Title – Yield Does Not Mean Stop
Rating – PG
Disclaimer – These characters do not belong to me. I just checked them out of the Mutant Enemy Library to have fun with. I’ll try to have them back on time.
Summary- The aim here is to have a happy, little AU where Willow and Tara meet and fall in love. It takes place about four years in the future and way, far away from Sunnydale and any Hellmouths or demons.
Yield Does Not Mean Stop
Chapter 3A few minutes after six that night, Tara parked her car in front of Clary’s American Grill. After setting the parking brake Tara took a moment to calm her nerves before going into the restaurant. Annie Lennox was on the radio asking “Why,” and Tara couldn’t agree more.
These business dinners were really not her kind of thing. For some reason she never understood, Mary started including her shortly after she began working for her at PSW. Mary said it helped to have another set of ears to hear what was discussed, but that didn’t really make sense since not much got past Mary. Tara admired her boss and enjoyed working for her. Mary was intelligent, sharp, fair, had a keen business sense and took a no-nonsense approach. The only weak spot her boss had was a tendency to be abrupt or as Bobbie says, “just plain piss people off.” That was where Tara really excelled and complemented her boss. If Mary didn’t take the time necessary with one of the managers or blew off what they had to say, it was Tara who smoothed things over. She learned all different ways to deal with each personality and earned everyone’s respect by her professional and friendly manner.
Tara was one of the youngest employees who worked in the executive offices and no one was more surprised than her when she got the well-paying job. She applied partly on a lark but mostly out of need. Her skills were average regarding computers and office experience and she didn’t think she had a chance to fill the position to such a senior, experienced officer of the company. She was called for a second interview and that is when she met Mary for the first time. Tara tried not to be intimidated by the confident woman seated opposite her, but that proved difficult when Mary said she knew Tara had aced all the typical questions during the screening interview. Mary launched questions at Tara covering all sorts of scenarios that ranged from resolving office disputes to procedures during an all out emergency. Tara was relieved that her stutter only surfaced twice and she kept her cool, answering the questions after considering them carefully and applying the common sense her mother had blessed her with. Mary had sat back in her chair, explained exactly what she would expect from Tara, and said she had one more question. Tara braced herself for the ultimate question that would weed her out of the running when Mary asked her, “We work hard around here, but we like to have fun too. Do you think you could have fun working here, because, and don’t take this the wrong way, you look like you need some fun.”
Tara tried to hide her surprise and answered quietly, “Yes, I think I can, and you are right.”
Mary leaned forward and they looked at each other eye to eye. Mary gave a soft nod and said, “I think this can work out, then. If you want the job, it is yours.”
That was over three years ago. Three years that had passed very quickly. Tara had rapidly grasped her job duties, gradually made friends among the staff, and enjoyed her work. One thing she hadn’t expected when she took this job was the personal interest Mary would take in her. Mary had decided she would be Tara’s mentor. At first taken aback by Mary’s generous support and extra effort to teach her the business, Tara had no idea why someone in an important position like Mary would think it necessary to instruct her with anything more important than what to put in her coffee. Tara was used to people telling her what to do and not giving any reasons or accepting any excuses for it to be any other way. It had taken perseverance on Mary’s part, but eventually Tara accepted her help. She finally realized that Mary only wanted her to be as good as she could be, and once she figured that out, their working relationship also became a genuine friendship.
The clock in the car was now reading 6:10. Tara still didn’t feel like going inside the restaurant, and she tried to understand her hesitation. She felt a little nervous.
These dinners always make me a little anxious, she thought. Nothing new there. But as Tara sat in her car, her brow crinkled as she examined why this dinner was even worse than usual. Ugh, why do I have this feeling of wanting to just back out of here and drive home? Her stomach was tight and she did not feel the least bit like eating or engaging in the company chitchat that was required. Maybe that feeling I had at work was all about the bad, and was a sign of warning. Maybe that is why I want to take off.
Or maybe… No. I am sure I wouldn’t feel this way just because of that lovely redhead in there who just about knocked me sideways. She would have absolutely nothing to do with me being…scared. Scared? How could the cute consultant be scary? Maybe because I haven’t felt anything like this before? Tara mentally reran through her short lifetime of introductions; people in high school, college, coworkers and clients, the home run slugger for the St. Louis Cardinals… Nope, none of those came with the same little charge like this one did. That has got to mean trouble. As in “Danger, Willow Robinson, Danger.”
Giving herself a mental shake, Tara gathered her purse and finally got out of her car to head inside. Well, here I go. Be cool, girl. You can do this and no one will notice how a certain someone has already gotten underneath your skin.
