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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Grimaldi » Mon Sep 02, 2002 3:23 pm

great update :) looking forward to Gavin trying to trick Tara, don't think he can do it.

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!

Fucking Windows 98, get Bill Gates in here!

2nd place??? That's just a fancy term for loser!

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Thanatopsis » Tue Sep 03, 2002 12:55 pm

Hmmmm, Gavin trying to trick Tara, that should be interesting. Poor girl, doesn't know to trust her ability to read Liliah, but hopefully soon.

Because he's with Willow. And if something ... happened, I'd know...
Insist upon yourself and never imitate. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Magrat70 » Wed Sep 04, 2002 8:05 am

MissQuirky-Tara’s power is growing and she will start to see things but she has to learn to trust her instincts



willntlover-yes Cordy really became part demon. Sorry about the delay but lots too come.



SlayerTazz- I’m glad you liked the part between Cordy and Willow; I mean they did know one another a long time. It seemed to make sense to have Cordy help Willow.



Mollyig-No worries Tara will start to trust her instincts soon enough/



Grimaldi-oh Gavin is going to get more than he bargained for.



Thanatopsis- Gavin will plummet lower but Tara will start to use her gifts



Thanks once again to Beth for her hardwork.





These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"

Chad Kroeger

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby magickalbear » Fri Sep 13, 2002 12:04 pm

This is a great fic! I just read what there is of it.. great image of Tara in leather.. hope it gets updated soon. :bounce



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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby XWickedXWiccan » Fri Sep 13, 2002 2:46 pm

This is really great can't wait for the next update. And Tara in leather. Can I say one word?? Yum.



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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. Angel in "Passion"

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Magrat70 » Tue Oct 08, 2002 2:27 pm

Title: Twisted part 6

Author: Magrat

Spoilers: All season 6 Buffy and Angel 3

Rating: R



Twisted part 6



Angel, Gunn and Buffy returned to the hotel just before sunrise. A third fruitless night spent patrolling, shaking down some of Angel’s contacts. They walked into the quiet foyer.



“It looks like no-one is up yet,” said Buffy.



“Not quite” said Willow from the office. “Anything?” The redhead walked through to join the group.



“No. I’m sorry,” said Buffy. Did Giles and Fred have any luck tailing Lilah?”



Willow shook her head “Same pattern as the last three days. She went to the office, went to a bar for a drink and then home. Could she be keeping Tara at her apartment?”



“It’d be too dangerous,” said Gunn. “We know too much about her. She knows we’d check out her apartment.”



“This is useless,” said Willow. “We’re never going to find her.”



“We will,” said Buffy.



“How?” snapped Willow. “You three have been searching every night. I’ve been trying to hack into Wolfram and Hart’s computer system and Cordy has been researching prophecies and nothing. We are never going to find her. They could have her out of the country”



Buffy threw her arms around Willow to try and comfort her. Wishing there was something she could do or say that would make her friend feel better but deep down she had the same doubts to.



Angel piped up from the corner “I think I might have another idea.”



“What sort of idea?” asked Willow.



“You may have to sing,” said Angel



“Sing?” asked Willow



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Gavin took a moment to check himself in the mirror in the corner of his office before calling it a night. He felt excited.



Tara’s training was progressing okay. Morning she had lessons on how to control her powers. Afternoons she had combat training. She had learnt how to stake vamps. They intensively trained on how to use a crossbow. There had been one problem, Tara had been taken to a shooting range and been given a small pistol. She had freaked out not able to even touch it.



Gavin had been called down to the range, where he had done his best to calm the agitated woman down.



Tara had started to cry not sure why but had then told Gavin she was sick of being cooped up in the apartment. He had seen his opportunity, he had pointed out that Wolfram and Hart had provided her with a bodyguard but the quicker she learnt to defend herself, the quicker she could be allowed more freedom. He promised that she could start going out by herself no bodyguard or anything but, only when Wolfram and Hart could be sure she was safe. With shaking hands she had taken the gun from him with a look of obvious distaste on her face. He put his arm around her and promised to take her out to a restaurant. She smiled and thanked him but felt her flesh creep with the contact but she was starting to wonder where Lilah had gone and why everyone she met was so good at cloaking their feelings from her. Like they had been trained and the idea of dinner seemed to be a good way of prizing some information from Gavin.



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Spike was not sure quite why he was sitting on his motorcycle outside the office of Wolfram and Hart. It had seemed such a good idea when he had rushed out of The Magic Box upon arriving in L.A. had he realized the extent of his task. It was a huge office block how could he expect to find anyone and even if he did what would he do?



He stiffened as he saw a familiar figure walk from the office. It was the Asian guy he had seen stealing Tara’s coffin. Spike watched as a black limo pulled up and the man climbed in, without thinking he followed the car and until it arrived outside a luxury apartment building. Spike waited patiently until the man remerged from the building with a blonde woman dressed in leather and it took Spike a few minutes before it clicked that the woman that was accompanying his quarry was in fact Tara. His jaw dropped open in shock. He had never seen the blonde witch dressed so provocatively. “What the hell have they done to you?” he said softly to himself.



He followed the limo once more until it dropped its passengers outside a very high class Chinese restaurant. Once more the vampire took up his waiting stance. A plan had formed in his mind. He would wait until they came out and follow them back to apartment building to see if he could find out which of the apartments she was staying then report aback to Angel. He had a grudging respect for his old sparring partner. He hadn’t expected the return of his soul to be so painful. He wondered if that is why he had become obsessed with helping Tara as if helping her would take away the huge weight of guilt that was bearing him down.



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Tara watched as Gavin engaged the owner of the restaurant in conversation while she has been shown to a table. She took in the sumptuous setting of what was a beautiful restaurant.



“We helped them negotiate a great price for the property,” said Gavin.



“It’s lovely,” said Tara. “Will Lilah be joining us?”



“No, she’s still out of town,” replied Gavin.



“It’s amazing,” said Tara. “That as soon as I mentioned I thought she was scared of me, she had to go out of town on business.”



“What are you suggesting?” asked Gavin.



“Nothing” said Tara, “it’s just I can’t help but wonder why everyone who has contact with me does their best to cloak their feeling from me especially you”



“It can be hard for people when they know someone can read what they are feeling” said Gavin. “Does it upset you?”



“A little” said Tara looking troubled “All I seem to feel is fear or from the vamps I…the vamps feelings just seem to be a predatory hatred. You can feel that they don’t have a soul…I don’t know… it think it’d be nice to feel a mind that was full of love or affection.”



Gavin reached forward and grabbed Tara’s hand “If I could show you how I feel…Tara I always hoped…before you and Willow…we dated for a while…and I’ll always be here for you.”



Tara was stunned. It didn’t feel right but what could she tell; nothing felt right at the moment. She gently disengaged her hand from his grasp. “Gavin you’ve been very sweet, but you have to understand, I can’t make any decisions at the moment I don’t even know who I am.”



“I’ll wait for you Tara. I just wanted you to know that,” said Gavin.



