New Fic - "My First"

[FIRESIGN]

Disclaimers:        “I Will Be The Candle – You Will Be The Flame” Lyrics and Music by David Foster







Giles and Buffy had cleaned out the hospital gift shop of every candle that they had...and the room was now filled with the soft glow of candlelight...the drab hospital linens replaced with a crimson colored throw...and soft music playing in the background.



The site caught both women off guard as they both uttered the same word...



"Wow..."



Chapter Sixty-nine A



“Wait a second…how in the heck can we be having lit candles here…in a hospital room…with the oxygen in the room and all!” Willow said, starting to panic.



“Baby…it looks like they’ve valved off the ports…look…it’s all okay…so don’t worry…let’s just enjoy this…okay?”



Suddenly the songs on the CD changed…



I can’t help myself…how come you’re so beautiful?



I don’t know what’s going on…but there’s a change in emotional reaction…



Gaze into my eyes…I’m gonna take you far away…



Slow down…slow down…or I might push you away…



I want you so bad…





Tara slowly closed the door behind her, and then moving around Willow’s wheelchair, she stood in front of her, holding out her hands…



“Would you like to dance with me?” she said, taking Willow’s hands in hers.



"More than anything..." Willow said, smiling.



Willow used Tara as her anchor, pulling herself up. Tara wrapped her arms around her wife, holding her in her safe embrace as they slowly moved to the music…



Do I need to tell you that I burn for you?



Did I need to tell you what you already knew?



I will be the candle…and you will be the flame in my heart…





“I’ll never forget that night…after Oz left…” Tara began “I was so sure I was going to lose you…and then when you showed up at my dorm room…with the candle…and you told me that it was me that you wanted to be with…I’ve never felt so loved…so cherished…so wanted…” She said, the emotions of remembering that night flooding back to her senses…



“That’s because you are…Tara, I love you more than life itself…without you…I am nothing…life is nothing. You always were…and you always will be the flame in my heart…” Willow said, leaning into Tara’s embrace, their bodies fitting together like two pieces of the same magical puzzle…completing each other.



The two remained that way, lost in each other’s arms as they swayed back and forth…the air an intoxicating mixture of music and love…as they slowly lifted off the ground.



Willow could feel Tara’s energy coursing through her body…filling it with warmth and love and strength…



Without realizing it, they slowly drifted towards the bed, never breaking contact with one another.



Tara pulled back, looking into Willow’s eyes…



“A-are you sure…I mean…are you sure you’re up to this?”



“More than you’ll ever know…” Said Willow, breathlessly…her Emerald eyes dilating with desire…



That was all the encouragement that the blonde needed as she pressed her lips to Willow’s as they slowly descended onto the bed below…





To Be Continued...

Edited by: FIRESIGN at: 11/19/03 1:53 am

[sam darls]

That was wonderful. I loved it, especially Tara's and Willow's speech about how they feel. So beautiful. Love sammi xx

[FIRESIGN]

Disclaimer:        “I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You” Lyrics by Will Jennings



Chapter Sixty-nine B



The two lovers barely noticed that they had landed on the bed, as the song changed on the CD...



Moon so bright, night so fine,

Keep your heart here with mine...

Life’s a dream we are dreaming.



Words weren’t needed...they let their bodies and the music speak for them...



Tara slid gently to Willow’s side, running her hands up the redhead’s thigh, all the while gazing deeply into her wife’s eyes...memorizing every curve of her beautiful face...Willow raised her hand, caressing the blonde’s silken locks, pulling her close as their lips met once again in a heated exchange...



Race the moon, catch the wind,

Ride the night to the end...

Seize the day, stand up for the light.

I want to spend my lifetime loving you...

If that is all in life I ever do.



Pulling away from the kiss, Tara swung her leg gently over Willow’s body, straddling her. Willow’s hands slid up the velvety skin of her wife’s midsection as Tara unbuttoned her peasant top...her back arched, her head tossed back in pleasure as Willow’s soft hands arrived at their destination, slowly kneading the ample mounds...



