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Re: Distance Part 13

Postby Axel Avalon » Sun Aug 29, 2004 12:56 pm

Yo what's up. Guess what I've got. Uh huh you know it and update. But first the replies:



BurningWhiteRose- I love Faith also and, as much as I love the Buffy/Faith dynamic it won't be happening here. I feel it might overshadow what I'm building up to. And no Lex is NOT with Faith.



wimpy0729- Well of course Willow is fire. What else would she be? And I'm glad you like Kris, I thought people would hate her. Now Lex, I know people will hate. (at least for a little) Oh we have a few bumpy times ahead so get ready.



bindingwiccan- Well thank you. And how can you have a story without Faith?



Stroke Of Luck- Yes lots of fun to be had. And Faith is kinda an Avalon. You'll see.



Wired Vixen- Yeah it was alittle tense but all will be fine eventually. Yess Faith is there.



Arwen276- Glad you like. But Faith isn't really the issue here.



noellebrin- No problem dude. And I'm one of your favorites eh? GO ME. Yeah Faith. And you asked the million dollar question: WHO IS LEX? Thank You.



And now the update:applause :applause :applause :applause :applause







Title - Distance

Author name - Axel Avalon

Email Address - axelavalon8724@yahoo.com

Rating - PG ( rating my increase as the story goes on)

Disclaimer - I don't own any of the characters from Buffy The Vampire Slayer.

Spoiler- This story place sometime after the break-up in season 6, everything after Tabula Rasa is going to not happen in this story. The whole Rack thing isn't going to happen

Feedback- Of course I'd love to know what you think

Summary- A few months after the events of Tabula Rasa Willow makes a decision.

Notes- OK I'm not usaully so taken with a fic that I go telling the world so pay attention. 'Prisoner Of the Night Clan' is one the best fics I have read in a long time. I love it. It's different in a good, and very graphic, way. If you haven't read it, get your ass over to Artemis' and read it. NOW








Previously...





"Well isn't this just beautiful." a voice called from behind the group.



They all turned to take in the figure. She had long black hair and smoke gray eyes. She wore a black shirt and matching leather pants.



"Oh my Goddess," Willow yelled before flinging her arms around the stranger. "Lex what are you doing here. Wait if you're here, that means..........."



"Hey Red,"



"Faith!"











"What the fuck are you doing here? Where the hell have you been? Don't you know how to use a telephone?" Willow yelled.



"Ah come on Red, how is this fair? She gets a hug and I get yelled at. She hasn't called you either." Faith nearly whined.



"That's easy Faith, she loves me more." Lex grinned wrapping an arm around Willow's waist.



"Oh my, when are you going to get over yourself Lex." Tommo called as he hugged Faith.



"When I stop being so fucking hot." she leered at him. "So, Will, gonna introduce me to the family." Lex gestured towards the group of shell shocked scoobs.



"Oh yeah sure, guys this is Lex our fifth element. Lex this is Xander, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, and Tara." she pointed out each scooby in turn.



"What the hell is she doing here?" Buffy said through gritted teeth glaring at Faith.



"Uh Buff calm down. Faith's cool and she's with us k? I personally promise that she'll be on her best behavior. Isn't that right Faith?" Willow glared at Faith playfully.



"Hell yeah, I still remember the cold shoulder you gave after I beat up that guy in Philly. Anyway I have to obey the rules now. The past is the past and I can't change it but I am sor..." she was interrupted by five Avalon's clearing their throats at the same time. "Oh come on guys I need say this."



"No Faith, we've told you a million times: Never apologize for anything. You had a reason for doing so don't take it back, you can regret it but don't apologize." Kris said in the bored way only she can.



"Yeah Faith, anyway what are two doing here?" Tommo said taking seat on one of the couches pulling Kris onto his lap.



"Well if I'm not mistaken, and I'm not, Willow's birthday is in about a month. So I figured that we'd take a break and come celebrate." she took a seat on the arm of Willow's chair.



"A break, yeah right, from what?" Willow scoffed. "I bet you did something and the cops are after you again."



"Will, we are hurt, can't we just feel the need to come see you." Off Willow's look Lex sighed and gave a real answer. "Ok so we were bored with the chicks in L.A., thought we'd see if you and Kris are ready to take us up on our offer." she sent Kris a scandalous look.



'Is she suggesting what I think? With me sitting right here? Has Willow ever... with... and... OH GODDESS.' Tara thoughts were running a mile a minute. 'How am I supposed to compete with them. I mean look at them, not that I'm looking at them, but I can't wear leather pants like that. Is that why her and Kris are so close?'



"Lex as much as I love you and Kris and Faith, the answer is what it has always been: no." Willow gave an amused chuckle.



"Oh come on Will, it'll be fun. And you can drag along a few of the natives." she gesture towards Buffy and Dawn.



"Lex quit," Willow said nearly doubled over with laughter. "Stop it your scaring Buffy." she pointed out the slayer who was looking a little tense.



"No she isn't." Buffy mumbled which only caused dawn and xander to join Willow's laughter



"My bad dude, I was just kidding. Besides I already have a slayer." she pointed at Faith.



"You don't have shit," Faith yelled playfully.



"Oh really, so you can share Kris' room tonight and I'll bunk with Will." she challenged lightly.



"You all are sick you no that. I don't know why I even bother with any of you." Tommo stood up and pulled Isaac towards the dancefloor.



"Faith, Kris lets go show the fags how it's done." she said as they headed to the dancefloor.



Willow shook her head at them before turning her attention back to Tara who had been quiet for the last couple of minutes. She noticed that Tara wasn't really looking at her and that she kept playing with her fingers. She couldn't pinpoint what had caused the shift in the blondes mood but was sure it was something she had done.



"Hey Tara, you ok." she prodded gently trying to get the blonde to look up at her.



"Uh not really, I don't feel so good. I think I'm going to head out." she replied softly starting to stand.



"Are sure? I can give a ride let me just let the guys know I'm going." Willow jogged to the dancefloor and told the Avalons she was leaving.








Casa de Summers





Twenty minutes later Willow's black BMW pulled up outside the Summers home. The drive had been silent and uncomfortable. Both of them being preoccupied with their thoughts. Tara was trying to processs the appearance of the knew Avalon while Willow tried to figure out what she did wrong.



