Letters never sent

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Okay, this is my first, probably bad, attempt at writing T/W fic. Please be nice. Please. It's my idea of what they would have written in letters to each other whilst they were apart, but they never sent them. It's cos that's what I've been doing recently to try and get my feelings out about a friend I miss and I figured that Tara and Will might have done the same thing. So here goes with the fic.



DISCLAIMER- I don't own any of the characters that turn up in this fic, but if Joss fancies giving me a birthday present I'll have Tara please. And I don't see why not as he clearly no longer wants her.



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Tara,

My heart is breaking. I miss you so much. I’m sitting here alone and I just wanna cry because you’re not here with me. But I’m not going to, I won’t, because this isn’t the end Tara. We’re just apart for a while. I will get you back someday. Even if it takes the rest of my life to get you to love me again, I will be deserving of your love again. I know why you left me baby, and I’ve, finally, accepted that you didn’t have much choice. Buffy tells me you still love me, and although I don’t see how you can, it’s what I’m clinging to. The hope that you might love me still, and that if I do things the right way, instead of the easy way, is all that’s keeping me trying. Know this if you don’t know anything else, I never wanted to hurt you baby. And I love you so much.

Always,

Willow



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Willow,

I miss you, I lay awake at night imagining you’re here beside me because it’s the only way I can carry on. I wonder if I did the right thing by leaving you. I know I had to leave, but it hurts me so much that I just want to run back into your arms. I won’t because if I do that, you might never stop using magic, because you’ve never been taught why you shouldn’t. But all the same, I want to be with you so much it hurts. It’s killing me to be away from you. One day, hopefully soon, I hope that you’ll be okay again, so that I can be okay again too. Even though I can’t forgive what you did, I will always love you.

Tara.

"The only thing Willow had...I had going for me were the moments...just moments, when Tara would look at me, and I was wonderful."
~Willow.

Edited by: xita  at: 12/29/02 7:49:32 pm

[Scout]

Oh, that was so touching. I loved how Willow understood that the easy way isn't always the right way. And I also liked when Tara said she couldn’t be okay until she knew Willow was okay. The letters really sounded like something they would write to each other.



Thanks!

[xita]

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