I keep having second thoughts about things. It's really starting to get ridiculous. Like today. I decided to take the bus to school rather than driving because driving costs me gas money and the bus here is free with a valid student ID. Plus, parking on campus is getting to be an epic adventure, and not the good kind. So seems like a pretty simple decision, I enjoy the bus and the me time it gives me. But the entire way to school, I kept wondering if I'd done the right thing. An hour of "was this really the best thing to do?" zooming through my head. Until I finally decided that YES, it was.
That concerns me, but not as much as the next doubt I started having.
My girlfriend.
Things are going wonderfully and the thoughts that entered my head really have no basis in reality at all. But they were still there.
Too many worries. I'm really starting to think that I might have an anxiety disorder. And the fact that I can think of at least 3 people off the top of my head that would respond with "...and you JUST figured this out?" probably adds to the likelyhood.
I don't like this at all.
she made a choice now I have to make a choice also if I dont take care of me who will. ok here it is there is another woman she is moving on from her and only wants to be with me. Well if that is true then why is she on her way to Minnesota with kim right now to be back in two days said this is something she had to do please wait for me she is in love with me well she has been lying all this time why believe it is true now. . Funny I am use to being used even some friends do it to me.
