The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[DreamLover]

Feeling really down right now...some people just suck.

[Bound2Her]

My girlfriend started school yesterday....we only had like...one week to spend together and it never seems enough. She's gonna be busy and it makes me nervous....

[JustSkipIt]

My team leader just called me at home (I left early to play with Ash while Rachel rests) to tell me that he just turned in his intent to retire. Actually I don't know that I feel crappy about it as much as unsure of what will happen. It could be good, bad, or neutral. I think they will either merge us with the other IT team which would be fine with me or make one of my team members the team leader. I'm ok with that except that the guy who is most likely and I don't see eye to eye on programming concepts. But I don't really care who is the team leader as long as s/he doesn't screw with me.

[JujuDeRoussie]

I am not very crappy but a bit sad... Disappointed would be better... Sarra was in town today and she stays until tomorrow. We spent the late afternoon and the evening together (Laura, Gregory, Sarra and I)... She said she missed us but she didn't act like this.
She kept texting another friend... Laura and I were a bit hurt because we have a message from her every 3 or 4 months... But it is ok. Just when you miss someone and get to see them again, you don't spend your afternoon and vening in your cell phone do you?
Well at least Gregounet (as I love to call him to tease him ^^) kept us/me company (Sarra and Laura have always been closer than Sarra and I so they got to talk a bit together )

[Justified12]

18 days to go... it feels like an eternity... and in the meantime, I have to 'focus' on schoolwork... *sigh* give me strength...

[JujuDeRoussie]

The DVD still not here today... I am starting to worry very much. Hope it hasn't been lost...

[Willowtree252]

I had a feeling it was to go to be true I am a fool.

[umgaynow]

No one is reading my update

Have people not noticed that it's there or have I lost my touch and it's so crappy that no one wants to leave feedback? Kind of leaves one with a why bother feeling

[littlewicca]

1º The world is going down everyday more, people hurt others just because of doing it, someone hurt someone, so that person is able to hurt another person.. and that to others? It shouldnt be but it is. Most of people sucks.

2º one of my best friends, is not there when i need her, it had been like 2 weeks and she knew i was bad, but she even came to see me or anything and not when i say im ok i guess, she said how is that? you didnt told me what happened, well you never asked..

3º I hate the trains, most of people and the world it self

[writerfreak]

Okay, so these past two weeks, yeah they have totally sucked for my body. TOTALLY sucked. First I find out that I might have to have a major surgery, but I get on medicine for that and it starts to straighten out. So things were good for a day, just one, and then I have no idea how I did it, I was fine when I went to bed one night and I woke up and could barely freakin walk. I had a terrible limp for 3 days before finding out that somehow just by sleeping that I had strained my right hip flexor. I kid you not, it hurt so bad to walk. I thought I was dying and needed a leg amputated or something it hurt so bad. And then strangely, weirdly, I go to bed two nights ago, wake up in the morning, and I felt just freakin great. No limp, no pain, nothing. Gone like I had imagined it all or something. And then this time the good part didn't even last a day, oh no, 3 hours at best, before the boxes fell of the stupid shelf, yeah, hit my middle finger left hand, snapped the bone, just freakin great. I swear I have the worst luck lately.

writerfreak

[Willowtree252]

I am so sick I have the worst Migraine I have ever had I cant even read the words on an IM from Aggie. Stress brings them on and boy do I have that

[river]

i am sad because i hurt her. and now i cant be there for her.
damn i never wanted to hurt her..

[Justified12]

I'm freaking out! My music performance is TOMORROW! ahhhhhhhh!

[JujuDeRoussie]

I just fhave found out that baby Dilème has an abcess or a tumor on the knee joint :(
it is as big as the half of a ping pong ball which means it is actually as big as a ping pong ball or even more :(

[Sapphire eyes]

I have to go to hospital tomorrow for Hydro and I am worried about getting in the pool and people seeing me like that :(

[Boschi]

Mainly just grumpiness: insomnia last night, late start this morning, and far too many people who won't just friggin' leave me alone to work. I feel like I spend my days making the people around me more comfortable at the cost of the work I would personally like to get to.

Yes, it's good to have people around, and I appreciate them most of the time. But right now I'd like about 3 days to just put my head down, work and be left the bleep alone.

[Willowtree252]

boy the shit just hit the fan ........... Megan knows everything.

