that I check the board daily for updates.



I love this fic because of the angst of story, first and foremost, but also becuase, much like Lipkandy's Tempus Fugit series, your story deals with alternate realities and Tara 2's, which I always find facinating. I also love Willow's discovery of the differences between her "old" Tara and her "new" Tara, and her dawning realization that she has to let go of the past to grab ahold of her future.



Its Willow learning to let go of her soulmate and to embrace her at the same time, and its really poigninat and beautiful, and it's starting to get me all choked up.



Anyways, just wanted to let ya know that I adore your fic.



Dosvidaniya!

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There she is! There she is... ahh... Not so wounded as we were led to believe... So much the better.
--Khan, "Star Trek II: WOK"



From The Land of Tolerance,

---The Texan Zeppo

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby JustSkipIt » Mon Nov 17, 2003 5:27 pm

Helen - Hey to you and sorry that your life is busy and all that. Believe me when I say that I can relate... More teasing to come in the next post :) I'd say that they have "healthy" sexual apetities. If that translates to going at it like bunnies, at least it keeps Anya away.



I'm thankful for your feedback that I have Tara's feelings, shyness, shame, embarrassment, about her appearance right. Thanks for that. Yes it went well and Willow loves to pamper her Tara.



Interesting to hear that someone doesn't love Eliza (and someone later on said the same thing). Sure mimicing a stutter isn't nice but they have a pretty deep relationship, one that goes beyond that. Glad she's still cool with you. Hmmm, a Michelle & Eliza spinoff huh? Thanks for the suggestion.



TheRose24 - Interesting to hear two people not wild about Eliza. I agree that she is agressive but I'm not sure about self-destructive. While I'm not a drinker and don't particularly approve, as I've said before I consider the drinking of these girls within their situations. But yes, in many ways Michelle is Eliza's foil. She contrasts and grounds the more passionate girl. I love Faith though. Sure, holding a knife to Willow's throat doesn't usually endear me to anyone but she's just so Passionate and determined. Ok, and sexy...



Tibbs - Don't worry about not posting feedback. I'm so glad that you are enjoying the story. I'm glad that you're a convert to Paths. I would say the way to view them is partially as separate stories and partially as a unit that builds on itself. Each love story is completely self-contained but as a whole they are going one place. Thank you so much for your wonderful thoughts and praise. Thanks also for the congratulations. The due date is less than 2 months away and we're thrilled.



justkazy - Welcome :wave Wow, that is such a compliment that this story made you join the wave. Again I say Welcome. I hope you enjoy many of the stories you will find here. I have many personal favorites. If you look in the completed fics archive you will find many of those favorites as well as a few of my completed works. I'll hopefully post an update in the next few days. Thanks for the congratulations.



TexanZeppo256 - I hadn't noticed any bitca-ish-ness on your posts but thanks for the praise and loving the fic. Sorry for the delayed updates. I'd say at this point, don't expect them more than weekly. I always post in the update thread when I have an update, so that may save you time. Thanks for your committment though.



I find it an honor to have you compare my fic to the Tempus Fugit series. That is my current favorite and I've been reading and rereading it lately. You are precisely right that Willow must let go of her old Tara as she embraces the new one. I think she is doing a wonderful job right now. Thanks for your thoughts.



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"I was working on a proof of one of my poems all morning and took out a comma. In the afternoon, I put it back in again." - Oscar Wilde

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby Washi » Wed Nov 19, 2003 1:10 am









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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 28

Postby The Rose24 » Wed Nov 19, 2003 10:20 pm

JSI,



I was wondering if you could send me Y'all in a word document if it's not too much trouble. I went to reread it on the completed fics board, but I have to scroll through a bunch of replies to read it. It would be less of a hassle this way. Thanks. I would really apppreciate it.



My email address is ByrdPinkAngel24@aol.com.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


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Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 29

Postby JustSkipIt » Fri Nov 21, 2003 7:22 am

Washi -thanks for your patience. Sorry it took a while.



The Rose24 - I think that Susan wrote you about the files. If that doesn’t work for you, send me a ezNote. Thanks.





Title – Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 29 – The Always Birthday Part II



Author – JustSkipit - Debra



Spoilers –Season 6



Rating – Part 29 – R



Disclaimer – Guess what, I don’t own W&T, Buffy or the rest of the BtVS crew. Any similarity to actual persons living or dead is purely coincidental and fortunate. Also Rachel thinks I should point out that I don’t make any money from this…



Thoughts in italics





“Come on, baby,” Willow urged from the edge of the bed.



“I think that’s why we’re running late to s-start with, sweetie,” Tara teased.



Willow walked over to the doorway of the bathroom and stood behind her lover, wrapping her arms around her waist as she watched the beauty in the mirror. “You were the one who said the shower was so fun this morning…” Willow teased.



