The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[JujuDeRoussie]

some of my rats are sick and I can't do anything to heal them because nothing works (I already try many styff but nothing want to work)... and the sky is grey... *sighs*

[summer fairy]

I'm tired and I've not even done anything, thats a downer..

[Saena]

I'm trying to imagine wanting to write these two papers, call about paying for the rights to Rocky Horror, go to my tutoring placement for my teaching class, pack for home, and have Scottish dance rehearsal tonight any less.

...It's not working.

I'm also highly disappointed in myself for succumbing to typical college student "midterms week/week before spring break" emo angst. I thought I was immune to that, but apparently not. Hmph. I feel so completely used up and dead, I don't really care at this point. (Maybe I'll laugh about it later?)

Saena

[mangled_monkey]

Someone sent me a private message, then deleted it. *sad*

I wish I knew who it was.

[Sapphire eyes]

Oh I think that was me! I am such a dork sorry! :(

[Auriam]

some of my rats are sick and I can't do anything to heal them because nothing works (I already try many styff but nothing want to work)... and the sky is grey... *sighs*

God i don't like my lil sister in pain !
I know how much you love yours rats and i'm soo sorry for them ! :(

Topic : My cousin called me last night when i was sleeping ! grrrr
He don't call me often :(. Why did i have to sleep straight when i arrived at home !

[summer fairy]

I have so much cleaning to do today, so not fair!!!

[Auriam]

I have to go to work right now

[dlline]

I woke up this morning, grabbed the TV remote and flipped to FX to see if Buffy was still on. The television snapped on just in time for me to see Warren, running from the back yard, firing his gun.

I have lousy timing.

[Willowtree252]

Hay dlline sorry you missed Buffy this morning. I just got stood up for a lunch date by 2 woman that mean alot to me not good.

[Sapphire eyes]

That sooo sucks about the lunch date! :( Their loss!
I am too pale and need a holiday!

[gorn]

@Dianneswillowtree -
You had a date with TWO women?? Vixen ...


@dlline -
That's not really Buffy, and that wasn't Warren - what you actually saw was The Fonz jumping the shark tank on his motorcycle. I reccommend reading one of Sassette's "Vignettes" immediately (I'm reading through them now, and they're quite good ... reading them is kinda like wine-tasting, you know?)

[JustSkipIt]

I got a big work assignment right before I left today and it's due Monday morning and the data aren't complete and my VPN connection and network drives aren't working right. And I'm really tired and have to work this weekend and don't even know if I can get the files or will have to drive into town tomorrow.

[summer fairy]

I'm gonna miss everyone, perticulary Caroline!! Be back in a week so try not to party to hard, eh?

[Sapphire eyes]

Awww bless you Rach! You will get a big welcome back hug when you get back!

[Sapphire eyes]

Why is it that one of the best of cups of tea you ever make goes cold before you drink it? I know it shouldn't really be in the thread but I am British and tea is no good unless it is hot! lol

[openlocks]

The other day I was tutoring this guy with whom I work on several projects. He's had this pretty huge and annoying crush on me for quite some time, so (very suavely, I might add) he asked me about my dating life. I told him frankly that I'm bisexual. He gave me the usual about how hot he thought that was. Blah, blah, whatever. When I mentioned my ex-girlfriend, he seemed shocked. As if my sexual orientation were for his benefit and should remain theoretical. The next day he gave me the cold shoulder and wouldn't even look me in the eye.

Normally, I wouldn't care much about a guy feeling put off by my interest in women, but I have to work with him for the next several months at least.

This sucks.

[tazraven]

I killed a squirrel.

I was driving down the street, not going above the speed limit or doing anything else that would impair my driving capabilities. I saw a blur shoot out from the side of the road and then I heard a sickly bump.

When I was driving back along that road, I saw it. It was on the road, and it looked like it was sleeping. I cried about it and my girlfriend seems to think that it's cute that I care so much. Am I making too big a deal out of this?

I feel so bad. My insides are in knots and I want to go back and bury it, but I can't since we have to drive home in a minute. Supid Kamikaze squirrels

~Sara

[gorn]

I don't often post here unless it's to cheer someone else up, but I really feel like shit today. I lost my voice yesterday and my throat is all scratchy. I can only talk while I'm drinking something hot. And it's Monday. Perfect day to stay home, but there's some critical things happening at work today and - you guessed it - I'm the only one who can take care of them. And, of course, this involves a lot of SPEAKING, both in English & Japanese.

I guess I could pretend like I'm in "Hush," and just carry a whiteboard around with me all day ...

Something else I just thought of - the guests we have coming in from Toyota are oddly like The Gentlemen. They're well-dressed and all smiles, but they're really just here to cut out my heart. Or, more accurately, my ass.

[Second Fig]

I got my wisdom teeth removed, all four of them so thank God for drugs I don’t know what I would do without them. It hurts to even lay my head down and that is all I want to do.

[JustSkipIt]

My throat hurts.

[mangled_monkey]

*looks for the most pissed off looking face I can find*



My dad is... *restrains myself from saying many bad things*

Ok, so basically, a couple of weeks ago, I stopped by my parent's house. I noticed my DVD of Simple Things had gotten there, and I was really excited, but my mom was taking me to a doctor appointment, so I decided to wait until I got back to take it with me. But, the dogs my parents own wanted to go outside. Now, it had snowed a bunch and the ground was muddy from the melting snow, my mom was about to get there, so I let the dogs out.

I let them back in and left, not aware that they had gotten the floor muddy.

My dad called me a little while later throwing an absolute fit because there was some mud on the floor and I didn't clean it up.

Now, in not my best move, I didn't go back into the house when we got back from the doctor's, and just left because my dad didn't ASK me to clean it up, he TOLD me to. And I'm as stubborn as he is.

So that caused a big long thing, and eventually we talked about it, he said not to do it again, I agreed that I wouldn't and I apologized for how I acted.
I thought things were cool.

Apparently NOT, though.

He's decided to TAKE the dvd that I PAYED FOR WITH MY OWN MONEY and hold it because I didn't go back and clean up the mess, OVER TWO WEEKS AGO.



He has no right to do that shit anymore, ESPECIALLY now that I'm not even living there. It's my dvd, I payed for it. As far as I'm concerned its stealing.

[dlline]

Scotty, I miss you

[JujuDeRoussie]

I'm messing evrything... I know it seems I can't help it... and just now this irl from my sort of study group had been really...mean...with me. I don't care usually what people think about me, especially from this study group because they're not my friends friends.. but her words hurt me somehow.

Grrrrr I'm upset now. I dont like to be upset so it upsets me even more!

*sighs* *trying to break her desk with her head*

[tazraven]

I'm sorry Juju. I feel like crap too. My dentist appointment made me want to cry. My mouth feels like it's on fire and all I want to do is remove my jaw for a while, lol.

~Sara

[JujuDeRoussie]

Outch! I know this feeling Sara! I hate go there... Last time I went to see a dentist I ened worse than before I went.

[Second Fig]

Wisdom teeth suck, having them removed is the devil and the stupid fucking pain meds are not working.

[Willowtree252]

I am so sorry you are in pain Fig

[JustSkipIt]

I am so sick and hurt so bad I just want to cry.

[midnightmoonsong]

I am being schedualed for a partial hysterectomy and was told that im going to need to be off of my feet for a while,no lifting for three months...which is going to prolong my decision to move to Kentucky and totally screw up my plains!! On top on which my 15 year old daughter is going through pms or just general teenage crankie bs and is driving me crazy with her talking back crap! WOW this does feel better
Tara