NEW FIC!!! - AU - "Timeless"

[LostWithoutTara]

Yay to W/T for starting to work things out. Kissage is always good.

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[Arwen276]

That's so sweet and passionate, and it's a huge dilemma for our girls!



Hope they settle it soon!

or that Willow gets her memories back!







~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[Stroke of Luck]

Awwww that line was so cute and adorable!!

Quote:

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"...but that doesn't mean we can't make some new memories of our own..." Willow said, smiling

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Hmm they need to share their lifes together...no matter what..Tara has to tell Willow everything about her former life!



Cu

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[FIRESIGN]

Hi Everybody -



I hate to disappoint any of you - but I'm a bit pressed for time tonight...writing the update for "My First" took me a bit longer than expected...so - rather than write something too hastily...I will not be posting an update on "Timeless" until tomorrow morning - no later than 9am EST.



Again - my sincerest apologies for letting you all down tonight - but I just don't want to sacrifice quality just to get something up for you all tonight - you deserve much more than that!



Please check in tomorrow morning, though - I'll have some good stuff for your then!



Thanks,



Cin

[undertheirspell]

FIRESIGN,

No disappointment here, I would rather have quality over an update that you thought was not up to your best quality.

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"The only thing that matters is just following your heart

and eventually you'll get it right."~~~ In This Diary, By - The Ataris

[Willowtara19]

, CZ!!



As undertheirspell said, no disappointment here, nope



You see, you're such a good writer that waiting a bit for your next update makes it much more sweeter



I'll be a good girl now and wait for your update without asking for it, I promise



Willowtara19

[FIRESIGN]

Willow wiped the tears away from Tara's face ever-so-gently with the back of her hand...



"I know..." Willow said, understanding. "...and I meant what I said...I can't compete with your memories..."



Tara's heart jumped into her throat...



"...but that doesn't mean we can't make some new memories of our own..." Willow said, smiling.



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Chapter Eighteen



For the first time in what had seemed like an eternity, Tara felt hope...hope in the form of a chance - a chance to build their love again...



"I would like that..." she said, smiling.



"So would I...so how about we start on that right now...it's kinda weird...you know? I feel like I know you...but I really don't know anything about you...and you...you probably know everything about me, don't you?"



"Why don't you refresh my memory..." Tara said, flashing a crooked grin...no matter how many times she heard them...she loved Willow's stories...especially the ones about Willow as a child...



The two talked for hours...sharing stories about their past...the day seemed to fly by. But Willow noticed that Tara delicately avoided any conversation regarding 'their' past...and although she didn't want to compete with a memory...she still wanted to know what kind of history the two witches shared...it was obvious that they had been romantically involved...but to what extent? How long had Willow been here before? How had they defeated Kaliphicus? There were so many questions yet unanswered...



"Tara?"



"Hmmm?"



"I know that I've asked you a lot of questions today...and you've been really great about answering all of them...but...I kind of noticed something..."



"What's that?"



"You have kind of conveniently left out a lot about us...about you and Willow's...the 'other' Willow's past..."



Tara looked down, sheepishly. "I know..."



Willow could see the discomfort her question was causing...and she didn't want to hurt Tara...but she wanted to know...she needed to know...



"I'm sorry...maybe I shouldn't have asked..."



"N-no...it's okay...you have a right to know...I guess I was just hoping you would just r-remember it all, you know?"



"Yeah...I know...I wish I did remember, Tara... I want you to know that..."



"You do?"



More than you'll ever know...



Willow nodded.



"We were very close, Willow... i-intimately so..."



"I kinda figured that we were...given the instant attraction and all...so we're girlfriends? Or...geez...girlfriends...that sounds so hokey...do you even use that term? Girlfriends, I mean..."



"Willow...we're more than girlfriends..."



"Well, yeah...I know...hello - the whole 'intimate' thing..."



"No, Willow...there's more..."



"What is it?"



"Willow...y-you're my wife..."







To Be Continued....

[Willowtara19]

YAY!! Update!! You're just great, CZ!!



I really loved it, and talking and just being together are just so cute, and sweet, and adorable..... And I also love the way you write them together! You're just great!!