Willow cut off the engine asking Tara if she would be ok by herself. Tara merely nodded her head before exiting the car.



'What the hell did I do now?'








Avalonian Headquarters





Willow flung herself onto her bed and closed her eyes. 'How the hell did I turn a perfectly good night into such a diaster? Ok Rosenberg let's analyze this: When did the tension begin? After Lex and Faith turned up. Maybe it's Lex that made her uncomfortable. No that can't be it. Maybe it's Faith, but why would that make her upset with me. What am I going to do? Maybe I should give her some space. Yeah space, she'll let me know when she's ready to talk.' She looked at her clock. 'I wonder how long that'll take.'








Casa de Summers





Tara sat on the floor in her bedroom staring into the flame of a candle. It was the extraflamey one Willow had given her so many years ago. 'Ok so what the hell happened? We were all sitting and laughing and then SHE showed up. Why is that upsetting? Well, she's gorgeous, confident, and obviously has a thing for Willow. What does that mean? It means Willow has had the chance to be with not one but three beautiful women on several occaisions. Why is this a problem? Well, why would she want me when she could have anyone of them? What is the real issue here? Can I really trust that hasn't been with any of them. That could've been for my benefit. Why am I being so stupid about this? Because I'm jealous. Is there anyevidence that would call for me to be jealous?... I'm starting to think like Willow. I just have to think about this, but first I need sleep.'








Casa de Summers



It had been 1 week, 7 days, 168 hours, 10080 minutes, 604800 seconds since see had last talked to Willow. During this time she had debated and argued with herself nearly non-stop. She had finally come to the conclusion that she was being silly. Willow would never do anything like cheat on her especially not now. So now she was staring at the phone trying to work up the nerve to call the red head and possibly beg forgiveness. I mean she hadn't said a word to her in a week. Finally she picked the phone and dialed Willow's cell.



"Hello," a voice called on the other end.

"H-hey Willow." 'Oh great now I stutter.'

"Oh hey Tara, what's up?"

"Um I kinda wondering what you were doing tommorow and if you wanted to go somewhere." she said managing not to stutter at all.

"In the morning I'm training with Lex and Isaac but after that I'm free."

"Great I'll see you tommorow Bye."

"Bye Tara."



That wasn't so hard. Now to find something to wear.








Casa de Summers





The doorbell chimed throughout the house as Tara raced down the stairs wondering who it could be. She opened the door to a short girl around Buffy's height with curly brown hair and pretty green eyes.



"Came I help you?" she asked the girl at the door.

"Yeah I was looking for Willow Rosenberg, somebady told me I could find her here." she smiled shyly.

"I'm sorry Willow doesn't live here."

"Oh well if you see her tell her Jessica was looking for her. Thanks anyway." the girl turned, hopped into a red jeep, and left.



Just as Tara closed the door her cell phone begab to ring.



"Hey Tara, I'll be there in 20 minutes to get you." Willow's voice came through the connection.

"Ok. Um Will there was a girl here to see you. She said her name was Jessica."

"Jessica was there?" Willow's voice sounded a little panicked.

"Yeah she just left."

"Tara who else is in the house?"

"No one Buffy and Dawn went shopping. Why?"

"Tara listen closely, I want to lock every door in the house, activate the protection spells, and wait in your room. I'll send somebody for you k? Bye." with that the red head hung up.








Casa de Summers





Tara had did just as Willow said and had now been sitting in her room for 5 minutes. And all of a sudden Isaac and Kris were standing in front of her.



"Tara are you ok?" Isaac asked as Kris rushed out hte door and down the stairs.

"Yeah I'm fine just a little confused." she smiled at him.

"No one's here." Kris re-enterer the room.

"Ok let's get going." Isaac stated reaching hand to Tara. "Tara you're going to blink out with me ok, it going to feel a little strange but it's safe."

"Um Isaac, who's Jessica?"

"Willow's ex-girlfriend." he stated as they blinked out of the room.



TBC...



You like? I hope so. TTFN



----------- I don't believe in love, I believe in fucking. It's honest and efficient. You get in and out with a maximum amount of pleasure and the minimum amount of bullshit...- Brian Kinney (Queer As Folk)

Axel Avalon
 


Re: Distance Part 13

Postby Wired vixen » Sun Aug 29, 2004 1:06 pm





I'm the first? wahhooohh!!!! :dance



Lemme be the first to say great update! I can't wait to see how the whole Tara-Lex-Willow-jessica thing pans out, i can't wait!!



Ok, i'm gonna go and pray you update soon!



Stace xXx

"Left to the sight of the sky, in your arms I'm defined" -Juneau

Wired vixen
 


Re: Distance Part 13

Postby wimpy0729 » Sun Aug 29, 2004 1:20 pm

Oh man...just when Tara was getting over the other-girl-jealousy thing, this one has to show up. I'm thinking it was not an amicable split.



Great job again! Can't wait for more.



Wimpy

"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

wimpy0729
 


Re: Distance Part 13

Postby tmrodgers » Sun Aug 29, 2004 1:53 pm

remeber when i told you you have me whipped forget what i said you have me chained

tmr

tmrodgers
 


Re: Distance Part 13

Postby tarawhipped » Sun Aug 29, 2004 5:19 pm

Holy crap! This is taking a scary turn. I like that you dare to show that Willow was not a nun during the five years apart, but rebounding with a psycho was maybe not such a good idea (and Jessica must be for the reactions going on). I can't wait to find out more of that backstory.



As for :tara & :willow , what is their problem?!? Aaarrrggghh! How can Willow not know why Tara was upset, and did Tara not hear the 'my answer is still no' line? Come on ladies! At least Willow's first thought was to protect Tara, and I know all will end well. Trust me, if I didn't like this story so much I wouldn't be getting so worked up about it.



Excellent update!

-Cameron







What should I be but just what I am? - Edna St.Vincent Millay

tarawhipped
 


hi

Postby Axel Avalon » Fri Sep 03, 2004 3:37 pm

So I was supposed to update today but something came up so SORRY.

