New Fic: Strange Awakenings

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:17 pm

My first, proper fic. The only one i posted here before, is a one shot, and the other one i did is not appropriate for here.
So please, be kinda, and sorry for the un-regular updates, i usually post when i have time.
Thanks! and read well young one :D the force is with you!

TITLE: Strange Awakenings

AUTHOR: TaraWillow<3

RATING: PG atm, might go higher, y'know, smoochies later on :)

DISCLAIMER: Lucky Joss gets to own them :<

SUMMARY: Willow wakes up and doesn't remember Tara, or the past 9 years.

SPOILERS: Nahh :)

FEEDBACK: Definitely :D

AUTHORS NOTE: Thanks to Chris for the Title and Laragh for beta-ing me :D The Banner is made by me :)

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"Wake up sweetie," A voice whispered to me. A warm, but unfamiliar voice...

I open my eyes and stretch out looking around, then looking at the source of the voice.

A girl. Or woman, same thing really. Blue eyed blond, very pretty. But who was she?

"Um... hi?"

I sit up to get a better view of my surroundings, trying to figure this out. Before i went to sleep i with Oz ? How?

"What's wrong sweetie? You look freaked, o-or surprised"

I frown.

"And who are you, and where am I?"

She laughed

"You've never woke up and told a joke before."

I get out of the bed, grabbing a dressing gown off the floor and put it on. Why was I naked anyways? And with another girl? What is going on?

"Oh, I'm dead serious!"

She looked at me with visible confusion.

"It's Tara, sweetie. Girlfriends for 9 years?"

"I'm not gay! I love Oz! What did you do?" I shouted at the blond who looked at me with tears in her eyes, "How did I get here? I went to sleep in my dorm room! Where is this 'here' anyway? I'm still in Sunnydale right?"

The blonde nodded sadly. What all this? Did she like, put a spell on me? Drug me up? Or got me drunk! No, I went to bed next to Oz... Maybe Oz changed into a girl? No, that would be totally weird.

"D-d-do you w-w-w-want t-to c-call Buffy?" she stuttered, but I nod, "I'll f-find y-y-you s-some c-c-clothes"

She looked down as she pointed to the phone. I turn to get the phone and dial Buffy's house.

"Hello, Buffy speaking," came the familiar voice of my best friend.

"Buffy! Oh god, something weird has happened; you need to come pick me up!"

"What? What’s wrong? Where are you? Where's Tara? Are you both OK?"

I sigh, desperate.

"This 'Tara' is what’s wrong! How do you know her?! And I'm not gay! Never have, never will be! Where is Oz?"

"Whoa Will, stop right there. You are as gay as a rainbow! Oz cheated on you and left 9 years ago. Is this a prank? Is Tara giggling behind you?"

"To hell she isn't! She's getting me clothes, come pick me up and explain me this poopy! And Oz would never cheat on me! You know that."

"Veruca."

"Huh? Is that meant to mean something? Like an insult or something?"

"No, Dummy, Veruca is the name of who Oz cheated with. You know? Slutty singer at the Bronze? You said you hated her, very much, a lot."

"I don't know or remember anyone called Veruca; anyway, what sort of name is that? Her parents must have hated her"

"Will, stay there. I'll be over in a sec."

"Right. OK. Hurry!"

I hang up and put the phone back where it was. That Tara girl stood shyly behind me, now dressed, looking down, hiding her face with her hair, handing the clothes she'd retrieved for me.

"Thanks, where's the bathroom?"

"T-t-that door" she pointed to the door on the left to me.

I nodded with a small smile and left the room to get dressed. I put the clothes in the sink and inspect myself in the mirror. My hair is long. When did that happen? Scissors... I open a few drawers and finally find what I was looking for. A big chunky pair of scissors. I lift them up to were approximately my hair was like before and chopped the hair off.

"I am Willow Rosenberg and I love Oz, Daniel Osbourne."

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To.. Be... Continued !!

Laragh · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:23 pm

DIBS!

I don't care that I've already read it, I still want dibs!

Poor Tara :(

Oh and I think Strange Awakenings is a great title!

:peace

sapphoselene · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:26 pm

wow... very interesting idea.... I feel bad for Tara.

What happened to Willow... why can't she remember... good beginning.

