Title: A Revenge
Author: kiaora1
Disclaimer: Joss owns them all.
Warning: much (!!) angst in this story...it deals with Tara's darker side which in the episodes never came out. She's not a demon and no vampire and still sweet kind Tara we all know and love but at the end she does something no one would expect her to do.
Violence: yes
Sex: yes
Pairing: W/T
This story is an alternative ending for Seeing Red; Tabula Rasa and everything dealing with Willow's magic addiction did never happen, so they've never been apart. I had to divide it in two parts and will post the second part as soon as possible.
Rating: R
Part I
"Hi Tara,"
Willow said nervously, trying to look anywhere but at the beautiful face of the other girl but failing miserably. For a second that seemed like eternity she just stared at the blonde witch who had captured her heart from the very first moment. "I was wondering ...maybe we could go out some time. You know, watch a movie, have dinner and stuff?"
"I am free tomorrow," Tara smiled her breathtaking smile, and Willow felt her knees go weak. "Oh, that's...great..."
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Willow and Tara were sitting next to each other in the darkness, each carrying some popcorn with them. Tara couldn't really concentrate on the movie though, she glanced at the redheaded beauty next to her several times, sighing deeply. Then she decided to take the risk. Her yearning for Willow had become to strong to deny it any longer, and if it meant no more friendship with Willow...fine then, at least she couldn't say she didn't have a try. Tara slowly leaned closer to the other woman who apparently was fully concentrated on the movie. Deliberately she moved her hand until it gently touched Willow's knee. When the redhead didn't pull away she began to caress slowly up and down, but eventually moved upwards the muscular tigh. Still there was no reaction from the other woman, but she also didn't move away. Tara leaned close to her ear while moving her hands to even more intimate regions and whispered: "I don't know about you but I would love to have a little break..." ...before taking the earlobe between her teeth and sucking on it exotically. Willow's breathing became ragged; even before Tara had tried to obvoiusly seduce her she was having a hard time in pretending to concentrate on the movie. And she knew that if there ever was a chance then now. And she had to take it.
She suddenly stood much to the annoyance of the other people behind them and dragged Tara hastily with her to the exit. Tara was mortified. She didn't think Willow would react in that way, because that way would mean she had done something wrong...hadn't she? "Stupid dork," she reproached herself. "Why do you always have to sneak on people like that ...you can be happy if she still even looks at you."
While Tara continued to accuse herself Willow was still dragging her to the lady's room. She hoped that they would at least have a little time for themselves there, she wasn't sure if she could wait any longer. She needed to have Tara right now, no matter what.
When they finally arrived at their goal Willow pressed Tara against the wall, kissing her with raw hunger. At first surprised but definitely not unpleased Tara slowly leaned in to the kiss and eventually responded with equal passion. "God, you have no idea how much I want this..." she whispered while Willow placed hungry kisses down her throat and let her hands roam over Tara's body fervently. She really didn't have any intentions of taking this slow, so she unbuttoned the blonde's blouse almost hastily, yearning to touch the soft skin there while kissing her urgently, desperately. "I know," she replied in a husky voice, thickened by desire. "I know and I ....oh god..." Willow let out a low moan when Tara took the initiative again and cupped a breast in her hand, kneading it firmly. "I see..."
"What do you see?" The sentence came out as a low moan. Tara stopped her ministrations on Willow's breasts causing Willow to whimper in disappointment. She grasped her lover's hand in her own and stared down at it for a second, although for Willow it seemed like an eternity. After studying it intensely she took it into her mouth and placed a kiss on each digit. "Willowhand." Then she pressed the hand down onto her most intimate region, panting and whimpering at the contact.
Suddenly they heard someone entering the room. "No, please not now." Willow banged her head against Tara's chest one time and then hastily rebuttoned her blouse. "Let's get out of here," she whispered and grabbed Tara's hand. Not looking at the person who had entered the room they stormed out, laughing. As soon as they were outside in the darkness where nobody crossed their way Willow pressed Tara against the nearest wall again, their tongues duelling for control in an instant. "Darling, we should... take this...to a nice, warm bed where nobody ...can interrupt us..." Tara managed to get out between kisses that were beyond any sense or logic. Willow just growled and pressed her tongue deeper into Tara's mouth as if she wanted to melt into the other woman and be one with her forever. She put her hand again at her lover's hot and pulsing center, massaging it urgently. "No more talk," she whispered against the lips she desired so much and Tara could only moan and began to rock her hips against the hand before she captured her lover's lips in heated passion. Willow slowly unbuttoned Tara's jeans and slipped her hand inside. "Oh god, baby..."