“Okay” said Tara but for all his warm words his eyes were like a shark’s cold and calculating. She tried to shake herself out of what felt like a growing paranoia. Everyone had been so kind to her Lilah, Gavin and all the people who were helping train her and she was repaying them with suspicion. Maybe she decided, she should relax and enjoy herself.





The meal passed pleasantly enough with Gavin doing most of the talking. Telling Tara all about his triumphs at Wolfram and Hart and an edited version of the problems they had been having with Angel Investigations. He made the vampire and his workers sound like a bunch of urban terrorists who had decided to victimize an innocent law firm.



As the meal finished Gavin looked at his watch. “Do you want to do anything else? There’s a nice quiet wine bar we could go to that’s not far from here”



Tara nodded her agreement for no other reason than she was fed up spending nights stuck in the apartment with no-one but a couple of Wolfram and Hart bodyguards for company.



The lawyer paid for the meal and the manager fetched their jackets telling them that he hoped he would be seeing them again soon.



“It’s only a 5 minute walk,” said Gavin. “No need to call the car. We’ll just take a short cut down this alley.”



“Are you sure that is a g-good idea” protested Tara.



“Don’t worry this is a safe neighborhood” said Gavin tugging her by the hand and pulling her down the alley.



Spike watched wondering why the hell they had gone down a dark alley. He wondered whether to pursue them by foot or use the bike. He jumped off the bike deciding the noise would be too much. He raced across the street hoping his it would still be there when he got back.



Gavin stopped as they reached half way down the alley and pulled Tara in close. The blonde woman tried to push him away as he hugged her closer trying to move in to kiss her.



“G-gavin w-what are you doing?” asked Tara panic sounding in her voice.



He didn’t answer her instead he put his hand inside her coat trying to grope her breast. Tara closed her eyes and then brought her knee up sharply between his legs. He fell to the ground retching. She looked about wildly wondering what to do.



Spike saw what had happened and ran down the alley. He grabbed her hand. “Come on Tara lets get out of here”



She acted on instinct and ran with the vampire up the alley, across the road and she held on close as he gunned up his motorcycle.



Gavin lay groaning on the dirt encrusted ground as his brain started to fire up. Panic shot through him for a second. His life never mind his job could be on the line here. He pulled his cell phone from his pocket. “Hello sir I’m sorry to call you at home but we have a problem. It’s Tara she’s been taken by William The Bloody.” He listened intently for a few seconds. “I don’t know sir, either he has an accomplice or his chip isn’t working anymore. Maybe he is working with Angel?” Another pause as he listened. “Yes I’ll get a squad over to the hotel right away.”



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Tara’s brain was also starting to work. She was on the back of a motorcycle holding on to a vampire and not just any vamp but one who had connections to Willow and the people who wanted her dead. “S-spike stop.”



He pulled over. “Tara we have to keep moving. Wolfram and Hart will have their goons out looking for us.”



“Good,” said Tara. “It’ll save me from having to stake you right here and now.”



“Look, I know we haven’t seen eye to eye over a lot things…” Spike jumped back as Tara produced a stake from her inside pocket.



“I know all about you. The thousands of people you have killed, I would be doing the world a favor if I put you down like the dog you are. My sister warned me all about you and you’re perverted relationship with the slayer,” spat out Tara



“Tara what the hell has got in to you? You’re acting crazier than when Glory got hold of you. You haven’t got a sister, you have a half-witted brother but, no sister,” said Spike.



“But Lilah said…I don’t believe you…you’re just trying to trick me,” said Tara as she reached out with her mind. She could feel confusion, guilt, sympathy and something else. “You have a soul?”



“Yes, but that’s not important right now. Come on Tara we have to get out of here they are going to want you back. I know you don’t trust me but I know a place it’s a kind of sanctuary. No harm can come of you there. Please Tara believe I’m not trying to hurt you” said Spike desperately trying to get the witch back on the bike.



“I believe you,” said Tara. “I’ll come with you but any tricks…”



“Yeah, I know I’ll end up in an ashtray,” said Spike. “Just for once it’d be nice if you Scoobies didn’t threaten me.”



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The Host looked up from serving a vamp and watched Angel and his friends come down the stairs of his bar. He ran out from behind the bar and went over to the vamp. ”What are you doing here?”



“That’s not very nice to your old friends Lorne,” said Angel.



“Angel I’m not meaning to be rude but every time you turn up here my bar gets smashed up,” said The Host.



“Lorne we need your help we need you to…”



“Please I need you’re help” said Willow moving forward looking intensely into his eyes. “Angel said if I sang you could help.”



Lorne felt the pain and the heartache coming from the tiny woman. “Oh sweetie, she is so lost, but you’ll find her. You always find her.”



Willow started to cry, “I’ve done some terrible things…I need to know…they bought her back.”



“Shh” said the demon. “If I hear you sing I may be able to pin point more about your future but I already feel that she is close by.”



“Oh great,” said Giles. “Look what the cat’s dragged in”



“What?” asked the slayer.



He pointed to the top of the stairs where Spike had just entered followed by a blonde woman dressed in leather.



“What’s that idiot doing here?” asked Angel.



Buffy was still staring at the woman who had entered with the vampire something was nagging at her and then clarity struck. “Tara?”



Willow turned to look. Her brain finding it hard to comprehend what she was seeing. The one person she thought she would never see again, the other half of her soul. “Tara.”



TBC







These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"

Chad Kroeger

Magrat70
 


Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Puff » Tue Oct 08, 2002 3:05 pm

Oh great fic I am really interested to see how Tara reacts to Willow etc, although if she uses her powers she will be able to read them easily enough. Oh and Gavin gives me the creeps.

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby mollyig » Tue Oct 08, 2002 3:22 pm

Lovely to see Buffy and the gang supporting Willow unconditionally.



Tara wondering why everyone around her is so expert at cloaking their feelings. She's a clever one! Love that she trusted her instincts and went with Spike though. And just look where she's ended up!



Hope W&H find out about Gavin, the little tosser!



Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Grimaldi » Tue Oct 08, 2002 3:57 pm

wow, great update :grin Gavin is such slime, hope he gets his. glad Tara trusted Spike and went with him. can't wait to see what happens now that Willow and Tara have seen each other

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!

2nd place??? That's just a fancy term for loser!

Screw you triangle thief!

Grimaldi
 


Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby willntlover » Tue Oct 08, 2002 4:13 pm

Dude, I wasn't expecting Tara to meet up with the gang for a while!!



And Spike :) saving Tara, how sweet. I am so loving this fic:)



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."


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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby MissQuirky » Tue Oct 08, 2002 6:44 pm

:clap OMG, awesome update!! :bounce That damn Gavin dude was really... grrrrr! :evil But Tara gave him a nice lil surprise! And Spike was really great too! I'm really not much of a Spike fan but all woo hoo he got Tara away from them idiots! Willow finally laying eyes on Tara at the end was a very exciting moment! I'm really lookin 4ward to the next update!! :)



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby barnabasvamp » Wed Oct 09, 2002 8:19 am

Great update :clap

Gavin deserved everything he got!



