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Re: even MORE questions

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Wed Jul 21, 2004 9:55 pm

Grimmy: In retrospect I really should have written a scene for Tara removing the spell...in fact I may very well edit my post and add one in to make myself nice and clear.



Who said they're in Sunnydale? :P They're actually not. Orginally I was going to set this fic in New York because I like the idea of really big cities. So this fic is actually set somewhere completely fictional on the east coast of North America although in general I like to concentrate more on the W/T relationship than worry about the accuracy of my settings. Anyway, Tara has been there for a little over seven years, almost eight because you'll not that she left Oregon when she was pregnant with Ashley, came to *insert fictional name here* and Ashley is now seven. But you're very right to wonder if Willow showed signs of Dark Magic before then...and I'm not going to tell you :D



I sometimes feel a little overworked with three fics but I find myself in such different moods that I always write different fics at different times. I'm actually writing four fics at the moment, the fourth won't be posted for a while though and WYTN? is almost finished so I think I'll enjoy just having R & R and Captain Red on my plate.



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

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Re: even MORE questions

Postby russ » Thu Jul 22, 2004 9:02 pm

Hi Alcy, I'm back, and you've certainly posted a lot to read/think about (in both this story and WYTN).



Looks like I owe Willow an apology; her emotional reactions seem to have been caused by a spell, rather than a character flaw. The poor woman is a wreck, and trying to carry on with her job as if nothing was amiss. Your description of her "rumpled track suit" and "scruffy ponytail" contrasts well with the businesslike attire of the first chapter.



The horror of the police at the child's murder is very realistic. All emergency personnel are deeply affected when a child is the victim of a crime, fire, or accident. Willow and Buffy, as good cops, will do whatever it takes to put a stop to this, even if it's personally painful.



I'm not really clear as to whether the black robed corpses are also victims, or willing sacrifices for some cultic purpose. It certainly sounds as if Tara's father was involved in some type of demonic cult activity. Tara's right that her late father is not the only one to fear. Nothing's been said about Donnie, Roy, or other cultists. I'm assuming here that Roy was in on the plot, drugging and presumably raping Tara in order to produce the sacrificial child.



Thankfully, Giles was able to talk sense into Tara regarding the removal of the spell. If it was slowly killing her, it was acting against the intent to protect Ashley. Who could she need more than her mother? Also, by keeping Willow and Tara apart, the spell was repelling the best help available. Clearly it had to go.



I'm glad you explained to others the "black eye" episode; I didn't get it either. If the dark magic is latent in Willow, why would the removal of a protection spell bring signs of it to the surface? No doubt all will be made clear in time. At least now the way is open for Willow and Tara to make a new start, and together put an end to the evil.



Russ

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Re: even MORE questions

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Sun Jul 25, 2004 9:10 pm

veiled isis moon: you know you’re going to get a happy ending and not just because this fic is on Pens…it’s me! Awww, thanks!



BV: ‘they’ are…well, gee I’m not going to give that away! :P Ah yes, the evil questions from an evil fic writer…I love it!



russ: Welcome back russ :D Apologies all round for poor Wills at the moment, the fact that she doesn’t know what’s going on with her has to be terrifying.

Everything in this story so far has a purpose, including the murder of the child and the fact that there seem to be willing victims as well.

I’m not quite ready to say who exactly is involved in this cult.

The spell served it’s purpose in that it helped Tara escape to somewhere she would be safe in the protection of good people but you’re very right when you say what Ashley needs more than anything.

And definitely, a new start between our two girls is what the next chapter is all about.



Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

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Re: Rhyme and Reason

Postby My Always » Fri Jul 30, 2004 9:51 pm

Hey, what happens next? :paranoid

Update soon!!!



-LR :glasses

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Re: Rhyme and Reason

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Sat Jul 31, 2004 5:35 am

Sorry gorgeous kittens for the disgraceful lack of updates lately. I've been pretty busy and strangely am feeling in a very uncreative frame of mind lately which is never good for writing fic.



I'm working on the next chapter like right now (in between reading everyone else's updates :P ) and hope to have it up within the next few days :D



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

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Re: Rhyme and Reason

Postby Irishgrl3 » Sat Jul 31, 2004 12:08 pm

Glad you're working on an update, this is a great story. :) Can't wait for more!



IG3

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Re: Chapter Two

Postby pipsberg » Sun Aug 01, 2004 1:37 pm

Alcy,



I don't know how, but I didn't know you had started another fic and I missed this one completely. I just finished chapter 2, and wanted to quickly tell you I love it!! Ok, I'm off to read the rest and I will leave more feedback later.



:peace

-pipsberg



"We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep - it's as simple and ordinary as that."

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Re: Rhyme and Reason

Postby JustSkipIt » Tue Aug 03, 2004 5:53 am

Kiwi,

Believe it or not I too missed this story until yesterday. Actually something strange happened. I thought that I had seen that you posted a new story and started reading it one day but it was all about Scottish Moors or something like that... Ok, so maybe it was someone else's famous Scottish Moors story. Anyway, I got in my mind that it was your story and having no interest in reading some story about grass (as far as I could tell from the first paragraph...), I kept skipping it. Then I was like, "Hey it's Kiwi's story and has 5 pages going so either she's written A LOT or someone really likes it..." No Moors! No grass!



So I'm glad to have caught up with your story. I love the characterizations. I really like Tara's "hardness" (for lack of a better word). It seems very real to me that she'd be so ... after the life she's led. Obviously Faith & Giles are a good influence on her and Ashley though. Apparently we have another rapist friend of Donnie's? And this one used ruffies? -- nice touch of class. Which apparently her father was perfectly fine with since it brought Ashley into being.



One question is that when Willow comes to the store, Faith is a regular asshole to her but then she encourages Tara to go out with her. Why not be more welcoming, at least tell Willow Tara's name? That part doesn't make a lot of sense.



Anyway, I love the tension between Tara & Willow. They both seem pretty crazy about not knowing what to do and that's great. I can't wait to see where all this is going.





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Re: Rhyme and Reason

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Tue Aug 03, 2004 6:38 am

Irishgrl3: Thanks so much for reading and enjoying, yes, the update is nigh!



pipsberg: You’re forgiven since I love your fic so much chickie. I hope you enjoy the other chapters!



{b]JustSkipit:[/b] You’re forgiven for the same reason as pips although I can’t fathom why you’d think I’d write a story about Scottish grass :P I’m glad you did decide to give R and R a go as I always value your feedback.

I’m still not giving away any info on how Ashley was conceived or whether our boy Roy really is a rapist. And what’s a ruffie?

There are several reasons for Faith’s behaviour towards Willow. I’ve always thought of Faith as an arsehole anyway, a very cool and likeable one but an arsehole nevertheless. I think Faith is just making sure Willow is really keen on Tara by giving her such a hard time and the sadistic part of her is probably quite enjoying it…and she doesn’t let up in the next chapter either :P

Look for some development in the W/T relationship in the next chapter :D



As I said, Chapter Six is nigh…oh so very nigh!!



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Tue Aug 03, 2004 7:11 am

Chapter Six – “Love Unbound.”



1996



“Libby?” someone was shaking her gently, “Libby!”



The tiny, frail woman named Libby opened her hazel eyes to find herself staring into the eyes of one of the other Coven members. She moved her head slowly to see each and every one of them was staring at her as though they expected her to drop dead at any second. For their benefit she managed a weak nod before turning her gaze back to the woman kneeling in front of her. She was a slender women with her greying hair swept back into an elegant knot. Her still beautiful features twisted in concern as she gently reached out for Libby’s shoulders to help support her.



“Thank the goddess, I was just about to slap you,” the other women said with a hint of humour in her voice.



“I’m alright Aggie,” Libby could barely manage a whisper.



Libby managed to pry her fingers away from the small crystal she held, it was hung on a fine chain around her neck. It seemed to be glowing faintly, giving off an aura of its own. She sagged against Aggie as she helped her from the hard floor to her feet. Her hip was playing up again but despite that she gripped her friend’s shoulders…she had to tell her.



“Aggie,” she said weakly but with a note of urgency in her voice.



Aggie met her gaze evenly, the furrow in her brow deepening at the look on Libby’s face, “What’s wrong, what did you see?”



Libby looked at the members of the Coven, six where there were once many more. As of a few moments ago they had been seven…but now…



“Aurelia,” Libby whispered in a pained voice.



She met Aggie’s eyes which had widened at the mention of that name, “Aggie, I’m so sorry…she’s dead,” Libby sagged into Aggie’s arms, feeling as though all her strength had deserted her…which was not at all far from the truth.



Aggie helped the exhausted woman into an over stuffed armchair before she too collapsed wearily into a nearby couch, still keeping a gentle hand on Libby’s knee. Through glazed eyes she stared at the five other women in the room. To the casual observer they merely appeared to be a group of ladies meeting for a knitting circle or some equally stereotypical activity favoured by grandmothers.



As she looked at her friends…family really, Aggie saw something entirely different. She saw six very powerful women…brave women who had spent the majority of their lives fighting against an evil that few knew even existed. Events were all heading much too swiftly to climax…their careful plans were being fought against every step of the way…and now one of their number was dead…



Aurelia…



In another lifetime they had been lovers. Aggie remembered the strong young girl she had fallen in love with at college. Any happiness they might had found with one another was thwarted by the time in which they lived…They had both acquiesced to their parents wishes, making good marriages…having children…but always staying in contact with one another for the sake of the Coven. No matter how painful it was to be constantly reminded of their unrequited love they had a vital role to play that was greater than any of them. There were innocents they had to protect…just as those who had lived and died before them had done.



“What happened?” Aggie asked in a shaky voice.



“They got to Aurie’s girl first…she died casting a protection spell over her.”



“Tara?” Aggie asked in a quiet but urgent voice, “Is she alright?”



“She’s pregnant,” Libby said and a quiet dread settled over everyone in the room.



“Goddess!” another woman exclaimed.



“That wasn’t supposed to happen,” a voice belonging to a gentle-looking black woman spoke up from the doorway.