Heroes rise, heroes fall,

Rise again, win it all...

In your heart, can’t you feel the glory?



Tara leaned over her love, bringing with her the object of Willow’s desire as the redhead took the erect nipples into her mouth, first one and then the other...lavishing attention on both...her hands sliding down Tara’s smooth curves, over her hips, and under her skirt...coming to rest on her buttocks...squeezing the warm flesh and pulling her closer...



Through our joy, through our pain,

We can move worlds again...

Take my hand, dance with me.



Wanting no barriers between their love, Tara reached behind Willow’s neck, untying the hospital gown and tossing it aside...she leaned back, running her fingers along her wife’s smooth, taut stomach...lightly across the healing incision. They had endured so much to be together...and Willow had paid the price for their love with her blood. A single tear ran down the blonde’s cheek, only to be wiped away by Willow’s hand as she smiled softly at her wife as if to say that she would do it all again in a heartbeat...



I want to spend my lifetime loving you -

If that is all in life I ever do.

I will want nothing else to see me through -

If I can spend my lifetime loving you.



Tara leaned down, their lips meeting once again, feasting on the passion, the love, the want...never breaking contact...becoming deeper still as they both entered each other, slowly rocking their hips in an erotic ballet...



Thought we know we will never come again -

Where there is love, life begins...

Over and over again.



Neither woman noticed the arcs of blue energy flashing between their bodies as they continued to ravish each other...the heat raising to a fevered pitch that culminated in a flash of intense white energy as the two lovers climaxed in perfect harmony...



Save the night, save the day,

Save the love, come what may,

Love is worth everything we pay.



...and it truly was...the two lovers laid safely in each other’s arms, sharing each other’s dream of a lifetime of love together...



I want to spend my lifetime loving you -

If that is all in life I ever do.

I will want nothing else to see me through -

If I can spend my lifetime loving you.



To Be Continued...

Edited by: FIRESIGN at: 11/19/03 11:25 am

[LostWithoutTara]

Lovely.

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[BloodSuckinFiend]

That...was...fantastic!

A sweet romantic night of lovemaking after all that trauma is just what the doctor ordered!

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~ "I don't know how to behave around women of the opposite sex." - Space Ghost

[Yellow Crayon]

Wow!



That was amazing!!!











cant wait for more!!!

[sam darls]

Aww..that was so good. And I love the song "I want to spend my lifetime loving you"- such a sweet song. Love sammi xx

[Arwen276]

Wonderful Update!!

I love the sweet words they exchange, it's so perfect!!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[The Rose24]

*Sigh* Beautiful.



It makes you forget there is something after them.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[LostWithoutTara]

Wonderfully written, very tender and romantic.

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[littlecrazy80]

That was just Wow!!!



*lil´c*

Let´s get happy and let´s be gay. germany´s grand prix song



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[intricate mirage]

Beautiful update

Cassie





Ask me if I loved you yesterday. I'll say 'Yes'

Ask me if I love you today. I'll say 'Yes'

Ask me if I'll love you tomorrow. I'll say 'Always'

[FIRESIGN]

Hey Everybody -



Sorry - I'm really bad about replying to feedback...things have been crazy around here - but here goes:



SAM DARLS: Thanks so much - I'm really glad you liked the speech! I really like those song lyrics as well!



LOST WITHOUT TARA: Thanks - I'm glad you liked it...I like writing the schmoozy stuff! hehe



BLOODSUCKINFIEND: I agree...a romantic night of lovemaking was just what the doctor ordered! hehe!



TARAS SHADOW: Thanks so much, Holly - that means a lot coming from you! Can't wait to read more on your NANLT!!!



YELLOW CRAYON: Thanks - glad you liked it!



ARWEN 276: Thanks! I am a sucker for romantic wording! hehehe!