Can't wait to see 's reaction to telling her that she was her wife.... but I think I have an idea of how she will!



So, ummmm, update soon, pleeeeease? I know, you just updated a few minutes ago but what can I do? But don't worry, I'll wait for an update of yours whatever it takes, 'cause I just love them!



Willowtara19

[Taras Shadow]

FIRESIGN



Wife?! Wowsers Catwoman....cool!



Sorry I have never left feedback before, but I wanted you to know that I'm enjoying this immensly, as well as "My First".



I kind of like how Tara is being all avoid-y to begin with, I mean, I'm pretty much where Willow is, not knowing what's going on, but from Tara's point of view, it all must be so painful. To have those memories alone and not being able to really share them until Willow get's her memory back. So I like how she's wanting to ease Willow into things to kind of make it more comfortable for the both of them.



And Willow being able to "feel" or sense Buffy in the other Alternate Universe, but also knowing that where she is now, Buffy is or did 'die'. You can only imagine the pain she is going through as well, finding out about her friends than not being able to remember the beautiful Goddess in her company.



I absolutely love this CZ, and I can't wait for more. You're so good with the updates and keeping them so close together. You're spoiling us Kittens.



Thank you and take care.



~Holly~

"How Would You Like To Live Under My Skirt?" - Karen - Will & Grace

"Ride The Waves." - Tara - Sex Journals

Edited by: Taras Shadow  at: 9/18/03 7:03 am

[LostWithoutTara]

Wow! Willow is Tara's wife!



Absolutely beautiful.

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[The Rose24]

So Willow is Tara's wife? I had a feeling. I am glad it seems as if they are going to have that much needed conversation.



Update soon?

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

Edited by: The Rose24  at: 9/18/03 8:43 pm

[SilverWingedNemesis]

There's WOO





and HOOO



and when..



and huh?





AND YAY!!!!!!!!!

[bluewillowwitch]

FIRESIGN ,

OMG! How could you do that to me!?! You are so ! I mean, I get the cliffhangers as a tactic by now, but come on! You are such a little ! I loved this update! is 's WIFE? OMG! You are just trying to give me a heartattack I know it! I can't wait to more! This is an excellent fic! Update soon, PLEASE?





bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[Sappho]

Ooo, nice. That last bit was cool. Made my stomach kinda flop.

~Sappho

Willow: Yeah, that’s me. Reliable dog geyser person.

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Anya: Give me a beer. Bartender: I.D. Anya: [Looks at him w/ disbelief] Bartender: I.D.

Anya: I’m 1,120 years old!!! Just give me a friggin’ beer! Bartender: I.D. Anya: [Sigh] Give me a Coke.

[Arwen276]

Willow is Tara's wife!

That's so beautiful! I didn't expect you to say that! I was more into the whole "soulmate" thing...



But wow!! I want to read more about that!!!!





Hurry up!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[the vamp nurd]

Wow!



Willow's Tara's wife????



Whoa slow down and check everyone's belted in 'cause this is going to be one hell of a ride.

Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan



Open up Pandora's kiss.



Bardlet no #27

[FIRESIGN]

"No, Willow...there's more..."



"What is it?"



"Willow...y-you're my wife..."



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Chapter Nineteen



Willow sat dumbfounded...her mouth agape...



Tara could see that what she had said came as quite a shock...but she felt that Willow had a right to know.



"I'm s-sorry...maybe I shouldn't have..." Tara's head dropped, tears welling up in her beautiful Sapphire eyes...



Come on Rosenberg! Snap out of it! You're hurting her again!!!



"No! Don't be..." Willow placed her hand on Tara's knee, gently caressing her with her thumb... "I'm just a little surprised...that's all! It's just a lot to take in all at once, you know?"



Tara's head was still bowed...



Rosenberg...do something! She's dying here!!!!!



Willow reached out, placing her hand under Tara's chin, raising her head up so their eyes could meet...



"Hey...I want you to listen to me...I may not remember all of the specifics of our life together...but I do know this...the way I feel with you...it's...the only way I can describe it is 'magical'...and even though I've only known you for a day or so...at least that's what my mind is telling me...my heart is telling me that I've known you for a lifetime..."



Tears began to flow freely down the curves of Tara's cheeks...



