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New fic!

Postby oneinten » Mon May 27, 2002 10:06 pm

Wow!



This one is fantastic girls! The angst is certainly there and I'm finding it hard, yet understandable, to read about Willow so depressed and druggy. GADS it's so sad!!!



Now about Tara rising again...WHA!!! :jaw



My mind is now churning with possible options and situations but mostly: how will Willow handle it? :confused



You guys rock my world, please keep the updates coming!



kath :bounce

oneinten
 


The Gift Of Sorrow - Part 9

Postby Beth Dragon » Mon May 27, 2002 10:26 pm

Hi all - firstly a Huge thank you for all your feedback, you guys rock, Kath will posting personal thank yous but right now she's a bit snowed under with work, R/L and editing, but they're on the list right after the editing of the next scene and the next part of B&B. Until then here's the next part, I'm gonna post it and then go to the cuddle corner, wearing a cap so I'm in diguise just incase you guys dont like it. :) Yours, Beth



PART NINE



Buffy leaned up against the tall metal gates of Restful cemetery, the dark cloudless sky was lit by the usual myriad of stars which though as bright and as vivid as ever seemed to themselves be a little melancholic. Buffy laughed and huffed at herself as she glanced at her watch, her mysterious visitor from earlier was fifteen minutes late.



“Am I late?” The stranger’s soft voice seemed to question at the same time Buffy made the calculation.



“Not particularly.” Buffy began but then shrugged. “Well yeah actually you are.” She changed her tone slightly.



“Sorry, I had some unwanted attention on my way here.” Madalene apologized.



“Welcome to Sunnydale.” Buffy shrugged semi-apologetically. “Are you ok?” She checked.



“I think he was expecting me to be an easy mark.” Madalene nodded that she was. “Did everything turn out okay from your phone call? You looked very upset.”



“It turned out as well as it could have.” Buffy took a tight breath.



“Perhaps you could bring me to her grave then.” Madalene pressed looking up briefly at the stars.



“First…” Buffy put her finger up momentarily. “If this is shit, turn and walk away now.” She warned carefully. “Because despite not wanting to right now I want to believe you more than I wanted to believe it when my mom first told me about Santa Claus and I promise you, if this is bullshit I’m going to be pissed.”



“I assure you this is not bullshit.” Madalene gave her a rare smile.



“It’s this way.” Buffy said no more. She just eased the tall gates open and slipped through.



“Shall I prove to you it’s not bullshit?” Madalene quickened her pace and put her hands out by her sides for a moment.



“How?” Buffy asked as she hurriedly led the other woman through the graveyard glancing over her shoulder.



“This way.” Madalene looked up to the heavens and in a blazing movement one of the stars seemed to drop down and hover in front of them. “I don’t need you to lead me, I’m close enough now.” She jogged slightly ahead of the Slayer following the light as it lead her over a hill to a grove in the cemetery and eventually to Tara’s grave.



Buffy stopped short as soon as the all too familiar plot of ground came into view. A bouquet of fresh white roses laid neatly just a little way from the grey marble headstone. She couldn’t look directly at it choosing instead to look of slightly to the side



“The ground is hot.” Madalene had dropped to her knees in front of the headstone and leaned forward digging her fingers into the grass.



“It’s been a warm day.” Buffy fought the wave of soul deep sadness that washed over her as she tried to fight the urge in her to turn to watch what the other woman was doing.



“When we are injured our bodies use heat to heal.” Madalene dug her fingers into the sod pulling a little of it up and clutching a handful of soil. Picking herself back up she went straight to Buffy and grabbed the Slayer’s hand to slam the dirt into it. “Warm enough day to do that?” She questioned.



“What the hell?” Buffy nearly toppled over as she felt her hand pressed against the dirt. “What does this mean?” Her eyes widened at the heat coming through her skin.



“She’s alive.” Madalene moved back and began clawing off the layer of carefully placed grass.



“Alive? Down there?” Buffy pointed.



“She might not be awake yet.” Madalene flung pieces of it away.



“Shit.” Buffy joined in the work slightly more frenzied than Madalene not even stopping to think what she was actually doing.