I can't wait to see what happens next.

:kitty

taysla · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:26 pm

OWW.

I like this Fic.

I like the title.

U should continue like now. :smash

Tay

Hidden In You1023 · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 6:16 pm

very, very interesting beginning. Poor Tara :(

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:40 pm

Laragh: Hehe, pain first, then lovin' xD and Chris found me a Title :D

Sapphoselene: all shall be reviled in good time :D boredom = creativity time for me :D hope you'll like this chapter :)

Taysla: Thanks, and Thanks :D and continuing, like, now :D

Hidden in You1023: Thanks :) and Tara will live to see another happy day hehe :)

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:41 pm

I had forgotten about having my clothes in the sink as I cut my hair. So I carefully picked them up and shook the hair into the bin, then quickly put the clothes on. They fit, and Tara didn't seem to be my size, she has nice big hips. Nice? Ewww! I mean, I'm zero with gay-ness and proven! Proof is Oz! Where is Oz? Did he cheat on me? No he wouldn't, he said he loved me. He does. He told me last night, after we spent lovey time.

Would she mind if used her tooth brush? She wouldn't, she seems nice, but still, me no likes waking up naked next to her, ick! She could of... Did she?... Not sure if i feel like i did, all i remember is Oz...

But would Buffy lie to me? Or is it a stupid joke she's playing at with Xander ? Nahh, she sounded serious over the phone. But, Oz and me never saw a band that said 'Veruca' in it. 'Cause i don't think Slut Bombs are Oz's favorite choice of girls.

I hear voices talk outside. Buffy! Great now I can leave this hell and she can tell me why this is happening and why everyone had a memory problem... That must be it! Tara put a spell on every to think I've been her girlfriend! Okay, going to see Buffy now. I open the door to see the two girls talking.

"Hey Will, ready to go? And where did your hair go?" Buffy asked as both of them stood up.

"Yes, very, very ready to go and chopped it off. Can we go now? Please?"

Buffy stuck her tongue out at me.

"Come on then."

I left the room, followed by Buffy and for some reason Tara. I lean in to Buffy and whisper.

"Why is she coming ?"

"She's one of the Scoobies Will, be nice, even know you're all weird today."

"Can you come here a sec?"

They stopped walking, but let Tara head to the car.

"Buffy I'm not weird! She put a spell on you guys to make you believe I'm her girlfriend! Isn't it obvious? Oh wait, you’re under a spell you wouldn't know. What happened to Oz?"

"Oh. My. God," Buffy growled, "Do I have to slap you? I hope not. You told me about Tara, which I'm glad you did. Then, Oz cheated on you with another werewolf, he left. You came out to us all, and you've been happy with Tara ever since. When her family wanted to take her home, we all helped for her to stay. She is part of our family. She is the most caring, strongest person I know. When Oz came back for you, he tried to attack Tara, but she was still nice and caring to him. She was willing to be your friend even if you would have chosen Oz. What has gotten into you? I remember when you told us just the other day, for the hundredth thousandth time she's your forever and always. And damn I remember all the things i could hear from the bedroom walls, poor Dawnie."

I look at her frowning deeply. These are lies. Big huge lies. This never ever happened! There is no way on God's Earth I'd sleep with another girl, or, or fall in love with one! It’s a spell, they are under a spell. They don't know, I'm the only one not affected. Or maybe I'm under a spell? Nahhh, no spell can be put on me, I'm the Spell-Girl !

"And?" Buffy asked.

I look at her blankly.

"You're under a spell, what you just said, though very nice and emotional and so on, it’s all fake. You think it’s real, it’s all just gobaldy-goop."

"Don't gobaldy-goop me Rosenberg!" Buffy almost shouted, her anger growing, "I don't know what has happened, but I know the love of your frickin' life is hurting!"

She pointed over to Tara.

"That girl would jump through hoops for you! Ride a bull, dance with a Chihuahua, hell,

even get bitten by a vampire or, or die for you! And after 9 years of you and her being in lovely love, you deny it all!"

"I'm NOT gay!" I yell at her.

She slapped me.

"Don't yell! And I'll give you proof! Come to la Maison Des Summers and you'll see proof! Filmage and Picturage !"

"Don't '-age' me! They'd be faked too!"

