The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[Thianne]

i deleted, accidentally, some files of my mom.....she's really really mad, and i just didn't do it on purpose....i wish i could get rid of her, to be honest....

[love_2003]

Well I am not very happy right now. The electricity went out Tuesday night in the dorms, where I stay, around 10:45pm and after having to spend an hour on the 3rd floor we were being sent to a building all the way across campus. We stayed there until around 3am when my friend Romek and I decided to come back to his vehicle in the dorm parking lot and try to take a nap (where it was quiet) until the lights came on. They finally came on around 4:30am, which means I didn’t get to bed until 5am. I never woke up for my chemistry class which means I missed my test. I e-mailed my teacher and explained the situation, but she said that it is too late to try and re-take the test. This sucks.

[river]

i feel sick again..cant breath.. i hate being sick

[Bound2Her]

Well its almost 3:30 am....I dont think I could feel any more worse. :\

[Smilis]

I'm feeling especially crappy right now considering I don't have Internet at home. I have to stay extra long at work just so I can get my daily dose of Kitten:) I have recently moved thats why I don't have Internet but hopefully I'll get it in a couple of weeks!

Have a nice weekend

/Smilis

[Tarababy77]

I feel really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really bad for not being around for the last few months. I moved from Florida to North Carolina and have been trying to get situated and getting use to the new job and everything.

I promise to be around more. I've missed you kittens and all the new kittens out there, "Hello" Hope to see you all around. Smiles. =)

[river]

i am so tired and i dont wanna work the whole week...

[kisstheviolets]

my brother's pregnant girlfriend is having a lot of major complications with the pregnancy. she's due the 3rd, but she's supposed to be induced two weeks early. now, like a month early, she's having contractions and has developed some weird heart condition. so my mom flew up to portland last night, where they live, and she's staying for a month. i'm not happy about this for a number of reason, the main being that this house is kinda creepy in a haunted sort of way and i don't want to be alone in it. plus, if this was ten years ago i'd be throwing a party or something, but i only have four friends who live in southern california now and i miss all of my friends back home in mass.

so, crappy: 1) all the baby problems, 2) i'm home alone in this big scary house for a month, 3) i am wicked homesick.

[Thianne]

my tooth hurts and it doesn't let me sleep. that....and when i fell asleep i dreamed the top ten of the most creepy and bloody death my subconscious could think of *sigh* i'm tired....

[Bound2Her]

I really wanted to get to know my ex girlfriend (my first girlfriend even!) after 2 year's of not talking to her. Then she decides she doesnt want to call me.

Why bother getting in touch with me if you just wanna have really lame conversations online that are pretty much about nothing? "sighs"

That and I have many dishes to do.

I hate dishes.

[Saena]

Three of my friends were in a pretty serious car accident yesterday afternoon. They're all going to be fine, luckily. One of them just sustained a few nasty bruises and a torn muscle in her leg, so she's back on campus. The guy who was driving (who was completely not at fault, by the way) is still unconscious but stable, and the fact that he's not awake is apparently completely normal. The other girl is awake and alert, and so she's on the path to recovery. Today was a bit difficult, especially since the guy driving is my roommate's brother (and my sister's roommate's boyfriend), so the two of them are obviously very worried. Things are starting to calm down, though.

It's not until something like this happens that I realize that all the problems I posted about before were completely trivial.

Saena

[foreverpiper]

My ex (first girlfriend of 8 months) and I broke up in July and she is still trying to remain friends. We've gone back and forth for 4 months because I still love(d) her and blah blah blah. But she's been 'seeing' this girl whos 20 (shes 16) and the girl treats her like shit and it pissed me off.

But we got into a huge argument about 2 weeks ago because she told me that the 'girl' wouldnt be at the beach when I went, but she was so we got into a huge fight. And we didn't speak for 2 weeks. And in those 2 weeks I was continuously getting better because of the distance...

Until she calls me yesterday. And now I'm back to the emotional wreck I was the last few months.

And now I resent her for making me feel this way, and I resent myself for letting her always do this to me. Plus she talked to me about the girl she's seeing, and told me how she (the 'not technically girlfriend') told her that she fucked a guy and that she'd never be committed. But my ex told me she was still going to stick it out, even though she knew nothing would happen. I told her to suck it up, grow a pair of balls and stop treating herself like shit.

She knows I'm right, but she wont do anything.

And I'm just so angry at her. At the other girl. And at myself. I wish I could just not answer the phone.

[NewRuthRising]

I got the big P. in the middle of the night, so woke up cramping like fuck and had to change the sheets. I hate being female sometimes.

When I was in Wales the religious leader dude put something down my knickers. I left.

[Smilis]

OK!
So I deleted the first post since I got a PM about it and hope to make it better this time. But since time has past I'm not really angry anymore=)

Anyway, on my way home from work I met a really bad driver. He probably thinks the same about me...

There is this road where you have to alternate to pass since there is an obstacle on the left side. We came from two different direction so we met in the middle or rather I had past the middle and had almost past the entire obstacle. He should have waited and let me pass before trying to drive past but he didn't.

Anyway he turned off his engine and started to yell and tell me all kinds of things. We sat like this for some time then I relented and put the gear in reverse and backed up almost 40 m.

