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 Post subject: Is This Love? (This is Love)
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Is This Love? (This is Love)


Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy. Or Allen Ginsberg. Or anything at all.


Summary: This was sorta inspired by my last short story. It brought me back to those old high school days and I thought I'd try to insert Tara into Sunnydale High in my own way. Lots of fun.


Rating: Will be mostly okay, but will have snippets of NC-17. And really, what's wrong with that?



Chapter 1—My Kinda Gay Sex Life



The Bronze was abuzz with young bodies dancing to the sound of an unknown indie band that, though obscure of lyrics, rocked the house with their energy and sound. Tara wondered why she’d come.


She was trying to be more social, but not a single person had approached her save for the bartender, to ask if she’d like a drink. Deep breath now, Tara, no stuttering, “Um, a coke. Please. Th-thank you.” Oh, we were so close.


She ducked her head and paid. An hour later and on her third coke, she sat, reading. I guess I’m always going to be that loser sitting with a book while the rest of the world is dancing, laughing.


And she was happy with herself, had come to accept her self. With time and her mother’s love she came to sort of even like her idiosyncrasies, or what her brother and his various high school chums had called her “weirdness.”


It was just that sometimes she wished she could be more like, say, maybe that tiny, pretty blonde girl with the brilliant smile…the one who gets to dance with that gorgeous-beyond-comprehension redhead over there. Oh, stop staring at what you’ll never have, Tara.


But those clove green eyes, kaleidoscope eyes, that bright red hair, fire I want to burn me, those candy lips, I want to be like a kid in that store.


“Hey, hey, hey,” A burly, drunk young man in a letterman jacket sidled over, sitting himself next to her and then pushing his chair much closer to hers.


“Um, h-h-hey.” Tara tried her best to disappear into the cheap plastic chair. He looks like Donny.


“Hey, hey, you’re, you’re like kinda hot for a dork.”


Tara’s eyes gaped in shock and disgust; she merely hid in her hair. Please go away soon.


“You juss gotta leave with me. You juss gotta. My roommates are ‘sleep. You jusst have to.”


She shook her head anxiously, “N-no, please, p-please just l-leave me alone.”


“Whatta What? What? Whatsa mattah? What? I’m ugly?”


“N-n-no, I, I’m n-not, I’m g-g-g-gay.”


“Gay!? You’re not g-g-g-gay, trusst me, trusst me. You just haven’t met Derek Blaisdell yet.”


Yes I have. I lived with him for 17 regretful years, in fact.


“Hey buddy!”


Tara’s eyes looked up from the floor for the first time since this man-child put his slimy sights on her. The redhead! Along with her blonde friend and a new, brown-haired boy who seemed easy to miss.


“Yeah, excuse me! I think she said she’s gay…by which I think she means, she’s gay,” The redhead spoke with an air of confidence reserved for pretty damsels in distress.


“No one was fucking askin’ ya!” The Neanderthal stood up and began puffing out his chest for the crowd, they were making a scene and he didn’t realize he was the villain.


“No one asked you to come here!” And then, anxiously, the redhead turned to Tara, “You didn’t ask him right?”


The blonde shook her head, “You’re right. I didn’t.”


The buffoon grunted finally, one last desperate attempt at saving a dignity that only ever existed in his own imagination, “Oh fuck you Blondie and your little butch girlfriend!” And with that he pushed the redhead backwards, sending her lithe body crashing into unoccupied stools.


He stood, actually proud for a moment before he felt a hard tap on his shoulder; it was the petite blonde, “Hey cutie. You ain’t g-g-g-ay are ya? Whass your name?”


“Hello moron. I be the butch girlfriend’s butch girlfriend…uh, platonically.” And with that small quip she sent him flying into a wall. With a shrug she turned to their brown-haired male companion, “Drunk assholes count as demons right?”


The boy nodded, “Beat up my dad next.”


Tara stood in shock as the two helped the redhead up, the bartender shaking his head as he dragged Derek away, “Why is it that every time you three come here something breaks?”


The brown-haired boy turned to her, “Hi, I’m Xander, are you okay?”


“I-I’m fine. Hello, I’m Tara, th-thank you f-for, for everything.”


The redhead noticed how cutely the girl’s brow would furrow whenever a word troubled her. She approached her slowly, “Hi! I’m Willow, and this is our incredibly strong friend Buffy.”


The lithe blonde, Buffy, nodded at the mention of her name. Looking Tara up and down with eyes that were suspicious of all strangers, not naturally but by necessity.


There was a silence that Willow’s energy couldn’t help but break, “Oh! You, you like Allen Ginsberg? I love him!” She pointed at Tara’s book, Howl and Other Poems.


