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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby gpaul1978 » Mon Jul 01, 2019 10:40 am

I just hope you are well and continue writing whatever you want to share with the world

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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby Will's redemption » Wed Jul 03, 2019 10:08 am

I second (fourth?) what the others said. I'd be overjoyed to read the continuation of this story until its (hopefully happy) end, but just post what and when you're comfortable to do so. We won't think bad of you no matter what. :bigkiss
And if you need another break from the angst of this story you cal always gift us with new chapters of your wonderful season 4-story, so it's a win-win-situation for us readers.
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby CopperAndGold » Thu Jul 04, 2019 12:33 am

Hey everyone,

Thank you for your kind replies to my dramatic, knee-jerk post. I'm still unclear on what happened to me, but I can say it was a mix between a near-death experience and a nervous breakdown. I was sure I was dying and wanted to do so with a clear conscience... hence my frantic confessions to family and this less than tempered post. I'm so embarrassed... :laugh

I'm recovering well enough, some memories are puzzle-like though. Erynn's story is based on a hodge-podge of stories I'd read over the years, and also from people who I'd talked to over the internet. Recently, some of the perpetrating groups are being dismantled and progress seems to be made. But, I got too invested in things I had no power to change and it all got to be too much when I found reason to doubt the agenda of some people.

In lieu of throwing my hands up and saying "fuck it" my mind kind of just shut down. Anyway, I've always been too curious for my own good. :grin

I've thrown out the rest of this story. I can't seem to separate what's happening right now IRL, and where this story was going to go - so, it'll need to wait until I can put enough space between the two in my head. Some are all mixed together, still.

Again, I can't thank you enough for being so kind. Once I can focus on writing again, I'll be working more on the chronicles fic. Light-hearted is the way to go right now. :love
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby Will's redemption » Fri Jul 05, 2019 6:01 am

:flower Take all the time you need for feeling better, we'll be here when you are comfortable to write and post again. :dumbo
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2026: - :: When Erynn found herself NC-17 (Kock knock)

Postby CopperAndGold » Fri Mar 20, 2026 4:39 pm

Hey Kittens,

It's been a long time, hasn't it? So much has happened, so much life has gone by. I don't even know if this board still gets any attention or if it's just my wishful thinking kicking in.

All this to say, though - I came back because this story was finished, and re-written so many times. I put it away for a long time, thinking I'd never really get the same feeling writing gave me before. Depression is... well, depressing.

Something weird happened though, I woke up one day just... feeling like writing. I did, and this story was the first one I wanted to complete. It's been a week so far, of writing every day - and it's done wonders for me!

I'd love to continue this story on the board, but I wanted to know if it was in the cards that the board was still active. So, here's me poking the sleeping kitten board. "Are you still there?" :brr
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby Laragh » Sat Mar 21, 2026 5:26 am

We're still here :wave

Always happy to see a kitten return to the fold!
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby CopperAndGold » Tue Mar 24, 2026 4:30 pm

Laragh wrote:We're still here :wave

Always happy to see a kitten return to the fold!


Thanks Laragh, for the great welcome. :heart

here's the long awaited update!




When Erynn found herself (Post 14)


• Author name -- CopperAndGold
 Rating - NC-17 (Strong)
 Disclaimer - This is an adult fic. There will be some angst, smut, bad language, difficult subject matters (They will be noted prior to posting) The characters' development were taken from season 5 - A bit after the episode: Family. Anything that is canon and prior to this episode is fair game. Oh, there's also a small reference to a funny exchange in season 6 between Anya and Tara that I just couldn't stop from using. Even with all this, there's comedy too! Everything after Family becomes A/U.

 Feedback - Please, what are we here for? Just to suffer? :flirt
 Summary - Willow and Tara make a new friend. She's... interesting.

 Notes - I've been away a long time and this story just wouldn't leave me alone. I had to finish it, once and for all. After may hurdles over the last years, I'm back at it again and feeling top shape! If things go on this way, there might even be a sequel -- who the heck knows.




The faint buzz of the fluorescent light above her bed was thankfully drowned out by her trusty portable disc player. It had been a gift from Willow, along with CD's she'd torched or... flamed? Maybe it was burnt... Anyway, all her favorites were on a few CD's now. When Buffy had wondered out loud how much her bestie must've spent on music CD's alone to make the compilation, the redhead had been suspiciously silent.

The gift had been for all those solitary nights out on patrol. Buffy hadn't had the heart to point out that she couldn't be distracted out there. Remember about distractions, Buffy? Will had been so excited and, she did appreciate the present. Just, never as much as she did right now.

Buffy was bored. Like, sitting through hours on end of research, bored. The music helped with the silence. The blue stress ball helped ease some frustration as well as being apparently therapeutic for her dexterity.

Her blanketed toes tapped along with the tune playing in her ears, the ball being squeezed repetitiously along to the rhythm. She'd finally gotten past the urge to bop along with her head... now, that was a weird feeling. Buffy could only compare it to the time she was around ten years old and had crawled under her bed. She'd tried to turn her head and couldn't, the bed being too low to the ground... claustrophobia had set in, then. She hadn't been stuck, at all. But, the mere fact she couldn't turn her head had made her panic.

Thankfully, she seemed to be past it now. '...as long as you'll be my friend at the end.' Buffy sang in a whisper and transferred the stress ball to her right hand for another two hundred repetitions. 'If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman? If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?'

Her mother had finally gone home, having been assured by the nurses that she would be contacted if anything changed. Buffy had been relieved, her mother was worn out and seriously needed the rest. If all continued to look on the up-and-up, the doctor said she'd be able to go home in a couple of days. Of course, she'd still be wearing this annoying cage around her head. 'I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might... Kript-'

There was a slight displacement in the air around her, a movement some distance away from herself. Like the butterfly effect.. She felt it to her left, in the direction of the door.

Startled by the realization, the blue stress ball was launched with superhuman speed in the direction of the perceived threat. Buffy's eyes darted to the left but she couldn't see without being able to turn her head. With a couple of hops onto her left hip, she yanked her earphones out feeling uncomfortably vulnerable. "Blast!" Was shouted, a surprised male voice along with the loud clattering of something on the floor, the soft thuds of the ball now bouncing along the tiles.

Buffy grasped the side of the bed and tried to twist around more, "Giles!" Her eyes strained to the left again, "Giles? That's you right?" She asked excitedly, still only able to see half of what was needed to see.

Giles cleared his throat, bent over to pick his glasses up, "It is." He pulled out his handkerchief to give them a good cleaning. "I see you haven't lost your reflexes." The glasses made their way back onto his nose in one elegant motion. "Although, this was surely not the welcome I was expecting," His tone had a hint of levity to it. He bent down and picked up the stress ball, "The hit to the head does bring about an odd sense of... normalcy."

Pulling his suitcase behind him, he made his way toward the bed and reached out to hold Buffy's hand. "You're early." Her eyes darted to the clock on the opposing wall, "Not that I'm not happy to see you," Buffy looked up again to where she could now clearly see her ex-watcher standing above her, she smiled, "I'm all with the happy, I'm a happy and relieved Buffy."

"A friend who happens to be a travel agent was able to get me on an earlier flight." Giles pulled a chair towards the bed and unbuttoned his jacket before sitting down, "I came straight from the airport." He said, his eyes dark with concern and fatigue. "How are you?"

Turning off her Discman and putting it away, Buffy chuckled mirthlessly, "Let's see... There seems to be a new big bad in town hiring demons, me and my friends get followed by some creepy guy. I get my neck broken by a very nasty, stinky eight-foot-tall demon who works for said new big bad. And, they have a friend of ours..." Her hand jerked at her head, pointing at the offending halo-brace, "I can't do anything!"

It was obvious the Slayer was frustrated, incapacitated as she was, "Spike apparently has information about whatever's going down... the gang was supposed to meet with him at the Magic Box last night." She all but whined irritably.

Giles smiled reassuringly, knowing how helpless his Slayer was feeling, "Willow told me it was a Gurtrall that attacked you?"

"Yeah, I was following it to try and find out who he worked for." Buffy cleared her throat as a slight blush crept up her cheeks, she tried for nonchalance, "Cellphone in my pocket rang... big ugly heard it and came after me."

The ex-watcher seemed to look past her embarrassment, "And you say Spike has information?" Giles asked, concerned. Whenever Spike was involved, trouble always followed.

"That's what Tara said..." She sighed loudly and let her hands fall to the sheets, "I don't know anything else. I'm all broken and out of the loop here." Buffy grumbled.

"Tara?" Giles asked, obviously surprised, "Has she met with Spike by herself?"

"I guess? I didn't think to question it." Buffy frowned and tried to shrug, "It's Tara, you know?"

"Yes, of course." He cleared his throat, making a mental note of the unusual occurrence and said with a perplexed and disapproving look on his face, "You had a mobile with you?"

Buffy winced dejectedly, "It seemed like a good idea at the time?" She offered innocently.

***

A headache. That's all she could hope for really, wasn't it? "You don't get it, Xand." Tara heard her girlfriend try again, "The College; They know that at least one of us lives there." Willow pulled on her seatbelt, it restraining her to the back seat with too short a leash, not able to really look at the driver. "With just that one piece of information, the rest would be cake to get."

Tara didn't understand where all this energy the gang seems to have, came from. Her nerves had been frayed for such a long time by this point -- having her eyes closed as she did, she was certain sleep would save her from this for at least a while.

Xander wasn't deterred, "Yes, duh. Again I get that part." Truth be told, everyone was tired and grumpy. "I don't understand how they wouldn't find your parents' place, through the College." His head swiveled to give a glance back, emphasizing his next point, "You said they'd get all your personal information!"

Willow huffed, "Yes, right. We shouldn't go there and like, hide out. But I can't use my laptop anymore without a lot of work." She all but flung herself into the back seat, jostling Tara who only smacked her lips in offense, and gave a short glare to the redhead before closing her eyes again. Make it stop, just... let me sleep. "I need my old laptop. It's at my parents' place."