“Okay enough.” Madalene pulled away another chuck so that there was a large area of dark dirt.



“Enough, it’s not enough.” Buffy shook her head. “I can’t see the casket.” She panted desperately.



“I can fix that.” She fumbled in the shoulder purse she carried taking out a dark glass vial. Speaking in a strange language she splattered the earth with the mixture.



“What are you doing?” Buffy fell back on the grass panting hard.



“Do you think we can dig up all that with our bare hands?” Madalene questioned her in a short voice as she pushed up her sleeves to reveal for the first time that similar small tattoo designs ran up the insides of her arms.



“I don’t care how we do it, get her out.” Buffy snapped.



“I am attempting to do that.” Madalene looked back at the patch of ground and started chanting the phrasing again.



It took a few moments but soon the earth started to churn and bubble as it pushed itself aside. A few more tense minutes passed before the casket pushed out of the ground.



“Push it over from the whole.” The witch instructed in a strained voice.



Buffy moved instantly to fulfil Madalene’s request moving it clear until it thumped down on more solid earth.



“Thank you.” She dropped her arms and panted for breath. “That is much harder than it looks.” She wiped a trail of sweat from her temple.



“It looks hard.” Buffy had sat back on some undisturbed grass, trying to look anywhere but at the dark coffin.



“Let me do this.” Madalene anticipated the problem Buffy was having and forced herself up and over to the casket. “You had to get steel didn’t you?” She cursed slightly as she fought to get the seal on the sturdy chamber to undo.



“She had to have the best.” Buffy stated turning away.



“Sorry I didn’t mean that as it sounded.” Madalene’s voice was softer as she strained and finally there was a hiss as the latch gave way. Very slowly she lifted up the lid taking in a sharp breath as she saw the body that lay there.



Buffy heard the slight gasp from the other woman fighting hard in her decision to look or to not look.



“She’s beautiful.” Madalene commented softly as she reached to unlatch the lower part of the lid.



“What?” Buffy heard the tremble in her own voice.



“She’s beautiful.” Madalene appraised again. “And you were right we don’t look alike.”



Unsure what pulled her, maybe it was curiosity or maybe it was just hope but Buffy moved across the grass pulling herself up to stand on her shaking legs.



“How is she?” Buffy whispered not yet looking taking a deep breath.



“She’s burning up, good sign.” Madalene had reached into the casket. “We need to get her somewhere safe.”



Buffy moved closer closing her hands around the edge of the metal. Her heart beating sickeningly in her throat, very slowly the Slayer leaned over to look.



“Oh Tara.” The name squeaked out of Buffy’s mouth and her hand literally began to shake as she reached inside and touched strands of blonde hair that had spilled over onto Tara’s face from the neat metal clip they had had her hair arranged half up in.



“I’ll carry her.” Buffy said instantly as Madalene’s request cleared in her head.



Taking another breath Buffy steeled herself some inner strength and moved to fulfil her next role.





Beth Dragon
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby WiccansIllusion » Mon May 27, 2002 10:31 pm

Whoo hoo..update..* tightens the harness a little*

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

WiccansIllusion
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby LeatherQueen » Mon May 27, 2002 10:39 pm

Oh wow.



Yep, tighten those harnesses, little kittens. I think it's going to be a bumpy ride.



:) Excellent update, you two. I'm on the edge of my seat waiting to see what happens next!








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Tiggrscorpio » Mon May 27, 2002 11:01 pm

This is getting more and more suspenseful. Willow is breaking my heart, though. I can't wait till they're back together.

*****

She's my everything!

Tiggrscorpio
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby capricornmist » Mon May 27, 2002 11:19 pm

*bottom lip quivering*



It probably doesn`t help that I have such a vivid imagination because I can picture and play out everything your writing.



I love the title of your fic aswell, very meaningful.



Thanks



Rachelle

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"Nothing like gettin your ass kicked, to make your ass hurt!"

Buffy Series 5

capricornmist
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Willowfan » Mon May 27, 2002 11:39 pm

*enters Mitten Emporium and plops down a large chunk o' change.* Harness....tissues....membership....

