"losing More than I could ever gain" & Poems

[Buffy Willow H]

LOSING MORE THAN I COULD EVER GAIN



Today I stand before a new dawn. With a million emotions runing my veins. Confusion high, gripping. Sitting alone, I made my mistakes. Not knowing until it was too late.



I can't stop thinking about you. I want you to come back But you are not coming back are you ?. The minute I lost you I realized. I have truely lost my soul.



From that point on I have yet to stop thinking about you. even dreaming of you now brings me to tears wepted a thousand years.



I can say that I was wrong, but what had i done wrong? I want to talk to you so bad. am i wrong to wish you back.



I love you don't you see that. I have always loved you. Since you can't give me what I want I have to sit back and weep. I don't cry for anyone But I cry for you, longing for you.

I have lost more then I can ever gain.

Edited by: Buffy Willow H  at: 12/18/03 2:36 pm

[pacou]

Hey, that was veeery sad



It was very good though... in a sad way



I'd like to read more , thanks for posting that deep stuff... I hope it is not really you who had to go through that pain



Thanks for posting that... you are very brave, thank you



And feel free to share more



-Viv-

"Love is an irresistable desire to be irresistably desired."
Robert Frost

[SJ]

Great writing,thanks for sharing

[wolfwynd]

Great poem, keep up the good work. Thank you for sharing such a deep and personal poem with us



Keep the dream alive... + =



Wolfy

"I don't want prawns I just want to learn how to play guitar" - me having a weird day....

[Buffy Willow H]

Thank you for your comments everyone they are appreciated



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Buffy Willow H

author of :

(so far posted)



"our love for willow" (story)

"The Jade Dragon's Orb" (also a story)

"LOSING MORE THAN i COULD EVER GAIN" (poem)

"Peace be True" (poem)

"feelings True" (poem)

" darkness" (poem)



I have wrote other Poems. I am getting my other poems on here as soon as I can I hope you look forward to reading them.



I am sorry there is more poems I have written than stories But stories do take time I have nearly finished another story I will post it as soon as it is finished.



I will be adding Poems into this thread to help save space so check back often

Edited by: Buffy Willow H  at: 12/19/03 2:48 am

[Stroke of Luck]

Wow, that was great and so emotional..but so sad too *sniff*

keep up your great work



Cu

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[Buffy Willow H]

Thanks for your comment



I will keep up my work of course



I will be adding Poems into this thread to help save space (moderators kindly explained to me the importance of this and although there was a little confusion on my part I am happy to say with the kindness and patience shown by the mods I now understand completely so thank you Mods

Buffy Willow H

Edited by: Buffy Willow H  at: 12/18/03 2:31 pm

[Buffy Willow H]

Peace be true Peace be fair

Peace be lowly too

A Sue Recreamia



Oceans winds Oceans tides

Ocean clash to earth subsides

Love be true love be strong Love know yourself

Know No other to three my love

know No bounds that tie you





Silken thread sweets embrace

waste not this ending trace

Time that was Time shall be

But waste time not

Dare Time waste Thee



Hours of a minute Minutes of a day

days of years years of months

By these I love to three bestow

I love thee like no other to be

Oceans Part us Loves sweet dream sleep do I

Now To Dream The Lovers Dream

Buffy Willow H

[Buffy Willow H]

In the spring in the rain



in the rising moon still spray



lily come lily go



love be to one



Heavens bay



Storms a rushing in



winds a howling



cry to you



you'll be there



come to me



my loving one



times are need



for your sweet embrace



give me love



give me you



for only you do I love true



to you I belong for ever more



storm rushing in



wind howling by



me and You



In



Paradise

Buffy Willow H

[SJ]

Your poetry has a nice rythym to it,great writing

[Buffy Willow H]

Thank you very much for your comment I do try my best.

Buffy Willow H

Edited by: maudmac  at: 12/19/03 6:16 am

[Buffy Willow H]

I am me and that all I can be

I fell in love the person I loved Just happened to be a girl.

How can I be anything else but me

Its crushing me living up to things people neeed want desire

how can any one be any other then them

People need time and space to grow

I've found who I am and I'm proud of what I am

because I fell in love and I fall in love every day once more with the same person

I fell in love with all my life I was searching now

I've found where in this world I belong by her side for ever more.

Buffy Willow H

[Buffy Willow H]

darkness, scratching, entrapping,



Loving passion.



blood drawn thick with lust



craving hoping dreaming strong



Hatred living moving wrong



eye for and Eye



Love for love



Girl for gal



Loving dream



Heart and soul Love bound fast



River deep runs thick



Rivers of blood run thicker still



Love is gentle Love is Cruel



But is love worth even your soul?