A detour wasn't the end of the world, really. It had all just been a bit much with this brand spanking new threat. "Ok, yours then the box." Xander said, to the point. "Then, hopefully some rest." Having glanced in the rear-view mirror, it was obvious they were all near cracking point.

***

Catherine hurried down the street, her arms shaking around a bag that didn't seem to be as cumbersome as the witch's staggered movements would imply. Vulnerable and frightened, the witch felt alone and confused with nowhere to go. She'd finally felt her connection to magic return a little after having left Doc's place. Whether or not the re-connection was caused by the fact she'd left the Mages place, she couldn't know. Which is what had her mind reeling.

It had all started to come back to her, the reasons she'd distanced herself from Doc all those years ago. Catherine had learned of his devotion to this God from some hell dimension. At first she'd shrugged it off, surprised that he'd be the type for religious worship. But, as time went on his devotion had become an obsession that saw him traveling, so sure was he his God was on earth he'd set out to prove it.

She hadn't left one absent man for the same treatment from another.

Catherine turned into the familiar alley, trying to hush her reminiscing brain. She noticed how it had changed over the years. Trash littered the dank, humid space. New graffiti graced brick walls of dilapidated buildings, flickering lights brought her eyes up to boarded up windows. She could remember when one of them used to hold a neon sign offering the services of 'Zoya the Vorozhka -- Fortune Teller'. The witch had been down here before. Even though her destination tended to move around, this was one reoccurring site where she'd often found it years ago.

Sure enough, the warm tingle coursed through her veins as she approached the center of the alley. Taking a breath, knowing to expect the odd feeling dancing along her skin when she stepped forward, Catherine broke through the cloaked barrier of Rack's lair for the first time in years.

***

The atmosphere in the office was thick with nervous anticipation as Damien watched his magic department taken hostage, broadcast live. The wall opposite the desk had been lowered, in its place was a panel of multiple screens - each depicting different departments of the company in black and white.

The Founder sat tense and motionless, his white pin-striped shirt sleeves rolled up to mid-forearm and his hair ruffled. When he'd witnessed five of his men turning weapons on themselves before blowing their brains out while trying to apprehend Doc, Damien's facade had cracked a tad. His jaws clenching and releasing alternatively, the muscles noticeably rippling under the skin of his cheeks.

Damien sneered angrily, jabbing a finger at the screens, "Get me all we have on that geriatric idiot!" His voice grated, pushed through clenched teeth.

Lynd had shed most of their human disguise, the severity of the situation seeming to have broken through most the assistant's control. "Gru thinkss-s we should open coms." The serpentine demon replied, "He's on line one." Quickly, Lynd ducked out of the office to retrieve Doc's file.

"Yes," A gruff voice spoke aloud, Damien having put the call through, "His only request has been to meet Mr. Brice."

The Founder huffed deeply, a gesture meant to mimic resignation.

The door to the office swung closed, behind a now returning Lynd who dropped a thin folder onto Damien's desk. "He wants special treatment." The Founder groused, looking at the small picture of Doc that was held against the tan card-stock by a paperclip.

The sound of a throat clearing brought their attention back towards the phone, "I'm only suggesting we open the intercoms between you and the department, sir." Damien seemed to be considering Gru's idea, "Establishing a line of communication to learn more about his intentions."

The Founder pursed his lips in distaste, "Yeah, ok." He sighed loudly and rubbed his face, obviously fatigued, "Let me know when it's done." Damien said, jabbing a finger at the phone, ending the call.

"What we have so far is more gos-ssip than fact, he's a bit of a hermit." The secretary started, "They say he was human in the late s-sseventeen hundreds until he merged with a trans-dimensional being of unknown type and origin."

A short moment passed as the secretary turned a few pages, "His magical abilities haven't been witnes-ssed by many but, they're told to be considerable. Doc's knowledge of the black arts-ss is well known throughout the town. A bit of a religious zealot -- devoted to ss-some god." Lynd hissed slightly in disapproval, "There's not much else here. Gru sent a team out to find the one who referenced him. A vampire named ss-Spike."

There was a loud buzz when the security department head called back. Erynn, who by some miracle was still awake -- although now sitting on the ground with her eyes closed -- jumped in place with a loud squeak. Which got Damien's attention, his eyes the only proof of a grin, "Patching you through sir," Gru said hastily before the line clicked and the background noise of fear and pain came through. Loud and clear was Doc's voice above the chaos. "Mr. Brice. Allow me to introduce myself," The demon Mage cleared his voice, "Loyal servant to Glorificus, Goddess of the Hell of hells."

Damien and Lynd shared an amused look, "I simply wish to make the acquaintance of the man who has -- by all account -- evolved to surpass his kind." The small man's eyebrows high on his forehead, the perfect look of genuineness.

The Founder looked at the screen where Doc was looking right back, through the camera feed. "Flattery, I figured you'd be bolder." Damien said disapprovingly then, at the quasi offended look on Docs face. "You can tell me what you went through all this trouble to say."

The Mage rolled his eyes, feeling as though he was conversing with someone who didn't know the importance of decorum. "Two things, Mr. Brice. First: Your prototype is complete and in its final stages of testing." Doc pushed his glasses up his face, "The second has to do with, shall we say, the hurdles to your Center's opening -- You do know of the Slayer?" The old Mage knew, somehow he just knew he had the human's attention then, "oh, not to mention those lovely witches of hers."

He saw her, she knew he did but she just couldn't help it -- she was drained and barely holding onto herself. Erynn was deeply worried. Damien's smile made it to his lips, "I'll have Jurrot come get you."

***

The blue stress ball was once again in her hand. Buffy squeezed it repeatedly, this time worry and impatience were the driving force behind each constriction of her fingers, "Nothing?" She asked nervously.

Giles shook his head, worried, "No answer." He hung the phone back up, "There is the possibility they switched it off." The ex-watcher said although he didn't seem convinced, "It is still rather early."

Buffy dropped the ball, her apprehension escalating, "No. It's against Scooby rules to turn off your phone when there's a bad." She pressed the lift button on her bed, raising the back of it so she was in a fully seated position, "Call the shop. Something's up, I can feel it."

***

The metal security shutters had been lowered over the windows and the doors to the shop locked. The two only occupants deep in conversation when the phone rang. "Anya speaking," The shop keep answered after making her way to the counter, "Giles!?" She said excitedly, "I'm so glad you're back!"

The sound of the keys in the door went unnoticed to Anya, but Loreli's eyes moved that way expectantly. She was curious about Erynn's friends, especially the one named Tara. As the door opened and the chime of the bell tolled, a group of three -- all with their hands full - shuffled their way in.

One she recognized easily, "Glad to see you back in one piece, handsome." she trilled, grinning at Xander. She always did have a soft spot for English men, "I see you brought company." Giving a smile then, seeing the two young ladies with him who trudged baggage into the shop. This must be Tara and Willow. Wonder which is which...

"Giles is at the hospital with Buffy!" Anya exclaimed, still holding the phone to her ear. She pointed at it awkwardly while nodding to the newly arrived group members. "Hold on Giles, I'll put you on speaker."

The three newcomers walked deeper into the shop, two splitting toward the table, "Hello," Said Willow with a small wave, "I'm Willow." She smiled and it was pleasantly returned, bright and almost familiar.

"Willow! Oh, I've heard a lot about you dear," Loreli quickly deduced as the redhead took a seat, "That means you must be..." Her eyes turned to the other who she was certain was slightly taller - although you wouldn't notice. She was still standing with her arms about herself. "Tara?"

A shy smile and small nod of recognition was all the witch could muster, "Evening ma'am." She intoned, her voice tired and frail. The elder wondered at the difference in energy between the two women. One seemed absolutely awake, ready for any kind of action while, the other looked as if she was ready to collapse.

"Please, do call me Loreli." A small twitter of a laugh escaped her before she said, "Surrounded with such youth, I have no need to be reminded of my age." At that, the blonde smiled genuinely which she thought was a small win.

Xander, and Anya were close to the phone -- it being on speaker or not, they seemed too excited to hear from the man on the other end to sit. "Our friend's aunt is here," It was the carpenter, "She's worried about Erynn." Twisting his head to the table and back, he added softly, "We all are."

For her part, Anya was also worried, but she wanted to make sure to assuage the owner of the shop she tended, of his own concerns, "Don't worry Giles, your money is safe." Her tone proud and serious. There was a slightly amused sigh on the other end of the phone, "Thank you, Anya." Giles continued, "Now what's this about Willow having been, what is it -- hacked?"

The redhead, sheepishly said from the table, "T-they have a super high-tech setup, Giles!" Willow almost whined, almost, "I'm lucky I got what I did." Really, she was somewhat proud for her accomplishments. If only their foe was less tech-savvy, "I have camera access, I have blueprints all drawn out..."

Loreli felt conflicting emotions. Willow was obviously contrite for having been caught, It was hardly her fault.. There was also its opposite, right there -- pride. Again, a memory was trying to form; to pierce through years of life. It frustrated her that it just wouldn't come; she needed to understand why she felt so uneasy.

"Buffy!" Giles' voice cut through what was becoming a Willow-babble. British! I bet he's handsome as a peacock... Loreli was incorrigible, "-is not the time! You are in no condition to-" There was a scuffle when the metaphorical hunk seemed to be struggling for purchase of the receiver, "Let's go, Giles!" It was a highly determined, yet quite feminine voice, "Never mind the damn phone, they're all at the box. We have to go and plan!"

Sounds of faint slaps then, and a few 'ouches' and 'quit-its' before the winner had been declared, "We're on our way." The Slayer said, resolute. At the gentleman's grumbled disagreement she added, "Whether I have to walk there, or not!" And like that, the line went dead.