Can't wait to see how Willow reacts to seeing Tara!

More soon?

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Magrat70 » Sun Oct 13, 2002 3:32 pm

Puff- Tara has powers but it still isn’t going to be easy for her. Gavin I didn’t like him on Angel; can you tell.



Mollyig- Unlike ME I can’t see Buffy turn from Willow in her hour of need. Gavin will be trying his best to cover his tail.



Willntlover- Spike the hero doesn’t happen in my fics often



MissQuirky- I hope you’re not disappointed with the next part. Like you not a huge Spike fan but I hope he has worked well here.



Grimaldi- Don’t worry Gavin and Lilah have some payback coming



Barnabasvamp- Gavin deserved everything he got and more.



These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"

Chad Kroeger

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Magrat70 » Sun Nov 03, 2002 3:20 pm

Title: Twisted part 7

Author: Magrat70

Spoilers: Season 7 Buffy and Season 3 Angel.

Ratings: R

Notes: The song Willow sings is ‘Believe in Angels’. It was sung by Heather Nova and comes from The Crow: City of Angels soundtrack. I have missed a few lines out but the is because myself and my beta both agreed it just didn’t fit.



Tara looked as she heard her name being called “You tricked me Spike. You are a dead man.” She went to run out of the door but the vampire hung on to her arm.



“Don’t go. I don’t know what Wolfram and Hart have said to you but these people are your friends and family. Look no one can hurt you while you’re here. It’s a sanctuary,” said Spike. The vampire couldn’t understand what was going on in the witch’s head.



Tara felt torn. She wasn’t afraid of Spike and she had felt his genuine astonishment at seeing the others in the bar.



It was Lorne who acted decisively as everybody stared unsure of their next move. He moved up to Tara disengaged her from Spike, threw a friendly arm round her and steered her towards the bar. “Hi peaches, welcome to my humble establishments.”



“W-who are you?” asked Tara feeling bewildered as the demon whisked her away from everyone.



“Sweetie, I’m the host, but you can call me Lorne,” he pulled Tara to face him. “So how do you read me?” asked Lorne.



“S-sorry,” said Tara.



“Don’t worry, so what do you see?” asked Lorne.



“That you’re worried. You feel something bad could be about to happen,” said Tara.



“Hey, you’re not thinking about setting up shop are you?” asked Lorne.



Tara looked at him blankly.



“Sorry, sweetie just my idea of a joke. I don’t know how to put this but why did Spike bring you here?” asked the demon.



“He said, I would be s-safe that this was a sanctuary,” said Tara trembling. She was scared and feeling more alone than ever.



Lorne looked sharply at the blonde and then over to Angel’s group where the tiny redhead had to be forcibly restrained by the slayer. “Whom do you need sanctuary from?”



“Them, I think,” said Tara pointing towards Angel. “Or maybe Wolfram and Hart…I don’t know…I just feel so confused,” Tara wanted to cry, curl up in a ball and have someone hold her and tell her she was safe.



“I don’t need a song from you peaches. I know where your path lies,” said the host watching Angel having to join in restraining a near hysterical Willow.



“W-what do you mean m-my path?” asked Tara. “Tell me.”



“No,” said the host. “That is something you have to decide for yourself and I mean yourself. Trust what you feel and not what you’ve been told”



Tara nodded.



“And sweetie…”



“My name is Tara.”



“I know, but you were and will always be a sweetie. As I was saying, you have to talk her,” said Lorne inclining his head towards the still struggling redhead.



“I-I can’t,” said Tara. “I’m scared”



“You don’t have to be, you are safe here,” said Lorne.



“But is she?” asked Tara quietly almost to herself as she started a slow walk toward the huddled group.



Willow stopped struggling as Tara walked slowly towards her. It felt like forever with every step in graceful, slow motion. She felt tears course down her face but nothing was as important as the woman walking in her direction.



“Tara, oh god, it is really you?” asked Willow moving to pull her lover close.



“D-don’t t-touch me, it’s d-disgusting,” said Tara.



“Tara what’s wrong?” asked Willow recoiled as if she had been slapped.



“You’re a murderer,” accused Tara her normally placid blue eyes on fire.



Willow felt her blood run cold. This was something she wanted to have talked to Tara about in a calm quiet place.



“How could you Willow…”



“I’m sorry, more sorry than you will ever know,” said Willow.



“S-sorry, do you think that even starts to cover what you did,” said Tara her whole body shiver with a mixture of anger and fear. She reached into the back of her pants and pulled out the pistol with shaking and quivering hands, hardly able to raise and point the gun.



Buffy went to knock the weapon from Tara’s hand but Angel gripped her hard by the shoulders.



“Don’t interfere,” said the vampire.



“She’s going to kill her,” said Buffy urgently.



“No.” said Angel. “No, violence can happen in this place. Just let them get it out.”



“Tara put the gun down,” said Willow worried about the way the way the weapon was shaking in the blonde’s hand. She felt no concern for herself more worried about Tara hurting herself or someone else.



Tara stood shaking; her face a deathly white and she could feel the hot streak of anger scolding her. She tried to pull the trigger but something was stopping her. She knew she end this, revenge the killing of her family but a part of her couldn’t do it. She couldn’t hurt the woman before her.



“Baby, don’t fire it. I know you couldn’t live with yourself if you hurt someone,” said Willow. There are innocent people…er uhm things in here,” said Willow.



“You live with it,” countered Tara.



“I don’t, the weight of guilt feels like it crushes me everyday. I was out of control…”



“So you went on a killing spree. Damn you, Willow you’re unbelievable,” said Tara.



“It was revenge and grief, for you,” said Willow.



“F-for me? You killed our child and my parents for m?” asked Tara incredulously, her voice pitched high now, full of hysteria.



Willow gawped at her lover, shocked at the lengths Wolfram and Hart had gone too. “Tara. we don’t have a child.”



“You…killed… her,” accused Tara.



“Tara, I killed your murderer!” blurted out Willow.



“M-murderer, I’m n-n-n, I’m not dead,” said Tara.



“Tara, you were shot in the back, the bullet went straight through your heart and I…” Willow stopped closed her eyes trying to wish the images away, trying to stay strong and give voice to her worst memory.



Tara brought her hand up to the scar on her chest.



“I was covered in your blood, on my face, neck…hands,” said Willow.



Tara tried to get words out, to tell Willow she was wrong, that she was living. She couldn’t, she could feel the red heads memory. It was so vivid; she could almost see it. She could feel the depth of despair and spiral into insanity that Willow had entered.



The blonde started to shake even more; she couldn’t cope with everything she had been told.



Spike who had been watching the by Tara’s side took the gun from her unresisting hand and held the witch close as she started to sob. “Shh Tara, I …” The vampire was lost for words; how do you comfort someone who has just been told she was murdered?



Lorne removed the sobbing girl from the vampire’s grasp. “Come on peaches, I think you could do with a lie down. I have my apartment out back.”