I would have been ok with that, a bit annoyed with him but still OK. But after he had passed the obstacle he blocks me, climbs out of his car comes over to me and laughs in my face and tells me that I'm a fucked up cunt. And stuff like that really gets me going so the rest of the way home I was ready to explode!!

/Smilis

[river]

damn i need a credit for a new car...but i dont get a credit at the bank...what can i do now?

[NeTGiRL]

I hate my self for being shy sometimes.

[Boschi]

I totalled my girlfriends truck Wednesday.
She is rather brokish.
So am I.

Ooooooooh...not good.

[JustSkipIt]

Crappy is probably an overstatement but I bent down this morning and smashed my shoulder on the shower door on the way back up. I cut it about 4 inches long and it is bruised beyond belief. Really smarts!

[Bound2Her]

I hate the fact that there's a person out there who really doesn't like me, and I don't even know WHY! I can't think of one damn thing that I ever DID to that girl to make her feel this way. Geez.

And I really hate it when plans you've been looking forward to all day suddenly fall through. "sighs"

[Belli Bear]

i am so tired and i dont wanna work the whole week...

i'm right there with u buddy baaaaaaaaaaah....... kill kill kill...


-b

[Boschi]

1) If lucky, I will get a 40 percent or so on that exam I just took. The rest of the semester looks no better. I need this course to graduate.

2) Girlfriends truck? Still totalled. Still my fault.

3) The best job I've ever had ended Saturday. Just the end of the growing season, but I've decided to start my own farm, so it was my last day at the old one. I will miss it. A lot.

Allrighty...back to planning out how to finish up the semester....

[Bound2Her]

40 great pictures down the drain. Ugh.Stupid computer's!

[kisstheviolets]

2) Girlfriends truck? Still totalled. Still my fault.

ick dude. at least she didn't kick you to the curb as a result! hang in there with that and the school stuff. it always works out somehow.

topic: i have had a raging heading since yesterday afternoon that will not go away despite the army of drugs i've thrown at it.

AND

in august i asked my insurance agent to minimize my auto policy while i'm in california since my car is parked back in massachusetts. my monthly bill (deducted from my checking account) has been about $89 for the past year. last month $100 was deducted. i figured it was just the new down payment on the minimized policy, so i didn't give it a second thought. but today another $100 was deducted! now the insurance broad isn't calling me back. given that i don't have a jobby job at the moment and my retirement refund check has been lost in the void that is the postal system (crappy thing #3 - they haven't been delivering any of my mail to me here in ca, but they also haven't been returning it to sender) - i am majorly screwed at the moment.

[love_2003]

i'm sitting here trying to figure out what classes i need for the spring semester. since i changed my major from physical therapy to fitness management last semester i have a bunch of class credits that won't be used to go toward my degree. my credits toward a degree went from 54 to 31. i'm already two years behind and this added another year. grrrrrrrrr. i also realized that i am taking classes that i don't even need for my degree. math . . . i dont need a math. i guess this is what i get for planing my schedule without my advisor's help. i have an apt. with my advisor though on monday to finalize my schedule. hopefully she will be able to help me get this all sorted out.

[vix84]

From reading other posts, it sounds like this is the time of year for school work to get difficult and bank accounts to get empty. Me too. Argh! It sucks.

[SithLordWiccan]

Dealing with more mother issues today. Apparently the bitch is so stupid she can't seem to realize either the fact that my brother has a problem, or the fact that six straight years of not dealing with said problem* have left both him and myself an emotionally shattered wreck of a person incapable of being able to be independent or happy on our own.

And quite frankly, her style of "parenting" leaves much to be desired. Quite frankly, getting all high and mighty and trying to claim that it is us who have the problem is the greatest sign of immaturity on this planet.

It's little wonder I have self esteem problems, can't find a job and manage to be happy about anything. How could I when I gotta go home to someone like her?

* = I mean actually dealing with the problem in a way that can actually help, not screaming at the top of her lungs and trying to be All Mighty Superior towards him. After all, it was her lack of care that turned him that way in the fuckin' first place.

[NewRuthRising]

Can't. Sodding. Sleep. AGAIN!

I hate this. I'm having surgery in four days so I dont wanna start taking meds again but if I dont start on the sleeping pills again they arent gonna need a general anasthetic.

Now I'm tired and cranky.

[Devi Crystalseeker]

Sithy: Wish I could do anything other than, you know, be here to listen. *hugs muchly*

Ruth: Ack! Insomnia sucks. *hugs*

All Kittens who need it right now: *HUGS*

[Foomatic]

I have just majorly pissed off the wifey . . . turns out the Halloween costume I thought I had in my drawer was not there, and she had nothing to where to her holiday luncheon. I'm going to be in the doghouse for a while.

[kisstheviolets]

i've had a skull-crushing headache since yesterday and no amount of excedrin, imitrex, vicodin or pot will make it go away. would one of you be so kind as to take me out to a field and put me down? thanks.

oh we also recently found out that my eleven-day old niece has two holes in her heart, apparently something only 1% of babies have and she may need to have a heart surgery in the next few months. what a shitty way to start out life.