I'm gonna need it.

oh boy......What's gonna happen....what's going to be said.....who's gonna react and how...

And Willow...oh poor Willow.....will she think she has finally slipped into the realm of the insane?

And Tara HAS to remember...she just has to.....

Their souls will know immedeatly...I know they will....

The rest is just details.

I trust you guys to make it all better.....

Willowfan:)

“Love’s bitch?” Spike asked softly...
“Woman enough to admit it,” Willow agreed with a nod and a sad half-smile.

“Cheers, luv,” Spike whispered...
-Answering Darkness by Sassette

Willowfan
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby witchbitchwillow » Tue May 28, 2002 12:08 am

that update was great! i love the tone of the writing its so relevent if you get my meaning. cant wait for more!



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

witchbitchwillow
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Natty13 » Tue May 28, 2002 12:42 am

Wonderful Story. Can't wait for the next post. :drool



Nat

Natty13
 


Re: New fic!

Postby jomarch » Tue May 28, 2002 1:02 am

Great story so far. The angst is so palpable but the story and writing is just addictive. Can't wait for more updates. This is just great. The scoobies written as they should be.



PS Pixie, I thnik I do need a new harness and put me down for a t-shirt as well.

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You must think that something is happening with you, that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand; It will not let you fall

And Death shall have no Dominion

jomarch
 


Re: New fic!

Postby Pixie gishmock » Tue May 28, 2002 1:29 am

Oy va voy lanu!!!! (woe is us) This is so sad! *Pixie waves to Jomarch* Jomarch, hon, that was a great way to put it - "the angst is palpable". It is hard for me to imagine how difficult this is for Buffy.



and for all of you who have made requests:

*Pixie climbs out of the cuddlepuddle, and makes her way over to the Mitten Accessories Emporium. After a few minutes she returns, grunting slightly under her load of several boxes. She places them within arms' reach of the cuddle puddle.* Here you go - harnesses, rainbow colored robes, t-shirts, tissues and helmets. *Pixie climbs back into the cuddlepuddle, hugging the various mittens, with extra squeezy hugs to Jomarch all the way in Sydney and the unknown masked kitten who seems to have sneaked in here.*

Life is full of changes...The better you are at letting go of things, the freer your hands will be to catch something new. ~from Off The Map by Joan Ackerman
"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. ~from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette

Pixie gishmock
 


Re: New fic!

Postby wiccanmagic » Tue May 28, 2002 2:06 am

Oh my gosh --what a wonderful story --I have tears in my eyes as I am reading this....



"She is so beautiful".......



And this is how I see Willow in season 7-----nothing can bring her back ---except of course for Tara....But now Tara won't remember a thing ---Good Golly ---but I have faith in Willow and Tara.....

wiccanmagic
 


Official RW thank you's...

Postby KathleenWolf » Tue May 28, 2002 2:18 am

Hello everyone...



looking at the large puddle of mittens that has gathered... wow



let's start where I left off... I am so behind... pulling myself back to page 2 of the thread... shaking snow from the large avalanche of work off my hat... okay big breath here I go...



witchbitchwillow: (part 4) the blood line was a killer... I know when I had Willow say it both beth and I flinched... (part 5) WTTP is in full effect... and Beth and I both think Tabula Rasa had a very solid premise...



Pixie gishmock: (part 4) oh my you are all decked out... and now I understand you are the one who got the puddle ready... thank you so much... and you've opened up the store... holy wow... I love the TSHIRT! laugh where can I get one?... and I'll add the panties to the collection



dreadpirateemily: (part 4) anya is hard... mostly in RW worlds it is lovely Beth who masters her and IMHO does a great job...thank you for all the extra nice words... characterization is super important to us.. (part 5) all requests for updates should be sent to Beth... I suggest begging, she just likes to know that people really still are enjoying... and yes we are endorsing the harnesses... oh and lesbian sounding is 150% encouraged here!... laugh... and xander is free for hugs as long as you put him back into the story where you found him... we can't misplace him or we'll have continuity problems...