"Baby...please don't cry..." Willow said, cupping Tara's face in her hands, wiping the tears away with her thumbs...she leaned forward...kissing her forehead ever-so-gently..."Shhhh..." she pulled back, looking into those deep pools of blue...and felt herself being drawn closer...until their lips met...and for a moment, time stood still...



I enter this circle in perfect love and perfect trust...to take thee, my love...as mine forever...



Through our lives together, I may cause you pain, but that is not my intent...we seek to share each other's pain and to ease it...



We will dream together to create new hopes and new realities...



Willow's mind was teaming with visions of Tara dressed all in white, a circlet of flowers gently draped on the crown of her head...a beautiful spring day...the smell of honeysuckle in the air...



Hear me, you guides and guardians of Willow and Tara, what you once did for one, you must do for two. By the power of the Goddess, I charge you to perform your tasks with love and compassion, blessing this couple each day anew.



Two candles burning...merging into one...



I have chosen you above all others. I share with you my love and the light of the Goddess.



...and although your love will light the way, you must strong enough to walk the same path hand-in-hand...



Two hands...joined as one...the three cords...



Together we bind heart and soul...through all eternity as one. Blessed Be!



Willow suddenly pulled away from the kiss...



"W-what's wrong?" Tara said, fearing the worst...



"Our handfasting...Tara...I remember!"



"You remember?" Tara couldn't believe what she was hearing. Could it be true? Or was she just saying this to make her feel better...



"I remember...not everything...but a lot...it was a beautiful Spring day...th grass was so green...and you were the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen...draped in white, with a crown of flowers...and...our vows! Tara, I remember our vows!!!"



"We will dream together..." Tara began...



"...to create new hopes and new realities!" Willow said, tears flowing freely...



"Oh baby...I'm so sorry I've hurt you...I wish I remembered more..."



"Shhh...no Willow...don't be sorry...you're all that I've ever hoped for...the rest will come in time."



You see child...your souls are as one...your love is timeless...all will be complete in time...





To Be Continued.....

[Arwen276]

BEAUTIFUL!!!

I loved the handfasting it was so touching!

MORE PLEASE!!





~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[The Rose24]

YOWZA!!! How the frilly heck does she remember all of that? You keep leaving us with more questions.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[Sappho]

Hey, cool! Fun stuff.

~Sappho

Willow: Yeah, that’s me. Reliable dog geyser person.

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Anya: Give me a beer. Bartender: I.D. Anya: [Looks at him w/ disbelief] Bartender: I.D.

Anya: I’m 1,120 years old!!! Just give me a friggin’ beer! Bartender: I.D. Anya: [Sigh] Give me a Coke.

[Willowtara19]

Awww....



Their kiss and both of them remembering their handfasting ritual was just adorable and wonderful!!



But I do have a question: how did Willow remember??



This update was very, very sweet and, as always, I loved it



Update? Soon?? Pleeeeeease???



Willowtara19

[LostWithoutTara]

Willow remembering the handfasting was beautiful. But I wonder what exactly caused her to recall those memories?

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[FIRESIGN]

Hey Everybody....



Seems to be a lot of questions about how Willow remembered the handfasting ceremony floating out there....



I'll bet you'd like me to explain it to you, wouldn't you?



Well....I'm not going to just yet....it will all be revealed in time....



Gotta keep you all coming back for more, you know!



I live for feedback! hehe



Just FYI - I'm back on the night shift - so the majority of the updates will be posted late afternoon/evening time frames.



Keep on reading! Hope you enjoy!



-CZ

[TareBearRS]

Hi all,

I just started this fic and i LOVE it!!!



I can only inmagine the pain Tara must have felt while Willow was gone.. i hope she can somehow come with her when Willow has to return...



Hope for more soon.



Renate

***I will make me a willow cabin at your gate and call upon my soul within the house... I rush into the secret house***

[FIRESIGN]

"Oh baby...I'm so sorry I've hurt you...I wish I remembered more..."



"Shhh...no Willow...don't be sorry...you're all that I've ever hoped for...the rest will come in time."



You see child...your souls are as one...your love is timeless...all will be complete in time...



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Chapter Twenty



Giles stood by helplessly watching his family falling apart...Buffy was hurting beyond belief.