"Haven't you thought you might be under the spell? Huh? Maybe you're the one gone loopy here!"

"I'm not under a spell"

Slapped again.

"Stop hitting her!" Tara stood in front of me, "She... I don't know w-what’s happening! But don't slap her or shout! P-please?"

Buffy gave up frustrated.

"Fine."

"Thanks."

I smile before she gets into the front seat of the car. I sit in the back, not wanting to argue with Buffy or sit near Tara. I mean, I have nothing against people who are gay, gay people are nice! Like normal people. Just I'm not part of the gay population. Even if the encounter with Vampy me was kinda weird. She’s the gay-y one, not me! I mean, yes, she's an attractive woman, with nice hips and protective-ness. But still, I'm Willow!

I'm Willow Rosenberg, I use magic, and I'm a geek, also a mocha extraordinaire. I'm dating Oz, apparently i love a girl and Buffy slapped me. Twice.

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TO BE CONTINUED ;D

Laragh · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:45 pm

Willow, Willow, Willow.

You're in love with Tara. Tara is in love with you. You enjoy plenty of sexytimes together.

Don't make Buffy slap you again to get it through your head!!!

sapphoselene · **Posted:** Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:50 pm

stubborn Willow hurting Tara... not so much with the fun... hope Willow comes to her senses soon

and Buffy slapping Willow... didn't work... still wacked in the head...

poor Tara

:kitty

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Sun Jul 25, 2010 1:37 pm

Laragh: She'll find out... soon.. ish ? lol Buffy slapping might come back in the future, and i think maybe angry Ripper hitting some one too xD

Sapphoselene: Hurting is never fun :( and maybe the wacked head will stimulate something? who knows? (well i do but shhh!)

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Buffy parked in front of the house as she finished her last call. Everyone was meeting at hers. Why is ever one making a huge fuss out of this? I have no idea. Can't they be like 'oooh I got fake memories! Willow thank you for telling us! Let’s go party at the Bronze and you can go see Oz!' But nooo, everyone has to go 'boo hoo, Willows saying we got memories. She's wrong, she's got fake memories, bwahahaha'. Pffft. Silly people. I got out of the car and followed the two blondes into the house. Everyone was already here, who was Buffy talking to on the phone when they parked up then?

"Hey guys."

I smile and go sit on the couch, in my comfy middle spot. I noticed that Tara stood awkwardly, arms crossed, listening closely to peoples conversations.

"What is the problem Buffy?" Giles asked as he sat on the leaned against wall at the entrance to the living room.

"Well, Willow here seems to have forgotten everything for the past...oh, 9 years!!?"

"Woaaah! Joking right?" Xander asked, no one answered, "Woooah! Not a joke!"

"You don't remember anything?" Dawn asked.

I frowned.

"I didn't forget anything! You're the ones with fake memories! It’s a spell I tell you! Tara's spell! I bet it was her. Your vibes send off that sort of message, the 'raaawr i use magic to make you think stuff and make a frog army to rule the world’!"

I noticed out of the corner of my eye, Tara grinning. Why was she grinning?

"When you woke up, did you see anything? Or...or when you went to sleep?" Giles asked, putting his glasses on.

"No! Nothing is wrong with me! Stop it! You're all prodding at me, going on and on! I've done nothing wrong..."

I suddenly burst into tears, gods know why; I didn't even feel like crying. Damn my weird body. I look up and see every one looking at me in shock, but the only one
with a gleam of concern in their eyes was Giles and Tara. Stupid! I stand up and leave the room and sit out on the stairs. The door opens and closes and Xander sits beside me.

"Hey Will-"

"If you’re here to tell me this is because a spell is on me, then shush," I tell him as i wipe the tears from my face.

"It would take some huge power to do it on everyone Will, you know that, plus, why wouldn't it be a spell on you?" Xander looked at me in the eyes, searching for an answer.

"I know vampy-me was gay-y Xander, but i know I'm not... remember my crush on you, and Oz. Where is Oz?"

"He left Will."

"Oh yeah."

I frown as i remember Buffy telling me in her long rant about my fake life.

We went silent for a bit, and then Xander spoke up.

"What are the pros?"

"What?" I ask him, in total confusion.

"Pros, good things. About Tara."