----------- I don't believe in love, I believe in fucking. It's honest and efficient. You get in and out with a maximum amount of pleasure and the minimum amount of bullshit...- Brian Kinney (Queer As Folk)

Axel Avalon
 


Re: hi

Postby Maccoda » Fri Sep 03, 2004 6:13 pm

That was a wicked cool update!

Maccoda
 


Re: hi

Postby Stroke of Luck » Sat Sep 04, 2004 3:21 am

OH oh ex-gf´s i doubt that Jessica wants nice talking with Willow...wondering why she is around. Poor Tara it gets worse for her, she really has to talk to Willow!



CU:wave

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Stroke of Luck
 


Distance Part 14

Postby Axel Avalon » Sun Sep 12, 2004 5:30 pm

Update time:



Wired Vixen- Thanks and 'Tara-Lex-Willow-Jessica' thing? that just gave me all kinds of images.



wimpy0729-I'm thinking it was not an amicable split. Oh you'd be surprised.



tmrodgers- Whips? Chains? Sounds like good clean fun to me. THANKS



tarawhipped- Oh yeah was not an angel. I mean look who she's become friends with. Our girls are being very VERY dense but it'll end soon. I am so excited to see YOU leaving feedback cuz your like one of my most favorite writers on the board so thanks.



Maccoda- Thanks!!



Stroke Of Luck- Thanks, why is Jessica there? I wonder.





And now the update :applause :applause :applause :applause :applause









Title - Distance

Author name - Axel Avalon

Email Address - axelavalon8724@yahoo.com

Rating - PG ( rating my increase as the story goes on)

Disclaimer - I don't own any of the characters from Buffy The Vampire Slayer.

Spoiler- This story place sometime after the break-up in season 6, everything after Tabula Rasa is going to not happen in this story. The whole Rack thing isn't going to happen

Feedback- Of course I'd love to know what you think

Summary- A few months after the events of Tabula Rasa Willow makes a decision.








Previously...



"Was there, um, anyone else" she asked nervously.



Willow looked at her for a moment before turning her eyes back to the road. "No. No one worth mentioning."







"Um Isaac, who's Jessica?"

"Willow's ex-girlfriend." he stated as they blinked out of the room.









SD Motel





Willow rapped on the old molded door to room number 62A.



"Come in." a voice on the other side called.



Willow opened the door and walked into he room. "What are you doing here?"



"I came to see you. You don't sound happy to see me." Jessica giggled lightly at the redhead.



"Jessica are you nuts, if Isaac and the guys find you here they are going to murder you. And I won't stop them this time. You crossed a line, I told you 'NEVER GO NEAR HER'."



"So that's what's got you so worked up. I just wanted to see what she looked like. If you ask me she's a little too thick for my taste." she winked at the fuming red head.



"Shut up, I am going to tell you this once. Stay away from Tara, or I am going to make sure you regret it." she hissed before turning to leave.



"You know... maybe I'll stick around for awhile. See if she likes to play the same way you do. I mean the boys are restless and that bitch looked like she could use a good taming."



Quicker than any normal human could Willow had moved across the room and pinned Jessica to the wall by her neck. "Jessica if you ever make a comment like that again I will kill you. Now pack your shit and get the fuck out of Sunnydale. If you are not gone within 4 hours I'll track you down personally got it." With that Willow exited the room and drove off.








Avalonian Headquarters





Willow walked through the front door and found Isaac pacing back and forward by the door.



"Good thing you're here, we were about to come after you." he wrapped in a warm hug. "Everything ok?" he asked.



"Yeah Jessica's gone and she won't be back anytime soon. Where's Tara?" she asked looking into the livingroom.



"We put her up in your room , she looked a little spooked." he motioned towards the stairs.



"Ok thanks."










"Tara, you doing ok?" Willow entered the room an saw Tara sitting crossed legged on her bed facing away from the door.



"I'm fine." her tone was kinda... cold.



"Tara are you ok, I mean I can understand if you're freaked but..."



"You lied to me." Tara barely mumbled.



"What?" Willow was utterly confused.



"I asked you, I asked very clearly was there anyone else, you said no." she looked at the redhead.



"Oh, so how much do you know?" she asked in a unnervingly.



"Enough to know you openly lied to my face. Would it have killed you to just tell me the truth?"



"Look Tara, I had my reasons for not telling you about Jessica and I won't apologize for that. I am sorry for upsetting you but Jessica is a part of my past that I just want to forget. I don't what else to tell you." she said calmly.



"Whatever, I'm going home." Tara turned and left the room.



"I hate my life." Willow said to herself.










"Two weeks, it's been two weeks Isaac and they are still being hard headed. Why?" Tommo paced inside their room. "We've got put a stop to this. What are we going to do?"



"I've got an idea but we'll need Lex's help. It's not the smartest idea but it could work." Isaac smiled to himself.



"What kind of evil thoughts are racing through your mind lover."



"Well we all know how Willow gets when she's trying to work through stuff, so why don't we use that to make Tara... open her eyes a little." Isaac said in a very evil voice.



"Oh yeah she'll be jealous as hell, but that's at least two nights away." Tommo bouncing up and down.



"I know tonight I'll warn her and then when Will shows up tommorow night she'll see it for herself. Then Lex can tell her how stupid they're being. Tara will then go talk to Willow and they'll be making with the lesbo sex in a week tops."



"See this is why I love you, lets go talk to Lex." Tommo pulled him towards the door and downstairs so they could go talk to Lex.








Club Avalon





"Hey Tara come take a walk with me, I want to watch from the platform for a while." Isaac pointed up to the walk ways over head.



"Sure." she smiled when he offered a hand.



They carefully made their way threw the crowd and up the stairs. They stood looking over the railing for about 10 minutes before Isaac spoke.



"So how are you doing?" he asked.



"Did Willow tell you to ask me that?" her tone wasn't harsh or angry just curious.



"No Willow hasn't mentioned you, and would kick my ass if she knew what I was about to say to you. You should go talk to her." he looked over at her.



"I don't think so. I just don't want to deal with her right now." she gazed out over the floor.



"I know and I understand that. But one thing I regret about who Willow's become is how she deals with things that upset her."



"And how is that?" Tara asked looking at him from the corner of her eye.



