The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[mangled_monkey]

My sister might lose her job. This would suck greatly, and really mess up her plans for marriage and her fiance going back to school. It could also mean they lose the house, which might make me need to move back in with my parents, which I REALLY don't want.

But I'm really worried about her. We're closer now than we've ever been... and it scares me to see her scared.

[DameSansMerci]

I almost died in car accident yesterday when a sheet of ice flew off an SUV and smashed into my windshield at 80 mph...I feel sick today just thinking about it...I almost died...

[writerfreak]

I feel crappy because I didn't sleep last night because I'm away from my Rachel, I feel even crappier that I probably won't sleep much this whole week cause I'll be away.

writerfreak

[Willowtree252]

My friend had to leave her beloved sooner than she should have and thay are both sad poor babys

[Sandman78]

Time to go to work.

[Saena]

All this crap needs to stop happening to my friend. She's a beautiful person and she doesn't deserve it, any of it. And it kills me how much she's cried this past year.

Saena

[stenen]

I hate my class!

[Saena]

I feel bad because I had a day full of responsibilities and bad news, and consequently acted like a complete jerk to all my friends the entire time. And I really shouldn't have, because they're all stressed out too and it's really low of me to add to it.

Saena

[Boschi]

So this is more a mildly irritated feeling than a crappy feeling:

I have stuff to do and had planned on a full day to do it. Now, however, I am stuck waiting for my mother to return from a class so she can drive me back from the auto repair place.
Before actually driving there, I need to either get the spare tire on the truck or convince several cans of fix a flat that seem to be disfunctional to work for me. Normally throwing a spare tire on a car would'nt be a big deal, but I'm missing part of my jack and the frickinfrackin spare tire seems to be corroded into place - I have no idea if I can actually get it out of it's storage spot.

Grump.

[kisstheviolets]

i feel like i've been kicked in the gut.

there's a girl from my not so distant past that i was quite taken by, but whom fate and circumstance were dead-set against me seeing (well, her dad got bladder cancer). i'd talked to her and seen her on occasion since we stopped dating, but we never resumed things. obviously she was busy with her family, which i understood. my friends noted, however, that i acted uber-casual around her and that even my emails were kind of detached so she may not have known i was still open to resuming things. i didn't mean to be that way, i think i was just afraid of her knowing how much i missed her and wanted to be back in her life.

so for the last few months i haven't been able to get her out of my mind. i rarely fall for anyone, and i realized that i'd really fallen for her. i became convinced that all i needed to do was step up to the plate, take a chance, and tell her how i felt about her. then we'd get our second chance. that's the way it works, right?

so i did. i made the big grand gesture and put it all out there.

and she totally turned me down.

i think i might throw up.

[dlline]

KTV - that sucks. Now I feel crappy in your honor. I'm so sorry.

Diane

[gorn]

Ouch. You did the right thing, though. Take the pain now, up front, and move on, rather than pine away for ages only to have the same thing still happen at the end. I admire your courage.

[mangled_monkey]

The person I really wanted to talk to wasn't online tonight. I had a great day and I wanted to tell her all about it, things have been really crappy lately and I haven't had much good news to report to her. Today I had a whole bunch... and she's not online.

Ok, so that's not specifically a crappy feeling, but the only reason my day went well was because I kept thinking "Ooo, I can tell ____ about this tonight!" And... I can't.

Disappointment is a crappy feeling...

And this is a make-up for all the HORRENDIOUSLY crappy feelings I've been having but didn't post about...

Yeah, ignore this.

[SySnootles]

My brother would be 18 today.

[morningstar]

sry SySnootles loss of family always sucks..obviously

has anyone had their parent go there is a big secret that you should know about...

okay?....

oh ill tell you when you are 18!

WHAT THE HELL you just dont fucking do that! im 17 right now and will be 18 in october

does she not get that i will be in college by then? that whatever the damn secret is, obviously a bad one that might hurt me/ shatter some belife i have or whatever, will be told to me when i am not at home or maybe (hopefuilly) not even in the state and she wont be able to see how i hanndle it?