“Well,” Tara purred as she turned in into the embrace so that her arms were around the smaller girl and their breasts were pressed together, “I just pointed out that I didn’t get a chance to wash you.” She began trailing light kisses down the other girl’s neck. “I just wanted you to make a good impression on people at the party.” She pulled back, a look of feigned innocence on her face.



Willow giggled as she caught the look in her girlfriend’s sparkling blue eyes. “You wanted me clean, huh Ms. Maclay? Did all the women before me buy that one?”



Tara tilted her head slightly and quirked her eyebrows as if thinking hard. “I don’t remember anyone e-ever complaining before,” she answered slyly.



Willow again laughed at the conniving look on her girlfriend’s face as she reached for the girl’s cane to hand it to her. “Very good answer, my love,” she whispered before giving her a kiss and taking her hand to lead her from the small room.



“How do I look?” Tara asked holding out her free hand to display her outfit.



“Does the word ‘urrrgggghhh’ mean anything to you?” Willow responded as she looked lustily at her lover’s body. Tara had seemed trepidatious when the redhead initially asked to choose her outfit but the look on her face showed that she seemed to appreciate Willow’s response to her body in the tight black jeans and red midriff top the girl had selected.



Tara giggled at Willow’s leering look. “So I take it you like?”



“Well,” Willow answered, “I can think of a few outfits I like you better in…”



“Like bedsheets?” Tara suggested.



“Bed, floor, shower,,,” Willow started ticking off choices on her fingers before finishing, “but keeping those clothes on is probably a good idea for going to Frank and Maria’s.” As Tara started toward her, a smile on her face, the redhead teased, “At least until later.”



“Vixen,” Tara predictably responded. The searing kiss she delivered left no doubt that she agreed with her girlfriend’s plans and intimations. Nonetheless she retained her grip on Willow’s hand as the two girls started from the bedroom, glancing at the clock to note that they were running late already.



“Don’t you want your present now, love?” Willow asked as they reached the door to the house. She was pleased that Tara’s suspicious look to her indicated that she had struck the right combination of flirtation and serious concern about the delivery of her birthday present.



Tara narrowed her eyes slightly as she glanced to the bedroom door. “Do you really have a present in there or is this just a devious but tempting p-plot to get me back in the bedroom?”



“You mean you don’t trust me enough to take your chances?” Willow barbed back.



The blonde laughed loudly at her lover as she pulled her to the door. “That’s the problem: it sounds all too tempting to me, baby,” she explained as they walked toward Willow’s car.



As the redhead started the car she agreed that she would give the blonde her present later. She wasn’t sure that it was exactly what Tara would want but the girl was very hard to shop for. She had enough money to buy whatever she wanted and obviously had done so in many areas. The garden in the back of the house was absolutely perfect and Willow couldn’t imagine any changes that either girl would want to make to the area. She had plenty of clothes, books, and compact discs and Willow wanted to give her something more special than that anyway. When Willow thought about it the only thing that had been missing from Tara’s life was Willow herself and now she was here.



So Willow had spent nearly two weeks scouring every store in town for anything unusual. She had shopped for jewelry but then felt nervous for thinking of such a huge step so quickly. She had shopped for magical supplies and crystals but couldn’t find anything better or more powerful than what Tara already had. Willow had brought a few valuable magic tomes with her from her visit to Sunnydale in this world and between the two of them they had a rather amazing magical library.



Finally Willow had settled on a combination of buying and making something for the blonde. She had bought a refurbished laptop computer and customized it to what she believed Tara’s preferences would be. She had outfitted it with a wireless modem and installed a wireless hub at the blonde’s house. With Michelle as her willing and eager conspirator she had been able to accomplish all the changes while Tara was at work. The computer contained every piece of software that she thought Tara might want including customized versions of all the Microsoft Office Suite products, biological and medical textbooks, study guides for graduate school examinations, and bookmarks to myriad magical and pagan internet sites. Now that Tara had begun to use Willow’s computer for her papers she was finding it to be just as much of a godsend as the other Tara had and Willow felt sure that she would like the present. She only hoped that she wasn’t expecting something more … personal?



“Whatcha thinking about, sweetie?” Tara asked quietly.



Willow giggled as she teased back, “That’s for me to know and you to find out.”



“Must be something good,” Tara concluded.



“I hope you like your present,” Willow elaborated.



“Baby,” Tara replied as she kissed her lover’s palm, “being with you is all I ever need.”



“I know that,” Willow answered, “but I still hope you like your present.”



“I’m sure I will,” Tara assured her. She waited a minute before asking, “d-d-did you want to go by your apartment and make sure that candle will last all day?”



“I’m sure it will be fine,” Willow whispered as she felt her sadness once again. “I mean I’m not really even supposed to light it today or anything. It’s supposed to be on the Yartzeit, and certain holy days, not her birthday.”