"Well," Xander clapped unceremoniously, hopping onto his toes and rocking back onto his heels, "I guess it's a party." He pointedly looked around at the group, different stages of alertness graced their faces. But he knew his job in these moments, "Let's crank up the music! Who's got the booze?"

When this got no real reaction, only some variations of mumbled, half-hearted chuckles he felt no choice but to press on, "Oh, come on guys -- it's Scooby time. Let's try and wake up a bit... oh!" Xander looked toward his lovely girlfriend, "What about breaking out the ole' coffee maker, Ahn?" Anya replied easily, "Sure," She'd already been busy at the tea station making sure it was ready for Giles when him and Buffy got there.

"Wonder how Buffy will make it here." The ex demon was quite certain that contraption on the Slayer's head would make any kind of travel difficult. "I hope her neck doesn't break again." She unfortunately finished, her tone nothing but casual and matter-of-fact.

Willow bristled, Tara's head thumped against the table top, "I give up." she simply said, a muffled pitiful sound, closing her eyelids to the world. The two remaining witches looked at each other, and back to the depleted young woman. "Baby?" It was Willow, of course, "Want me to make you a nice cozy bed with the training mats in the back?" She asked her love, pleading for Tara to rest.

Again, the contrast somewhat unnerved Loreli. Something kept nagging the back of her brain, like a memory trying to barge through a pad-locked door. Tara was obviously exhausted, and Loreli had by then surmised about the flashbacks. That the blonde was the one suffering them. She wasn't only unnerved but, also concerned for Tara. "Yes dear, you should rest." No answer, or reply... only deep breaths in and out; the poor woman was sound asleep.

The elder witch checked on Willow with a small smile. With a grin of her own, the diminutive redheaded witch was up and marching toward the back room. "She's so sweet on you," Loreli whispered in a sing-song, stopping herself from pushing a lock of the blonde's hair from her face.

From her lap she pulled Erynn's hat, her eyes saddened by the knowledge her niece was still in danger. Papillion... Her finger ran the length of the brim and back, in a calming gesture, over and over.

As it had turned out she hadn't needed to do a reverse-locator spell. This group, young as they might be, seemed to be a well oiled machine of practiced efficiency. They already had the information on where, what and working on the how. She couldn't imagine what more could be needed... but there were more members, two more who seemed quite... capable in themselves.

Loreli was astounded at the beautiful souls her niece had surrounded herself with. She's doing great, even here. Her head shook from side to side disbelievingly, her heart swelling with pride. even here.

***

None the wiser, the group occupied themselves with making some makeshift sleeping corners. Readying some weapons to Loreli's dismay, but no one knew they were being watched over.

On the edge of the box' roof, two silhouettes sat. One recognizable as a cat, the other human. "We've got a problem, Sadie." Lucile said lowly, her voice trembling. Two lives Only... After thousands of years, down to two. All she hoped was for things to level out again, without too much need for her to intervene.

The figures turned and walked to the back of the roof, the sun just beginning its ascent in the sky. The moon had not brought favors this night. She hoped Spike would be home.

***

"Oof," He exhaled dramatically before pulling his hand away from Catherine's chest. A small wince before the red shimmer left her eyes.

"Got what you wanted?" She asked, annoyed at his song and dance. "I came for a reason you know." Impatiently picking the bag she'd carried in up again, gesturing to the grimy couch in his boudoir.

Rack chuckled at her attitude, and also -- "You, in a trophy." Couldn't help the bark of laughter as he walked fully into the room with a swagger. "And you say your little Amy is a rat. I mean," He threw himself backward onto the couch, put his dirty feet up on the coffee table, "Babe, y'gotta admit it's fucking hilarious."

She couldn't help the attraction she'd always felt for Rack. He was too much of a hippy for her to not crush at least a little, "Yeah, yeah -- hilarious. Can you help me, or not?" Catherine's tone was multi-layered almost, different interpretations of the same words... forceful, annoyed, desperate, even flirty, "Doc will never get around to it."

"Time was," He drawled from his spot with a smug look on his face, "I offered, remember?" Rack's question hung in the air, not necessarily to be answered but to make a point. When she rolled her eyes at him, he scoffed. "Right, right -- you came here wanting to make Doc jealous." He remembered, "I never cared why you came, really."

"Rack," Catherine started but was cut short, "No! Babe, look at me." He pointed at his right eye. "Remember last time?" Shaking his head he let out a deep sigh.

She walked over, and pulled his legs up so she could sit on the table to rest his feet back down onto her knees. Her hands around his ankles, she cooed and cajoled, "I only want to turn my daughter back." Catherine tried to convey just how little Doc even needed to know. If anything at all, "He's busy all the time with this new thing, he doesn't have time for me."

He cocked his head, seeming to peer through her, a perplexed look on his face. "You don't feel that?" Rack asked, sounding in awe.

"Feel what?" Catherine was thoroughly confused, looking down at herself.

He shook his head not believing what he felt, "How did he?", snapping back to the moment he stood and said, "He dosed you." The warlock laughed then, almost a cackle, "That's my job!" he shouted, thrusting his hands outward.

"What the hell do you mean?" The witch was now nervous; being dosed now? "I feel fine!"

"Yeah," Rack said, "You probably don't even notice but," He pointed at her stomach, "something in there is changing things," His hand moved to her head, "Here." He pulled a face then, "And it smells just like him."

Catherine pulled the bag up, and shook it, "Hello? Can you help or not?" Her other hand rubbing her stomach, "I'll have to worry about that later." That slimy fucker!

***

Erynn was given a choice, in her situation she wasn't good for anyone if she was asleep. Still, there weren't much she could do about it. The dog bed, the kept room or...

"Come on pumpkin, we're doing a demo." The Founder jostled her with his foot, "Just a bump will do you." He chuckled darkly, wiping his nose of the offered stuff before twisting to look at Doc and Lynd, "It has been a while." He teased, turning back to his captive.

Doc was offended and mesmerized at once. A shifter; this low life scum -no good purpose human- owns a shifter!? "She doesn't look like much," He'd initially said, but he'd looked at her and... well, she had looked right back. Don't you look at me like that, little girl.

The girl got his hackles up, grated like nails on a chalkboard. Oh, he really liked her. "Drugs!?" Doc scoffed derisively, "Are you being serious?" He thought the tactic so... pedestrian.

"Yeah," Erynn felt delirious, an almost manic giggle in her throat, "Come on Damien. You really think I'll get wasted again?" Oh, she wanted to so, so much. Could feel the palms of her hands itch... He desperately wanted her to, after all -- wanting to show off his toy, but he'd never admit to it.

My will is free, my choice, it's my choice... "I-I've been sober for years now." The girl vehemently shot him down, "No way." No way.

Damien crouched, at eye level with Erynn before saying in a controlling tone, "Then your choices are down to two." He pointed to the dog bed sharply, "Or, that," An agitated arm extending backward, pointing at the far wall covered with paintings. "With a room, a bed and a damn meal?" Making me lose face, Pumpkin -- better do as I say or, I swear...

When she didn't answer, he kicked her harshly in her side out of frustration. After a few coughs, Erynn laughed again, only this time even louder. "Oh yeah," Holding onto her side, she grunted through the tremors, "That'll do it!" I'm sorry Lo-lo... I'm not gonna last long like this...

Doc crossed his arms, disgusted by the display. Surely this wasn't who he thought he was going to meet. The Mage had hoped for a kinship of sorts, as if he'd found a Brother in waiting... but, oh well. "Uh, if I may," He spoke up, "What use is it to berate this lovely creature?" When both sets of eyes fell onto him, he gave a little grin and fixed his purpose laden gaze on Erynn, "Tell me your name?"

"Her name is Pumpkin, you fu-" Not another word, Damien was rendered mute with the flick of a wrist. "Your name," Doc's eyes pierced the Canadian, 'name' had a different frequency -- binaural, almost shepherd-tone-like, "E-e" He's... wow, heh... woah-ow, ow- "Erynn-un" Spiraling down. Where am I going? "L-l-la" He wants to shaaaare, to share... he waaants... to shaaaare..."L-l-la-lavoie". And, darkness -- sweet oblivion.

She was out like a light; Erynn slumped to her side, unconscious or sleeping. No matter which, it had worked. "Now that's taken care of," Doc turned on his heel, facing Damien who was trying with all his might to move, to no avail. The hatred in his golden brown eyes could melt a glacier, "Haven't you calmed down yet?" The Mage asked, knowing full well the answer was no, "Pity." He tutted.

Nonetheless, he continued without letting the tempestuous Founder loose, "The prototype, is being tested as we speak." Looking at his timepiece pulled from his pocket, he amended, "I expect results within less than an hour."

Doc knew that was the human's over-arching scheme, always practical like that -- humans. He pointed at the sleeping form on the ground, "There are more pressing issues for us to worry about," Doc groused, absolutely disgusted. "You are obsessed."

Looking the Founder up and down derisively, he explained, "I understand how entertaining she must be to... you." The word was dripping with distaste, but none of Doc's dislike of him registered with the Founder.

When Damien's eyes softened somewhat at the thought of entertainment, the demon-Mage continued, "You want it darker, the world - is that right?" His hand swung around presenting the space, "This world, a little more like yourself?" Ah, there's my boy. The Founder and CEO's eyes now smiling, "So do I!" Damien almost giggled.

He was let go as the Mage walked further from Erynn, toward the man, "You and I, we have the same goals. Together we could achieve those goals Mr. Brice." His tone was genuine, hiking his glasses up his nose.

When Lynd and Jurrot were called into the office, it was to set things in motion. "Jurrot, bring Pumpkin to her room." Screw the new leaf, the old one was fine enough... He didn't need for her to want it. It would just have been pleasant...

"Lynd -- bring Doc here back to the magic department." Damien walked over to his desk, a deep sigh escaping his mouth as he sat. After all, there was already a reason he wanted his prototype ready for launch.

