Fic: [AU] Racing The Rain (UPDTED: 4/03/18)

[faolan228]

Creating characters that one can love is one thing, but at the same time writing characters that readers love to hate is another. I'm from California, so we get a lot of dudes like Grayson. I wanna headbutt him.

[ContriQ aka Paow]

Okay, either that guy was Willow's boyfriend at some point or he is just a great friend. With flowers..

[JustSkipIt]

Hmmm. My thoughts are not feeling very organized this morning for comments. Let's try a numbered list:

1. Where did Grayson and Shelia get in the family? What schmucks! I thought before that he was just a man-slut but it turns out he's a moron too. I guess I wouldn't have any opinion about him if he just had terrible taste in women and clothes but the whole "did Willow turn her" and "she just didn't have a real man" thing is offensive.

2. Yay, Ira! Ira is not only being a good father but he and Hunter seem to totally be treating Tara like a regular person. Like not a star and not a leper. Just a girl that Willow brought home and that she cares about.

3. So I'll throw in the Yay, Hunter too because he deserves it.

4. Robbie. I think that's the name. Poor kid. Whether he's a friend or ex-boyfriend or best-friend's son or whatever, he is going to be disappointed. Clearly Shelia has set him up. She's still being an asshole and I hope that WillowIraRachelHunterGrayson all rip her apart for it. More than that, I hope that Willow and Tara can basically just be friendly with Robbie and that he totally has the clue and can just enjoy the BBQ without a scene. Hopefully he'll be like..."uh... gay and with Tara Maclay so are there any more ribs?"

5. 109 is insane. I don' t know if we've broken 100 yet. Yesterday we walked to the neighborhood pool - closed for chlorine. Then went to a city pool. Closed for chlorine. Then used a free pass at the pool at the Y. It's the only thing a reasonable person would think of doing in the afternoon.

6. The last 2 nights I've had totally cool interesting exciting dreams. But I think your dream thread is creating too much pressure on my brain to remember them.

7. Cross-talk is cross-talky.

8. 5-8 were OT.

9. OT clearly stands for off-topic.

10. If I had one (cough5cough) more interesting thing I would have come up with 10 things to say.

11. Have a great day!

[willowtaralover]

Hahaha…kinda like Ellen? I doubt it, I kinda picture Laurel Grant as kinda of a sexually frustrated Barney from HIMYM:)

LOL, it’s hard to picture Barney as ever being sexually frustrated but I note that Neil Patrick Harris seems to be the exception that proves the rule in gays not being able to play straight.

Grayson looked as if he’d just stepped out of the pages of Details magazine; his clothing was shiny from head to toe and he was freshly tanned. The young man was dressed to the nines in an expensive ensemble that included black Gucci dress shoes, an Armani sport coat with matching pants and a fuchsia colored dress shirt unbuttoned nearly halfway down his chest.

OH MY GOD, quick someone introduce this man to Neil Patrick Harris

“Oh, where are my manners! I’m Bambi, Bambi Rae Swallows;

Hahahahhahhahahahhahahhahahahahhahahahh, Bambi, hahahahhahahahaha.

Hunter snickered, “A local celebrity, seesh! The only thing she’s famous for is swinging on a pole over at the ‘Lusty Leopard.’”

“She’s a stripper?” Willow shouted.

Oh this just gets better, a weird name and a ‘very respectable’ job . At least now Willow as a little ammo to throw back at Sheila when she tries her next attempt at separating Willow and Tara.

I really like the fact that Hunter forces Grayson to stop staring at Willow and Tara’s tender moment together showing a lot of respect for his sister and her girl.

“All I’m saying is that a lot of those Hollywood guys are gay, so maybe she just needs a real man.”

And again hahahahahhhahahahahhahahhahahhahahaha, gotta agree with Hunter on this one when he says moron. Seriously, was Grayson even in the line when they were handing out brains lol.

Once in the kitchen, Ira loaded up Tara’s arms and they headed out to the grill, leaving Willow with her mother and Bambi in the kitchen.

That must have been so much fun or Willow, being stuck with a ‘cleav- egy slut bomb on one side and a parent who barely accepts you on the other.

I really love the talk between Ira and Tara, it seems as if he is testing her a little. Because he knows how much Willow loves Tara so he is assuring himself that his baby girl won’t get hurt in her relationship. Plus he reveals a little more about his daughter.

“Surprise!” Called a tall young man with dark hair, jumping up from his seat and thrusting a bouquet of flowers in Willow’s face.

“Robby?”

A possible former boyfriend or a wannabe b/friend? Hmm, me senses Sheila’s hand in this. I actually remember reading a fan/fic a few years ago with a similar idea involving Tara and a wannabe. I’ll try and find the link for you if I can.

I've noticed that Sheila doesn't even appear to have any admiration for her daughter in any way. Despite the fact that she won a medal for softball at the olympics and is doing very well at college, I've heard that jewish mothers can be demanding but not stand offish

Thank you so much for such an entertaining episode of Racing The Rain. Grayson and Bambi alone made it worth the read, can't wait to see what happens next

[DaddyCatALSO]

willowtaralove: I've read "someplace" that Barney Stinson isn't a realistic character (not cartoony, just not especially beleiveable with all the exagerration) and that the H'wood system doens't have aproblem casting gays as outlandish-type straights. There was a character on _Frasier_ I believe, a sportscaster and palyer played by a n openly gay a ctor.

[love_2003]

I'm hoping that this Robby is just an old friend of Willow's and not someone who Shelia is trying to set Willow up with. Looking forward to the next update.
I have to add that I love that Willow's hometown is in Texas.

[Ariel]

Shelby,
So my summary of this chapter is: sexy #%$# and . See below for the details!

Willow froze; dropping the lettuce, which bounced across the floor leaving a swath of wetness in its path. The errant bouncing vegetable finally stopped when it hit the back of Tara’s leg.

Then from comic heaven to bleached blonde hell in two sentences!

“Well hey there ya’ll! Oh my gawd..you must be little Willow. Well aren’t you just the cutest little thang!” The woman announced, as she strode forward and engulfed the stunned redhead in what could only be described as, the most awkward one-sided hug in the history of awkward one-sided hugs.

Hail to thee, Bambi the Boobsie Bimbo – Taharincess of Tacky!!! Truly a role model of the bizarre and ridiculous! Lovely! And Bambi Rae SWALLOWS – okay, I’ll be quiet now!

Love Hunter’s good manners and respect for his sister and her lover:

“Ow, what the hell dude?” He asked, rubbing the back of his neck and turning towards his little brother.

“Quit staring,” Hunter whispered, “Grab a couple beers and let’s sit out on the porch.”

So glad somebody is teaching that idiot some manners!

The sexy moments, the tender moments . . .

Tara thought for sure that Willow would release her and go back to chatting with her brothers, but she didn’t. She tightened her grip and began swaying them as if they were dancing; only there was no music. Tara swayed with Willow; fighting the urge to turn in her lovers arms and kiss her senseless. Both women were aware that the boys were still in the room, but neither cared; the moment was just too precious to abandon.

Then Ira catching them and his discussion with Tara, very touching and very lovely! I know that being welcomed into the family means a great deal to Tara!

And Robby . . . eager to see how this one is going to implode! (oops, I meant 'unfold' not 'implode' - my bad! )

So hurry up and update, already!

Ariel
How I Met Your Mother

[Finey_McFine]

Bellalocke:
Yay DIBS!

I know that I haven't left much in the way of comments and feedback, but this is one of my favorite stories on the board. This chapter was especially cute with all the sneaky kisses and general light hearted tone.

Awww, thanks so much! I’m glad you’re enjoying it!!

I am very interested to find out who Robbie is and if this is the end to Sheila's plan to convert her daughter.

More about Willow’s past and Robby’s identity are answered in the following chapter. You guess right about him being Sheila’s pawn…


Thanks for the feedback!


wimpy0729

Oh hell no she didn't!!

Oh hell yes she did!

Willow is gonna explode, and I'm sure Tara isn't going to be too pleased either.

Willow just might surprise us.

And Bambi, OMG, I can totally picture this fake floozy.

I have to tell you, this woman is 100% based on a real person. The step mother of one of my daughter’s friends to be exact. She showed up at their orchestra concert and I turned to my wife and said, “Holy crap! She’s perfect for my fic!!” Her friend’s Dad is 41 and this chick is like 25…so you can imagine what the deal is there, lol.

Not really loving Grayson here either.

Let’s hope Grayson redeems himself soon! He’s definitely not getting a lot of love here.

Thanks for the feedback!!!


xlaurax1:

OMG, that was just great! I don’t think I quite realised how much Willow liked beaded necklaces.

And matching chokers. Do you think that Alyson Hannigan ever said, “Hey, this outfit is ridiculous! Who wears this shit?!” lol

Oh, that doesn’t sound ominous at all.

I’m thinking that when they get back to LA…things might get crazy.

I didn’t know it was possible to be so annoyed by someone just by reading about them. No doubt this was your intention, so well done my friend.

THANKS!! I’m glad it worked. I had so much fun writing her. I was just telling wimpy (see above) how she is based on a real person; exaggerated here, of course.

This is exactly what I was thinking. Though maybe she was actually in a train wreck, with the amount of plastic surgery she’s obviously had.

…you might be on to something here.

What were you saying about awkward Willow before? Love how you recreated this. Love that Tara eyebrow. She using no words to communicate, and Willow using too many. *snicker*

In the show, Willow does this twice. Once in ‘Dracula’ and then again in “I Was Made to Love You.’ In both, I loved the looks Willow gave Tara and vice versa…just can’t resist adorable Willow.

You made a Glory reference in the last chapter. Is this one too?

Seriously? Ugh. So Hunter comes from the Ira side of the family and Grayson comes from the Sheila side. Maybe he's not quite that bad. The jury's still out.

Hopefully he will redeem himself.

That talk between Ira and Tara, wow. That was just beautiful.

Thanks, I labored over it for a long time and I’m glad it came out the way it was supposed to.

I’ll give this one…8 “Buxom Bleach Blonde Train Wreck’s” out of 10.

Only 8?? LOL That was awesome!! Totally cracked me up!!



Thanks for the feedback!


zampsa19752001:

I guess Grayson really is a spawn of the Sheila & the milkman... Grayson dating a "local celebrity" stripper sounds like Grayson sure is from the Sheila side of the family tree...

Aww, let’s not be too hard on the super stud just yet…maybe he’ll redeem himself!

I guess Robby is Sheila's plan to "convert" Willow back to "boys town".

