First Crush Wednesday MKF 5/7/03

[Tiggrscorpio]

Oh, xita, Gabriela Sabatini is just so yummy. I'm not over that one either. I saw her play Martina Navratilova at Madison Square Garden in Martina's last singles match.

*****



She's my everything!

[AlexisWillow]

again very late in the posting - But reading all your messages make me smile! what a great thread!



I think i have had loads fo crushes, but never really known about it. Like some other people, i figured that i just really wanted to hang out with this girl - and be close to them. The thing that made me feel a bit stragne was that these girls i liked, they were rather mature - i'd be 17 and they'd be 24!

I remember a supervisor of mine. She had gorgeous blue eyes that i would virutally melt into - and her laugh was like ... oh my gosh - i am smiling so much just thinking about her.

My first celebrity crush i guess must have been Winona Ryder, though i didn't realise who she was - i just thought she was totally fantastic (and the movie i saw her in was Beetlejuice).



And oh deary me, i had a crush on my best friend. I did tell her about it too - but this after my feelings for her had mearly subsided into, "okay i can survive not being with you 24/7". She said that she was surprised and that she had feelings for me too, if only we'd known about it before! She was questioning her own sexuality due to her attraction towards me - and at the same time i was totally into her, but pretending to be into the guy who sat behind us in physics lessons!



Alas, shes getting married now! so yup i am totally over her! at least i hope so!

[fairydust]

ooh *rubs hands together* my first crush...that was in Kindergarten.....I just didn't know it was a crush until about 4th grade.

There was this girl Mandy I met on the first day of Kindergarten, she became my first friend, and by december, I wanted to marry her....heh, kinda shows my rush-y nature about relationships. Knew the girl for just over 2 months and wanted to marry her anyhoo....

When I got in to 4th grade I developed a crush on my friend Dana....that's when I figured out that I liked girls....it's kinda funny....I was biking one time and she was outside in her swim suit and i was staring at her and didnt see a parked car and rammed into it and flew over heh....yeah, i was sore....I sped away as fast as I could....the car was sooooo dented I told my parents I was dodging a squirl and thats why my bike was dented and i was all bruised Anyway, yeah, so, Dana and I are still kinda good friends, she ended up switching schools in like, junior high or something....anyway.....i forgot what I was just going to type...so...forget it lol...thats it i guess.

I LOVE MY KARE-BEAR

[punkrk86]

Well my fist crush had to be when I was about 13.. I was volenteering at this place down in south fl, me and ashley were just co-workers. shes 11 years and 5 months older than me. at that time she was dating another co-worker 'Dawn'.. not only was Dawn more of a man that our boss, (she was also the hottest butch Ive ever seen.) ne how I fell head over heals for this chick well everyone knew except me and her.. so when ashley and her broke up, Dawn blamed her saying that ashley cheated on her with me.. so that was just peachy..



Almost 2 years later I met this other girl thanx to my 'bestest-bud' I met another ashley.. not only was she a senior but she was openly gay. Big neon sign that said she was gay.. 1) she plays softball. ne how we messed around, got really into it and she pops out with 'oh I ment to tell you when I first met you, Im engaged' hmmm so yeah i was devastated but then I met another girl but we broke up bcuz of 'Miss Im engaged'.. even though she doesnt know it..



in conclusion Im way over everybody that I 'loved' and comes to find out, Ashley#1 moved towards me.. same city...hmmm this'll be interesting! But I still love the girls!!

~C~

[BytrSuite]

I think my first crush was on my first grade teacher, Ms. Klosterman. Man, I detested going to school, but if I went, at least I got to stare at her most of the day. There were several teachers I just crushed my little heart out on. Of course, most of them I didn't realize as crushes at the time. I just knew the teacher was really pretty and I was glad to be around her. Sigh.

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"Boogers are true."

[Mrs Vertigo]

Ugh, teacher-crushes. *makes a face* No offence BytrSuite, but I'm glad I never had one of those. My literature teacher is certain I have a crush on her, due to a strange and long line of coincidences . I think it's good for my grade.

"I Wish I hadn't cried so much! I shall be punished for it now, I suppose, by being drowned in my own tears!"... And they tell me Alice in Wonderland is a children's book. Right.

[kindagay]

Oh first crushes, nostalgia & lots of fun!



My first crush was when I was about 5 or 6, the first time I saw ET I had a huge crush on Drew Barrymore. I could not take my eyes of this cute little blonde, with her sweet bunches & dungarees. Absolutely adorable.



Am I over it? Not so much, have you seen Drew Barrymore? She's a total hottie!

& because of her I have developed a particular soft spot for blondes.



Hugs

Jeanne

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I am perfectly normal in my abnormalities

[Alia16]

My first real crush was when I was 16. I had a crush on this freshman girl in one of my classes. I guess I should say have a crush, because I still haven't gotten over her. I also was stupid enough to tell her, even though she thought it was a joke and has a boyfriend. but what can you do? I just need another person in my life, so I can escape to reality. It's been 2 years, too long in my book...



I did have crushes on boys when I was 5,6,7 grade, but do those really count?