Willow was seated at a large table in the cool and dark restaurant idly stirring her vodka Collins. She was half listening to the banter around her while she kept an eye on the entrance. Is she going to show? I still can’t believe what a nerd I was. She will probably stay at least ten feet away from me so I don’t collapse on top of her again. I should not go anywhere without putting orange cones around me. Maybe some of that yellow caution tape, too. Or better yet, one of those signs that have the guy falling down warning everyone ‘slippery when wet’. I mean not that I’m wet, well not that way wet. I mean, what the hell am I thinking about? Stop. Thinking. Now.
“Hey there Willow, how’re you doing over there?” Willow hadn’t noticed Bobbie sitting down opposite her. “You aren’t thinking about code, are you? Cause that would just be…insane.” Bobbie joked.
“No, not code. I’m not that insane. At least not that I can let on this early.” Willow stopped stirring and looked up grinning at Bobbie. “I do have to say that you guys have a really great group here. Can’t say I’ve worked with this many managers who actually seem to get along. Or is that just a company paid steak dinner and drinks that has that effect?”
“Hah, you noticed that huh?” Bobbie smiled. She quickly glanced down the table at her co-workers and nodded. “Lots of drinks, actually.”
“Oh, I don’t know,” Willow disagreed. “Seems to me there is more to it than that.”
“OK, you may have something there,” Bobbie agreed in a more serious tone. “But that is something the boss really encourages, you know, team work. Mary insists we do things together that don’t always revolve around work. And she likes to include the families too. The things you have got to watch out for, though, are the mandatory…” Bobbie’s fingers formed air quotes as she continued, “retreats. Watch out for those. If you end up going to one there is usually tons of craziness and a need for secrecy afterwards. I could tell you stories…” Bobbie comically twitched her eyebrows B movie style. “I’ll just say it ain’t too pretty.”
Willow laughed along with Bobbie and sipped at her drink. “Thanks for the warning. Any thing else I need to be on the watch for?”
“Of course.” Bobbie answered quickly. Willow’s brows knitted together as she wondered what else Bobbie would warn her about. “There are at least three managers here who have been keeping an eye on you and looking for their chance to get to, you know, spend some time with you. In a much smaller group, like only the two of you.” Bobbie paused dramatically and then assumed a teasing tone. “You better watch out for those good old boys. They’ve been known to be a handful. And someone like you doesn’t come through town all that often.”
“Oh, I don’t think so,” Willow answered bemused. “And what do you mean, someone like me? Do I totally stand out or something?” Willow’s eyes widened as she considered the unlikely picture of her as a hillbilly bride. Then her paranoia produced the embarrassing image of herself acting all out of place in Springfield. Maybe I am putting off snobby vibes or something. Or else word has already gotten out that the new computer gal is 100% geek material.
“No, I didn’t mean anything by that,” Bobbie reassured Willow. “I was just giving you a heads up that the locals like to try to impress the newcomers. Especially ones that look like you,” Bobbie complimented Willow and watched her shake her head. “What, you don’t believe me? Check out Dylan over there.” Willow’s glance followed Bobbie’s and she met eyes with the Distribution Manager who was watching them. She quickly looked away. “See, I told you so,” Bobbie finished.
“Well I am here to upgrade your system, not increase the population of Springfield,” Willow wanted to end this topic of conversation and took another sip of her drink. When she looked back up she saw Tara approaching the table and lean down to talk to Mary at the other end. Wow, what an attractive skirt she has on, Willow thought. And blouse, and her hair looks nice…oops there I go again. Look business like and not like you are cruising the Executive Assistant. Look away, look away! Willow forced herself to glance around the table and smiled at Bobbie as she hesitantly asked her, “S-so when do you think we will do the overview meeting with everyone?”
“Oh, Mary wanted to get everyone together tomorrow at 10am. Her plan is to get things rolling and try to keep the disruption of the everyday stuff to a minimum.” Bobbie answered, wondering at Willow’s sudden subject change. “Let me tell you what to expect and who will ask most of the questions.” Willow was glad that her question launched Bobbie into a lengthy description of each department’s concerns about changing the system. Just the ticket she needed to get her mind back to why she was really there.
Tara noticed Willow and Bobbie talking as soon as she entered the dining area. She was relieved they were too busy to notice her noticing and made her way to say hello to her boss. Her stomach was still tight and she tried not to look as uncomfortable as she felt. After all, she had attended lots of these dinners and she knew she just had to settle in and then she would be able to relax. Several managers greeted her warmly as she approached Mary and waited for her to pause in her conversation.
“Hello Tara,” Mary greeted her. “I was just discussing with Jack the installation schedule Willow has given us.” Tara’s stomach tightened further at the mention of the consultant. “Will you ask her to come in earlier tomorrow, like 8:30. I have some questions about it that I want to ask her.” Tara’s eyes flickered from Mary and she quickly looked down the table at Willow.