Tara felt she should be protesting, trying to get away from a demon. She just didn’t want to. She felt no threat from Lorne and she wanted to lie down and collect her thoughts try to figure out what was happening.



“Can I come too?” asked Willow wanting to comfort and take comfort in the woman she thought she would never see again.



“No,” said Tara. “I want to be on my own.”



Willow nodded, tears streaming down her face. She didn’t argue. Wanting, no matter how much it hurt, to do anything Tara needed her to do.



Lorne lead Tara through a door that went straight through to his lounge. “Do you want to go and lie down on my bed? I’m sure I have some pajamas you can throw on.”



“Do you mind, if I just sit here for while?” asked Tara.



“Feel free, can I get you anything?” asked the demon.



“A new life,” suggested Tara.



“Sweetie, you seem to have already been given that,” said Lorne hoping that the young woman might think of his words and become more positive. “But I meant more in the way of food, a drink maybe?”



“Water, please,” said Tara.



Lorne went into his kitchen and bought out a glass of mineral water. “Help yourself to what ever you want from the fridge. Here’s the remote to the cable and if you feel up to it later you can come and watch some demons massacre some classic songs.”



Tara took the glass in shaking hands. “Thanks Lorne.”



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“How did you end up being with Tara, Spike?” asked Angel looming menacingly over the smaller vamp.



“I rescued her from some Wolfram and Hart heavy, who was trying to molest her,” protested Spike.



“Molest her,” said Willow in a dangerously low voice. “What did he look like?”



“I don’t know…he was human…”



Try harder, Spike,” said Angel.



“Hmm, he was Asian, he was dressed in a suit…”



“Gavin,” said Angel. “He works with Lilah on special projects. It has to be him.”



“I’ll kill him,” said Willow through gritted teeth.



“You can’t even think that way,” said Lorne. “I don’t know what she was like before but she is an empath now and she can read aura’s. She can feel what you are feeling almost to the point where she will seem like a mind reader. She’s frightened and confused. If you want her back you will have to let your love shine through and bury any hate you feel.”



“What do I do?” asked Willow. “This is so frustrating, being so close to her and yet she feels so far away.”



Lorne put his arm round Willow. “I told you she is lost; you have to find her.”



“She’s here…”



“You know what I mean,” said Lorne impatiently. “She’s lost here,” he touched Willow’s forehead, “and here,” moving his hand over the redhead’s heart. “Only love can find her, only you.”



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Tara went to the bathroom and splashed water on her face. She regarded the face she saw in the mirror. Who was she? Why was she here? Why did so may people want her?



She shook her head sadly. Tara tried to reach into the memory banks; nothing came. She punched at the wall in pure frustration. Tara could hear the music coming through the walls; maybe she should take a look. Seeing the faces of people who claimed to be her friends might trigger something, spark some memory.



***************



Lorne saw the door to his apartment open slightly and an idea came to him. He hustled the large scaly demon that was murdering ‘I’ve Got You Under My Skin’ off the stage.



“Okay, that was…different…a big round of applause. Now next on stage tonight we have Willow Rosenberg.”



Willow had her deer trapped in headlights look, shaking her head vigorously at the host. She turned to Buffy “I can’t…”



“That’s what we came here for,” said Angel.



“But he said…”



“We’ve all had to do it,” said Fred trying to re-assure Willow.



“Even Cordy?” asked Buffy with a shudder, images of the school talent show flashing before her eyes.



“Hey,” said the actress.



“I’d like, for the record, point out I haven’t,” said Gunn.



Angel glared at his associate and then softened his eyes as he turned to Willow. “Lorne is trying to help Will, please trust him.”



Willow nodded and made her way unsteadily to the stage.



Lorne grabbed her round the shoulders. “”She’s watching from the apartment door. No, don’t look. Sing something that you can put meaning into. While your singing try to picture and feel the memories. If you do this she’ll be with you every step of the way.”



“Geez, that lifts the pressure right off,” said Willow wryly.



“You thought it was going to be easy, sport?” asked Lorne.



“Our lives’ are never easy,” said the hacker sadly.



Lorne waited a beat, letting Willow collect her thoughts. “Do you know what…”



“Yeah, that one,” said Willow.



“Are you sure? Have you seen that film?” asked Lorne.



Willow glared at him. “Please, I want to do this now.”



“Okay, you’re choice,” shrugged the host.



Willow closed her eyes as the music started and in an uncertain voice, which grew stronger as she started to sing just for Tara.



Where the silence falls

There the river runs deep

Where the shadow ends

So begins the dream



She tried to project into the words, letting images of dreams she had had of Tara, flash through her brain. Some were sexy, twisted bodies, entwined in passion and love. Others of them walking hand in hand on a beach.



Where the hunger leads me

It's hard to believe

I'll be lost to you



Willow pictured Tara’s funeral her feelings of loss and despair. The thoughts that were in her head at the time, about how could she survive without her soul mate?





It's the blood that ties

It's the hurt that heals

It's the face you hide

Hides the pain you feel



Willow took things back, back to the beginning. The first image she had of Tara hiding her beautiful face behind her hair. Then finding out the pain Tara had gone through with her so called family and they way the Scoobies had all stood by her, became family. Then finally trying to show everything in heart as they danced, the night of Tara’s birthday.





So hold me up now

Yeah, I'm afraid to breathe

An' I'm lost to you

Yeah, I'm lost to you



And back to now. All Willow’s fears that Tara wouldn’t come back to her, that the ‘alive’ Tara was as far away as the dead one had been.



I believe in a heaven

I believe in the night

I believe there's a path to follow

I believe in the light





She showed them fighting demons. How they had triumphed. Why they all had chosen to fight and even thought they had all made mistakes, they had always been on the side of the angels.



Hold me under

Let the river wash away my sins

Let me drown and you

Let the water and the love rush you



Willow bared herself as she had been; the blackness that had enveloped her, but how she was different now. She pictured the memory of the night Tara had came to her room and asked Willow to kiss her. She remembered the way her heart had leaped and soared in disbelief. She pictured the kiss, that beautiful, wonderful, heart-stopping kiss.



You can hear me whisper

When you're listenin'

And I'm lost to you

Yeah, lost to you



Willow turned to the door of the apartment hoping Tara was looking and feeling what she was. She let her eyes plead with the woman. In her mind all she could think was please, Tara please listen. I love you.





I believe in a heaven

I believe in the night

I believe there's a path to follow

I believe in the light





She tried to picture a perfect future. The path she hoped they would follow. Of the two them together, maybe with a family but that wasn’t important. All they that mattered was they were together, as they should be.



****************************



Tara watched from the doorway as Willow started to sing. She could feel Willow’s emotions pulling to her from across the crowd. The genuine love and passion flowing in her direction felt like it was searing her. It was white hot in it’s intensity. As the redhead finished, as the confusion in her heart grew, she broke away. The woman was a killer, but she had felt something for Willow the first time Lilah showed her the photo. She was so confused; she wanted to go to her. Tara grabbed her head, too many things for her to deal with. Lilah thought Tara, she needed to find her and get the truth from her. A plan started to form in her mind.