Typical Sheila thinking.

When Willow finds out that Sheila is behind Robby's appearance she & Tara are going to explode and I think it will be the last straw in the relationship between Willow & Sheila

They just might surprise us.


Thanks for the feedback!


Gaga01:

I feel that things won't be pretty between between Willow and her mom anytime soon...

Not really sure what Sheila was thinking or not thinking for that matter.

Okay, and Bambi Rae Swallows? So annoying!! I wanted to smack her, lol.

Sadly…she is based on a real person, lol.

Is it weird if I'm 29 and that I know GQ, but not Details?

LOL…I had no idea what Details was either until I Googled ‘top men’s magazines.’

I so can't wait to see what'll happen with Robby!! I kind of hope he will run away quickly to save himself

Unfortunately, I don’t think he’s smart enough.

Thanks for the feedback!!!


WR/TM:

I hope to see a jealous Tara I think it will be so cute!!!!

I’m sure she won’t dissapoint!!

I so can't wait for the next update I don't think I can wait a week lol!!! I"m so glad you a writing this story it is exactly what I needed to read today!

Aww, thanks! I wish I could update more often, but alas real life annoyingly gets in the way!

Thanks for the feedback!


jazhers:
[quoteWillow's oldest brother decked out with Gucci and the such trying to impress Tara hilarious! [/quote] Best part is that Tara is in capri’s, a t-shirt, and no make up, lol.

Tara and Will being busted by dad making out on the side of the house priceless. Although it was a very sexy moment before dad interrupted.

I kinda modeled Ira after my friend’s Dad and all the stories he’s told me over the years about how his Dad would catch him doing al kinds of shit, lol.

It was great how Tara interrupted Ira's don't hurt my daughter speech and confessed her undying love for his baby girl.

Luckily for Tara, there are 4 other kids in front of Willow and by this time Ira has realized that as long as they’re happy…

So who is this Robby a old boyfriend maybe Willows first or just some guy (maybe a childhood friend) Sheila has in mind as the perfect son in law.

More is revealed in the next chapter.

I’m sure ‘jealous Tara’ will appear at some point.


Thanks for the feedback!


DaddyCatAlso:

"the Lusty Leopard" lol; I always like "expanded-'verse"r eferences, almost as much as show references.

So far, you are the only one to mention it! I just watched that episode last week. One of my favorites:) Especially the end where Lily switches places with the real stripper and then tries to pole dance. Totally reminded me of clumsy Willow, lol.

Grayson; Law of Averages ; with 3 brothers, all older, 1 had to be "that type." Hope he either wises up on his own or gets his head handed to him.

I think poor Grayson is getting a bad rap!

Ira: Hope I'm that kind of Dad when my daughetr meets "the One."

Me too…err, Mom that is.

Robby…picture him kind of like Scooter from HIMYM…only not as goofy.

Sheila…Desperate and dumb.

Thanks for the feedback!!



faolan:

Creating characters that one can love is one thing, but at the same time writing characters that readers love to hate is another. I'm from California, so we get a lot of dudes like Grayson. I wanna headbutt him.

Awww…poor Grayson:( I think he may be getting a bad rap, lol


Thanks for the feedback!


ContriQ aka Paow:

Okay, either that guy was Willow's boyfriend at some point or he is just a great friend. With flowers..

Yes and no…see below!


Thanks for the feedback!!!



JustSkipIt:
1. Yes, that is offensive and unfortunately that’s how a lot of guys think. I was friends with this guy I used to work with, he was about 15 years older than me. I remember when he found out that I was gay, “But I don’t understand. You’re pretty, what’s the problem? You can find a guy.” He just couldn’t grasp that I didn’t want one, lol. We ended up being good friends, but it took a very long time to get him to see the other side of things.

2. Ira - good. Sheila - bad. Grayson - dumb.

3. Hunter - good.

4. Obviously Sheila is up to no good and the outcome is probably not going to be pretty.

5. According to the weather guys, it was 99?…my thermometer had different ideas. My home and studio thermometers both match up, so I don’t know where they’re getting their info. I totally get the chlorine deal…I can’t seem to keep mine balanced either. I keep having to shock it.

6. After I first posted the thread…I’ve had a difficult time remembering myself, lol.

7-10. OT…

11. YOU TOO!!!

Thanks for the feedback!!!!


willowtaralover:

LOL, it’s hard to picture Barney as ever being sexually frustrated

So true, lol.

OH MY GOD, quick someone introduce this man to Neil Patrick Harris

I know, right?

At least now Willow as a little ammo to throw back at Sheila when she tries her next attempt at separating Willow and Tara.

But will she use it?

[quoteI really like the fact that Hunter forces Grayson to stop staring at Willow and Tara’s tender moment together showing a lot of respect for his sister and her girl. [/quote] Hunter’s a good egg, that’s for sure, but don’t give up on Grayson…he may just surprise us all!

I really love the talk between Ira and Tara, it seems as if he is testing her a little.

I think every parent has one of those moments when their kid brings someone special home. I’m just hoping that someone can reign in Sheila…hopefully Ira will grow a pair.

A possible former boyfriend or a wannabe b/friend?

Yes and no. I know, vague much? Lol

I've noticed that Sheila doesn't even appear to have any admiration for her daughter in any way.

What can I say? Sheila has issues.

Thanks for the feedback!

love_2003:

I'm hoping that this Robby is just an old friend of Willow's and not someone who Shelia is trying to set Willow up with.

I doubt it…

Yay Texas!!

Thanks for the feedback!

Ariel:
Hahahahahahahaha…I loved all the emoticons!

Hail to thee, Bambi the Boobsie Bimbo – Taharincess of Tacky!!! Truly a role model of the bizarre and ridiculous!

And completely based on a real person! Freightening!!!

“It’s Bambi Rae Swallows…formerly Spitz.”

So glad somebody is teaching that idiot some manners!

Poor Grayson…getting a bad rap already.

Then Ira catching them and his discussion with Tara, very touching and very lovely! I know that being welcomed into the family means a great deal to Tara!

It really means everything to Tara. She knows how close Willow is to them and she’d rather be welcomed, than named as the woman that pulled Willow away.

And Robby . . . eager to see how this one is going to implode!

You got that right!!

Thanks for the feedback!!!

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[Finey_McFine]

TITLE: Racing The Rain

AUTHOR: Finey_McFine

RATING: R (Language)

DISCLAIMER: Willow, Tara and any other BtVS characters, as well as some random dialog, belong to Mutant Enemy.

SUMMARY: Totally AU, Willow and Tara Meet with not so surprising results! Set in LA with lots of W/T fluff and a little teeny tiny bit of angst, but no Hellmouthyness. Just good old regular day-to-day drama.



FEEDBACK: OK; Any glaring issues…please send me a PM!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: Hi Everyone and Happy Sunday! Enjoy the update!!

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Chapter 38: Morphibians


“Robby?” Tara breathed inaudibly. She tried to grip Willow’s hand tighter, but it was yanked away from her as Robby swept Willow up in his arms; holding her close and rubbing her lower back, intimately. Tara remained motionless watching the scene play out in front of her and wrapping her arms around her stomach. She kept them there, firmly pressed against her sides; it was the only place they could be.

Tara did not remember Willow mentioning anyone named Robby before, although Willow had shared with Tara the fact that, prior to her senior year in high school, she had dated a few boys; never having slept with any of them. Tara could not figure out why it seemed okay for this boy to give her girlfriend flowers and touch her girlfriend like he was. The ten seconds or so that his arms were wrapped around Willow, were the longest ten seconds of Tara’s life.

“Rob, what are you doing here a-and with flowers?”

“Well I um, was in town for the week and was hoping that you were home, so I thought I’d stop by.” He said cheerfully.

Willow was uncomfortable and could feel his hands still lingering on her shoulders. Willow glanced at Tara, who had a bewildered look on her face and then back to the bouquet of flowers in her hand. Willow shoved them into his chest, “I can’t accept these,” she said quickly, jerking away from him.

“Now Willow, don’t be rude,” Sheila said, grabbing the bouquet, “That was awfully nice of Robby to bring you these beautiful flowers. I’ll just put them in some water for you.”

“Wow,” Robby said, stepping back; keeping Willow at arms length and looking her up and down, “Even more beautiful than the last time I saw you.”

Ok, that’s it. No way this interloper is getting away with leering at my Willow like that. Tara finally shook off the initial shock, moving forward and wrapping her arm around Willow’s waist. This is my spot.

“Hi, I’m Tara, Willow’s girlfriend,” She said as she extended her hand to shake Robby’s.

“Hi, Robby Goldman…you look so familiar. Have we met before?”

“I don’t think so, I live in California.”

“Oh ok, well any friend of Willow’s is a friend of mine.”

Wow, this guy is dense. Tara thought.

Willow returned the gesture, wrapping her arm around Tara, “No Robby, girlfriends… as in lesbian, gay-type lovers.”

Robby stood stiffly with a dumb expression on his face, as he desperately looked to Sheila for help; she in turn, quickly averted her eyes and continued fussing over the flowers. The situation was awkward and the tension thick. Luckily it didn’t last very long as a small boy came charging through the kitchen shouting at the top of his lungs.

“AUNT WILLWO, AUNT WILLWO!!”

“Hey! There’s my favorite little guy!” Willow responded as she dropped to her knees and was tackled by the four-year-old bundle of energy. She scooped the little boy up in her arms and kissed him all over his face.

The sandy haired little boy wrapped his arms tightly around Willow’s neck and his legs around her waist, as she stood up, “Ugh, you’re getting so big! I missed you so much!” She said as she squeezed him tight, “Milo, there’s someone very special I’d like for you to meet.”

The little boy sat up in his Aunt’s arms, “Milo this is Tara, she came home with me from California.”

“Hello,” he said.

“Hello Milo, it’s very nice to meet you,” Tara replied and reached out her hand. Milo responded by putting his tiny hand in hers and shaking once; then laid his head on Willow’s shoulder and wrapped his little arms around her neck.

Tara watched the two interacting and a warmth spread through her entire body as she fell just a little bit more in love with the redhead.

“Ah, I see you found her, mission accomplished!” Said a young man with shoulder length brown hair, hazel eyes and a short beard.

“He did and I think he’s a little tired.”

“I would imagine he is…no nap today. He was too excited to see his favorite Aunt, Hi-Ya Will.”

“Hi Eli,” Willow, still holding Milo, leaned in for an awkward hug, “Eli, this is Tara…my girlfriend. Tara, this is my brother, Elijah.”