"Tell Trem he's being replaced once he's out of medical... just, bring him to the holding pens." He said with finality. Now, I have two good reasons.. He grinned, self-satisfied.

Doc gave the smallest of bows on his way out the door. "To Glory, be -- sir." He said cryptically.

***

The Magic box was looking more like a dormitory than a shop. Giles walked its floor, book in hand. A Quick glance at the clock only served to double his resolve. Xander was drooling on the research table, having fallen asleep not long ago. Anya was at his side, practically comatose. The sun will be up soon; let them sleep for now.

In the training room, Buffy was reclining in a makeshift bed made of exercise mats, watching over the young witches who were fast asleep in each other's arms. The Slayer turned as much as she could to at least be able to see the lady beside her.

Loreli sat on her own mat contraption, but was riveted on the Slayer. She seemed in complete awe.

"Ok ma'am, uh lady," Buffy gave a small hop to turn her hips in order to better look her companion in the eye, "What's with French people and looking at me like that?"

The old woman's eyes were a twinkle, "Francaise-Canadienne." Loreli jolted then, Buffy's expression was all eyebrows. "Buffy, me comprends-tu?" After hearing herself speak, it dawned on her. "Ah," The spell was obviously done and over with. She'd have to recast in order to be understood.

"Uh," Buffy was at a loss, she knew the woman spoke English. She'd heard her just then, in the shop - when she and Giles had gotten there. "I completely flunked French," Is this a joke? Erynn's great aunt had been a character from the start, she thought.

Loreli shook her head, saying no -- lifted a finger and brought her palms together, as if in prayer. Asking for a moment. She reached to the side of her makeshift bed and pulled out a little leather pouch. The witch opened it, took a stone from out of it and cupped it in both hands. She brought them to her mouth, lips hovering over the stone -- whispering a speaking spell for it alone.

When Buffy saw the faint glow from between the older woman's fingers, she felt a bit apprehensive, wondering what was happening right in front of her. "Hey, magic just -- you know, polite people would explain before doing that.." The Slayer bumbled, not sure what she could do about it either way.

Buffy was cut short, "I'm sorry, dear." Loreli said, now in perfect English. "My translation spell wore off." She smiled a sweet smile.

Buffy's mouth fell open, "Ohhh!" She exclamed, understanding completely. "So, what gives?" After a baffled look from the witch she tacked on, "With the staring?" She pointed for emphasis.

Loreli chuckled, "Erynn as well?" At the Slayer's amused expression she continued, "Empaths..." She said with a shrug, as if that would be enough. Judging by Buffy's reaction though, "You feel kind of amazing to us." The woman's cheeks tinged slightly, explaining something that felt intimate for a stranger.

Buffy's face registered surprise, "Oh!" Her nose crinkled in pleasant giddiness, "Really?" She asked rhetorically through a goofy smile. "What do I feel like?" The way that had sounded... "I mean, you know...what I mean.."

The old witch laughed, "To me, it's like..." She squinted, "Even though I know I couldn't, and I mean absolutely could not. I feel as though I can do anything." Loreli shook her head again in disbelief, "Anything, no matter the depth of peril.." After a beat, and a prideful blush graced Buffy's face, she tacked on, "I- You actually can do..."

The Slayer raised a still somewhat unstable hand, "We both know I'm not invincible," Pointing at her halo. The witch pressed her lips together, expressing some remorse. Buffy turned her attention back to the witches, "We should let them all sleep a bit, at least two hours." She felt guilty, not having been available for her friends. They all looked so beat.

The Slayers eyes softened and Loreli could swear she saw this force-of-nature of a young woman, tear up. "I'm so sorry," It had come out as the lowest of whispers, "About Erynn,"

The old witch didn't want to hear it, though, "Buffy, you have nothing to be sorry for." She reached for the incongruently small hands of a superhero, "You didn't abduct my niece." Loreli shook her head slowly, squeezing the hands in hers softly in emphasis, her eyes begging belief.

Buffy sniffled, nonetheless not one tear escaped, "I promise, we'll get her back." Her determined disposition said she was not going to stop until that statement became truth.

Of that, at least, Loreli was certain.

***

Spike's crypt was empty. The vampire was nowhere to be found, she'd made sure to check out all his haunts - even her own. Lucile still couldn't find him. Looking around herself she discovered that she was now alone, her cat companion having decided to be... elsewhere as well.

No mind, the issue was Spike. If Sadie were to be anywhere, the old demon reasoned, she'd be trying to find Spike as well. Or a tasty something to eat. But something didn't sit right with her -- why wasn't he here? He wasn't at the magic box, either.

Lucile sat on the wet, cold grass with her tail wrapped around her waist. Looking into the dawn sky before closing her eyes to peer inward. So far inward it became out. And, as she'd expected, "... Darker..." her shaky breath pushed out. "Lucile sprung up with the speed of a thing that shouldn't look the way she did, "What now?"

***

The ponces were on his tail again. Spike had given them the slip twice already, still they hadn't given up. The vampire had circled a park, then the cemetery and back again -- all in the attempt to get to the magic box; to some sense of security. But, if he couldn't shake them long enough...

Well, he didn't want to bring them to the doo-gooders' door.

"Bloody hell," His jacket was snagged by a craggy limb he'd missed, yanking on it made it crack loudly. In an attempt to divert, yet again, he switched direction. Last he'd seen, there were four of them. Two humans and two... well, no matter the kind, they were part of the things he could kill. Need a way to split them up, or lose them..

He rounded a corner and spotted a fork in the road ahead. Quickly giving quick glimpse around, making sure the pose was out of eyesight. A tall building on the street corner would do the trick... if only.

His eyes raised to the sky where the sun was quickly breaking dawn. "Bugger." The vampire needed a way out of the sun, quickly. Also, he needed to lose the creeps.

A tug at his pants and he noticed he wasn't alone anymore, "Sadie," Barely a glance of recognition, and she was off. Running down an alleyway -- Spike followed close behind. Can't go back to my crypt...

The feline hopped onto a garbage bin, as if saying 'look here'. The vampire didn't know much what she was trying to show him. His eyes kept sweeping the streets, he was sure they weren't far behind. "You know we're being chased, don't you!?" He was getting a little antsy, but all the cat did was look at him pointedly and flick her tail.

He took a deep useless breath and tried to calm himself a bit, he didn't want to be caught -- seems that Center place was worse than the initiative ever was. Sadie actually sounded annoyed, her voice more a growl -- she jumped down, and brought his attention to the ground.

"Oh," A manhole, half hidden by the big container, "Lookout," He pushed it just enough to be able to open it up. "Thanks, pet." He jumped down onto the ladder, on the side of the silo down to the sewers. Obviously, Sadie wasn't about to go down... there. With a wary smile, he reached up and closed it behind him.

***

"Why hair?" He was a small and harmless looking demon, his face almost childish, "I like using skin."

Doc had said he needed space. He'd also said he needed quiet, yet this... minion didn't seem to heed him, "Hair, may contain two types of D.N.A." He said begrudgingly.

if he could teach these low-level tinkerers something useful, might as well. The Mage had ideas for this place, and having competent staff already under some kind of control... "If the root is still attached," He said, pointing at a light-brown hairs he held between his fingers. The end where the root was still attached, "There is nuclear D.N.A. -- good for identity. In the hair itself, Mitochondrial D.N.A. -- through which I can access lineage." He said dispassionately.

He then pulled out a few red hairs, similarly inspected them and was very pleased with what he saw. A twisted grin lifting the corner of his mouth, "Excellent."

***
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby shirrey » Mon Mar 30, 2026 9:03 pm

Ah I am so thrilled this is back!!!

Mon français est pauvre mais- Super! Je suis vraiment heureux que cette fin est ici! Maintenant je lis!

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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby CopperAndGold » Fri Apr 03, 2026 7:51 pm

shirrey wrote:Ah I am so thrilled this is back!!!

Mon français est pauvre mais- Super! Je suis vraiment heureux que cette fin est ici! Maintenant je lis!

- Beth


Your French isn't bad! Better than a lot of French people speak English. :eyebrow The ending is a few posts to come, but it's in sight!

Now for the Update.


When Erynn found herself (Post 15)


• Author name -- CopperAndGold
 Rating - NC-17 (Strong)

 Disclaimer - This is an adult fic. There will be some angst, smut, bad language, difficult subject matters (They will be noted prior to posting) The characters' development were taken from season 5 - A bit after the episode: Family. Anything that is canon and prior to this episode is fair game. Oh, there's also a small reference to a funny exchange in season 6 between Anya and Tara that I just couldn't stop from using. Even with all this, there's comedy too! Everything after Family becomes A/U.

 Feedback - Absolutely!
 Summary - Willow and Tara make a new friend. She's... interesting.
 Notes - Things get messy, and action starts. These will be shorter updates, until the end of this story. I sincerely hope you enjoy!




"Don't forget who you are," For the first time in what felt like an eternity, Tara noticed vision, as if she'd just opened her eyes, "You're caught, love, in a wire." She recognized that voice instantly, "Mom!?"

The space around her was warm, seemed empty but also... heavy with its opposite, matter or things that did, "Where are you?," The gown she was wearing felt silky soft but, she didn't recognize. An eggshell white and long, it touched the ground at her toes. She wore no footwear, her hair was loose -- she felt wonderful, peaceful and just, loved.

In the distance formed itself a mist of sorts, not dark or light. Golden and radiant in it's subdued glow. That's when Tara saw her, she knew it was her mother like she knew her own hands, "Mamma..." Her voiced whisper was frayed and hesitant, and a tear made its way down her cheek.

Tara took off, a sprint she didn't know she was capable of. It seemed interminable that space between them, but she couldn't not run for her. To see her face again, to feel the comfort of the space in her arms. Ever since her death, Tara's feelings about her mother had been so muddled, she hadn't been able to speak with her... at all, for years.

