New Experiences

[musicmad10]

Title: New Experiences

Author: musicmad10

Rating: 13+

Chapter: 1/8



Chapter 1



Willow walks into the room. There’s an awkward silence. There are about eight people sat around just doing nothing. So she pulls out a chair and everyone looks towards her.

A man walks in; he’s wearing a suit and looks quite elderly. He sits in front of them and the meeting starts. Willow is surprised by the lack of magical knowledge shared by the group. Willow thinks she should say something, after all this is Wicca group, right? So Willow starts.

“Um, um,” she says quietly “Aren’t we suppose to be doing magic or something?” she starts to blush slightly as she realises the room has fallen silent again.

Why did I say that? They all think I’m weird now. I’m so stupid.

Suddenly a small voice is heard from the back of the group.

“Yes, I..I, um, a..agree, sp..spells,” it says almost in a whisper.

Willow turns around to see a blonde girl sat apart from the rest of the group. She is turning red and Willow notices she had a stammer. She actually thinks it is quite sweet.

No, it’s not sweet Willow, God, it’s a girl and she is not sweet!

Willow smiles at the girl who has dropped her head to face the floor. Her long blonde hair falling over her face to hide the embarrassment.

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After the meeting has finished the blonde girl Willow had noticed earlier was just about to stand up and leave. Willow really wants to thank her for backing her up. So she walks over to her.

“Hi there,” smiles Willow at the stunned girl.

“H..Hi,” the blonde says trying to smile.

“I’m Willow,”

“I’m Tara,”

“Nice name,”

“Thanks,”

Willow notices that she can’t stop smiling.

There’s nothing wrong with smiling. She thinks

Tara seems really nervous and shy and Willow was intrigued to see what the real Tara was like.

“I..I’ve, g..got to go now,” Tara says.

“Oh ok. Hope to see you around, maybe?” she grins.

“I..I suppose. B..bye,” Tara smiles and leaves.

***



In Willow and Buffy’s Room

Willow’s Thoughts



Why couldn’t I stop smiling? I know I’m being friendly but I should be able to control myself more. And why did I ask about magic? Well apart from the fact it’s a Wicca group! Well I suppose if I hadn’t I wouldn’t have met Tara. That’s a good thing, right? Of course it is Willow. God, why am I so paranoid? The only thing I can think about is Tara, Tara and well, more Tara. How embarrassed she was, her stutter and the very short conversation we had. Willow chill!



In Tara’s Room

Tara’s Thoughts



Ok, today was interesting. Willow, that was her name. Well I think it was, I wasn’t paying that much attention to our conversation. I was mainly looking at her instead! She is very pretty. She seemed very friendly too. Why do I have to stutter? I hate it. It’s only when I’m nervous. Sometimes I just wish I could do something about it, but nothing works. Oh I wish I could have talked to Willow more!***



In the Canteen at College

Two days later



Willow is sitting by herself on a table staring into space, thinking about her essay she has to hand in tomorrow. When suddenly something catches her eye. She snaps out of her daydream and concentrates on the person stood the other side of the room.

It’s Tara! Shall I ask her to come and sit with me? Why not?

Tara spots Willow and smiles shyly. Willow waves to her and signals for her to come and sit with her. Tara walks slowly towards her.

Ok Willow, don’t babble!

Please don’t stutter, please, please!“Hi Tara,” Willow says with a big grin on her face.

“H..Hi,” Tara smiles and puts her food down on the table and sits down opposite Willow.

“How are you today?”

“G..good, and you?”

“Fine. Thanks,”

Willow had already finished her food but Tara was just starting, so she decides to stay a little longer.

Ok so, start a proper conversation. Find out more stuff about Tara.“What have you had today?” asks Willow

“Art, you?”

“Oh Maths,”

Come on Tara think of something to say. Don’t just sit there and look stupid.“Um..um..do you practice magic then?” Tara blurts out. Feeling a bit embarrassed she lets her hair fall over her face again.

“It’s ok Tara. Well sort of. I’m not very good though. I bet you are though. I can tell,” she says smiling.

Why does she always hide. Maybe this is to public for her.

“Well I have been a Wiccan since I was very little,” says Tara looking up.

She suddenly realises she hadn’t stuttered or anything! She felt shy, but nothing. Yay!