“Yeah, baby,” Tara told her sympathetically, “but it’s important to you. Why don’t we just s-stop and check that it will burn long enough?” Earlier in the week Willow had explained to the blonde the tradition of burning a candle during a mourning period on certain days for the first year. After that year, the mourner should burn the candle on the loved one’s Yartzeit or the anniversary of their death (by the Jewish calendar of course) and recite the mourner’s Kaddish.



Initially Willow was reluctant to bring up the subject of her mourning for the first Tara. She had burned the candle on Yom Kippur or the Jewish Day of Atonement and even attended services to recite the mourner’s Kaddish. But this week her confusion and emotion had finally been too much. She felt that she had to talk to Tara and get the girl’s advice. Was it ok to still mourn for her lost lover even though she had found a new lover? Was it ok to amend the traditions to include their birthday? Even though it wasn’t a holy day it was important to her as the day both her loves had been born. She probably should have expected that Tara wouldn’t be upset by the discussion. She was very supportive, knowing that Willow’s grief for the first Tara didn’t temper her love for her. The blonde was wise enough to prefer that Willow share her grief with her than keep it bottled up inside.



Without discussing it further the two girls arrived at Willow’s apartment and quickly checked the candle, agreeing that it would burn well past sunrise the next morning if they didn’t spend the night at Willow’s apartment. No sooner had they left the apartment than Tara’s phone rang, playing “Happy Birthday.” “Hey -- who programmed my phone?” she asked and saw Willow smiling her sneaky smile as she answered the phone: “Happy birthday to me!”



From the one-sided conversation Willow gathered that Eliza was calling to check on them to ensure that they were on their way. Tara assured her that they would be no more than 15 minutes late arriving at the joint and that they were ready to have a good time. The blonde hung up the phone and put it in the pocket of her jacket.



Willow drove somewhat faster than the speed limit called for but they arrived in one piece and without getting stopped by a cop at the new restaurant/bar. Willow quickly got out and came around to help Tara out of the car. “My lady,” she bowed with exaggerated formality causing both girls to break into giggles. “Wow,” she indicated the building, “they upgraded. I mean this is way bigger than the one in our world.”



“Oh yeah,” Tara agreed, “they upgraded. Still the same wings though and the same food.”



The girls speeded up to meet Eliza who had come out when she saw their car pull into the parking lot. Giving both girls a hug, she proudly announced, “Been here an hour and nothing but Iced Tea so far.”



“Wow, that’s great!” both witches agreed. They thought it was a bit much for making it an hour without alcohol but hey, positive reinforcement couldn’t possibly hurt. Even in her short time in this world Willow couldn’t fail to notice how much Eliza seemed to drink, and she supported the girl cutting down.



“Guess who’s here so far?” Eliza asked with a glint in her eye that showed she knew some dirt on someone.



When she fixed her gaze on Willow the redhead had a sinking feeling. “I’m going to go with Elizabeth for $200?” she posited and felt Tara’s hand squeeze hers comfortingly.



“Oh yeah,” Eliza agreed, “she’s in rare form and I’m remembering why I always drink so much when she’s around.”



“Who’s with her?” Tara asked with obvious distaste.



Willow looked from one girl to the other as she pondered the question. Were they saying that Elizabeth had a girlfriend already or had two girlfriends? If so why was she flirting with Tara at the party and why didn’t either of them come to the party with her? “Both of them,” Eliza whispered with mock outrage.



“Great,” Tara muttered as the three girls walked toward the door. She stopped for a minute as she turned toward her lover. Eliza took a few more steps and looked at her shoes to politely give the two witches a few moments alone. “I love you, Willow,” Tara whispered.



Willow smiled and kissed her lover gently noting the concern in the blue eyes watching her. “I’ll be good, baby,” she assured the birthday girl, “no fighting or dancing on tables for me.”



“Good,” Tara agreed, “lezgo.”



The three girls walked into the restaurant and were immediately greeted with shouts of “Happy Birthday, Tara!” from a group of tables pushed together in the corner. Since they were a little late, most of Tara’s friends had already arrived. One table contained a pile of presents while the others held a smattering of beer pitchers and assorted wings, fried cheese, and other items to clog anyone’s arteries before their 25th birthday. Michelle was the first to reach the group, giving Tara and then Willow enthusiastic hugs before embracing her own girlfriend.



All four girls walked over to join the table, greeting everyone enthusiastically. Willow recognized Little Joey, James, and Elizabeth who were seated at the other end of the table. She was introduced to Little Joey’s fiancé who had missed Michelle’s birthday party because she was out of town. James didn’t appear to have brought a date but from the looks of it he wouldn’t be leaving the party alone unless he wanted to. Tara introduced a few friends from school and some people from the vet clinic. Cassie and Mark were there too.