"You're still quick like a doe." The witch heard light laughter, that now came from behind. She stopped in her tracks and laughed -- a joy exploding from her chest as she twisted around, knowing who'd be right behind her this time.

Radiant didn't do her justice. Lilian was glowing, the glow that health gives the young -- energy, a force of will still subdued by unimaginable wisdom. She was breathtakingly beautiful, her hair slightly lighter than that of her daughters, down to her waist. Her gown, much like the one Tara was wearing. "Darling, I'm so proud of you." The woman opened her arms and soon they were filled with a sobbing daughter, shifting from younger to older and back within the space of her embrace. "We don't have much time, Tara."

"What?", She was surrounded with her mother's warmth for the first time in so long, "No, can I stay? Just," Tara's eyes met her mother's blueish-gray gaze, understanding lacing them and a smile creasing their edges in a look that spoke of adoration, "Just a bit longer?"

Unfortunately, Lilian had a purpose for being here -- even though she'd have loved to be there for her daughter in the past, it hadn't been the right time. Not time as we see it, but time as only a 400,000 foot view could give. "No darling, not this time." When Tara was about to speak up, knowing what she'd ask next, she added, "There will be more, I promise."

They found themselves sitting against a big tree, the only one surprised by the change in venue was Tara. "D-do you need something, mom?" If anything, the young witch had looked after her mother in the past. Throughout her last days, Tara's memories of her mother were filled with moments when she'd done for her mom, taken care of her -- making sure she was comfortable. Those days out numbered the ones she could still hang onto, of her mother being younger and healthy.

Lilian chuckled, a heavenly sound and feeling in Tara's chest, "No sweetie, nothing." She turned to a smiling young woman then, her daughter -- all grown up. "What you'll experience; what's going to happen darling," When she saw her lovely daughter get worried, she had to continue and remember how it was for her, when she was living. Emotions, so difficult were they to control. "I need you to remember who you are, when you're hurt or in need."

The elder Kellison witch winced then, seeing it in the blue eyes shinning before her, "Willow?" Tara's voice trembled, no -- no, that wouldn't happen. "Is it? W-what is it mamma?"

Lilian's head bobbed left then right, saying 'kinda' without actually voicing it, "People you love, all those you love. Love is strong, and powerful -- yes. But when it betrays, or it fails you... or when, when you..." Hesitation, she wasn't used to this anymore, but she had to be careful not to frighten her daughter without giving information she had no right to give.

As lovely as this place was, it did have rules. "When you lose it, someone or something."

She could see Tara, nonetheless was frightened but she could feel it slipping, this time was running out. "Don't forget who you are even though you're in need. When it bursts, the wire; Don't. Forget."

The word became ephemeral, echoed in Tara's ears, "No! Mom don't go -- what's g-going to hap-"

A crash, like the sound of a plane hitting the ground shook the building she was sleeping in. Her heart at her throat and the dream somewhat fresh in the forefront of her mind, at the waking start of Willow in her arms -- Tara tensed and held on with dear life. "Arrrggh!" A scream, Anya -- from the front of the shop, Willow trying to stand up, Buffy shouting in exertion "Loreli!!" -- all, it was all happening now. Fighting, banging against the ground-hatch in the training room -- chaos. Pure chaos, and confusion. "Buffy!?" Willow pulled from her arms and rushed to the front of the store, Tara's arms now empty, she scrambled to her feet. "No! N-no, no, nononono,"

A flash of blueish-gray light blinded her from the door for a second, it made the air vibrate and shimmer, before it disappeared and she was faced with her own foe, then. The man was tall, wearing black clothing from head to toe -- approaching menacingly toward her and her eyes grew big with fright. The witch stumbled backward as the hatch blew open with a resounding crash that got both hers and the intruders startled attention.

Spike had made it here in time to hear the commotion from above, he'd banged on that fucking hatch as hard has he could for the last five minutes in a frenzy to breach it, "Glinda!" He shouted in a growl as he took the last rung of the ladder leading into the store, "Watch it, birdie-" He rushed the man and tackled him to the ground, Tara scattering backwards in fright hearing the chip in the vampires brain cause him to recoil and scream, still tussling with the man.

She chanced a look toward the shop, seeing the table thrown on its side books strewn all over -- a fight still happening, Buffy clearly having trouble with the halo screwed to her head, but managing against a couple of humans nonetheless. Willow, Where is she!? "Will!!?"

Spike screamed, the zap in his brain making it feel like it was boiling, incessantly making his nervous system fail in his struggles for control, "Help!, Owwwrrh- h-here, some Hel-Argh!"

Shooting a look that way, she noticed his troubles were almost over -- the man was clearly winning, the vampire had a knife deep in his gut and was trying to keep a stake from being plunged down into his chest. Do something, something anything. "Disslovah!" She threw her hand toward the pair, a ball of light hit them -- making them separate, the man flying backward a short distance, hitting his head on the ground, dazed and confused.

Spike shook his head to clear it, got up and ran toward the witch holding his side, "Time to go," He said this while running to the trap door, "Come on!" But, she wasn't following was she? Of course not, "Tara!" The bint was walking toward the comotion, "There's nothing you can do!" He waved behind him, "We should go." He reminded himself that, whether she was safe of not away from this chaos, he made a promise that he couldn't break lest he give his life for the one Lucile gave up for him, that once. Not even Dru knew about that.

But, the witch wouldn't budge from the side of the doorway, trying as she could to find Willow in the melee, Tara replied nervously, "I-I can't see her,"

Loreli was on the ground, alive but bruised and bloodied. There was a demon she couldn't recognize, dead and messy. She saw Giles and Xander, fighting with another demon of the same kind and Anya against the wall holding her arm, not far from Buffy who was -- for all intents and purposes, holding her own. But... "Willow!?" She shouted loudly, the fear she felt was like no other dread she'd ever felt before.

The vampire growled in frustration, she'd just alerted the lot of them now, "Bloody terrific, Glinda -- you need to follow me! Now, pet!" The time Tara took to look back at him and then to the room ahead, Buffy was now restraining one man, while the other slipped away and came for her.

The intruder in the training room with them, stood up and was looking toward Spike, "Now!" The vampire shouted.

The Slayer's eyes caught the witch standing there, "Ta-watch out -- get away!" She wrenched sideways, pulling the man over herself and rolled. Now having more freedom, she punched him once, Not hard enough? He was still struggling, So, no... human K.O. a bit more oomph..., Another punch, this time a bit stronger, a bit faster and he went dark. "Run!" Buffy screamed at Tara, "I've got Will!"

She has her, she's ok, Buffy has her. One, two, three tentative steps back, a few nods of recognition and the witch ran away, her tears streaking her cheeks.

***

"Is it underway?" Damien asked, Lynd was giving him a status report. "Good. No, re-assign them with the others right away. This needs to be preemptive and timed." He shot a quick look toward Doc, and back. "Make sure we have space ready for her -- don't forget, it needs to be very secure." A few nods then, "Good, good -- thanks Lynd. That's all."

Doc sat in a chair opposite the Founder. He'd refused to sit on the ground, of course. They were, after all, partners now. "I'll get things ready." Standing from his chair, he quickly exited the office to get the spell ready to cast.

"You need to be with Lynd when they come back," The sadistic CEO's gaze was calm, cool and collected -- having come to his senses once Erynn had finally left the room. "Don't. Kill. Her." He was sure to make Jurrot understand his mission stopped at containing.

The lumbering demon grunted once, clearly disappointed but was loyal to his master, to a fault. "No kill." He repeated, making his way out of the office.

***

Run, run, run, run, run, The wheel clattered and turned faster and faster, fast, fast, fast, run, run. In the dark of the witches' vacant dorm room, the little rat who was once Amy ran her nightly marathon, the wheel making a soft rattle within the cage. Her little heart pumping and pumping, imaginary things chasing her. No friends, a social creature like a rat gets depressed easily. Her little mind found the wheel a good way to let out some frustration she couldn't quite place, "Squee, squeak," Fast, run fast fast fast!

A few minutes of this and she felt thirsty, her little paws slowed -- her body rolling half-way up the wheel and back with the momentum. Drink, drink. Amy made her way to the water dispenser, something startled her while she drank.

A loud crack of some sort, coming from somewhere in the room. She couldn't see outside the cage, it had been covered with a blanket. So, she scurried in the little hut she liked to hide in, her heart beating through her tiny chest.

A loud rumble and another crack sounded -- zaps of lightning, a wind gust from nowhere. Paper flew from the desk, items toppled to the floor. All, unseen in the dark from her cage and then she felt anxious, restless -- her skin shimmered and she shook, afraid and not understanding what was happening to her skin. Her vision was blurry and she couldn't tell where her paw ended and the cage started and then all she felt was... pain.

She felt too big, her skin felt weird and it stung in some places where she was sure she was hurt. Amy tried to move, but her arm was caught in something metallic that pulled at her now furless skin. Everything touching her was rough and jagged, What's -- where am I?

Her thoughts were too big, her body was too big, too naked -- she was so distraught, she thrashed in what remained of the cage gripping onto her skin and finally made it loose with a loud yelp. Amy tried to bring her feet under herself, to run somewhere but her physiognomy was all wrong. She had knees?

All at once, she remembered -- now on hands and knees she tried gingerly to find her way around the space she was in. Trying to find a source of light. How, did -- right, right being on a burning stake. Her head bumped into something soft, with her hand she felt around and determined it was a bed. Amy leaned against it and, on unsteady feet she rose enough to sit on its edge.

Sitting still, she scooted backward toward the top of it until her back met the wall, or headboard. Amy winced, a cut on her back stinging and burning badly. She pawed at the mattress on her right, trying to find its edge and when she did, she scooted closer to it and reached out with a shaking hand -- pawing the air for any kind of surface she might find.