"When Will first came to us she was withdrawn. I felt that she needed to channel her emotions outward. She did it just not in a very healthy way." he shook his head lightly.



"What are you talking about?" she turned and faced him completely.



"Well Willow deals with things in three stages. The first is just regular moping and drinking. Second is what we call the wrath, it's basically Willow killing every demon within a five mile radius of the house. And the third doesn't have a name. It's when she goes hunting. I want you to talk to her, make her snap out of it. I promise seeing her hunt isn't going to make it any easier to forgive her. Just think about it." he siad before leaving her to think. She never saw the self satisfied grin on his face.








Club Avalon (the next night)





Tara saw Tommo race through the front entrance of Avalon and frantically look in every direction before rushing over to her.



"Hey Tara lets go for a walk, like to Buffy's or Starbucks." he said lightly leading her by the elbow.



"Oh no Tommo, she just can't miss this." Lex purred from right behind them. "Tara look," she pointed to the entrance of the club.



"Oh Goddess,"



And then there was leather, or more accurately Willow in leather but mostly leather. She wore black leather boots, black leather pants, and a black leather corset top with long sheer blue sleeves. (think Vamp Willow people) She looked like a predator. Everything else seemed to slow down as Kris and Faith joined her. Willow looked towards where Tara was watching her, she grinned at Tara and blew her teasing kiss. She looked pass Tara and crooked a finger at Lex.



"I catch you two later." Lex left a grinning Tommo and a very stunned Tara to watch as she, Willow, Faith, and Kris moved through the crowd towards the back sofas, each of them grabbing some random girl on the way.



"Tara you ok?" Tommo asked. He could feel the jealousy rolling the blonde in waves.



"Oh yeah I'm just fine. I think I'm going to go get a drink." she walked off towards the bar.



"How did it go?" Isaac wrapped his arms around his boyfriend from behind.



"Worked like a charm. I swear we are so going to hell for this." he grinned over his shoulder.



"What about Will, are the girls making sure she stays out of trouble?"



"Yep even Lex went with them. This is going even better than we planned."



"Yeah but lets worry about us for now, leave the munchers to deal with their own drama."








Roof, Club Avalon





"You know it's not exactly safe out here right Princess."



"Hey Lex," Tara said not taking her eyes off of the stars overhead. They stood in silence for awhile Lex watching Tara and Tara watching the stars.



"Really thought you'd be shorter." Lex remarked suddenly.



"What?" Tara gave her a questioning look.



"I thought you'd be shorter. Willow likes to be taller, it makes her feel dominant."



"Oh," Tara wasn't sure why it disturbed her that Lex knew that but it did. "You seem to know her pretty well."



"I'd like to think I do." Lex gave a genuine smile.



"So tell me what that was about. I mean you obviously understand her better than I do." Tara's voice had taken on an almost bitter tone.



"That was about you. The outfit, the attitude, the bitch who's tongue is probably down her throat right now. Yeah all because of you..."



"How is any of this because of me?" Tara shouted increduously.



"Because, she did something tha was supposed to protect you and it blew up in her face, again. She didn't want you to know about Jessica, that bitch is crazy and the less you know the better."



"Whatever, she didn't have to lie to me." Tara mumbled.



"You are so stupid." Lex said not really believe how stubborn Tara was being



"Excuse me." Tara looked at Lex more than a little annoyed.



"Do you know how close Willow is to packing her shit and going back to New York? I mean do you know what you are willing throwing away? She loves you, are you listening? For some stupid fucked reason she loves you. And you are going to let her walk out of your life again. I can understand why you left. I can even understand not trying to make her stay when she left. But what I can't see is why you let her stay way for five years." Lex ranted rather loudly.



"Why do you care?" Tara asked suddenly.



"Because it's killing her. She told me that you said she raped your mind." Lex walked to the edge and chuckled lightly. "When she told me that I wanted to kill you, and I would've if I thought Willow would forgive me.You do not know what it means to be raped. You don't what it feels like to be broken to the point where the only thing you wish for is death. To the point where you can't feel anything except for how dirty you are. I know this because anyone who's been through that wouldn't said that to someone they claimed to love. You know what you sicken me even more than Jessica. She's crazy, that's her excuse. But you, you were supposed to love her. And yet you told her she raped you, knowing what happened with her uncle." Lex was now in Tara's face looking very pissed. "And don't say shit cause I'm talking and you are going to listen. Do you know how literally she took that? So literally that when Jessica had Willow kidnapped, chained to a wall in some fucking wharehouse, and gang banged for three days straight Willow did nothing to stop it. And you know why? Because she deserved it for 'raping' your mind. So yeah, all that's about you. So why don't you think about that next time you want to whine about who's been hurt." Lex turned and started back towards the door. "Tara I know you don't trust me but I'm only looking out Will. I want to know she's happy and for some reason you make her happy, so I guess I have to start seeing what everyone else does." with that she left.



TBC...



What do you think? Hate me yet?

----------- I don't believe in love, I believe in fucking. It's honest and efficient. You get in and out with a maximum amount of pleasure and the minimum amount of bullshit...- Brian Kinney (Queer As Folk)

Axel Avalon
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby logansgurl » Sun Sep 12, 2004 6:52 pm

First off, let me just say I was thrilled to see an update.



And Will in the leather :sheep



I love how Lex is so protective of Will, and I can't wait to see what :tara does next.



Update soon please.



Veronica

logansgurl
 


Re: Distance

Postby My Always » Sun Sep 12, 2004 7:39 pm

Oh, thank you, thank you for updating your fic!:party It was kind of heartbreaking.:sob Please don't leave us hangin' too long, update soon!:pray



-LR



My Always
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Sun Sep 12, 2004 7:49 pm

:gnome

hey you cant leave it like that I just got into this! "pouts" Dude....this is major...ah poor willow...ugh ugh ugh, ok they need to make up and have all the sex!!! So update soon please!

:pride

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby Stroke of Luck » Mon Sep 13, 2004 12:08 am

Willow and leather!:drool wow but they are so stubborn...i can understand Will and Tara, but they should talk finally about it...its not worth to destroy everything they had!



Willow rapped?:shock OMG that poor girl...they really have to talk NOW!