[KinKness]

Well my First real Crush was on one of my best friends... I already knew i was Gay in someway... Seeing I didnt want guys in way other then as friends... so one day i was.. Waiting for my friends to come meet me for lunch When.. i saw her.. walking with one of my friends.... I'd already tryed to talk to her... But She was in the "in" group and i was in the Dorky Group but as it turned out... They kicked her out for sticking up for us....Which was Pretty kind of her.. and as the months went on we became Friends.. and she became a part of our group.. and my crush got worst... Everytime i saw her I'd be all.. " oh my god is my hair ok?.. " .. I couldnt even talk to her... i'd be all.. "Uhh... umm.." and still she didnt get it... .... everytime id tell myself" nah she couldnt ever like you.. " She'd... hold my hand.. Or... Say something that would make me think "Wait a min?... Did she just... no ".. it was really confusing and still is.... the sad thing is.. I never got Up enough nerve to.. Tell her how i felt. and.. i never will... because now i cant seeing she my friend.. and by tell her it could.. kill our friendship...

Edited by: KinKness at: 12/17/03 12:27 am

[RosenbergLover]

Well....I signed up for a play right ? I'm new, a frosh in High School (an all girls high school.....*wink wink* ) Turns out, the whole damn theater company is gay ! and even some of the teachers are gay ! Wooooooo baby ! But I walked into the theater and I saw HER. Maggie, everything about her is perfect, except her legs (which she usually wears those funky colored striped socks) She got in a really really bad car accident when she was 14 (she's 17 now) and broke both of her legs. I love her to death because she's got that dark mysteriousness to her. She's so amazing. She's really nice even though she broods alot. We all do. We're the "Theater Company" We've all got one problem or another. One of us is still trying to put her exgirlfriend behind her, one is a neat-freak, the other is too skinny to be not anorexic, the other is battling her bad rep as a lesbian, she's is got a bad 'tude cuz of the accident, and me ? I'm in some serious need of anger management and I'm the dark depressed poet. People usually think we're kinda freaky, but the accept us. We all brood, and they deal with it. But anyway...we're all gay, and cool, and all are incredibly hot.

[Chameleon girl]

I know i'm a bit late considering it's not wednesday but hey, better late than never!

Ahh, crushes... they screwed me up so badly, well to tell you the truth they still are . I honestly can't remember my first crush, and I guess it might have been this boy in my primary school. I remember we had the same shoes and because of that (hey, I was only 9 or 10, come on) I begged my mum to take me to his house so I could meet him because he only lived a few houses down from mine, hee, I was so excited. I think once we were building this shelf in his shed, he was teasing his sister, meanwhile all I was thinking was how could I get him to kiss me , the impetuousness of youth. But it worked out really well and our family became good friends, unfortunately they had to move away because of some problems with his father. We're probably going to see them early next year for the first time in 4 or 5 years, apparently he and his sister have shot up so much, anyway, I digress.



The really life-altering crush happened only a couple of years ago and i'm still getting burnt. She is one of my best friends of course, late yr 10/early yr 11 I fell really badly for her. She moved here from germany several years ago, and god, her accent is to-die-for, and she's just got this laugh, it's more like a giggle really, you know, the one that melts you like ice cream . And she had gorgeous curly red hair, and her eyes, basically the whole package . Oh, can you tell i'm still not over it?

Anyway, I started having some very interesting daydreams involving her and I and a broom closet( or any other deserted location ) and from this I started questioning my sexuality, (so hey, guess I should be thanking her ) but wouldn't you know it, she's straight with a boyfriend so damn, outta luck there.

But try telling my love-stricken obsessed brain that fact .



p.s.

RosenbergLover, the whole theater company??!

Man, I want to go to your high school, you lucky sod!

"Deep in the human unconscious is a pervasive need for a logical universe that makes sense. But the real universe is always one step beyond logic."

[bytrsuite]

I think my first celeb/famous crush was, ahem, Amy Grant. She's still hot, and I crushed on her for a good long time.

Now my crushes change very often, the celeb ones anyway.

I don't have any real life crushes at the moment, sadly.

[xita]

I guess it depends on how you define crush, cause I already answered this obviously but thinking on it, when I was like 5, I loved my classmate, nancy. I would have done anything for her and I did, including performing which I hated, still do. I did it for her hee.

And Amy Grant? Shocking, i am shocked I tell you.

[HalfCamel]

My first crush was my best friend of about 15 years. Although at the time I had no idea it was a crush. We were always always together since kindergarten, very close, very connected, we did EVERYTHING together... well almost everything . It wasn't until a couple of years ago that I became more aware of myself that I realized that I had the BIGGEST crush on her for years.

One of her boyfriends at one time kind of brought it up in a half joking/half serious manner and I shrugged it off in that whole "shut up, you just started dating and you don't understand how we work" kind of way. But now that I can step back and look at it in a detached way I can see what he saw, and what most people must have seen, except for me.

And now? We'll I don't know what I ever saw in her.

[Lucian]

My first crush was on a cousin of one of my best friends. She come to visit with her family. She stayed about a week and when she left I was crushed