Poems all kinds mixed up

[Karmah]

hey baby

I love falling asleep to the sound of your voice, and I love you should always be the first and last thing you hear in the morning and at night. I love you baby





tu es Mi Sempre

Arron

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~

[TaraBaby77]

Awwwww, April that was so sweet !!! I loved it... =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'

[YMKA]

April!!!!!!

Oh my freaking god....you are a smut writer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never knew that....



Seriously tho....I loved your poems....they very...ahm.... I don't really have a word for it, but I loved it



I really wish you two mucho mucho love



And one Bella LOL





M.

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"..I feel you, I taste you, I cannot forget, everytime it rains I get wet..." (c) Ace of Base

"I want to go back to...Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.."(c) Evanescence

"I'm sorry..."- Me " You are NOT sorry" -Holly

[shadowygirl]

Hey ya'll



First off I wanna thank ya'll



Cassie , SJ and Sam thank ya'll for stopping by and checking them out more soon



Aaron Thank you for reading hun , and love is a wonderful thing I would have to agree ...

Take care of your self and be safe please *hugs*



Marina!!!!!!!!! DUDE I LOVE YOU MAN !!!!!!!!!

lol yeah I wrote some smut don't think I've posted all the smutty poems I've written though Maybe I

should OH OH OH and a baby Bella please



and last but never least Arron my love I LOVE YOU ... and thanks for reading my love





And now onto the a new few





Into







The harsh waves come to a halt

As the burning sun sets behind

We walk along the cooling sand

Thinking of years gone past

I think of yesterday

I think of today

I think of what tomorrow brings

I know I’m not sure of what the future holds

But I’m sure I have you in this moment

I smile and take your hand

And we walk into forever









and also





Owner



Owner of this moment

Stop and take a look at me

Can you see the deepest corners of my soul

That the sun has forgotten to reach

Can you see the darkness that has taken over me



Owner of yesterday

Turn around and smile at me

Wish me luck and send me on my way

Because I’ve finally beaten you

I’ve made it through this day



Owner of tomorrow

Who are you

Are you the one that is gonna stop this

Are you gonna set me free





mmmkay thats all for the next long while I think

Love April



remember be good lil kittens please

Edited by: shadowygirl at: 1/14/04 4:47 am

[TemperedCynic]

I'm enjoying what I'm reading. The first poem speaks so easily about simple things like walking in the sand at sunset. Make no mistake, its not easy to write that way.



The second poem - wow. I like the way you personalize Yesterday, This Moment and Tomorrow and speak to these phantoms individually. So many questions, so little answers.



Great stuff!

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More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly. Woody Allen (1935 - )

[SJ]

Great poems

[sam darls]

April..I really love all of your poems, they are soo beautiful . Love sammi xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

[YMKA]

Dude....

I loved "Owner"!!!!!! Man it was good....



And you know what you need to do to have a baby Bella



You should def. post ALL of your poems... including smutty ones...



C ya later



M.

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"..I feel you, I taste you, I cannot forget, everytime it rains I get wet..." (c) Ace of Base

"I want to go back to...Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.."(c) Evanescence

"I'm sorry..."- Me " You are NOT sorry" -Holly

[TaraBaby77]

Hiya April -



Once again, I always love reading your poems. And these last ones are great. Like always, thanks tons for sharing and keep that 'love' poetry writing spark going... Hope to see some more soon. =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'

[shadowygirl]

Hey ya'll its been a while my computer has been being a meanie



so right now I'm gonna post some more poems and I'll leave replys later look ain't he just the cutest

and oh oh baby look at this one and that one they are just the cutest ...



