The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[Kessari]

owwie

I second that... Damn swelling won't go down and that scar hurts like a bitch!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I really hate having to witness fights, especially when I get put in the middle. My dad and stepmom were being cranky, it turned into an argument, then my stepmom said something he apparently couldn't hear, he said 'I can't hear you', and she said fine and walked off in a huff. They were both being pretty rude and it made me uncomfortable and frustrated... Then I had to go have dinner with my dad, and as usual we had nothing to talk about.

[Nue]

I had a massive crisis at work today... now I have to see my doctor again...

[JujuDeRoussie]

I used to have pain-free and reguliar periods... The out of the blue it became irregular and extra painful. I'm reminded of it today.

Damn uterus hurting like Hell. I swear I better use it to have kids or all this pain will have just been waste. And I am not masochist enough to let that happen.

Plus the pain in the uterus makes my lower back hurt as well. Add to that the sore breasts and the headache.

*extra grumpy*

[Kessari]

My eyes hurt like crazy, which is making me even more cranky than I already am. Couldn't sleep too good and now I gotta pack again and tidy this mess up... I'm also not really sure, if I'm looking forward to the next couple of weeks. *sigh*
Oh, and to add to that my mother won't stop bugging me.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

My shoulders hurt like crazy from carrying my groceries :(

[Dorothy]

last night I woke up several times because my knee was hurting, it even hurts to just have it in any angle between 220 and 320 degrees (that only used to hurt if I put weight on it) and now my fingers and hips are owwie too.

yesterday at the theatre I had little legroom so I was hurting like hell to a point where I almost couldn't take it anymore... and when the show was finally over... my knee wanted to stand but my hip wanted to sit :s

[Taralover]

I'll be going on holiday on Wedsneday and won't have any internet access until I return. :(

[sweet satin lover]

As soon as I start to get more of a social life my mobile phone completely decides to not work, bloody typical :(

[Nue]

I´ll, probably, spend the rest of my life alone... that´s sucks...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

My back's been hurting a lot today... Sometimes I wonder how many years I'll be able to do this kind of work, cause something tells me my back will only get worse, like it has continually since I was 8, and lifting and carrying babies around all day that weigh up to 30lbs is not easy on my back even now. The pain hurts and it scares me :(

[Nue]

I´m at work now... But I´m feeling so depressed now... probably I´ll do everything wrong today...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Apparently about a year ago, though I have absolutely no memory of doing this and must have been NUTS, I sent an invite to my grandmother to join facebook, and today she did and added me as a friend. There are things on my facebook that I don't really need my grandmother seeing and I honestly don't want her as a friend, but I think if I take her off she'll notice and it will hurt her feelings... So either I'm uncomfortable or she's hurt... Ugh.

[umgaynow]

I stepped on something in the garage and now it hurts every time I put weight on my foot...like I have a piece of something stuck in there...but I can't find anything

[Nue]

one of my favorite band´s bass player just died... now I´m MORE depressed than before ¬¬

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I'm just having a sucky day. It got better for a while, tricked me into thinking it might turn into a good day, but then it got way worse, a little better, and a little worse again... All in all today sucks.

[FiestySunnBust]

<-------Missing the one on the right something terrible. The S in my FSB.

FSB

[Kessari]

Didn't sleep very well last evening/night and then I said something really wrong to her and still feel like an ass now. At 7:00 I had physical therapy (before breakfast), where I cried my eyes out from the pain.
At 9:00 I had to go on the bicycle ergometer and hoped it would be better than yesterday, which it was, but still very frustrating.
Ward round 20 minutes ago was just making matters worse... One doc says I have to go back to hospital for surgery, another says we shall go on trying and if things don't get better *then* I shall go back to hospital.
It just feels like I'm going nowhere, even though I'm trying so damn hard.

[Nue]

I´ve been angry all the time... I´m tired and I just yelled at my dad... and he was just trying to help me... Now I´m felling terrible ¬¬

[Dorothy]

It just feels like I'm going nowhere, even though I'm trying so damn hard.

*hugs* you'll get there. Babysteps, no leaping *hugs*

my crappy;
There's life, this isn't a good fact...
Also, two parts of my brain keep fighting about going to a doc or not. They think I just whine. Whatever.
If I can just get through this week and get some homework done...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I think I'm losing my best friend, maybe lost her already...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

It's official, my grandparents are getting divorced :(

[JustSkipIt]

Jas - wow. That's crazy. I don't think I've ever met someone who's grandparents got divorced. Sorry.

[woahnellie]

I had an interview on Wednesday for an organization that deals with foster care for severely emotional and behavioral disorders. I really really liked the company and thought the interview went well. Well they said they would make their decision by the end of the week but I didn't recieve any calls on Friday from them. I'm really really disappointed, I keep hoping they will call on Monday, that maybe just maybe they were waiting for a new week to begin. But my hopes aren't very high b/c good things usually don't work out for me. I wouldn't be that upset if it was just any job that I applied for. I really liked their mission and goals and I wanted to be a part of their team. Bummer
Please let them call me on Monday

[Nue]

my eyes are even worse than before... I´m so frightened...

[Kessari]

my eyes are even worse than before... I´m so frightened...

*hugs tight* Awww Sweetie, I'm so sorry. I know what a sucky feeling that is. If there's anything I can do for you, let me know!

[JujuDeRoussie]

I had an interview on Wednesday for an organization that deals with foster care for severely emotional and behavioral disorders. I really really liked the company and thought the interview went well. Well they said they would make their decision by the end of the week but I didn't recieve any calls on Friday from them. I'm really really disappointed, I keep hoping they will call on Monday, that maybe just maybe they were waiting for a new week to begin. But my hopes aren't very high b/c good things usually don't work out for me. I wouldn't be that upset if it was just any job that I applied for. I really liked their mission and goals and I wanted to be a part of their team. Bummer
Please let them call me on Monday

if they don't, call them yourself and try to show in your voice/speech how much you enjoy their mission and all.

OT: Monday morning, alarm going off. Blah. Oh and I'm trying to get my mind ready to go claim money. Scary.

[Dorothy]

So proud of the Ju cause she went to get her money back :-)

OT; LIFE

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I've only been awake 20 minutes and already this is a terrible day.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Today should have been a good day, but I've been feeling miserable, and the fact that it's been a week and I still haven't heard back from my big sister isn't helping matters. She made me so happy last Monday when she wrote me, asking about my new relationship and suggesting that we have lunch sometime, but I wrote her back the same day and she hasn't written again... I'm worried she thinks less of me knowing that my relationship is with someone I so far only know online and that idea hurts. I want her to be happy for me :(