The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[Nana]

I coudlnt sleep well last night because I had cough and besides that I had to wake up early to go to college, and I coudltn stop dreaming that I watched the clock and it was late!! That wasnt truth because I had the alarm so I couldnt be late, actually I wasnt because when it rang I was very awake!! Bad mind and dreams..

[Nue]

Two nights ago, I couldn´t sleep... last night, I slept a couple of hours, and such bad/strange dreams! maybe I worry too much...

and my throat is KILLING ME!

[umgaynow]

Enough with the hot flashes already!

[RainbowNerdette]

I think it's over... My friends seem to have moved on to a life that doesn't include me :-( I'll try till the summer ends but if it´s still as cold as this, it's done :(

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I got a new computer a couple weeks ago, and for the most part I like it, but even though I'm the one that set it up, mine is the only account, and officially I am the administrator, when I try to do certain things it won't let me and says I need the permission of an administrator. Wtf?

[Taralover]

The customs people delayed me an extra day in France because of a technicality with the dog's passport.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I have sooooooooo much homework due tomorrow (some of it overdue), and no desire to do any of it.

[tetyline]

I dunno... sometimes i fell such like a freak

[CrazyTaraWitch]

It's really disconcerting to constantly feel like so much more time has passed than actually has. It's not just wishful thinking for the time to move, though that's part of it and certainly I wish time would move much much faster, I genuinely feel like days and weeks and months are looooong. I look at how much time has passed and often become confused. Has it only been 2.5 weeks since I was with my girlfriend? It feels like months. Have we really had that many fights in such a short time? It feels like so much longer to me. I keep thinking, why aren't things better yet, and then I look at the calendar and realize how little time it's been, and it seems impossible. My brains says 'duh, of course it's not better' but the rest of me is still stuck in the 'huh? how has it only been a few days?' phase. I hate feeling like time moves at a snail's pace, and I hate being so damn impatient all the time.

[Sandman78]

79 on my last psyc exam...

[umgaynow]

Once again I have not entered menopause

[JujuDeRoussie]

Once again I have not entered menopause

*hugs* I feel your pain!

OT: The weather's warmer... how's that bad? it isn't. It's awesome. So think the fleas as they reproduce and invade my home through my cats...!

[Ilovewillow]

ARGGGHHHH!!!!! I could so smack a wall, or perhaps the girl.!
See Im in love, yes I am actually completely and utterly, with A girl who has a girlfriend!!! But the funny thing is, the girlfriend is messing her over because she says she likes someone else and then makes up lies to go and see him, and yet the girl, my girl, stays with her. ITs like FFS cant you see what she's doing to you? She's bloody using you, and not to sound cocky or anything but I'd make a much better girlfriend than her. ARGH! its so agravting, oh and to top it all off, I like someone else who has a boyfriend and yet flirts with me like mad, i think i have a homophobic friend, my best friend doesnt even notice how upset I am, my dad is so annoying and my sister is really upset over her recent break-up.
Life sucks. Major

~Soph~

[tarawillow<3]

life sucks in many many ways, that im not gonna say, but life does suck so much now...

[Taralover]

The student loan people are on my back.I'd pay them today if I could, but I have no job and am too honest to turn to crime.

[Nue]

I lost my voice again... I knew this could happen, but still...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I don't know of anywhere I can get to to camp without a car... I really wanna camp

[Sandman78]

I have a math exam in the morning, I should be studying, but I don't wanna.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

My best friend's in a really bad place and I'm too far away (and perhaps too wrapped up in my own life) to help. Her parents are jerks, one of her best friends keeps getting screwed over which has her really upset, and the organization she used to work for and still loves immensely is making really bad choices that make her feel stressed even though she's not a part of it any more. She can't sleep, she's got an awful headache, she wants to watch dumb tv to keep from thinking and I wish I was there to watch dumb tv with her, cause even if it wouldn't help at least I'd be there.

[mandyanyone]

*pouts*..I have no internet.. :

Mandy
(sent via cell phone)

[Kessari]

*sigh* I had to leave the department this week. Makes me incredibly sad... I wish I could just stay there until I'm finished with my apprenticehip in July next year. My boss wants me to stay, my colleagues do, but noooo my supervisors make me go to another department.

Now, I can't reach anyone in the new department and I'm worried I gonna screw up... Sometimes changes just suck!!!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I just found out about another breakup among people I know and care about. There seem to be a lot lately (not counting my own this is the 3rd in a couple weeks, whereas normally I might found out about 1 a month), and every time it makes me sad. Any time love doesn't last it bums me out... Why can't life just be like the movies??

[Nue]

Why can't life just be like the movies??

because life sucks, sweetie... living is the hardest thing we have to do in this world...

[Emberclouds]

I just found out about another breakup among people I know and care about. There seem to be a lot lately (not counting my own this is the 3rd in a couple weeks, whereas normally I might found out about 1 a month), and every time it makes me sad. Any time love doesn't last it bums me out... Why can't life just be like the movies??

CrazyTaraWitch:

I know how you're feeling with all the breakups, they suck A lot of my friends have also broken up recently, and it makes me question Love, throw my hands up in the air and wonder why it's not like the movies too. But then in the end, I always come to the conclusion that there is true love out there. Real, all-encompassing, make you see stars type love, that will blow all those movie romances out of the water. We just have to hit a lot of lows, and go through some hard experiences until we get to it

[Foomatic]

GRRRR.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Waking up today really sucked, and I had a cranky/out of it morning. I even said something kinda snappy at work, which I *never* do :(

[Taralover]

Why vote out the Indepentdent MP for Wyre Forest?Parliment needs more indepenent MPs, not less.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

As soon as I think I'm kind of okay, something comes up to make it all so much worse again... I feel like my whole life's been a lie

[Kessari]

Those damn bastards are going to strike and probably screw up all plans...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I'm falling into my old bad habit of developing a slight crush on a stranger in the wake of a heartbrake...