heh ok now that I've had my fun here are some poems





~* Sweet kisses*~



Sweet kisses is all I want

Soft touches is all I’m asking for

Gentle words is all I need to hear

Tender love is all I want to feel

Me is all I have to give

And if your willing to surrender your heart

I’m willing to give mine and more

Your apart of my soul

Have been from the moment we met

You opened me to everything

You see me as a better person then I am

You make me everything I’ve wanted to be

You woke apart of me

And now I need you

I want you

You’re my everything











~untitled~



So here I am

Standing in the bitter rain

Waiting for something

that’s never gonna show again

Wishing I could turn back time

Wishing that you were mine

Wondering if I’m gonna burn in this bitter hell

Even thou the cold has chilled me to the bone

I was in your arms for a time

Now I’m wandering these dark

Lonely streets

Trying to find something to hold on to

And your no where to be found













~Just once more~



Where am I gonna go when your gone

Who am I gonna turn to when you decide you’ve had enough

Who am I gonna be when there’s nothing left

And I know that I’ve failed you

Time and time again

But can’t you just forgive me

Just once more



And I know that we could make it

If we just took another moment

To see that love is hard

If you let yourself notice

That I am here and I am sorry

That I can’t live my life without you

We can make it through this



And where am I gonna turn when your not there

Who am I gonna see when I look in the mirror

I’ll see a girl that’s been broken

And I hate myself for hurting you

I’m sorry I never meant to

But can’t you just forgive me

Just once more





Ok those are the latest .... the First one is of course to Arron and the other two were just floating around in my head after watching a few movies and Tv shows



Love you baby



Luv April

ya'll be good lil

[SJ]

Liked all three of your poems,great read

[Karmah]

I love you

I love your writing

and I have to agree theses are tooo cute

baby your writing is amazing I love you

Arron

She walks in beauty, Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright. Meet in her aspect and her eyes.

~ by Byron ~

[shadowygirl]