I mean its not that i am adopted... my bro doesnt know what it is (hes 21 so by all rights and her logic he should know about it)

Im expecting the worse so shouldnt she tell me so i can get over it and stop worrying with the what ifs?

and yah she might be doing this because she belives its in my best intrest but even she says i am much more mature than a 21 year old (and a lot of other people concur with that theory not that i neccsarly think im that much mature than a 19 year old) I'll be at college soon shouldnt i start being treated like an adult.

to quote some one i know
on the night you turn 18 when you are asleep there is a little whole in your skull that opens up and magically a whole lot more brains gets dumped in and *poof* you become an adult. SO sucks for everyone who wore a hat that night cuz they just dont get that last bit of brain.

probably will be more optamistic in a couple of days

[Saena]

I've been really homesick all day today. It's the first time in a long time that I've really just wanted my mom around.

Saena

[JustSkipIt]

I feel like shit. My wife criticizes every breath I ever take. She is mad about everything in the entire world and she thinks that it's all my fault.

[Sn0wflak3]

Gotta do a presentation tomoz, on something that i have no enthusiasm in, i've been researching it all weekend, and have nothing to show for it.
I've been crying most of the day, cuz speaking in front of people terrifies me.
Currently working out a way that will make me ill enough to not make it.
out of date inhalers didn't work ;/

[Leaf]

My boss is a nightmare of a human being.

[writerfreak]

I miss Rachel, I've been gone a week. It sucks.

writerfreak

[Boschi]

So I spent the day very carefully pounding in ground posts for this new greenhouse type structure that was delivered. I was really excited to try to have it installed before my biz partner returns from a trip, as this would mean that I could make sure it is done correctly (note this remark for later irony).

I made all the happy little posts level, despite having to install this on a slope, which involved pounding the steel posts about 3 feet in to the ground with a sledgehammer, double checking that they were level every few goes.

23 groundposts I did, and thought "yeah, me". So I moved on to the arches that attach to the ground posts. As I was laying these out (they come in multiple pieces) I realized that there weren't enough pieces by about a third.

This means one of two things: either the company that sold us this screwed up and failed to send enough pieces, or the customer service rep I spoke with gave me incorrect information, causing me to space things too close together.

So hopefully the company will send me the missing parts. But if the service rep just gave me the wrong info there is a chance I will have to dig out the ground posts and re-sink them at a different spacing. And by dig out I mean dig. I sunk the SOBs awfully deep.

Now I should confess at this point that if I hadn't been a dumbfuck, and had counted out the pieces before beginning the whole process, that I would've caught the problem earlier and possibly saved myself the pain of pulling and redoing all this. (Note irony from earlier remark).

But dammit, there are like a million frigging pieces to this thing, and the ground posts counted out correctly. So I got a wee bit sloppy and now it may come back and bite me in the ass big time.

Oh, royal poop. I really don't want to redo this.

[Sandman78]

I have family visiting in a week and I haven't even started cleaning the house...why do they have to come see me I call them almost every other day.

[Saena]

I hate the feeling that organizing this production of "Rocky Horror" is going to be significantly more stress than fun. I also hate that everything I volunteer to run for this GSA turns out that way. :(

Saena

[mangled_monkey]

My platelet count is dropping again. I'm scared shitless.

[Willowtree252]

I don't understand relationships you can be gental, kind, sweet, and loving and all thay want is a bitch why do thay always want the bad girl and not the worship girl I will be patient even if all she want's is a friend

[Sandman78]

I hate being sick.

[summer fairy]

I hate feeling like my heart will burst at the mere though of a certan women...

[Saena]

I spent all day today working on a paper that I don't feel remotely satisfied with. Couldn't eat dinner with my friends because of it. Discovered that my one friend's group that was applying for a townhouse didn't get it, and now they want my roommate and me to combine with them to apply for a suite when we get back from England (this is assuming I get accepted to the study abroad program as well). I don't know what the status of my sister's townhouse group is, but if they also didn't get it I will have to choose between the two groups for who to live with. I was hoping to avoid all this by having both groups pool together for a larger suite. My sister's group is cool with this, but the other group isn't, because it would be more study abroad people to replace for the first semester. Now I have to let my sister's group down easy if they also didn't get it. And I still have choir tonight, and a midterm to study for, a book to finish, a presentation to plan- all for tomorrow. And I need to take care of stressful Rocky Horror planning business, and figure out when my passport's going to get here, and worry about whether I'm going to get into the study abroad program (even though I totally wasn't worried this morning), and...

I can't handle this.

Saena

[Willowtree252]

my computer started to die today and I wanted to give it mouth to mouth and started screaming stuff like clear, stat and code blue but my roommate said get it in the car and take it to the Geeks so now I am stuck on a desk top man I so need a life

[summer fairy]

I have to see my mum and sister today at the party not looking forward to it but at least I will see my brothers, neices & nephews! There cool!