The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[JustSkipIt]

I feel really crappy. I am waiting for period to start so I'm a hormonal mess and I have a sore throat, backache, runny nose, sneezing (I sound like a commercial) and Asher just smashed my nose with the top of his head while I was trying to get him to bed and I just feel flat out flat out.

[The_Marinaford_report]

i am so bored i don't kno anyone out here, i have not been able to find a job yet and i have been siting in this apartment with my mom playing cards for a week i want to be back in kentucky with my friends and family.

[Willowtree252]

I am talking to a friend and we are both going through the same thing ............. WE ARE FOOLS ............ FOOLS I say but we will see in the end wont we.

[writerfreak]

I'm just the fool who is in love with a fool, thats with someone who won't love her like I do.

writerfreak

[Willowtree252]

dido my friend.

[Miss Elly]

Same here.

[ceridwen]

I broke up with someone cuz they lied to me.

[Miss Elly]

The girl I fell in love with was proposed to by another girl and they're gonna get married.

And my brother also proposed to my ex-gf. I hate that bastard.

[JujuDeRoussie]

Why can't dreams just be dreams? You know little flowers here and there, butterflies there and then, some candies, a naked Amber here... Normal dreams! Why mine aren't like this? Why are they so weird and complicated and makes me so restless? Or sometimes so horrific? I know that when we remember our dreams it means:1/we have been awaken suddenly, 2/our subconscious is trying to tell us something.
Well my dear subcouscious I suggest you use fucking normal words to communicate with me instead of making you're whole weird things that scares me more than anything and just makes me scared of going to bed.
I am just so very tired! I want a restful night. Just one per week please? I even want the dreams that were so nice but made me so sad when I woke up. I want them back if it makes me sleep better... please?

[umgaynow]

I really dislike winter...it may be pretty, but when you have fibromyalgia the combo of the weather and the holiday stresses...well it just plain sucks

[LesbianJedi87]

I don't need this craaaaaap from her. It makes my stomach hurt. It's like....a vicious cycle. We're good....we're not...we're fighting...then it's fine and we feel better having vented our frustrations....then it's back to the next goddamn thing, more stomachaches and blah blah blaaaah.

[mangled_monkey]

I really dislike winter...it may be pretty, but when you have fibromyalgia the combo of the weather and the holiday stresses...well it just plain sucks

My sentiments exactly, today.

My crappyness is because I went to an orthopedic doctor to try to find out if I've got a problem with my bones, which I may very well since I was on high doses of steroids for three years, but he dismissed me because I already have Fibro. Therefore, any pain I have MUST be the Fibro. He spent all of two minutes with me. Of course he's right. Jackass.

I'm getting a second opinion.

[JujuDeRoussie]

I just found my Dilème dead :(
Plus I don't have time right now to take care of everything. Ad I don't have a backyard... I can't bury him. He will go to a last trip to the vet... I don't like that, I wish I cuold bury him. I wish I could have buried all of them. But now, they all went to the vet :( Next year I'll be in a house with a back yard but with the cats I'm not sure I'll be able to bury them. I don't know how deep it will be ok for the cat to not go after my babies.
I miss my Didi already :(

[Emms]

I'm feeling really blah today, and I have no idea why. There's got to be more to me than this.

ho hum.

xoxo
Emms

[writerfreak]

Yesterday was the worst day of my life, without a doubt. In all 22 years and some odd days of my life, no other day had ever topped yesterday in the amounts of how bad it was. Until I woke up this morning. Yesterday was terrible because of the events of what happened. Today, the only reason it is worse than yesterday, is because of the emotions that came from the events of what happened yesterday. Now that every memory we had together has surfaced in the whole of it, every emotion I ever felt around her. All the love in the world that was promised and broken, it crashes on me. Even pretending to be something I wasn't most of the day yesterday didn't top this, because now I am alone and can't hide. Can't pretend. Everything is shattered. Hopes and dreams. Hearts and lives. Promises and souls. Its all just gone. Simply gone. She gave my everything back to me, and didn't take it away again. She just left me alone with everything, and no love to share it with. I'm shattered. And she has the puzzle pieces to put me back together, but she won't. What is there left to do?

writerfreak

[Willowtree252]

I am heart broken for a dear friend and let me tell you Kenny just as you told me I will stand by you always and you will get through this I know where you are at and trust me it will get better so you better not do anything stupid or I will kick your ass. I love you my kindred spirit my friend.

[littlewicca]

what the hell is happening to the computer now?? I have to restart

[writerfreak]

Oh, and I am apparently viewed as suicidal, which I haven't been in years, and won't ever be again. Stupid promises made that I can't break. Ugh.

writerfreak

[Miss Elly]

I'm really upset that I'm in such a pissy mood that my brother's back. He's such an ass, but I feel bad that I might- in anyway- drag my friends into it.

[Boschi]

I should've done some work on my mom's house before it got cold, but I failed to do so (did'nt keep track of the weather like a dummy). And now my mother is pissy and is calling a handyman instead.

Also: yes, I'm a bit flaky sometimes, and maybe I'm just making excuses, but it would be nice if I knew she had deadlines/requirements as opposed to having to guess what is in her head.

[ceridwen]

I wanter her to be mine, I wanted to be hers, but life didn't want it that way.

[guitar_girl]

Hey ceridwen I know exactly how you feel my crush has been hanging all over someone else(that is a big player and is just using her) so i have been feeling pretty dog gone crappy for the past few days.
I hope we both can get through this

[Yours]

I wish that I had someone waiting for me in bed... I could do with a snuggle.

[littlewicca]

I dont understand why The internet is mseing up, besides, what pisses me more is that Im not sure if when Im on msn I dont get the mesenges or they just are not being sent for anyone, it really pisses me, like you have no idea

[VampKei]

I'm tired of being sick! I've been sick since Halloween! There was only 1 week that I wasn't sick, and that was the week of Thanksgiving. I want this cold to go away!

[love_2003]

I have an outstanding balance of about $2000 at a school I attended earlier this year and am now trying to make arrangements so I can pay $100 (the lowest amount) each month. The only thing is that I do not have a job. My mom can't help me and I don't know if my dad will be able to either. I have some money in my bank account, but not enough. I'll have a summer job that starts around May/June but that is still 4 months ($400) that I have to pull out of thin air.

Guess I could start playing the Lotto.

[river]

it is so coooold here. my hands are so cold and i just wanna go to bed...but i have to do some work... homework and stuff... oh i hate it sometimes

[littlewicca]

[writerfreak]

This has been a terrible week. First her surgery and that was a hellaciously bad day for me, and then for the next few days after that being in and out of the hospital and unable to work with my stupid fucking heart condition. ARG!!!! I narrowly escaped a hospital visit today as well. Goddess next week just has to be a better week.

writerfreak

[ambercissism]