Tara looks up to find Willow looking at her, smiling. They smile and stare at each other for a couple of seconds. Each looking into each other’s eyes. Blue mixes with green and for that moment the room is silent and everything else blurs around them. The moment was ended when Willow looks away.

“Yes, see I thought you were,”

Willow still wanted to know more about this girl called Tara from Wicca group.

“Um, if you don’t want to you don’t have to, but would you like to come round and chat in my dorm for a bit?” Willow starts to turn the colour of her hair, red.

I hope she says yes. I know Buffy’s gone to Riley’s tonight so she won’t be there, so maybe Tara would be more comfortable. Please say yes!“Um, thanks. I can’t come now, but, maybe later, tonight?” she smiles.

“Sure. Is seven o’clock ok with you?” she replies now wearing a huge grin.

“I..I think that’s ok. What’s your dorm number?” Tara replies.

Willow explains were she stays and they go their separate ways.

Yes! Thinks Willow.

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Hope you liked the first part. More should follow tomorrow

Edited by: musicmad10 at: 11/16/03 2:45 am

[sabina]

Hi there



I think that was a very promising start



This is an AU story, right? They met in the wicca group just like in cannon but now you're taking things in a different direction... (So ok, probably these couple of sentences were just me stating the obvious )



But I was wondering, are you going to follow cannon in some things or is it completely AU from now on?



Anyway, I'll be waiting for the next update

---

"I know I was born and I know that I'll die.

The in between is mine.

I am mine!" - Pearl Jam

[sam darls]

Hey Hannah..Lovely start..I can't wait to read more. Love sammi xx

[TaraBaby77]

Definitely sounds willow/tara friendly.....wanna see more, please? =)

[halfsmile]

Hey



Lovely start, they soo cute...

I hope to see more soon.

Bye

-Halfsmile-

[Draco119]

This was a really cute start. I loved the way that both Willow and Tara were nervous when Willow asked Tara to sit with her.



Willow was worried about babbling and Tara was worried about stuttering. That part alone is proof enough that these two girls are soul mates.



Update soon.

[musicmad10]

hi there everyone.

In answer to your question the story is a bit like in the series, but im not sure what AU is but everything goes a bit faster than in the actual series.

Ok. On with the story, enjoy-

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Chapter 2

Willow and Buffy’s Room



Why am I so interested in this girl, Tara? I’ve never been like this before, it’s kindda strange. I mean I was even fretting about what I’m going to wear. It’s one minute to seven. She should be here soon. Willow make sure you don’t make yourself look stupid by babbling like you normally do!

Time was passing by very slowly for Willow. It was now seven fifteen and Tara hadn’t turned up.

Oh. She’s not coming! I wish she was here right now!

Just then there was a quiet knock on the door. Willow nearly falls off the bed she is perching on. She stands up and straightens her clothes. She readies herself and opens the door.

“Hi,” says Willow

“Hi there,”

“Come in, make yourself comfortable,”

Then it struck Willow.

What are we going to talk about? I haven’t even thought about this at all. She seems so nervous.

Tara lay her coat on Buffy’s bed and sat down looking at Willow.



Willow shut the door and sat on her bed opposite. They shared a quick smile and the room fell quiet. It was an awkward silence. One Willow didn’t like, especially not now. It was not a good time for silence.

“So?” she says.

“So?” replies Tara.

Neither of them knows what to say. And it shows on their faces. They look at each other and they both start to giggle at each other’s lame conversation and lack of communication.

Well at least we’ve broke the ice with a giggle. Thinks Willow.

I’m glad it’s not just me who’s nervous. Willow looks it too.

“So,” Willow finally says after restraining her giggles “You’ve always had magic in your life then?”

“Yeah. Ever since I was little,” Tara replies, she now wasn’t nervous. She didn’t just stutter, actually she felt at complete ease. Even with Willow in the room. This is one of the first times in her life she felt as though she could just be herself, it felt great! Tara looks around at Willow’s room.

“So whom do you share with?” she asks looking at the bed she’s sat on.

“Oh, that’s Buffy. She’s my best friend. I’ve known her for about four years. Well, really I have got two best friends. Xander is the other, I’ve known him for like ever! What’s your best friend called?” Willow starts to smile until she realises Tara’s face expression has turned the opposite of hers. Tara drops her head as before.

“I don’t have any friends!” she starts to sob.