“Damn that bastard Maclay!” Aggie spat angrily, “I knew he would fall prey to them…I bet he succumbed as soon as Diana was gone, I knew it!”



“I couldn’t see any of that, I just know Tara is running…I could feel her…she’s terrified but she’s coming this way, she’ll find us.”



“We’ll make sure she does,” the black woman spoke up again.



“You’ll take care of it Rose?” Aggie asked her.



“Of course,” Rose nodded as she replied in a confident voice.



A tall, angular woman with a pinched face and her hair pulled back into a stern bun came to stand in the centre of the room. She looked more like a retired schoolmistress than a powerful witch.



“Aurelia was Tara’s guardian,” she spoke in a clipped, accented voice, “Has a guardian been assigned to the child?”



“You know one would have Gerda, as soon as it was conceived,” Aggie replied wearily, feeling much older than her actual age all of a sudden.



“This child is going to be in more danger than any of the others…we must make every effort…”



“Yes, every effort,” a previously silent woman spoke up in quiet tones.



“We can give whoever it is power…magicks,” Gerda spoke up.



“Can we do that?” Rose asked disbelievingly.



“Yes we can! We must!” Gerda insisted.



“We can but that doesn’t mean we should!” Aggie found her fire returning, Aurelia wouldn’t want grief to reduce her to inactivity, not when she was needed the most, “There is a good reason magick is usually hereditary…it take years of instruction to learn how to control it properly…just imagine giving untold amounts of power to someone completely unaware of its potential for diaster and destruction!”



“One of us can instruct them!” Gerda wasn’t about to give up the fight so easily, “They will be drawn to the child anyway…we’ll find them.”



“She’s strong,” Libby whispered, she sat upright in her chair, her eyes closed as she gripped the small crystal once more.



“Libby!” Aggie gripped her knee fiercely and the seer’s eyes opened slowly, “You’ll kill yourself if you keep this up!”



Libby smiled weakly, “You know me Agatha, always trying to push the limits. Anyway…she’s strong, the guardian…I think we should do it…I have a feeling she’s going to need every bit of what we can give her.”



She made to stand, waving Aggie’s help away with a quick flick of her hand. The other five women all came to meet her in the centre of the room. Standing in a ragged sort of circle like a group of school children at lunchtime.



“It’s a woman then?” Gerda asked, “The guardian?”



Libby nodded and a small smile creased her face, “A girl…her name’s Willow,” Libby chuckled, “Like the tree…and I get the distinct impression that she’s connected to Tara.”



“But she’s the child’s guardian right?” Rose asked with a frown.



“Yes she is,” Libby nodded, “But she’s also Tara’s soul mate…they’ll find each other…”



“Only to discover that they’re caught in the middle of an evil that has been brewing for centuries…and they are the ones who are going to have to face it!” Rose added insistently.



Aggie nodded, the signs were clear…after half a dozen centuries it was very nearly upon them, “With our help,” she added firmly.



With a flick of her wrist she closed the heavy curtains in the room, plunging the room into semi darkness before she lit a few candles with another flick. They were all bathed in a soft golden glow as they came together. Hands were linked as they eased stiff joints into sitting positions. Libby wincing faintly as her hip protested as she settled cross legged on the floor.



“Who was the idiot that decided we have to sit cross-legged?” she asked, “Will we still be able to do this in our wheelchairs?”



Aggie looked at the brave attempt at a smile on her dear friend’s face and she gripped her hand a little tighter.



“Lib, I am not sure you should be in this circle,” her friend was still looking pale and withdrawn from her exertion earlier.



Libby smiled at her as they linked hands, “This requires all of us…and I’m certainly not going to let you girls do it without me…besides, who else is going to focus the spell on the guardian?”



The elderly woman closed her eyes, drawing energy from the circle linked with her and using the crystal at her throat to reach out once more. Her thoughts and energies quested outwards, further east towards the young woman who at this point in time was completely unaware of her destiny. She found her easily enough, forming a picture of her in her mind and sending it out to the other Coven members. A small, red headed girl sitting at her desk, head bowed over a book. They saw her so clearly they could see the way a small, pink piece of tongue peeked from the corner of her mouth as she concentrated.



Libby felt the Coven’s energy pouring into her, so much of it she thought she would burst from the effort required to focus it all. She knew each woman there was giving as much as she possibly could. Ever so gently she sent it outwards so as not to frighten the young woman on the receiving end. Indeed, she did not even notice anything as she continued her studies.



Suddenly she felt another presence besides those of her fellow Coven members and the teenage girl…something foul and oily trying to slip through their shields. Someone else in the circle whimpered in fear. Libby could see the darkness now, merging with their magickal energies. Sweat beaded on her forehead as she tried to keep it away.



“We must stop it,” Aggie was saying through clenched teeth, “Someone’s corrupting our empowering spell!”



Together the Coven worked to force the intruder back but even as they were slowly succeeding, Gerda let out a blood-curdling scream. Libby opened her eyes to see an awful, shadowy beast at the centre of their circle. It did not appear to be real…and yet Gerda lay with her throat slit, blood staining the rug beneath her.



At that moment, the Coven lost their hold on the spell. The power found it’s target, sending the young woman into unconsciousness and yet the power that found her was not just that which the Coven had given. The intruding darkness had probably corrupted it completely, turning what was magic given in love to something altogether evil…a power that few could possibly control.



Aggie watched in panic as the remaining Coven members tried to defend themselves. The thing that hung in the air was seemingly without form, resistant to every effort. She had to watch her friends die…until she was the last one left…



The link to the girl was closing fast, yet Aggie knew what she had to do. The magic they had ended up giving her was undoubtedly powerful…and yet she knew few could resist the corruption…it would overwhelm her. She had to bind it…even though she had very little time left. Even as she formed the first words, Aggie felt something chilling close around her chest. She squeezed her eyes shut as it began to tear into her body. Through her pain, Aggie tried desperately to concentrate on the words for the binding spell. She had very little time left…she was so very tired.



“That which we gave…bind now

Darkness and Light

Till the time it is needed…”



Aggie winced in pain as she felt it’s talon dig into her flesh, her strength was waning all too fast as her consciousness began to fade, her vision grew black and the spell was incomplete…unfinished, but it would have to do as she had nothing left to give.



“Die witch!” a horrible voice hissed inside her mind.



Even as it ripped apart the fragile flesh of her body, Aggie had a smile on her face. She was going to be with the woman who in another lifetime she had been separated from. Her task was done…it was up to the next generation to avert what was coming…



Miles away…



Willow Rosenberg woke on the floor of her room, her clothes were soaked in sweat. As she dragged herself up into a sitting position she could not recall how she had got there nor what she had being doing. Her brain pounded inside her skull, as though something were frantically trying to get out. She clamped her hands to her temples in a vain effort to lessen the pain.



Even a gentle knock at the door made her wince.



“Willow?” it was her mother, “Willow honey…are you alright? I heard a crash.”



“Um…yeah,” Willow replied weakly, “Just knocked some stuff over…”



“It’s past midnight? Are you still studying?”



“I’m going to bed now,” just the thought of looking at her books again made her head pound ferociously.



“Good night then.”



“Night Mom.”



Feeling drained and exhausted, Willow crawled on all fours until she reached her bed. She pulled herself up and collapsed atop the covers, asleep before her head hit the pillow and oblivious to the power that now lay inside her.





The Present…





Willow already felt as though she had been standing outside the Magic box for at least an hour when she finally found the courage to reach out for the door handle. Her hand was shaking as her fingers closed around it, pausing before expending the last amount of effort it would require to actually turn it.



Tara’s behind this door…the woman that for all intensive purposes thinks I’m a complete and absolute jerk…oh god, I can’t do this! Willow felt her heart start to beat wildly, threatening to burst from her chest. She jerked her hand away from the door handle and bent over, resting her hands on her knees to calm herself before she did something incredibly stupid like fainting.



Willow straightened after giving herself a moment, steeling herself further with some deep breathing. Her hand stretched towards the door handle ever so slowly. Just as she was inhaling deeply for the last time, the door swung inwards and Willow almost fell face forward right into Faith. The brunette did not even bat an eye when she saw Willow standing there with a shell-shocked look on her face. Faith’s eyes narrowed and she drew the door shut at precisely the same moment her hand shot out and grabbed Willow by the scruff of her neck.



Willow gasped as she was yanked upwards until only her tiptoes were still in contact with the ground. Although she found herself above Faith’s eye level, she felt as though she were being looked down upon.



“Well?” Faith demanded in a deadly serious voice.



“Well what?” Willow squeaked.



“What do you want? What are your intentions towards her?”



“My intentions? I…came to apologise, that’s all…I just want to say I’m sorry…”



“You think she wants to hear that from you?” Faith cocked her head to one side as she studied Willow



“I don’t know!” Willow struggled in a vain effort to try and ground her feet, the feeling of being held off them by this remarkably strong young woman was unsettling to say the least, “I just wanted to say it…I acted like a moron…”



“You got that right Red,” Faith said without a trace of doubt in her voice, “I supposed I have better let you go, I might get done for obstructing the work of justice.”



Faith smirked as she let go and Willow stumbled slightly before she regained her footing. She straightened out her shirt collar indignantly, waiting for the other woman to leave her alone so she could get back to the slow but important task of opening the door.



Faith however, did it for her, ushering her inside with a firm shove in the small of her back. Before she knew it, Willow was inside and completely lacking in the dignity and composure she needed to be able to pull this apology off. She found herself straightening up again for the second time in less than a minute. However when her gaze met those blue eyes once more, her mind went completely blank.



Tara was standing at the table nearest the door, she had been carefully unloading a new shipment of candles. Willow fell through the door just as she went to place the last one and in her shock she set it down on the edge of the table without realising it. All her attention was focused on Willow even after the candle hit the floor and went rolling down the stairs.



Willow watched the candle until it stopped rolling, and even then she could not bring herself to look at Tara despite wanting to more than anything in the world. She tipped her head up slowly, watching Tara from beneath her eyelashes. Captivated by every curve of her pale face.