[Sapphire eyes]

I think I did too much walking yesterdsy and I didn't want to overdo it but one of my sisters got a bit enthusiastic on my behalf and I couldn't say no, and now I can't sleep, my body aches and I have hydro later on today just peachy :(

[littlewicca]

I didnt sleep too much, I have a head ache, Is rainy and i have to go to work, i wish to stay at home in bed till night

[kisstheviolets]

post deleted because it was entirely too emo. all is better now.

[JustSkipIt]

I don't know that this goes here but I don't see anywhere better.

It’s September 11. All day long the news has been all about what happened six years ago today. How did all our lives change? Did we lose our innocence? How did it change the election and the war and our personal safety? I remember September 11, 2001 very well. My wife and I had been on vacation and were taking an extra day at home to just relax. Since we don’t watch TV, people started to call us on the phone. When the third person called and said, “no. You really have to turn on the TV” we did.

But that’s not what September 11 means to me.

September 11 is the day preceding my mother’s Yartzeit. At sundown I will light a candle for her to commemorate her life and her death. I will probably light it early so that I can talk about my mother with my son before putting him to bed. Four years ago today I spent the day with my mother before spending the night with my mother as she died.

I remember everything about that night. Everything about the time we spent holding her hand, toweling her off. I gave her the morphine she was allowed and had to help her swallow it because it was so obviously so bitter that she had trouble swallowing. We played Josh Groban over and over and prayed and told her that it was ok to go. I remember my step-mother telling her that she would see her soon and that my grandmother was waiting for my mother.

I remember actively helping her to die for eight hours.

I remember both my sister and I telling the aide that we would help her wash my mother’s body and then waiting for the funeral home to come.

I remember sitting in two couches pushed together with my sister as we waited and later lying in the bed as we waited for it to be late enough to call our other siblings.

I’ve said many times that that night was both an honor and a horror for me but I am so grateful that I was able to do it.

[littlewicca]

Some one please take it out of me

[woahnellie]

I swear I hate Sept. 11 and 12. Every year something horrible happens or I receive bad news. The day after the attacks on the WTC, my grandfather passed away. I was all with the happiness this week b/c I'm on vacation. But tonight I received a phone call from my mom saying my dad has had a mini-stroke. It didn't go to his brain which is a good thing, it went to his eye. So he will probably go blind in one of his eyes. We won't know how serious the blockage is in his arteries until he has more testing done on Friday. Just keep him in your prayers.

[Sapphire eyes]

I haven;'t had a decent nights sleep in months, almost every night I wake up in severe pain and my brother still doesnb't care about how recklessly he drove that day, he has gone abraod to work and has been lying about how often he has ben e-mailing me to my sisters and my mum even though he told me to e-mail him when I am in pain they were empty words becauyse he never replies :( We used to be so close...I can't stand the man he has turned into, so selfish and only out for himself, just like our dad...

[Bound2Her]

I miss my girlfriend so much it's freaking KILLING me that I can't be with her right now cause she's been really sick. I wish I had the money to fly over there and stay forever. I wish.

That and I can't go home when I planned. I can't see the friends I wanted, I can't do anything that I wanted.

Ugh I need out of this stupid state....I need to be with HER. Why don't people get this!?

Done.

[Teddykins]

My boss is sooooooo hot and super nice...but straight...it's trivial to be upset about but still...

I need a car to go to school becuase just taking the bus costs to much and I dont want to have to quit my job for school because the people i work with a so awesome.

[JustSkipIt]

Without going into too much detail, I just found out that the $ I thought I would get next week will take a few months to arrive. I've already waited 16 years for it. Boo hiss.

[littlewicca]

I know i always talk about the fucking trains, but, damnit i have to say it, today i arrived 1 hour late to work because there was an accident, i had to take two more bus, and then a train in other station, and i have to go one hour earlier one day in the next week, all becaue of the trains..

Also the weather still rainy and cloudy, i couldnt see the stars in all this week, then dont ask why it wasnt a good week.

[JujuDeRoussie]

My mother is having her back hurting like hell... I am not sure about the english word of what she got but let's just say it hurts her like hell. She can't move. And her skin problems are worse and worse. But she refuses to see a doctor. She said she would on monday.
Her spine is worse and worse... The meds she takes for her cancer are giving her skin problems and they are no tvery efficient with the rest. Ok they are for several bones, but not for her spine.
Crappy day.

[JustSkipIt]

Cramps suck. Need I say more?