Hey ya'll



SJ: Thanks for reading and glad you liked



Arron: my love thank you for reading I love you to



and now new poems two of em









We danced



We danced

The world fell away and we danced

The noises melted and we moved

The touch of your hand on the small of my back

We danced to truly madly deeply and we moved

The soft whisper of the singers voice

In our ears and I sang

I sang as best I could to you

There was a tear

Falling from my eye and you kissed me

You kissed me softly making it ok

Taking away this burning pain

Then we danced

Holding onto love

We moved ….





~~~~~~





~ depth ~



What I want you shall want

What I need you will need

I will make you thirst for me

Beg for me

Plead for me



In return I’ll bleed for you

I’ll beg for you

I’ll give to you



I will love you

Only if your willing

to love me to

I would die for you

And cry for you



I will live my life for you

You’re my soul

My everything

You’re the depth within me







Thats all for Now hope you like ..



Luv April

[Karmah]

Hey baby

As always that was wonderful. I love you sweetie and heh our song in there was a sweet touch and I will always be here to kiss away your tears, thats my job.

Your second poem was amazing I really .. You know what when I can articulate a better responce than uhh umm wow I'll let you know

I love you baby

Arron

She walks in beauty, Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright. Meet in her aspect and her eyes.

~ by Byron ~

[SJ]

Like the contrast in your poetry,great writing

[Still Waters T]

hey hey sis

finally here and I read them all, woo hoo oook since I've been distracted and not left feedback I'll get a little detailed now



"One With You" - LOL sis, and you comment on it whenever I sing some songs while chatting?



"Still Time" - in this poem you sound so vulnerable and ready to break



"Sleeping Moments" - this one is some of the sweetest I've read sis you two are my fav couple and so so right and meant for each other



"Into" - I could so see you two in that peaceful moment on the beach years from now away from everything and everyone



"Owner" - you have an amazing mind to write all these amazing poems of yours sis



"Sweet Kisses" - yup yup very sweet sis and making me all sappy



the untitled poem and "Just Once More" - sad and filled with this dispair, very intense



"We Danced" - you put such detail into your poems, so it's like you're there and seeing if with your own eyes



I love all the poems sis Do you remember how we talked about why we like Evanescence and Linkin Park's songs so much? cos they have this deep meaning behind them... some of your poems remind me of it with the darkness in some of them and the intensity in all of them.



More poems soon?



Love,

Liv

[shadowygirl]

Hola ya'll ... No new poems to post this time but I am posting replys to all your lovely feed back



First of all ~ SJ ~ thank you so much for always reading and always leaving feedback , its one of the reasons why I keep posting



Sam ~ thanks for reading glad you liked



Mike ~ you truely have a way with words , thank you for reading again and posting some feedback and thank you Mike for everything you have done for me since I've known you *hugs*



Marina ~ Thanks for reading dude heh And yes WE WANT A BELLA !!!! please heh



Aaron ~ thanks for reading and btw very glad that your home safe more coming soon heh



Arron ~ My Love ... I love you and heh your to cute love lol and heh yeah our song its our song how could I not put it in there heh



and last but not least Liv ~ heh SISER ! hey

and can I say thats alot of feedback lol

thank you for reading and thanks for all that feed back siser very sweet of you and heeeey some of the songs you sing are alot more hmmm blush worthy then those poems lol

heh wow you made me blush and get teary and everything lol heh well not that teary but still ....

well thank you so much siser for all that feedback and talk to you soon even tho I'm talking to you right now

<--- they have one for you lmao

ok going now lol talk later Love ya siser





ok thats about it for now everyone hopefully I'll be able to post some new poems soon but my Computer is being mean and I had to get rid of everything including all of my poems *sighs* so it might be a while hope ya'll are being good heh talk later



Love April

Edited by: shadowygirl at: 2/19/04 3:23 am

[shadowygirl]

Ok ya'll I couldn't sleep so I wrote this

Hope ya'll like and Its to Matty and Stevie heh I love you lil dudes





Our little Men



So innocent our little men

So sweet and kind and carefree

Not a worry in the world

when their snuggled in their mommies arms

Do they realize how much she loves them

How much she’s changed her life for them

Do they know how lucky they are

To have a mother like her

Do they know how happy I am

To have all them in my life

They may not be my blood

But in my heart their mine

Forever they will be

All I want to do is keep them safe

From the realities of this world

Make sure that no one hurts them

One day they’ll realize how much they mean to me

How much we really love them





Love April

[shadowygirl]

Feelings



There she is again

Running wildly through my thoughts

But this time I don’t mind

She brings this smile to my face

She makes me shine

There’s this breathtaking beat in my heart

My mind won’t wander from her

And I can’t sleep peacefully till I hear her

Say sweet dreams

What is up with me

Am I falling for her I don’t know

The more I ignore her

The more I need to hear her

There’s so much between

So many miles apart

Its not right

People won’t agree

So how do I stop these feelings within me



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Stole her



I stole her laugh and made a song

A song of the sweetest summer birds

And softest midnight prayer



I took her smile and made the sun

Shining so bright it blinded me with love



I stole those sparkles in her eyes

And made that blanket of stars

The one that covers me every night



I stole that gentle touch of her hand

The touch that comforts me day in and out



I stole so many parts of her

Yet she gave to me her soul

And that’s the part that completes me





Hope ya'll like

Love April

I love you Arron

[shadowygirl]

Ok here is this odd poem that I worte while thinking of a certain family member not naming names tho lol cause well if she ever reads this then I'm in shit O and this is kinda like me looking through her eyes not me looking at her Cause well I know that I'm not better then other people we are all equal .....

so here it is hope ya'll dont mind another one lol



Better then you



I’m better then you

I know

I flaunt everything I have

And never had to work for

See this house that covers my head

Ha

Look at what I get to live in

I knew you would be falling to my feet

From the day I saw you

I knew you would always need me

Everything I have

I won’t give you anything

I see it in your eyes

That you wish you were me

Wish that you had what I have

All I have to do is smile this sarcastic smile

And know that you’ll look away from me

You can’t look me in the eyes

Knowing that I’m better then you





Love April

Edited by: shadowygirl at: 2/19/04 4:19 am

[SJ]

Your poetry is great

[Karmah]

You already know what happened when I tried to read this to our boys but now that I am a lil more composed lol, its a beautful poem baby and when our lil men get bigger they will know just how much you love them and you already know they love you and I think they might one day (in like 30 years when they get to date) how much they mean to us.I love you



Arron

look they have you heh

She walks in beauty, Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright. Meet in her aspect and her eyes.

~ by Byron ~

[TaraBaby77]

Awwwww...



You two are going to have me crying here soon. Anyhoo, I finally got caught up on your poetry and I must say that I have really enjoyed them. Sorry for not reading sooner, but things have been busy. Anyway, great stuff. Keep'em comin', kay??? B-bye. =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'

[shadowygirl]

Hey Ya'll just had a writing mood tonight so I thought I would post a few of the new poems that I wrote also there is one Crumble which I wrote a few months ago about 8 months thought I would share it as well









Break



This feeling is more then I dared to feel before ,

I’ve welcomed you in and opened my heart

I’m at a loss of what to do now

I wanna be with you

with everything I am I wanna be with you

But you’ve poisoned me with these feeling’s

This pain that rips right through me

Because you played your games

You said some thing’s that you shouldn’t have said

You spoke when words weren’t needed

I bared my soul to you

I saw some things I never thought I’d see

And now I’m at a loss of what to do

I’m at a loss for words

How do I say something that’s gonna break me

I know its not gonna hurt you

Your cold and heartless and love to play your little games

The ones that tear people apart

But I’m gonna to break myself to you