“Hi Tara, it’s really nice to meet you,” Eli gushed.

“You too, you have a beautiful little boy.”

“Wow, thank you,” he said nervously, “At the risk of sounding like a complete idiot, I must say that, you are even more beautiful in person.”

“Oh um, thank you,” Tara replied; blushing like crazy.

“Hey, keep your eyeballs to yourself,” Willow interjected, “Fiancée in the next room, remember?”

Eli held his hands up in surrender, “Ok, ok...got it, no eye contact,” he replied with a smile, catching something out of the corner of his eye, “Robby? Dude, what are you doing here?!” Elijah slapped his hand in Robby’s and leaned in for a half guy-type hug.

“Just uh, thought I’d stop by and say ‘hi,’ he said as he turned his head slightly towards Sheila and winked.

“Are ya sticking around for supper?” Eli asked, his southern drawl more pronounced than ever, causing Sheila to outwardly cringe.

Sheila interrupted, “Of course he is! He’s practically a member of the family.”

Willow’s attention was solely on Milo, so she didn’t catch the winking, but Tara had. Now she knew the game Sheila was playing. Trying to set your lesbian daughter up with a guy, right in front of her girlfriend? That’s about as low as you can get. Well Mrs. Rosenberg, two can play your little game.

“Aunt Will, did you bring me a present from Cali…Cali...um, Cali-foamy?”

Willow grinned at her nephew, “What do you think?” She asked as Milo excitedly nodded his head. “Ok, let me put you down and so I can get your super special ‘Cali-foamy’ present.” Milo released his legs and slid down his Aunt’s body.

Willow walked the short distance to the pantry, opened the door and pulled a small wrapped box off the shelf. She turned and handed it to the little boy who was jumping up and down. Milo attacked the package, ripping the wrapping paper off with wild abandon.

“Oh wow! Yay! Yay! Yay!” He exclaimed.

Willow giggled and plopped down on the floor next to him, “Here little man, let me help you get it out of the box and then we’ll take it out back so you can play with it.”

Milo sat on his knees, anxiously bouncing his behind on his feet as Willow opened the box to reveal a shiny blue remote control car. “See buddy, it’s a Morphibian Land Shark. It drives really fast and is waterproof too, so you can run it through puddles and stuff. Well, except for the controller; be careful not to get it wet.”

“Can we go outside now?” Milo asked. His impatience was about to get the best of him.

“Ok buddy, here ya go.” Willow handed Milo the car and controller as he jumped to his feet and shuffled towards the backdoor. Willow stayed on the floor for a moment to gather up all the ripped paper and the empty box when she noticed that Tara was already kneeling beside her and helping to gather the waste.

“Oh, thanks baby.” Willow said with a quick grin.

Tara looked up, meeting Willow’s eyes, “You’re really something.”

Willow grinned and pulled herself up off the floor, “Come on, let’s go out with Milo,” She whispered as she took the trash from Tara and threw it in the garbage can. Robby and Elijah were still chatting, while Bambi’s incessant high-pitched rambling was effectively distracting Sheila; allowing Willow and Tara to slip unnoticed out the backdoor.

Once outside, they found that Milo had already figured out how to turn everything on and was playing with his new toy. Willow motioned towards the porch swing and Tara followed, sitting down and snuggling close.

“He’s beautiful, isn’t he?” Willow said.

“He certainly is. When did you get him that car?”

“Oh,” Willow chuckled, “Before we left LA, then while you were out with Dad, I ran up and got it out of my suitcase. I knew it’d be the first thing he asked about; I love seeing him so happy.”

“You’re gonna be a wonderful parent some day, Will.” Willow remained quite and Tara wondered if she’d over stepped her bounds, until the redhead squeezed her tighter.

“Tare,” Willow said, turning to face Tara, “I’m sorry about Robby and my Mom.”

Tara nodded, “So you figured it out?”

Willow slumped and bowed her head, “Yeah,” she whispered, barely audible; taking a deep breath before she spoke again, “I saw the little look he gave her when I introduced you. It all makes sense now. He’s the call she took last night and the reason she was so nice to you today, it’s all bullshit…I know that now. She’s gonna do her best to put him between us, b-but you have absolutely nothing to worry about.”

“I know…I know you love me Willow,” Reassuring Willow with a kiss on forehead, “Sweetie, it’s not your fault, we’ll survive.”

Willow raised her eyes to meet the soft blue eyes of the woman she loved more than anything in the world. The frown now history; she felt infused with strength from the love she felt for Tara. She leaned in and brushed their lips together ever so slightly.

“I do love you Tara,” Willow breathed, “More than you’ll ever know.”

“I think I have a pretty good idea,” Tara managed before Willow kissed her again.

They broke apart when they heard Milo calling to Willow, “Hey Aunt Will, look at this!” The boy exclaimed as he jumped his new car over some rocks.

“Awesome little Buddy!” Willow replied.

“So Robby, he’s in your photo albums, isn’t he? You guys were friends?” Tara asked.

Willow nodded, “Yeah, since we were kids. Well actually, his sister, Jennifer, was my best friend. It’s kind of complicated. Are you sure you want to hear about it?”

Tara nodded as Willow took a deep breath, “Ok, I’ll try and give you the short version. Jen and I met playing ball together when I was 9 and she was 10. My Mom was the ‘Team Mom’ and she got to be friends with Evy, Jen’s Mom. Pretty soon our families were hanging out, vacationing together and so on. Robby’s a few years older and mostly hung out with the boys and Rachael, while Jen and I pal’d around. Then his parents split when I was around 14 or 15. It was kinda devastating for everyone, especially my parents…they lost their best friends. It really sucked for Rob and Jen; their Dad changed jobs and moved out of state. They only got to see him a few times a year. My Dad felt bad for him and kinda took Rob under his wing; he spent tons of time over here and we got to be pretty good friends.

Anyway, Rob left for A&M the summer before my sophomore year in high school and I only saw him during the holidays and summer. We stayed friends and that was about it. The next couple years I dated a few guys, but nothing major, and then I started having feelings for Jen. It was awful; I crushed on her all the way through my junior year. Then Robby came home from A&M for Jen’s graduation. The three of us started hanging out and he decided that he was in love with me. He pursued me endlessly until my Mom finally convinced me to go out with him.”

“She talked you into it? That’s kinda weird, don’t you think?”

“At the time not really, because she was always big on trying to set me up. I think deep down she knew I was different and it scared her.”

“So, how many times did you go out?”

“Only a few times. I remember when he kissed me, it was like kissing one of my brothers…blah!” The redhead scrunched up her face, “I told him it wasn’t working for me and that I thought we should just be friends, but he wouldn’t give it up and 5 years later, he and my mother are STILL at it!” Willow said incredulously.

“What happened with Jennifer?”

Willow sighed, “Well, she got jealous when I went out with Rob, we ended up kissing, then sleeping together a few days before she left for college and then she never spoke to me again.”

Tara held Willow close; gently rubbing her back, “Oh sweetie, I’m so sorry. She really never spoke to you again?”

Willow shook her head, “Nope, I heard she was home for Christmas break and went over to her house. I just wanted to talk, but she refused to see me. I found out later that she hooked up with this guy we went to high school with sometime during her Junior year and she got pregnant. Evidently, they ended up getting married and moving to Oklahoma, or so I heard. Robby and I have a Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell policy when it comes to Jen; I don’t ask and he doesn’t tell.”

“Does he know that you two slept together?”

“I don’t think so. I can’t imagine that Jen would tell him when she refuses to acknowledge it herself. Plus, I don’t think he’d be hanging around if he knew.”

“She was your first, wasn’t she?”

Willow simply nodded, “I was completely traumatized, I didn’t tell anyone and then I threw myself into school and softball; I didn’t even go out on a date after that until halfway through my freshman year of college,” Willow shifted, sitting up straighter so she could check on her nephew, “God Tare, she broke my heart. I loved her, you know? She was my best friend.”

Tara ran her hand through Willow’s hair and tucked a few pieces behind her ear, “That’s horrible, baby,” Tara looked at Willow and cocked her head, “That’s why you chose to go out of state for school, isn’t it?”

Again, Willow nodded, “Yeah, I just needed a fresh start. Plus, she was still at A&M. Not to mention that it’s a super conservative school…not really my cup of tea, even though the vet school is amongst the top ten in the country.”

“Well, I for one am I’m glad you chose UCLA,” Tara said happily.

Willow giggled, “Me too and if I ever see Jen again, I’m gonna thank her. Because right about now, I’m thinking that moving to Cali-foamy was just about the best decision I ever made.” She said, smiling and sticking her tongue out between her teeth.

“Just about the best decision…so, what was your best decision?”

“That’s easy, asking you out. By far the single best decision I ever made.”

Both girls were grinning and started to lean in for a kiss when they heard the backdoor fly open and a young woman shout, “Milo James! What are you-” Stopping herself as she caught a glimpse of Willow out of the corner of her eye, “Oh, Hi Willow.” She said flatly.

“Hi Stella, he’s fine. We’re keeping an eye on him. Stella, this is my girlfriend, Tara. Tara this is Stella, Elijah’s fiancée.”

“Hi Stella, it’s nice to meet you.”

“Hello, it’s nice to meet you too,” She replied as she moved closer to shake Tara’s hand, “I’ve heard a lot about you.”

“Um you too, I’ve heard a lot about you too,” Tara replied as an awkward silence fell over the trio.

Finally Willow spoke up, “So Stella, how’s the Tee-Ball going for Milo?”

“Well, as good as can be expected…it’s hard to keep him focused.”

If there was one thing that drove Willow insane it was Stella’s apathetic attitude when it came to how she dealt with Milo and her overall pessimistic view of life in general, “He’s only four Stella, right now it’s all about him having fun; focus comes much later.”

“That’s easy for you to say Willow, you don’t have to deal with him everyday and endure the looks I get from the other parents when he gets wild.”

Tara was taken back by Stella’s apparent disdain for her own child, but Willow was used to dealing with it, “Well, maybe I can work with him this week.”

“Be my guest, he has a practice tomorrow afternoon and a game on Tuesday night. You’re more than welcome to take him to both…I could use the break.”

Willow looked to Tara and she nodded her approval, “Yeah sure, that’d be fun. I’d love to, thank you Stella.” Willow said, grinning widely. She wanted to make sure that Stella knew it was a privilege to spend time with the little boy and not a burden.