Willow realises she has upset Tara and begins to feel sad for her and guilty for not considering her feelings. Without thinking she moves from her place on the bed over to Tara. Willow hears the small sobs coming from Tara.

“You probably th..think, I..I’m a l..loser, now!” she sighs, her hair still covering her face.

Oh no what have I done? It started so well with us having a giggle, now I’ve made her cry. Who’s the loser here? Me! Thinks Willow.

Without realising Willow softly puts her finger under Tara’s head and brings it level with hers. The shy ( and Willow was now thinking beautiful) girl has tears running down her face. Her blue eyes shimmering with sadness. Willow couldn’t see her this sad, it made her heart ache. She smiles at Tara and raises her hand towards Tara’s ear and gently she tucks the hair that covers her face, behind her ear. Tara starts to stop sobbing and looks at Willow.

She touched me, she really did, oh my God! Thinks Tara.

Willow smiles and says

“It’s ok. And don’t say you haven’t got a friend. I’m your friend. I like you. You don’t need to cry. I don’t think you’re a loser at all,” as she speaks her smile spreads across her face.

Tara begins to smile, a shy and slightly nervous smile, but Willow was satisfied.

“Really, you don’t th..think, I’m a loser?”

“No of course not. Not at all. I think we should defiantly see each other again, after this,” says Willow.

She feels as though she’s glowing with happiness because Tara is now really smiling.

“Yes, I think so to,” she grins.



Suddenly Tara notices a strand of hair falling onto Willow’s face. She can’t resist but to move her own hand to tuck the hair behind Willow’s ear. Willow looks at Tara and their eyes once again meet, just as Tara touches Willow. In the total peacefulness of their meeting of eyes and skin they feel a strong rush of energy flow through them both. It is very apparent to each other that they both feel it.



Tara quickly takes her hand away from Willow’s ear and places it in between her lap. As if to keep it from touching her again. Neither has lost eye contact and they acknowledge each other’s energy. Both of them are totally lost in the moment, Willow nor Tara has ever felt anything as strong and powerful before as what had just happened.



All of a sudden a noisy student runs down the corridor outside Willow’s room braking the silence.

“Um.. that..,” says Tara.

“Yes.. I know…,” sighs Willow.

Tara looks at the clock and realises she has spent more time there than she had expected. It was now nine o’clock.

“I…I think I had better go now,” Tara smiles.

“Ok. But can we meet up for coffee or something tomorrow?” grins Willow still shocked by the evening events.

“Sure. Is 11 o’clock ok?”

“Ok. That’s fine with me,”

Willow and Tara stand up from the bed. Tara is just about to leave, when Willow embraces her into a hug. As their bodies touch, for a second time that evening they both get another energy rush. It makes both of them shiver slightly. When they part Willow and Tara share a smile of friendship, while secretly hoping for more!

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Hope you enjoyed it. I should be doing an update everyday. So find out what happens tomorrow!

Hannah

[hellyeahallday]

[sam darls]

OOh..nice update, and really cute. love sammi xx

[Aine]

i like where u r goin with this fic...can't wait to read more...



Aine

[The Rose24]

Very sweet. Keep it up.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[musicmad10]

Hi, thanks for the replys. Here's the next chapter.



Chapter 3



Tara is stood waiting for Willow outside the campus Coffee Shop.

I’m nervous, but I think it’s a good nervous. I still can’t get over what happened last night. That was something amazing! Oh here she comes!

Oh there’s Tara. Think carm!

Willow walks up to Tara. Seeing Tara smiling was the best thing so far that day for Willow. She still feels guilty for talking about her friends and making Tara cry. But Willow knows that Tara would always be her friend. She just feels it.



They say their ‘hi’s’ and go inside. They find a table and sit down. Making themselves comfortable Tara drops her purse. Willow sees this and bends down to pick it up. Just as she does so Tara also stretches down to get it. Willow looks up just as her eyes come level with Tara’s top. Tara isn’t looking down to the floor so she doesn’t realise where Willow’s eyes have drifted! Tara is wearing quite a tight top and also rather low cut!

Oh wow, boobs! Willow! Snap out of it! Stop staring! It’s a girl! You don’t look at other girls like that, it’s rude. But they’re so… NO! You only do that if you’re gay anyway. I’m not gay. I’ve been out with Oz, he’s a boy and I’ve kissed Xander a few times too, maybe too passionately at times! Oops cringe!