Canadian Kitty : (part 5) glad to see you have a harness and we will do our best to mop up the angst



LeatherQueen: (part 5) very long road... but we promise we will serve snacks and drinks...



WiccansIllusion: thank you for reading... updates will hopefully dripple through steadily... we have a lead in the actual writing... if i can get to the editing... keep the harness tight though for the next while...



Sassette: thank you so much... fellow angst fiend both Beth and I ... so the swim will be deep but the reward great... happy ending... thanks for hanging in with us



Xita: welcome to the RW Season Seven ride... please keep your arms and legs inside the car... smile... glad we're keeping you interested



The Rose24: so glad you gave us a chance... we appreciate the faith and support



Puff : updates we hope to be plentiful... and willow's reaction is going to be very interesting... after all this is her Tara alive... and we all know Dawn is now the biggest Kitten, we couldn't not have her do the right thing...



Willowfan: smile... thank you for liking our xander... season six did seem really off the mark for him... and we are fans and we are cleaning... your trust makes telling the story all worth wild...



mollyig: you're right on with the Willow Tara souls knowing each other faith... don't lose it... smile... and we sooo had to have Buffy finally make the "it's going to be better" speech and do something about it... glad that is coming across...



VampNo12: turning teeny tinkerbell light is a great sign... we're taking it as a sign we're on the right road... and thank you for all your praise



jdcioffi: so happy that you are enjoying... beth hopes to keep the posting up to a good dribble



DarkWiccan: I think we take credit... but you'll have to double check with Pixie... she's running the store and coming up with the official name... oh there's a warrantee on the helmets so if we crack one the manufacturer replaces it... laugh... something about unbreakable! yeah right



bulldog tidnab: angst fiends always welcome... and get into the puddle... angst fiends evenly distrupt with those rocked by the 'she will rise' grin



tiyodragon: oh my... you're not the first person to suggest us at ME... grin... I'm not sure he'd survive Beth and I pelting him over the head when he writes bad stuff like season six... cause we so would have raged... but thank you so much for your faith and support



oneinten: wow what a jaw drop... hope we continue to keep you thinking about where we are going



Ressick: tissue for you... little smile... we love all the kittens too



Tiggrscorpio: hang in with us... I think the harnesses are over there... helmets... and lots of hugs... oh and I'm going to try and convince the masked one in the puddle to make you her yummy white chocolate chip cookies



capricornmist: imagination is good... we encourage and thank you for sharing it with our story



Natty13: thank you for reading and letting us know you're waiting on more



jomarch: smile... we hope that is addictive like chocolate and not like dark magic... don't forget to pick up tissues with the rest of your gear... standard issue i'm told



whew... knocking snow off boots... did I miss anyone? trying to see if any hands go up in the puddle...



wiccanmagic: please hang in there... handing tissues... Pixie can get you stocked on equipment... the puddle for cuddling is over there... keep the faith in Willow and Tara it will lead us all



huge hugs to everyone... though I do question why I don't have a harness?... oh i forgot I scale the cliff of worry without safety equipement... smile



though please let me know when we get our official mitten kitten smitten name... I want to get it embroidered on my backpack....



and if all of this is choppy I wanted to try and respond to everything... excuse my lacking sentence structure...





beth should have another update for you soon and hopefully cookies... she likes to eat the little mini chips off my... stopping self... oh i'll be quite now...



thanks so much for reading

back to the fic

kathleen

























"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 


Part 10

Postby Beth Dragon » Tue May 28, 2002 3:08 am

Hi all, stranger in cap removes it and shakes out long strawberry blonde hair, it's me Beth! I have cookies, I made chocolate chip, white choc chip, peanut butter chip and rainbow ones with m&ms, oh and I have Part Ten - can I get another cuddle now? :) Bx



PART TEN



Madalene stood back in the far end of the hotel room. The Slayer had lain Tara down with such tenderness that she didn’t dare interrupt as the blonde worked to make her comfortable.



