wellll, complicated story but suffice it to say I'm nuts, and severely OCD, which is no fun and complicated, very as good as it gets. anywhoo, she, obviously, knows this, anyway, if i walk in a room, which would theoretically be me unfriendly, she, not in a big deal way, just naturally makes it mefriendly, just right away, i dont even have to think about it, and it's reaaaaallly sweet. or it strikes me as such, cuz my instinct is always "you dont have to." or that i couldve just avoided and worked around whatever it was. (an arrangement of papers or somthing) but she does anyway, and it surprises me every time, but i guess i should get used it, and maybe i am seeing as i noticed enough to mention it to y'all. but it just makes me think of how in my head she is, without adopting my lunacy, and it just makes me feel special and cared for.
edited cuz typos annoy me sooooo much.