Willow sits back up and lets Tara get her purse. As Willow sits up Tara notices that she has turned red.

“Willow, what’s the matter?” she grins.

“Oh, nothing,” realising what she means “It’s just when I bend down I get flushed sometimes,”



The waitress comes up to the table and Tara and Willow order their drinks.

I really want to know more about her friends. If they’re as nice and kind as Willow she is very lucky.

“Um, so about you’re um, friends,” Tara says.

“Oh Tara, we don’t need to talk about them if you don’t want to,” says Willow surprised that Tara had brought up the topic.

“Oh it’s ok. I’d like to know a little more about them. If that’s ok,” she says totally at ease.

Willow begins to smile.

Gosh she is pretty. She has the cutest smile and her red hair is so… thinks Tara suddenly being interrupted from her line of thought by Willow beginning to talk.



Willow begins to talk about how she met Buffy and Xander and how Anya can be very annoying and sex mad! This makes both of the girls giggle.

Shall I tell her about the Scoobies? I think I can trust her. And she is a witch as well so it might not be so strange for her.



Willow begins to explain about how Buffy is a Vampire Slayer and how they are the Scooby Gang. Tara seems fascinated and thankfully for Willow she doesn’t seem freaked at all, and promises to keep it a secret. While they talk their coffee’s had arrived and they are casually chatting and drinking. If people didn’t know them they could have thought they had known each other for ages.

“That’s an amazing story Willow,” sighs Tara.

“You could meet them one day. If you’d like?”

“I’d love that,” she smiles.

Suddenly Willow moves in her seat. She shifts very

dramatically. As she does so her leg brushes Tara’s bare bit of leg exposed by her skirt. This is only for a spilt second but it feels longer. Neither Tara nor Willow pull away or make any comment. Tara simply smiles at Willow and she smiles back.



Their brief touching of skin makes them both want more, but both restrain themselves. Neither believing the other was thinking the same thing.



For the next minute or so they just stare at each other sharing shy, but friendly smiles.

I can’t believe this. This is strange. Why do I feel this strongly about someone, especially a girl? I’m not gay! Well I don’t think I am, but I’m starting to think I might be! Tara is so pretty. Everything is beautiful even her stutter. That’s starting to disappear. That’s good. I think she’s feeling a little more comfortable around me. I’m pleased about that. Very pleased indeed!



Wow. This is different. I haven’t known this girl very long but I’m already attracted to her. Her lovely hair, her cute smile, it makes me melt totally. And I’m not stuttering, this is good, very good. I don’t want her to leave yet, not after this coffee!

“Um, do you want to… I mean if you have time… um do you wanna come to my room after coffee?” blushes Tara.

“Oh yes!” Willow’s face lighting up.

Seeing Willow’s face, Tara hopes for something magical to happen that afternoon, maybe even evening!

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Hope you enjoyed it. Next chapter tomorrow.

Hannah

[hellyeahallday]

Brilliant update. Its good that they're not thinking how much they like eachother then thinking 'but she could never fall for someone like me.' Minor mistake with the tense changes though, but it's still understandable.



Charlie

[sam darls]

Hannah..wonderful update. I loved it. love sammi xx

[allykat]

Awww... cuteness!

Looking forward to the next part!

[The Rose24]

Wow. Willow and Tara are just the cutest.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[musicmad10]

Thanks for your all your replys. the next update is quite short, but i hope you like it.





Chapter 4

Tara’s Room



Willow and Tara had walked arm in arm to Tara’s

Dorm room. It looked just like two friends linked together

but both Tara and Willow believed it was more and

stronger then just friendship.



At this moment in time Willow and Tara were sat on

the bed in the small one bed dorm, neither knowing what

to do or say. Willow looks around.

For some strange reason she feels like it is home. She

feels relaxed and comfortable. She looks at Tara smiling

at her. Willow smiles back. After the touch at the coffee shop both girls were begging for more, to move on with their friendship.



As Willow looks at Tara she is lost in a sea of blue. She thinks about how beautiful Tara’s eyes are, glistening in the light that shone through the window. She can see the wanting of closeness in her eyes; so she uses all her courage and slowly, and cautiously moves closer towards Tara. Tara doesn’t move but continues to smile. So Willow moves as close as possible, and as close as she has ever been to a female (other than Buffy)

Right this is good so far. I don’t want to rush this but I can’t resist. Thinks Willow.