The woman smiled thinly, crossing her arms across her chest as another uncomfortable silence fell across the porch. The three women focused their attention to watching Milo play with his car as several excruciatingly silent minutes passed before the backdoor opened and Rachael stuck her head out.

“Hey Rach!” Willow called and Tara waved.

“Hey guys, what’s going on?” Rachael said as she waddled out and sat down in a padded wicker chair.

“We’re just watching Milo play with the car Willow got for him,” Tara said.

“Will, you spoil him.”

“Well, that’s my job as ‘favorite Aunt!” She said grinning again.

“Hey!” Rachael exclaimed, picking up a pillow and throwing it at Willow.

Willow and Tara were thankful that Rachael had come out and made the situation a little more bearable. Pretty soon they were relaxed, chatting and laughing; trying to include Stella as much as possible, which wasn’t an easy task. Tara observed the young woman, who looked older than her years, as she sat awkwardly, trying to fit in.

A few minutes later, Milo showed up and began begging his Mom to push him on the swing. Stella rolled her eyes, but finally acquiesced. Rising from her chair and taking Milo’s hand as she descended the steps, they headed toward the jungle gym that was out near the pool.

Willow craned her neck to make sure Stella was out of earshot, “Wow, she seems worse than usual. What’s going on?”

Rachael sighed deeply, “Milo’s wreaking havoc in preschool, plus they’re having money problems…again.”

“Mom said he was doing well…are Mom and Dad helping them financially and stuff?”

“Yeah, but you know how it goes. The bottom line is that Eli needs to get off his ass and get a better job; one with benefits.”

“He likes what he does Rach and he’s good at it.”

“I know that Will, but he has a family to support and Stella needs to see a doctor. Her depression is getting worse and it is obviously affecting Milo.”

Willow nodded, “It’s a shitty situation.”

“Well, it doesn’t have to be if he’d just get a clue.” Rachael spat.

“Rachael…” Willow chided.

“I know Will, I know. I’m really trying, but I just don’t like to see Milo suffer because his parents can’t seem to get it together.” Rachael looked in Tara’s direction and sighed deeply, “Sorry about the dirty laundry, Tara.”

“It’s fine,” Tara smiled sweetly and squeezed Willow’s hand.

“Ok then, speaking of dirty laundry…what the hell is Robby Goldman doing here?” Rachael asked.

“Maybe you should ask Mom?”

“Uhhhhhh, I knew it! She was up to something! Um, you seem pretty calm, shouldn’t you be throwing a hissy fit right about now?”

“What difference would it make? I’m not going to let her ruin this trip, because that’s what she wants, plus it would make it really awkward for us; more so than it is now. So, I’m just going to act stupid like I don’t have a clue and see just how far she’s willing to take it. At a minimum, it’ll be fun…in a non-fun shitty kind of way.”

“So Tara,” Rachael asked, “Are you concerned about the competition?”

“Oh yes, I’m shaking in my boots,” she replied sarcastically.

Willow turned and locked eyes with Tara, “Tara knows that she has nothing to worry about…ever,” leaning forward and kissing her lightly on the cheek.

Rachael smiled and shook her head, “You two are just too cute.”

Willow and Tara smiled sweetly at each other as Willow snuggled closer; cherishing every minute they were able to spend together.

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The afternoon wore on with Willow’s Aunt and Uncle arriving with the twins, who in typical teen fashion, squealed loudly when they met Tara; then produced two back issues of InStyle magazine, with Tara on the cover for her to sign. They took a multitude of photos, but promised not to post them on Facebook until after Willow and Tara returned to LA. Robby spent most of his time hanging out with Willow’s brothers, but made sure to keep Willow within his view.

The atmosphere was relaxed, for the most part, with everyone mingling and catching up with one another. Tara stuck by Willow all afternoon, but eventually, nature called and she was forced to use the bathroom. They had been sitting close on the love seat in the family room when Tara got up and as soon as she was out of site, Robby made his move; swooping in and dropping into the empty space next to Willow, putting his arm behind her across the back of the loveseat.

“Hey Will, gosh I’ve been waiting to catch you alone all day. That Tara, she’s kind of clingy.”

Willow turned directly towards him; narrowing her eyes, “Excuse me?”

“Hey, hey, no need to get snippy. I’m just saying, I haven’t seen you since last Hanukkah and I was just hoping we could catch up.”

“Robby, why are you here?”

Robby reared his head back with a contrived look of shock on his face, “Will, how can you ask me that?” He replied as he laid his unoccupied hand on Willow’s knee. “You’re one of my best friends and I just wanna sit and talk for awhile, just us. Hey maybe we can get together this week and get some dinner; maybe see a movie or something? You know just the two of us, for old times sake?”

Willow couldn’t believe her ears and tried to speak, but her mouth opened and closed with nothing coming out.

“Well, I for one think that’s a fantastic idea!” Sheila interjected, as she entered the family room and sat down in a nearby chair.

Of course at that very moment, Tara emerged from down the hall to find Robby with his hands all over her girlfriend. For a brief moment Tara felt like her heart stopped seeing Willow with someone else, but just for a moment. Then jealousy took over…with a vengeance. Even though she knew it was completely unfounded, she couldn’t stop it and for the briefest of seconds, Tara had to fight the urge to pick up the andiron next to the fireplace and clunk both Robby and Sheila over the head. Look at them ganging up on her the second I leave the room!

Instead, she moved confidently across the room towards Willow who looked completely miserable, “So, what’s this ‘fantastic idea?’” She said and smiled towards Sheila.

Sheila grimaced, clearly put out that Tara would interrupt their conversation, “Well, I was just telling Willow that I think it would be wonderful for Robby to take her out while she’s in town.”

“Excuse me? L-Like on a date?”

“Tara, Robby and Willow go way back. I think it would be nice for them to spend some one-on-one quality time together, just to reconnect.”

Tara noticed that Sheila chose her words carefully, just edging around the official ‘D’ word, “Oh well um, I th-think maybe that sh-should be up to Willow.” Tara was doing her best to be strong and not let the hurt show, but her emotions were getting the best of her. Oh God, what if she gets guilted into going? What if something happens? What if…?

Willow’s heart broke hearing the distress in Tara’s voice and the return of her stutter. Just as she was about to speak, Robby snickered. Realizing what he’d done, he cleared his throat and smiled weakly. That was it for Willow; her face turned red and lasers practically shot from her eyes. No one laughs at my Tara! Willow wasted no time, she took Robby’s hand and forcefully removed it from her knee. She jumped up and placed her hands on Tara’s face. Willow could hardly believe she was being so bold in front of her mother, but her all encompassing love for the blonde and her fierce urge to protect Tara completely took over.

Willow’s eyes and face softened, “I love you baby, this is our time together and I’m not going anywhere with anyone.” Willow held Tara’s gaze and then kissed her soundly.

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End Chapter 38 TBC…

[JustSkipIt]

DIBS!

ETA - Hmmm. So Willow's family is basically 1/2 totally alright folks and 1/2 tools. Or nearly that.

Hunter, Raechal, Ira, Eli, Milo - cool.
Sheila, Grayson, Stella - morons/bigots/idiots - some aspect thereof.

Here's what would have served Sheila well in an alternative universe: Willow comes home from college after coming out to her mom but single. Sheila coerces Robby to come to dinner and he brings Jen because she's in town too. Willow and Jen hook up right there at dinner, then thank Sheila effusively at their wedding. Snerk. Obviously alt univ and but arggghhh.

I seriously have never met anyone who would try to set their daughter up on a date with someone while she had a gf with her. I mean... never. I've dated two women who were literally disowned for dating me and one who's parents asked her to go to family therapy with them so they could deal with her being gay but none were that rude. It's unacceptable. Someone besides Willow needs to get in Sheila's face and tell her to back the fuck off or she will lose her relationship with her youngest daughter. I don't care if it's Ira or Eli or the aunt or Raechel or someone from down the street but she's on a path that doesn't turn out good.

And Robby. Jesus. Dense much? How do you ask someone out on a date while their date is in the bathroom? Asshole. Funny that he thinks Tara looks familiar. Just think how much more familiar she will look when she and Willow are on the cover of ever magazine in America in the next few weeks.

The interaction with Milo is awesome and adorable but Sheila. Yes, get some help although it can be really hard for people who are depressed. I'm certainly living with that challenge. Why do they have T-ball practice for 4 year olds and who expects them to focus? 4 year old focus is ... what, about 3 minutes? They're 4!

It's very interesting that Tara does get insecure. I would hope that sometime, when she's in a more secure and safe environment, she could not be so insecure. I did like her take-charge attitude when she came out of the bathroom but seriously if they have 5 more days someone is going to have to hit Sheila on the head with a frying pan if she doesn't get her head out of her ass.

[brave-little-toaster]

I gotta say, your update came at a great time, thanks!
Great job, can't wait to see what comes of the whole Shiela/Robbie/Willow sitch.

[wimpy0729]

Oh, Thank God! I'm soo glad Willow showed Sheila and Robby exactly how she felt about Tara. That's the fire I wanted to see out of our girl. Not that she hadn't told them enough already, but they were both so dense that hopefully this will get it through their thick skulls that she in no way, shape or form is interested in anyone other than Tara. Job well done -- score a home run for team Willow and Tara! And Robby laughing at Tara -- let me go get my bat. What an asshole!! And I'm so sick of Sheila treating Tara like a bag of some kind of sack food. She has been a totally polite and gracious guest and it's way past time that Sheila treats her with at least some respect. I'm quite infuriated with both of them if you can't tell. lol

Okay, now that I got that out of my system...deep breath...I loved Willow's interaction with Milo. He seems like a sweet kid, and it's such a shame that his parent's problems are making it hard on him. It sounds like Stella has some issues, but I know when my son first started playing ball, especially at that age, I absolutely loved it. None of them had any focus. They'd be playing in the dirt, or pulling up grass in the outfield, and my favorite was when they didn't know which way to run after they hit the ball. Some would run to third, some even ran to the pitcher's mound. It was hilarious and some of the best years of my life. I never missed a practice or a game all the years he played. It's amazing to watch them evolve over time. The first time my son dove to catch a line drive at third I think my heart actually burst through my chest with pride. I hope Stella gets herself straightend up soon because those are times she should cherish, not look upon as a burden, and time goes by way too fast to waste.

BTW, if you can, send some of your high temperatures my way would ya? I finally got my pool all ready to go, and of course now the forecast is calling for 7 straight days of thunderstorms. Go figure.

