The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[CrazyTaraWitch]

The girl I've called my best friend for years is getting more and more distant and I feel like I'm losing that friendship almost completely. A few months ago we were closer than ever and I was sure would be friends for the rest of our lives, and now she doesn't tell me what's going on and we hardly talk or see each other. It's probably my fault as much as hers, but it still hurts.

[Nue]

I saw my whole family yesterday and they made me feel really uncorfotable and weird...

[MelCar19]

I think I ate to much on my diet @_@ Oh... did I mention I got lost in the woods today for 3 hours?

[Nue]

I miss her... I really do...

[Kessari]

I hate my job, I really do... If I didn't need it, I would tell my boss to just kiss my ass, but I can't. It sucks to worry about losing a job, that I don't even like one single bit.

[Nue]

I hate my job, I really do... If I didn't need it, I would tell my boss to just kiss my ass, but I can't. It sucks to worry about losing a job, that I don't even like one single bit.

I totally get you, Kat... I´m scared of losing mine cause I can´t afford to find another in my situation ¬¬


ok, I gotta go to my doc today and get my eyes checked... They´re pretty bad, and I´m thinking they´re shutting down... at least I did my laundry...

[Kessari]

I hate my job, I really do... If I didn't need it, I would tell my boss to just kiss my ass, but I can't. It sucks to worry about losing a job, that I don't even like one single bit.

I totally get you, Kat... I´m scared of losing mine cause I can´t afford to find another in my situation ¬¬


ok, I gotta go to my doc today and get my eyes checked... They´re pretty bad, and I´m thinking they´re shutting down... at least I did my laundry...

I'm so sorry about your eyes sweetie. I know how you feel and if you need anything, you know where I am.


OT: People, especially my friends piss me off a lot lately. I don't want to feel this way, but I do. Example: My "best friend" texted me on Wednesday for the first time in ten weeks, asking if I was okay... 8 fucking weeks after I died on the surgery table!!! Jeez, thanks buddy. I love you too!
But it's not just him, which makes it only worse. I need to get out of here for a day or two...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Cried for about 20 minutes, then found a rather large spider in the bathroom. Well okay it's not *that* big, but a lot bigger than I've ever seen in my house before... I don't think it's poisonous, but my attempts to identify it failed, and now I'm a little worried about it. Normally wouldn't get to me, but already being in a bad place it got me wigged...

[Nue]

ok, I´m totally scared now... last night, my right eye became so blurry and I couldn´t see anything...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I've worked with kids for a year, almost to the day, and never once had a problem having long nails...until today. I'm not even quite sure how it happened, but I scratched a little boy and nearly broke the skin. He cried and cried and I felt like just about the worst person in the world :(

[Justified12]

5 points :'(

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Tonight just kinda sucks.

[Nue]

I still can´t talk... I think my voice just took some days off...

and she got a girlfriend...

[tetyline]

Why we always want what we can't have? that's sucks!

[Justified12]

REALLY REALLY HATING MY TUTOR RIGHT NOW! I GOT MARKS TAKEN OFF MY ASSIGNMENT FOR NO REASON! SHE IS CRAZY!
*Screams... and then punches a wall*

[Nue]

still voiceless... I miss my voice!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I can't make things better.

[W&T]

Okay, I started at my new college on monday and was happy to learn from the website that there is an LGBT Society. I hate the fact that when I went to ask for information about said society that I was incredibly nervous and embarrassed. Now, even though I have never had a girlfriend, I am comfortable with my sexuality and always thought of myself as 'out and proud' (for lack of a better description) but I absolutely hated feeling embarrassed about this part of me...

[Taralover]

I still miss my 2nd ex at times. I miss the couplyness, the cuddles and kisses, the looking into her big brown eyes and knowing that she loves me.

[Kessari]

It seems like I'm doing *everything* wrong lately...

[Nue]

I´m tired, hungry, my head hurts, my tummy hurts, my throat hurts, I hadn´t ANY voice at all and I´m TOTALLY mad today...

oh, I´m worried about my friend...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I thought I snoozed my alarm to wake up and feed the animals, let them out, etc. around 8am but I must have hit exit instead, and therefore the animals were stuck inside until after 1pm, and I forgot to set an alarm for when I actually wanted to get up around noon, which means I missed the time my girlfriend thought she'd be around. This day is off to a grumpy start.

[Dorothy]

I get up at six-o-fucking clock to get to school on time, most kids don't have to get up before half past 7 cause they live closer to school...

And then I find class is canceled due to: Structural absence of any but 2 or 3 students in the early hours. I should've skipped too, now I'm fucking tired and I don't even get points for efford.

Worst thing is I'll actually be listed as absent for these 2 canceled hours, even though I'mn fucking right fucking here after fucking 5 hours of bad-quality sleep.

[W&T]

Woke up at 4 this morning with a splitting headache. After a day at college...feel like crap..think I'm getting a fever

either that or it's the female version of man flu

[Nue]

I don´t think I will speak again ¬¬

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I just try to use my cds to learn German and they aren't supported on this system, which I guess means they're useless :(

[MelCar19]

Just feeling rather depressed right now... can't sleep... guess I'll go back to laying down

[Kessari]

Just feeling rather depressed right now... can't sleep... guess I'll go back to laying down

Let's feel depressed together...

OT: I called a friend tonight and asked about her boyfriend and she immediately started sobbing like crazy. It made me so sad and she wouldn't talk about what happened. Just glad I'll see her this weekend...

This darn headache won't go away!

[riotgrrrljaz]

i had an interview yesterday for an awesome good paying job...i thought i did ok at the interview.....but i found out today that i didn't get it....i too am kinda depressed at the moment, so i'm with the last 2 kittens who posted...lets all be depressed together..........................

[Nue]

i had an interview yesterday for an awesome good paying job...i thought i did ok at the interview.....but i found out today that i didn't get it....i too am kinda depressed at the moment, so i'm with the last 2 kittens who posted...lets all be depressed together..........................

you didn´t get the job and I can´t work anymore... yeah.. let´s be all depressed together..