She leans her head against Tara’s shoulder. Still Tara hasn’t objected. Willow is quite shocked to find Tara’s head resting against hers. She thinks of the shy girl she had first met in the Wicca group, and thinks of how fast everything has come about. Also how Tara has started to blossom around her and come out a bit more every time they’ve seen each other.



Meanwhile Tara couldn’t believe it either.

Oh wow. I think I am falling for Willow big time. Should I make the next move? Oh I’m so happy! Tara begins to smile. She is so happy to finally be able to be in physical contact with her much apparent crush, or could it be more?



Tara is taken out of dreamland when she feels a small hand on her lap. She looks down and sees Willow’s hand resting on her leg. Tara is so excited she practically grabs Willow’s hand and their fingers become entwined with each other.



Both girls realise they are both smiling and know they feel the same. Even without words they feel as though they are communicating with each other. Feeling comfortable and happy they both sigh at the same time and begin to giggle.

Shall I? What happens if she doesn’t want to? Have I done enough for one day already?

Without properly thinking about it Willow turns to face Tara. They both smile wildly at each other and Willow leans towards Tara. She also leans forwards. They are going for the whopper, a kiss!



TBC.....



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What happends next, find out in tomorrows installment!

Hannah

[allykat]

Hey, EVIL cliffhanger!!!! Cool update, though...

[The Rose24]

Sometimes no words are needed. W/T can always portray everything with a single look or touch.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[Tempest Duer]

Nice job! This is totally sweet and cheerful! And they both have got a clue in this! I love it!

I believe in the madness called "now."

[sam darls]

That was bad..leaving us there!! But it was so good, and really sweet. love sammi xx

[musicmad10]

Hi everyone. I have had a very bad day today, my headteacher died today!!

Hope your all having a good day, here's the next part.





Chapter 5

Tara’s Room



Tara and Willow are millimetres away from what they had been waiting for practically all day, when Tara’s phone rings. They pull apart suddenly and Tara looks upset and embarrassed.

“Don’t worry Tara. Go get the phone,” smiles Willow

“Are you sure?” sighs Tara, a disappointed look on her face.

“Sure, now go,”

Tara rushes from the bed and grabs the phone.

Even if it didn’t happen this time at least I know we both wanted to. We both want the same thing. Thought Willow.

“Hello? …Yes, she’s here…Oh right…Hang on,” says Tara.

“Who is it?” asks Willow.

“Oh Willow, it’s Buffy!”

“Oh right,”

Willow gets up and Tara gives her the phone. They exchange a smile and Willow puts the receiver up to her ear.

“Yes Buffy…Ok…Yes I know…Fine…I’ll be there in a minute…I’m about ten maybe fifteen minutes away ok…Ok…See you soon bye,” Willow puts down the phone. Her face miserable.

“What did she want?”

“Oh, I’m supposed to be at a Scooby meeting. I can’t believe it’s already four o’clock!”

“Do you really have to go now?” begs Tara.

“I know it’s a pain, that’s what I think too. But duty calls I’m afraid. Anyway how did she know your number?”

“Well, um, I, posted a little letter through the door early this morning. Addressed to you. It had my number on it. Obviously Buffy read it instead,” she says a little embarrassed.

“It’s ok. Typical Buffy. She always forgets to tell me stuff like that. Now I’m very sorry believe me, but I really must go,”



To Willow’s surprise Tara grabs her waist from behind and starts to give Willow a hug. Tara rests her chin on Willow’s shoulder. Suddenly Willow flips herself round to face Tara. They hug for what feels like a minute. They are wrapped up in each other’s arms and enjoying every second of it. They are so close they can smell each other. It feels like they are in their own dreamland. Willow breaks their embrace reluctantly.

“Sorry Tara, I really do have to go,”

Their hands are still clenched together neither wanting to part. Willow starts to walk away, her hands untangling themselves from Tara’s. Willow takes one more look at Tara and runs through the door, in total guilt of ruining what would have been their special moment.

“I love you Willow!” whispers Tara her eyes watering as Willow runs out. Willow hasn’t heard her.

***



As soon as Willow comes onto the road, she remembers she needs to collect a book from her room before she can go to the meeting. So Willow runs to her room five minutes away.



Willow and Buffy’s Room



Willow finds her door unlocked and opens it. Stood in front of her is a very annoyed Slayer.

