The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[love_2003]

Woke up this morning to the news that my grandma passed away. I guess I will be heading back to Texas sometime next week. I'm worried about my dad now because it was his mom and he was certainly a 'mommas boy'. Now I only have one grandparent still living.

[Boschi]

Aaaaaaaaaaargh!

Humans are just so damned annoying. I'm not really up for being a supportive, bland person right now. I need this market employee and folks in general to grow up, roll with the punches and do their fucking job without dramatic martyrdom. Yeah, things are not well organized. So fucking what. They never are. They are coming together anyway, and if a few folks fall along the way - well, I'm sorry but I don't really have time for your hair shirt and whimpering. Deal already.

[Taralover]

Yesterday was dreadful-3 hours of boredom, then I got on the wrong train,and the fish I ate for supper made me ill.

[Kessari]

Today sucks!!! I did everything I'm supposed to do and more and I still feel like not going forward but taking steps back... I'm frustrated and hurting like hell. I also feel so godamn weak.

[Nue]

I got sick again... my life just sucks so hard ¬¬

[JustSkipIt]

Today is kind of the shitty farm day. I had to get up at 1:30 and take Ash to the potty and then let him sleep in the bed and move myself to the air mattress on the floor (my choice because I like to actually have enough room to sleep). The the dogs woke me at 5:30 to go out. Then the dogs woke me at 6:30 to go out. Then Ash wanted to snuggle. Which is great because he's not supposed to get up until 7:00. Except when I started to get my walking stuff together at 7:00 my wife woke up and was all, "I thought you were going to go walking?" "I am" "I thought you were going to go first thing?" "I am" "Well, I thought you would have already gone." "While it was dark?" WTF. Given that our entire schedule for the day is hang out, cook, eat, hang out, play, who gives a flying fuck that I take my walk at 7:00? Anyway, I did and she was pissy about it that I would miss breakfast and I said fine. I got back and she was all, "I'm sorry. I was confused because I had just woken up..." Then I've been cooking lunch around the pluming guy being here and turning the water on and off and my wife is like doing something else so she doesn't want to give the baby a fucking snack and I should do it. And then my father-in-law just gave me a fucking lecture about keeping the cooktop clean enough which given that the water is turned off, I don't know how I can do that.

Argghhh.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I took a nap and my dream made me feel guilty...

[Kessari]

Life sucks sometimes. I pissed her off, fought with my mom (again), while the docs took my painkillers away and let's not even talk about what else they said.
Everything if just so fucked up!!! Damn it...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I feel like I screwed things up. We were having a good talk and we'd gotten over our first little fight, but then she was being all romantic and sweet and I had to go ruin it and I think I hurt her.

[Kessari]

I feel like crying all day long. I stayed in bed pretty much all day long and just feel awfully sad. Maybe I'm being over-sensitive, but those past few days just royally sucked... I also won't be able to go home anytime soon.

[Taralover]

First my mother woke me early when I didn't need to be woken, then an rp of mine online got mangled ( I can still remember what is planned for the next part though so it's not so bad) and then my computer was attacked by viruses )although I think my antivirus quarintined them or blocked them.)

[CrazyTaraWitch]

This isn't so much a crappy as it is a sad, and it actually happened a couple weeks ago, but for some reason I was just thinking about it and it made me sad...

When my brother and I were little we grew up alongside two other families, one of which had two daughters, the other a son. Our family was always closer to the family with girls, but they were both a big part of my life. Over the last several years I've seen us all grow apart and realized that I'm no longer even friends with the girls that were like my first sisters, but I've still always felt like in some weird way we were all still family; that much time spent growing up together for us kids, and parenting together for the grown-ups, couldn't just disappear. Then a couple weeks ago I saw the father of the family with the son for the first time in a couple years, and we treated each other almost like strangers, had no idea what to say. It made me so incredibly sad to have no connection left to a man who was such a huge part of my childhood.
That life really is gone for good.

[love_2003]

I really should have picked a better topic for my crisis paper. "Adolescent Suicidality and Crisis Intervention" is such a depressing topic.

[Nue]

Gotta go to doc again soon... probably to change my meds or my glasses, my head is killing me ¬¬

[Dorothy]

I feel like crying all day long. […]

*huge hugs*

my crappy; I failed at EVERYTHING can't make my homework, killed my computer and can't protect my lil sis :( I feel worthlessth

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I can tell my friend is keeping something from me; I know she doesn't want to talk to me about it and it hurts.

[gabbles]

My mum was flown urgently to hopsital and was found to have an aneurysm the size of a golf ball in her brain. She is not well. The surgery was terrifying and her recovery worse still. Its been 36 hours since this all started and I'm not sure how I'm supposed to hold it together.

Im scared.

[LesbianJedi87]

this is really just a creepy random fan girl crappy moment, buuut for any Twilight movie fans (come on, there has to be some around here right?) rachelle lefevre won't be playing the role of Victoria in Eclipse. Which sucks. Stupid scheduling conflicts. Who wants to work with Dustin Hoffman in some movie no one is gonna care about when you can do freaking ECLIPSE and do bad ass fight scenes and have your name immortalized with it's popularity! Pft.

[amazon]

I'm an eager Twilight-fan
She's not going to be in Eclipse? That sucks....

[LesbianJedi87]

I'm an eager Twilight-fan
She's not going to be in Eclipse? That sucks....

eager Twilight fans ftw!

And yeah...they replaced her with the actress from Terminator: Salvation
Not excited lol

[MelCar19]

It's almost 2am and I can't sleep... I think Chris gave me his insomnia *sigh*

[Taralover]

Why does my computer like going wrong every few days? I can't get to my favourite website AT ALL until it is fixed, and I have so many roleplays to play on it.

[Kessari]

Today was very painful. They took out the metal things holding my scar together, which were kinda ingrown already and that really hurt. Then last night my daily shot punctured a small artery and I bled for 22 hours!!!
Right now I just want her to hold me tight and tell me it's going to be okay...

[Taralover]

My computer might not be fixed until tomorrow or even later.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

They aren't taking care of her and I want to hurt them. A lot.

[Taralover]

My computer at home is STILL broken and will be broken until at least Monday which means no more of my story until then. Sorry,Laragh.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

My throat hurts a lot, and I slept so much I hardly got to talk to her today :(

[Taralover]

Now it seems it will be Wedsneday before someone fixes my broadband.I am really fed up with not being able to get into my two favourite sites.

[Nue]

I had this weird dream about my ex last night... so now I got all these emotion and feelings about her...

[Dorothy]

owwie