The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[littlewicca]

dont want to go back to work yet :(

[Bound2Her]

I'm getting sick and my parents are coming friday. Argh. I'm looking forward to it and I don't want to spend it sick! So I've been drinking green tea with honey....hope it works....

[Sapphire eyes]

I had a fight today- I didn't cause it but I have been hurt badly and I don't know if I will ever forget what they said to me. I wish I had just not bothered to go in the car to her house :(

[JujuDeRoussie]

She got me... It was hard to go to sleep like that...
She told me a new one... it wasn't a "I'll stop to take my meds" or "i'll kill myself"... nop... it was "since the law don't allow me to put you in the street I'l go live in the street if you don't do your apprenticeship"...
Great.
Alittle note: I have suggested last week that I'll take a year off from all studies to work and make money... But she doesn't like this idea...
And just after that she has started to fight with her friend about TV, people watching tV, and all... all of this because we made a joke...
so what so I do? search an aprenticeship or try to find a job and leave her? don't know yet

[Sapphire eyes]

Just heard that my fave singer has been arrested :(

[Bound2Her]

still sick, wanna shoot myself....

[JustSkipIt]

I'm not sure if this should go in crappy feelings or just amused. I posted a note on Craigslist saying that I had a non-working TV that anyone could have who would come pick it up. I got a note right away from someone saying he would take it. Then a little later, I got a note from some saying (and I and quoting from his note):

"Non working tv=the dump! Take it there you lazy bum!" What an asshole!

[Boschi]

Well. I knew there was a reason I hadn't sat down and put together a to do list lately.

It's because it takes up two full page columns and contains more items than I have any chance of actually doing.

Sigh. Maybe if I blank out watching tele for a while I can numb myself back into denial.

[dlline]

This makes me sad because I know no one gives a shit.

Oh, well.

[Sapphire eyes]

Fell over tonight and bruised myself really badly and got really dizzy :(

[jixer]

Hello Kittens-

Sapphire Eyes-If you're still feeling dizzy get thee to a medical professional! Also- follow the directions and go easy on the over the counter anti-nflammatories. Tylenol can toxify a liver, Advil makes the kidneys really unhappy if you take too much.

Jixer

[Boschi]

And one more itsy bitch:

I can't do what my boss wants me to do in the time they are willing to pay me for. It's not about me - it would require superhuman talents and speed.
The job was not presented in a truthfull manner, and the responsibilities are weighted towards exactly the sort of work I'm trying to move away from.

Additionally, I did not sign on to this job to hustle someone elses vegetables. I barely have the energy to hustle my own, much less waste my time and reputation marketing things that I don't have a great deal of confidence in, in a way that screws up the market for myself and other growers (who I'm supposed to be frigging representing/helping).

Also, the bleeping hiring process has been a nightmare that really should result in a lawsuit, but that just seems like such a stupid waste of time and energy.

Erg.

[Emms]

I'm working with Erik tonight (effin' bastard of a store manager). 'nuff said.

[dlline]

I was right.

[JustSkipIt]

First off...

This makes me sad because I know no one gives a shit.

Oh, well.

I feel your pain, Diane. Last week I attended a training offered by my office and throughout the instructional materials the authors neglected to put apostrophes in their possessives. "The users computer will... blah blah blah..." This was handed out by our office to external users. ARggghhh!

Second off. I thought we sold everything on craigslist so easily. But I just got one of those notes from the guy who was buying the glider for $100. It was one of those "I accidentally sent you $2100, please cash the check and keep $50 and wire the rest back to me..." scams. I'm not that upset about the scamming because I recognized it right off but I was really pleased about selling the glider so easily. Boo hiss.

[dlline]

Thank you, Deb.

Now, I just want to beat my head against the wall, but it has nothing to do with road signs.

[tazraven]

Today's been pretty much horrible. I got up 10 minutes late, and it somehow threw off my entire day. My notes printed green, so I couldn't read them, and had to go to class without them. Luckily, I made it to the bus stop about 5 seconds before it came. I'm dealing with something else that keeps pissing me off. And finally my last class of the day, a 3 hour lab rolls around. I got out a half hour late and had to walk home, since my fiance was at work. A 3 mile walk in the scorching heat is not my idea of fun. Grrr.

~Sara

[tazraven]

Oh, and now my keys have dissapeared for good. Argh.

[river]

damn i feel so sick. i cant breathe through my nose... that sucks

[umgaynow]

George Clinton & the Parliament Funkadelic are headlining the Redhook Summer Music Festival and I can't afford to go...I mean I have like a dollar and some change...being penniless and having your whole future depend on a bunch of government drones...who are certainly taking there sweet time about it really sucks ass...waaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sandi we need a sad kitten emoticon

[Emms]

I'm feeling so crappy right now. My wife and I have been doing nothing but fighting about everything! On top of that her parents are coming today and staying a whole frickin week. My wife is freaking out (because she's not out and aside from that has other issues). She's arranging the living room furniture based on how her parents will want it! That is so fucked up! I don't care if they don't know she's gay...it's our living room!! I'm so tired of going through this!! I just wish I had someone in RL to talk to about this... but no, I can't do that either. GOD FREAKIN DAMN IT!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

[umgaynow]

::::::::sympathy hugz for Emms::::::::::

We still love you and think you're cool as hell, right kittens?

Ah yes...the classic de-dyking of the apartment...I believe we have all probably experienced this at one time or another...this too shall pass, sweetie...in the mean time you can calm yourself fantasizing about what you'd like to do instead of pretending to be just good friends and putting up with the changes in your environment...think Calvin and Hobbes...I find it can be very calming...although you may have to explain the wicked little smirk that tends to accompany said activity

Courage...

Sandi

[gorn]

Hey, that's what you do when you're in love - you have to put up with the In-Laws. It's the universal sign of commitment. I strongly encourage you to come and RANT here with a vengence ... as long as you keep the peace at home. We're here for ya.

A full week, though?? Geez, I dunno. That's kinda harsh. Mrs. Emms ought to give you a medal once they're gone.


umgaynow - you ought to shine your flashlight outside, and maybe the Mothership will pick you up on the way to the show!

[littlewicca]

Why did she need to arrived now damnit?

[Willowtree252]

Emms I am behind you also you love your wife I have seen that for a long time. Try this put up with them in the day time and keep thinking what you would do to there daughter at night the smile on your face will surly make them wonder if you are still of this earth pass me a flash light gorn and yes by all means come here a let is hurl.

[mangled_monkey]

I just really want someone to talk to about anything. That's it. Everyone's busy having fun with someone else right now and I'm stuck alone. I hate nights like this, and not even my roommate will talk to me.

Erg.

Movie, I guess.

[woahnellie]

i feel ya mangled monkey! i feel like that a lot. but oh when no one is around they all come running back

[JujuDeRoussie]

Why of all the times today (rainy today may I add) is the only one they don't propose me to drve me back to the station... huh?

[gorn]

I'm sick. And at work.

[woahnellie]

Yay she's coming home this weekend, but of all the fuckin weekends she comes to visit. i'm freaking being a parent for 3 kids whose parents are out of town!