“Hello, there Willow. So what time do you call 5 o’clock?” she says.

“Five o’clock what? But?” Willow realises she and Tara had hugged longer than she thought.

“Why are you this late? The meeting has already finished!” asks the Slayer.

Willow is now annoyed with Buffy for something Buffy couldn’t possible know about. Stopping her and Tara kiss!

“Why can’t I be late? It’s only once!” she shouts and chucks her coat across the floor and slumps onto her bed.

“Hey Will? What’s up?” asks Buffy concerned.

“Nothing!” she snaps.

“Come on. I know there’s something up. Please tell me,”

Willow turns round to face her best friend and sighs. She looks as though she’s going to cry. Buffy sits next to her on the bed.

“Come on Will. It’s only me,” she smiles.

“Well (sniff) I (sniff) think, I’m (sob) in love (sob),” she cries.

“What’s with the crying then?” Buffy says hugging Willow.

“I don’t know I just felt like it, and everything’s kindda confusing” she sobs, beginning to stop crying.

“Well who is it? Is he nice looking?” asks Buffy.

“Well to start off with, he is a she and she is ever so pretty,” she smiles as she thinks of Tara.

“Right, well, um, ok. Well who is she?” Buffy says rather stunned.

“Well you know who answered the phone, Tara?” says Willow.

“Was that Tara? Are you in love with Tara?” Buffy says.

“Um, yes!” gulps Willow

“It’s ok. I don’t mind. I think it’s good for you to you know be in love with someone. So what’s with the anger and shouting? Eh Willow?”

Willow doesn’t answer.

“Does she know you love her? Is that it?”

“Well when you rang up, we, um, I,” Willow began to sob again.

“Oh god, I didn’t, did I? Oh no! How awful! My timing. I’m sooo sorry Willow,” says Buffy and hugs Willow hard.

“You must ring her later or tomorrow. You have to tell her. She must feel the same about you,” smiles Buffy.

“I’ll do it tomorrow,” smiles Willow “I’m tired I’m going to bed. Thanks Buffy,”



TBC....

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Next update tomorrow.

Hannah

[sam darls]

That was so cute, and I'm glad willow told buffy, now she has to tell tara how she feels . Love sammi xx

[musicmad10]

Hi everyone. I've had a better day today, thankfully! This is one of my favourite chapters, so here you go...

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Chapter 6

Willow and Buffy’s Room



It is five o’clock in the afternoon. Willow has just returned to her room after class. She has been putting off calling Tara all day.

Shall I? Or shan’t I? Oh. She might not want to talk to me. What if she doesn’t? What if I make a fool out of myself? What if she doesn’t love me back? This could end up terrible. But Buffy did say I should call her. Um, I’ll do it. But I won’t tell her on the phone. It’s not very romanticy! Thinks Willow.



Willow picks up the phone. She is very nervous, but also excited about talking to Tara. Willow has been missing Tara greatly, but doesn’t want to admit it to anyone. The numbers on the phone are now being pressed and Willow waits. She hears Tara’s phone ring. After a couple of seconds Tara picks up.

“Hello?” she asks

“Oh Tara! Good it’s you?” Willow sighs

“Oh, Willow,” says Tara sounding shy again.

“Are you ok?”

“Y…yes,”

Oh no her stutters back. She hadn’t stuttered last time we met. Yesterday. Oh yesterday.

“Um, do you mind if we talk a bit?” Willow asks hoping she will say yes.

“I…I, su…suppose so,”

“Good,” she replies starting to smile.

“What did yo…you want to say?” Tara asks.

“Well I was wondering if I could come to yours and chat in private. Is that ok?”

“Sure,” Tara also begins to smiles.

“I’ll come over now?”

“Ok. See you soon then?”

“Yes, very soon hopefully,”

“Bye,”

“Bye,”

Willow puts the phone down and writes a short note to Buffy that she will be at Tara’s. With that she leaves and heads for Tara’s smiling. And hoping, just hoping maybe?



Tara’s Room

Oh god. What am I going to do? Am I wearing good enough clothes? I just want too kiss her sweet lips. What if she doesn’t want to anymore? Oh God!



Tara heard a knock on the door. It was five fifteen and Willow had arrived. Tara let her in. They share a quick smile and Willow sits on the bed. Yet again there is a silence. Neither liked this, but neither knows what to say. Tara perches herself on the edge of the bed, a far bit away from Willow. They look at each other and they both look extremely nervous.

