This Pain & Home

[Kessari]

This little piece just came to my mind and I had to write it down. I'm not really good at this, but still I hope you like it.


"This Pain"

The pain inside is tearing me apart
No on there to listen
No one to mend my heart
All these years I tried so hard
To hold on to the life
To hold on to my heart
Now everything comes crashing down
This pain I can not bear
And still there is no one here
Tears streaming down my face
Holding on, I try so hard
But you are not with me
And I feel like I’m falling apart
I can’t explain the way I feel
But I know there’s only one way to heal
With you by my side…

[SJ]

Great poem,thanks for sharing.

[Kessari]

Thanks SJ

Here is another poor attempt to write something with a deeper meaning. Just came to my mind, so here ya go:

"Home"

People walking by,
Ignoring their surroundings.
I’m standing there
Just watching them.
Everything fades to gray,
No one cares for anything, but themselves.
Why did this world change so much?
How did everyone become so shallow?
There’s no love, no life left at all.
I try so hard to make you proud,
To recognize me.
Anything I can,
But you just keep on walking by.
Will you remember me?
Do you even care?
Sometimes I think I don’t belong here,
In a place this empty.
So many questions left to ask,
With no answers to get.

[SJ]

Great writing.

[barnabasvamp]

Nice work. I think I liked Home the most.
Often times "home" is more a state of mind, than a place.
Thanks for sharing.
BV

[sweet satin lover]

Hi, Great poetry I really liked both of them thanks for sharing them, please write some more when you can. take care talk soon x

[Kessari]

"Grey Sky" - 16th Nov 2008

Looking outside my window I see the dark sky.
Grey clouds painting the horizon, once so beautiful.
I can’t stop but asking myself why.
Is any of this right?
I see deep into your eyes,
I can feel your soul surrounding me.
You’re just a picture in my mind and though you make me blue,
I’m happy, excited and nervous only because of you.
I’m hoping for something more – a deeper connection,
While now I’m sitting here watching the sky by myself.
Why do I miss you, when I don’t know you at all?
You deserve something better I know and so they say.
Though I tried to forget you, tried to ignore what you mean to me,
I failed again and again.
At times I feel so loved, so much cared for.
And suddenly it’s all gone, like I’m putting the world’s weight on your shoulders.
Still as much as I wanted and tried not to love you, I just couldn’t.
You mean the world to me and this you know,
Make me feel so strong, so alive, but you’re only a picture in my mind.
I’d promise you forever and a day, however I’m afraid.
So I’m all by myself asking why can something, that seems so wrong, feel so right?




"Numb" - 8th Dec 2008

Why are you doing this to me?
I just told my thoughts, honest for once.
And now you turn your back on me.
Why am I doing this at all, I keep asking.
I told you I wouldn’t run, wouldn’t fall to my knees
And beg and crawl on the floor hoping to be forgiven. I won’t.
You made me mad so many times before.
I’d always give in, listen to your excuses, telling you that it’s okay.
Did you ever mean a thing you said to me?
Why do I even care?
All of this started because I do,
But now I’m not sure if I even want to anymore.
It’s like one of those bad dreams,
Where I see you leave and never turning back.
Not even to see me fall.


I think those pieces of my mind say more, than I could say right now. Enjoy.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Beautiful, and sad :(

[SJ]

Great poetry.

[Kessari]

Thanks to both of you I've been writing every day for a few weeks now and might post some of my stuff later...