After fussing for long moments, Buffy actually pulled back from the bed and looked down at the sight of the blonde Wicca. Tara was dressed immaculately in a long brown and green-patterned skirt, with a lace and silk blouse hanging over it at the waist. It was cut fairly low on her chest, showing off the pretty jewelled choker at her throat and finished with her characteristic army boots. She did look beautiful, almost like the legendary sleeping beauty. Just sleeping until the right person leaned in and woke her from her curse with a kiss. That’s just what she looked like. She looked like she was asleep.



“You should check the wound.” Madalene instructed in an incredibly soft voice.



“The...” Buffy felt her mouth dry up as she realised what Madalene was asking of her. Forcing herself to swallow Buffy leaned back over the blonde moving her trembling hands to the edge of her top. “Sorry Tara.” She whispered as she pulled the material back slightly and eased back the edge of the light beige satin of her bra. Looking carefully the Slayer ran her fingers over the small bullet wound on Tara’s chest. Her eyes widening at the fact that literally all that was visible was a slightly roughened patch of scar tissue, not dissimilar to that on Madalene’s back. With a whispered gasp Buffy pulled her hand back and rearranged Tara’s clothing carefully.



“I wasn’t lying.” Madalene confirmed softly as she walked closer finally.



“No, you weren’t.” Buffy acknowledged. “How long?”



“That I’m afraid I can’t tell you.” Madalene kneeled down on the other side of the bed. “Maybe a few hours, a few days... not too long I would guess.”



“It could be hours?” Buffy checked she had heard right.



“This is far from an exact science.” Madalene smiled softly.



“I’m sorry, it’s just,” Buffy took a slight breath. “I want to be here when she opens those blue eyes.”



“I wish I could tell you, I really do.” The witch conceded. “It’s just a waiting game now.” She watched the Slayer’s tenderness. “But you do have to remember she won’t know you.” She added in a whisper.



“That doesn’t matter.” Buffy shook her head. “She can learn everything again.” She whispered feeling her eyes fill up with tears.



“There’s going to be a lot to explain.” The witch nodded.



“Oh wait.” For the first time Buffy stalled. “She does know this is going to happen to her doesn’t she?” The slayer went pale.



“Is there any way she knew of her heritage and didn’t tell you?” Madalene stood up as she saw the blonde’s colour dip to a pasty white, slowly she rounded the bed to Buffy’s side.



“Look this is gonna sound odd but a year or so back when Tara was twenty her dad appeared with this whole I’m taking you home speech. His biggest leverage was he had brought Tara up to believe that she was part demon.” Buffy explained. “You’d have to know Tara to understand this but he had her petrified, helped by the fact he’d beat her for her ‘demonic’ traits.” She added caustically.



“Ignorance is a harsh master.” Madalene nodded.



“Anyway, we have this acquaintance who can pick out humans and demons, he has a test thing he can do.” Buffy continued. “He tested Tara.” She paused. “But here’s the thing he showed she was human.”



“Buffy, you have to understand.” Madalene sat down beside her. “The demon traits within us they have been filtered with human ones for thousands of years. They are recessive and aren’t always activated prior to necessity.” She smiled softly. “I’m sure your demon tester is accurate because until she was shot, the tiny bit inside her wasn’t really there.”



“What kind of traits will this awaken in her?” Buffy asked fro the first time feeling a little uneasy on a different level.



“Since I rose I’ve done as much research as I could on our family, others like us.” Madalene leaned against the bed. “It seems to be different for each of us, our traits born out of a pool of possibilities that root in the original daughter.” She looked into hazel eyes to see Buffy was fixated on what she was saying. “From what I can gather all of us practiced witchcraft to some extend prior.” She continued. “My power has increased so much since.”



“So she’ll be a better witch?” Buffy checked.



“Yes.” The brunette nodded. “That I am sure of.”



“A better good witch?” She stressed.



“She could have other powers... telepathy, time control, enormous psychical strength.” She went on and was stopped by Buffy’s words. “Good or bad is a function of a persons motivations. Though to put you at ease there is nothing innate in our heritage that designates us evil.”



“Right, I get that.” Buffy nodded and took a slight breath she looked down at the bed for a moment, catching sight of the small alarm clock on the side. It was late. She was a lot later than she liked to be these days.