"I don't know..."

I sigh looking away from him, knowing his eyes would go all puppy doggie like and make me say weird things.

"Come on Will, stand up," I stood up, "Come to the window and look at her," I do so, "What are the pros?"

I frown and think as I observe her closely.

She was pretty, or beautiful, nope, beautiful. She had nice calming blue eyes, long blonde hair, and nice lips. She had a nice sized chest, and I don't know why I'm pointing out things that make me sound gay-ish, never mind, got to find pros and
cons. It was nice that she had curves and wasn't shaped like a 10 year old

boy, like me. A 10 year old boy with boobs and girly-ness. From what her legs were visible from the knee high black shorts she was wearing, she had nice legs, muscled, but not manly muscle. The clothes she was wearing was dark and baggy. Meaning she wanted to hide and she felt insecure.

Did i bring the insecurity out in her? Why do i feel like i know her, when I don't? I think she's attractive and I'm not gay! Why all of this? Who would want to put a stupid spell or something to screw this all up?

"So?" Xander asked me, urging me to make decisions quickly.

"There aren't any visible cons...."

"You like everything about her. Then why do you make all this fuss about her? Oz is long, long gone. And Tara loves you, more that you realise. Can't you like, try? Maybe like, the magic kiss that brings the memories back?"

I stay silent.

Suddenly, inside, I see Tara crouch on the floor and burst into tears.

I made her hurt. She loves me. Was what Buffy said about my life true? Then, why do i feel love for Oz and when i see Tara i just see a pretty girl? What is wrong? What happened to me? What is happening?

She's crying because I denied 9 years of us. But there is no 'us'. I didn't have those 9 years. The only 'us' I remember was Oz. Buffy said Oz cheated. I must have done something wrong. I watched Dawnie try to comfort her as Buffy told Giles to find

something to break the spell, no matter who the spell was on. He nodded and followed Buffy out of the room.

For the third time this morning.

I'm Willow, witch-y, geek, with possibly 9 years of my life stolen. And still no with the Gay.

Laragh · **Posted:** Sun Jul 25, 2010 1:45 pm

Dibs!

I like the changed last line

'cept...Willow, like Buffy said, you're as gay as a rainbow!! You just said you found Tara attractive!

*sigh*

Oh and would Willow not realise she's not 18 anymore when she looked in the mirror? Like if she's 27 now, she'd look a lot different...

Looking forward to getting more!

:peace

lonelylanding · **Joined:** Fri Jul 16, 2010 4:46 pm **Posts:** 81

Its really interesting and original I can't wait for the next update! I must admit though, I feel really sorry for Tara :(

sapphoselene · **Posted:** Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:18 pm

good update... liking Xander using the logic with Willow... good that Giles is looking for answers for what happened.

Much sadness that Tara is crying :cry

please fix them... they need each other even though Willow doesn't remember... :pray

hope to see more soon ;-)

Taralover · **Posted:** Mon Jul 26, 2010 7:57 am

Poor Tara. :cry

I wonder if Oz is to blame for this?

DaddyCatALSO · **Posted:** Mon Jul 26, 2010 9:54 am

Hmm, interesting type of memory spell. It affects Willow's normal memories of the past 9 years but her false memories of Dawn which "took place" before that time are intact. (So we're sort of in the world of the Buffy animated cartoon *grin.) Which means no memory of The Key.
Is Anya still around in thsi world? Given the memories of "Doppelgaengalnd" and "Graduation day," her showing up would be another shocker, especially if she actually is Mrs. Harris in this world.

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Mon Jul 26, 2010 8:07 pm

Laragh: Yeah, i forgot a word in it and thought if i would change it a bit, it would sound better :) I know you've read the next update already, so i can't really say enjoy the next one xD

Lonelylanding: who wouldn't feel bad for her? poor gal :'(

Sapphoselene: hehe.. more surprises to some :)

Taralove: mwuahahaaa, imma give no spoilers ;)

DaddycatALSO: Anya is still around yes, but not sort of around Sunnydale. I've taken it as season 6 had occurred, without the shooting part :) So Anya is with the vengeance movement again, but i think she'll come in soon, not sure :)

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Mon Jul 26, 2010 8:08 pm

"So?"