Tara nodded, please say something interesting, please, you know so much about this! “Um, y-yeah. I-I do.”


“I-I mean I’m not some—what?—aficionado or anything. But y’know, I really love him, oh! And, and Eliot, and Whitman! But, well, except that I couldn’t really name any other poets whose books I’ve collected in any, any sort of conscious way. Do you like poetry?”


If speech were art this girl would certainly be a Magritte. At times, a Picasso even. At times, perhaps, a Dali. “Yes, I do. I um, I can totally see someone like you reciting Whitman. L-lots of lung power there.”


The redhead blushed, a little flustered. She frowned at the oddity of her response to the girl’s comment. “Yeah, I uh…I talk a lot sometimes. Sorry.”


“Hey, Will?” Buffy broke in, reminding both girls of her and Xander’s presence, “We should head out, eh? The cemetery’s a-calling.”


The redhead’s eyes bulged, “Ix-nay on the--!” She turned to Tara, “Ha! It’s what she calls her house! So, so many dead pets in the backyard y’know? N-not that they’re bad owners! There were a lot of hamsters y’know? Well, we have to go!”


The blonde bit her lip before deciding to take the most courageous action of her young life, “C-can I have your number? I-I’m sort of new in town and…”


The redhead frowned, so you don’t know I’m the nerd yet? The dog-geyser. The dorkasaurus of Sunnydale High. “Of course you can. Here,” she searched her pockets for something, pulling out a small white business card, “This is my dad’s business card, the second number is really mine. I’m supposed to be his secretary if he’s not around or busy or something. Call whenever, okay? Whenever you want.”


The blonde smiled, holding the card diligently in her hands, “Okay. Cool.”


As the Scoobies walked out into the cool night air to start in on second patrol Buffy shot Willow an oblique, teasingly suspicious look, “Teasing lesbians now, are we?”


The redhead frowned, “What’re you talking about?”


“Oh, come on,” The blonde enthused, turning to Xander for support.


“Well, Will, I think you might sorta be giving this girl the impression that you’re, you know...a gay.” The boy whispered the last word carefully into the night, as they walked past a group of young men, not wanting to be accosted by a mistaken homophobe.


Willow rolled her eyes and snorted, “Psh, as if a girl like that would ever in a million years go out with a flat-chested, pasty, geek like me.”


Buffy’s blonde brows shot dramatically up to her forehead, “And that’s the reason you’re not dating her? Shouldn’t it have a lot more to do with, oh, I don’t know…your great boyfriend Oz?”


“It does!” Willow practically shouted, her cheeks flushed, “Of course it does. Come on; let’s concentrate on not dying, shall we? Get off my kinda-gay sex life for a while.”


“Kinda what!?” Xander asked, his mouth wide as Willow and Buffy twittered into the night. If they weren’t careful they’d scare all the baddies away.

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 Post subject: Re: Is This Love? (This is Love)
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Good beginning... I hope Willow soon breaks up with Oz and begins a nice and loving relationship with Tara...

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ha, really nice start!

I hope Willow finds out her kinda-gay sex life is the real thing ^^

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Ha! Cute, I like this. I also liked pre-college Scoobiage so this was a treat. Keep going!

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oh this is quite promising, pleeeeease continue :D

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I loved this line:

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Willow practically shouted, her cheeks flushed, “Of course it does. Come on; let’s concentrate on not dying, shall we? Get off my kinda-gay sex life for a while.”


Keep up the writing! :D

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Interesting start!! ;-) Loved the Tara thoughts about Wil and the Buffster...
And also the 'butch girlfriend's butch girlfriend' line...

Say, did Tara move in with the whole Maclay family? Or is she by herself?

Kudos!

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 Post subject: Re: Is This Love? (This is Love) - Chapter 2 is up!
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Thanks so much for all the feedback, I hope you all continue to appreciate the fic. Next chapter should be up soon too. :kdevil <--I write like this.



Chapter 2-- Poor Old Will, I Knew You Well


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Her thumb slid up and down the smooth glossy card reverently. Ira D. Rosenberg. And beneath the name 7 digits, and beneath that, seven magical digits that had the power to connect her to Willow Rosenberg. A girl so gorgeous, brave, smart and kind that she made her heart flutter like hummingbird wings.


“What if I end up like Icarus?” Her soft voice wafted from where she lay, strewn on the couch of the small apartment.


“Who now?”


