Hi Tara; willow said she could feel her heart beat fast when she say tara.
W-Willow, hi; tara didn't know what to say so she told willow to come in.
so w-whats up willow, is something wrong with dawn?! Tara said with fear in her eyes.
No! Nothings wrong with dawn she's fine. willow said then smiled after cause thats one of the many reasons she loves Tara cause she cares about people.
Sorry if i scared you but i was wondering if we could talk ? willow said with a plaeding look on her face.
S-sure what about? tara said, she could never turn willow down with that cute face she makes.
Well about me, you and u-us. willow said with a nervous look.
Willow I thought we talked about all this already.
Yea we did but its been 2 months and i m-miss you alot, and i think we need to talk about somethings,
I think we need to do this for me and you and for us .
Ok, Willow lets talk then.
Ok. well to start off i want to tell that i don't do magic anymore.
R-really, how long have you been n-not doin it?
I stopped doin it 3 weeks after you l-left me.
Well i don't know what to say willow, thats r-really good , Im happy for you. Tara said, as she give Willow a hug, but willow dosen't want to stop huging her. Finally she pulls away from Tara.
Thank you. I was really, really hard, buffy helped me get through, but i wish it would have been you helping me get over it.
Willow you know why i left and I did try to help you, but you didn't want to help yourself. You hurted me willow and you broke my trust, but thats not the mail reason i left.
What is then?
The main reason I left was because, I loved you so much more then anyone or anything i had ever loved, and i couldn't see you damage yourself like you did with the magic, and because i you picked the magic over me so I thought that would make you happy. So i left.
Tara I'm so sorry for hurting you, i never wanted to do that.
Well why did you Willow? I mean how could you pick the magic over me i thought you loved me? I thought I meant more to you then that?
You do! The only reason i kept doin magic was, beacause, i didn't think you loved the plain willow that was boring, so i tried to be something special with powers, when we first met and even when we fell in love we were doin spells so thats why i thought you fell in love with me. Because of the magic.
Willow I loved you for you not the magic. I loved you for your kind and sweet ways, I loved everything about you without the magic.
I know now Buffy hepled me realize that. Can i ask you something?
What?
I notice you keep sayin loved and not love. Tara do you sill love me?
Willow you hurt me I never thought you would ever do that to me.
So you don't sill love me?
Would you let me finish, please?
I'm sorry.
When I left you i was the hardest thing i had to do in my life, but somethimes the hardest thing you do is for the best.
And hearing what your telling me now it was, cause you don't do magic no more. These past 2 months a minute never passed that i didn't think about you.
Me too.
Your my soulmate, Willow. I will love you till the day i die, your in my heart and in my soul, you completed me you made me whole, and thats why its to hard for m-me to forgive you.
Tara know please don't do this please, your my life the only thing that kept me going for the past 2 months was knowing I would see your beautiful face, touch you soft skin, and kiss your sweet lips. Please don't take that away from me, please.
Willow don't make this harder then it already is.
Tara it dosen't have to be hard. If i love you and you love me why can't we be together?
Willow you broke my trust and without trust how are we suppose to have a relationship?
I promise i will never lie to you again I promise.
You said that before and you still did, how do i know your not lying to me again if i can't trust you now?
Because i lied to you because i thought you wanted me to be something else and not plain old me.
But, now i know how it feels to not have you in my life and without you in my life I'm nothing. I have nothing to get up for in the moring, and more painfully I don't have you to cuddle with me at night, I dont have you to play in my hair and put me to sleep, or stay up and talk with about our love and how we will be together forever. And if breaking your trust and lying to you takes you away from me then a lie is not worth losing you over nothing is worth losing you. I would die if i hurt you again but I can promise I will never hurt never. Now I know words are all i can say to you right now and you have to trust what I'm sayin but its the truth, you have my heart. Please, can we try to work things out? If not for us for the love we have thats so strong it takes over us. It's your decision I will trust you with your decision.
Willow, I love you but your wrong .
I'm wrong about us?
No at night you play in my hair, of course we ca work things out, you have my heart to and i can't live without you, your like an addiction to me i can' t get enough of you.
I feel the same way about you.
*reposted by WillTara