"So...?" I reply back to him.

Was there anything I had to say back to him? Was there anything I had to say to him, at all?

"Right, ok, I'm going to go in. Here me? I'm going in and sending Tara out. You'll both talk. Big talk. No shouting, no not talking. Because next up to talk sense into you is either Dawnie or Giles. And I'd like to spare you from Giles's lectures."

He turned away and headed back in.

Why did I even wake up this morning? I could have had a lie in. Maybe this is all a dream maybe if I pinch my self... Nope this is real, and now my arm hurt. Stupid!

I sit on the stairs again and wait for the taller girl to arrive. Time passing, slowly, I start to hum the Sponge Bob Square Pants theme to get me back into my good mood. But, the door opened, obviously Tara, and the person sat beside me. Yes, it’s her.

"Uhh, hi?" I repeat what i said when i woke up, but with less confusion.

"H-hi."

She looked down, avoiding looking at me, but in the little time I saw her eyes, I saw that the tears were ready to flow out again.

"Listen, i don't know what’s happen, ok? I'm just...really freaked about this. It does seem that i have 9 years gone, coz hello! I don't have my 18 year old looks anymore! But i think this gay thing is nonsense because, hey! Crushed on Xander for ages and dated mister guitarist, aka Oz!"

"Y-y-y-y-y-you... I m-m-m-mean..."

She tried to speak but her stutter seemed to not want her to. Which is a shame, ‘cause she does have a nice voice.

"I have nothing against gay people, I had a friend, Larry, he was gay, his Gran set him up with guys, kinda weird. But he's dead, killed by evil vamps. Stoopid Giant Snake Mayor," I grumble, "He killed most of the pupils at the school, some teachers too. So happy he ate Snyder though, little deformed munchkin."

"I-i-i-i k-k-k-know... b-b-b-b-but-"

"I mean, you’re nice and all, but I just don't see me and you together. Well I get a visual and its kinda icky, sort of thing Xander would like... I think?"

"W-w-w-w-wait, i-i-i-i..."

"I mean, guys have a thing for that. They see two girls kissing and all they do is stop and gawk at it, letting flies go in and out of their mouth. Stupid guys, pervert-y, sex obsessed guys..."

I suddenly feel soft lips against mine. Who...? Wait, what is she? She is kissing me? Oh god, ick ick ick! Girly lips touching other girly lips! What do I do? Maybe I kiss back? Wait, kiss back means i want to kiss or I like it or something... Do i like it? Do i want to kiss her? I feel a tickle at the bottom of my belly. Hello? Little tickle in my belly? Is that an answer? Tickle on more time for a yes, and don't for a no. I feel the tickle again. As promised to the little tickle, I kiss her back, getting a happy moan from the other girl. Our lips part and close repeatedly, and soon, pick up speed as it becomes more intense.

Why on God's earth am I doing this?

My body moves closer to hers and I cup her cheek. Oh my God. Body! Stop doing this! I command you! Please? I feel her hands hold me closer and I crack. I pull away quickly and shuffle away.

She blushes and looks down as I stare at her wide eyed.

"What? Huh? Why?" I asked myself out loud.

"S-s-sorry, I-I-I t-thought..."

"No, I'm asking myself this, not you, I know why you did. I don't know why I did."

"Did what?"

"Kiss back. I kissed you back Tara! I kissed you back and let my tickle in the belly take over! And I'm still not gay by the way. Even with the kiss, no, no..."

"O-o-ok, but W-w-willow?" I turn my attention to her, "Will you at least b-be my friend? G-get to know me, w-w-we could d-do a spell? W-w-we used t-to do spells. I-I-It was fun," she smiled.

I couldn't help but smile back at her, and I had no idea why.

lonelylanding · **Joined:** Fri Jul 16, 2010 4:46 pm **Posts:** 81

I like that you're really using Tara's stuttering to show her insecurity, it would really suck to have your girlfriend forget about you and start talking about their ex-boyfriend >.< , Oh and I really like the way Willow talked to her belly lmao. Nice update!

perchiper · **Joined:** Fri Jul 31, 2009 8:42 pm **Posts:** 67

[quote="tarawillow And the corruption begin! Commence Operation: Corrupt Willow - Stage 2.

Willow's confusion was narrated wonderfully.