Thanks for the wonderful update. You totally brightened up my gloomy, rainy day! I'm going to be anxiously waiting for next Sunday, because I really, really can't wait to see what happens next!

Great job!

Wimpy

[zampsa19752001]

Yay for great update-y goodness... Sheila & Robby really makes me want to hit them in the head with a baseball bat few dozen times... I really loved their moment with Milo... I truly hope Milo's parents soon get their act together, maybe with some help from Willow & Tara...

[wayland]

Hi Finey,

I really like the way you’re creating such a rich background to Willow and Tara’s story.

The family are a believable mixture of affection and tension. Willow’s reaction to her nephew is sweet, but she’s away a lot and her understanding of his parents’ problems shows her inexperience. I think her sister’s weary response to the whole situation rings true.

In the middle of an emotional confession from Willow you have this:

Willow shifted, sitting up straighter so she could check on her nephew,

Which is exactly how people act, so the realism adds to the impact of her words.

I think Sheila’s behaviour is actually making it easier for Willow. Subtle digs and a lack of warmth are difficult to confront, but Sheila’s overt meddling is forcing Willow to take a stand.

Tara’s jealousy and insecurity are understandable. She’s known Willow such a short time and she’s surrounded by people who’ve known her all her life. I think she’s holding it together pretty well in the circumstances.

Great story.

Clare

[WR/TM]

Willow’s eyes and face softened, “I love you baby, this is our time together and I’m not going anywhere with anyone.” Willow held Tara’s gaze and then kissed her soundly

Go Willow Go Willow
Thank you willow I love this line!! and I was right a Jealous Tara is so cute!!!

[jazhers]

Woooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! That was Great GO WILLOW!! Stand up fo yo woman!! That was great, I loved that last bit. As always wonderful wonderful update on this. Willow and Robby as if! He and Sheila are completely blind if they thought he ever and I mean ever stood a smidgen of a chance with Tara's girl. Humph what nerve. I know it though. Milo and Willows interaction so sweeeet! Willow and Tara snugglin on the back porch nice recovery. Sad about Wills best friend, Im sure that really hurt her po baby :(
Oh Oh and how could I forget I was rootin for Tara when she put her hands around willows waist and introduced her self to Robby. GO Tara!!! loved it ! Great chapter really can't wait for more. The more I read the less patient I get for the next chapter.

[love_2003]

I'm glad that Willow and Tara knew what Shelia was trying to do by inviting Robby over. I doubt Shelia is going to turn over a new leaf and start being nice though now that Willow stood up and defended Tara's honor.

[ContriQ aka Paow]

Okay, I had some hope left for the "bad" half of Willow's family, but I see now. They are a lost case of big poopheads.

Now, on to the feedbacky part of this post. Another awesome update from an awesome author.

There aren't enough words to describe what I want to do to Sheila right now..
Yay for take-charge Tara, she stood up to that Robby guy in the beginning, bravo!

They only got to see him a few times a year

I sometimes just meet my dad once a year, and yesterday when he called he didn't even ask mom if he could speak to me. Just my brothers. Bastard

Anyway, I hope that Sheila finally got the message, do not mess with Willow and Tara's relationship.

I the ending.

Great update as always


/Paow

[bouncer73]

oh man....someone needs to punch that sheila in the nose and stick robbie up her butt...I saw red an am still seeing red...I don't like robbie..or sheila and can't help but feel they will try and cause Tara trouble down the road with her career.....ugh

great updates...keep them coming

[DaddyCatALSO]

1- Robby: I was willing to allow the doubt & that he was Sheila's dupe. the flowers; well, technically they're a gift, so.... The hug, well, yes, he hasn't seen an old friend for a while but when he went down a little too far and moved the wrong way, well that said he knew what he was doing and the wink with Sheila settled things(and also had me getting flashbacks to _Norman, Is that You?_.) And then openly pulling moves on the couch? Sheesh! As for the snickering, having been laughed at myself , well, unfortunately I don't own a baseball bat so I can't join you in line but the thought is there.

2-Maybe "somethirdone" will speak up to Sheila after this? Or will it take more?

3-Milo Elijah and Stella; he seems decent enough and she sounds like she's salvageable with the right steps, and open to being helped. Milo seems like quite a firecracker! At least he has a large and *openly-commincative* support system. The only thing my daughter had to protect her from my ex's and my crazy stuff was was us in our better moments. she seems to be doing okay from what little they let me know these days.

4-Boo on Robby and Sheila for bouncing Tara back to suttering. And good on Willow for getting right in there *at the moment* to keep things on track. (Reminds me of an unposted fic of mine where a friend of the gang from high school approaches Tara right after Season 4; all Willow has to do for him is take Tara's hand, kiss the back of it and tell him she's spoken for and he backs off grinning.)

[nightmask]

Once again you've named one of your characters the same name as a jerk in my life which I find completely hilarious. (Robby was the name of this older kid on my bus in middle school who used to harass me all the time)
I seriously want to punch Sheila in the face, I can't believe she would do that to her own daughter! Towards the end I was really getting worried that Willow would be forced into an unwanted date with Robby, thank you so much for not letting that happen!
This last update has given me an even stronger emotional attachment to Willow and Tara's characters in this fic. Amazing job!!!

[cpasqua8]

YES! TAKE THAT SHEILA! I love that story.

[Ariel]

Chapter 38: Morphibians

– here I am looking for some deep meaning to this title!

Tara remained motionless watching the scene play out in front of her and wrapping her arms around her stomach. She kept them there, firmly pressed against her sides; it was the only place they could be.

Okay, I agree with DaddyCatAlso – I was prepared to cut Robbie some slack. I mean, who can blame anyone for falling for Willow? But he goes bad fast! And seeing Tara’s hurt (very well written) really put him in the enemy camp fast!

The ten seconds or so that his arms were wrapped around Willow, were the longest ten seconds of Tara’s life.

Again, showing Tara’s hurt and uncertainty; really touches my heart! JERK!!!! (Robby, that is!)

Ok, that’s it. No way this interloper is getting away with leering at my Willow like that. Tara finally shook off the initial shock, moving forward and wrapping her arm around Willow’s waist. This is my spot.

“Hi, I’m Tara, Willow’s girlfriend,” She said as she extended her hand to shake Robby’s.

LOVE Tara the Warrior Princess – that’s it! Stake your claim!

Willow returned the gesture, wrapping her arm around Tara, “No Robby, girlfriends… as in lesbian, gay-type lovers.”

And Willow steps up to the plate and it’s a lesbian home run – RIGHT outta the ballpark! Love how she claims her girl!

“Aunt Will, did you bring me a present from Cali…Cali...um, Cali-foamy?”

As a Califoamian, I can only say Awwwwwwwwwwwwww!

Milo is well drawn and the car is a great gift, can see why Auntie Willow is the coolest Auntie! Rachel did seem very unloving; I was much nicer to my little boy!

I really enjoyed the backstory about Willow and her first lover and about Robby and how he came to be in her life. You’re rounding them out, making them more and more real – love it!

Sheila grimaced, clearly put out that Tara would interrupt their conversation, “Well, I was just telling Willow that I think it would be wonderful for Robby to take her out while she’s in town.”

“Excuse me? L-Like on a date?”

“Tara, Robby and Willow go way back. I think it would be nice for them to spend some one-on-one quality time together, just to reconnect.”

Tara noticed that Sheila chose her words carefully, just edging around the official ‘D’ word, “Oh well um, I th-think maybe that sh-should be up to Willow.” Tara was doing her best to be strong and not let the hurt show, but her emotions were getting the best of her. Oh God, what if she gets guilted into going? What if something happens? What if…?

Damn you, Sheila! Bitch!

Willow’s heart broke hearing the distress in Tara’s voice and the return of her stutter. Just as she was about to speak, Robby snickered. Realizing what he’d done, he cleared his throat and smiled weakly. That was it for Willow; her face turned red and lasers practically shot from her eyes. No one laughs at my Tara! Willow wasted no time, she took Robby’s hand and forcefully removed it from her knee.

I love how touched Willow is when Tara’s stutter returns and she’s vulnerable and Robby snickering . . . that fool didn’t know who he was messing with!!!! I love the red face and lasers from her eyes!

But I love this best:

She jumped up and placed her hands on Tara’s face. Willow could hardly believe she was being so bold in front of her mother, but her all encompassing love for the blonde and her fierce urge to protect Tara completely took over.

Willow’s eyes and face softened, “I love you baby, this is our time together and I’m not going anywhere with anyone.” Willow held Tara’s gaze and then kissed her soundly.

Shelby, this put tears in my eyes. To see Willow stand up, first in anger then with the certainty and tenderness of true love, THAT was an incredibly beautiful transformation. Perfect.

Thank you!

Ariel
How I Met Your Mother

[willowtaralover]

Hi Shel

Rob was in town for the week and hoped Willow would be home? Normal, intelligent people usually phone first to check and don’t just show up unannounced with flowers. How stupid is this guy. He even knows that Willow and his sister spent time together.

Ok, that’s it. No way this interloper is getting away with leering at my Willow like that. Tara finally shook off the initial shock, moving forward and wrapping her arm around Willow’s waist. This is my spot.

YAY, take charge Tara to save the day

Willow returned the gesture, wrapping her arm around Tara, “No Robby, girlfriends… as in lesbian, gay-type lovers.”

Robby stood stiffly with a dumb expression on his face, as he desperately looked to Sheila for help; she in turn, quickly averted her eyes and continued fussing over the flowers.I

feel kinda bad for Robby here, being thrown into something he knows nothing about, then when
he turns for help Sheila turns away, ignoring him and clearly not giving a shit. Bitch.

“Robby? Dude, what are you doing here?!” Elijah slapped his hand in Robby’s and leaned in for a half guy-type hug.

“Just uh, thought I’d stop by and say ‘hi,’ he said as he turned his head slightly towards Sheila and winked.

Ok, I just reversed my opinion on Robby, he’s a dick grr argh

“Are ya sticking around for supper?” Eli asked, his southern drawl more pronounced than ever, causing Sheila to outwardly cringe.

Where exactly is Sheila from? Personally, I quite like the southern drawl. I think it gives character to the accent.

Willow’s attention was solely on Milo, so she didn’t catch the winking, but Tara had. Now she knew the game Sheila was playing. Trying to set your lesbian daughter up with a guy, right in front of her girlfriend? That’s about as low as you can get. Well Mrs. Rosenberg, two can play your little game.

YAY more take charge Tara on the way, let’s hope she puts both Sheila and Robby in their places.