What shall I say? Why am I this nervous? It’s only Tara!

Willow smiles and says

“Look at us two. Why are we so nervous? It’s not as if we’ve never met!” she began to giggle.

Tara thinks her face is so cute she also begins to smile. A smile Willow has never seen on Tara before. Willow begins to move closer to Tara. Both girls enjoying each other’s company.

Right Tara, do something now. Before you loose her again.

Tara uses all her courage and as Willow comes closer, she begins to move on the bed and begins to lie down. As she is almost totally down she takes hold of Willow’s hand and signals for her to lie down with her.

Willow is so happy and does what she is asked. They are both lying down on the bed with their backs on the bed looking up. Their hands clasped in between. Tara is also very happy and is grinning vigorously.



Out of nowhere Willow turns on her side and faces Tara, a huge grin on her face.

Ok Willow, just do it!

Willow moves right up to Tara and rests her head on Tara’s shoulder. Tara can feel Willow breathing down her neck. She doesn’t want to admit it but she is defiantly thinking a lot of dirty, rude thoughts! Willow can see Tara doesn’t object and thinks she will carry on. As she moves as close as possible to Tara, Willow puts her arm across Tara’s stomach, as if she is hugging her. As soon as Tara realises what is happening she turns to face Willow and hugs her. They are now face-to-face, and close enough to hear each other breathe. They both feel comfortable and relaxed, just lying snuggling with each other.



As their eyes meet they grin and wink at each other then begin to giggle. Willow interrupts their giggle fest.

“Tara?”

“Yes?” Tara giggles

“I just want to say how much I like you. A lot actually. It’s strange how we’ve only met but it feels as though I’ve known you a lot longer,”

“I know. I could say the same for you,” she grins moving their heads even closer, until their noses are practically touching.

“Tara, I…I think I’ve fallen in love with you,” she says nervously hoping Tara would agree.

“And Willow? Me too!”

With that they got even closer (if that’s possible) and their lips began to meet. They kissed gently at first then it became more passionate, only stopping to breathe once in a while. Whilst they are caught up in the moment both feel a shudder go through them, just like what had happened the first time they touched a couple of days ago. It feels like they have been kissing forever. But neither cares. They are too wrapped up in each other (literally!)

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Hope you like? Next post tomorrow. Feedback, would be nice. Love Hannah

[hellyeahallday]

Yay! So sweet, Willow wanting to tell her in person and all.



Cheers

Charlie

[sam darls]

Woohoo..they told each other..so good. And really sweet .love sammi xx

[Tempest Duer]

They love each other! Yay! And they realize it! Double yay! (Yay yay?) This is so totally cute.

I believe in the madness called "now."

[The Rose24]

Yay! Smoochies. Very cute.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[musicmad10]

Hi this will be the penultimate chapter, next one be the final part. This is where it starts to get a bit saucy! Enjoy!

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Chapter 7

Tara’s Room



Tara and Willow stop for a breather from their kissing. Willow is intrigued just how long they’ve actually been kissing. So she sits up and not letting go of Tara’s hand looks at the clock, it’s six thirty five.

“Wow. I’ve been here that long!” she says very surprised.

“Strange,”

“Everything seems to go too fast when I’m with you,” smiles Willow.

“I know. I bet you have to go now though. You know to see Buffy or someone,” sighs Tara sadly.

“No, no I don’t actually. But I could go only it’s already a bit dark. It might not be good idea with all those vampires and stuff,” she grins.

“Well you can stay here tonight, if you want?” says Tara not seeing the grin on Willow’s face.

“Oh really, thank you ever so much. Do you want to me sleep on the floor? I can do if you want me to?” asks Willow.

“Oh it’s ok. You can sleep in the bed,”

“What? With you?” she smiles lighting up her face.

“Of course dummy!” Tara smiles looking at Willow.

Oh yes! Score Willow! Thinks Willow.

“We are friends now, so it’s ok,” continues Tara.

“Um…girlfriends!” Willow says proudly.

Yes we are! How nice does that feel to say! Great! Tara my girlfriend!

Tara begins to blush slightly.

“We are aren’t we? I haven’t got the wrong end of the stick her have I?” Willow asks

“Yes, we defiantly are!”