Wood, flat -- a table, she ran her hand on it and it bumped into something -- it was cold, and hard and she could hold it in her hand. Lying down on its side, her hand making its way to one of its end she bumped what she was sure was the shade of a lamp -- half-attached to it's base. Again, running her hand down the shaft she found a bump. A button, she pressed it and light shown from the toppled lamp. Although not very bright, the light blinded her for a moment. She recoiled with a grunt of displeasure.

She looked down at herself, bruised, cut and naked. Through squinted eyes, Amy looked at the destroyed cage. Her blood on most of its twisted rungs, it's as if... Right, she'd been in the cage. She'd been a rat, in a cage. How long was I in the cage!?

Outside the witches' window was sat a cat, in a tree with her tail flicking. Sadie blinked twice, and scrambled down it.

***

"Heh," Rack chuckled, looking into some sort of oddly shaped bowl, "Looks like it's done." He turned then to look at his once-lover of sorts, "What do I get?"

Catherine stood there, blank faced and staring at him. "Cat?" He tried, but no answer. The wizard approached slowly, she didn't look like she was even breathing, "What's-" In a flash of movement, he was on the ground and she was above him with the most twisted of grins on her black-eyed face, "This is from Doc." She said sweetly, an Athame that was on the coffee table suddenly was now in her hands. His one good eye had time to blink once before the blade was plunged into his heart.

One last heartbeat was all he had left to give. Catherine straightened up, still sitting astride him staring blankly ahead. She raised her arms and looked up to the ceiling, "Glory, be!" A red misty glow enveloped both herself and the dead man bellow her.

The light was sucked away and the witch slumped forward, a puppet with no strings. When she came to, Catherine sat up again -- eyes clear and brown once more, she looked down at her hands covered with Rack's blood - at Rack lying there slack faced and surprised, lifeless. "Wha-" His power was coursing through her, zapping nerve endings back to life. Her body healing and reforming itself into it's healthy whole.

Catherine swiveled her head, left then right, to make sure the room was still empty save them. That no one had seen what... she'd apparently done. Still astride her former side-man, she gave him a kiss on the forehead and stood up. "Thanks, baby." She smiled then, maybe Doc wasn't so bad after all.

***

He yelled out, "Hey, Glinda!" and took off after Tara, "Wait up!" The vampire groused, holding onto his side.

Tara didn't look back, her feet hurried down the sewers trying to find a way up and onto the street. Her mind a fog of conflicting emotions.

Angry, that's what she mostly felt. At Damien, at those thugs, at herself. She was angry for having been made vulnerable from birth and seemingly useless, by her mother and her aunt all those years ago. A liability, that's all she'd been reduced to being and obviously still was. Living under her father's rules, her brother's anger and resentment. Their control... Oh, she was livid.

It would stop, things would change.

It was who she was meant to be. Her mother had known, had tried to tell her that she was more than she'd been taught. Tara had always thought her mom said those things to make her feel better.

Her jaws clenched and, eyes hard, her steps doubled in speed turning into a jog. She wouldn't let it go this time, she told herself. Tara wanted to hang onto that anger and let it drive her. She'd almost lost Willow to Damien, tonight. She was sure of it.

To Damien. Ice water ran through her veins.

It was unacceptable. Beyond unacceptable. She tried to shake the memories out of her head; the images of depravity and pain, the killings and... the feelings that Erynn... Well, she'd taken some kind of weird pleasure from it being who she was and who she'd been with.

But, Willow? A world in which her tender-hearted lover would be subject to things like that was one Tara couldn't believe in, at all. Wouldn't believe in. Wouldn't live in.

She'd fight it to the death, if it'd come to that.

The loud clatter of a manhole cover being stomped on startled the witch and, for the first time since having left the shop, Tara wondered if she was all together safe out there alone. Looking up and to her left, she spotted it.

"Bloody hell," Spike's annoyed voice rumbled behind her as he stumbled slightly, "Slow down, will you? You're gonna get yourself killed you silly twat." He sneered, running up to the now slowing blonde.

Great... Tara kept walking and started up the ladder to the street above, "What do you want, Spike?" She ground out, pushing against the metal barrier. It moved, but under most of her strength, only enough to tip the lid onto the asphalt and create an opening. "Won't they need you back there?"

He flicked his lighter shut letting a low, irritated chuckle loose from his lips. Bloody women...

"Out for a jaunt, is all." Spike pulled on his cigarette and blew out a plume of smoke before continuing, "You look like shit." Walking up to the ladder and alongside her now, looking askance at Tara having noticed the sunken cheeks and eyes, "Care to tell me what you're up to?"

She kept working at the manhole, grunting in exertion against its weight, "I need something from the dorms." Was the answer she gave him. She'd be rid of him once above ground it being daylight, she thought. "We were attacked a-at the Magic Box." The witch recalled to herself, "I'm going to the dorms." Tara repeated, as if on a loop, "The-there's something I need."

Spike pursed his lips and squinted dubiously, "Mmh-mh," He hummed and nodded, she sure was acting oddly. "I get that. There's uglies out there though, you know." The vampire pointed upward, indicating above the manhole. "I know the way, through here."

The vampire flicked his spent cigarette away when she started her way down. "It's through there, and then we make a left turn at the second inlet." When she looked at him, squinting, his eyebrow shot up, "Wha?"

Tara was confused, "Why are you helping me?" She looked back toward the magic box, and pointed, "You left a fight." Her eyebrow quirked up as if to say, 'what gives?'

I guess Lucile was onto something... "I made a promise to a lady." They were walking then, "She's sure fond of you, Glinda." Spike said to her, "Lucile and I have history."

The witch shot him a look, "Stop calling me that." The sewers, stinky and humid and just all around unpleasant, Tara couldn't wait to get out of there. "Use my name, or d-don't call me anything."

Spike had used it mainly as a pet name of sorts, thinking it suited the good witch. "Fine with me." He groused, "So, what's at the dorms?"

It took a while for Tara to answer, she just kept walking in silence as if she hadn't heard him. But, when he resigned himself to the fact he wasn't going to know, he heard her say, "Freedom."

***
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby CopperAndGold » Thu Apr 09, 2026 2:54 pm

When Erynn found herself


• Author name -- CopperAndGold
 Rating - NC-17 (Strong)

 Disclaimer - This is an adult fic. There will be some angst, smut, bad language, difficult subject matters (They will be noted prior to posting) The characters' development were taken from season 5 - A bit after the episode: Family. Anything that is canon and prior to this episode is fair game. Oh, there's also a small reference to a funny exchange in season 6 between Anya and Tara that I just couldn't stop from using. Even with all this, there's comedy too! Everything after Family becomes A/U.

 Feedback - Please, I really enjoy hearing from you! :banana
 Summary - Willow and Tara make a new friend. She's... interesting.
 Notes - Things get messy, and action starts. These will be shorter updates, until the end of this story.




When she opened her eyes, the feeling of needles being pressed through them into her brain made her wince and whine out loud. Erynn lifted her arm, and covered her eyes from the light that felt too bright, too sharp. What, where am I?

She was still wearing those clothes that were too snug, too itchy -- everything around her was uncomfortable. But, the space was immaculately furnished. Erynn had been tossed onto a bed that was spacious but hard.

The room was small, but big enough for a dresser and a wardrobe. A mirror, against a wall the color of charcoal. Throughout the mat finish of the charcoal were veins of gold crisscrossing its surface. Opposite the wardrobe, a door-less frame leading into another space.

She gingerly stood from the bed. Erynn felt as though she was hung over, even though she hadn't had a drop in years. What did that creep do to me? Who was that old guy?

Looking down her body made her want to vomit. She quickly decided to look into the dresser for something else to wear. When she opened the first drawer it only took one look to know, that wasn't it. "Ugh..."

She went through the next two and found a few tank tops that she could manage. Pretty sure the wardrobe would be full of dresses, she opted to wear a pair of sleeping shorts. Granted, the clothes weren't plain -- satin and more lingerie than comfort wear -- but, it would do better than a dress, and there was no pants in sight.

Erynn decided to go explore beyond the bedroom, now that she felt more comfortable. The room opened to a small hall that led to two other rooms. One to her right, which seemed to be an entertainment room. Another to her left, which -- once she made her way there - she found to be a washroom.

Glass-windowed shower, mirror-covered wall the same charcoal color and gold patterns as in the other rooms, and a collar on the counter. Without entering, a chill running up her spine, she tuned facing the odd one out -- a door that looked different than the others. Erynn reasoned this was the way in and out. The door was wide and tall, somewhat imposing, with a surveillance slit at its center covered with a metal flap.

Wanting to know just how screwed she actually was, she walked to the door to inspect it. Am I being guarded? She didn't need to actually look for them, the cameras where everywhere and obvious. But, were there people or creatures at the door?

The closer she got to the door, the hungrier she became. Thinking it had been a long time since she ate, Erynn simply continued on. It was when she was two feet from the door that another swell of feelings swept over her. The hunger making her stomach cramp, and the lust emanating from behind that door made her stumble forward, her hand resting against it -- trying to collect her whirling mind. "It passes when you get away from it." The laughter was definitely female, she thought. "I won't suck you dry, unless you stay there." But, the voice was deeper and she could swear it was that of a man instead.

Erynn's head shot up, taking a few hurried steps back, "What am I doing in here?" She asked her guard.

The flap on the door was pushed inward with a loud 'clack' as it hit the door, "Dunno," The voice purred, "But the boss is preoccupied." The eyes she could see through that slit in the door were not human. They weren't unpleasant to look at, only oddly oval in their shape with very mild purple irises that seemed to glow in pulses, "I'm here to make sure you're a good girl." But the voice now sounded raspy, almost pained.