Tara’s eyes were azure in the light of dawn that streamed through the window behind her. It never failed to catch Leo off guard. He’d been shocked to find his niece at his doorstep just a month ago (three months after her mother, his older sister, had died), a duffel bag in her trembling hand, looking haggard, her expressive eyes emanating a deep soul-pain that had been caking up in her heart year after year. He should have known that bastard his sister had married would stoop low enough to harm even the gentlest creature. It made the bile rise in his throat to think of it, but they had won, and here they were together. So Leo Dubois smiled from where he stood, at the kitchenette connected to the small living room, musing and trying to cook.


“Icarus,” Tara repeated dazedly, she hadn’t even realized she’d said the thought out loud, “It’s a Greek myth; Icarus flew too close to the sun with wings made of wax, they melted and he died in the fall. W-when I think about Willow, I think…maybe I’m trying to fly too close to the sun, y’know?”


“Hmm, hmm, hmm,” The tall blonde man rubbed his scratchy chin thoughtfully, “She could be dangerous, huh? She might hurt you…”


“She might hurt me,” Tara assented, “But I might like it.”


Leo’s thick brows rose to his hairline, his eyes gaped at his niece’s decidedly mischievous, crooked smile, “Oh that does it, young lady. You’re calling that Willow girl. I mean, you practically sounded like a normal immature teenager. I might cry all over this wonderful dinner I’m burning.”


She laughed but chewed her bottom lip anxiously, angst written on her open face, “Well, it’s only been a day. I don’t want her to think I’m lying around mooning all over her phone number and wondering what I should say.”


The man frowned, befuddled, “That’s word for word what you’ve been doing all damn day missy!”


“Yes, but I don’t want her to think that, you see?”


He smiled, patronizing her slightly, “Makes perfect sense, Tare. The best sense I’ve heard since the Bush administration, actually.”


“Don’t drip any of that sarcasm into my burnt chicken, please,” she grinned cheekily, an adorable dimple making an appearance on her left cheek.


“Touché!”

~~

Tun-tun, tun-tun-tun, tun!


Willow knew Xander’s knock. It hadn’t changed since they were four, after all.


“It’s open!” She called from her desk, not turning her eyes away from her laptop screen; she was on level 63.


The boy sauntered in with all confidence, only to trip on a telephone cord that was practically festooned across the room. “Jesus!”


“Oh yeah, watch out,” Willow muttered, now on Level 64 and still not paying him any attention.


“Don’t you usually keep your phone by your night stand? What’s it doing on your desk? Trying to kill me is it?” He tiptoed over the tangled cable coming to stand behind the girl’s computer chair.


“My phone’s been itching to off you since the days we’d have seven hour conversations about the life and death debacles of fourteen year olds. And then we uh, turned fifteen and realized how quiet real death makes you.” The girl’s fingers danced frantically across the keyboard. “Damn c’mon! Oh, damn it! I lost! Stupid thing!” She slammed the laptop shut.


Xander’s brown eyes widened at his friend, “Hey now, hey! Since when does Willow hurt technology? Willow loves technology!”


The redhead’s brows knitted regretfully, “I’m sorry, Xand. I’m a little on edge; I’ve been playing this dumb game all day. Think I’m burnt out or something.” Her small shoulders slumped with a sad sigh.


“Why’ve you been playing all day?” He asked, “I’ve been home, you could’ve come over. Or you could’ve called…I mean you sure seem to be keeping your phone real handy lately.”


She shrugged vaguely, “Just felt like staying home, I guess.”


The shrill ringing of the phone rang cacophonous in the air between them, Willow blinked like someone who has been waiting for something so long that when it’s finally looking them in the face they can only stand dumbly, not registering the fruition of their wish (this lasted 1.3 seconds) then she leaped from the chair and picked up the phone right before the second ring could sound, “Hello!?”


Xander rolled his eyes.


“Oh! Hey, hey Oz, yes, I’m fine I—um, with Xander. No, Cordelia’s not with him. I dunno, hold on let me ask him,” she turned to her friend, “Movie tonight?”


He shrugged as he grabbed a red tennis ball from Willow’s desk that he remembered having left in her yard as a boy and began to throw the ball from one hand to another absentmindedly.


“Yeah sure,” Willow chirped, “Yeah, I’m pretty much ready, we’ll probably be heading there now. Yeah, walking. Yes, we have stakes. Nah, I’d rather walk, really, no really, I mean it. Okay. See you in thirty minutes at the most. Love you too.”


Xander’s ball tumbled to the floor, bouncing to the wall and then into Willow’s quick hand, “Ha! Cool trick, huh?” The boy enthused.


An auburn brow quirked amusedly, “In a world where lame coincidences are considered cool tricks…yeah.” She threw the ball up into the air and watched it land in her laundry basket, on top of a flowery skirt.


“Ah, you try impressing a girl who can float pencils in midair using her crazy magic,” The boy shook his head dramatically, “So did your cute gay friend call yet?”