When they reached the end of the table Elizabeth stood up to give Tara a hug, a hug that lasted too long in Willow’s opinion, and say a cold hello to the redhead. She also introduced Jon, her boyfriend, and Amy, her girlfriend, each of whom gave a slight wave before going back to visiting with each other. What the fuck? Willow wondered. Not to be throwing stones and certainly the witch was glad to find out that Bethie had her own dates and didn’t need Tara but why is she always hitting on Tara? She doesn’t need her. Finally Willow sat with Eliza and Michelle and gave up trying to figure out Elizabeth. So the girl is an asshole. Whatever.



A beer mug appeared in Willow’s hand almost by magic and she noted that Tara had one also. Maria came out of the kitchen with a load of wings and set them down before pulling up a chair and settling herself into the group, telling funny stories about the trouble Eliza and Little Joey had gotten into as children. Speaking of Eliza, Willow looked over at the dark-haired girl noting that true to her word, she was not drinking anything more serious than Iced Tea. The look on her face every time Elizabeth’s shrill voice drifted to their end of the table gave the distinct impression that her resolve was likely to weaken if the girl decided to join them. After a short while Willow noticed that Michelle had switched to Iced Tea; she assumed that the runner was trying to support her girlfriend.



Tara stole a glance at Willow, knowing that just doing that would make her feelings soar. Every time she looked at the redhead, she could feel her heart pounding in her chest. Her skin tingled with excitement at the way the girl nodded her head or brushed her hair from her eyes or said, “Please pass the wings.” Anything was enough to take the blonde into a dreamy Willowland. The party was in full swing and everyone had enjoyed the food and drink heartily. Some people were showing the effects of their drinking and surprisingly enough, Eliza and Michelle appeared to be the most sober people at the party. Who’d a thunk? Tara giggled to herself. Although their hands rarely left each other, either fingers intertwined or one hand resting on the other’s thigh, both Tara and Willow had been involved in conversations with other friends throughout the night. The blonde witch was pleased and impressed to see how well her lover fit in with all her friends.



Realizing that she had been staring at Willow as the girl told a story about a disastrous trip to find a computer store recently, Tara waited for a break in the conversation. Then she bent her head slightly to brush her lips across the top of Willow’s ear before holding her mouth just barely away from the girl’s flesh. “Did I ever tell you how sexy I find this ear?” she whispered before running her tongue lightly along the freckled top.



Willow’s fingers clenched involuntarily as she processed Tara’s sexy flirtation. Goddess, what this woman does to my body, she thought as she appreciated the effect Tara’s proximity was having. Moving her fingers higher to brush along the inseam of the blonde’s jeans she decided to tease the girl back. She turned her head slowly to whisper in Tara’s ear, “I don’t recall you saying that but maybe you did and I had trouble hearing you because I had my head between your legs…” She noted that Tara’s mouth had dropped open and continued her X-rated description: “I mean I just get so absorbed when I’m running my tongue along your wet lips or sucking your clit into my mouth… and when you scream my name, I guess I never hear that well if you are talking about my ears.” As she finished speaking she slowly licked a trail down the blonde’s neck, sucking lightly at the base of her jugular, not caring if it made a mark.



She barely registered Tara weak admission, “You win.”



“Ha ha,” Willow gloated, “I win. I win. I never win. This is an all-time day if I win.”



Tara laughed as Willow took way too much glory over her victory this one time. Of course it only stiffened the blonde’s resolve to reclaim her title as queen tease. Maybe later she’d find an outlet for her ambition.



“You win what, Low?” Eliza asked.



“Oh yeah,” Tara teased, “why don’t you explain to Eliza what you won, baby?”



Willow looked no less smug as she answered the younger girl: “Tara will explain it. That’s one of the benefits of winning. The loser explains the game.”



Tara spoke quietly but loud enough that Eliza could hear: “I thought I was the queen for the day. That’s what you said earlier when you were...” she trailed off to whisper something in Willow’s ear, tugging on the girl’s reddening skin with her teeth as she pulled away.



Tara’s look was smug as Willow gulped before turning to Eliza to explain, “Tic tac toe; I won three straight games of tic tac toe.”



“With no paper? Whatever, Willow,” Eliza answered. Before turning back to her own girlfriend, Eliza explained to the two witches, “Just so you know, you are not the first two women to enjoy teasing each other.” She didn’t even wait for a response before turning smugly back to visit with Michelle and the other friends at that end of the table.



Tara and Willow’s shocked and embarrassed silence was broken by a shout from the doorway, “Tara!” Willow was still raising her head to find the speaker when she heard her own name shouted as well: “Willow!” Trying to see the person through the crowd the redhead wondered who knew her that wasn’t here. With the exception of the people in Sunnydale no one else knew her. Her confusion was answered as Joy arrived and gave Tara a hug before turning to Willow and likewise hugging the redhead.



“I’m sorry we’re late, Tara,” Joy explained, “we had trouble finding the place.” She indicated the young man standing slightly behind her: “This is my boyfriend, Teddy.”