THE ROSE 24: Yes...it does make you forget momentarily that something is after them...I think that they needed that...to prepare them for what lies ahead...hehe



LITTLE CRAZY 80: Thanks so much - glad you like it!



INTRICATE MIRAGE: Thanks...with characters as great as these - it's easy to write beautiful stuff for them...



Okay...if I forgot anybody...please forgive me! You ALL are absolutely GREAT! I really appreciate you reading my stories! I'll keep writing as long as you all keep reading!



Thanks again,



Cin

[FIRESIGN]

Here's some more people that I REALLY need to thank...sorry about that...



BLUEWILLOWWITCH: I really look forward to your feedback - it's always so enthusiastic! I love it! I'm so glad you're liking the stories! Thanks!



SJ: Yeah...that's definitely a remedy I'd like to try! hehe!



WINTERS DREAMER: Performance anxiety? That's putting it mildly! hehehe!



WASHI: You little sex kitten! I'm glad you're enjoying the stories...your opinion (especially in the sex scenes) really means a lot!!! Thanks!



AMBERALYSONLOVER: Thanks - I'm so glad you're enjoying the stories!



WILLOWTARA19: V - love the feedback, girl! You make my day!!!



Again - thanks so much for reading everybody - you are the BEST!



-Cin

[SJ]

Beautiful update

[FIRESIGN]

Chapter Seventy



Giles and Buffy sat in the waiting room on the same floor as Willow’s room...



“I wonder how things are going in there...” Buffy said, elbows on her knees, her chin resting in her hands.



“Honestly? I’d rather not think about it...” Giles said with a sigh, leaning back onto the wall that he was standing against.



“Oh come on, Giles...you’ve been around when those two have gone at it...you know what they’re like!” Buffy said, perking up...she loved to get the otherwise prim-and-proper Englishman worked up...and she knew that this was the perfect opportunity. Too perfect to pass up, that was for sure!



“Buffy...this may come as a complete shock to you...but I don’t sit around thinking about all of my children’s sex lives...or my lack of one, for that matter!” He cringed. “Willow...she’s so...innocent...and young...and...”



“So like the energizer bunny in bed!” Buffy said, butting in.



The Watcher cringed at the thought.



“Did you really have to put it that way?”



“What? Listen...I’ve roomed next to these two on several occasions...let me tell you...Willow is SO not the innocent little red-head that she leads us all to believe! She’s quite the little sex-kitten!”



“Could you please not use that term...”



“What? SEX KITTEN?” Buffy said, grinning.



“Um...yes...that one...I think I’ll go find myself a spot of Earl Grey...” he said, heading for the door...



That was, until both he and Buffy were enveloped in a wave of energy that coursed through both of their bodies leaving both of them rather ‘weak at the knees’...



“Wow...” Buffy said...a blank look on her face.



Neither of them had noticed Xander and Anya walking down the hallway.





“I’ll second that Wow...” Xander said, walking in through the doorway of the waiting room.



“Whew! That was some major witchy-love wave those two just put out! Xander...you could take lessons from them! Now THAT’S an orgasm!” Anya said, sarcastically.



“Good Lord...I feel like I need a smoke...” Giles said, ashamedly.



“Well...I guess from the...um...little bit of ’happiness’ that we all just shared...I’d say that it was all a success...” Buffy said, trying to keep herself from laughing.



“Um...yes, I should think so...” said the Watcher.



“Listen...if I know those two...they’ll be going for round two in a few minutes here...maybe we should go get some greasy goodness or something while we’re waiting...you know...little further away from here?” Xander suggested.



“I think that’s a wonderful idea, Xander...” Giles said, thankful that he had suggested it. The Watcher didn’t relish the thought of another round of orgasmic treats from his two ‘daughters’.



“I’d love to...I really would...you have no idea...but I don’t want to be too far from Wills...with everything that’s going on...” Buffy said, remembering the danger that her sister was in.



Xander nodded at the Slayer in understanding.



