The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[river]

i am so sad.... why is she pushing me away? i havent done anything.

[VampKei]

My brother got back from the hospital earlier, and my Dad said he has to go back tomorrow to have a lymph node biopsy...Now I can cry, but it's not helping

[river]

i miss the girl so much... i wanna see her again

[willntarra4eva]

Only 47 days to go... only 47 days to go... why cant she be here? I need her!

[Emms]

meh....

[JujuDeRoussie]

I have been so wet the whole day... And not the good kind of being wet
People are complaining about their mails being a bit moist then and there, at the corners mostly, and they complain to who? to the postwoman wet to the boone who has had no break for 11 hours of work to deliver them this.

[kisstheviolets]

my most recent ex just told me tonight that she's engaged to the guy she started dating after me. i was never particularly serious about her, so it wouldn't be too upsetting were it not for this gruesome fact:

she is now at least the ninth of my ex's (going back to a boy i dated my sophomore year of high school) to marry or otherwise commit to the person they dated immediately after me (and in some cases left me for). isn't that a glorious track record to hold? it just seems statistically impossible to be a coincidence, yet there is no other explanation for it. the baby jesus apparently hates me.

all i can say is, wtf?

p.s. if my most recent nightmare (aka the 21-year-old from vacation) calls me next week to tell me she's getting married i will straight up lose my shit.

[littlewicca]

shit i dont like it, im shaking

[JujuDeRoussie]

I just find one of my babies dead Iam afraid to touch him :'(

But I have too

It is my Esteban... once again it is one less than 2 years old... :( WTF?

[Willowtree252]

Juju I am soooo sorry honey my deepest sympathy.

[JustSkipIt]

First off, let me preface this with full acknowledgment that you may want to laugh when you read it. So if you get done laughing and have some sympathy, that's cool too.

Now...

Not to be too graphic but here goes.

I like to have my pubic hair short. Not shaved because that kind of ooks me out (like why would I want to look like a child?) but short so that it's manageable and clean and such. So every month or so, when I have a chance I use electric trimmers to shave it short. It of course takes a confluence of events (mainly, someone else watching the child and being clean/not too sweaty but having time to take a shower after). Well this week was a watershed in anti-hair. I went and got the hair on my head cut (yay!) then used the trimmer on my pubic hair, then got in the shower and shaved not just my legs but my bikini line too. Yay right?

So far, so good right?

Except, I have amazingly coarse, thick, curly hair (everywhere). So I have a problem with ingrown hairs. I don't shave my bikini line frequently because those hairs get ingrown. Well, yesterday morning I went to the gym and did an hour on the eliptical. With each step, I could feel my hairs getting caught in my bike shorts and pulling. By yesterday afternoon, I had the most amazingly painful sore spot on my... let's say very private area... from friction/ingrown hairs. I've gotten the hairs out but it hurts like hell. I couldn't workout today and stayed home from work because I couldn't imagine wearing pants all day.

Ouch!

[Sapphire eyes]

My mother is so lovely and he doesn't deserve her...my mother is not well...

[writerfreak]

I hate men!!!

writerfreak

[Emms]

much sympathy for Debra and her less than comfortable situation.

I don't exactly feel crappy (I've been trying to stay away from that specific state of being lately) but I am irritated that I have to go in to work two hours earlier than my usual time today. I've grown accustomed to lazing about and am grumpy at having my afternoon shortened. Poo.

[JujuDeRoussie]

he is dead... :( my Sneezy is dead
I was making a post with all my rats still alive and he died!! oh and my post vanished... I don't feel like to write it back...
He was 24 months old, was in perfect health until my friend took care of him :(

I am very sad... He was one of the first of this group... And I couldn't even take one of his babies :(

[writerfreak]

I think I'm getting sick, I hurt all over, and waking up today totally sucked. Blah.

writerfreak

[umgaynow]

GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

DOCTORS SUCK!!! Is there a single one out there that actually cares about helping people and not just making money?????

Hippocratic oath my ass!!!!!!!!!!!!

[littlewicca]

all day was cold, couldnt my friend send the mesenge earlier? crap crap

[Emms]

For some reason my IPod has stopped working. what am I going to do without my tunes? :(

[Justified12]

38 days is a long time... I'm going insane

[Willowtree252]

I am in pain right now not for myself but for someone else and I am helpless.

[JujuDeRoussie]

I have disappointed everyone, but mostly myself... And I have done something terrible to one of the dearest person for me...
Life can be a bitch, but today it was me :(

[woahnellie]

AHH i'm so sad right now. my parent's dog just passed away. well she was ran over. she was my bubba dog's girlfriend. rest in peace prissy

[Willowtree252]

I am so sorry sweetie so very sorry.

[VampKei]

Everything that could go bad is happening and it sucks!

[littlewicca]

yes, tell me about it.. sorry

[kisstheviolets]

i hurt my back this weekend and was laid up in bed all day yesterday. now i'm at work and my back is killing me! i just reached for my phone and had the worst pain shoot through my lower back and down my legs. it made my eyes freakin' water.

this is my last week at work and i'm leaving early friday morning to begin my 3,000 mile drive back home. this is the worst timing ever!

thanks for indulging my whine.

[river]

i cant find a job and i need to move into a cheaper flat. thats so much to do

[Bound2Her]

My girlfriend is leaving tomorrow for vacation and isn't coming back till next Tuesday. We won't be able to speak till then. Blah. I'm quite homesick as well. :(

[woahnellie]

haha well i'm not crappy but i was literally crappy today. one of my little boys in class with autism, decided to paint the walls with crap. soo when i got home i looked down at my shirt, and i was like i'm so shitty. i had poop on my shirt. so yes i had a very crappy feeling.