DaddyCatALSO · **Posted:** Tue Jul 27, 2010 7:18 am

Umm, I think Giles needs to get involved, and not in a "lecture" way but in a find-out-what-happened way. Buffy and Xander need to stop and think (not either one's long suit, I grant) that this isn't soemthing that Willow can overcome by talking. Altho her own body can be doing soem talking she'll lsiten to. (As Keith Topping said in hsi comemnts on "No Assmebly Required," in Slayer "Give her time."

Taralover · **Posted:** Tue Jul 27, 2010 7:39 am

How sweet, they can fall in love all over again. :wtkiss

sapphoselene · **Posted:** Tue Jul 27, 2010 11:11 pm

very good update... i like that Tara did the kiss to stop the willowbabble... and Willow let her body lead her sad that she stopped...

good that Tara asked to be friends and about doing spells... let the subtle seduction of Willow begin again... lol

Zampsa1975 · **Posted:** Wed Jul 28, 2010 1:03 pm

Really interesting story so far... Tara really needs a very big hug... I hope Scoobies very soon find out which Big Bad messed with Willow's memories... If it's Oz, I truly hope that Tara is the one who :smash

his sorry ass...

ShesaGoddess · **Joined:** Wed Nov 04, 2009 8:58 am **Posts:** 27

Woah, I like the story so far. Really curious what caused all of this.
I hope Tara will be okay with it. With all the stuttering going on, the insecurity, I'm glad they're still talking, and that they'll at least be friends.

Oh, and I like all the confused thoughts going from "Ew, I'm not gay" to "She is kinda attractive."

P.S. yay for :wtkiss

hannahtoo · **Posted:** Fri Jul 30, 2010 5:43 pm

What is Willow playing at?!... though I'm sure she'll see sense eventually

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Sat Jul 31, 2010 4:53 pm

Hey guys :D
woooooooooah its me, hehe...
so, to that point, the point where this post has an actually meaning and not some dribble drabble about nonsense-y stuff" , coz thats pointless, and this actually has a point *shuts up now* technically i'm not shutting up.. but y'know :)

OK. So, there might not be a post for a couple of weeks or so, i'm moving out to a different town, on my own to a Children's home sorta thing-y, and i'll need time to settle in. Y'know the arranging my clothes, putting stuff away, getting used to the way everything is done around there, and mostly just re-arranging things over and over to make them look neater when its all impeccable...
I usually do that when i'm nervous, one of my various habits, for example; not eating, babbling, rarely stuttering, looking at my hand and cleaning my nails. lol

But! after the days of getting settled in, i'm going camping at the beach. Obviously, no computers there.
But i'll be scribbling and scrapping paper constantly while coming up with ideas that i'll surely through away the time i get back and use one of the many computers they have there (They have 4 and a library!)

And its not exactly a children's home, 'cause you don't get carted off to a new family. You just live there for 6 to 12 months, then the judge decides if you should stay longer or not, then if you don't have to stay, you get ripped apart from your new friends to go back home to the people you don't like !

If you are wondering about what made me and my brothers be put into this thing-y, its because of maaaany family issues.
Oldest brother, when he is drunk, Bipolar and has ADHD. Well when he's drunk, he smashes things (3 windows, 2 doors, 5 cups, a lamp and his hand, well his hand he cut it but nvm) he also tried to hang himself, he almost killed me with a knife cause i took the belts and ran off, after he got rid of his GF who got hit with weights. Oh and he accused my dad of rapping me and him.
I denied it over and over, i felt sick the hole time because i was lying, but i wanted my family to stay together, y'know ?
One other time he had to walk home from another town then he called us and said he called the cops saying i was rapped and so on...
My mother is bipolar too, has arthritis, missing cartilage in her back. She wasn't able to walk around to much, mostly cause her pain was worse because she was overweight. She got sent to a Psychiatric clinic, so she'd be better, and so that she could try to keep hold of us, as she was 'cured'. But obviously, that idea failed.
My brother Isaac is a year younger that me, he's almost like a best friend. We have hilaaaarious time together, but sometimes we hate each other and beat each other up till one get badly hurt (huge bruises ?) Some time ago, he was unhappy cause he thought no one cared for him because he never got attention, so tried to hang himself. Littlest brother noticed and got dad to cut the string...
So the judge said our family wasn't able to stay together.