“Nice to meet y’all,” Teddy politely responded as he shook both girls’ hands, “Joy talks about y’all all the time.”



“Pull up a chair,” Tara suggested as she and Willow took their seats. She turned to Willow to explain quickly, “When Joy called the other day I told her a-about the party and she wanted to come.”



“That’s so great,” Willow told the young girl as she passed her some food, “how is Golden doing?”



“It’s amazing,” Joy and Teddy answered together. They looked at each other and giggled before Joy continued: “She’s running so great and I think she may be able to be ridden soon.”



Tara took advantage of a break in the conversation to introduce Joy and Teddy to some of their other friends and get the youngsters some cokes. Since people were starting to leave the party it was decided that Tara should open her presents. Willow watched as the girl opened various shirts, books, and compact discs from all her friends. James gave her a wonderful picture that neither girl knew he had taken of them while Tara was singing the “Under your Spell” song at Michelle’s party. Willow smiled as she thought of the time the young man in her world had done the same for herself and the other Tara, slipping the picture into their luggage.



The redhead bristled as Elizabeth came over to give Tara her present personally, taking what Willow considered much too long to hand it over and obviously looking down Tara’s shirt in the process. Only Tara’s hand on her leg combined with Eliza’s hand on her other hand kept the redhead from coming out of her chair to tell the girl off.



Even that wasn’t enough to contain the redheaded witch when Tara opened the present to find a silky negligee within. The crème colored material slid through the blonde’s hands as her mouth opened first in surprise and then in anger. Willow was obviously incensed and the only thing keeping her from taking a swing at the older girl was Eliza now using both hands to hold her back. Even so, Tara noted the unfamiliar and disturbing darkening of the girl’s eyes. “Willow and I are going outside,” Eliza announced as she pulled the girl toward the door with Teddy’s help.



Tara could hear Willow muttering, “We are not going outside!” By now it appeared that Teddy had picked her up with Eliza and Joy following.



Tara felt Michelle’s hand on her arm and turned back to Elizabeth. “We need to talk, Elizabeth,” she told the older girl firmly.



“What?” Elizabeth asked with an attempt at an innocent look on her face, “I just thought you would like it.”



Before Tara could speak she heard Michelle’s anger in her speech: “No, Elizabeth, you didn’t. Now would you rather the three of us have this conversation here or in the bathroom?” The older girl at least had the good sense to look admonished as she turned and moved toward the bathroom. Tara stole a glance at Jon and Amy and was amazed to see that neither of them seemed phased at all by the events and in fact seemed ready to move their party home for the evening.



Apparently having regained her composure Elizabeth turned to face the other two girls with a haughty look on her face. “Tara,” she began, “I don’t see why my present offended you…”



She was cut off by Tara raising her hand. Without waiting for Elizabeth to stop speaking the blonde interrupted and began, “You know perfectly well why it offended me.” Seeing Elizabeth’s mouth moving as if to begin defending herself she continued, “Jesus Christ, Elizabeth. Why don’t you g-grow up? You’ve been hitting on me for five years. You hit on me when I was dating your own sister, for Goddess’ sake.” She paused here as if hoping that Elizabeth were going to adopt some level of contrition. Internally she cursed herself slightly for stuttering. It certainly didn’t seem that the girl was bothered by the admonition. “And now you’re pulling this shit in front of my lover? Willow is about to take you apart, Elizabeth!”



“Can’t your lover take a joke?” the older girl sneered.



“A joke? All this is a j-j-joke, Bethie?” Michelle interrupted. Tara could see that the runner was furious with her sister. It wasn’t often that Michelle lost her temper, but this had been building for years. Honestly, the blonde couldn’t believe that Michelle had never had this out with her sister back when the two friends were dating. She remembered how Michelle’s older sister had flirted with her every time they saw each other during her two month relationship with the younger girl. “Fuck, Elizabeth!” the runner shouted, “any idiot could see that Tara and Willow belong together! Have you seen Tara’s art? Did you come to the exhibit? Have you even known her in the last four years?”



Elizabeth finally looked somewhat shocked at her sister’s angry outburst. “I didn’t mean… I …,” she faltered looking at the other two girls. Becoming more quiet with every breath she asked, “you mean she’s not just…you really care about her?” It wasn’t so much that Elizabeth was grief-stricken because she really cared about Tara, it seemed more that she realized that she had finally and conclusively lost.



Seeing how broken Elizabeth looked Tara gently reached up to tuck a hair behind her ear. “She’s my soulmate,” she told the girl confidently. “Why don’t you go get Amy and Jon and go home, Bethie?” she suggested.



“We’re right here,” Amy answered as she reached out for her girlfriend’s hand. Tara turned to see that their little discussion had expanded to include Amy and Jon, Eliza who stood just behind Michelle and as she turned the other way she saw Willow who reached out her hand and took Tara’s. The connection was instantaneous and she could feel the powerful energy that flowed through their link. Frowning for a second she realized that some of Willow’s power was still fueled by her anger but she could also tell how hard the redhead was attempting to control her feelings.