How on earth could I have been so stupid as to ruin things with her? Willow asked herself, Say something winning…something smooth!



She is so cute! Tara let out a slow, long breath, hoping Willow wouldn’t see it and know just how nervous she was, Stop it Tara…how can you say she’s cute after what happened…after what you did to her…but I didn’t do anything…



Tara’s brow furrowed for a split second, it was hard to believe the lithe redhead standing in front of her had anything but laughter inside her. She knew full well she should ask Willow to leave and never come back. That was the very last thing she wanted…she wanted Willow to stay.



“I’m sorry!” Tara blurted out at precisely the same moment as Willow.



Tara ducked her head and Willow suddenly found the essence of slug candles Tara had been unpacking very interesting indeed before she looked up again.



“No, I’m sorry!” they both said again.



Willow raised her hands in a silent surrender, trying to keep a serious face even though she felt the urge to start laughing at the pair of them stumbling over each other to apologise, “Please Tara…aren’t you supposed to be mad at me?”



“For what?” Tara grinned.



Willow couldn’t quite bring herself to return the smile, “Tara…I acted like a complete moron…a horny moron! You can’t possibly have forgotten!”



“No I haven’t and…y-yes you did,” Tara replied with a degree of solemnity.



Willow sighed, “I don’t know how to convey just how sorry I am Tara…if only you would believe me when I say I am not normally like that…I mean I have class and finesse and control over my emotions and…” Willow was just about to launch into a long and detailed list of her usually winning qualities.



“Willow, slow down. I do believe you!” Tara interrupted smoothly, glad her stutter had decided to take a holiday, “I’m thinking…I-I should g-g-give,” Stupid stutter! Stop it Maclay! “I should give you a second chance to show me the real Willow Rosenberg…if you want to accept it?”



“Hell yes!” Willow blurted out before composing herself and replying in a tremulous voice, “Um, yeah…I’d like that.”



“Good,” Tara’s cheeks went red and she ducked her head in what Willow had begun to understand was a trademark gesture, “Because I would very much like that as well.”



Willow really wished she wouldn’t do it around her, she did not like to see her beautiful blue eyes disappear as they stared at the floor. Tara should never have to bow her head to anyone. However, just as Willow was about to reach out and tilt Tara’s chin back up the tiny bell above the door jingled to single the arrival of a new customer. Tara jerked her head up just as Willow quickly tucked her hand back at it side.



“I’ll just be a few minutes,” Tara excused herself and went to serve the customer who was obviously in need of assistance.



Willow browsed the shelves of ancient looking tomes distractedly as she waited for Tara to finish serving her customer. Her eyes fell across a book entitled Greaves’ Dictionary of Magical Terms and she wondered for a moment. Glancing over her shoulder to check that Tara was still engrossed in her customer, Willow picked up the massive book and began to flick through it. She was searching for some clue as to why her eyes might had turned black. Willow did not even know why she had instinctively thought it must have something to do with magic. Although to her mind it seemed the most obvious culprit. There was no rational or logical explanation for it so therefore it must have been something mystical.



Great Rosenberg…since when did you even believe in magic? she asked herself wryly as she flicked through the pages of the massive tome, all the while keeping Tara in view from the corner of her eye, Well…considering it’s either magic…or me going crazy and I’m not willing to consider the latter yet!



Willow found nothing under ‘black eyes’, she didn’t expect to be able to get such a literal answer anyway. Under ‘eyes’ she merely found the various types of eyes which went well in potions and spells…newt, salamander…frogs…sheep…Willow wrinkled her nose.



What else could I look under?



She glanced back to Tara who was laughing freely as she helped her customer. She wished fervently she could ask the blonde what it might mean.



What would I say? Umm, Tara, listen, I was looking in my bathroom mirror last night and my eyes turned completely black. Am I crazy or am I turning into some sort of evil…dark thing? Willow sighed, either way it didn’t sound promising, Dark!



Willow flicked through the pages until she reached the ‘D’s, her eyes coming to rest on ‘Dark Magicks.’ The entry was particularly long, well over a few pages in length and most of it was like gibberish to Willow as it talked about energies and corruption of the soul. She skimmed quickly, looking for anything to do with a person’s eyes turning black…



“Did you find anything interesting?” Tara’s gentle voice said behind her.



Willow squeaked in fright and slammed the dictionary shut as Tara came to stand in front of her. She grinned apologetically at the blonde as she jammed the book back into it’s spot on the shelf.



Willow stuffed her hands in her jacket pockets, “Um, no, just browsing, reading y’know because I love books! Books are fantastic and I just can’t get enough of them,” Willow couldn’t put a halt to the word salad that kept pouring out of her mouth.



Tara arched an eyebrow, a small smile gracing her face, “Really? What are your favourites?”



“Anything with hot lesbian loving,” Willow replied promptly before she had time to stop herself.



She blushed bright red beneath Tara’s scrutiny, beginning to believe that her foot lived permanently in her mouth whenever she was around the beautiful blonde woman. It took her completely by surprise when Tara burst into musical laughter.



“Sarah Waters?”



Willow nodded enthusiastically, “I had to replace my copy of Tipping the Velvet because I read it so often it fell to pieces…but I actually don’t get to read a lot of fiction. Mostly I’m stuck reading scholarly work-type stuff – scientific reports, criminology texts…Maxim…”



“I was under the impression Maxim was a men’s magazine not a scholarly text?” Tara asked in a serious voice.



Willow grinned and replied in a noticeably softer voice, “It can be hard work looking at a gorgeous woman…” she squeaked in fright, “I mean, gorgeous women, plural, not woman because that would imply I was talking about you…”



It was Tara’s turn to blush bright red and she ducked her head yet again.



“What about Harry Potter?” Tara changed the subject despite the fact she wanted to tell Willow she was just as gorgeous.



Willow bounced on the balls of her feet with barely restrained energy, “Yeah, Buffy dragged me along to the first movie…”



“Buffy?” Tara asked dubiously.



“Oh! My best friend and partner – not in the sense of partner as in smoochie partner but detective, work-type partner. She’s nothing like her name suggests…” Willow frowned and thought for a moment, “Well, actually she is blonde and gorgeous…much like a short Barbie doll…although without the oversize boobies,” Willow gulped, “Um, you might have seen her at the Bronze?”



Tara shook her head, she only had eyes for a beautiful red head wearing black boots.



“Well, you’ll met her one day,” Willow said confidently, as though it was a given that she and Tara would be friends at least, “I’m sure you’ll like her.”



“I’m sure I will too…if she can put up with you then I’m bound to like her.”



“Hey!” Willow spluttered playfully, “We barely know each other and already you feel you can make fun of me!”



“Isn’t that a good thing?” Tara asked quietly.



“Yeah…I guess so…” Willow replied.



“Um, back to Harry Potter!” Tara said quickly as things became awkward once more.



“Oh right, yeah, Buffy dragged me along to the first movie and now I’m very much converted. I can’t get enough of the books or the movies!”



Tara smiled warmly, “For someone who doesn’t believe in magic you don’t have a problem reading about it?”



Willow blinked, “I never said I didn’t believe in magic!”



“Yes you did,” Tara replied with a grin, “You do now?”



“Well…maybe…just in terms of our case that’s all,” Willow admitted guiltily, and I’m not crazy! “It’s just unusual things have been happening and I guess I’m opening up to the idea that there might be mystical forces out there beyond my understanding…and oh! This is why I came here today…” Willow fumbled in her pocket for the small packet of substance she had found in the dead infant’s room, “Besides the fact that I needed to apologise...” she handed it to Tara, “Can you tell me what it is?”



Tara held it up for just a moment before nodding quickly, “Of course, it’s hellebore.”



“Hellebore?” Willow asked, “What does that do?”



“Well, it’s very powerful…it has many uses…which circle was it in?”



“The infant’s,” Willow replied promptly, her face saddened, “There was a small child…”



“Goddess,” Tara whispered, her eyes watering slightly, “Though I meant which type of circle…assuming that the symbols were the same as last time?”



“They were,” Willow nodded, thinking for just a moment before continuing, “The upside down banishment symbol…that’s the one.”



“Curiouser,” Tara replied still looking at the bag, “Not only was the symbol upside down but hellebore is not used in banishment symbols…it seems almost as though…hmmmm….”



“Hmmmm?” Willow asked at Tara’s pensive expression.



“Um, I’m not quite sure…I-I’m going to ask a few people what they think. Can I get back to you?” she asked, handing the bag back to Willow.



“Sure, you can keep that if you want,” Willow indicated the hellebore.



Tara shook her head, “We sell it here.”



Willow’s eyes widened as she had a realisation after hearing Tara’s words, “Tara, can you get me a list of all the people who have purchased it…say, in the last month?”



“Willow, those records are c-confidential…”



“Tara, this is a criminal investigation…” Willow began, ready to bat her eyelashes and flaunt cleavage if it came to that.



Tara however did not require such incentives, “I-I know…and I want to help anyway I can…especially in light of…well, it’s a-a-awful…I-I’ll e mail them to you as soon as I can okay? Do you really think whoever it is would walk into the local magic store to make a purchase though?”



Willow shrugged, “It’s worth a try.”



She drew out a card from her jacket pocket, her e mail address was on it. She handed it to Tara, also knowing full well that it listed both her work and her cell numbers as well. Tara took it with a nod.



“So you’re beginning to think magic might have a role in this case…”



“Perhaps…still seems a little hokey to me though.”



“You never know…you might have a talent for it?” Tara suggested with a small smile although the emotions that swirled beneath that smile were anything but flippant.



Willow laughed awkwardly, “I don’t have any special talents…well, I can recite the entire periodic table but that’s not really special…or even interesting for that matter…I have a photographic memory. Ummm, I do make fantastic Chicken Tikka Masala!”



“I love Indian food, I might have to put that boast to the test,” Tara smiled shyly.