*****************



“Don’t you think it’s time you should be going to bed, Dawnie?” asked Xander.



“I’m waiting for Buffy to call,” said the Dawn. “She thought they might have a lead from the club.”



“Look, we’ll wake you if anything happens,” promised Xander.



“If they bother telling us,” said Anya.



“An, please stay out of this,” said Xander.



“Xander, you me be happy to stay at home and play house, but I’m not. Tara was my best friend and if they can’t find her, I sure as hell will, said the demon with a determined look on her face.



“Anya, what are you going to do?” asked Xander.



“I’m going to L.A,” said Anya. “Right now,”



“Can I come too?” asked Dawn.



“Yeah, sure,” said the demon hooking one arm round the teenager and disappearing.



“Anya,” shouted Xander helplessly and then quietly to himself. “Buffy is so not going to like this.”



TBC



These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"



Chad Kroeger

Edited by: Magrat70 at: 8/24/04 3:19 am
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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Grimlock72 » Sun Nov 03, 2002 6:46 pm

Poor Tara all confused :cry :( Like getting shot and being brought back wasn't horrible enough, sheeesh.



I'm not sure how Tara wants to have that chat with Lilah, but going alone would be a bad idea. After all Lilah is one of the brain-washy people so going back to those so soon (while still being at least confused about whats real) is most definitly not a good idea. Tara will most likely be able to read her sure, but that doesn't mean she won't be in any other danger there.



Hmm... Lilah can't read people, so Tara could just play along and complain about Gavin assaulting her. Senior Partners should take care of Gavin for her then, saves Willow the trouble and the mess.



Interesting that W&H only blocked Tara's memory and didn't remove/clear it. The latter would appear to be easier to do. Good thing about that is that a block can be removed, just need to figure out how.



I like Willow's attitude towards Gavin... a LOT.., heh. Protective Willow rulez :D . On re-reading the other chapters I have to agree with Lilah's initial reaction; this Project Nikita didn't have much chance to begin with.



and you don't really need magic to do not-nice things to people in a nicely air-conditioned building like W&H's :) . Though magic might make for a better statement; "leave Tara alone if you know whats good for you".



Just make sure Tara doesn't leave that club alone.



About that non-violence spell, as I understand people can do something violent but get rendered unconsious AFTER the fact due to the spell. So Tara pointing a gun at Willow ain't exactly safe now is it ? (Tara is going to be so sorry for even doing that in the first place later)



Heh, fun to read both Angel and Buffy were needed to hold Willow back :)



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Edited by: Grimlock72 at: 11/3/02 4:54:04 pm
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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby barnabasvamp » Sun Nov 03, 2002 7:08 pm

Wow, this is definitely getting interesting...

Poor Tara trying to sort things out, but a confrontation? Will be interested in the plan.

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby xita » Sun Nov 03, 2002 7:47 pm

I just caught up with the last couple of chapters. I am glad they found her physically so quick. Willow will find her hear now, I am sure but what is Tara's plan. Finding Lilah is not a good idea.

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Buffy?

Let's change it, the Discovery channel has koala bears.

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby willntlover » Sun Nov 03, 2002 8:38 pm

i'm not sure on how i feel about lilah. She seems like she is pulled in diff directions. But i am sure that Tara going to her can't be good.



AND poor willow. :(



What is Anya up to???? And are they bringing Dawn?



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."



"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."



"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."





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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby deixs » Mon Nov 04, 2002 2:54 am

i am absoluteyl positive that Willow will find tara like she always does

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby mollyig » Mon Nov 04, 2002 3:58 am

Trust what you feel and not what you’ve been told Sage advice from Lorne. Great that he was advising Willow too.



Tara has a lot to process. She thinks that talking to Lilah will answer some of her questions. I just hope Tara remembers Lorne's advice when talking to Lilah.



I think the addition of Anya in L.A. is going to be, eh, interesting, hopefully not in a bad way!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Grimaldi » Mon Nov 04, 2002 3:20 pm

great update :) Willow singing to Tara and showing her how much she loves her was sweet. Tara talking to Lilah and trying to find out the truth should be interesting since Lilah lies for a living and Tara can read auras. Anya coming to LA with Dawn can't be good

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!
No! Well, okay. No. Pez!



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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby XWickedXWiccan » Mon Nov 04, 2002 3:49 pm

I've caught up with the last update and say I love it. I hate Gavin for sure but Lilah I'm not so sure because she really didn't want to do it but if she didn't then she is as good as dead. Can't wait for your next update.



-Trinity-









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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Magrat70 » Wed Nov 06, 2002 2:10 pm

Grimlock- Yeah you’re right Tara’s memories are just blocked not gone but when she gets them back not everything is going to be pleasant, not all Tara’s memories are very good.



Tara leave the club alone, nah she has this pet bleached blonde vampire with a soul who keeps following her about like a puppy.



I figured the host would beef up his spell a little, but your right pulling the gun on Willow is something Tara is not going to be happy about.



Lilah is the one who has to worry about the meeting not Tara.



Barnabasvamp- it’s a plan, not necessarily a sane plan but Tara sure has something on her mind



Xita- Willow will always find her but it will be hard and painful for them both



Willntlover- what is Anya up to? She is trying to help in her own inimitable way



Dexis- of course Willow without Tara is not a good thing so they always find one another.



Mollyig- Tara knows what she doing with Lilah-trust me. Anya, it’s always interesting wherever she turns up.



Grimaldi- you’re right the meeting is going to be very interesting.



XWickedXWiccan- Lilah has always been a very ambiguous character to me-it’s one of the things I like about her.







These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"



Chad Kroeger

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby MissQuirky » Wed Nov 06, 2002 2:54 pm

Ok that was great! Definitely wanna know what Tara's got cooked up! Anya and Dawn goin to LA, that doesn't sound like a good idea! More soon??



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.

Tara: I said quirky.

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Magrat70 » Thu Jan 23, 2003 2:46 am

Title: Twisted part 8

Author: Magrat 70

Ratings: R

Spoilers: as before



Twisted part 8



“C’mon night, night everyone, haven’t you all got homes to go to?” Shouted Lorne going through his nightly routine of throwing out the stragglers and hard-core drinkers.



Lorne approached Willow and the gang who were sitting quietly in a corner. “I’m afraid that goes for you people too.”



“I’m not leaving,” stated Willow. “I’m not leaving her.”



“You have to give her some space. She’ll be safe here,” said Lorne.



“I can’t…”



“You have too. Go back to the hotel get some sleep, a shower and come back in the morning with breakfast and maybe we will be able to find out what Wolfram and Hart have done to her,” said Lorne.



“He’s making a lot of sense,” said Buffy.



“I don’t care, I don’t want to leave her,” said Willow sticking her chin out in a determined fashion.



“I’ll make a deal with you. I’m going to check to see if she is awake, if she is, I’ll ask her what she wants. If she is asleep I want you to go back to the hotel and come back here in the morning.”