I just love Milo, he’s such a cool, awesome little dude. Makes me think of my cousins kids.

I love how Tara sees Willow as a wonderful future mother, with herself as a momma perhaps.

I’m glad that Willow noticed what was going on between her mom and Dickhe…sorry I mean Robby heh heh heh.

It’s sad that Willow’s first time with a girl turned out so crappy but at least she found true love with Tara meaning mucho happiness all round yay.

“Just about the best decision…so, what was your best decision?”

“That’s easy, asking you out. By far the single best decision I ever made.”

And so say all of us

Holy crap, Willow’s family seem to be more screwed up than most in soap operas. You sure you’re not overdosing on ‘Melrose Place’ lol.

I don’t get why Stella wouldn’t want to play with her own son. She seems almost like Sheila in her behaviour and outlook.

Willow’s heart broke hearing the distress in Tara’s voice and the return of her stutter. Just as she was about to speak, Robby snickered. Realizing what he’d done, he cleared his throat and smiled weakly. That was it for Willow; her face turned red and lasers practically shot from her eyes. No one laughs at my Tara! Willow wasted no time, she took Robby’s hand and forcefully removed it from her knee. She jumped up and placed her hands on Tara’s face. Willow could hardly believe she was being so bold in front of her mother, but her all encompassing love for the blonde and her fierce urge to protect Tara completely took over.

Willow’s eyes and face softened, “I love you baby, this is our time together and I’m not going anywhere with anyone.” Willow held Tara’s gaze and then kissed her soundly.

YAY kick ass Willow on the rampage, and showing her mom and Robby the certifiable moron just who the love of her life really is. And as for him laughing at Tara’s stutter grrrr argh. Hopefully now they’ll both get a clue and butt out of Willow’s love life.

[HalfCamel]

Hi Shelby!

I just caught up with your fic after reading for a few days and it's really great. I like the cast of characters and I like how you're portraying the girls. I like how you've been able to show the girls, individually, to be insecure in one minute but then they can turn around and take charge and comfort the other when needed. I think it shows how strong they can be when needed but they're not afraid to show their weaknesses either. Overall, you've unfolded everything wonderfully and I can't wait for more!

Oh! Also, Sheila needs to be punched in the face. Repeatedly.

Jackie

[vampyregurl73]

Shel.

I knew it I KNEW IT!

Not only is Sheila scheming, manipulative & callous, obviously her prejudices won't allow her to see her own child happy when said child is right in front of her face. Then she enlists a not altogether innocent party (since you've mentioned Willow told him "not a chance" inn the past & he can't get it through his thick skull), but she even pulls the guilt card or tries too (or to? I always get them confused), right in front of Tara.

BUT

Willow's open affection & resounding "GET LOST" make the nastiness more tolerable. If Robby & Sheila need a quarter to buy a vowel & get a clue, I think Willow just tossed them one.

Great way for Willow to deal while putting Tara's fears to rest. YAY!

[Finey_McFine]

JustSkipIt:
Yay DIBS!

Hmmm. So Willow's family is basically 1/2 totally alright folks and 1/2 tools. Or nearly that.

Isn’t that the case in pretty much any family? We’ll just have to see how it all plays out!

Hahahaha…AU is so much fun to play with! Maybe I’ll revamp (no pun intended) my whole fic and re-post outside of the KB?? lol

I seriously have never met anyone who would try to set their daughter up on a date with someone while she had a gf with her. I mean... never.

Me neither, but it is kinda fun to play with.

And Robby. Jesus. Dense much? How do you ask someone out on a date while their date is in the bathroom?

Big balls? I dunno, but it wasn’t “really” a date…that word never came up, lol.

Why do they have T-ball practice for 4 year olds and who expects them to focus? 4 year old focus is ... what, about 3 minutes? They're 4!

LOL, I agree! 3 minutes? Try 3 seconds! That little soccer story about Rachael being goalie and stepping aside when the ball came her way…total Jordan story. She was 5 and it was freakin’ hilarious! A moment I’ll NEVER forget!

It's very interesting that Tara does get insecure.

I think she’s feeling ganged up on. She started out a little jealous and it turned when she had to face Sheila, whom she’s a tad intimidated by.

Break out the frying pans! T-7 days to go!!


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brave-little-toaster:
Thanks! I’m glad you like it and it’s keeping you interested!!



wimpy0729

I'm soo glad Willow showed Sheila and Robby exactly how she felt about Tara.

She came through, but is still a bit intimidated by her mother. I have a feeling it won’t last, lol.

And Robby laughing at Tara -- let me go get my bat. What an asshole!!

I’m right there with you!! Maybe we can bonk Sheila over the head while we’re at it??

I know when my son first started playing ball, especially at that age, I absolutely loved it.

I was just telling Deb (above) that the little story about Rachael playing soccer goalie and 100% true…just substitute my daughter for Rachael, lol. I have the entire thing on tape somewhere and we still laugh about it! Soccer career: OVER. Let’s see…we’ve done dance, soccer, karate, piano, softball, archery, and are currently on violin and volleyball. So, there’s STILL hope!!!

Stella…well, she’s got some issues. But I’m sure she’ll work it out at some point.

I would LOVE to send you some of this heat!! How about I trade you for some rain?? We’re in the middle of the worst drought in 100 years. Anyway, it’s supposed to rain tomorrow and “cool off”……………down to the low 90’s, lol.

Ps…That T-ball stuff is totally going to make it into the fic!!

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zampsa19752001:

Sheila & Robby really makes me want to hit them in the head with a baseball bat few dozen times

Just a few dozen?? Lol

I really loved their moment with Milo... I truly hope Milo's parents soon get their act together

I’m sure they will at some point. They were pretty young when they had him and are still trying to figure things out.

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wayland:

I really like the way you’re creating such a rich background to Willow and Tara’s story.

It’s fun to see the little things being revealed.

The family are a believable mixture of affection and tension.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned…no family is perfect no matter what it looks like on the outside. When I was a kid, I desperately wanted to be my aunt’s daughter. I remember seeing their family pictures…always smiling, perfect holidays, etc. What did I learn? It was all superficial. So much better off where I am today.

Willow’s reaction to her nephew is sweet, but she’s away a lot and her understanding of his parents’ problems shows her inexperience.

You hit the nail on the head and are exactly right. She was 17 when Milo was born and soon left for college, so she has no idea what is “really” going on.

Which is exactly how people act, so the realism adds to the impact of her words.

Thanks! See what happens when you’re a parent writing stuff like this? Lol

I think Sheila’s behaviour is actually making it easier for Willow.

You are probably right. It’s going well beyond the passive aggressive point.

Tara’s jealousy and insecurity are understandable.

Thank you and I agree. I think if she wasn’t a tad insecure, THEN there’d be a problem.

I think she’s holding it together pretty well in the circumstances.

She is and having been in uncomfortable situations with my wife’s family...I can sympathize.


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WR/TM:
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jazhers:

That was Great GO WILLOW!! Stand up fo yo woman!! That was great, I loved that last bit.

Willow’s getting all large with the butch!

Willow and Robby as if! He and Sheila are completely blind if they thought he ever and I mean ever stood a smidgen of a chance with Tara's girl. Humph what nerve.

LOL! I know, right? I think deep down she knows, but is doing her best to just try and come between them.

Oh Oh and how could I forget I was rootin for Tara when she put her hands around willows waist and introduced her self to Robby. GO Tara!!!

Definitely a very cute moment!

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love_2003:

I'm glad that Willow and Tara knew what Shelia was trying to do by inviting Robby over. I doubt Shelia is going to turn over a new leaf and start being nice though now that Willow stood up and defended Tara's honor.

It get’s worse…see below!

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ContriQ aka Paow:

Okay, I had some hope left for the "bad" half of Willow's family, but I see now. They are a lost case of big poopheads.

Awwww…let’s not give up on them yet!!

Another awesome update from an awesome author.

THANK YOU!!!

There aren't enough words to describe what I want to do to Sheila right now.

She’s a piece of work isn’t she?

Sorry about the deal with your Dad…boo!

Anyway, I hope that Sheila finally got the message, do not mess with Willow and Tara's relationship.

I don’t know, she’s pretty pig headed.

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Bouncer73:

someone needs to punch that sheila in the nose and stick robbie up her butt

A little upset, are we? lol

I don't like robbie..or sheila and can't help but feel they will try and cause Tara trouble down the road with her career

I don’t know about down the road, but they sure are screwing things up right now.

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DaddyCatAlso:

The hug, well, yes, he hasn't seen an old friend for a while but when he went down a little too far and moved the wrong way, well that said he knew what he was doing and the wink with Sheila settled things

He most definitely knew exactly what he was/is doing. Pretty low of Sheila in my book. I don’t think that she thinks Willow will choose him, but it’s just a tactic to try and come between them; cause strife. Maybe she thinks that if she causes enough problems that Tara will high tail it outta there. As for Robby snickering at Tara…bastard.

Maybe "somethirdone" will speak up to Sheila after this? Or will it take more?

At some point I think Ira needs to step in, but he seems to be somewhat oblivious.

Milo Elijah and Stella; he seems decent enough and she sounds like she's salvageable with the right steps, and open to being helped

It’s tough being a parent, as you well know, but even worse when you’re young and inexperienced..

Boo on Robby and Sheila for bouncing Tara back to suttering. And good on Willow for getting right in there *at the moment* to keep things on track.

Well, Willow is after all “All large with the butch.”

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nightmask:

Once again you've named one of your characters the same name as a jerk in my life which I find completely hilarious. (Robby was the name of this older kid on my bus in middle school who used to harass me all the time).

I should have named him Russell, that was the asshole that used to taunt me on the bus in junior high. Ugh, just thinking about it makes my blood boil!! And you know what? When I was in 10th grade and he was a senior, he was an aide in my biology class and he didn’t even remember me. I was just someone to pick on. GRR…bastard! I’m gonna PM you because you’re gonna laugh when I tell you his last name!

I seriously want to punch Sheila in the face

I think you just may need to take a number here, lol.

Towards the end I was really getting worried that Willow would be forced into an unwanted date with Robby, thank you so much for not letting that happen!

Nah, no way Willow would have gone.

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cpasqua8:
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Ariel:

– here I am looking for some deep meaning to this title!

Hey, Morphibians are serious business!

I mean, who can blame anyone for falling for Willow?

Not me!!!

And Willow steps up to the plate and it’s a lesbian home run – RIGHT outta the ballpark! Love how she claims her girl!

That’s our star athlete! She never let’s the team down!

