I will freely admit this is for me. I have suffered a huge loss. My beloved died in a car accident. I was in the car and survived. I don't know how or why I survived as everyone who saw the car said there was no way I should still be alive. I am still recovering from my injuries mentally, physically and emotionally. I need this time to write. I need this time to heal. I need this time to breathe.
Breathing
Happiness..
Joy.
We are on our way
To see our children and family.
A new home to come back for
Painting..
Refinishing..
So happy.
Snow...
Sliding..
What is that damn noise?
Breathing, fast, rapid...
Where is that coming from?
Darkness.
Did I fall asleep?
Are we there?
What is on my face?
Glass everywhere.
In my mouth.
Why is it snowing in the car?
Breathing...
Where is that coming from?
Oh my God.
It's me.
Why can't I breathe?
Baby?
What happened?
Darkness again.
Don't move.
Why can't I move?
Why am I lying down?
Snow...
Questions
Do you know your name?
What is your social security number?
Who can we call?
SHUT UP!!!
I can't take anymore questions.
I hurt.
I am in pain.
Leave me alone.
Oh god I hurt.
Why am I still alive.
Why did God take you?
Mom, Dad..
What are you doing here?
Where am I?
Oh God...
Breathing...
Where is that coming from.
It's me....
Breathing.
