by CrazyTaraWitch » Mon Jan 17, 2011 4:30 pm
I'm feeling indecisive to the point of questioning almost everything in my life. I hate when I get like this. I tried to talk to my mom about it, but she was busy and kinda blew me off. I'd love to talk to my best friend about it, but when I talked to her a few days ago she was grumpy and extremely non-talkative so I'm a bit hesitant to call her up just to rant about my shit. I have a good friend I usually talk to about everything, but I feel like I'm always turning to her and I should learn to work through this stuff without always needing her. There's really no one else...
I just want to have my life sorted out. I wish I could find a way to both have the career I want and not have to wait 15+ years to have a kid, but I don't see a way to do that and I hate feeling like I have to give up either the work-life I want or the personal-life I want. I don't wanna choose...
"To days to come."
"All my love to long ago.
I hope, we'll have more happy ever after
I hope, we can all live more fearlessly...
~Jas