Erynn sighed, he was preoccupied alright. With hurting her friends, "So what are you, exactly?" She asked her guard, feeling herself shifting -- wanting to get information, but getting somewhat annoyed -- her stomach was killing her. "I don't know many demon types, but you're not a vampire." She'd surmised easily once she realized it hadn't felt like the vampire at the club.

"Ha! Fuck-no!" Purple eyes left her sight, but he continued, "I'm an Incubus -- or so your kind calls us."

The empath was clueless, "Incubus... You mean like, the band?" She kind of wished she had a chair or something, this was at least an entertaining conversation.

"Nooo, not like the band." His tone was mocking, with a whine in it -- "The band took the name from us."

Erynn didn't feel all that threatened by this creature. She wasn't about to approach the door again though, so she figured Damien chose correctly whatever it was. "Oh, well that's cool." She just said, dumbly -- nodding her head. "I'm going to go lie down."

As she walked away toward the bedroom, she heard his voice say in return, "Whatever."

***

Willow had a cloth with ice to her forehead, trying to lower the swelling of a nasty bump she'd gotten while distracted, trying to cast from behind the counter. She hadn't seen the small statue until it was too late, "You're sure you saw her?"

She was with Buffy, tending to their respective wounds in the training room, "Yes Will, I'm sure. I told her you were fine, and then she ran away. She's safe."

"You can't be sure of that," The redhead was nervous, not knowing if there were more coming or if it was a diversion somehow, "Who says there aren't more out there?" Standing up, Willow was quickly getting paranoid. She started pacing and put the bag of ice down.

Once the Slayer applied a bandage over the cut she'd received on her arm, she stood up -- head still in a halo. "I intend to find out," She said through gritted teeth looking at four bruised, human men, dressed in black with their face coverings off -- tied to two pillars. "So, which one of you is expendable?"

Said lackeys were looking at each other as if trying to decide. "Oh, come on -- there's always one." Buffy prodded. One of them seemed more like he was glaring at the others warningly, they looked away as soon as he would make eye contact, "Hm, you-" Her mind was made up.

The Slayer walked over to the glaring man and knocked him out in one punch. "There, now boys don't be scared, see?" The tiny blonde gave a few slaps to the unconscious man's face, "Bad man's sleeping -- won't hear a thing."

Her arms were a lot better than they were, and she couldn't help but be grateful for her healing abilities, "How about you tell me what you came here for?"

One of them said something, but it had been too soft for Buffy to hear, "What was that?" she asked, craning her neck.

"You," Another spoke up in a gruff and perturbed voice, "We were supposed to deliver you to him."

"Yeah," The fourth said, "That's the whole reason we're here. Miscalculated how much the headgear would hinder you." He sounded pitulant.

The first who had spoken up, although in merely a whisper, was struggling. His hair down to his shoulders -- it kept falling into his eyes and he was futilely whipping his head back trying to clear it. He was mighty worried about what would happen to them now, "So, now what? We're dead if we go back empty handed, and we were told you don't kill humans." He thought that maybe, she'd take pity being she was supposed to be this hero girl.

"Why did he want Buffy?" It was Willow, coming up from behind the Slayer, glaring at them warningly, her tone ice cold.

"We weren't told why," One of them said as if stating an obvious fact, "We're just told where to go and who to get. Not, why."

"This is pointless," Willow had enough. She walked out of the room, into the store where Loreli and Giles were talking at the research table. Anya and Xander were busy trying to clean the mess the fight had left them.

"I'm going to find Tara," She said, Willow's resolve face firmly in place as she walked briskly toward the front door.

From his place at the research table, Giles quickly spoke up, "Willow, there are things you should know," When the redhead turned around, annoyed but still listening, he continued after clearing his throat, "Loreli and I have been talking." He glanced back at the old witch, she nodded to him with a sad grin on her face, "It's about Tara."

"What?" The bell rang again, Willow could swear it rang in reverse, "What do you mean, about Tara?" Xander watched worried as his childhood friend seemed out of sorts. He didn't say or do anything, knowing the redhead too well to interrupt her frantic expression of fear... unless he had a solution or a way to make her feel better. Which, he didn't.

Instead, the group all sat at the research table -- Buffy was leaning against the training room doorframe, listening.

Loreli barely had the energy to sit up straight, but she'd remembered something important that she had been talking with Giles about, "I don't know who of you know what, about my niece." Her eyes scanned the group, each with their own level of knowledge it seemed, "Her pendant, the one that buffered people's emotions for her to learn how to create space -- between her and others?" They all nodded, at rapt attention, "When it overloaded, and Erynn asked you to cleanse it?" Her eyes settled on Willow, they were apologetic and regretful but the redhead only gave off being impatient.

The elder sighed, "Tara was affected by an element of the spell. The fluid touched her skin -- she's been having flashbacks and memories of Erynn's rotten past." They all nodded again, all seemingly aware of this fact which surprised Loreli. But, she figured that was a good thing since she could go directly to the point now, "It's been since Sunday, she-" Feeling a warm hand on her upper arm, she turned to look at Giles, who was telling her silently to let him fill in the rest.

He took his glasses off, and pinched the bridge of his nose, "There is no known cure for Loreli's niece, being that an empath is not supposed to also have this energetic ability to shift." Giles cleared his throat, "Erynn is quite remarkable, she has outlasted any expectations. Of the past very few, the oldest one at the time of death was seventeen."

Loreli's head bowed, thinking of her niece and how proud she was, hoping she'd make it through. The sound of an angry Willow brought her attention back to the group.

"What about Tara!?" The redhead said forcefully, pushing away from the table and standing. She was impatient, sure -- but she needed to know what Giles was so worried about. "Just tell me."

"Willow," He looked at her and wondered at how fast she'd grown, "Tara will never get rid of these... waking nightmares, being there is no cure that we know of. There aren't any books or precedents for any of this. We know very little, other than the knowledge that the infected sometimes does not make it, either."

She was shaking her head so hard, Willow felt her brain would fall out, "No." Refusing, simply refusing what was coming from his mouth, these words of death and ending. "No, that's not gonna happen. There's no cure yet. Maybe I can find one, or-or make one."

No one responded, knowing that whatever the redhead would put her mind to -- she often surprised them by succeeding.

Anya wasn't completely satisfied with the level of information they'd been given so far, "What do you mean 'often doesn't make it'? What happens to them?" The shop keep was very worried for her best friend, and she would feel horrible and cry if she ever lost Tara.

Giles had hoped he didn't have to talk about this, "Sometimes," He clarified, "There are three, perhaps a fourth that we know even less about. Of the three, two survived long into their old years. With Loreli's research and some cross-referencing we were able to find that the third one, unlike the others, had been affected by traumatic experiences." A pained look crossed his face, but he held her gaze, "She took her own life."

She froze for only a fraction of a second, then in a burst of speed, Willow was out the main door with a loud rattle of the bell, and of the doorframe.

"What's going on!?" Buffy asked, perturbed, "Since when does Will just jet like that?" She jogged to the front door, "She's going after Tara." Xander's voice informed her before she yanked it open. "She's worried, Buff."

Stepping onto the street and looking around, there wase no sign of the redheaded witch.

From the table, Xander didn't seem to feel guilty at all, "You know we can't stop her, Buffy." He pointed at the door, exasperated, "When that woman gets something in her head..."

***

Footsteps displacing water; the sound of their feet the only noise echoing around them other than the faraway reverberations of activity, lower below. "It's just through here," Spike pointed to the left, "Not long now." His cigarette hit the water with a soft hiss.

"H-how do you know Lucile?" The witch asked him, she'd been curious since finding out Lucile had asked him to look after her. Tara didn't like the feeling of someone else being asked to risk their lives for her, not even a vampire. "Does she think I'm in danger or something?"

The scoff wasn't lost on Tara, "Met her back when Dru and I were cutting swaths of terror through little towns between cities on the West coast." The vampire leered at her, loving the flinch he could detect in her subdued demeanor, "She, Lucile, was at the same bar we were haunting. Sat there and drank her pint as Dru and I annihilated the patronage."

"Having a tail made it easy to tell she wasn't human," He threw this out, explaining why they'd let her live, "She told me about Sunnydale, the Hellmouth -- that's where she was going."

Tara was at rapt attention, never having heard him talk so openly before. Spike continued, "Fast forward a few years and I find myself exactly where she said: Sunnydale." He needed a cigarette, so he reached for one before talking again, a plume of smoke leaving his lips, "Did Red tell you about the Master?"

The blonde kind of liked the nickname Spike had given her girlfriend, it suited her she thought. "Um, old, ugly, and powerful vampire?" At his nod, she added, "Willow said he was Buffy's first real challenge."

"Ha!" The vampire exclaimed, his head shaking as if to say 'piece of cake', "She'd run circles around the ponce today." His grin slightly smug, "Back then, she was still itty-bitty baby Slayer."

His tone of voice confused Tara, it sounded as though he was actually proud of Buffy. That surely wasn't it, "So, Lucile?" She asked, wanting to get to the point. The ladder to the top, where the campus would be situated was coming into view.

"Long story short," He said, after an unneeded sigh, flicking his cigarette away, "She saved my soulless ass." Spike gestured forward, they'd stopped walking and wanted to get this over with, "There was this kid vamp, with the Master -- seemed useless really -- just sat there. Kept talking bigger than he was. He wasn't a kid at all, mind." Both looked up at the manhole cover that would bring Tara to her destination. "He didn't like my attitude with the Master. The kid put a hit on us the first time we met him I guess."

"We were surrounded, big uglies -- all kinds. We'd barely arrived and we were already in the fight of our undead lives." Leaning against the ladder and crossing his arms, he finished succinctly, "Lucile saved us and the kid, well..." Spike chuckled, remembering, "He didn't make it."

He wasn't going to tell her he owed Lucile his life, now was he? No, he didn't know how much the bint knew about the older looking demon but, he doubted she knew about her pact with the powers that be.