“You take care of her, Buff...” he said. “...we’ll bring you your own little bag of greasy goodies.”



“Thanks, Xander.” She said, sitting back down in the chair.



“Anya...you coming?” Xander asked.



“Not yet...but with any luck, I soon will be!” she answered, matter-of-factly.



“I take it you’re staying, then.”



“Are you kidding? Let me see...go get burgers with Xander and Mr. Fuddy-duddy...or stay here for multiple witchy-orgasms of a lifetime...” she said sarcastically.



“I’ll take that as a yes...” Xander said, taking Giles by the arm. “Come on G-man...I’m buying...at least I’m still good for something...”



“What? Oh...yes...we’ll be back shortly...” said the Watcher as they headed out the door.



Anya sat back in her chair, grinning from ear to ear like a kid on Christmas morning...



"Oh boy...I can't wait for them to start up again...do you think it will be much longer? Maybe we should go tell them to hurry it up a bit!"



"Cool your jets, demon-girl...we're not going to do anything..."



Anya stuck out her bottom lip, and crossed her arms across her chest, pouting...



"Oh...don't get your panties into a bind, Anya...if I know these two...you'll be getting your jollies any second now!" Buffy said, reassuring the ex-vengeance demon.



Once again, the smile returned to Anya's face as she settled into the chair...awaiting the next wave of witchy-goodness...



To Be Continued...

[sam darls]

Hehe..that was great. The sex kitten line had in giggles Wonderful update. love sammi xx

[littlecrazy80]

This update was funny.



*lil´c*

Let´s get happy and let´s be gay. germany´s grand prix song



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[LostWithoutTara]

Brilliant!

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[Karmah]

HEY CIN

Awsome update lmao I am sitting here waiting on the next round of witchy goodness thanks for the update

Arron

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~

[The Rose24]

This is flippin' hilarious. Willow is a sex kitten? Only with Tara.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[bluewillowwitch]

Cin ,

Just got caught up and I have to say that I love this fic! Buffy and Giles really set the mood for and didn't they. When the waves of "witchy-goodness" started to roll i was ! It was so funny. Can't wait to more. Update soon, please?





Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[SJ]

Great update,very funny

[Willowtara19]

Cin!!



Man, did I lose a lot of updates....bad me!!



I better start with the feedback-ey goodness



Chapter 65: Loved the talk about having s...and Buffy's comment was just



Chapter 66: Really liking the Slayer's blood in here...do you know where I can get me some? And the interaction between and ...they're just sooo sweet



Chapter 67: Loved this update too.... Buffy can be really dense sometimes, can't she? Oh....where can I get the recipe to get that remedy?







Chapter 68: Wow....what a room...Buffy and Giles are just soo sweet to both of them, aren't they?



Chapter 69 A: Okay...that was just really sweet, and lovely, and wonderful, and romantic... I love it, Cin



Chapter 69 B: Wow...after reading this...am I going to be able to express what I think of it?? That was just so passionate...but at the same time it was sweet and tender...Cin, gotta love the way you write



Chapter 70: Hehehe....this update was just too funny...LMAO



Well, I think I caught up with all the updates in here...but I still wanted to add something...I love your writing, Cin...the way you combine everything (passion, love, happiness, laughter...) You're just the best!



And, as always, I can't hardly wait to the next update! Soon, pleeeeease???



Willowtara19

[FIRESIGN]

Chapter Seventy-one





Tara layed in Willow's arms...both basking in the afterglow of perhaps the most intense and passionate lovemaking session of their lives...



Tara ran her hand gently over her wife's stomach, revelling in the softness of it...like a combination of the most luxurious velvet and silk...she looked down, her eyes widening with surprise...



"Tara? Baby? What's the matter?" Willow asked, raising her head from the pillow that it had been resting on.



"Will...your incision...it's completely healed! Look!" she said, running her hands over the area once again.