Gosh, that is a nice dress she has on, Tara thought unbidden. She purposefully turned her eyes back to Mary and said, “S-sure. N-no problem.” Mary looked more closely at Tara for a moment as she thought about asking if her assistant was all right. She didn’t often hear her stutter anymore.
Mary decided it was probably no big deal. She knew that Tara was often nervous in social situations. “Great, and make sure you are there too. I will want to have notes in case we change the schedule.” Tara nodded and looked at Jack who gave her a wink.
“And then when Mary has no more work for you to worry about tonight, make sure you have a nice drink and enjoy dinner,” Jack interjected.
Mary chuckled, “Surprisingly, sometimes I agree with Jack.”
Tara smiled at the two of them as she straightened up from the table. She couldn’t resist giving Jack a jab in the back, however, as she walked around him towards Willow and Bobbie. He just turned around and smiled at her. He loved giving Tara trouble.
Bobbie’s face opened up into a big grin as she saw Tara approach them. “Hey girl, how are you tonight?”
“Pretty good, how are you two?” Tara questioned, looking back and forth between Bobbie and Willow. Tara swallowed hard and tried not to look nervous.
“We are doing fine, just great really,” Willow answered cheerily. Too cheery, psycho happy girl. Don’t be too friendly, Willow told herself. Remember, just a colleague here, not crazy gal with boundary issues.
“Great. There is a thing that Mary wanted me to ask you, W-willow.” Tara paused and swallowed again. Her blue eyes met Willow’s green and Tara couldn’t help but stare unblinking into them. It was like looking into a pool of water that was surprisingly and magnificently more clear than you imagined possible and the depths revealed to Tara mesmerized her. “Ah, she would like to meet at 8:30 tomorrow to go over some questions she has about the installation, um, schedule.”
Tara’s question barely registered on Willow. Her mind was too busy measuring the seismic readings her body was sending back after that intense look Tara gave her. Wow, I think that was a 7.5 on the Richter scale. Strong enough to topple reinforced structures and professional demeanors. “Uh, that’s fine,” Willow croaked, reaching quickly for her cocktail and taking a stiff drink hoping no one noticed the stirrer that tried to poke up her nose.
“Hey Tara, sit down by me,” Bobbie invited. “The waiter will be here to take the orders soon. Are you going to get the usual?” Tara gratefully sank into the chair next to Bobbie. She quickly picked up the menu and skimmed it over, keeping her eyes on dinner choices only and not the distracting redhead.
The evening moved on without incident. Tara chose a glass of the house red and did eventually relax as the soothing atmosphere of murmured voices and smooth jazz did the trick. She occasionally joined in the conversation, but more often than not she sat back and enjoyed the discussion going on around her. Her ears were especially tuned whenever Willow added a comment or answered questions; her voice sometimes light and airy other times lower and more resonate. Tara hoped her attempted nonchalant glances hid her intense curiosity towards Willow. As the evening wore on Tara collected an interesting array of stolen glimpses of the redhead.
Willow taking slow sips of her drink, her lips puckering slightly against the glass, her throat muscles moving as she swallowed…
Burned sienna strands of hair catching the candlelight off the table as she turned to speak to Max on her right, the way it brushed her shoulders as she turned back…
The delicate fingers lifting the knife and fork to her mouth to eat, a cute bit of tongue that rounded those lips to clear a bit of butter from the top…
Willow was enjoying the company and the excellent choice of restaurant. She was satisfied that she was getting a pretty good feel for the people she would be working with and was relieved that so far things looked to be going smoothly. Of course there was one person in attendance at this dinner whom Willow didn’t quite have a feel for yet. How can she sit there and be all self-possessed and cool and calm when I’m over here feeling the exact opposite? Can she even see me looking at her the half million times that I sneak peeks? Does she know how sexy she is? Willow considered all these questions and more as she culled little snippets for her ‘Tara database’
Tara leaning back, bending her neck to look up at the waiter as she gave her order. Her cute little brow bunching up in hesitation and then the shy smile after choosing her salad dressing…
Frank making a joke and leaning into Tara to elaborate, Tara pushing her golden hair behind her delectable ear as he whispered into it…
Tara looking at Willow, meeting her eyes as she caught her looking, Tara’s glance skipping down towards Mary and the hint of a half smile twitching on her lips…
Willow took in all this and more as the meal was finished and the group began to depart. Reluctantly, she gathered her belongings, said her goodbyes and got in the rental car to head back to the hotel. The short drive didn’t take long as Willow ran a stop sign and unconsciously cut off an irritated taxi driver before turning into the parking lot. She stopped the car, turned off the engine cutting off Sarah McLachlan singing of angels and second chances, and then practically skipped inside and up to her room. She didn’t analyze how anxious she was for the next day to begin. Willow just knew it couldn’t get here fast enough.