"Oh," Tara was a bit shocked, "I d-didn't know that L-lucile was that strong." Her eyebrows were hiked up her forehead in surprise. She'd only known about Lucile not being human because of having peeked her tail from under her clothing one day, while visiting.

The vampire scoffed, "What you don't know, Glinda, could fill an ocean." He moved aside to let her go up, into sunlight. "There's a shady place in the back of campus, another exit not far from there."

Tara was half-way up the ladder when she replied, "You don't have to come, Spike." Pressing against the heavy steal with all her might until, like the one prior, she could tilt the edge onto the pavement above. She took a breath, holding onto the ladder and composing herself for another push. "Don't call me that."

"What's with the freedom talk?" The vampire asked, ignoring the witch's statement, "You said that's what you're getting from the dorms." Spike knew enough to know something was up. This goody-goody wasn't usually so... impulsive.

Bending her neck first left, then right and squaring her shoulders, she gave another push, "Not for me," Tara ground out as the lid scrapped the pavement a few inches. She took another break; her arms were shaking, holding onto the ladder.

When it looked like that would be all he would get from the taciturn witch, he pointed out, "I could've opened that for you." When she gave him a curious and disbelieving look, he added, "Wha'? I can lift my coat over my head, and open that thing one handed." He shrugged then, seeing it as a simple gesture.

Tara made her way back down and, before Spike could grab hold of the ladder she placed a hand on his shoulder, making him turn her way. "Thank you, Spike."

She had that silly grin of hers on her face, she wasn't a bad looking morsel. Good on Red, he thought, "S'nothing," He shrugged, not seeing what the big deal was with opening a manhole.

Her hand was still on his shoulder though, "No, I mean for everything. You know, the..." Now the witch was tapping her nose with her closed fist. "Never did thank you. It hurt, but thanks." Tara giggled.

These bloody Scoobies were starting to make him soft, "Yeah well, you and me both pet." The smile was slight, but it was there. Once up the ladder, he pulled his coat over his head in one motion, and gave a heave upward with the other hand against the manhole cover. It lifted off with force and clattered onto the pavement without much effort.

Spike jumped down the ladder, and gave her the space, "Now go, get your freedom or whatever," -- his coat now back on his shoulders, he lit a cigarette and watched her ascend silently. He shouted as if remembering, "Be careful up there!" But she was already gone.

"Women," Spike wasn't about to let her go alone just like that. He started making his way to the back entry exit that he'd used many times before.

***

She had to get used to the light, the sun now being high in the sky. If anyone saw Tara crawling out of the sewers, she couldn't tell -- she wasn't paying them much attention. Crossing the street and walking quickly to her dorm, the witch's thoughts blank but for one sentence, on repeat -- over and over. "Remember who you are."

Her dream had started coming back to her while in the sewers. As it always happened when Tara tried to remember her dreams, they became less accessible the more she tried. It was hazy, but she knew her mother had been there. Could still feel her arms around herself, and those words. Watchwords, 'Remember who you are.'

She was on the stairs now, not quite running but making good time to her floor. Tara was glad not to have run into anyone she knew, rationalizing those she did know were probably in class. Classes which she, herself, was missing. The witch put her key in the lock and felt no resistance when she turned it so she reasoned that they'd forgotten to lock it when they left. Once in the doorway to hers and her lover's room, Tara stood shocked for a few seconds before closing the door behind herself, quickly.

The room was an absolute nightmare. Papers, books thrown all over the floor. Dresser drawers opened. The lamps were toppled, and the bed- Is that blood?

Tara walked her way to the bed and that's when she saw it, the cage. Amy had been in that cage, and now it couldn't be recognized as ever having been one at all. Blood all over the twisted metal, blood marks on the carpet and on the bed. The dresser also bore marks. Either something got Amy, or she turned back?

The soft witch's heart hurt for the rodent, but at this moment she needed to focus on her goal. Looking to her left, she spotted the trunk sitting where it had sat when they'd left.

Tara smoothed her skirt down her legs and kneeled in front of the trunk. With unsteady hands, but a steady heart -- she opened it. She didn't know why, but she expected something more... well, just more.

The trunk was filled with books, charms and what looked like talismans. Herbs and vials, all organized by previous generations of spell casters. From what she could see, Tara knew there had to be more underneath since the trunk was taller than the tallest book she saw.

Gingerly as to not break anything, she pulled with both hands on the separators of the top section of the trunk. It wasn't an easy lift, and once again she internally thanked Spike for his help with the manhole cover. The drawer looking top was put aside, and Tara's eyes grew big.

Three, over-sized tomes. Each had their own colors and designs, but on each spine was written a name. 'Biddy Kellison', 'Kate Kellison-Quinn', 'Elizabeth Kellison-Davis'. In a separate part of the bottom compartment, an ornate box with her family crest and Tara's name carved on it. A lock of blonde hair, knotted and stuck to the box with black, melted wax.

Part of her was torn between opening the box, and reading the books. Tara figured her girlfriend was rubbing off on her. Um... She was glad that she was alone, and hadn't said those words out loud. Nevertheless, it did make a crooked grin grow across her lips.

She reached for the box, took a deep breath and opened it. Tara felt her fingertips were warm after doing it, as if the box had been protected. In the red velvet-interior of the box lay a small branch. Inside the wood was carved a hole that was covered with more black wax. The branch had been cut on one end.

As if by instinct, Tara knew what needed to be done.

Grasping it between the fingers of both hands, she snapped the branch in two. A great big thump against her chest, then...

Everything exploded -- she could feel herself unfurling, expanding. A flower blossoming at super high-speeds. Colors and possibilities of who she might be, of who she might become sprung out of her and made her head spin with terror.

"You're human, baby." "Will, I thought I was a demon but I wasn't -- that was me." "You are who you are." Tribal, chanting and rhythmic drum beats, sounds of pleasure and pain, "Why couldn't it be you?" "I'm not being a martyr!" "-They all end up dead, alone or both!" "Power scares me." "This isn't you, you can feel it." The sound of a baby crying. Feeling of exaltation, power and lust - Giving into it all. "You are who you are." Pain, loving the pain -- laughing at the vision of torment in front of her. "I really want to believe that." "I love you, that's not going to change." Being held back from joining in- Damien pressing against her robed backside. Restraining her, restraining... she wanted it, like him -- like him. He wanted to share. "Willow, I will always be yours." "Remember who you are." "Yours."

Like a house of cards facing gale force winds, twenty-year old Tara Maclay crumbled to the dorm-room floor as all her pieces were swept away.

***
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby shirrey » Fri Apr 10, 2026 7:59 pm

Wow you are turning these out!

And also wow things have really kicked into gear!!

I love the action and just when I was wondering what's up with the Kellison heritage- boom! Tara is letting it all loose- wonderful description of the power/magic/heritage... coming into her, I could sense it all- I know she'll be ok but I worry about her with Erynn's memories, and also YES for having Tara be so powerful- it was hinting at in the show and could have been explored so much more (a redundant statement when it comes to the show's treatment of Tara)
Writing wise- was this why you had Tara take on Erynn's pain? To drive her to accept the power?
I am still not totally sure who the prototype is or what they are a prototype for(I am sure I missed something somewhere) Is it Erynn? Amy?

I liked the interaction between Spike and Tara, Tara brings out the best in everyone. It's weird to picture Buffy fighting in a head brace but it doesn't seem to be slowing her down!

Looking forward to more!
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Re: New Fic :: 2017 :: When Erynn found herself NC-17

Postby CopperAndGold » Sat Apr 11, 2026 8:03 am

shirrey wrote:Wow you are turning these out!

And also wow things have really kicked into gear!!

I love the action and just when I was wondering what's up with the Kellison heritage- boom! Tara is letting it all loose- wonderful description of the power/magic/heritage... coming into her, I could sense it all- I know she'll be ok but I worry about her with Erynn's memories, and also YES for having Tara be so powerful- it was hinting at in the show and could have been explored so much more (a redundant statement when it comes to the show's treatment of Tara)
Writing wise- was this why you had Tara take on Erynn's pain? To drive her to accept the power?


First of all, thank you so much for reading. When it comes to the memories and feelings - it wasn't enough to make Tara rush her unbinding. No matter what she saw or felt, she was firm in her convictions. When the Magic Box got attacked, and Willow left her arms right after a warning from her mother - it was just too much, and she was too exhausted to not blame herself in part. So, writing wise - yes, in a way. It was to get her half-way there. Willow, and her safety is what pushes her over the edge and makes her decide to 'be all she can be' :)

shirrey wrote:I am still not totally sure who the prototype is or what they are a prototype for(I am sure I missed something somewhere) Is it Erynn? Amy?


Argh, I was trying to be all subtle-like but not to the point of making it unclear. Catherine has been given the prototype without her knowledge. Rack sensed it out, but Catherine was preocupied with changing Amy back. Once that was done, the prototype kicked in - She became Doc's puppet. Killed Rack, and stole his power. All under Doc's programming.

The prototype proves succesful. Now I'm wondering if I should re-write that part. What do you think?

shirrey wrote:I liked the interaction between Spike and Tara, Tara brings out the best in everyone. It's weird to picture Buffy fighting in a head brace but it doesn't seem to be slowing her down!


Spike and Tara have been one of my favorite pairings in fics. Other than our two girls together, Tara and Spike as platonic friendly types makes for interesting twists and realisations.

Buffy's halo-brace made her vulnerable to demons more than humans. Humans are almost a piece of cake even with that thing on, but she does struggle though. Right now she can't move her head - that's pretty much it. Her nervous system has already repaired itself - her arms are now as agile as before. Damien and them didn't realise just how fast a Slayer heals.

I've been churning these out, you're right. I've been chomping at the bit for the Buffy reboot and when it got cancelled (I have to think it's for the best) I really got nostalgic. Plus, I don't like leaving my fics unfinished. :geek
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