The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[Nue]

Nue...did you get just one tooth out? I can sympathize though. I had my wisdom teeth out. The procedure felt like it took 5 minutes with the drugs they gave me. I told them I was cool to leave but when I tried to stand up I fell over *smile*. Then at home when my mouth started to throb I tried to eat something so I could take my pain meds...the frappe dribbled down my chest because my lips were still numb. Somehow I felt the pain from the extraction but my mouth was still numb, go figure *grin*

oh, thanks! I just had to take one tooth out, but the pain is agonizing! I can´t take any pills or talk, or eat, so I´m just trying to rest a lot ^^

[tetyline]

Christmas depresses me

[ScottishAsh]

Just finished an 11 hour shift, which i worked with an injured knee. 11 hours on your feet is bad enough without intense pain..

[JujuDeRoussie]

I'm in such a bad mood. All yesterday went wrong, everything. And now I find myself on Monday morning at a ridiculously early hour, having barely slept.
I don't want my cousin to visi. I don't wanna see her. Her father (my godfather) seems to not receive any of my emails, nor PM on a sorta board we're both on. I feel like he's mad at me for not giving him any news for about a year.

Sunday, bloody sunday... And soon to be Bloody Monday....

[Taralover]

Because me and my father had an arguement, I had to get the holly and ivy by myself-I did it, but it was a long cold walk there and back.He dosen't want to drive me anywhere and I can't drive cars myself.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

My girl came online while I was talking to my brother and when I came back she was gone

[sammy]

My throat is really sore, it gets worse when in the cold weather and the bus to get me home was half an hour late. All that after spending most of my day at work.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I thought I would get to see my best friend again before she moves in January, but her plans changed and she's leaving for college right after I get back into town and there won't be a chance to hang out, so I won't see her again for over 6 months :(

[tetyline]

I'm depress... I am all alone on a holiday that is supose to be about family and shit. Everybody is out there, having fun, and i'm here alone... It sucks big time. I hate christmas

[lilcheesenip]

All the videos we took tonight-with the brand-new, $500 camcorder that claimed to be "HD"- turned out to be crap as soon as we put them on the computer. No Christmas dance video for us D:

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I'm running out of time, and I may not get my special project done unless I decide not to sleep tonight :(

[umgaynow]

it seems we are carrying a curse this week when it comes to things of a mechanical nature...first the fridge dies, then the washing machine, then there was no heat in our hotel room and when we got out to the truck one of the headlights was burned out...I am afraid to see what goes next...maybe I'll hide under the covers until the new year

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I was supposed to leave on a 6am flight this morning, get to Memphis at 7:44, head to Atlanta at 8:40, have a 6 hour layover in Atlanta, then fly to Germany and get there tomorrow morning. Instead, my flight out of Austin got delayed three hours because first one of the people who was supposed to de-ice the wings of the plane got sick and they couldn't find anyone else that knew how, then when there finally was someone else the de-icer broke. (No, I did not make up these names. The machine really is called a de-icer.) We sat on the plane for an hour and a half before they decided it was going to be long enough everyone should de-board and anyone who would be missing a connecting flight should try to re-book after we got off. I called the number they gave us, and was told there was no other flight I could take to Atlanta until tomorrow, which would make me a whole day late getting to my girl, but I could go on to Memphis and see if they could squeeze me in on a flight this afternoon, if not I could spend the night in the lovely Memphis airport and travel the rest of the way tomorrow. I wanted to talk to the customer service people in the airport, instead of just a guy on the phone, but there was a long line, and the flight to Memphis started boarding again, and I knew I'd miss it if I tried to wait long enough to talk to someone. So I flew to Memphis, and once I got here spent almost half an hour talking to a woman trying to re-book my flight. Finally she got me on a flight leaving tonight for Amsterdam, then tomorrow I fly from Amsterdam to Germany and get there 6.5 hours later than I was originally scheduled. I've already been in Memphis for an hour, and I have another 6.5 hours until my plane leaves.

Traveling just sucks today.

[ashcrash71590]

i might have a kidney infection..

Ash

[Dorothy]

I just don't know what to do anymore
I have been too depressed to even keep up with the board
I swear I tried to get help
I swear I failed at least half a dozen times at it in the past few months

I can't help myself and I can't not make my friends hurt
I suck

I I I I I everything is about me, I'm a bloody blob of anoying selfishness

[Taralover]

When I go back to work on the 5th or 6th of January, I don't know how I will get there and back as I can't use my helper's car.