Willow rocked on the balls of her feet again, “Just as good as any restaurant, I guarantee it! And I’m a really good kisser!” Willow stopped talking and blinked a few times, then her jaw dropped when she finally realised what she’d just said, “Um, did I just say what I thought I said?”



“What did you think you said?” Tara replied and Willow completely failed to pick up on the trace of amusement in her voice.



Willow’s face was by now as red as her hair, “Um, that I’m a good kisser.”



“No,” Tara shook her head and Willow began to breathe a sigh of relief, “You said you’re a really good kisser!”



“Are you mocking me Miss Maclay?”



“Yes.”



Willow wanted to stand in the store talking to the young woman all day long, it was as though their fight from Saturday night had been completely erased from their memories. However, she still had a job to do.



“Friday!” Willow blurted out suddenly.



“Friday?” Tara asked in a confused voice.



“Yes, great day of the week, my favourite in fact because work is over and there’s a whole weekend to look forward to…and what I was really meaning to ask instead of getting carried away extolling Friday’s virtues was, if you're not doing anything this Friday...will you go out with me?” Willow finally managed to get it out, she kept her eyes fixed on her toes for the most part but kept sneaking little glances up to check the expression on Tara’s face.



“I’d really like that.”



“Great! Great!” Willow beamed, “Um, what’s a good time for you? Seven o’clock?” Tara nodded and Willow’s smile broadened, “Great! I’ll swing by here at seven and we can do a drink and a movie? Er, unless you don’t do drinks or movies?”



“Willow, that would be lovely,” Tara couldn’t wait until Friday.



“Okay! So I’ll see you then!”



“I’ll e mail you as soon as I can,” Tara nodded.



Willow bounced again and turned to leave, almost knocking over a table laden with crystals as she did so. One was knocked right off and it was only her quick reflexes which prevented it from falling to the ground and smashing. She set it back down carefully with yet another apologetic smile.



“I should just get going before I break anything,” Willow turned and made a beeline for the door.



“Um Willow…” Tara’s voice stopped her just as she was about to open the door.



“Yeah?” Willow turned.



“I-I…really hope you catch the people that are doing these terrible things,” Tara said sincerely.



“Me too,” Willow answered as she opened the door.



Willow closed the door of the Magic Box behind her and fumbled in her pocket for her car keys. A voice from behind her made her jump.



“Did you make her cry Red?” Faith asked in a dry voice.



Willow spun to see the strange brunette sitting on a bench outside the store, smoking a cigarette.



“N-no, of course not!” Willow replied quickly, having absolutely no desire to be picked up off her feet again, “We’re going out on Friday.”



Faith raised her eyebrows in surprise, “That’s just as bad,” she said tersely.



Willow squeaked a hasty goodbye and almost ran to her car before Faith could pound her into a pulp. That was one very, very weird woman…and Willow knew she was going to tread extremely carefully around Tara on Friday for fear of ending up in a body bag somewhere.



*****



Tara woke to the sound of a gentle but insistent rap on her door. Shrugging off the last vestiges of sleep she flicked on her bedside lamp and glanced at the clock to see it was almost two in the morning.



“Yes?”



The door swung inwards to reveal Ashley standing there clutching Bryson to her chest.



“Mom, there’s a monster under my bed.”



Tara gasped slightly and threw back the covers in a flash. She quickly moved to shield Ashley as she peered down the corridor at the door to Ashley’s room. The words formed on her lips for a fireball casting spell. Ashley peered up at her with a bemused smile on her face.



“Mom…” she said, tugging at Tara’s sleeve, “Mom!”



“Shhhh….stay here,” Tara placed a gentle hand on her daughter’s shoulder.



“Mom, I was lying,” Ashley admitted in a small voice, “There’s nothing under my bed…I-I just wanted to sleep in your bed.”



Tara looked down at Ashley who was staring up at her with a sheepish look on her face. She frowned lightly in rebuke before making a grab for the girl.



“Come here you little rascal!”



Ashley giggled and evaded her mother’s grasp easily as she made a dash for the bed. She leapt up into it and was safely ensconced in the covers by the time her mother reached her. Tara pulled the covers away from her head and kissed her soundly on the cheek.



“Mom!” Ashley made a face of disgust as she tried to wriggle away.



Tara wrapped her arms around the squirming little girl and tucked her in close to her body as she drew the covers up over the both of them. It did not take long for Ashley to drift off into the deep and peaceful slumber of a little girl who knew she was completely safe in her mother’s arms.



It took Tara much longer for sleep refused to come while her mind was so busy with thoughts. She could not deny the fact that she was completely smitten by Willow Rosenberg. Every part of her body ached to feel the red head’s lithe body pressed against her own. Willow looked strong for her size as well…and she was probably exceptionally good in bed. Tara felt her cheeks flame in the darkness at her thoughts…



The darkness…the darkness that lay within Willow scared her…not for her own sake, but Ashley’s. If she were thinking straight she would have told Willow to get lost in no uncertain terms and never ever come back. However, the very thought of never seeing her again was enough to make Tara feel decidedly miserable.



Ashley shifted slightly in her arms and she gently kissed the top of the girls forehead, keeping her tucked in close.



“Don’t worry sweetie, your Mama hasn’t lost all her sense…yet,” Tara whispered.





TBC in Chapter Seven – “One Step Behind.”



Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

Edited by: KiwiAlcyone  at: 8/3/04 6:17 am
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Re: Chapter 6

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Tue Aug 03, 2004 9:25 am

YAY!!!



Alcy gave us update, Alcy gave us update!!



And what a wonderful update it was.



Love the explaination for Willow's magic. The whole thing with Tara's grandma and Aggie was quite cute...in my occasionally morbid use of the word. Loving the idea of a date, and Protective Faith. Protective Faith is just funny.



So, continue. Cause its great!



Sincerely,

:flower BWR

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby pipsberg » Tue Aug 03, 2004 9:41 am

Alcy,



Well, I caught up on the story and then read this part this morning. I really love this new fic! I find myself completely smitten by Willow as well. I really like how this version of Willow really does live with her foot in her mouth. It's quite hilarious. I'm very intrigued and excited by the magical twists you've created here and the source of Willow's power is very interesting. The chemistry between Willow and Tara is definitely strong and I look forward to the hot monkey love...cause well, it's you writing this!! ;) I also love the idea of Willow being Ashley's protector. It's a natural fit, regardless of the magic. Great job Alcy and I can't wait for more!!



:peace

-pipsberg



"We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep - it's as simple and ordinary as that."

Michael Cunningham, The Hours

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..

Postby RaVeN » Tue Aug 03, 2004 9:56 am

yay she was forgiven and they have a date what could be better?

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To see her was to love her, and love no one but her.. and to love forever...

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby wimpy0729 » Tue Aug 03, 2004 11:11 am

Oh Yay!! I have been waiting so long for you to update, and you sure came through, again!



This was so amazing. The coven, so sad, but now our girls will carry on, right? I'm wondering if Tara will be able to help Willow with the darkness. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.



I loved the way everything worked out with their talk in the magic shop. At least things are looking up there.



Ashley gave me a little scare too, but on the happy note -- Friday's the date! Friday's the date! Please let Friday come soon! :love



More soon please!



Wimpy

"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby astrangerhere » Tue Aug 03, 2004 2:19 pm

Alcy-



YAY for an update! I am a huge crime drama fan and I love stories that use crime as a main element. Really lookin forward to reading more.



ash

Can you help me with this heart in my chest? It ain't perfect, but you should see me use it.

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby SnoopyDancer » Tue Aug 03, 2004 4:27 pm

Hey Alcy :bigwave



I'm so glad I found this fic; I can't believe I missed it! The bit with Libby and the Coven was sad, but great to hear that Willow is Ashley's protector! :party



Aww, Tara's already smitten by Willow, and who could blame her? Those two are so cute together! I just love the Faith in your fic...well, actually, I always love Faith, but you write her really well! :clap



It's a great story you've got going here, so I'm just gonna sit and wait patiently for the next update. We are not worthy :bow (but hopefully we're worthy enough that you keep updating :p )



~Jenn

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby Grimlock72 » Tue Aug 03, 2004 5:08 pm



The coven part adds more questions than answers, as per usual :) . What was Libby doing at the beginning anyway ? I think it would have been wiser to first find the guardian, than teach said guardian and transfer power to her after that. What we have now is a loose canon which doesn't know it IS a canon, an infected canon even.... which is destined to get close to Tara and Ashley. Great way to protect someone... not.



Intend good, execution poor. Besides, given that all the remaining coven members were slain by this cloud thingie.. why would either Willow or Tara be any better off ? Willow's story is a bit like a Slayer's in this one.... power forced upon her, too bad she doesn't have a watcher. How can evil corrupt a spell from properly cast circle anyway ? I thought a cast circle was fairly good protection, or am I confusing my magics here ? :)



Too bad Faith needs to resort to force to get her well-intentioned opinion across. Don't like that way of convincing people myself. Ah well, at least Willow and Tara made up... thats a good thing :lol I wonder if Ashley heard that.



Ashley should be carefull saying normal kid's things about monsters hiding under beds. Depending on the people you hang out with it might just be true :) .



Amazingly smart binding spell by the way; "until it is needed"... however do you define such a term :) . Definitly not bad for a few seconds time... it was a brave attempt by the entire coven. Still I'm not much with "lets push something onto someone for the greater good". Hmm.. and since it only activates when already needed the learning-curve will be rather steep.... which equals dangerous.



Lotsa things to worry about, plenty to read :)



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Edited by: Grimlock72 at: 8/3/04 4:12 pm
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Re: Chapter 6

Postby thebardgirl » Tue Aug 03, 2004 8:26 pm

Grimmy, i think, perfectly said what i wanted to say concerning the fantastic plot developement we've got here. Poor Tara is conflicted between protection of her child, and protecting her heart...to not be around the one you love is another form of masochism in my mind...that, and hitting yourself repeatedly with a bat.