“Why are you blushing then? Don’t you want us to be?” asks a concerned girlfriend.

“Well of course I do. It’s just, um…” she says blushing even more.

“What Tara, what?” Willow lies back down and kisses Tara on the lips. They both sigh.

“Well. You’re only the second person I’ve ever been out with. The other person was when I was fifteen. And we never kissed properly. So I could say you’re my first,” she sighs disappointed.

“Oh Tara. Don’t look like that. It doesn’t matter. This is happy time,” says Willow starting the kissing of again. Yet again it becomes very passionate.

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It was now nine o’clock. Both girls agree to go to bed. After their kissing earlier that evening they had watched a film and kissed even more. What a surprise!

“What shall I wear? I can’t really stay in these clothes?” asks Willow.

“It’s ok, I’ve got pyjamas you can borrow,”

“Thanks,”

Tara grabs the pyjamas out of a draw and hands them to Willow.

“I’m getting changed in the bathroom; you can stay in here,” says Tara going into the bathroom.

Why can’t she change here?

Willow very quickly gets changed and walks over to the bathroom. She opens the door. She sees Tara stood in her pyjama top and some knickers. Willows eyes widen at the sight. A smile appears on her face. Her jaw feels like dropping.

Wow! She’s not wearing much! Probably not even a bra!! She thinks.



To Willow‘s surprise Tara covers herself with the trousers.

“Wh…what are you doing in here?” she asks blushing furiously.

“Looking for you!”

“But, I’m getting dressed!”

“I know that’s why I came in!” Willow grins with a dirty look on her face.

“Willow! Please go away, go make yourself comfortable in bed,” she says firmly, but still a little nervous.

“Oh,” Willow sighs and looks at the floor.

“Please?” smiles Tara.

So Willow leaves and gets into bed.

That wasn’t fair! I just wanna see my beautiful girlfriend naked! Make love to her sensually, or maybe even erotically! Thinks Willow starting to get wet at the visuals.



Tara soon joins her and they snuggle up.

I’m not letting her get away that easily! Thinks Willow as a big naughty grin appears on her face.

After about five minutes Willow’s hand that lies round Tara’s waist begins to move. By now Tara was already falling asleep, but this doesn’t stop Willow. Her hand moves slowly upwards, past the bottom of her rib cage and up to where Willow can feel no bra is being worn!

Oh yes! I knew it! That will need to come off later! Thinks Willow.



Tara feels the movement and her eyelids begin to flutter. Willow continues her journey upwards and over Tara. Her hand ends up at the top of the pyjama top. Willow moves closer and closer to Tara who is now sensing something going on. Willow pulls down one side of the garment slightly exposing Tara’s neck. She licks her lips and starts kissing her neck hungrily. Whilst doing this Willow starts to move on top of Tara and her hands begin to rome once again.



Tara’s eyelids burst open with fear and shock. Willow sees Tara wake up.

“Shh! You don’t need to say anything,” she whispers in Tara’s ear seductively.

“No! Willow!” says Tara pushing Willow from on top of her.

“What’s the matter? I’m just so hungry for more flesh! If you don’t I’ll undress you for you!” she smiles licking her lips.

“Willow!” she says shocked. She doesn’t know where this sexual Willow has suddenly come from.

Willow’s hands start to undo Tara’s top button on her top.

“I said no! What’s got into you Willow?” she says starting to get a bit scared, and worried.

Is she really a perve, and just wants sex? Does she really love me? Oh God! Thinks Tara starting to sob.

Willow stops and kisses Tara.

“What’s up love?” she says sounding generally worried.

“I…I’m…It’s just all new to me and stuff,” she says.

“It’s ok Tara, it’s just me. It’s not as if I’ve ever dated a girl before so in reality it’s my first time too!” she smiles.

“It’s just…um…I’m too embarrassed,” she sighs.

“Oh Tara what about?” Willow asks quietly, once again kissing her.

“Um…you seeing me!” she says very quietly almost in a whisper.

“Owh Tara. I’ll get undressed to. We can be shy together. Yeah?” Willow smiles stroking Tara’s stomach with her hand.

“I don’t know,”

“You do trust me, don’t you?” Willow asks nervously.

TBC....

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He he, cliff hanger! last part tomorrow.

Hannah

[sam darls]

Ooh..someone's eager?!!! Great update. Love sammi xx