Girls on Girls



But you the one soul and Mind to



HEAVENS PLAN

Buffy Willow H

[pacou]

Buffy... really, really good stuff...



Like Sam said, your rhymes are very, very nice, I like it a lot



Thanks for sharing, keep up the great work, I'm glad everything's getting a little better for you



-Viv-

"Love is an irresistable desire to be irresistably desired."
Robert Frost

[SJ]

Liked your last two poems,great writing

[Stroke of Luck]

Well done ...great writing...more pls



Cu

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[TaraBaby77]

Hey there -



I just wanted to say, "Great work !!!" I was reading around and read the first one you posted and I was like and then...... . After reading that post, I so wanted to read more.... and this is where I ended up. Hope you have more. Anyway, once again, great work. =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'

[Buffy Willow H]

I nevar cry for anyone But I cry for you.



I nevar fell in love but I have fallen in love with you.



I nevar thought dreams came true,



But your a thousand dreames come true.



I nevar cared for anyone But I care for you.



I nevar loved anyone But I LOVE you

Buffy Willow H

Edited by: Buffy Willow H  at: 12/29/03 3:39 pm

[Buffy Willow H]

My sweet love



In the world you're a precious thing these are few and



very rare indeed the love I bare you is one



amongst no other



for you are the dearest friend and lover I never knew existed. work to mores in power within a perfect symphony.







I long to be one as incomplete



I maybe in life's great circle



we live as one.







Birth friends Love



is to be in perfect Harmony



or peace to for you no one sees



the love I bare you is



as the wind



cannot touch it nor keep it bound



but I fly free to your eyes and hand



for you to do with as you please



I'll be there on my knees.



I love you dearly

Buffy Willow H

Edited by: Buffy Willow H  at: 12/29/03 3:45 pm

[Buffy Willow H]

My sweet love



you’re a precious thing



that I hold dear you are to me



Like the moon to the stars



a Perfect and everlasting companion



You’re the rising morning sun in my life



And more to the places I love



We are as one.





To My Love



The Morning star is far from gone



the invisible slowness of its waking



Light is like my heart to three as I think and dream



I know within my own heart



your mine and the precious dawn of my days I wish them



to be in sink with



the moon and the sun



I long to be in your arms for all



Eternity



Locotus Lincartus Incarnatious

Buffy Willow H

[SJ]

Love your poetry,great writing,thanks for sharing

[Buffy Willow H]

Hope is alive

Over and all around

People are blind to its wonderful power

Everyone expects it to do their desires

All or nothing hope is there

No one is without it so long as they believe its there

Don’t despair Hope is forever there

Dream a dream

Real and true

Everyone’s dreams will come true

All in Joy for ever more

Morning dreams are tonight’s thoughts

So dream dreams and live your life

Buffy Willow H

[SJ]

Like that poem,great writing

[Buffy Willow H]

A Park lay still and alone. Darkness shimmered around the benches making it light, Moonlight shone around the golden green garden. Moonlit light contrasting with every unique shade of tree leaf. Swings swung low to and fro nobody about, No laughter could be heard all was still. Night Air cold as Ice. Breathe cold night air out solidified Night at Twilight. Moon slides side to side singing Morning dew drops morning rain. Night Owl swooping low Mountain waterfall crystal clear. The calm and Storm of The Holy Twilight Hour.

Buffy Willow H

Edited by: Buffy Willow H  at: 1/2/04 6:03 am

[Buffy Willow H]

If I wrote a poem that poem would be you

I love you, You told me twice before this frail day.

Immortale words a tale full circle. You broke me a million pieces of shattered glass heart. Lucky I was to be bound by you I found you. A rememberence to you My sweet hearts keeper. A due to you. dew on the rain drops thrown to the wind. Life departs me and follows your hand. a kiss so sweet so loveably deadly. For I can truely say You I desire. clouded memberence dark embrace. peering through an open window, Love creeps in shattered heart mended once more. For I found love and Love found you, Then tied us as one.

Buffy Willow H

Edited by: Buffy Willow H  at: 1/3/04 8:04 pm

[SJ]

Like your writing,very expressive

[Buffy Willow H]

Thanks for your comments



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[TaraBaby77]

Great writing!!! Definitely liking your poems. Now that I am finally caught up.... can we see some more??? Please??? =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'

[Buffy Willow H]

I'm sorry Y' All But I am not writing any more Poems for the time being I am concentrating on my ' Fan fic' called A demon's cry in the different color Pens Board.



I will write more poems when it is done.



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