She shrugged at him, “’Course not.”


“I can sense a little Willowy self-deprecation in the air. And I don’t like it,” He shook his index finger at her and told her to cut it out. “It’s only been a day. She’s probably busy unpacking or something.”


“I know! It’s just; it’s just, well if someone asks someone for someone’s number then that someone is completely right to expect that other someone to call. Right?”


“Sure, we can pretend that made sense,” Xander told her, “Or we can be realists and say she just hasn’t had a chance to call yet.”


“Yeah,” She nodded with an unconvinced expression on her elfin face, “That or she finally figured out that I’m the biggest nerd in Sunnydale and she didn’t want any of my nerd stink on her.”


Wil-low! Don’t talk like that.”


She merely nodded half-heartedly and began to put on a sweater. It was halfway over her head before the shrill ring split the air for the second time that night. She practically broke her neck running towards it, blindly pushing the sweater down as she dashed helter-skelter toward the telephone, “H-hello?”


“Oh hey! Tara, yeah, yes, I..I remember you of course. No, I, I’m not at all doing anything of particular importance. I, I was just…as a matter of fact I was just enjoying some poetry,” at Xander’s laugh she mouthed a ‘shut up.’


“Yes, I…well, I had some plans to watch a movie, with, with the boy, Xander, who you might not remember on account of his extremely forgettable looks,” she glared at him pointedly, “A-and this other boy Oz. Would you uh, would you like to come along? I mean the movie theatre’s, like, the third most happening hangout in all of Sunnydale…but a vending machine comes in second according to a recent poll sample so…”


Wills!” Xander hissed.


“Ah, ha! I should probably give you a chance to respond to my question, huh? Yeah? Um, great! I, I’ll see you there! Make sure you take a car, okay? Walking alone at night in Sunnydale is a no-no; we uh, we have a lot of registered sexual predators …and some that don’t even have the decency to register. Ha ha, no I’m not kidding. Okay! See ya!”


Willow stood in the center of the room, her phone cord tangled in all directions. She hadn’t realized she’d been pacing as she spoke, but she couldn’t care. She felt strangely satisfied. “Good, good. Tara’s going with us. So, in a way, I got you a date, and like with most of your dates you definitely won’t be seeing any action tonight, Han Solo.”


“Very funny,” he smiled, “Gee, that’s a big turn-around in your demeanor there Willster.”


“My demeanor…” she looked at herself in the mirror above her dresser, “I should change out of this sweater, huh? I just realized it looks all puke-y.” The green sweater was tossed across the room as the girl leaped toward her closet.


A thoughtful look crossed Xander’s face, “I think I’m starting to realize something about you, Will.”


“Confucius say what?”


“I’m just starting to realize that…well certain odd things seem to be important to you now, is all.” He blushed slightly, not knowing how to say something he wondered whether he even had any business mentioning.


“What?” The redhead asked as she took apart her wardrobe. “Making new friends? Being cordial to new neighbors?”


“Psh,” he threw his hands in the air and sunk into her bed, “Making friends with cute lesbians, maybe. Psh, neighbors. I bet you don’t even know where she lives.”


“Oh, shut up Xander.”


“Well why did you tell her you were reading poetry when you were very clearly killing space ants?” For some reason he felt he was right about what he was sensing.


She rolled her eyes, now wearing a blue cardigan over her t-shirt, “Well, I didn’t want her to think I’m like this geek who spends all day programming or playing video games on her various computers. I might as well duct tape my broken glasses back together and throw those on too.”


“Yeah, but you totally do that all the time.”


“I know,” she nodded, smoothing the cardigan down with her hands, “But if she ever thought that about me, I’d be mortified.”


Xander decided finally to keep quiet. This is going to get extremely confusing when it hits the fan. But at least for once, I’m not the one who ends up the oblivious victim of girly charms. Poor old Will, I knew you well.

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DIBBS, DIBBS, AND MORE DIBBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lovin' it.

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Yay for great update-y goodness... I hope Willow very soon realizes that seeing both Oz and Tara at the same is not a very good idea, and that Oz has to go...

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That's a great update ... I like old, insecure, geeky Willow! :D But I hope she learns to just be herself!

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Ah, xander's paying attention. I'm glad you've put that in, I hate when people write xander to be completely dense. he never was. more pleeease

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Fantastic update!! :peace

Well, glad Tara gathered the courage to call Wil. Now, let's see what happens on the movie "date"...

Oh, also, this line is quite good:

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“She might hurt me,” Tara assented, “But I might like it.”


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Great start and update, can’t wait to see what happens in the movie “date” ;-)


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All the feedback kept me writing, Thanks kittens! :peace



Chapter 3: Mortal Kombat, Mortal Enemies.