Great update:D



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Stroke of Luck
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby wimpy0729 » Mon Sep 13, 2004 12:14 am

OH HELL NO!! You did not just give us all that extra info on Willow and leave it there!



Did all of that horrible stuff really happen? Because, man, that's just too much. Poor Willow.



So, okay, given the fact that you did just do that to us, please at least let Tara do the right thing here and make up with leather-clad Willow, k? Oh, then more sexy goodness can ensue? You know you really owe it to us now.



More soon please!



Wimpy

"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

wimpy0729
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby Insanity » Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:57 am

WOW.. this story is freaking awesome.

I dunno I come to like this Lex-chick a bit, She seems to be really concerned for Willow. And you know.. a friend of Willow is my friend too.



I really hope that Tara sees now, that Willow always just wanted to protect her.



Update soonish??? Please!!!

German Fanfiction

It's always sudden! Tara; the body

Insanity
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby tarawhipped » Mon Sep 13, 2004 12:07 pm

:shock Holy crap, that was dark. In a good way, but still...sheesh. It definitely makes the protectiveness of Willow's NYC buds that much more understandable, but I can't for the life of me figure out why she's not letting them take out Jessica. When Lex explained Willow's history, I had to go back to the conversation at the beginning to see if Jessica had really implied what I thought she had, and all I can say is, that psycho bitch needs to be put down.



Now I'm really on the edge of my seat! More soon! Oh, and thanks for the compliment :blush .

-Cameron



What should I be but just what I am? - Edna St.Vincent Millay

tarawhipped
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby Wired vixen » Mon Sep 13, 2004 12:57 pm

Holy jebus! How was that for a tense atmosphere.... And quite upsetting for Willow acting the way she is, and Tara being yelled at :(



But it will get better soonish right?



What happens next?! huh? i gotta know!! I GOTTA KNOW?!?



Hookay sorry, excitement got the best of me.....



Yay for updateness-ism-ish!!



Oh, and LMAO for four way images, you crack me up.... :laugh



Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

Wired vixen
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby BARE1975 » Mon Sep 13, 2004 1:00 pm

I think this is the time i've felt more angst and sadness after reading an update. Not that i haven't read angsty and sad fics, but the feeling was kind of different.



I thought about how some words can change you or others into someone you don't know anymore, and the subsequent self destuction, reaching the point you see yourself so dead you don't want or you can't feel anymore.



(By the way, who was that uncle Lex mentioned in her conversation with Tara?)



We need an update soon, I can't stand that bitter taste in my mouth for long. Some more "darlin' Nikki" grid, please? :p

BARE1975
 


Re: Distance Part 14

Postby SilverWingedNemesis » Mon Sep 13, 2004 8:20 pm

well holy hell..



*smirks*



yeah.. I think we needed that.. GO LEX! LMAO



sorry uhh yeah.. no with the hating.. I liked :D



*hugs*



can I have some more please?

"Life is eternal; it has no beginning and no end. The loving friends we meet on our journey return to us time after time. We never die, because we were never really born."

SilverWingedNemesis
 


Re: Distance

Postby My Always » Tue Oct 05, 2004 4:10 pm

Hey, you just can't leave it there:no Update soon:pray



-LR

My Always
 


Re: Distance Part 15

Postby Axel Avalon » Sun Oct 10, 2004 3:19 am

Hey it's update time. Sorry it's take me nearly a month to update but RL has me hard pressed for time.



logansgurl- Yes Willow in leather is very hot.



My Always- Heartbreaking? Now that just won't do.



Spikeizmine87- Haha. Yeah poor Willow. Unfortunately the sex will have to hold off for a few chapters.



Stroke Of Luck- Yes, they are stubborn, and no it's not worth it.



wimpy0729- Sorry? Willow and Tara will sort out their issues soon.



Insanity- THANK YOU



Tarawhipped- Yeah Jessica will be dealt with.



Wired Vixen- Yeah Willow's being out there and Tara's getting yelled at. BUT it will get better.



BARE1975- Whoa, yeah a friend of mine said something similar.



SilverWingedNemesis- LMAO





And now the update,:applause :applause :applause :applause :applause







Title - Distance

Author name - Axel Avalon

Email Address - axelavalon8724@yahoo.com

Rating - PG ( rating my increase as the story goes on)

Disclaimer - I don't own any of the characters from Buffy The Vampire Slayer.

Spoiler- This story place sometime after the break-up in season 6, everything after Tabula Rasa is going to not happen in this story. The whole Rack thing isn't going to happen

Feedback- Of course I'd love to know what you think

Summary- A few months after the events of Tabula Rasa Willow makes a decision.








Avalonian Headquarters





Knock

Knock

Knock

Knock




"GO AWAY!" Willow yelled at her door. "I don't feel like tallking to any of you right now. It's too early. NOW. GO. AWAY."



The door opened and someone stepped into the room closing it behind them. "I think we need to talk."



"Oh Goddess Tara, not now ok. You can come back and yell at me later." Willow whined pulling the covers over her head.



"Willow I'm not here to yell at you, I just..." Tara's voice trailed off as her emotions started to take control of jer voice. "I just..."



Willow looked at Tara and finally noticed the tears gethering in her eyes. She stood out her bed and approached the blonde who had started shaking slightly. "Tara what happened? Are you hurt? Cause I swear I'll kill whatever..."



"It's all my fault and Jessica's..." the tears flowed freely down her face.



"Wait Jessica's here again?"



"No but, she hurt you and it was all my fault cause I said..."



"Tara what are you talking about? How do you know about..." Willow's eyes flashed dangerously as the obvious conclusion settled in her mind. "Lex, she told you didn't she? I don't believe this. Oh and let me guess. They just HAPPENED to be leaving when you got here, right? I don't fucking believe this." Willow looked like she was on the verge of losing it.



"Willow they were just trying to help. I'm sure they didn't want us to fight anymore. I just want things to better..."



"That's why you're here? Oh hell no. You know of all the people who I thought would fall for Lex's little tricks, I didn't think you would be one of them." Willow chuckled softly as she pulled on a pair of jeans over her sleeping shorts.



"You mean it's not true?" Tara asked softly.



"Oh it's true but, I'm sure Lex exaggerated a few things. Like the part about it being your fault. Well newsflash Tara: Not everything is about you. What happened with Jessica was because of my temporary insanity." Willow pulled on her tennis shoes.