Willow looked down...seeing only a faint reddened scar where the incision had been only hours before...she ran her hand along the line, that by all rights, should have at least been tender...but it wasn't. She sat up...expecting to feel the pain shoot throughout her abdomen once again...but there was nothing...in fact...she felt better than she had in a long time...strong...energetic...and extremely...excited.



"Holy moly! I feel good! No...I feel better than good...I feel great!" she said, looking down at the vision of loveliness laying next to her...her eyes dilating as the desire within her body rose once again...



"Will? Are you sure you're alright...I mean...so soon...again?" Tara asked, knowing the look that Willow was giving her all too well...



"Oh yeah...I think the 'Faith Factor' part of my Slayer blood just got kicked major league into overdrive!" She said, smiling.



"Faith Factor?" Tara said, not having heard the term before.



"Oh yeah...definitely...um...you see...when Buffy and Faith go out and do the slaying thing...well...they kinda get this rush afterwards...you know...the old H & H thing..." Willow said, sitting up and swinging her leg over the blonde, straddling her as she ran her hands along Tara's soft stomach...



"Okay...you're losing me here...H & H?" Tara said, the heat welling up inside her once again as Willow-hand worked it's way up to her breasts...



Willow leaned over her wife, their lips so close that they were breathing each other's breath...and whispered seductively "Hungry..." she said, slowly licking Tara's bottom lip. "...and Horny." She whispered...leaning in once again, nipping the blonde's bottom lip.



Tara's back arched, her body writhing in anticipation of what was yet to come...



Meanwhile...



Giles and Xander stood in line at the Triple-meat Palace...waiting for their turn to order.



"Good Lord...this place smells of a nauseating combination of dirty sweat socks and limburger cheese...you seriously expect to acquire edible food here?"



"Relax, G-man! I've been eating here at the Chateu d' Triple-meat for the majority of my adult life...and look..." he said, pulling the sleeve of his t-shirt up and flexing his bicep "...the perfect example of the studly human male..." he said, grinning.



Giles raised his eyebrow, reaching up and pushing his glasses further along the bridge of his nose...



"What? I am...you know...studly...just ask Anya!"



"Xander...although I hate to burst your proverbial bubble, I feel somewhat compelled to remind you that Anya's taste in men has led her into dating some rather interesting characters who are less than esthetically pleasing...the first of which comes to mind is..um...a troll?"



Xander smiled, waving his finger in front of himself. "No, no...you're wrong on that one...see...Olaf wasn't always a troll...he was a big strapping manly man...that is...until Anya turned him into a troll...you see...so TECHNICALLY...she never dated a troll!" Xander said, smiling...obviously proud of himself for coming up with the explanation.



"Um...yes...I stand corrected..." Giles said, just as they reached the counter. He felt a wave of relief flow through his body as he saw the elderly grandmother-type woman standing behind the counter...



"Welcome to the Triple-meat Palace! Where our motto is 'we put a little of ourselves into every burger made!' Can I take your order?"





To Be Continued...

[Tibbs]

I confess, I actually have been following this fic for a while now, but never left feedback. I do that alot. I'm getting better though. Trying to post my imput before I run off to read more. So much fanfic.. so little time. < sigh>



But yeah, I really like this fic. I've never read about Willow and Buffy being sisters, so that was a suprise which was really cool. I must say though, the thing that actually made me post right this second was ' Triplemeat Palace '. I don't know why I found this really amusing, but thanks for the laugh.



Looking forward to more

Tibbs

[bluewillowwitch]

Cin ,

I love this fic! Go and . I love that:

Quote:

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Faith Factor

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That was great! Can't wait to more. Update soon, please?





Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[sam darls]

Hey Cin.. That was so good..and the Faith factor thing..hehe. Love sammi xx

[LostWithoutTara]

Hehe, the 'Faith Factor' was great . Triple-meat Palace... very funny. I especially liked the motto!

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[littlecrazy80]

Great update!



*lil´c*

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