The two old friends walked leisurely toward the theatre, kicking rocks and laughing at inside jokes that made no sense to passersby, all the while keeping a vigilant eye for anything that might go bump; although Buffy and Faith were supposed to be patrolling right about this time of the night.


“You think Oz might like Tara? I mean, obviously he will as friends, she’s so kind and really funny in this way that no one else in the world is funny. Not in a mean sarcastic way like you or I are to each other, just this way that’s sorta, almost odd a-and captivating and really only works on her, l-like it’s singularly hers. But she’s so beautiful too—and her beauty is also singularly hers! Like how her eyes do that swirling thing, no, no one else I’ve ever met has eyes that just…deepen, like that. I can’t imagine him not finding her attractive, y’know?”


He shrugged at her, walking backwards in front of her, “S’what if he did? Not like he stands a chance, what with his being the happy owner of a--”


“Look Xand, turn around,” she pointed at the pink and green neon of Sunnydale Theatre, “I babbled us all the way there.”


He laughed, “You’re the little babble engine that could.”


They dashed to cross the street and were almost run over by an SUV with a pro-life bumper sticker on its back that was flitting through the road, “How ironic that would’ve been,” Willow told him as they approached Oz who had been waiting for them right in front of the theatre, leaning on the long brick wall of the edifice.


“Hey Oz!” She hugged him, “Are we late? There were some unavoidable last minute changes that just couldn’t be avoided. Our friend Tara’s going to be coming in what should be any minute now. Keep an eye out for a blue-eyed blonde, not regular blue, but a very unique sort of a blue, a-and pouty lips, pouty like--”


“Uh!” Xander saved her, “There she is! Look Will, you can stop talking now, put down the shovel, step outta the hole.”


The three turned to a red Suzuki motorcycle that had pulled up to the curb. The man driving had an athletic frame and that’s all they could tell about him physically. Tara was taking off her helmet, letting her long hair flow like honey-colored wheat swaying in the wind. She hugged the man goodbye with a comfortable fierceness.


“So is that, like, her cool older boyfriend or something?” Willow’s tone was low, holding none of the usual sweetness.


Xander resolved this would be a long night and he should have stayed at home and ordered pizza, maybe popped in Apocalypse Now on the old VCR. But he was here, and there was no denying it, “Will, she’s a lesbian.”


“So?”


“So? So, lesbian! They uh, usually don’t date men, regardless of age or level of cool.”


“Oh,” Willow’s smile felt sheepish on her face. “Oh!” She turned to Oz, “She’s gay by the way.”


The stoic boy nodded, “Think I got it, thanks.”


The three watched as the blonde girl walked toward them with a bashful smile. To Willow, she looked like a dream under the stars. “Hey Tara! Did you have any trouble finding the place?”


Tara smiled at the cute girl; her energy flowed from her aura in a rainbow mosaic. It almost blinded Tara, I wonder if she’s ever practiced, “H-Hi Willow, Hey Xander. Um, no, n-no trouble.”


“Excellent! Well, you’re perfectly on time,” she smiled at Tara smiling back at her until Oz’s “ahem” brought her back to the current time, place and context, “Oh! Ah, Tara this is Oz, my um, boyfriend.”


As if it were anything other than an inevitable truth that this lovely girl would be taken, outwardly Tara managed a smile and a “Hello” that was just friendly enough to sound normal.


The boy’s only response was a nod; does he even know how lucky he is? Tara wondered.


“So,” Xander spoke, feeling awkward, “Shouldn’t we uh, go make a line or something?”


The brown-haired boy, being the only one who cared, picked out the movie. It was a gory film about vampires, “If Buffy were here she’d faint at the inaccuracies,” Willow whispered at him in the dark, he was a seat away from her, sat next to Oz.


“Oh, let me enjoy the pointless violence, Will…look it’s a hot girl showering! She’s totally gonna die.”


“That does it, I need chocolate,” she let go of Oz’s hand and turned to her right, “Do you uh, want to join me Tara?”


“Yes, please.” The girl was not one for gory flicks with no discernable plot.


“Be right back!” She whispered at the boys’ direction, leaping from her chair and grabbing Tara by the wrist.


~~


A minute later the two stood in front of the theatre’s concession stand, a gaping employee trying to keep up with Willow’s order, “Oh and a Milky Way bar—you guys give boxes right?—and some of those chocolate-covered peanuts, some junior mints and some M & M’s.” She turned to Tara, “Get whatever you want Tara, I’m paying.”


“Well watching you eat all that might give us both diabetes so I’ll um, just have a Sprite.”