For some reason, i kind of liked Faith picking Willow up by the scruff of the neck and then tossing her about--it made me giggle, and quite simply shows just >how< strong she is. Plus you've definitely got a complication in that the women who made the bad, are now gone. Right? I mean....crap. That's gotta suck. Why couldn't they just get their butts off the floor and VISIT poor teenage-Willow instead of blessing her with a fantastic fainting-fit? It seems so wrong...



I love this story, as you know. So please continue. I await eagerly, and when i say >eagerly< what i really mean is sittingwaitingatmycomputerhopingyou'llsuddenlyupdateagainandi'llbethefirstonetoreadit. Okay? Okay...



fantastic, as always

-elizabeth

Last night in sweet slumber I dreamed I did see my own precious jewel sat smiling by me.

And when I awakened I found it not so; my eyes like some fountain with tears overflowed.

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby JustSkipIt » Wed Aug 04, 2004 6:04 am

Kiwi, Excellent (and long update).



Prior reply: Well, someone wrote about Scottish grass and I got it confused. A Rufie is short for a drug called Rophyinal (I can't spell) or something like that. It's called "the Date-Rape Drug" here in America. When it mixes with alcohol it causes unconsciousness. Girls go to parties or clubs, get a drink from someone and wake up the next morning somewhere naked or in other various forms of confusion. Colleges do educational warnings on it: "Don't let anyone hold your drink" "Only drink from a drink you open yourself..." etc. Bad stuff. I referenced it because Tara drank the beer and passed out.



On to the update. Thanks for the great exposition of the coven and their efforts. Of course their decision to give Willow the magics was as usual well intended but perhaps poorly executed. Actually remove the perhaps. So now Willow is filled with the magic and the dark magic and has no training... Not a great scene. I'm wondering where the Coven was? They said that Tara was coming toward them. Are we going to find out that there's an 8 year-old mystery in which 6 old women were found dead with no apparent weapons in sight? And that Willow's always been curious about this case?



I'm mixed on Faith. As a general observation I really love Faiths. This one seems a bit too hard though. Too much of a hard ass. She can be caring and loving and want to take care of Tara without being such a jerk. I also think that the fact that she takes so much pride in protecting Tara goes to imply that she doesn't think that Tara can take care of herself against Willow. So my vote, back off Faith.



The Tara/Willow interaction was hysterical. Particularly the hot-lesbian lovin books, Maxim, and really good kisser parts. Willow's a hoot and Tara knows just how to egg her on. I'm looking forward to their date.



Great job.



Edited to add: Is that shop-keeper/client constitutional privacy? Lol!

MoveOn.Org

American Civil Liberities Union

Human Rights Campaign

Edited by: JustSkipIt at: 8/4/04 5:40 am
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Re: Chapter 6

Postby Irishgrl3 » Wed Aug 04, 2004 1:14 pm

Wow, the coven and finding out Willow is Ashley's guardian adds a whole new twist. I was amused at Libby stating that Willow and Tara were to be soul mates despite the fact when W&T finally met they got off on the wrong foot. But all is now well and they're going on a date :D

Willow's comments about her choice in literature and "really good kisser" cracked me up. I really like how she speaks before she thinks. :)

Great update!

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Re: Chapter 6

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Sat Aug 07, 2004 11:55 pm

BurningWhiteRose: I know, updates have been a little slow in coming for all my fics at the moment.

Thanks so much, what happened between Aggie and Aurelia is actually a allusion to WYTN? I figured that their romance would have taken place in the fifties and I guess it’s what would’ve happened to Willow and Tara if they allowed society and their parents to run their lives. So it is cute and sad.



pipsberg: Thanks so much for catching up on my fic pips, your feedback is much appreciated.

I love writing babbling, awkward Willow and I guess I’ve really gone to town with her character in this fic.

I can’t wait for the hot monkey love either! Where is it?!!!



RaVeN: well, I’m a thinking that hot monkey love is even better than a date :P But I’m taking things slow so we’ll have to be content with a date for now :D



wimpy0729: yes, once again with the sorry for the long wait between chapters.

I was thinking of ways to get Ashley to jump into Tara’s bed and the fact that saying there were monsters under her bed would be a little different than any normal kid saying that when her mother knows full well that monsters are real.

Friday is coming along nicely but it may not be what everyone expects ;)



astrangerhere: I love crime dramas as well so I’m going to be working hard on this one to keep it up to scratch with my favourites. I really liked the idea of writing Willow and Tara solving a crime together with all the underlying issues of love and magick. Hopefully it’s going to make for exciting reading :D



SnoopyDancer: I really like the idea of Willow being involved with Tara before they met, and even more so with her child. I’m looking forward to building on Willow and Ashley’s relationship as well as Willow and Tara’s.

I love Faith as well, my Faith is this story is still in the process of being fully fleshed out although I’m having fun with her in Buffy’s place. She’s the good Slayer, she’s got Giles and Tara and isn’t going to turn all bad and murdery.

Lol, of course the kittens are worthy!! The kittens are the best!



Grimmy: I didn’t really explain it at all, Libby is a seer and I figured visions would just overtake her at random times. The Coven were meeting and she had a vision…good timing and artistic license :P

And yes, the transference of magic to an unknowing, untrained Willow was decided stupid on their part but they were scared and didn’t want to waste time and the author needed it as a plot device and yes, there are intended parallels with the power of a Slayer.

And yes, there are many flaws in my knowledge of how magicks are supposed to work in the Buffyverse. I’ve gone and based my magicks much on Star Wars. Ie the good and dark sides of the force with language like corruption etc. I like the idea of the two magicks struggling against one another in a literal sense to overwhelm each other, that’s going to be an important element in this fic.

And yes, I’ve always thought of Faith as very physical, she’s still out to scare the pants off Willow and I think she’s doing it quite nicely. And I’m having a little OTT fun :D

Completely self-serving binding spell. I needed an explanation for the release of the dark magic protection spell provoking the release of the dark magic in Willow and that was the best I could come up with. It’s very simple but serves it’s purpose.

You’re very right when you say there’s lots of things to worry about…and look forward to! Thanks for excellent feedback Grimmy :D



thebardgirl: I can’t think of a worse position to be in for Tara. She knows that Willow has something inside of her that clearly isn’t anything to do with roses and puppies and yet she also knows how much she is attracted to Willow. How to balance the two?

It would have made a lot of sense for the Coven to go to Willow although she probably would have thought they were all off their rocker! And we wouldn’t have this lovely and exciting situation we have here with Willow having all the magicks and no clue about it :P

I’m doing my best on getting that update to you as fast as possible. And what I really mean is I wish I could snap my fingers and make it write itself but instead it takes time and hard work as you well know but it’s all fun :D



JustSkipit: ahh, gotcha, I don’t think that terms in use here and nor is the campaign for awareness so prevalent but I know of it.

Not great thinking on the Coven’s part at all but it makes things more interesting and opens up a whole range of possibilities as to what is going to happen to Willow now that her magicks are released and she has no clue how to reign them in. And damn, you’re way too insightful :P

Yup, point taken about Faith although I think it’s because I’m having a little too much fun writing her character in this situation, I promise not too make her anymore OTT. I think Faith would rather trust her own strength to protect Tara from the likes of people like Willow than Tara herself so you’re very right.

Thanks so much, I love making people laugh more than anything so I’m very glad you enjoyed their interaction. I was wondering how it would come off when it follows their argument so closely but it seems to be ok :D



Irishgrl3: I know it does seem a little strange that two people who are soulmates would have such a terrible beginning to their relationship. Although there is the fact of the spell to take into account and I think it is safe to explain the weirdness on the spell.

Thank so much for reading and enjoying :D



The update is coming along slowly but surely. Although progress will be hindered by the fact that my sister is coming to stay this week. I’ll try and have the update down before she gets here :D



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

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Apologies

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Wed Aug 18, 2004 8:40 pm

Hey kittens,



Sorry for the lack of updatey goodness in all my fics but things have been a little rough for the past few weeks and I haven't felt much like writing.



Suffice to say, I'm back hard at work now, working on the conclusion to WYTN? and the next chapter of R and R.



Sorry for the delay for all the patient kittens out there waiting for the next chapters. They'll be winging there way to you all soon.



:peace Alcy

Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

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Re: Apologies

Postby thebardgirl » Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:15 am

Dude, no worries! I'm just glad it's all with the continuing! For a moment I really was convinced I had the power to stop fics (It's happened in the past; i like it, therefore it must die in some slow, wierd way. Examp. 1 =The Spice Girls)...and well, that's a not a comforting thought--it encourages the paranoia--so....yay!



Boo to the fact that you've had crap thrown your way...but, but I will not only say "take your time," but "take your friggin' time, because this fiction is worth it...and we all have real lives that need tending"



So....thanks for saying hello, and making me happy....that's always a wonderful thing to have on a bad....month.





Last night in sweet slumber I dreamed I did see my own precious jewel sat smiling by me.

And when I awakened I found it not so; my eyes like some fountain with tears overflowed.

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Re: Apologies

Postby pipsberg » Thu Aug 19, 2004 5:50 pm

Alcy,



Any update from you is completely worth the wait. I'm just happy to hear you are still working on this story as well as on your others. I look forward to more! I hope your rl is back in order...



:peace

-pipsberg



"We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep - it's as simple and ordinary as that."

Michael Cunningham, The Hours

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Re: Chapter Seven

Postby KiwiAlcyone » Sat Aug 21, 2004 12:11 am

Chapter Seven – “One Step Behind.”



Willow stared down at the list of names and addresses on her palm pilot, carefully marking off each of the ones they had already checked. It was the list Tara had e mailed her of the people who had purchased hellebore from the Magic Box in the past month. As it turned out it was not a popular purchase, only six people having brought it. It had been simple enough for Willow to match the names to addresses on her trusty laptop.



Buffy turned the car off as they pulled up outside the second to last address, a wry grin on her face as she stared at Willow for a few moments.



“I’d really like to know how you got that list Will,” Buffy commented while they both exited the car, “Something tells me that it was not through official channels.”