Buffy took another breath, maybe it was time for her to go, to try and get her head around this, if that was at all possible. She brought her eyes back across the form on the bed, smiling at the face of the gentle beauty on the mattress.



She was about to lean forward and kiss Tara’s forehead and promise her she’d be back when she could, when she stopped mid lean her eyes straying to the side of the Wicca’s body where as she watched the fingers of Tara’s left hand slowly uncurled.



“Buffy I think...” Madalene made a short raspy breath as to her the room filled with the smell of orchids and jasmine.



“Madalene?” Buffy eased back from off the bed, her eyes wide as Tara’s long fingers curled back into her palm.



“She’s here.” Madalene drew another deep breath as Tara’s chest suddenly rose for the first time and air flared in through the blonde Wicca’s nostrils.



The next second when blue eyes flicked open Buffy literally jumped.



For a long eerie moment the three women all remained in complete silence. Blue eyes slowly tracked across the room, lingering over Buffy and then over Madalene and then slowly coming back to rest on Buffy. Buffy just stared incoherently at Tara.



“Take things slowly.” Madalene’s voice was tender as she saw blue eyes trying to focus. “You have been on a very tiring journey.”



“Where?” Tara paused, her voice tight, her throat obviously dry. “Where am I?” The question was a barely audible croak.



“You’re home.” Buffy whispered finally finding a voice as her eyes filled with happy overwhelmed tears.



“Home?” The word sounded alien to her own ears as she said it. “Do I know you?” Her blue eyes focused carefully on the Slayer.



“You do, it’s Buffy.” The Slayer filled in trying to push down her disappointment that Madalene hadn’t been wrong and Tara did remember her.



“Buffy.” Tara formed the name on her lips pushing it out with a little volume.



“Let me get you some water.” Madalene walked swiftly to the small bathroom off to the side of the room and the tap ran for a bit before she returned with a small glass. “Little sips, your body will have to readjust.” She instructed softly motioning for Buffy to help her sit up, something the Slayer quickly achieved with the help of pillows. “My name is Madalene, this is the first time we’ve met.” She explained.



Tara attempted to cup her hand around the glass, but found the direct motor skill too much for her unresponsive limbs, she frowned in frustration.



“It’s okay, it’s normal for things to be a bit hard.” Madalene soothed and raised the glass to her lips.



Tara took a few small sips and then nodded for the glass to be pulled back her, eyes moving once more from the woman who questioned her to Buffy.



“Buffy.” She said again clumsily as she made the effort to raise her right arm vaguely reaching out to the Slayer.



“Yes.” The Slayer nodded and quickly reached to take her hand smiling. “Oh God Tara I missed you so much.” She whispered as she felt the warm hand close on her on.



“We’re…” Tara spoke slowly and a little slurred, as she focused on the hand and then the face of the woman close to her and finally on her voice. “We’re…” She repeated this time a little louder. “F-F-F-Family.” She managed to stutter the word not as a question but as a stated fact.



“Yes... yes we are.” Buffy couldn’t stop as a flood of tears slipped out over her cheeks and she squeezed Tara’s hand.



“Home.” Tara forced another word from her mouth before her blue eyes drifted closed and her hand went limp in Buffy’s.



“Tara? Tara!” Buffy instantly panicked. “What’s wrong? Did we do something wrong?” She almost screeched the words at the brunette.



“She’s exhausted.” Madalene reached out and put her hand on Buffy’s shoulder. “She needs sleep.”



“Sleep.” Buffy breathed a few times “Of course.”



“You can stay here with her if you want.” Madalene smiled.



“Yes.” Buffy instantly agreed but then realised she couldn’t. “That is.” She sighed heavily, moving Tara’s and back to rest lightly on her chest that rose and fell with comforting regularity. “I can’t.” Buffy sadly shook her head.



“She’ll sleep for awhile.” Madalene nodded. “You can come back when you’re able.”



“I will.” Buffy leaned in without thinking and pressed her lips to Tara’s forehead. “Thank you.” She whispered glancing at Madalene.



