The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[littlewicca]

me too really

[Bound2Her]

I have the worst headache ever and I know I should go to bed as it's almost 11 pm, but Im downloading software I really need so I can't. Ugh.

[Boschi]

My cat has disappeared. She's an indoor cat, but slipped out of the apartment last night without me or my mother noticing. This morning, however, she was a no show for breakfast, which is unheard of.

I've posted signs, walked the streets calling, checked other buildings and talked to neighbors. No luck.

Tomorrow I'll check the shelters.

Major bummer - I've had her 6 years now and she's a marvelous bundle of trouble.

[Willowtree252]

Everyone here know,s I am very laid back and easy going but this man pissed me off this morning someone yahoo messaged me and started asking a lot of Q. When i asked where we knew each other from thay got rude. let me tell you if you are reading this you need to get manners and I am very careful whom I speak to so If you don,t like it then don,t Yahoo me ok!

[GoodWitch]

My cat has disappeared. She's an indoor cat, but slipped out of the apartment last night I've posted signs, walked the streets calling, checked other buildings and talked to neighbors. No luck.

This is one of the most emotionally stressful things a loving pet owner could have happen. I may repeat what you already know but here it is. On your Lost Kitty sign put a Picture (color is best). I did this by putting as many color pics as I could get onto an 8" X 10" piece of paper; color xeroxing that then cutting them myself and gluing or taping them to my flyers. Offer a Reward! You don't have to say how much but offer one. Keep putting flyers up. People tear them down but just put another right back up! The more flyers people see, the more they believe you want your cat back. People Did call me when they thought they had seen my cat. I met a bunch of great neighbors walking the neighborhood and talking to anyone I saw about her.
Put food & water outside by your door (under your back porch or something?) I put the food in a big cat carrier (blocking the door open) with a rug from her room that had her smell on it and covered that with a tarp to shelter it from the weather. Other animals will come and eat it but your cat may too; And that is what is important. Keep the food and water fresh. Ask your neighbors to check thier garages and basements. I put different flyers (still with a picture) in each neighbor's mailbox specifically asking them to do this. Call the shelters And take a flyer to them with the kitty's pic. KEEP LOOKING! Don't give up. My kitty was missing ten days. She was hiding in my downstairs neighbor's appartment! She successfully hid from them Inside their appratment for ten days! Good Luck!

[kisstheviolets]

bosch: so sorry about your kitten, dude. i'm sure she'll come around. who could stay away from you for long?

crapola: my mom has been "dating" the redneck next door neighbor for a few years now (and while she's separated from my stepdad now, she wasn't when she started "dating" him), and despite the fact that he's an obnoxious, worthless piece of shit, she has continued to see him though it causes problems in our relationship.

so last month they got in a fight and he threw a full bottle of beer at her, hitting her in the elbow and creating a welted bruise about the size of an apple. after having to physically stop me from bludgeoning him with a baseball bat, she said she would never tolerate that sort of behavior from a man and that she was done with him. she wouldn't let me call the police or take a picture of it. i had to go back east the next day for the bar exam and when i got back home i learned that she was still talking to him.

and now she has told me that she's getting back together with him. and somehow i'm an asshole because i supposedly want her to sacrifice her happiness for mine. that's funny, because all i really want is for her to come to her senses, be the strong, sensible woman i've always admired, and kick this fucker to the curb. i just can't understand what's going on with her and why she's behaving this way when she's never put herself in this type of situation before (she grew up watching her mother be beaten by men and vowed to never be a victim).

i know she's a grown woman and can make her own decisions, but she's still my mom, and i still worry. and this just all feels particularly craptastic.

[littlewicca]

Di: those stupid spamers and crazy people

Stpid train and world, i hate how the world is working, you go to work and you have a lot of trouble to come back home, why? because the people who suppose to work on the bus, and train dont do their jobs very well! demon! we suppose to do every thing ok and they dont i hate that, i hate the stupid people, why can be all more easy? i dont understand really

[Saena]

I have to learn to accept the fact that if something is going to happen and it's inevitable, I have to let it happen.

If no one shows up to my open door hours for Rocky Horror tomorrow and I have to cancel the show, that's just what's going to happen.

If the results of my study abroad application come back and it turns out I'm not going to England after all, that's just what's going to happen.

I don't want either of these things to happen- I'm very strongly against it, in fact. I'm not lying when I say that, in reference to this study abroad semester, I don't think I've ever wanted anything quite so badly in my entire life. And I'm not sure my application adequately reflects that. Rocky Horror is taking over every moment of my free time and adding stress to my life and to the lives of pretty much everyone I've involved in it. But the performance is in four days and I can't bring myself to cancel- unless, of course, no one is able to come and meet with me to discuss what they're doing come Saturday night. What hurts the most is that both of these events are so horribly up in the air. It's not knowing how they're going to turn out that worries me.