Rachel did seem very unloving

Did you mean Stella?

really enjoyed the backstory about Willow and her first lover and about Robby and how he came to be in her life. You’re rounding them out, making them more and more real – love it!

Thanks! Everyone has that first painful love they had to get through and for a lesbian…it’s usually the best friend.

Damn you, Sheila! Bitch!

Lol

I love how touched Willow is when Tara’s stutter returns and she’s vulnerable and Robby snickeringI . . . that fool didn’t know who he was messing with!!!!

And having known Willow most of his life, you’d think he’d know her better by now. I think it just shows what an arrogant ass he truly is.

This put tears in my eyes. To see Willow stand up, first in anger then with the certainty and tenderness of true love, THAT was an incredibly beautiful transformation. Perfect.

Awww…well, I guess you’d better whip out the tissues then, cuz it ain’t over yet! They still have a week to go!

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Willowtaralover:
Hahahahahahahaha…I loved all the emoticons!

Normal, intelligent people usually phone first to check and don’t just show up unannounced with flowers.

Not in Texas…it happens to us ALL the time. Well, not the flowers part, but the part where people just show up unannounced, lol. Texas is…different?

YAY, take charge Tara to save the day

I soadore ‘take charge Tara.’

feel kinda bad for Robby here, being thrown into something he knows nothing about, then when
he turns for help Sheila turns away, ignoring him and clearly not giving a shit. Bitch.

She had to keep up the appearance that she had nothing to do with it…didn’t work so well.

Where exactly is Sheila from?

I hadn’t really thought about that, but I’d have to say they’re all Texas born. I can’t see Sheila with any sort of accent, it’s sort of ‘beneath’ her. Elijah is a different story though; you’ll get to know him more in the next chapter.

I just love Milo, he’s such a cool, awesome little dude.

Yay Milo! He is a cutie!

I love how Tara sees Willow as a wonderful future mother, with herself as a momma perhaps.

Perhaps!

love how Tara sees Willow as a wonderful future mother, with herself as a momma perhaps.

Yeah well, as a lesbian I can vouch for the ‘first time girlfriend blues’ and you are correct…2nd time is the charm:)

Holy crap, Willow’s family seem to be more screwed up than most in soap operas. You sure you’re not overdosing on ‘Melrose Place’ lol.

LOL…welcome to the world of the large family! I know none that are ‘normal.’

YAY kick ass Willow on the rampage

Woo hoo!


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HalfCamel:

I just caught up with your fic after reading for a few days and it's really great.

Awww…thanks! I’m so glad you like it!

I like how you've been able to show the girls, individually, to be insecure in one minute but then they can turn around and take charge and comfort the other when needed. I think it shows how strong they can be when needed but they're not afraid to show their weaknesses either.

I think that’s how it is in real life when you’re in love and in a relationship. You have those moments of insecurity, but you trust your partner enough to know that it’s OK to have them and it’s not the end of the world.

Oh! Also, Sheila needs to be punched in the face. Repeatedly.

Maybe all of us Texans should band together and pay her a visit?? Lol

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vampyregurl73:
quote] Not only is Sheila scheming, manipulative & callous, obviously her prejudices won't allow her to see her own child happy when said child is right in front of her face. [/quote]Me thinks she needs a good thrashing!

Then she enlists a not altogether innocent party

This one is far from innocent and like a bad penny…he just keeps turning up.

If Robby & Sheila need a quarter to buy a vowel & get a clue, I think Willow just tossed them one.

These two are fairly dense and I think they may need more like a buck fifty!

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NEW CHAPTER DIRECTLY BELOW

[Finey_McFine]

TITLE: Racing The Rain

AUTHOR: Finey_McFine

RATING: R (Language)

DISCLAIMER: Willow, Tara and any other BtVS characters, as well as some random dialog, belong to Mutant Enemy.

SUMMARY: Totally AU, Willow and Tara Meet with not so surprising results! Set in LA with lots of W/T fluff and a little teeny tiny bit of angst, but no Hellmouthyness. Just good old regular day-to-day drama.



FEEDBACK: OK; Any glaring issues…please send me a PM!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: Hi Everyone and Happy Sunday! There is some music in this chapter and I have changed a few of the lyrics; the changes are in bold. There is a reason why…especially if you know the song, lol:) I can’t promise an update next week as I will have family in town for the July 4th holiday and it will be chaotic, so we'll see. Enjoy and Happy Pride!! Yay New York!!

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Chapter 39: Sweet Baby Milo

Willow’s eyes and face softened, “I love you baby, this is our time together and I’m not going anywhere with anyone.” Willow held Tara’s gaze and then kissed her soundly.

“Willow!” Sheila exclaimed, standing with a look of shock on her face. “Willow, what do you think you’re doing?!”

Willow pulled away from Tara and slowly turned to face her mother, “I’m kissing my girlfriend.” She replied, narrowing her eyes at her mother.

Sheila was furious, “Stop it right this instant! You’re making a scene and it’s embarrassing!”

“You think I’m making a scene? That’s funny because I didn’t see you bat an eye earlier when Grayson nearly sucked Bambi’s face off in front of God and everyone!”

“I did not raise my daughter to talk to me like this and to be so rude to a guest in her home!”

Tara felt Willow tense and stepped back slightly, seeing that things were getting completely out of control. She wasn’t sure if she should step in or not. The tension in the room was thick. She briefly glanced down at Robby, who was still sitting on the couch, his head turning back and forth between the two women like he was watching a tennis match.

Willow turned to face her mother fully, “What did you say?” She asked incredulously, “Did you really just tell me not to be rude to a guest?” She asked, her shoulders now heaving as her breath became quicker. Sheila stood silent, trying to staring intently at Willow.

Willow felt a soft hand on her arm and fingers entwine with her own, “Willow…” Tara said softly, “Baby, please calm down, i-it’s ok.”

Willow’s body, which in normal circumstances would instinctively relax with Tara’s soft touch, was stiff and boiling with anger. She squared her shoulders and spoke, never taking her eyes off her mother, “No Tara, it’s not ok. It’s all kinds of not ok. She actually has the nerve to stand here and tell me to watch my manners, when she has done nothing but treat you horribly since we arrived. I guess from the looks of things, I think we all know now where I get my rude behavior from, after all…I did learn from the best.”

Willow pulled her hand from Tara, turned and walked out of the room towards the kitchen, pushing past Rachael and Hunter. She could hear Sheila shouting behind her, but her ears were ringing and nothing made sense. She grabbed the doorknob and threw the door open; practically ripping it off the hinges as she stormed past her father and uncle on the porch. She skipped down the steps and once her face was beyond their line of sight, angry tears began to flow. She walked faster and faster until she broke out in a full run towards the pasture. All she wanted was to get away, the urge to run consuming her entire being. By the time Tara made it to the porch and called to her, Willow was more than half way to the pasture.

Ira jumped to his feet, “Tara, what’s going on?”

She turned to him, her eyes glistening with unshed tears, “M-maybe you should ask Sheila.” She said as she trotted down the steps to chase after Willow.

Tara’s efforts were in vain; the redhead was just too fast. By the time she made it to the pasture, Willow had already mounted Artemis and was in a full gallop; quickly disappearing over a hill. Tara was exhausted, realizing that she was no match for the Olympic athlete; she bent forward panting heavily with her hands on her knees. Her heavy breathing drowning out all other sounds of life.

“Tara? Hey Tara, are you alright?”

Startled, Tara jumped when she felt a hand on her shoulder to see Elijah; concern etched on his face. She nodded, still trying to catch her breath.

“Don’t worry, she’ll be back. She’s just gone to clear her head; she does that sometimes when she needs to think. She’s done that since she was a youngin.’ She’d hop the nearest horse and just take off,” Elijah said, trying his best to ease Tara’s worry, “Come on, let me get you some water. Yep, she won’t be long, it’s fixin’ to get dark here in a jiffy”

Tara followed Elijah through the barn and into the tack room where the mini fridge was stocked with water bottles. Elijah pulled one out, just as Willow had done earlier before their ride and handed it to Tara. Had they only just ridden together earlier that day? Tara thought, as she slumped down and sat on a nearby wooden bench. It seemed like it was days ago. They’d had such a wonderful time riding, and then made love and now they were separated. Tara’s frown deepened as she pulled her knees up into her chest; blankly staring towards the floor and sipping her water.

Tara was pulled out of her trance-like state by loud neighs and whinny’s of several horses. She cocked her head towards Elijah, “Where did all these other horses come from? This morning the barn was empty, except for Artemis.”

Elijah chuckled, “Well Artemis, as you know, belongs to Will and the others are all boarders. My parents board about a half dozen horses at any given time; sometimes more, sometimes less. I usually come over and take cara’ of ‘em and the owners sometimes hire me to teach them or their kids private riding lessons.”

Tara nodded, “Sounds like you love what you do.”

“I do, but its sporadic work and with a wife and child…”

“I thought you weren’t married yet?”

“Well, not in the legal sense, but here in Texas we have ‘Common Law’ marriage and we’ve lived together since the little-un was born, so we’re basically married,” Elijah paused and studied Tara carefully, “Tara, I understand what you and Willow are goin’ through. I go through it on a daily basis with my momma,” He ducked his head; staring at his feet, “Ya see, I know I’m not living up to her expectations and because of it, we butt heads quite often.”

Tara wasn’t sure how to respond to Elijah’s heart felt confession, “I’m sorry.”

“Oh, it’s not your fault Tara, but you need to know…it’s different with Willow.”

Tara’s brow furrowed and she leaned out across her knees, “How so?”

“Well, Willow has always been an over achiever; she’s a lot like my momma in many ways, she’s head strong and stubborn, but also pretty darn sensitive. She likes to act all rough and tough on the outside, but on the inside…she’s just a big ‘ol puddle of goo.” He chuckled softly.

A small, knowing smile graced Tara’s lips as she recalled her earlier conversation with Ira. She was glued to Elijah’s every word and completely taken with the insightful young man.

“My Momma makes decisions based on practicality and that’s it. Everything is black and white with her…there ain’t no gray area. That’s where we butt heads, seein’ as how I base everything on how I’m feelin’ at the time. Then there’s Will, she weighs the pros and cons logically, makes lists with all sorts of different colored pens and such, then ends up going with her heart.” He smiled shyly, “She’s the sweetest little girl in Texas, that’s for sure.”

Tara’s heart melted, “And that’s where they butt heads?” Tara said.