No one spoke for a few minutes as Jon and Amy led Elizabeth from the bar. Eliza was now nestled behind Michelle, her arms wrapped around her girlfriend’s waist and her chin on her shoulder as if wanting to give her as much support and love as possible without intruding on the moment. She knew that it was a stressful time for Michelle with this confrontation finally happening. The dark-haired girl often wondered how Michelle and her sister had turned out so different. Michelle was the most loving, giving, and faithful person Eliza had ever known. Elizabeth, on the other hand, was a complete snob. It never occurred to her that the things she said and did were offensive to most of the people around her. She flirted with everyone she met and had obviously set her sights on Tara years earlier. This was another situation that Eliza knew bothered Michelle. Even when the friends were dating in high school, Elizabeth made no effort to avoid flirting with Tara. Michelle didn’t open up about it often but Eliza knew that the girl was deeply hurt by her sister’s actions. Add that to Elizabeth’s very lightly shrouded distrust of Eliza and this confrontation had been brewing for a long time.



But Eliza also knew that that was really nothing compared to what Tara and Willow were likely to lay on the girl. Eliza had no idea how she knew what it meant but she could feel a sort of electrical energy emanating from both Willow and Tara at the moment that the piece of lingerie slid through the blonde’s hands. She had felt something like this before from Tara but was not prepared for the intensity coming from the redhead. In fact Eliza was thankful for Teddy’s help getting the smaller girl out of the bar. Teddy obviously felt out of place although he was glad to have been able to help. As they had rounded the corner, he faded into the background and allowed the two girls to talk. For a few minutes Eliza was truly worried that Willow was going to do some damage to Elizabeth. Her eyes were dark, almost black as if her pupils had taken over the entire colored part of her eye and Eliza could feel a sort of power flowing off the girl’s skin.



“Willow,” she said evenly, “you have to calm down.”



“Calm down? I need to calm down? I don’t think I do. I think that I need to go in there and kick that skank-queen’s ass,” the redhead argued.



“I can see that you are feeling pretty upset. How about taking a few deep breaths,” Eliza suggested. She looked down for a second before whispering, “Really Willow. You’re kind of floating off the ground.”



Willow looked at her feet for a second before lowering to the ground. “Better?” she spat out.



“Much,” Eliza confirmed. She was holding the redhead lightly by the upper arms trying to stroke her skin to keep her relaxed.



“You have no idea,” Willow sputtered. “You have absolutely no idea what it’s like-what she’s like. She’s such a … a … a …” The redhead faltered for a word finally settling on “ho.”



Eliza laughed briefly before answering, “I have no idea? Is that what you figure?”



Willow stopped her anger for a second too think about what Eliza said. “I guess you probably have a better idea than just about anyone what she’s like, huh?”



“Yeah,” Eliza responded, “I know just what she’s like and she makes me angry too.” She waited for a second before adding, “But what’s important is that she upsets Michelle.”



“I guess our getting angry just makes it harder on Michelle and Tara?” Willow realized.



Eliza smiled as she nodded her head. After each girl had taken a few deep breaths they had gone inside to find Michelle, Tara, and Elizabeth in the hallway near the bathroom. Eliza was happy to see Willow move to stand lovingly to Tara’s side and put her hand out. The blonde reached one hand back and seemed to gain strength from her lover’s presence.



Tara was, of course, very happy when she had realized that Eliza and Willow had returned. She could feel the remnants of Willow’s energy and chided herself lightly that the two of them had not done more work to regulate it lately. Of course they had both been ignoring most free-time activities except for enjoying their time together for the last week and a blush spread over her face as she thought about it. Moments after Elizabeth left with her lovers, Tara felt Willow’s arms wrapping around her waist. Squirming slightly the blonde turned to face her lover and return the hug. “I love you,” she whispered.



Willow brushed the back of her fingers down her girlfriend’s face as she looked into her intense blue eyes. Softly she kissed her before pulling back. “Because I didn’t turn her into a frog?” she teased.



Tara giggled, “You don’t like f-frogs, Willow.”



Enjoying the break in the tension Willow joked back, “No, but I could have turned her into a ferret or a snake or a lizard.”



“Ok,” Tara agreed, “then that’s just one of the reasons I love you.”



Looking around they realized that Michelle and Eliza had returned to the table. Most of the other party-goers had apparently found this to be a convenient time to high-tail it out of there. Only Michelle, Eliza, James, Little Joey, Joy, and Teddy remained at the table. The two witches returned and took their seats as Eliza jokingly commented, “Well. I think we have now fulfilled our recommended daily allowance for drama anyway.”



“You know what they s-say?” Tara asked.



Michelle and Eliza looked at each other before shouting, “Happy Birthday!” Everyone at the table broke into laughter.