Thats mostly why it all happened :P hehe
And woaaah this is a huge rant ! And i'm sorry there is no update for this, i've got to get up early to prepare to go after tomorrow and i think this will be the last time i'll be on here for a while till i'm back.

And thanks for the nice comments guys, i appreciate it!

Love y'all and see y'all soon!

Tiff xx

Laragh · **Posted:** Sun Aug 01, 2010 3:11 am

Sorry things are so rough on you at the moment, Tiff!

I hope you settle into the children's home well and make loads of new friends!

We'll all be here patiently waiting whenever you come back!

Best of luck!

:peace

Zampsa1975 · **Posted:** Sun Aug 01, 2010 8:05 am

Big hugs my dear Spell-girl!

I hope you get settled soon and make lots of friends...

I hope to hear from you soon, just take your time in updating this great story...

I truly hope that you and your little brother are able to stay together.

Hugs

tarawillow<3 · **Posted:** Sun Sep 05, 2010 5:44 am

Thanks Laragh for being patient waiting for me to email something :P and also thx for the luck, you too Sami !! :) thx both ^^

Sorry i haven't updated for ages! The holiday was delayed a week, and i couldn't risk using the KB board there, but week ends home i'll do my best to post something! So here's one for y'all :)

Hope you like it :)

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"Sure we can be friends! That’s like... normal. I mean, I know you, and I don't hate you, so that makes us acquaintances or friends. And since you hang with us, I think you'll be more of a friend then an acquaintance, since you don't get to see them much. It’s like, POOF 'Hi' to each other, talk a bit and then BAM never see them ever again, but like I said, if you hang with us, it takes you off of the acquaintances list and put into friends, or, friends in the making..."

"Will..."

"... and they all seem to like you a lot, so that puts you into the 'friends' list directly doesn't it? ‘Cause if they're your friends, then I'm friends with you voluntarily. And you seem nice anyways, I mean, you're pretty, you've been nice and not shout-y or hit-y with me even you should of and I owe ya one for the stopping of Buffy slaps! And I think this has rendered into one heck of a babble so think I'm going to shut up now."

Tara laughed, her hand covering her mouth, trying to make her giggle more discrete.

"Laughing with or at me?"

"W-with. I love your babble."

She looked to me and blushed, then turned her attention to the nicely cut lawn. I also observed the same spot, not realizing she was nervous, I just thought she thought that there was something amazing about the grass.

The door opened and we both turned and watched Dawn storm out followed by Buffy.

"I'm 23 Buffy! I can do what I like!"

Buffy grabbed her sister’s arm and turned her around.

"When you're going out in mid afternoon, dressed up, make-up AND hair done, I would like to know where you're going!

"Out."

"Who's the guy!? Do I know him?"

"Yes! You know HER" Dawn snapped and pulled her arm away "Now let me go!"

"Who?" Buffy asked the taller girl.

"You want to know?" Dawn laughed, raising a brow.

"Of course!"

"You introduced me to her when you were 17, and you hate her."

She shot her sister a killer look and walked away. Buffy frowned and turned to her friends.

"17... who?"

"That was with the m-mayor right?" Tara chipped in.

"Yeah, oh! I know! Faith! You totally don't like her!" I wave my hand around, emphasizing the badness, "It’s bad! She's evil Buffy! You sister is dating a skanky slut bomb!"

"She's so grounded when she gets in," the ex slayer glared in the direction Dawn left in and headed back to the door, "I'm going to see if Giles found anything."

And entered the room.

"I-I-I should go h-home" Tara said, standing up, dusting her bum off.

"Don't feel you have to. I mean, you're not obliged to go just because Dawn is dating a loony and it made them have a little argument. It’s normal with siblings... I think. I mean, they usually do in show and films and stuff' don't they?"
Tara smiled faintly and turned away.

"I r-really should go, a-and if you want to come h-home its fine, since its y-yours too. I'd take t-the couch," she looked over her arm and smiled at me, "See you later"

Zampsa1975 · **Posted:** Sun Sep 05, 2010 6:00 am

Yay for great update-y goodness... I hope Giles can truly help in getting Willow's memory back...

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