Willow looked away from the demon not meeting his eyes.



Lorne went to the apartment and could see Tara fast asleep on his couch covered by her coat. He quietly moved back out. “She’s asleep.”



“Can’t I just stay out here? I won’t be a problem,” said Willow pleading with the demon.



“Sweetie, you’ll be more use to her with a decent nights sleep,” said Lorne.



“I don’t think I can sleep,” said Willow.



“At least try,” said the host. “She is going to need you fit and in one piece. Trust me on that.”



With a great deal of reluctance and with more than a small piece of prodding, Willow headed back to the hotel.



“Spike you have to leave too,” said Lorne,



“I’ve got nowhere to go…and I sort of want to keep an eye in Tara. I feel bad for her,” said Spike.



“Spike,” said Lorne.



“Okay, I’ve got nowhere else to go, so can’t I just bunk down here?” the vampire whined pathetically.



Lorne decided he was too tired to argue with the vampire. “Tonight only, but you are sleeping in the bar buster.”



The vampire shrugged his shoulders. “I’ve slept in worse.”



****************





Lorne went into his bedroom and grabbed a spare blanket from the cabinet. He covered Tara up and gently kissed her on the forehead. “Oh sweetie, I hope we clear this up for all our sakes.”



Tara listened until she was sure the demon had shut the door and gone to bed. She then quietly slipped out the apartment door.



“Where do you think you’re going Blondie?” Asked Spike appearing from the shadows.



“Spike, do you always lurk?” Asked an exasperated Tara.



“It’s what I do and you still haven’t answered my question,” said Spike.



“Spike, give me my gun back,” said Tara.



“No way, the slayer would have my bollocks if you start taking pot shots at Red,” said Spike.



“I’m not going after Willow. I’m after Lilah, so give me back my gun,” demanded Tara taking a stake from her coat.



“On one condition…”



“You are not in a position to bargain,” said Tara determinedly.



“I could take that stake off you before you could move,” said Spike. “So hear me out. You may think you are the big bad now, but there are some real bad monsters out there and do you even know where you’re going?”



“It’s not your concern,” said Tara.



“Sorry, Blondie you’ve just made it my concern. I’m not letting you go without me,” declared Spike.



“Don’t try and stop me,” said Tara. “Or I swear I…”



Spike vamped out and moved quicker than Tara could see removing the stake from her hand. “No more threats. I’m coming with you. Besides you need me to for transport.”



Tara was shaking with a mixture of anger and fear, eyeing the vampire with grave suspicion.



Spike watched her wondering how to get her trust. He closed his eyes for a second and handed her the stake and the gun. “Just for protection mind.”



Tara took the weapons and stored them back in her jacket still watching the vampire’s every move.



“Haven’t you got somewhere you want to be?” Asked Spike pulling the blonde out of her daze.



“That’s right, let’s go,” said Tara.







Gavin stood in the middle of the hotel lobby staring moodily around him. The squad had searched the hotel but there was no sign of anyone or anything.



“Sir, what do you want us to do?” Asked one of the black clad squad.



“We wait, they have to come back soon,” said Gavin.



They all looked in surprise as Anya and Dawn appeared in the lobby.



“Oh, shit,” said Anya as they disappeared as fast as they had appeared.



“What the hell was that?” Asked Gavin.



**************************



Anya and Dawn reappeared in the club. “We’ll be safe here,” said Anya. “But we have to contact Buffy.”



She went straight to the apartment door. “Lorne where are you?” She shouted.



Lorne stumbled sleepily from his bedroom. “What the hell is going on?”



“Where’s your phone?” Beseeched Anya. “It’s urgent.”



Lorne pointed into the bedroom without thinking.



“Please, Buffy have your cell phone switched on,” said Anya as she punched the numbers into the phone. “Buffy, thank god, you can’t go to the hotel. Listen to me its Anya. Just listen,” shouted the demon her patience starting to run thin. “There are bunch of guys with guns and god knows what else waiting for you at the hotel. I’m at Lorne’s club. Yeah, I’ll see you soon.”



Anya came into the living room. “I stopped them before they got to the hotel.”



“Where’s Tara?” Asked the host looking around his apartment wildly.



“That’s what we are here for,” said Anya slowly like she was talking to a child. “I’ve come to help find her.”



“No you misunderstand, she was here, asleep on the couch,” said Lorne.



“You are joking with me,” said Anya.



“You found her,” said Dawn a huge smile breaking across her face.



Lorne looked at Dawn not quite sure what he should tell her. “Not me, Spike. Wait a second, where’s Spike?”



“Spike?” Asked Anya.



“You know, vampire, bad bleach job, English,” said the host.



“I know who he is, but he isn’t here,” said Anya.



“Oh god,” said Lorne groaning loudly and putting his head in his hands. “Willow is going to kill me. Tara must have left with Spike.”



“Tara left with Spike; you’ve lost me,” said Anya looking totally confused.



“Tara has no memory of her other life,” explained Lorne. “Wolfram and Hart seemed to have made an attempt at planting false memories in her head. She does not know who are her friends or her enemies.”



Lorne ran into the bar as he heard the door of the club sound like it was about to be kicked in. “Who is it?”



“Who do you think?” hollered Angel.



Lorne cautiously answered the door, worried that he was going to end up with Wolfram and Hart looking for Tara in his club.



“What is going on?” Asked Buffy. “Why is Anya here?” She then looked behind the demon. “Is that my sister? What the hell is Dawn doing here?”



“Those all could be seen as awkward questions,” said Lorne.



A pale Willow was huddled at the back of the group, her eyes searching the bar. “Where’s Tara?”



“And the awkwardness keeps on coming,” said Lorne with a sigh.



“Lorne,” said Angel sharply.



“Look sit down and I’ll explain my part and Anyanka…”



“I prefer Anya now.”



“And Anya will explain hers,” said Lorne without missing a beat.





************************



“Where do you want to go?” Asked Spike as Tara settled on the back of his motorcycle.



“Wolfram and Hart’s offices,” said Tara.



“Are you crazy?” Asked Spike. “You’ve just got away from them.”



“They’ll be looking for me,” explained Tara. “They won’t expect me to go to them.”



“Maybe not, but are you sure you know what you are doing?” Asked Spike.



“Oh yes, I want answers,” said Tara her jaw tightening.



“You’re the boss,” shrugged Spike gunning the machine into life.



********************



“What do you mean Anya woke you up and Tara was gone?” Shouted Willow in near hysterics. “You said, just give her some space and then you lose her.”



“I’m sorry,” said Lorne trying to soothe the upset witch. “I thought she was asleep. I didn’t think she would leave with Spike.”



“Spike, she left with Spike,” cried out Willow in disbelief. “We have to go now. We have to find her.”



“How?” Asked Anya. “We don’t know where she is.”



“I have to find her,” said Willow again softly, almost to herself.



**************************



“So we’re here. What’s the plan?” Asked Spike.



“We go around to the parking lot entrance. You stay out of sight and I find Lilah’s car,” said Tara.



