Watching you.... updated 15-7-07

[amberholic]

Staring out of the window for a while, your breath filling the room, are you awake or asleep there on the couch, do i turn around to read the expression of your face when your sleeping... what would i see there, Is it the pain of ur past or the burden of ur present.???
When u close you eyelids do you take a break from all your problems, or even in your dreams u fight them ?? Does it still hurt deep down, or ur ignoring it ??? Does the hurtfull memories try to creep down to ur soul, does they try to settle in there again, do u resist ..do u fight ????

Kneeling in front of u looking at your face and wondering whats happening inside of ur mind and heart right now .... what does this face hold within when it surrenders to the peace of slumber...
What was your heart like years ago...full of scars..they still do hurt ...dont they??
I dared to reach within you and watch all ur pains...i was there staring at them, wondering how did you learn to forget ? how was it for you ? how u looked at your wounds and learned to heal ...
i asked u silently what to learn when you fall down after getting a slap on your face ? would you loose your balance and would everything seem to fall apart...And to the irony of life you'd find urself sitting there at a crossroad not knowing ur destination....

Taking a look at ur past ... what would u see and feel, do i dare to be in your place looking with ur eyes??? Your smile embrace your lips when u remember your joyful moments ...
Holding ur hand, feeling you within me...you want to stand up alone and by ur own , but it is still difficult ....
Like a child learning to walk ..i see you there falling so many times , getting hurt again, but you wouldnt give up... was it the child inside you trying to live again...or u refusing to be trapped by ur memories....

Putting my hand on ur chest to feel ur heartbeats...like After a storm it is steadying...beating again and again and again.....
Caressing ur Cheeks and kissing ur forehead ... id sit there watching you till you open ur eyes....

Till when ur awake...aI would hug you so close promising silently myself before you to watch over you...even in your slumber....

[Sapphire eyes]

Woah....that was intense, I can so relate to alot of that....very beautiful...wow...

[Willowtree252]

That was wonderful

[SJ]

Great writing,thanks for sharing.

[amberholic]

hey there, it is something i wrote for my gf, not related to the previous post " watching you "; but I wanted to include all my writing in one thread...I hope you will like it...


I wish you'd come from behind the traces of the running time so you break the wall of silence and lonileness standing up like an army between me and you...
I wish you'd come from behind the labyrinth of the disloyal destiny to adorn your sadness with joyful smiles and lighten up the darkness of your nights with candles of hope...

Cause when you're here my world blossom with faith and
my limits slowly fade and withdraw into the stillness of my days...
as if the quiver of ages waits to be crowned by the delights of meeting you again ...
as if to see in the distance between us a lantern in the temple of our love where you'd kneel and pray...

Stranger and in my heart is your country
Away and in my ribs is your home
Sad and in my eyes is your tears
Injured and from my blood your wounds bleed

My life is a bud growing with your smile
Living from the water of your love
Feeding from the warmth of your tenderness
Sleeping in the stillness of your nights where its moon is your heart
And dying when you say goodbye...

You taught me to live like eagles
as symbol of sovereignty
and flame of light
From behind the bars to see the freedom
From behind the thorns to see the roses
From behing the tears to see the smiles
From behind the annihilation to see the enternity

I saw the universe first in your eyes, and
the fields full of roses with your hands
You emebraced your wounded heart and set free your captive soul...
but
the flower never froget its fragrance
nor the palace its princess

May god keep you for me ; so
my sun will shine with your tomorrow and
my star will accompany you in your lonely nights....

yours
I love you

[SJ]

Great visualisation in your writing.

[Willowtree252]

Oh Angel I love it as always how you feel burst from the pages and light up the skies

[amberholic]

Come to me with the soft breeze
when the flowers will hold you in her hands
and its frangrance will caress you with sweets whispers
as if i am garden in the vast fields
and you're a butterfly between all those butterflies....
Come to me to witness on my letters written in your temple of love
Come to read the hidden and melting passion between the lines and words
Come to me as a star in my sky singing the melody of our laughter

When I wanted to write all my wishes for you on this anniversary all my words went lost...
I never knew that I could be travelling to a new world...a world of bliss...intriguing...it was called country of passion...I never knew it existed..and how it tasted...when i stepped there i knew that i never realized or lived in my whole life the feelings of passion...more like I was a fake lover...faking love...faking passion...

You came into my world like a storm of thunder, ripping me off my roots...powerful yet so sweet, took all my defenses down and beat me in my own game...
whats the secret of these eyes and whats the mystery of these eyelids
once quiet and once heaving like a crazy sea
your eyelids like a craddle nursing me tenderly
your eyes like a dark night where dances the silent beauty of your soul
and your lips drops of nectar trickling as a sweet fountain...

[SJ]

Great poetry.

[barnabasvamp]

Very romantic.

BV

[amberholic]

Teach me how to love with every breath that i take, and how to play the melody of passion on the strings of your heart...
Teach me how to hold you with no touch and how to make you smile with no words...
Teach me how to spell your name into a prayer to chant in the temple of your love...
Love was not my aim when I met you...
Passion was never my intention when I talked with you...
Adoration was out of my reach...
With you I stopped searching the whys...
I just want to tell you that you're.................my life.....

[barnabasvamp]

Again, so intense and so full of passion.
Thanks for sharing.
BV

[SJ]

Great writing.

[amberholic]

Thank you both for ur imput ....very much appreciated