“Ha yeah,” Willow looked down shyly, “I guess I ordered enough for us to share, huh?” She promptly paid the man and her and Tara started on their way back.


“So be honest, Willow,” The girl turned smoothly to face her, her hair framing the side of her face like a timeless painting, “Are you a chocoholic?”


The redhead’s shoulders slumped, and she looked down into the shoddy cardboard box she was given to hold enough food to feed every homeless man in Sunnydale for the night, in my defense though, there aren’t many homeless men in Sunnydale, largely due to the massive vampire population. She nodded dejectedly, “I suppose I should own up to it huh? I have a problem. I-It all started when I was just three hundred and sixty four days old. My nana baked me a double chocolate cake--with chocolate fudge icing-- for my first birthday…I, well; I buried my face in it. And it would only get worse from there; I was unknowingly on a long downwards spiral into unknown chocolate-y depths from which I would never ever escape.”


“Mmn. That sounds fun and delicious.” Tara laughed.


“Vh1 is doing a Behind the Chocolate about me.”


Willow wondered at the giddiness that bounced within her chest at the girl’s melodious laugh. She laughed like a song, and Willow’s heart couldn’t help but dance, in its own awkward, dorky way.


On their way back to the boys the girls were stopped short at the small arcade within the cinema. A jittery, blonde young man had called the redhead over, “Hey, Will! Challenge you to a game of MK!”


The redhead looked nervously over, “Uh, we’re going someplace Andrew!”


“W-what’s MK?” Tara could feel the agitation in Willow’s energy.


“Oh, it’s just this stupid arcade game that I’m incredibly good at.” She felt her cheeks get hot and turned away from Tara.


“Well if you’re good at it, do you w-want to play?” The blonde placed a shy hand on the girl’s taut shoulder. Are you always this tense, Willow? Don’t you ever relax?


Willow shook her head, “Nah, c’mon, you don’t feel like sitting in on a circle of geeks cheering and fighting about whether Kirk or Picard was the better Captain, trust me. “


“No, I mean it” the girl told her, “I wanna see you play.”


“Um, o-okay,” Willow acquiesced, and the hand on her shoulder tightened slightly before flying away, it burned and tingled a path down to the tips of her fingers, almost like magic.


And so the detour was taken advantage of.


Willow defeated Andrew a stultifying eight times. She felt a call to seriously whoop butt now that she knew Tara was watching.


“Woo! Flawless victory, bitch!” She hoped however, that Tara didn’t value sportsmanship.


“All right, relax. It’s just a game.” Andrew and his fellow geeks decided to disperse, no longer eager to challenge the redhead who seemed utterly invincible tonight. Her fingers danced wildly on the buttons, and her eyes flashed with a fiery glint as she concentrated, only looking away to steal glances at Tara. The girl’s eyes never left her, and her body was doing very strange things with that information.


“Did you see her?” Andrew later asked Jonathan as they watched two young boys take DDR very seriously. “She was totally epic tonight.”


Popping an M & M into her mouth Willow asked, “So were you terribly bored?”


“No, not at all, you were very exciting to watch. Your little guy c-could throw fireballs at his enemies and everything. Very cool.” Tara placed her drink on the arcade game’s console, which the girls had turned into a makeshift table for their snacks.


Willow smirked, “Well, I’ve held my own against some pretty evil creatures.”


“I can see that,” Tara smiled as she accepted half of one of Willow’s candy bars. “Oh, you can have some of my drink if you want.”


“Well I was getting kinda thirsty,” Willow smiled wryly as she grabbed the medium sized cup, the tip of the straw’s all pink from her lipstick. She closed her lips around it and damn if that wasn’t the best tasting Sprite and melted ice she’d ever drank in her life. “Mmn.”


“I bet you wouldn’t have stopped eating chocolate though,” Tara told her with a teasing smile.


“Oh, I’d have died of dehydration first,” there’s that wonderful laugh again, “So uh, we still have some quarters left. You wanna play a game?”


Her face gets so kissable when she’s waiting for me to answer something, “S-sure. I’m n-not very good at these things though.”


“Oh, it’s okay. Look we’ll play against the computer and I’ll coach you, okay?” She put her remaining two quarters into the slot and hit start, then she pulled Tara in front of her, looking over the girl’s shoulder at the screen. “Okay, time to pick your ‘little guy’ or ‘little girl.’”


Tara inhaled slowly at the proximity of the other girl; does she feel how close she’s getting? “W-why don’t you pick?”Her hand was limp on the joystick, and she had no clue what the buttons were for.


“Okay, I like Scorpion so we’ll play as him,” Willow covered the other girl’s hand with her own, “I’ll um, show you how to do it...y’know, since you don’t know.”