"What are you doing?"



"I'm going for a walk, cause I need some air." Willow stood and started towards her door.



"Willow you can't leave now."



"Watch me."



"Willow you can't walk away just because you don't want to face your issues." Tara was a little angry now. She wasn't sure why but she had the strangest since of deja-vu. "I won't let you walk away from me again."



"Walk away? Look who's talking. Just for the record Tara, I didn't leave YOU. I had nothing left to walk away from. I need to get out of here."



"Willow just tell me why? I want to understand why you didn't... why you let her..." she couldn't even say it.



"Ok, I'll tell you. I'll tell you everything." Willow took a deep breathe to clear her mind. "Take a seat, it's long story. When I left Sunnydale I had been planning to leave for some time. A friend of my parents had an apartment set up for me in New York already. I got there and found a job with this computer company. One night I tried a ceansing ritual. I don't know what happened but it back fired are something. I was seeing things and I was sweating and shaking. I could barely breathe. The next thing I know I wake up and I have no idea where I am. Tommo and the guys lived across the hall, he sensed there was something up and forced Isaac to go see what was wrong. Apparently I had tried to commit suicide. They found me and brought me to their place and had Kris heal me. I told them about Sunnydale and the Hellmouth, I have no idea why. They asked me to move in with them and I accepted. I was living with them for about a month when they convinced me to start going out with them. We were in some club one night when I met Jessica. She was nice and understanding. She knew about magic and demons. I just found her easy to talk to. We started going out. I knew she was using me but, I didn't care. Lex had a problem with it and she convinced me that Jessica wasn't healthy for my state of mind." Willow moved to her wall and pulled down one of her swords. She began twirling it absent mindedly but, with great precision. "When I told Jessica I didn't want to see her anymore she flipped out completely. She yelled and screamed and stormed out yelling about how I'd pay. I actually felt kinda bad. I think that was like the last straw for Jessica, she had been hurt so many times by so many people. I guess she just snapped. Anyway, a few days later I was walking home from work when three guys grabbed me. They took me to some warehouse. Jessica was controlling them using some spell. She said that it was time for me to pay. I'm pretty sure you don't want any details but, I had pratically given up. I figured that was gonna die there, and a part of my brain convinced me that I deserved it. I gave up and just tried not to think about it. I remember Kris and the guys showing up and Jessica kinda teleporting out. Lex ranted screamed for hours when we got home about how I could've vaporized them all with a thought. We had a long talk and I told her everything: about you, Sunnydale, Buffy, Xander, Oz, Jesse, my parents, being adopted, high school, just everything. Not long after that I started the rituals to become a Avalon and the rest is just us moving around doing the Avalon thing. Being an Avalon is great, lots of parties, drinking, and I got this kinda sense of purpose. It gave me a way to feel like I belong without having to depend on someone else."



Willow looked over at Tara. The blonde had her head down and her face covered by her hair. "I should go, let you do whatever you were going to do." She stood and moved to the door.



"Tara wait," Willow intercepted her hand as it reached for the door knob. "Look at me, Tara please look at me. It was not your fault. I was stupid. It wasn't because of you." she pulled the blonde's chin up and wiped away the tears falling from her eyes.



"I should have tried to stop you." Tara stared at her feet.



"Baby there was nothing you could've done to stop me. I was intent on leaving. I had it all planned out. There was nothing you could do."



Tara's heart jumped in her chest when she heard Willow call her baby but the feeling was quickly out done by the sorrow she felt for the redhead. "But I told you r-raped my mind knowing what happened with your uncle."



"Oh Tara no, he was drunk and someone stopped him before anything could happen. He didn't rape me and I forgave him a long time ago. Just like I've forgiven Jessica." Willow said gently.



"Willow, please don't leave me again. I'm sorry just don't leave me again." Tears flowed more freely down the blonde's face now.



"Tara," Willow pulled the woman into her arms. "I promise I will never leave you again. I found what I was looking for and it still didn't measure to what I lost when you you left. Come on you look exhausted." she led Tara to the bed and bent down to remove her shoes.



"You can take the bed and I'll go make myself scarce." she said backing away from the bed slowly.



"Willow? Please don't leave me?" she tugged on the redhead's hand.



'Is she? Does she want me to...' Willow nodded and pulled off her tennis shoes and jeans.



Willow and Tara crawled under the covers. Willow wrapped her arms around Tara and pulled her close spooning her from behind. Tara snuggled down into Willow's arms and felt her exhaustion take over her. They both fell asleep with one thought. 'I am NEVER letting go of this again'








Willow's Room





"I knew it would work!"



"Shh be quiet, you'll wake them up" Isaac whispered.



"Sorry but look at them, they're adorable." Tommo said smiling at the sleeping women.



"Let's go Red's going to be pissed when she wakes up."



"Oh she'll thank us in the long run"



TBC...



Hope you like.

----------- I don't believe in love, I believe in fucking. It's honest and efficient. You get in and out with a maximum amount of pleasure and the minimum amount of bullshit...- Brian Kinney (Queer As Folk)

Axel Avalon
 


Re: Distance Part 15

Postby SilverWingedNemesis » Sun Oct 10, 2004 8:28 am

OU!!!!!!!!!!!!!



*bounces excitedly!!*



oh me loved.. that was.. YAY!!! and and SNUGGLES!! and spooning.. *sighs* i can't wait to spoon... *trails off* yeah i'll be quiet now..



me loved mucho! in the words of Nicole Kidman in Moulin Rouge... "GIVE ME MORE!" *smirks* yeah going now..





*hugs*



:pride

"Life is eternal; it has no beginning and no end. The loving friends we meet on our journey return to us time after time. We never die, because we were never really born."

SilverWingedNemesis
 


Re: Distance Part 15

Postby Wired vixen » Sun Oct 10, 2004 8:53 am



:applause :bow :applause :bow :applause :bow :applause :bow



Great update, i'm so glad its getting better....for now. I'm real interested how this is all gonna pan out.



Take care!



Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

Wired vixen
 


Finally

Postby wimpy0729 » Sun Oct 10, 2004 12:49 pm

Oh, finally an update! You had left us in such a tough spot, but very much made up for it. Great job.