Joy stood up announcing, “We need to get going. Happy birthday, Tara.”



Everyone hugged the younger girl and Willow took Teddy’s hand. “Thanks a lot, Teddy. You were a big help.” The couple left after waving to the group.



By now the bar was empty besides the birthday group. “Who pays?” Willow finally blurted out. It had been bothering her all night. All these people came to the party and brought a present but none of them seemed to leave money. She knew that usually when people went out for someone’s birthday they would leave money for their part and extra for the birthday person but she hadn’t seen anyone leave any money.



Eliza started giggling as she turned to Tara. “She says just what she wants doesn’t she?”



“Like you don’t,” Tara and Willow both shot back and again everyone laughed.



“Papa Patron pays,” Eliza explained and it took Willow a minute to process the information. So Mr. D’Angelo paid for Tara’s party every year. What did he do for Eliza and Joey’s birthdays if Tara got this kind of party? Wow. And she had thought she was well off when she was in high school. Of course in high school she had the other Tara to compare herself to and the girl was pretty poor. It’s a different world here. Literally, she thought. Everyone took a drink of their beer and when she finished, Willow realized that not only was she hungry but she should probably eat something to help her drive home anyway. She looked to the basket and realized that it was empty. “We need more wings,” she said. It took a second before she realized that not only had she said it but Tara, Michelle, and Eliza had all spoken at the same moment.



A strange look passed among the other three girls and then, to Willow’s complete surprise, Eliza started howling to the rafters. She leaned back her head and howled, sounding very much like a wolf. The redhead glanced around to see if anyone else was worried about this apparent mental breakdown but no one else seemed disturbed by it. In fact Tara and Michelle both shrugged their shoulders and joined in the commotion. Ok, it’s a thing? Willow thought puzzled. Just then she felt a tap on her shoulder and James looked at her and then at the other three. Ok, what do you want me to do? she wondered. Before she could ask him he and Little Joey had joined in. Completely outnumbered Willow joined in the cacophony.



The men howled for only a few seconds before they began pounding on the table shouting: “Round robin! Round robin! Round robin!” As the girls stopped their noise making, James and Little Joey both began harassing Eliza: “Take me. You know you need one of us. Take me. No take me. Take both of us,” and the like. Willow continued watching the scene wondering if she had passed into the twilight zone temporarily.



The redhead looked around completely befuddled about what had gotten into everyone. Lost for a solution she raised her hand and shot three green sparks into the air. They made a loud enough bang that everyone instantly was quiet and looked at her. “What the hell is going on?” she yelled.



“It’s a round robin! Round Robin! Round Robin!” Eliza, Michelle, Little Joey, and James started yelling all at once and all over each other again.



Willow raised her hand once again and shot off one more spark. “No,” she admonished, “we are not doing that.” She pointed at Michelle making it clear that she wasn’t considering shooting a spark at the runner. “Michelle, you explain. Everyone else quiet.”



Eliza giggled but didn’t speak, instead making a motion like she was locking her lips and throwing the key over her shoulder. Tara laughed openly but didn’t speak either as she waited for Michelle to explain. “Well,” the runner started, “you know how you get silly traditions among friends?”



“Hey,” Tara interjected, “whose traditions are you c-calling silly?” Willow shot her girlfriend a look saying, “no interruptions,” and the blonde made like Eliza, throwing her air-key over her shoulder.



“The four of us all jinxed on the wings,” Michelle explained, “then Eliza started the howl. That means we’re having a round robin. James and Little Joey aren’t in the round robin because they didn’t say the jinx on the wings but they want to come along.”



Willow scrunched up her eyebrow. “What is a round robin or should I be afraid to ask?”



Tara raised her hand and Willow nodded at her. “A r-round robin means that we will go out as a group four times. Each person gets to pick an activity, any activity, and we all go do it. You can invite extra people but really the only real r-rule is that you have to pay for your choice. I m-mean pay for everyone,” she clarified. She leaned over to whisper in her lover’s ear: “I can pay yours if you need.” Tara knew that Willow had come to find her with a comfortable amount of money but she really had no idea what the redhead’s financial condition might be and she had spent a lot of money recently on her apartment and furnishings.



“Thanks,” Willow whispered back, “I’m fine.” She turned to the table. “Ok, that sounds good.” She realized something that was bothering her though: “But why are Joey and James so excited?”



Both men raised their hands as Michelle and Tara both exaggeratedly began pounding their foreheads on the table. Ignoring what the two roommates were doing Willow pointed to James who instantly explained, “Eliza always picks the same activity and she needs one or both of us to go.”



“An activity that requires one or both of you to go,” Willow repeated. “What activity requires you? Something with heavy lifting?” She mumbled to herself as she tried to reason it out.



Eliza didn’t even bother raising her hand as she explained, “topless bar!”