“No,” said Spike grabbing her arm. “That’s a bad plan. They’ll have security on the lot. I’m staying with you. Plus, it’s 3 in the morning. What makes you think Lilah will be here?”



Tara put her hands on her hips and shook her head at Spike. “You can’t come in, Gavin told me they have security that goes off the second a vampire enters the building and I know Lilah will be here.”



“And you know this how?” Asked Spike



“I just do,” said Tara pulling away from him. “Now be quiet while I concentrate and one other thing I will be coming out fast so have the bike revved up.”



Spike shrugged and got back on his motorcycle, hoping that the witch wouldn’t find a way in.



Tara stood back slightly from the steal barrier. She concentrated, imagining a complicated fuse box and surging the power towards an overload. She felt the air fizz with power and she staggered slightly as she completed the spell.



“Tara,” shouted Spike ready to jump from his bike.



“It’s okay,” hissed Tara. She stood before the barrier and lifted her hand up. The barrier slammed upwards. She ran in, motioning with her hand behind her, slamming the barrier shut.

************************



The security hub in the Wolfram and Hart building was in chaos as they were plunged into darkness.



“What the hell is going on?” Asked the head of security.



“I don’t know,” said a nervous guard.



The head of security was just about to order a search of the building when the emergency generator kicked in. He looked at the computer readout, which said that there had been a power surge, which had blown a number of fuses. He sighed with relief and reached for the phone to contact the duty electrician.



*************************************



Lilah got into her car. She was tired and angry. Linwood had called an emergency meeting after Gavin’s fuck up and had read them all the riot act. He had made it quite clear that if Tara were not found, the senior partners would be looking for scalps, literally. She closed her car door car and then she felt a prickly sensation at the back of her neck. “Show yourself,” said Lilah without turning. “I’m not in the mood for games, so tell me what you want and get lost.”



“That’s no way to greet your little sister,” said Tara coolly from the back seat.



Lilah felt a wave of relief wash over her and even as that emotion was happening her predatory mind was working on how she could turn this to her advantage over Gavin. “Tara, thank god, we have everyone out searching for you. I was so worried.”



“Why?” Asked Tara her voice slightly higher than usual as she wrestled for emotional control.



“We were worried you could have been killed. I mean after that vampire took you…”



“Is that what Gavin said? Funny, I thought the vampire was saving me from the guy who was trying to force himself on me,” said Tara with a shrug.



“I’ll have him fired,” said Lilah through gritted teeth.



“Big sister to the rescue,” said Tara wryly.



“What’s wrong with you?” Asked Lilah surprised at Tara’s attitude.



“I know,” whispered Tara in Lilah’s ear.



“Know what?” Asked Lilah.



“That you’re not my sister,” said Tara.



Lilah tried to bluster. “I don’t know what you’re talking about…what did that vampire say…or was it Gavin? Did he…” She stopped talking as she felt the cold steal of a gun barrel pressed against her temple.



“Don’t screw with me Lilah,” said Tara feeling the anger and frustration of the last few hours well up within her. “I want the truth.”



“You don’t want it,” said Lilah.



“Let me tell you some of what I know already. I was murdered. I was dead and your firm brought me back to life. I want to know why,” said Tara.



Lilah’s mind raced wondering what she could tell Tara that the blonde would find palatable.



Tara could feel the hesitation. “And don’t lie. Remember I will always know,” said Tara drawing the last part out.



“That’s part of it. We…they want your powers,” said Lilah.



“There are other witches, that doesn’t explain why you had me brought back to life,” said Tara.



We need someone who is sweet and innocent looking, who people could confide in. Most of the magick users on our pay would have people running for the hills. We thought we could get you to talk to witnesses find out what was really…”



“So that is all I am,” snapped Tara. “Just another way for Wolfram and Hart to win trials.” She stopped having just caught something, some emotion in the back of Lilah’s mind; it was fleeting, just a flash.



“You’re not telling me everything,” said Tara pressing the gun harder against Lilah’s head and gripping her neck with her other arm.



“Tara,” gasped Lilah. “Please, your hurting me.”



“Tell me,” said Tara coldly, but taking some of the pressure off the lawyer’s neck.



“It’s all about power, they want you for power. I could help you, I could get you anything you want from the firm,” pleaded Lilah pitching for her life.



“Why should I trust you?” Asked Tara.



“Because together we could get rid of Gavin, maybe even challenge Linwood. The senior partners want you and with me at your side there is nothing we couldn’t achieve,” said Lilah seductively.



“We?” Asked Tara. “What game are you playing now Lilah?”



“No games,” said the lawyer. “You are an attractive woman…”



“You are not attracted to me,” said Tara.



“No?” Asked Lilah. “I thought you could feel what people are feeling. Maybe your not as good as everybody thinks you are.”



Tara closed her eyes for a second and brought her mouth to other woman’s ear. “You’re not attracted to me, you’re attracted to power.”



Lilah turned her head to the side to look into Tara’s eyes. “Oh, power is the greatest aphrodisiac of all, you shouldn’t knock it ‘til you try it.”



The air between the two is charged for a second. Tara’s mouth goes back to Lilah’s ear whispering softly. “For me to trust you I want some information.”



“O f course, anything you want,” said Lilah convinced she had the young witch where she wanted her.



“Angel, the slayer and all those other people; why was I shown their pictures?” Asked Tara.



“You were close to them, we were told that you had to hate them so when the time came you could have been a cat amongst the pigeons. You could have gotten close enough to kill them,” said Lilah.



“Kill them,” repeated Tara softly.



“But that probably won’t be necessary now,” said Lilah.



“Willow never tried to kill me,” stated Tara.



“No, but she killed for you. She is dangerous Tara,” said Lilah.



“Aren’t I?” said Tara caressing the gun barrel down Lilah’s neck watching the lawyer jump and shiver.



“Yes,” said Lilah. “But I like danger.”



“Danger and power,” purred Tara in Lilah’s ear.



The lawyer nodded. “Do you want to go up to the office, or do you want come back to my apartment first.”



Tara laughed harshly and pressed the gun savagely against Lilah’s head. “If you think I would sleep with a power hungry whore like you, you are crazier than I thought you were and thanks for the information. I’m sure the slayer will be interested in knowing that your firm were planning an assassination.” With this the blonde opened the car door and ran for the exit.



“You bitch,” screamed Lilah ineffectually.





******************************



“Come on Spike,” said Tara urgently on exiting the parking lot. She jumped straight on the bike and the vampire revved up the engine without question and they were gone.



***************



“She was in your car and you did nothing,” Linwood shouted at Lilah.



“It was impossible. She did have a gun pressed against my head and she knows everything,” said Lilah.



“The senior partners are not going to be pleased,” said Linwood.



“What are we going to do about her?” Asked Lilah.



“Do?” Shouted Linwood. “Do, there is nothing we can do for the moment.”



“So we are not going to do anything,” said Lilah. “Just leave a loose canon around the way we have with Angel? Sometimes I think this firm has lost its balls.”