Willow's story is still sad and Jessica is still just psycho, but it is nice of Willow to be able to forgive the ones that have hurt her.



Beautiful snuggles. Can I put in a request for more of those and smoochies would be nice too.





Wimpy



"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

wimpy0729
 


feedback to all the greatness in this chapter

Postby willohand » Sun Oct 10, 2004 1:25 pm

all i have to say is:thud finally.well worth the wait.now can we get with the luuuuuuuv making?

willohand
 


Re: feedback to all the greatness in this chapter

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Sun Oct 10, 2004 2:13 pm

Hooplah!



Poor Willow...



And Tara...



And...



Jessica...needs ta get a brain...



A new and improved one.



Sincerely,

:flower BWR

***

If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

BurningWhiteRose
 


Re: Distance Part 15

Postby tarawhipped » Sun Oct 10, 2004 3:14 pm

Excellent update!



Hooray for Tara not letting Willow leave without talking. Double hooray for Willow being honest and calmly revealing some tough history. And triple hooray for both of them opening up and admitting that they need each other. Yay you for happy-snuggly-warm feelings updatey goodness!



:peace -Cameron



What should I be but just what I am? - Edna St.Vincent Millay

tarawhipped
 


Re: Distance

Postby My Always » Mon Oct 18, 2004 4:27 pm

Man, things are starting to get good! I, myself would like to see lots of these:kiss2 So, update and give us lots and lots of :willow & :tara :love . Pretty please!!



-LR

My Always
 


Re: Distance

Postby My Always » Fri Oct 29, 2004 6:58 pm

Hey, what does a girl have to do around here to get an update?:gnome I'm waiting and waiting, come on update soon!!:bounce



-LR

My Always
 


Distance Part 16

Postby Axel Avalon » Sun Oct 31, 2004 4:11 pm

Hey kittens, it's been a rough couple of weeks but I'm back with an update. Buckle up! P.S.: Lj if you read this I would like you know that I'm just joking babe. It's all in good fun. Although the piercings can be alittle over the top. I swear Hope made me do it.



SilverWingedNemsis- I actua;;y didn't like the last chapter but it worked well. THANKS



Wired Vixen- I'm glad you like it.



wimpy0729- Jessica is crazy but we've seenthe last of her... I think.



willohand- Haha Hopefully



BurningWhiteRose- OMG Hooplah? I have a friend that says that. Yeah Jessica is in need of a brain.



Tarawhipped- That's a lot of 'Hooray'





And now the update,:applause :applause :applause :applause :applause





Title - Distance

Author name - Axel Avalon

Email Address - axelavalon8724@yahoo.com

Rating - PG ( rating my increase as the story goes on)

Disclaimer - I don't own any of the characters from Buffy The Vampire Slayer.

Spoiler- This story place sometime after the break-up in season 6, everything after Tabula Rasa is going to not happen in this story. The whole Rack thing isn't going to happen

Feedback- Of course I'd love to know what you think

Summary- A few months after the events of Tabula Rasa Willow makes a decision.








Previously...





Willow and Tara crawled under the covers. Willow wrapped her arms around Tara and pulled her close spooning her from behind. Tara snuggled down into Willow's arms and felt her exhaustion take over her. They both fell asleep with one thought. 'I am NEVER letting go of this again'







"I knew it would work!"



"Shh be quiet, you'll wake them up" Isaac whispered.



"Sorry but look at them, they're adorable." Tommo said smiling at the sleeping women.



"Let's go Red's going to be pissed when she wakes up."



"Oh she'll thank us in the long run"









Willow's Room





The red glow of the setting sun snuck through Willow's curtains stirring her from her rest. She blindly reached for a button her headbroad which closed the curtains. She hit the button and mumbled something about "evil marshmellow frogs." A soft giggled beside her ear woke her completely. She opened her eyes to find amused blue orbs staring back at her.



"Something funny?" she questioned.



"You still talk in your sleep. It's cute." Tara ducked her head and giggled again.



"Uh huh, I'll have you know that the last person that laughed at me was very sorry." she turned on her side an eyed Tara.



"Is that right?" Tara raised an eyebrow at the redhead.



"Yep, she was very very sorry." Willow said as she looked at Tara. Suddenly she lashed out and began to tickle the blonde.



"WILLOW!" Tara shrieked and tried to get away. "OH GODDESS WILLOW. STOP IT!"



Willow laughed and continued her assault. She straddles the blonde and pinned her arms above her head. "Apologize."



"Ok Willow I'm sorry." Tara panted.



"For?" Willow was barely breathing hard and looking all to smug.



"This." She flipped them over effectively switching their positions. She smiled down at the redhead. "I win."



"Ok you win but..." she glanced down at where Tara's body was presses into hers. "I can't say that I lost."



"Dork." Tara looked at the clock on the night stand and sighed. "I should get going, I have work tommorow." she stood and grabbed her shoes.



"Ok, I'll see you soon?" she looked at Tara with hopeful eyes. Although they had fallen into a comfortable space after their little talk this morning, she still had doubts about where they were going.



"I'll call you before I go to bed." she smiled at the redhead. she walked over to the bed and kissed Willow on the forehead. She turned walk towards the door and openned it to find Lex about to knock. She flashed Lex a grin and continued out.



"Hello Alexis," Willow sighed from her bed.



"I have told you a million times my name is Lex." Lex sat on the edge of he bed. "So what was that all about?"



"The little conversation you and Tara had last night. You know..." Willow stood walked around the front of her bed and stopped in front of Lex. "I understand what you did." She straddled Lex's lap and looked down at her hands. "And I love you for trying to make sure I'm happy. But if Tara ever sheds another tear because of you, I'll make you regret it. Ok?"



"Sure Will," Lex laughed softly.



"Just as long as we're clear." smiled and kissed Lex on the cheek. "Now I'm going to take a shower and you're going to go make me something to eat because you owe me."



"I owe you? I get you back together with the 'love of your life' and now I owe you. This what I get for being a good friend."








Avalonian Headquarters, 1 month later



Clang!