[Nue]

I don´t wanna go home!!!

[Taralover]

I'm paranoid that my computer is being attacked and my e-mails stolen.

[ScottishAsh]

Another day at work... really need to take a week off at some point, and have some time to actually do something other than work.

[Taralover]

I am still paranoid about my computer and fearuing that my e-mails have been stolen. Someone attacked my computer but I think my antivirus got rid of the attack-for now.

[tetyline]

she isn't here

[Nue]

I´m not there

[Kerrison20]

My ex-girlfriend and I shared custody of our 1 and half year old puppy. I went to pick him up Saturday and was informed that I could no longer see him. Ever.

Lisa

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I had to leave. Again. I have to go back to my life, the life I used to love and now only resent. It will be almost 3 months until I see her again, 6 months until I'll be back where I belong, in our apartment, in our bed, in the town I've already grown to love. I want to be home in her arms. I want to be snuggled up next to her right now, sleeping and holding her close. Instead I'm in an airport, heading back to the life I don't want and leaving behind the only thing that really matters. I've been away from her just shy of 12 hours and it already hurts to be apart.
I want to go with her to the grocery store and the dvd store and Starbucks and her doctor's office. I want to argue with her about how to clean dishes. I want to help her cook and hand clothes up to dry. I want to watch Friends with her, and German tv I don't understand. I want to alphabetize and play card games and build snowmen and talk to stuffed animals and snuggle and watch tons of movies. I want her to see her "you're so damn crazy" look, and see her smile, and feel her warm breath against my neck as she whispers in my ear, and feel her hand in mine, and fight for the higher spot on the escalator so one of us can be taller, and watch her obsess over little things, and have her bring me breakfast, and just... be with her. I want every little thing that comes with be there with her. I want to come home to her every day, and I want her to come home with me. We don't get to have that, and for me that's about as crappy as it gets.

[Nue]

I´m sick again... well, it´s just a flu, but like my girl said, I´m a Labrador XD

[tetyline]

I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths. I'm trying to be strong enough to deal with this...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I am really sick of traveling. Too many troblems, too much stress, too little sleep.

[DameSansMerci]

Spent my 23rd birthday alone, in a town where all my friends have graduated and moved out of...bought my own birthday cake...tried to go out and grab dinner at this Chinese place my friends and I went to once (when I had friends)...place was boarded up and had moved...drove back across town to find the new location...couldn't find it...went to a pizza buffet for b-day dinner...then cried and ate birthday cake alone...hugged my dog and tried to deal as best I could...this birthday sucked.

[Nue]

Spent my 23rd birthday alone, in a town where all my friends have graduated and moved out of...bought my own birthday cake...tried to go out and grab dinner at this Chinese place my friends and I went to once (when I had friends)...place was boarded up and had moved...drove back across town to find the new location...couldn't find it...went to a pizza buffet for b-day dinner...then cried and ate birthday cake alone...hugged my dog and tried to deal as best I could...this birthday sucked.

ouch, that´s sucks big time and I know this feeling... believe me, I know... even if we are really far away, we are here for you, remember this, ok?

[gorn]

I don't get around here as often as I'd like anymore, and I wish I could come back and post in a better thread.

We had to put one of our cats to sleep today. We had two - Dave & Jose - and we brought them with us from Japan when we moved here. Jose had a lot of problems last year, but we always managed to nurse him back to health. Mrs. Gorn had some kind of magic touch with him.

Well, the magic finally ran out. The vet said it was cancer; we thought he'd still be with us for at least a few more months, but over the last week he went downhill fast and there was nothing we could do. Mrs. Gorn was heartbroken, but she had to stay home and take care of our newborn baby. She said her goodbyes, then I took him off to the vet alone.

I've never had to do anything like this before; it hurts down to the bottom of your soul. There's a lot of new faces on the Kittenboard, a lot of old faces have moved on, but there's always been a lot of kindness here ... and an affinity towards cats. I don't know, I just need a sympathetic place to let some of this pain go, and I know the folks who come to this board are there for me even if they don't know who I am.

Goodbye, Jose.