“Be careful about what you say Lilah. There will be an investigation…”



“It wasn’t me who let her go in the first place. None of this would have happened if Gavin had been more careful,” said Lilah. “We still should do something to stop her.”



“You want to put her back in the grave?” Asked Linwood.



“No, I don’t want her crazy girlfriend skinning me alive. No, I was thinking of making her suffer a little.”



“And how do you intend to do that?” Asked Linwood.



“Well, I checked her file and she didn’t have the happiest of life. I think we should remove the block on her memories,” said Lilah.



“Is that all,” said Linwood. “I don’t see a problem with that. The damage has already been done; it’s only costing us money. See to it will you?”



Lilah nodded and left the room with an evil grin on her face.





***********************



“Can’t you go to the powers?” Asked Willow of Cordelia.



“If I could I would but all I get are these visions and they get in touch with me when they want me,” said Cordelia.



“I can’t stand this,” said Willow.



They all looked up as the door was again being pounded.



“Get in my apartment,” said Lorne. He went to the door. “Who is it?”



“Its me,” said Spike. “Open the door before the sun comes up and I get fried,”



Lorne opened the door and ignored the vampire. He ran forward and hugged Tara. “Where the hell did you go? We were so worried about you.”



Tara smiled. “See that’s the difference, genuine affection and a little bit of anger. I’m sorry.”



“So you should be Peaches,” said Lorne as they walked down the stairs into the main part of the bar.



His apartment door opened and Buffy looked out.



“You can come out,” said Lorne. “Its just Spike and Tara.”



“Tara,” said Willow who had already come though the door.



“W-willow, hi,” said Tara feeling suddenly shy and ducking her head to one side.



Anya came running out and embraced Tara in a huge hug. “Tara, your alive!”



Tara looked a little surprised at the demon who was hugging her with all her might and she could feel so many emotions being given off by the group of people that once more she felt overwhelmed. She looked up and noticed a teenage girl who was standing, staring at her and crying. Her heart went out to the youngster who was so obviously hurting badly. She shook off Anya and went to the girl. “Hey you, I’m sorry I don’t remember you, but I hate to see you in so much pain. Is there anything I can do?”



Dawn threw herself into Tara’s arms. “Tara, I missed you so much.”



Tara pulled back a second and pushed a lock of hair from the teenager’s eyes. Everybody then watched in horror as Tara sank to the floor clutching her head.



TBC







These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"



Chad Kroeger

Edited by: Magrat70 at: 1/23/03 11:53:27 pm
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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby deixs » Thu Jan 23, 2003 3:35 am

Great update!

I think Tara iis finally remembbering everything, that`s why she got a headchae, please ?????



Stef :p

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby tommo » Thu Jan 23, 2003 5:29 am

Ooh, I read this all in one go and you've created a really tense and action-packed story here, Wendy. :) I love the crossover in this fic; you've structured that whole plot really well. Lilah's a really difficult character to get just right but here you've got that great contrast of menacing and yet intensely attention-grabbing. You've written her well enough so that the scenes with her in are compelling. I loved the scene between her and Tara, when Lilah was saying that it was the power that was an aphrodisiac. That sums up her whole life view, and I love that you included it here.



Also, the Tara that you've brought back has a much greater sense of injustice. She retains the confusion and blessed sweetness of the Tara that we know, but she's also got great fire, and that was something that wasn't so well developed in the show itself. It's nice to see it here, driving her forward and giving her more interesting aspects to her character as you write her.



A couple of suggestions: sometimes your narrative slips into the present tense, whilst mostly it's written in the past tense. I'm wondering if that's a conscious decision or not, as it shifts the whole tone of the passage when that happens.



Also, I'd really like to see more descriptive narration in the fic. Your dialogue is, at times, really powerful and speaks for itself, but often I find myself wishing I could see what's happening, or see character's reactions, or get a sense for the physical atmosphere. I think that something like this might help to give greater depth to this really interesting fic. Your conceptual take on bringing Tara back is really fascinating and I'm looking to reading more of this.



Thanks Wendy. :)



She's the cutest of the Kittens with her tits as warm as mittens and her firm yet supple...tight embrace...

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby barnabasvamp » Thu Jan 23, 2003 9:12 am

Wow, intense update!



Just have to believe that Lilah definitely cannot be trusted. To think Tara would fall for her was also a stupid move on her part.



Poor Tara, here come all the memories, and it will be most interesting to see how she takes it all in.

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"Melissa Etheridge

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Grimaldi » Thu Jan 23, 2003 9:40 am

great update :)



i liked Tara's intergation of Lilah, and the scene at the end with everyone at Lorne's when Tara came back. i can't wait to see how Tara reacts now that W/H have remove the block to her memories.

You can't just go declaring shenanigans on innocent people, that's how wars get started!
I'm not stealing, I'm just taking things without paying for them. In what twisted dictionary is that stealing?

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Re: New fic-Twisted

Postby Grimlock72 » Thu Jan 23, 2003 2:26 pm

Wow, has been some time since I read this fic. Soooo I had to re-read it, which wasn't toooo bad mind you :)



Heh... that wasn't Lilah's best idea ever, pretty much the only thing she could have pressured Tara with and she just gives those memories back for free, tsk tsk..



True.. those memories will hurt for some time but if ALL memories come back the good ones come too. I suppose the other memories about what W/H tried to do will stay though.. Tara will awfull about those :(



Indeed Lilah should never be trusted but she did manage to keep herself alive fairly well, good survival skills :) Security at W&H is bad, whatever happened to battery-backup to bridge the gap to generator power ? Imagine their setup at a hospital... <>... worked for Tara though.



Good thing Tara is strong empath, once she actually uses that skill it's easy to see through Lilah. Which reminds me, Willow still wants to have a little chat with Gavin I think.... : -->>: I've never seen _Angel_ but if this Gavin is accurate he must an evil bastard on TV :)



Now hopefully Tara will just have a mayor headeache for a day or so and then be back to normal. I just pray that such a rude memory-return doesn't do any permanent/long-term damage. Interesting that those memories can be unblocked remotely...



At least Lilah is smart enough not wanting to kill Tara, heh. She still hurt Tara though, which likely means that Buffy, Anya, Dawn and Willow (of course, duh) will want to have a little chat with her.



Oh yeah, I actually liked Spike here... whoever protects Tara is good, very simple really :) If anything at least the trip to W&H upset Lilah, that has to be worth something. Gotta wonder if Gavin would be easier of talking to W&H management or to Willow....If Willow's smart she'll talk to him and drop him of at W&H HQ, I doubt they just gloss over failures such as these, hehe. No need to get your hands dirty when they're volunteers for the job at hand :)



Tara having her memory back this fast is nice for her, but I do wonder how they would have coped if that had taken a little longer.



Hmm... just thought of this; how difficult was it really to guess where Tara would go to ?? And how come Gavin is at the hotel where Buffy and friends are staying, I can *guess* how, but it was kind of sudden...



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Edited by: Grimlock72 at: 1/23/03 12:35:58 pm
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