"I don't get it Lex. I mean whenever we're together we're basically all over each other." she blocked an oncoming blow with her sword. But as soon as we're alone she tenses up and gets nevous. I mean I don't want to rush her but I'm going to die of sexual fustration.



"Well I would have to say that you're tackling this wrong." Lex dropped her sword and sat down on the mats. "See you have pretty much let her take control of how your relationship is going to progress. Right now she's making all the decisions as to when and where you two are together. I'm getting that she still doesn't trust you. You've told her about Avalon life but she hasn't seen it. She kinda living in a state of ignorant bliss: If she doesn't see it, it can't be bad. You need to show her what it's like, show her what an Avalon is."



"How do I do that? I mean most of it isn't pretty."



"Well you can start tonight, at the big demon hunt."








Casa De Summers





"TARA, WILLOW'S ON THE PHONE"



"I GOT IT DAWNIE." Tara picked up the phone. "Hey you."



"Hey baby, are you doing anything tonight?" Willow asked nervously.



"Nope why?"



"The guys want to know if you want to go patrolling tonight with us. It's kinda our big sweep of the month so it's sorta fun." Willow continued.



"Sure, what time you want me to come over?" Tara smiled.



"Um 8:00 is good."



"Great seeya."








Avalonian Headquarters





"Lex this is a bad idea, I mean what was I thinking?" Willow peaked into the livingroom where Tara and Tommo were having a discussion about... something. "Tara hates violence."



"Willow. She. Lives. With. A. Slayer. Violence is like part of her life, just like it's part of yours. And if you two are going to have a relationship she's going to have to get used of it." Lex looked over her shoulder as the doorbell rang. "Everybody to the diningroom." she shouted.



"Come on baby," Willow directed Tara through a set of glass french doors leading to a beautiful diningroom.



A few minues later Lex, Tommo, Isaac, Kris, and Faith carried in some black duffle bags. Behind a girl walked in, she had long dark brown hair with red streaks. In her face alone she had at least 15 piercings. She was dressed in all black and looked a little pissed at the world.



"Lj it's good to see you." Tommo drawled.



"Likewise Christian." she glared at him.



"My name is Tommo," he sent the glare right back.



"So tell us Lj, how is the gang back in New Orleans. Axel still with that new chick." Isaac smiled at her.



"Don't know, don't care. Let's get down to business shall we. These are the weapons you ordered." she pointed to the bags. "Willow that special thing you ordered is still on back order. I'll have it in a month at best. Also I added a few extra things that you all might like. I let the others know you asked about them. I'll show myself out." she turned and left the room.



"I hate that bitch." Lex said reaching for one of the bags.



"Yeah well everyone does." Tommo said starting to dig through another of the bags.



"Uh what just happened?" Tara asked.



"How can I put this simply?" Lex looked thoughtful for a secod. "Uh Axel is an Avalon. Lj and Axel were a couple. Lj was stupid...and a bitch. Axel found somebody else. Now Lj is bitter... and a bitch."



"O...kay. So what's in the bags?"



"Weapons!" Isaac exclaimed before grabbing a bag and dumping it on to the table. Out of the bag came every type of handgun imaginable. He emptied the rest of the bags of their contents.



"Oh I call the 45." Lex grabbed the gun. "Uh Will I think these are yours." she picked up a pair of huge glistening silver automatic handguns.



"Oh yeah those are for Will." Kris said.



"Still got that Tomb Raider obsession I see." Tara whispered in Willow's ear.



"Well you know somethings never change. Ok guys suit up and pack lots of bullets." Willow instructed. "Faith, would you run up to my room and grab the box of holsters under my bed and my leather jacket?"



"Sure thing Red."



"Hey Tara, can you shoot." Lex said extanding a small revolver towards the blonde.



"Uh no that's ok." she eyed the gun warily. Guns always made her nervous.



"Ok guys lets head out." Faith entered the room.



"Ok so Willow and Tara are going to ride together. Faith with Lex and Kris me with and Tommo." he pulled out three keys from his pocket and threw them to the others. "As soon as everyone is armed we can ride."



Everyone went about picking out guns and packing bullets. After everybody was suited, they all headed out to cars.








Anyone Of The One Million Cemeteries In Sunnydale





They entered the cemetery sat up shop besides a tall cyrpt. Willow looked around for a place where Tara could watch the action but be relatively safe.



"Tara see that up there?" she pointed to the top of a crypt. "That's where I want you to watch from."



"Watch?"



"Yeah see, we've been doing this for a while and we're pretty good at not shooting one another. I'm afraid that you being down here will be a little dangerous." she explained.



"Oh yeah, okay."



"Ok give me your hand." Willow took one of Tara's hands and blinked up on top of the building. "Don't move from this spot, no matter what happens, understand."



"Ok."



"Good, wish me luck." Willow grinned at the blonde.



Tara leaned in and kissed the redhead slowly. "Good luck."



Willow jumped down to where the others were setting up a calling spell. It would start to attract demons in the area to them. The spell coiled around them and then fanned out and away. Within seconds there 4 vamps coming there way.



Willow and the Avalons engaged all the incoming demons in hand to hand combat. After a while they each broke off and started their own scuffles with the monsters coming at them. Everyone else were waiting for the next round of demons except for Willow. She was still having a fight a strange humanoid thing.



The demon got the upper hand for a second and lashed at Willow with a blade like apendage on it's arm. The blade caught Willow on the shoulder making her scream. The demon took this opportunity to run away. Willow pulled one of the guns from her holster and shot the demon in both knees.



She walked towards the fallen demon and looked down at it. She kicked it hard around the chest area causing the demon to shriek in pain.



"Isaac look at her eyes." Lex pointed noticing the redhead's eyes were starting to glow. "We gotta stop her." Lex took off towards Willow with the others right behind her.



They all grabbed Willow and pulled her away from the thing that no longer resembled a demon, it looked more like a mush of blood and blue stuff. Willow had literally stomped it into the ground.



On top the crypt Tara watched the scene in horror.





TBC...



This was not spell checked or looked over so forgive me for the mistakes.

----------- I don't believe in love, I believe in fucking. It's honest and efficient. You get in and out with a maximum amount of pleasure and the minimum amount of bullshit...- Brian Kinney (Queer As Folk)

Axel Avalon
 

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