~~~



I'd give Anything



I’m not afraid of those dark things that haunt you

Those moments that break you

Those feelings that shake you

I’m not gonna run from those things that hate you

That life that your living

I’d give anything to be part of

There’s so much of you here

Taking up thoughts in my mind

Almost to much of you

What have you done to me

I’m going to be here for you

Hate me

Fight me

Throw me away if you want to

I’m not gonna go away

Fight the feelings you know your feeling

You wanted love you told me

Someone to hold onto

I’m here I love you

Am I not enough for you ….



~~~



Crumble



I’m watching it all fall apart

With nothing to hold onto

To this world I’m nobody

And I sit back and watch it crumble

Hearing her hate him

Seeing him hate her

What’s the point to this

Involuntary living

Smirking as it falls away

I’m here with nothing to live for

No one to care for

Always needing to be needed and now

Nothing

I won’t run away I’m going to stay

And watch my life fall away





~~~



and last but not least to Arron ....





First time



This moment I know I’m ready

I know I can see it in you

I want more then a simple kiss tonight

More then just holding you close

We’ve been dancing around this for a while

You know what I’m talking about

You can feel it to

That way you keep looking at me

I’ve wanted to make love to you for sometime now

I’ve been wanting to make you feel something

Something we can’t feel through words

I’ve been wanting to touch you a certain way

Wanting to make you crumble

Words won’t be needed tonight

Just look in my eyes

I’ll make it alright

I’ll hold you close

I’m gonna touch you the way you want me to

I’ll kiss you softly and take things slow

But tonight I just wanna be with you

If you wanna stop just say the word

Other wise I’m gonna take your breath away

Make your world melt away

I’m going to make you tremble and pant for me

Beg for me to finish

Tonight I won’t stop

nothing could make me stop

I’m going to fall for you again tonight

Fall deeper in love with you

And I’m going to make you feel it to

[SJ]

Liked all those poems

[onyxsundrops]

Great poems! 'Crumble' was my fav.



Yvonne

[Karmah]

Hey baby

I liked the new poems Crumble was very expressive



Love you baby

hope top read more soon

Arron < is really not me (lol)

She walks in beauty, Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright. Meet in her aspect and her eyes.

~ by Byron ~

[shadowygirl]

Hey ya'll



SJ ,Yvonne , thanks for reading and I'm glad ya'll liked more coming up right now



Babe I love you <---- look heh



ok onto a new one





Innocents



Don’t let this innocents fool you

Into thinking I’m something unreal

Something untouchable

I’m not a little girl

I know what’s right and wrong

And the choices I make, what they could mean

What they could do

don’t walk away when I’m talking to you

Don’t avert your eyes

What do you see when you look at me

don’t just gaze over

look deep into me

Tell me I’m not that little girl

The one you walked away from

The one you said was to young

don’t let this masked innocents fool you

Into thinking I’m something unreal

Edited by: shadowygirl at: 3/9/04 4:13 am

[Karmah]

umm I am repliying

no need to

me even if you do think the one bering spanked looks happy

Intresting poem hun I hope you post more soon

Love you

Arron

She walks in beauty, Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright. Meet in her aspect and her eyes.

~ by Byron ~

Edited by: Karmah at: 3/9/04 10:46 am

[SJ]

Good poem