Willow glanced at Tara and Michelle who had stopped pounding their foreheads. “It’s a thing,” Michelle mouthed. “We’re going to a topless bar?” the redhead confirmed.



“With us,” James and Little Joey chimed in.



“Eliza has a very limited imagination,” Tara teased.



“No. I just know what I want to do with my round robin turn,” Eliza teased back. Willow leaned back in her chair as she watched the others joke and talk about their upcoming round robin events. Each tried to guess what the others would choose to do until Aunt Maria came to say that it was time for the bar to close and that she was kicking them out.



After ensuring that there were at least as many sober drivers as cars, the group left the bar but not before Aunt Maria grabbed the two boys telling them, “Good job you not wrecking my bar but I’m still watching you.” The girls laughed and told the boys they were trouble-makers before everyone hugged and parted to drive home.



Willow held Tara’s hand as she drove. The blonde had her eyes closed in the passenger seat but the girl wasn’t sleeping. The entire back seat was filled with presents and Willow had already decided to take them to Tara’s house since Scooby was there. “Baby?” she asked quietly.



“Yes love?” Tara answered.



“Are you ok? I mean about what happened with Elizabeth?”



Tara opened her eyes and looked at her lover as she answered, “Y-yes. I think I am. I mean it has been coming and maybe if I had been more firm with her over the years this wouldn’t have happened but I’m glad it did n-now.” She took a breath. “I feel bad for Michelle though.”



“Yeah,” Willow agreed, “it definitely seems like the conflict with Bethie has been brewing for Chelle for years.”



Tara nodded, “I don’t think Chelle ever quite forgave Elizabeth for her flirting with me when we were together. And the way Bethie treats Eliza is pretty r-rotten.”



“Why is that?” Willow asked.



Tara shook her head: “I’m not entirely sure. They didn’t’ hit it off right and Eliza has told her off plenty of times for the w-way she treats Michelle.” She watched Willow as she spoke, admiring the girl’s beautiful profile and feeling completely comfortable with her love. “Plus which I think that Elizabeth was a real jerk when Eliza transferred to Brenhams. She always suspected that Eliza had gotten in trouble and that’s why she t-transferred in the middle of the year.”



“She wasn’t entirely wrong,” Willow confirmed.



“No,” Tara agreed, “she wasn’t w-wrong but Eliza has grown and changed a lot from that fifteen-year old girl. “



“It’s amazing how much she has changed,” Willow mused. After a minute she added, “and what’s the deal on Elizabeth’s girlfriend and boyfriend?”



Tara waved her hand exasperatedly. “Honest-to-God, I can’t explain it. It’s been a few years now and I can’t see how they p-put up with her. I think that really the two of them are in a relationship and Elizabeth is like their added flavor or whatever.” She watched as Willow scrunched her face up as if trying to figure out that one. “The thing is,” Tara continued, “they are both really n-nice people. I’ve had classes with Amy and she’s a nice person. And I believe that she really loves Jon so I don’t know w-why they even mess with Elizabeth…”



“People do weird things,” Willow muttered.



Tara giggled at her girlfriend’s assessment of the evening. “This was the b-best birthday I’ve ever had, Willow,” she told the girl sincerely.



Willow looked over at her lover for a second before raising her hand to her lips. “Then I’ll see what I can do about improving on it every year from now on, baby,” she whispered.



Tara smiled broadly at her lover’s assertion that there would be many years to come for them. “Speaking of g-great birthdays,” Tara started, “where is my present?”



Willow smiled as she answered, “In the trunk.”



“In the trunk?” Tara sputtered. “You mean you could h-have given it to me anytime?” She giggled as she accused, “You little sneak.”



“That’s me,” Willow agreed, “Your little sneak.”



“I’ve noticed,” Tara agreed.



“I hope you’ll like it,” Willow added.



This time it was Tara who lifted her lover’s hand to her mouth placing a soft kiss on her palm. “Baby, just your being here is all the present I’ll ever need.”



“Mmm,” Willow murmured, “Then here is exactly where I’ll stay.” Both girls were quiet just enjoying their drive back home. Each one understood exactly what the other was saying and there was no need to elaborate further.





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"I was working on a proof of one of my poems all morning and took out a comma. In the afternoon, I put it back in again." - Oscar Wilde

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Re: Paths Diverged/Divulged Part 29

Postby Insanity » Fri Nov 21, 2003 7:46 am

Oh My God!



This was awesome......

Topless bar huuhhh?? The round robin thingy was really funny... Looking forward to the activities they will choose, not only the topless bar thingy :whistle

The four of them are really great together.



And Elizabeth... blahhh, I really don't like her. never have. Good thing Tara finally told her off. But poor Chelle, her own sister....



I love the work you've done here.....Keep it coming...



Insanity



edited to add: I'm first!!!! :party

"Nobody messes with my girl!"Tara, Bargaining

Edited by: Insanity  at: 11/21/03 6:47 am
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