"I love you."
"Mmmm...love you too, oh yes...don't stop..."
"I loved you from the very first day we've met, and I will love you forever."
That was enough to send Tara over the edge; she came hard and screamed out loud. "Oh baby," she panted, trembling and covered with sweat. "Oh baby....my Willow...I love you so much."
"Shhhh....it's okay, I'm here..." Willow kissed her deeply and then pulled away a little, completely caught by the pure beauty right in front of her, enjoying the moment and wanting it to never end.
Then suddenly a hand grabbed her shoulder hard and turned her around. "What the heck..." she screamed in shock as she looked into the most disgusting face she had ever seen. "Willow!" The figure shook her hard, she wanted to turn around and check that Tara was okay but the figure held her firmly in place. "Tara," she screamed, "Tara..." the screams turned into moans. She realized she was rocking her hips now in a rather steady rhythm. "Willow, are you allright?" And then the earlier surroundings disappeared and were replaced by familiar walls of a familiar room, actually her and Tara's room in the Summer's residence. She was lying in the big, quite roomy bed, still lifting her hips a little, panting and sweating. "T-Tara...?" she asked carefully, afraid that if she looked up she would see that horrible face still bend over her. "Yes baby, are you okay?" The blonde witch crawled up her body and kissed her on the mouth, concern evident on her face. "You seemed to be a little...absent this time."
"Oh god darling." Willow grabbed her and hugged her tightly. "Never. I will never loose you again, please tell me...please, I couldn't survive it."
"Honey what's wrong? You can tell me anything you know that right?"
Willow swallowed and caressed the beautiful face now bend over hers . "I...had a dream..."
"While I was making love to you?"
Tara looked a little hurt. "Well yes, but I dreamed about you, darling. I dreamed..." Willow suddenly trembled. "Sh baby, it's allright, I am here." Tara soothed and pulled the covers more firmly around Will's body. "I dreamed that you and I were out watching a movie...and you started to seduce me..."
Tara giggled "oh, at least that part of reality you didn't miss." Willow nudged her playfully. "Your tongue talents really are impossible to miss, and besides you have the body of a goddess..."
Tara blushed and cleared her throat. "Okay, what was next in your dream?" The redhead's grin faded. "We...went to the lady's room but were interrupted, and then we went outside, I...didn't care about anything at that moment, not even your safety, I just needed to make love to you..."
"But there's nothing wrong about that hon."
"Sure there is. Because when we finished, something grabbed my shoulder hard and turned me around, and...it was that face, Tara you've certainly never seen anything like that...I wanted to call you to know that you were okay, but I knew without even turning around, I knew that you weren't there anymore and I couldn't do anything about it..." she began to sob, covering her eyes with her hands. "And I knew it was all my fault because I was not able to keep you save..."
"Darling..."
Tara climbed under the covers and snuggled up as close as she could. "I can't lose you Tara, you're my everything, I can't live without you..."
"Shh baby, I will never leave you. You're...you're a part of me, a part of my soul...I can't even think about leaving you, ever."
"But what if something happened to you and I can't protect you from being hurt?"
"Willow...whatever happens, we are one. We were one and we'll always be. We'll always find each other. Do you understand? Even in death I will never leave you." Willow cried softly now and Tara captured her in a tight and tender embrace. "I love you."
"T-there are so many things I wanna..."
"Shhh, darling. I know."
Willow continued to sob and Tara rocked her gently, and eventually the redhead calmed down again and fell asleep with her head in Tara's lap. The blonde witch stayed in this position all night, careful not to wake her sleeping beauty and eventually joined her in peaceful slumber.
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End of Part I
It's a very well written story, please post the second part soon.
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