Wow... This is just so wrenching. Like others have said, the concept that Tara feels she is sick is because she is defective in some way is truly painful to read.
To have a childhood clouded only by sickness and struggle... Makes my chest hurt trying to imagine it. And to be so helpless to changing the situation.
I hope Tara can throw caution to the wind and allow herself to truly live for these next six months--without fear, without boundaries.
Can't wait to read more.

because I was trying to write this review and had to keep back-tracking. So, I am kinda hoping you'll write some more.