by starlitefaeriegrrrl » Mon Aug 19, 2002 2:10 am
My girl had to go to Nova Scotia for her sister's wedding and though i was supposed to go, I decided not to due to my grandfather's grave unveiling that I hadn't known about until a week before. She comes back tomorrow but it's been eight days which is the longest we've ever been apart. She and I moved in together about three weeks after we met, which was two weeks after we'd been together. So we've been talking on the phone three or four times a day and we made each other little books full of stories and poems and pictures for each day we've been away.
It's horrible and miserable and I cry almost every day. I feel so empty and pathetic- I want to lie around all day doing nothing but being full sad. I feel, and yes it's cliche, like half of me is gone. Like my entire left side picked up and left with her on that plane to Nova Scotia. So now it's just me and my unhappy right side waiting for her to get back.
When she gets back we'll be pretty much not leaving our apartment, we took off the two days after her return from work and I plan to cuddle cuddle cuddle as much as humanly possible. I miss my soulmate girl.
It only takes about 30min ferry from Malta to Gozo.