“I’ll keep her safe Buffy.” Madalene smiled. “We’re all family now.”



Beth Dragon
 


Re: Part 10

Postby Pixie gishmock » Tue May 28, 2002 3:19 am

My God, Beth, you are a posting fiend! Not that that's bad, no way! *Pixie gives Beth a hug and sniffles a bit on her shoulder* I'm all verklempt! Tara has so much to reacclimate too. And how will they tell Willow? This is both wonderful and difficult to read at the same time. (You know that's a compliment, right?) thanks for the cookies, btw! *Pixie takes a cookie, then tosses panties and t-shirts off to Canada and England*

Life is full of changes...The better you are at letting go of things, the freer your hands will be to catch something new. ~from Off The Map by Joan Ackerman
"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. ~from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette

Pixie gishmock
 


Re: New fic!

Postby The Rose24 » Tue May 28, 2002 3:28 am

Good job. I can't wait until the girls are back together.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: Part 10

Postby superZONic » Tue May 28, 2002 3:29 am





Ahhhh. Thanks so much.

Fantastic. Really nice stuff. Keep it coming...



*Zon*





superZONic
 


New Fic!!

Postby oneyedchicklet » Tue May 28, 2002 3:32 am

I am in complete awe of you and this fic. It is incredible and wonderfully written. You have managed to take something that was tragic to all of us and turn it around. I love how this is going and please keep up the great work.

Even though it is a bad hair day, I take my hat off to you both.

With Love,

Barb

oneyedchicklet
 


Re: Part 10

Postby LeatherQueen » Tue May 28, 2002 3:42 am

Oh wow. Tara's alive. :grin



This is so wonderful!! And Tara reaching out to Buffy. :)



And yes... we definitely need to come up with a proper name for the Rainbow kittens in the cuddle puddle.



Hugs all around for everyone!! Tara's alive! :grin








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: New Fic!!

Postby xita » Tue May 28, 2002 3:47 am

This is very emotionally satisfying, to see her rise again, beautiful Tara. I look forward to seeing this unfold. The stuttering, still there, interesting...

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Willow and Tara Love

Truly and Forever

xita
 


Re: New Fic!!

Postby Bobos Mom » Tue May 28, 2002 4:00 am

This so rocks!! I not only need my helmet and harness - I think this WONDERFUL STORY calls for a return of the beer attachments!! Cheers to you, rainbow writers - I can smile again! Glug glug.

*********

TARA: Willow and I always know how to find each other!

ANYA: With yoga?

Bobos Mom
 


Re: New Fic!!

Postby Ressick » Tue May 28, 2002 4:37 am

*jumps back into the cuddle puddle*



*hugs every RainbowKitten in sight*



YYYYYYEEEEEEEEEHHHHAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWW!!!!!!!



"We're Family"



Res, very happy RainbowKitten...

****

http://www.ressick.net


"I'm very seldom naughty." ~ Willow

Ressick
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby dreadpirateemily » Tue May 28, 2002 4:51 am

*sniffle* *sigh* *snirk* (trying to hold it in...)



Bwaahhh! I ccccan't hold it in any (gasp) more.



Write, cruel puppeteer of my emotions.... write on.





............................................
My name is Dread Pirate Emily. You kill my Tara? Prepare to die. );{|}

dreadpirateemily
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby pikescoob » Tue May 28, 2002 5:24 am

Wow, I just caught up with this cuz I was busy with family stuff over the holiday....I gotta say Tara's relative creeps me out even though she seems to be with the good....but she did bring good news and helped Buffy get Tara out of her grave. This fic has me extremely hooked!!



--Michelle

pikescoob
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby VampNo12 » Tue May 28, 2002 8:41 am

You guys don't disappoint these updates were wonderful. I must say I actually like your Xander, he seems responsible and quite willing to help out his friends. Seems Buffy has finally bonded with Dawn, and I love how Dawn wants/needs to watch over Willow, especially because this is what Tara would do. The way you described the rising, and the way Tara resembled "Sleeping Beauty" was a wonderful image to envision. I am quite curious about what traits Tara will demonstrate once she is back on her feet, and what role Madalene plays with Tara/scoobies . Lastly, Tara with the stuttering, coming to the conclusion Buffy is family, and etc makes me greatly anticipate her first encounter with Willow, and the ramifications this meeting will incur. The angst is intense, but I am greatly enjoying the ride!