Saena

[littlewicca]

Im sad because one of my work-friends found another job, I know she will be ok, because the other job is better, but we are going to miss her

[GoodWitch]

I'm in pain because I had root canal yesterday. Shoot. I just went in to the dentist thinking I needed a filling replaced. Ouch!

[littlewicca]

Im unhappy

why people tend to leave?? can someone just stay? life is so bad sometimes, you met a lot of people and you have to say a lot of goodbyes, i can understand it sometimes



dont know, it is general, i mean in the life people met to other people but, sometimes is just for sometime, but why? you know what i mean?

thanks Di,

[JustSkipIt]

I think I got food poisoning last night. I hurt all through my stomach and instestines just to move at all. It's my second time to be sick this month and I'm not happy about that.

[Bound2Her]

I really don't feel like witnessing my best friend make out with and touch is boyfriend innaproperitatly (that was a badly spelled word, sorry) while I'm in the room. Nothing against them of course, but it makes me miss my girlfriend (if that's not weird) and makes me wish she were around to cuddle with. Meh. I'm so ready for bed.

[Saena]

I kind of saw it coming, but I still held out some hope...

The Oxford study abroad thing was a no. I'm staying here in the fall.

Really, at the moment I'm less upset that I didn't get into the program itself. What has really been bothering me (since it dawned on me earlier this week) is that my sister is also pretty much accepted to her study abroad program. This means that my two best friends (my sister and my roommate) are going to be in different countries than me for an entire semester.

I don't know what I'm going to do without them.

Saena

[kisstheviolets]

i was hoping to go to dinah shore for a bit this weekend (i'm only about 45 minutes from palm springs) but my one gay friend out here has an assload of grad school papers to write by monday. there are 10,000 lesbians 45 minutes from me right now and i can't go see them!

i wish my mass. friends were here. i miss them all so very much. sigh.

ETA: dinah shore was not a lesbian to my knowledge, but did have an lpga golf tournament in palm springs named after her which drew the lesbians that eventually started the weekend event.

[gorn]

Dinah Shore? Isn't she dead? And ... she was a lesbian? I thought she had the hots for Burt Reynolds.

[EndlessDestiny]

I got home from college today for spring break and my mom almost immediately started getting on my case. She said I look like a slob, that my hair looks horrible, and that I'm getting fat. I feel guilty whenever I eat junk food. And now I have to wear a dress to passover services. I really don't feel like wearing a dress currently. *sigh*

[Auriam]

I don't feel good today i don't think i will go to my class
but my work i really have to go !

[mangled_monkey]

Why the hell is my mom's definition of trying to make me feel better in fact trying to convince me that I'm disabled????

I'm hoping against hope that my doctor can help me with this one, because her trying to convince me that I need SSI is really bringing me down quite a bit.

[Auriam]

My tummy hurt like crazzy !

[summer fairy]

I just want to watch my series 2 badgirls boxset today but there is housework to be done and some bits and pieces to be baught, also Sazki has not been for a walk in about 3 days...

[Saena]

Fellow exec board members: Stop making me feel bad about my decisions and the things I have to do, even if you do have good intentions about it. This is the best decision. I know you want me to try, but nothing I do is going to make this any better. We've reached a stopping point. Please, let's move on.

Saena

[jixer]

Hello Kittens-

Still alive, trying to write again. The last six months could have been better.

Jixer

[summer fairy]

My decorating is taking ages to complete

[Numen]

I've got this feeling that I'm going to have little fight with my two best friends becuase of my gf. They don't really like her. I know they just thinks my best, but still. It's my relationship. It's so hard, I really love these friends, and I really really love my gf. I haven't love anyone so much

[summer fairy]

I feel so guilty because I am doing okay money wise and everything in my life is going my way and its not for my brother and his wife, they have two little kids and I bump'd into them at the supermarket today and I had a trollyfull for a shop and they could only afford to get a basket full of things...they looked into my trolly and I felt so embarassed!

[Auriam]

I just got my pay but i will use it for my phone bill
Love can make you do lot of things !

[Willow Watcher]

My Saturday will consist of repairing the comode...stupid thing! Well atleast its not the bowl part!

[littlewicca]

um i got my pay too the last week, but i have not more money either, i bought a digital camera, i hopw this to be usefull.
crapps why we are not happy?

[Auriam]

i don't know little wicca !
and that my post on this topic :
I feel like i will never be loved !
I feel like i don't deverve to be !
I want to disapear