Tara was wearing an oversized, off-the-shoulder top, and her right shoulder was completely exposed. Willow rested her chin on it as they played. “See pressing these two buttons together and pulling the stick down will…ha! Woo, y’see that?”


“Uh, huh,” Tara could feel Willow’s breath swirl in her ear. She was paying absolutely no attention to the game; it was but a blurred series of colors and sounds. Her hand is so soft on mine.


“So the person that brought you was a guy right?” She didn’t really know why she was asking.


Tara smirked wryly, leaning back into Willow’s embrace slightly; she had given up the pretense of participation in the game, “No Will…it was a lesbian…6 feet 3 inches and two-hundred and twenty pounds.”


The girl’s hair tickled her nose as she giggled in her embrace; she smells like a flower garden right after it rains, the thought made her flush, “Ha, yeah, I mean obviously he wouldn’t be your boyfriend. Not that you couldn’t get a boyfriend! I-I mean you probably get hit on all the time, a girl like you. But you’re gay so--”


“He’s my uncle Will; I’m staying with him,” she smiled, “Props on being able to babble and kick virtual behind at the same time, by the way.”


“Thank you, thank you,” Her thumb drew figure eights across Tara’s petal-soft hand; the game was over.


“So our date went great, how did you two’s go?”


“O-Oz!” The girls pulled apart with the haste of the guilty, “We uh, we lost track of time. Andrew! Andrew called us over and then before I knew it I was trapped in mortal combat. But it’s okay…my mortality beat his.”


“Well, great.”


She nodded, turning to Tara, “This happens all the time, he uh, he’s not mad trust me. I’m a total spaz. Right baby?”


“She has tendencies.”


Xander turned to him, “So Oz...care to burn off some of that radiant energy of yours on the dance floor?”


Tara couldn’t help but giggle at the quip; he is my mortal enemy after all.


“So ladies? The Bronze? Buff and Faith should be there too.”


~~


They drove there in Oz’s van, the ride filled with the sounds of static-y college radio and Xander’s excited retelling of the movie, “So then the guy comes out with a chainsaw, right? And this girl was sleeping, on her bed, right? And the bed has these immaculate white sheets, right? And--”


“We’re here!” Willow yelped, “Thank God and all the others!”


They filed out into the parking lot, walking past all the young kids milling about in small groups smoking or talking, or sucking each others’ faces. “I hope there’s a table available, seems like a big crowd today,” Willow frowned.


“Yeah, you can really notice the impact Faith’s had on the live body count,” Xander told her.


“W-What?”


“Um! You know? Faith? As in, there was a lot of violence in town but then people really started to get in touch with their spiritual side, and all. Which…had an impact.” She glared at Xander discreetly as they stepped through the door.


“Oh,” Tara mumbled, something’s really wrong here, “Um, t-there’s your friend.”


Buffy and Faith were sat arm in arm at a table in the back, talking with their faces closer than they should be for how slow and low tonight’s band was playing.


Willow contemplated the scene with wide eyes, “They seem chummy tonight.”


“Hey my heroines!” Xander called at them, pulling out a chair for Tara at the table. They all sat and exchanged nods and hello’s.


Faith turned to the newcomer, “So who’s this then?”


“Her name’s Tara,” Willow spoke up, feeling her belly twist at the open leer the dark slayer shot at her new friend.


“And how did Tara happen to mix herself up with the gang of us little scoundrels?”


“I saved her from Larry’s big brother…equally gross, less gay.” Willow really wanted to keep the amount of contact Faith had with Tara to a bare minimum.


“And can she speak for herself at all?”


Tara piped up before Willow could, “H-h-hi. I’m T-Tara.” She gave the leather-clad brunette a small wave, there’s a lot of dark in that aura…but there’s a light burning there too. She’s very afraid.


“T-Tara huh? Why the s-s-stutter T-Tara? Do I scare you?” The brunette quirked a cocky brow.


Willow almost stood up in anger, “Look Faith--”


“No, I’m n-not scared of you.” Her light blue eyes shone with a soft defiance, an almost amused calm.


“Oh yeah?” Faith looked her up and down, catching glimpses of her true strength, “Want to dance?”


“Tara!” The redhead turned to her urgently, “You don’t have to, okay? That’s just Faith…and she’s crazy, y’know?”


Tara smiled enigmatically at her beautiful new friend, then stood and followed Faith as she sauntered to the center of the floor.


“Oh. My. God.” Buffy spoke, her face a queer mix of shock and interest.


“That’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen,” Xander wiped some unsightly drool off the corner of his lip.


“Yeah, too bad you stand a snowball’s chance in the fiery pits of hell with either of them.” Willow watched the two girls sway back and forth to the slow song, sulking in her seat. She hadn’t felt so alone in a long time, and she had no idea why. Thoroughly confused now.


