The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[Dorothy]

and I am damn well getting her a tux too, with a bowtie cause she wants one.

when she came to me and asked to lend a dress I was overjoyed, how I'd love to dress her up all girly but then I saw her face and asked what was wrong... and now I don't want to anymore. I mean, it's not about me and she's not a barbiedoll, she needs to be happy and I am getting her a damn tux wether the teachers like it or not.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

The permanent assistant in my room is coming back on Tuesday after more than 2 months of medical leave, and her return will mean I go back to having less responsibility and less control, and I will undoubtedly return to feeling constantly inferior.
I won't be useful anymore :(

[StaceAngel]

ASSIGNMENTS.



AAARRGGHHH.

Thats about it really.

[Dorothy]

I knew it! My dad is a woman!
Not only does he stay with his abusive spouse and do all the household chores for her...
His favorite movie of all time is Erin Brockovich!

LMAO

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I've been trying for months now not to feel resentment, anger, or hatred towards the woman I've thought of as my aunt for as long as I can remember, but it's getting harder and harder. I've always loved and admired this woman, but the way she's been treating my uncle since their seperation... I just want to be able to love and look up to her again.

[Sandman78]

I miss them.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

My computer isn't working properly :(

[writerfreak]

Been up since 5:45 hacking and coughing my brains out it seems. Can't be sick I have a date today, stop it right now!!!

writerfreak

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I'm scared about talking to my best friend tonight. Even though I'm not sure I even *want* to move with her, I'm really scared she won't want me to.

I'm also scared that me wanting to follow her to acity I've never wanted to live in and leave behind everything I know but her is another sign that, as one friend has suggested to me, I'm still in love with her, or in love with her again.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Sometimes I really wish I knew something about technology. I still can't figure out how to make my digital converter box work :(

[kisstheviolets]

i got devoured by mosquitoes on a hike today, totally swelled up and got hives as a result, and now, despite the bendaryl, can't sleep because the itching is just too much. oh, and the girlfriend fell asleep mad at me because i supposedly have made her watch "every fucking michael jackson video ever created" in the last two days (not true) but couldn't be bothered to pay attention to some lame band of her youth that i'd never ever heard of (and did sit through a couple of their videos as i said i'd never heard of them).

i am cranky and very, very tired.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Waking up and finding a dead bird on my bedroom floor was not a good way to start the day.

[Nue]

my head hurts...

[Kessari]

Both of my "best friends" are acting really stupid right now...
One of them won't answer my calls for NO reason, while the other does not seem to care to meet up with me. He doesn't have anything to do right now and I kinda begged for him to see me before surgery and HE DOES NOT CARE!!!
He promised to go to the movies with me this weekend and broke it. It's nothing new to me, but it's pissing me off so much... I'm so sick of one-sided friendships. DAMN YOU!

[MelCar19]

He promised to go to the movies with me this weekend and broke it. It's nothing new to me, but it's pissing me off so much... I'm so sick of one-sided friendships. DAMN YOU!

Wow... I have to say I know exactly how you feel, my best friend and I were suppose to go see Transformers, then blew me off the next day and told me to go with someone else... Now I just say screw it and don't invite her anywhere....

[Kessari]

Wow... I have to say I know exactly how you feel, my best friend and I were suppose to go see Transformers, then blew me off the next day and told me to go with someone else... Now I just say screw it and don't invite her anywhere....

Yep, we were supposed to see Transformers too... He promised it the first time after we just saw the first movie and he promised again this Monday. On Friday he was like "Nah, go see it with someone else!"... We could have met and done something else, but he does not seem to care, that we won't be able to meet for the next 10 weeks.

[MelCar19]

but he does not seem to care, that we won't be able to meet for the next 10 weeks.

Oh my god! My best friend is going away for 9 weeks... this is getting kind of creepy

[Taralover]

I wish that when I scratched an itch it stayed scratched.

And that a website I go to had not broken all my links so I have to look up each story on the site itself, it's annoying.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Last night I told my best friend I was thinking of moving with her to a different city, and her happiness seemed forced, no enthusiasm. Then today my sister was telling me how she doesn't think she can stand to keep living with her dad and stepmom when their baby comes in a couple months but also hates living with "our" parents, so I repeated an offer I made to her a couple years ago (at a time when it was a someday-promise rather than a now-promise) of getting an apartment for us to live in...and she showed no appreciation, no happiness, didn't offer a thank you.
I feel like...they don't want or need me, and I hate that.

[LesbianJedi87]

my best friends in the entire world may be on the verge of a breakup. I'm scared to know the outcome of this drama filled night when they walk back in the house....

[Dorothy]

I wish that when I scratched an itch it stayed scratched.

try slapping it, scratching can add itchyness in the long run.

[MelCar19]

Couldn't sleep last night, in to much pain...

[MelCar19]

Well, today is like the worst day I've had in a while.

My arm hurts so much because I fell down the stairs at work the other night.

My best friend isn't answering any calls and today is the last day we can hang out before she leaves for a while.

My grandmother is yelling at me, telling me to lift heavy things even know she knows how much my arm hurts.

My little cousin woke me up a little while after I had finally gotten to sleep just because she wanted to go to Mcdonalds.

My stomach is killing me...

And to top it all off I accidentally broke one of my Buffy DvDs...

Very very bad day..

[CrazyTaraWitch]

My throat's itchy and my nose is stopped up. I really don't wanna get sick :(

[MelCar19]

My internet isn't working and I can't seem to get on AIM but I can get on here (Go figure)

Sorry Amanda and Julia <3 Guess I won't be on for a while *hugs*

And if I can't get on, have a good rest of the day and sleep well *hugs tight*

[love_2003]

I signed up for 4 classes this summer one of which is an internship and this is making me stress out. One of my classes is on-line and I didn't have internet service at home for 4weeks so I had to stay late at school to do my homework. And with this internship I have to get in 160hours by the end of this month and don't know if I will be able to make it. I'm supposed to be averaging 20hours a week but the lady that runs the organization where I am doing my hours is not very organized so she sometimes forgets to call and tell me that she wont be at the office sometimes. Also the place where the internship site is at is 45min. from my house so that is a long drive just to have to come back home. I'm hoping she can give me stuff to work on at home to get extra hours in. At the rate I'm going I will be at least 15hours short. I'm so stressed out about this.

August 1 is when the semester is over and it can not come soon enough.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I spent too much money today.

[gabbles]

I have writers block. Sigh. My writing is crappy atm. No happy.

[Willowtree252]

I am down in my back its bad sometimes I dont know how I get out of bed. I refuse to take off from work. It has turned into a career and I love it I am in bad I mean bad pain our bed we got 4 months ago could be alot of it so I gave it to Wyatt and bought a better one lets all this works My Dr is helping but I fear the worse.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I have a really ferocious headache, and half price books had multiple copies of every harry potter book except the first one which is the only one I don't have.