“Buff…” Willow began, a dangerous tone in her voice.



“Yes?” Buffy asked eagerly.



“Shut it,” she growled.



Buffy just smirked and looked up at the quaint, narrow townhouse in front of them. Carefully manicured window boxes were a riot of late spring colour and a black cat sat patiently on the porch. Willow doubled checked the address and had an annoying feeling of déjà vu. It was almost exactly the same as the last four houses they had visited. All occupied by little old ladies who swore that hellebore was very effective for ridding roses of aphid infestations.



“Your girlfriend could’ve told you this stuff is as common as garden fertiliser,” Buffy growled as they walked up to the front door, the cat rubbing at her leg as though she were an old friend.



Willow reached out her finger and pressed the doorbell once, “Firstly, she’s not my girlfriend…and secondly, this stuff isn’t common, it’s just…”



The door swung open to reveal a tiny old woman, her wild grey hair doing it’s best to escape from the bun atop her head. At first she did not even see Willow and Buffy but instead her attention went to the black cat who bounded inside.



“Oh Mrs Kitty, I completely forgot about you…” just as Willow and Buffy were about to roll their eyes at one another the small woman looked up at them with a broad smile on her face, “And what can I do for you young ladies?”



“Mrs Gibbs? I’m Detective Rosenberg,” Willow said nodding her head politely, “This is Detective Summers and we’d like to ask you a few questions if you have the time.”



“Certainly, certainly, come on in,” she ushered the two detectives inside with a wave of her hand.



Willow and Buffy entered the well-kept house that smelt faintly of cats. Indeed, as they walked through into the kitchen they found Mrs Kitty watching protectively over a basket full of tiny kittens. Even as they watched one ventured forth on it’s stubby little legs, practically falling out of the basket. Once it had discovered its new freedom it began to explore, watched over by its mother. Willow found herself smiling, she had always wanted a cat when she was young but her parents had only gone as far as to allow her a few goldfish.



“Have a seat dears. Would you like a cup of tea?” Mrs Gibbs asked, indicating the kitchen table before crossing to the old fashioned kettle to fill it with water.



“Ah, no thank…” Willow began.



“That would be lovely,” Buffy silenced Willow with a look.



Mrs Gibbs beamed happily before she turned her back on the pair to pull cups and saucers out of the cupboard. As her back was turned Willow raised her eyebrows questioning at Buffy. The blonde replied in a low whisper,



“We’ve been traipsing around all morning Will!”



And with that Willow was silent. They refrained from asking any questions until Mrs Gibbs had delivered two steaming cups of tea and two ample slices of coffee cake.



“Now, you had some questions to ask me I believe?”



Willow took a polite sip of her tea, “Yes, Mrs Gibbs, are you familiar with he herb known as hellebore?”



A look of complete surprise passed over the elderly woman’s face for just a moment before she quickly composed herself once more.



“Yes, I recently purchased some…it’s not illegal is it?”



“No, s’not,” Buffy replied, her mouth completely full of cake.



“It is not,” Willow clarified in case Mrs Gibbs had not managed to pick up what Buffy was saying through her food, “But we would like to know what your purpose was in purchasing it?”



“My roses of course,” Mrs Gibbs replied quickly.



Buffy and Willow shared a small, hopeless glance. Willow felt Miss Kitty rub up against her leg, for some reason the black cat was purring loudly even though cats usually sensed Willow’s hostility and steered well clear of her. For some odd reason she felt compelled to reach down and scratch the animal behind the ears. Miss Kitty purred even louder as Mrs Gibbs continued.



“But you must understand, they are prize winning roses you see…I would not use hellebore on a common garden rose, it’s much too dangerous and expensive. You only need a minute fraction…I would never use large quantities of it, I would never have even known to use it but for my dear friend Elizabeth Goldstein put me on to it, Libby was very knowledgeable about herbs and such…”



“Was?” Willow asked, her fleeting hope quickly dashed.



Mrs Gibbs face fell slightly, “Libby lived in Chicago and we used to correspond frequently. We went to high school together you see and always remained close chums despite moving away from one another. However, the last letter I sent in 1996 came back marked deceased, I never did find out how she died.”



Interesting... Willow instinctively scribbled a quick note on her palm pilot, Elizabeth Goldstein, Chicago?“Well…we’re sorry to have troubled you Mrs Gibbs…but thank you very much for your help,” Willow said, her chair scraping back as she rose to her feet.



“It’s no problem at all…” Mrs Gibbs was saying as Buffy glared at Willow, annoyed at the interruption to her morning tea.



The blonde drained her tea in a few quick gulps and joined Willow in standing, the two detectives moved towards the hallway and the front door, followed by the curious black cat and Mrs Gibbs.



“If you need anything else, don’t hesitate to call again.”



“Thank you Mrs Gibbs, good day,” Willow said impatiently.



“Fanks for…cake,” Buffy was still chewing.



*****



Buffy and Willow pulled up outside the last address, an apartment block in a part of town neither would want to venture into after dark.



“Right, last one,” Buffy checked the address against their list as she climbed out of the car.



“And we are not staying for a cup of tea!” Willow snapped as she slammed the car door behind her.



Buffy frowned at her best friend and partner as they walked up the front walk together, “Will, what’s your problem?”



“Nothing,” Willow muttered sullenly, feeling like a child for her impatience, “I mean….I’m just sick of the lack of info…we don’t have anything at all pointing to the people who did this and this whole day has been a waste of time. I don’t know why I thought this would get us anywhere. If you were going to commit a crime, you wouldn’t just walk into the local magic store and buy the ingredients would you?”



“Why not? I seem to recall a red head, who shall remain nameless, once telling me that any lead at all should be explored at the risk of missing something important…do you remember that Detective?”



Willow glared at Buffy as they entered the building, it’s walls were covered in a liberal amount of graffiti and litter was built up against the walls and in corners. Just as she pressed the button for the lift, Willow felt Buffy smack her in the arm. The blonde pointed to a sign tacked right in front of the red head which read, ‘lift fucked.’ Buffy grinned and started bounding up the stairs as only she could. Willow followed at a much more sedate pace.



“So?” Buffy called back down the stairs where Willow was already started to feel her heart rate lift, “Do you remember saying that?”



“No,” Willow mumbled.



“Well, you did…so stop your whining and follow me!”



“I wasn’t whining,” Willow puffed, trying to keep up with Buffy who was taking the stairs two at a time.



Buffy reached the fifth floor well ahead of Willow, searching for the number on the door. She found it and knocked very sharply as Willow caught up to her. The red head was puffing slightly just from the exertion of climbing up the stairs. Buffy looked at her and smirked widely.



“Getting a bit lazy in your old age are we?” she asked as she rapped on the door again, “You know, you are looking a little saggy around the middle these days…”



“I am not!” Willow retorted angrily, “Just because you can’t eat all the donuts you want and still look like that! Stop being bloody stupid, we’re working.”



Buffy looked at the door with a raised eyebrow, “Well, this isn’t working,” she pounded the door once more and altogether much louder this time.



“Buffy!” Willow hissed, “They’re obviously not home, you don’t need to disturb the entire building!”



There was a click of a door handle turning behind them and both detectives spun around to see a grey covered head peering out from behind a thick pair of glasses. The frail old man just stared at them for a few moments before actually speaking.



“What you ladies want with him?” his raspy voice gravelled out.



“Sir, do you know Mr Belov?” Buffy asked, deftly flicking open her ID.



“Weird bastard!” the old man snapped, “You come to arrest him?”



“Sir, have you seen him lately?” Willow was trying to remain patient.



“Nope…hasn’t left his apartment in days…and I would know!”



Willow did not doubt that he would. He appeared to be the sort of person who closely observed comings and goings with military-like regularity. She glanced to Buffy and the blonde nodded. Buffy walked to the door, standing directly in front of her.



“Sir, if you don’t open the door in the next ten seconds we’re going to kick the door down!”



“We?” Willow asked dubiously.



Buffy shrugged and started counting down, “…3…2…1…”



With an almost effortless kick the door went sailing inwards and both Buffy and Willow were greeted with an awful stench as they entered cautiously. The source of the stench was not just the disgustingly dirty state of the apartment…but a body lying face down on the floor. It was clear he had been dead for days, the blood surrounding him on the floor long since dried up. Both women wrinkled their noses at the smell as they edged closer to the body of the middle-aged man dressed in only a bathrobe.



“The door was locked from the inside,” Willow commented needlessly, “Suicide?”



“How on earth would you stab yourself in the back?” Buffy was nearer the body, she could clearly see the stab wound, “Nothing about this makes sense,” Buffy murmured as she fished in her pocket for her cell phone.



Willow on the other hand was pacing a small track of floor in anger, “Why are we always one step behind? All we do is play catch up to these monsters and I’m getting sick and tired of it!” Willow burst out angrily.



“It might not even be related,” Buffy had to point out as she held her phone, about to dial.



“No…” Willow whispered hunkering down close to the floor, “It’s related.”



Buffy frowned, “What makes you think that?”



Willow stared down at the grimy floor. Her index finger hovered a few centimetres above the ground and traced out the occult symbol drawn on the floor in dry blood.



She sighed, “My spine’s tingling.”



*****



Willow was bent over her desk, head down, pen flying when Buffy barged in late that afternoon. It was a typical Willow pose, deep in concentration and oblivious to any distractions. Or so it seemed. Even as Buffy watched, Willow would work furiously for a few moments and then stop as though she had a sudden and very important thought. This happened several times in the space of just a minute. Buffy snorted with laughter when she saw a very large ink stain on Willow’s upper lip from where she had been sucking on her leaky pen.



Willow looked up as though only just realising that Buffy was in the room even though the blonde had entered the room with all the finesse of a bull.



“Why are you so jumpy this afternoon Willow, anyone would think you were on drugs?” Buffy plonked her butt down on Willow’s desk.



Willow shrugged and immediately went back to tapping her ball point pen on the edge of her desk.



“You’re seeing her aren’t you?”