“Well someone’s a cranky kitten tonight.” Xander shot her an oblique stare.


“Shut up!” she crossed her arms at her small chest, “Why would she even want to dance with her, anyway? What’s so great about Faith?”


“Everything!” Xander told her, and she thought she saw Buffy nod.


“What kind of lesbian would want to be with a girl like that? I mean she’s just a beautiful, dark rebel in a leather jacket…”


“Um, the all of them kind!?” Again, the brown-haired boy enthused.


Willow turned to Oz, “You wouldn’t date Faith would you?”


The werewolf shrugged, “In what context?”


“Oz!”


“Kidding.”


~~


Faith held the girl by her small, curvy waist. She thought Tara would be a shy dancer, but the girl had some sinuous moves, and a good body for dancing. She sang along to the song and it was a really sweet voice. If Faith were the introspective type she’d notice that this was the type of sister she had always asked her mother for. “So I’m guessing you gotta crush on Red huh?”


If the blonde was taken aback her eyes didn’t show it, and her blushing cheeks could be excused as an effect of the exertion of her slow, winding movements. “Yes, I do.”


“Ah, geeks get all the girls,” she shrugged, “So, I’m guessing you’re not scared of me no more too?”


Tara squeezed her shoulders, this is a kindred spirit I think, this is someone very much like me and so different. “I was never afraid of you Faith. If I were, I’d be intelligent enough to realize that it was only because I didn’t understand you. Because you haven’t done anything at all for me to be afraid of you, and I have no reason to prejudge your intentions. And besides, I’ve lived through worse abuse than someone teasing my s-s-stutter.”


“Ha! I respect you, T!”


~~


“Oh, great, they’re laughing! That’s how it starts,” she kept her eyes on the two on the dance floor, “You guys really think Tara’s gonna end up like-liking her?”


“What’d be so bad about that?” Oz asked her.


“Well, just look at Faith! She’s not at all right for Tara. You can tell just by looking at them, I, I mean just look at them over there, laughing and dancing together…totally not compatible! And besides, Tara dating Faith would be like a beautiful delicate flower dating a killer freaking bee!”


“Beautiful?” Xander asked her.


“Delicate?” Buffy asked her.


Flower?” Oz asked her, a new suspicion showing fearfully behind his eyes. A sad glimmer that Willow, watching Tara dance, had missed.


Sensing the awkwardness in the air Xander got up. “I’ll go get us some drinks. What do you guys want? Cokes?”


Buffy got up off her chair quickly to join him, “Oh me too!”


As they waited for the bartender to come back with their drinks Buffy turned to Xander, “So how do you think that whole drama’s going to unfold?”


“Oh thank God!” Xander turned to her with wide eyes, “You can see it too!”


Buffy shrugged easily, “As if I would ever be so shallow that I wouldn’t notice my own best friend turning all homo.”

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Buffy shrugged easily, “As if I would ever be so shallow that I wouldn’t notice my own best friend turning all homo.”



but she is a WONDERFUL lesbian and she couldn´t get a better girl for her ^^

btw, smoochies are necessary

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Great update! Loved Buffy's last comment :lol

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Yay for good update-y goodness... I hope Tara very soon tells Willow that she is no way interested in Faith and that she very much would like to spend some quality naked snuggle time with Willow... I kinda hope that Oz realizes that his presense is no longer required and that he just leaves...

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More updates are a have to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This story is really good!!! :peace

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This is a fabulous last line:

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Buffy shrugged easily, “As if I would ever be so shallow that I wouldn’t notice my own best friend turning all homo.”


Please keep the updates coming!!! This updates had so many funny bits and was so entertaining! :D

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Is this a "Bring your own Faith-Buffy subtext" universe :-) ?

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Hahaha! I totally laughed out loud at the last line! The way you've written it, I could see Buff say something like that on the series. This is a very interesting story...keep it coming!


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Oh this is great! I just read all 3 chapters and have to say I really enjoyed it.

This fic has all the right ingredients: cute, funny, sexy and hot at all the right times.

Keep up the great work kiddo!!

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Keep the updates coming!

Great work!

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Tara couldn’t help but giggle at the quip; he is my mortal enemy after all.



Lol this made me laugh. Great story so far. I cant wait for more

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Thanks for all the feedback guys! It made me lol pretty hard, especially whoever said "bring your own buffy-faith subtext" that was hilarious.

Let's just say my favorite part of the show, besides Willow and Tara, was the hilarious, overt subtext in the Buffy/Faith relationship.

Update will be up tonight, make sure to read it! =)

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