Edited by: VampNo12  at: 5/28/02 11:43:11 pm
VampNo12
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Thanatopsis » Tue May 28, 2002 9:08 am

This is great, I'm totally hooked. There's so much great stuff here, but I especially love how Tara knew that Buffy was family.

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You say midgets like it's so absurd.

Thanatopsis
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Willowfan » Tue May 28, 2002 9:10 am

YEA!!!!!!!!!!TARA'S BACK!!!!!!

yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes YES

Thank you girls!!!!!!!

Rainbowkittens everywhere salute and hug and kiss and adore you both!!!!!!

*runs off* TARA'S BACK!!!!!

Willowfan:)

“Love’s bitch?” Spike asked softly...
“Woman enough to admit it,” Willow agreed with a nod and a sad half-smile.

“Cheers, luv,” Spike whispered...
-Answering Darkness by Sassette

Willowfan
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby mollyig » Tue May 28, 2002 11:11 am

Yay! Tara's back.



Was really pleased that Tara recognised that Buffy was family.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby ennui24 » Tue May 28, 2002 1:28 pm

Thank you for your fic. This may sound odd, but reading it is ... healing. :) It's helping me deal with the grief.



I also love your depiction of Buffy, Xander, Dawn, and Anya; you show the very best aspects of their characters - something that has been sorely lacking in the show this season.

ennui24
 


Part ten...

Postby KathleenWolf » Tue May 28, 2002 2:13 pm

yawn



mmmm i came into work early before my course cause I wanted to have time to check... wow the Rainbowkittens (is that official now? cause I like it... we embrace the rainbow) have been so busy...



Pixie: wonderful and difficult is a very fine line and we love walking it... slipping t-shirt on... yeah this will pass for office wear... grin



TheRose24: mmmm can't guarantee how long but I can guarantee they will...



superZONic: checking line on IV... yep your good to go... as soon as I get editing done today Beth will have more updates... thanks for joining us



oneyedchicklet: thank you... so glad we're helping iron out the wrinkles in a good way



LeatherQueen: tara lives... check step one in WTTP is achieved



WiccansIlusion: mmm we need a harness check here we might be cutting off circulation... but here are your cookies and snuggles



Xita: To be honest I don't think either of us noticed the stuttering until later in edit... though Beth might have had a master plan here as the Tara chaneller... its just so natural to her, and that we do want to underline... all natural rising... well sorta... smile



Bobos Mom: beer attachments? mmmm I think we have those somewhere I'm sure... let me see what I can do... can I get one with baileys? my fav drink



Ressick: I can feel the love in the room... now I can get some editing done... thanks for the inspiration



deadpirateemily: hang in there you're doing great... and crying is good, tissues are here somewhere... surried to find a box



pikescoob: Madalene I think is equal parts creepy and helpful... you'll have to see which side she lands on... thanks for reading



VampNo12: so glad the ride is good... and thank you for all the praise of what we're trying to do... we figured though this is centred on fixing the willow tara problem they don't exist in a vacuum and much of what went wrong with them was going on wrong around them as well... hopefully we can continue to drag the entire scooby crew out of the gutter Josh buried them in



Thanatopsis: family is always the thing that holds you together and give you strength... thanks for reading



Willowfan: gladly accepting hug... smile... the Rainbowwriters are just happy to see the RainbowKittens happy



Mollyig: could we really in good faith not have Tara have any memories? family is way too important for that after all they have been through... smile



ennui24: thank you... beth and I have been trying really hard to focus on both what Josh made everyone into and what we have been given proof that they are in order to achieve a balance between the two...



I hope to get some editing done this moring and more on my lunch hour... I'm unfortuately on training all week so I'm not at my desk or I could be *working* on the story.



thanks to everyone who is reading

kathleen







"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 

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