“Seeing who? No I’m not,” Willow replied quickly…much too quickly.



“You are!” Buffy seized upon Willow’s slip in concentration and grabbed her partner and best friend in a headlock, squeezing gently.



Willow flailed her arms helplessly as Buffy refused to let up, her actions demanding an answer. However, just as Willow was about to spill due to lack of oxygen, she was mercifully saved when her phone suddenly rang. Buffy immediately released a pink-faced Willow from the headlock. Willow picked up the ringing phone and answered with a brisk hello, all the while still glaring at Buffy.



*****



“This is all most perplexing Tara, are you sure it was hellebore that the detectives found at the scene?” Giles asked as he studied the symbols in the books open around him. He looked up at Tara to find her glaring playfully and he smiled apologetically, “Of course it’s hellebore…it shouldn’t be though, it has no place in spells with either of these symbols as far as I know…maybe…”



He removed his glasses and began polishing vigorously as he always did when he was unsettled. Tara came to stand behind him, her hand resting lightly on his shoulder as though in reassurance.



“Maybe it’s because it’s something you don’t know,” she ventured quietly, knowing full well that Giles liked to think he knew almost everything when it came to the occult.



Giles spluttered, “Well, no…I’m sure if I…” he sighed, “You’re very right, I don’t know…I’m going to get on the phone with the Council and see if they have any references to hellebore being used in banishing spells…”



“Or spells of opening,” Tara added thoughtfully, “How can you banish something and let it in at the same time?”



“Whatever it’s purpose, you were right to bring this to me Tara. I have a feeling this case is beyond the skills of our intrepid detectives…”



“Willow is very bright,” Tara was quickly to defend the red head, she blushed beneath Giles’ scrutiny, “I mean, Detective Rosenberg is very capable and she seems very open to other explanations other than science or reason.”



“Nevertheless, I’ll have Faith see what she can pick up from the local demons about this cult…if it is a cult…and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible if I learn anything from the Council.”



Tara nodded before biting her lip, she did not know why she was so nervous asking Giles to baby sit Ashley. He had done it countless times in the past, and even while she was on a rare date. For some reason though, the fact that it was with Willow made her a little more conscious of the Englishman’s opinion and whether he would approve her seeking to further her acquaintance with the detective. She settled for the bare facts…



“Giles…I’m going out on Friday, can you watch Ashley for me?”



Giles looked up at her with a regretful expression, “I’m sorry Tara but I’m going to Boston Friday morning. I’ll be gone the entire weekend,” the Magic Box’s door opened and Faith sauntered in, “What about Faith?’



Tara’s heart sank as she knew her last option was leaving Ashley with Faith. It was never a pleasant prospect when the baby sitter was a magnet for all the nasty things that lived in the city but as a last resort she would have to do.



“What about me?” Faith asked, coming up behind Tara to encircle her waist with muscular arms, her eyes narrowed suspiciously, “You want me to baby sit Ashley while you go bump pelvises with that cop?”



“Faith!” Tara snapped, squirming out of Faith’s grip, “I’m not going to be bumping anything with Willow...but will you please?”



Faith looked genuinely sorry, “Tare, it’s a Friday the 13th, natural party time for vamps…I can’t sit at home at night, who knows what will be going down in the nasty little dark places around town…but what’s to stop you from inviting Willow over here?”



Tara snorted, “I can’t do that, I mean Ashley would be here…and what would we do?”



“Send Ashley to her room and have lots and lots of sex of course.”



“Faith!” Tara snapped again in horror.



“See, precisely what I mean, you don’t want to get down and dirty with Red anyway so why do you need to go out? Order pizza…rent a schmaltzy movie…just spend time with her…that’s all you want isn’t it T?” Faith asked.



For a few seconds both Giles and Tara could only stare at Faith, not quite believing the display of seriousness coming from the brunette. Giles found himself nodding and it was Tara’s turn to stare at them both in bewilderment.



“I hate to say it, but it appears that Faith is right,” Giles added.



“What is this? I’m being double-teamed!” Tara exclaimed even as Faith grabbed her arm and propelled her towards the office at the back of the store.



Faith just laughed as she pushed Tara in, “Phone,” she pointed, “Call,” she made a phone shape with her fingers and then shut the door on Tara.



Tara just sighed and looked at the phone sitting on the desk as though it were an instrument of torture. She drew Willow’s card from the pocket of her jeans where she had put it for some strange reason that morning. She ran her thumb lightly over the embossed name, Willow Rosenberg…Willow and Tara… Tara smirked, their names sounded pretty damn good together…



After several attempts at dialling and hanging up she finally let it ring. Although she very nearly slammed the phone back down when she heard Willow’s terse and grumpy-sounding greeting on the other end.



“Um, hi W-Willow…it’s Tara…”



“Hey!” Willow’s voice was surprised and overly enthusiastic on the other end. Tara’s heart leapt just at the sound of her voice but even as she began to speak Willow added quickly, “Can you wait just a second?”



“Sure…” even as Tara replied she heard a muffled conversation , Willow had obviously cupped her hand over the receiver but not very effectively.



“Get out!” she heard Willow whisper urgently.



“Why? Who is it?” someone else was saying.



“Buffy, just leave! It’s…it’s…please just leave will you?”



“It’s her isn’t it? Ooh! Can I stay? Can I?” Buffy was pleading.



“Buff! Piss off!” Willow hissed.



“Alright, alright!”



Tara heard the door close in the background and a short moment later Willow’s unmuffled voice was back on the other end.



“Hey, sorry about that…”



“Say hi to Buffy for me won’t you?” Tara said whilst giggling slightly.



“I-I…” Willow giggled nervously, “Sorry...your call took me a little by surprise that’s all and the last thing I wanted was Buffy listening to every stutter and giggle that comes out of my mouth.”



For a moment Tara almost forgot while she had called in the first place, it was intoxicating listening to the sound of Willow’s voice, “Tell me about it…I had to dial you three times because I kept chickening out and hanging up…” Tara paused, “You must think I’m a complete doofus…”



“I do!” Willow replied emphatically, “but I mean that in the best way possible!”



“Um, no, Willow the reason I called is I can’t find anyone to look after Ashley Friday so I won’t be able to join you for dinner.”



“Oh,” the single syllable from the red head sounded so completely and absolutely disappointed it made Tara wish she could reach out and hold her close, Willow continued albeit in a much more subdued manner, “T-that’s fine Tara...”



Tara quickly interrupted, “But I-I was wondering if you would care to join us for dinner…at m-my place…if you want to spend your Friday evening stuck in a crappy apartment drinking pop and possibly, god forbid it, playing board games…” she let out a nervous giggle to fill the momentary silence over the phone line.



The silence however, did not last long at all. Willow quickly recovered from the crushing disappointment she had felt for a few awful seconds. It was replaced by a sense of jubilation and even more excitement, She wants me to come to her house! And she asked me to play board games with her! Willow grinned as though the act of playing board games together was highly significant in itself. Which of course it wasn’t…she was just over the moon that she would still get to see Tara on Friday.



“Yes!” Willow burst out, practically yelling down the phone before she managed to reign herself in, swallowing quickly she continued, “I mean, that’s fine Tara…of course I’ll join you…wild horses couldn’t keep me away,” Willow paused as though she were considering something, “Well, to be honest, I think they might because I really don’t like horses and wild ones would be altogether more frightening…”



“Um Willow,” Tara laughed at the red head’s adorable babble, “Somehow I don’t think there will be wild horses in your way…but if there are I’ll forgive you if you don’t make it.”



“Oh I’ll make it, I’ll make it,” Willow said quickly.



“So is 5pm alright?”



“Fine…do you want me to bring anything?”



“Nope, just yourself,” Tara said quietly, wishing she had the guts to say, your beautiful self.



As soon as Willow hung up a few moments later Buffy burst back into the room, a ball of ballistic energy as she relentlessly questioned Willow on her plans with the mysterious blonde.



*****



Friday night Willow practically bounded up to the door of the Magic Box and unlike her previous visits she had no hesitation in opening the door. The closed sign was showing but Willow felt a surge of excitement in knowing that it applied to everyone bar her. Tara was leaning against the counter as she studied the account books while Ashley was sitting at a small round table scribbling away in a book of her own. When she saw Willow her face broke out into a broad smile and she leapt down from her chair.



“Officer Willow!” she said excitedly, coming to stand before Willow, still grinning from ear to ear.



She looked remarkably like her mother, right down to the gorgeous, half-smile. However that the trace of shyness that seemed to be permanently evident in Tara’s own beautiful smile was missing in Ashley’s. Her bold eyes twinkled with mischief and energy.



“Hey Ashley,” Willow hunkered down so she was more of a height with the small girl.



She drew out a baseball from the pocket of her jacket and tossed it in the air, “I caught this in the last game of the World Series last year and I thought, after seeing your baseball cap, that you might like it?”



Willow handed it over and Ashley’s eyes lit up as her small fingers closed around it, rubbing the leather gently with her thumb.



“Thank you so much,” she grinned up at Willow and then over to her mother, obviously pleased that she had remembered her manners.



Enthusiasm quickly replaced manners as Ashley whooped and tossed it into the air. She caught it and almost unbalanced into a table full of crystals. Even as the last crystals had ceased tottering precariously she glanced up at her mother with a very sheepish expression on her face.



“Upstairs with you!” Tara scolded lightly.



“Can I set the monopoly board up?” Ashley asked, keeping a tight grip on her new baseball.



“Willow might not even want to play monopoly,” Tara directed the question at Ashley, all the while looking at Willow from the corner of her eye.



“Monopoly it is,” Willow grinned at both the girl and her mother.



“Woohoo!” Ashley took off up at the stairs in a dead sprint, only remembering hallway up them to slow down a little, proceeding at a brisk walk while Willow and Tara followed at a more sedate pace.