My girls...my wonderful, beautiful girls...Buffy...you've seen so much pain, so much grief in your young life...I sometimes wonder if it would have been better if you'd never made it this far...but no, that simply wouldn't do either...



Giles tipped his head back, staring at the ceiling, fighting back the tears that were now welling up within...



Willow...sweet Willow...you're the most like me, you know...I wish it weren't so, but you are. You never cease to amaze me, little one...there's nothing you can't do if you put your mind to it...I suppose that's what has led us here, hasn't it?



Giles couldn't help but smile through the tears.



The pain you must have felt...losing us all...I can't imagine...I'm sorry...



Buffy rose, Giles taking her into his waiting embrace. Tears flowing freely from the both of them...



"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry I've brought you all into this..."



Buffy sniffled. "What are you talking about? This isn't your fault...this...all of this...this is our fate...our destiny..."



"Buffy's right, Giles...if it wasn't you...it would have been some other Watcher..." Xander said, placing his hand on Giles' shoulder.



"You didn't have to bring Xander and I into this, though...that WAS your fault." Anya added, sarcastically.



Anya was met with three rather pointed glares.



"None of us would have made it this far without you, Giles. I couldn't make it without you..." Buffy said, hugging the Watcher dearly. Xander and Anya followed suit, surrounding Giles in a group embrace.



Giles had never felt so overwhelmed with emotion. All of his years of training as a Watcher had taught him to control his emotions...they had taught him to care without caring...to be supportive, but not to nurture...no, that was not a Watcher's job...that was a parent's job. It was at that moment that he realized that he was no longer these amazing young one's Watcher...he was, in fact, their father - and he loved them as any father would...



...and as any father would, he blamed himself.





Meanwhile.....



Willow felt her legs go weak under her as another wave of emotions hit her.



"Oh my..." Willow said, her knees buckling - Tara caught her mid fall...



"Baby! Are you alright?"



"I...I think I'm feeling one of those echoes you were talking about before..."



Tara eased her down, sitting next to her, putting her arm around her waist...



"...it's kind of a mish-mosh of things...there's sadness...a lot of sadness...but there's also love..."



"Is there anything I can do?"



Willow smiled half-heartedly.



"You're already doing it...just hold me..."







To Be Continued....

[Arwen276]

wow! It's so sad, yet so beautiful and filled with love!!





More!!





~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[Incitatua 8]

Just read all that you have written and it is truly an incredible story. You delivered the log cabin and they are married. It was so sweet and romantic the way Willow remembered the wedding day. My heart really went out to Tara. I'm so glad she and I didn't have to wait too long for Willow to be in her arms again. My only concern now is their future. You also promised children...so I hope that means that Willow will remain, because quite frankly if there is chance that she would have to leave Tara...I'd have to say good bye to Buffy and the others ! Cruel, but true! Please keep them together!

Praise again for the regular updates...keep them coming. I am enjoying both of your stories ! Thanks.

[LostWithoutTara]

Great update, both very sad with Giles and the gang and sweet with W/T. You also really got Anya's character down with her tactless comments. As always, awaiting the next update!

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[Willowtara19]

I have to agree with Arwen on this one: there was sadness, but it was also so very beautiful and filled with so much love



This update was great, Cin!! You rock!!!



I'm sorry I'm gonna ask this again, but, what can I do?



Update? Soon?? Pleeeeease??? I'm desperate to more of this fic of yours!!



Willowtara19



PS: I'll throw in one more of this one for luck! He he he!

[Red Jassy]

CZ,

hey..

i just started reading your fic and finished 'til your last update in one seating... wow and its so late here

i got to sleep you know... heheh.. awesome fic.. i love it.

thanks for the fic.. i love the part where willow's concern for Tara shows a lot.. s0 sweet...

Awww so sad for buffy and Giles.. those parts are s0 touching and heart felt

thanks..



update soon... ill be waiting.. heheh... just another humble fan awaiting your fic hmmmm.....



J

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Cause you were made for me/Somehow I'll make you see/How happy you make me


I can't live this life/Without you by my side/I need you to survive
So stay with me/You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside/that I'm sorry. » Evanescence