Tara ushered Willow up the stairs first in the manner of a good host, the side effect of this being that she could ogle Willow’s butt as she walked behind her. She felt the heat rise in her face at the sight of Willow in her tight jeans. A few moments later she had to glance away lest she do something inappropriate. Hands to yourself Maclay! When they reached the to of the stairs, Willow turned to Tara with the tiniest of grins on her face as though she knew full well what Tara had been thinking. Tara had to fight to keep the heat rising from her face as she tried to take her mind off what had just transpired.



“C-can I-I take your coat Willow?” Tara asked from behind her, even the simple question making Willow’s heart flutter.



“Thank you,” Willow removed her light jacket and handed it to Tara, their fingers brushing ever so lightly in the process.



Willow watched Tara move to hang up the jacket on the old fashioned coat rack to one side of the apartment’s door. The blonde was gorgeous even in a simple flowing print skirt and a casual top which lightly hugged her breasts. The red head found herself letting out a long, silent breath, This is going to be a long night…



The three of them settled in for an enthusiastic game of monopoly. Ashley was concentrating hard due to the fact that she was usually limited to junior monopoly. She had her game face on, her tiny nose wrinkled in concentration.



A few hours later the game was drawing to an exciting close as both Tara and Ashley were running neck and neck. Between them they owned most of the properties on the board and had large piles of cash sitting in front of them. Willow on the other hand was down to her last few dollars, having just landed on one of Ashley’s key properties much to the little girl’s delight.



Willow landed on a chance square and took the card from the top of the pile and her face fell when she saw what was written on it. She clutched it to her chest and would not show Ashley or Tara. Tara for one was not about to let her conceal it. She made a dive for Willow’s hands and struggled to prise them apart. Willow collapsed into a fit of giggles as Tara set about tickling her.



“Oi! I’ll show you, just lemme go!” Willow squeaked, fully aware of Tara’s fingers on her body.



Tara snatched the card from Willow’s hand and read it with great delight, “Go directly to jail, do not pass go, do not collect $200!” Tara exclaimed, throwing the card into the middle of the board and clapping with delight.



Willow moved her playing piece into the jail cell and Tara grinned from ear to ear as the detective was sent to her place. She groaned loudly and put her head in her hands.



“I have no money, mortgages galore and now I’m in jail! I suck at monopoly” Willow wailed.



“You’ve told me you’re very good at other things,” Tara smirked suggestively, recalling Monday’s conversation, “Like…cooking and reciting the periodic table among other things…”



“What other things?” Ashley asked in a curious voice.



“Um, I think that’s it for monopoly,” Tara spoke up quickly, “How about you and I tie for first and Willow finishes a respectable second?”



Ashley looked as though she were seriously considering this for a moment before nodding gravely, “Willow is second…even though she got her butt kicked.”



“Shut up you and go and put a video on,” Tara scolded lightly as Willow laughed.



Tara and Willow settled back onto the couch. Willow trying discreetly to position herself so that Tara would be tempted to lean on her shoulder at some stage during the movie. However, even as she was edging along the couch closer to the blonde, Ashley leapt back onto the couch right between Tara and Willow. The little girl snuggled into her mother’s shoulder completely oblivious to the sound of Willow’s bubble bursting.



Nevertheless, Willow loved the computer animated cartoon and she loved it even more when Tara laughed. Listening to the musical sound almost made up for the fact that her own snuggling efforts had been thwarted by another woman…a pint sized one at that.



When the closing credits began to roll Willow glance across to see Ashley’s eyelids half-closed, well on her way to falling asleep. Tara ruffled Ashley’s hair, the seven year old looked up sleepily and replied with a very wide yawn.



“We should get you to bed kiddo, I think bed time came and went about four hours ago.”



“Not…sleepy,” Ashley mumbled in a voice that said otherwise.



Willow realised that she really ought to make her exit despite the fact that she could have stayed with Tara all night long and it would still not be enough time spent with the blonde. She had the feeling that forever would not be long enough.



“I should take my leave as well,” Willow could not keep the reluctance out of her voice.



Tara glanced up as Willow rose from the couch, her bottom lip moving as though she wanted to say something to the contrary. One part of her was screaming inside her to ask Willow to stay…and yet Tara knew that was not the part she ought to be listening to. Her mind knew full well that they had all the time in the world.



Gently easing a half-asleep Ashley down onto the couch, she joined Willow in standing. Crossing to get Willow’s jacket for her. As Tara handed her the jacket Willow stood in the doorway, feeling a terrible heat rise up in her face.



“Um, I had a really great time tonight,” Willow said, glancing up to meet Tara’s gaze.



“Y-you’re not just saying that are you?” Tara asked nervously, “Because if you were terribly bored you can say so…”



“Bored? Tara I haven’t had that much fun for simply ages. Tara…I meant it…how could I be bored around such a fantastic…interesting…and beautiful woman?”



“Now you are just saying that!” Tara let out a nervous giggle although her cheeks went beet red and she ducked her head.



Willow reached out and with two gentle fingers lifted Tara’s chin back up, “Please don’t do that when you’re around me…you shouldn’t be embarrassed to show people that face…it’s breathtaking.”



Tara’s face went almost as bright as Willow’s hair as both stood unmoving in the doorway. Neither it seems, were prepared to make any sort of move other than stare into one another’s eyes with very stupid expressions on their faces.



“Aren’t you going to kiss her goodnight?” Ashley asked with a curious grin on her face.



Willow and Tara had both completely forgotten the small girl was still in the room and they both turned around now to see her standing in the middle of the room. Her small face was looking up at them expectantly. Both women were caught off guard by the child and both were red faced and embarrassed. Willow shuffled her feet while Tara ducked her head once more. Gazing at the soft skin of Tara’s cheek even as she shifted from foot to foot, Willow felt a momentary surge of boldness. Leaning forward quickly she pressed her lips against that smooth surface. Her heart leapt as she did so, the touch was electric and even as she pulled back a second later she was still buzzing. Tara looked up in surprise, her expression not unlike that of a school child pecked on the cheek for the very first time. Willow’s face broke into a cheeky grin as she made her exit,



“Bye Tara,” she whispered.



“Bye Willow,” Tara replied in what was a slightly sultry voice that promised so much more than just a peck on the cheek.



Once outside into the night air, Willow tossed her car keys in the air and caught them with a jaunty flick of her wrist. After a night like this, nothing was going to get her down. The strains of her favourite Black Eyed Peas song filled her ears and as always it took her a few moments to realise that it was her phone ringing. She dug into her pocket and answered with an enthusiastic hello.



“Hey Will…” Buffy was on the other end.



Willow burst out before Buffy could even finish her greeting, “It went great!”



“What?” Buffy asked in a confused and impatient tone.



“My date of course dumb arse! Aren’t you calling to ask how it went. Although I do think it’s a bit presumptuous of you to call me this early…I mean, Tara and I could’ve been…no scratch that, this Rosenberg taking it slow…she’s worth it Buff…”



“Willow! I’m really glad to hear your night went well but will you shut the hell up for two seconds!” Buffy almost yelled down the phone.



Willow was suitably chastised, “Steady on, if you’re not calling to ask how my night went then what…”



It was Buffy’s turn to interrupt and she did so very quickly, “I am calling because I just received the strangest phone call…from someone calling himself a guardian…”





TBC in Chapter Eight – “Revelations.”



Reality continues to ruin my life - Calvin and Hobbes

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Re: Chapter Seven

Postby thebardgirl » Sat Aug 21, 2004 12:52 am

*sighs* ah....happy-update time!



MY favs of the day:



-willow's bubble bursting sound effects (this had me giggling for a while)



-"Aren't you going to kiss her goodnight?"



-And the inevitable answer to that question...



but, whuoh....guardian? Guardian? Why can't there just be happy-go-lucky-ians? Meh...brilliant update--you prove yet again, that your writing is definitely, definitely worth the wait.



-elizabeth :spin



edited because who knew that I couldn't spell my own name? I certainly didn't...

You shanked my janga ship!



Edited by: thebardgirl at: 8/21/04 1:15 pm
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Re: Chapter Seven

Postby wimpy0729 » Sat Aug 21, 2004 1:09 am

Oh boy! Lovely long update! Lovely, sweet date!



Haha Willow sucking at Monopoly, but she is good at other things...other more...important things. And the flirty little ogling going up the steps was too cute. They both know what they want, and so do we, but we can wait (a little while anyway). Nope, no "lick 'em and leave 'em Rosenberg" this time! She's too special for that and Willow knows it.



Anyway, much happiness now that you've given us this wonderful update. This was just a taste, and it only makes us thirsty for more.



Soon please!



Wimpy

"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

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Re: Chapter Seven

Postby hells bells » Sat Aug 21, 2004 5:34 am

Hi! I hardly ever post but i just have to say that this is a fantastic fic kiwi! i looove AU and this fic has just kept me glued to the computer grinning away like a mad idiot lol. and it's soooo sweet that willow and tara are going through the whole long drawn out love thing it's just sooooo sweet hehe. and the peck on the cheek is just gorgeous!!! lol. i'd love to see where the plot's going...it's fantastic keep going babe!



Jun.

hells bells
 


Re: Chapter Seven

Postby Artemis » Sat Aug 21, 2004 10:48 am

Hi there. I finally caught up... and wow! The characters, the background, the emotions, the mystery and looming danger... this is the stuff of a wonderful story. And Ashley is so adorable :) which, given the way good stories go, mean she's probably going to be in danger down the line - just as well she's got a mother like Tara. And Tara - even with everything stacked against her she's got such amazing strength of character. I was so relieved when she straightened out the whole magical muck-up between her and Willow, if anyone in the world deserves to be happy it's her; and it's great to see Giles and Faith helping her through that difficult decision. Now, aside from the whole looming evil thing, what's going on with Willow and her magic is giving me goosebumps - dark magic bad! But, I'm going to have faith (aha) that all will be well eventually - no doubt all Willow and Tara have to do is face down incredible odds and show amazing strength and determination, so yeah, nothing they can't handle :)

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

Artemis
 


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Postby RaVeN » Sat Aug 21, 2004 11:51 am

that was a great date and update and the " aren't you going to kiss her?" had me rolling

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