“Yup and it ain’t never pretty,” Elijah said with his slow Texas drawl, “Willow does her best to please momma, but in the end, she always ends up going her own way. You might think this situation is bad, but it ain’t nothin’ really. You should have been around when she told momma she was goin’ out to California for college. Woo doggie, now that was an epic battle! This here’s just a blip on the radar and don’t worry none about Robby. Willow can handle him just fine, he ain’t no threat.”

Tara smiled, “I’m not worried, it’s just…”

“Uncomfortable?” Elijah answered.

Tara laughed, “Yeah, to say the least.”

Elijah’s eyes met Tara’s and they shared a much-needed laugh. He’d been standing in the doorway to the tack room the entire time with his back leaned against the door jam. He heard footsteps coming towards them and leaned his head, “Hey there sis. You ok?” He asked, extracting himself from the door jam and pulling Willow into a big hug. He pulled back, smiling sweetly and taking the reigns from Willow’s hand, “I’ll take cara’ her. When ya’ll are done talkin’, we’ll all be out at the pit. If Milo doesn’t get his bonfire and s’mores, they’ll be hell to pay.”

Willow placed a hand on his arm, “Thank you,” she replied. He simply nodded, knowing that was meant for more than just taking care of Artemis.

By the time Willow entered the tack room, Tara was already on her feet; her face etched with worry and concern. Their eyes met and they stood staring for what felt like an eternity until Tara slowly closed the distance between them. Tara’s heart ached for the redhead, she could still see the hurt and distress in those beautiful green eyes. Willow blinked several times as the tears began to drip down her cheeks. Tara responded quickly by wrapping her in a tight embrace. Willow pressed herself against Tara’s body, dropping her head on Tara’s shoulder and relaxing into the warmth and security of her lover.

Pulling back slightly, Willow breathed, “Tara, I’m sorry I-”

“Shhhhh,” Tara responded; placing a finger on Willow’s lips, “I understand and I’m so proud of you. I love you so much, baby.” Tara smiled with tears in her eyes and brought their lips together in a slow, loving kiss. When they pulled apart, she took Willow’s hand and guided her over to the bench; sitting down and pulling Willow into her lap and cradled her close.

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By the time the girls made it out to the pit, the bonfire party was going strong. As they approached the circle of people surrounding the fire, Willow noticed that there was only one camp chair available…right next to Robby. She pulled Tara in the opposite direction, where Hunter was sitting on a small log with his guitar. She stood awkwardly for a second, seeing that there was not enough room for both of them to sit; suddenly Tara walked in front of her and sat on the ground with her back against the log. She raised her hands and motioned for Willow to sit between her legs. Willow happily complied and made herself comfortable; snuggling back against Tara’s warm body; her long legs draped along either side of the redhead as she wrapped her arms securely around Willow’s waist and rested her hands on Willow’s belly.

Willow smiled contentedly and giggled when Tara leaned forward and whispered in her ear; Tara’s hot breath tickling her ear and sending a shiver throughout her body. She felt safe and loved in Tara’s arms, even though she could see the look of disapproval cross her mother’s face…she didn’t care. They sat quietly, enjoying the gentle strumming from Hunter’s guitar and watching Milo smear chocolate and marshmallows all over his tiny face. The little boy looked over at his aunt and grinned widely as Elijah kneeled down behind him, wrapping his arms around the small boy and wiping his hands and face with a baby wipe. He then whispered to his son and handed him several items. The little boy nodded and made his way over to Willow and Tara.

“What cha got their buddy?” Willow asked.

“My Daddy wanted me to give you some ‘mores’ stuff so you and…and…her could cook mellows on the fire.”

Willow laughed at her nephew’s adorable way with words, “Thank you sweetie, that was very nice of you. Did you forget Tara’s name?”

“Um hmm, sorry Miss Tara,” the little boy said, blushing furiously and handing Tara a long stick.

“No problem cutie. Would you like to help me? I’ve never roasted marshmallows before.” Tara received a vigorous head nod from Milo who went to work right away.

Willow’s head spun around towards Tara, “Really? You never have?”

Tara shook her head, “I’ve um, never had s’mores either. I’m not even s-sure how to make them,” she said, ducking her head; slightly embarrassed.

Willow frowned every time she learned more about how little of a childhood Tara actually had. She could argue and fight with her mother all day, but in the end, she cherished her childhood and loved her family more than anything. She slid her fingers down the length of Tara’s face; hooking her index finger under her chin and tilting Tara’s head upwards, “Another first for us, huh?” Willow said as Tara rewarded her lover with an adorable lopsided smile.

Milo began talking as if he were already in the middle of a conversation, “Then you just take the big stick and put your mellows in the fire until they get all melty, but you don’t want them to get on fire and burn cuz then they turn black and taste all blah and you have to start all over again.”

Willow reached in the bag and pulled out a graham cracker and a chocolate bar, “Here baby, can you unwrap this for me and break it in half?”

Tara nodded, taking the chocolate bar and carefully pulling off the wrapper while Willow broke the cracker in two, all the while keeping a watchful eye on Milo.

“Ok buddy, I think they’re ready,” Willow said, as Milo whipped around in her direction, “Woah, careful! Here, let me help you with that.” Willow grabbed the stick, just before the gooey marshmallows connected with her hair.

“Ok Aunt Will. Then you put your mellows on your grahammy cookie like this and the chocolates on top of them and another cookie on top of that.” Milo proclaimed proudly.

“Like this?” Tara asked as she placed the chocolate bar on top of the marshmallows as Willow slid the remaining graham cracker half in place.

“Uh huh, then you eat it just like a sammich.”

Willow held their creation up to Tara and she took an awkward bite, causing the sticky contents to squish out the sides. Willow giggled and held her free hand under Tara’s chin to catch the falling pieces as the gooey goodness smeared around the blonde’s lips and onto her cheeks.

“So, you like?” Willow asked as Tara chewed a mouthful and gave her a thumbs up.

“Yay!” Milo exclaimed and clapped his little hands.

Willow then took a big bite herself, with much the same result; causing Milo to break out in a fit of giggles at seeing their faces much like his own.

“I think my Daddy needs to clean your faces too!” He said, which sent a chuckle throughout the crowd, lightening the mood considerably.

A few minutes later Elijah walked over and squatted in front of them with a box of wipes in his hand, “Here baby sis, let me get you cleaned up!” He laughed as he reached out towards Willow’s face and attempted to wipe her mouth.

Willow twisted her head, “I think not!” She shouted with mock irritation; swiping the moist wipe from his hand.

“It’s not like I ain’t got practice cleaning you up!” He added, prompting Willow to playfully shove him, which resulted in Elijah loosing his balance and falling backwards on his butt; eliciting even more laughter from the group.

Elijah sat up on his elbows, “Oh, you think that’s funny do you?” He said to Milo, who growled loudly and jumped on his Daddy. “I’ll get you for that!” Elijah shouted as father and son rolled around in a heated tickle fight.

Willow scooted back into Tara, who protectively wrapped her arms around the redhead to save her from Milo and Elijah’s kicking feet. Leaning forward, Tara kissed Willow’s cheek.

Willow giggled, “You’re lips are all sticky.”

“Hmm, guess you’d better clean them up,” Tara whispered seductively.

Willow’s eyes glazed over as she stared intently at Tara, “Ummm, ok,” she breathed and leaned forward; her tongue peeking out between her teeth, mere centimeters from Tara’s lips when she heard Hunter clear his throat. Willow smiled widely, “Later,” She mumbled.

“Yes, please.” Hunter interjected; rolling his eyes and eliciting giggles from both girls. “Hey Eli, why don’t you and Milo sing your song for everyone? You know, if you’re not too busy stirring up dust.” Hunter said, waving his hand in front of his face.

“Well, I don’t know little brother. You gonna let me use that fancy guitar of yours?” Eli sat up and pointed in Hunter’s direction.

“Depends on if you can handle it or not.” Hunter replied.

“Oh, I can handle it. I taught you, remember?” Eli turned to his son and shook his head, “How soon they forget. Come on son, wanna help me sing our song?”

The little boy shook his head and stood, holding a small hand out to help his father up. Eli stood and brushed himself off. Milo watched his Dad intently and mimicked his actions, causing a collective ‘awww.’ Hunter stood and handed Eli his guitar, allowing his brother to take his place on the log. Eli strummed a few times getting used to the instrument before the first notes of the song began to take shape and James Taylor’s Sweet Baby James began to float through the air.

“Well, there is a young cowboy he lives on the range
His horse and his cattle are his only companions
He works in the saddle and he sleeps in the canyons
Just waiting for Summer, his pastures to change

Milo stood proudly next to his father, resting his arm on Eli’s shoulder. Even though he’d had this song sung to him practically every day of his life, he didn’t know all the words and only chimed in on the last word of every line.

And as the moon rises he sits by his fire
Thinking about babies and glasses of juice
And closing his eyes as the doggies retire
He sings out a song which is soft but it's clear
As if maybe someone could hear

(Chorus)
Goodnight you moonlight babies
Rock-a-bye sweet baby Milo
Deep greens and blues are the colors I choose
Won't you let me go down in my dreams
And rock-a-bye sweet baby Milo

Tara’s arms were once again wrapped around Willow as she rocked her to the music. Tara rested her chin on Willow’s shoulder and whispered softly in her ear, “This is quite possibly the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.”

“It’s adorable,” the redhead replied, settling back into Tara and sighing contentedly.

Now the first of December was covered with snow
And so was the turnpike from Stockbridge to Boston
Though the Berkshires seemed dream-like on account of that frosting
With ten miles behind me and ten thousand more to go

There's a song that they sing when they take to the highway
A song that they sing when they take to the sea
A song that they sing of their home in the sky
Maybe you can believe it if it helps you to sleep
But singing works just fine for me

- Chorus -
So, Goodnight you moonlight babies
Rock-a-bye sweet baby Milo
Deep greens and blues are the colors I choose
Won't you let me go down in my dreams
And rock-a-bye sweet baby Milo”

When Elijah finished, everyone clapped and Milo took a bow, much to everyone’s amusement. Willow looked across the fire and noticed that Stella’s chair was empty and she was walking towards the house. She reached over and tapped Elijah on the leg, “Stella,” she whispered and nodded towards the empty chair.

Elijah rose and handed the guitar back to Hunter, then turned to his son, “I’m gonna go see where Mommy went, you stay her with your Aunt Will, ok?”

“Ok Daddy,” Milo responded and crawled into Willow’s lap, snuggling close and resting his head on her chest.

Hunter strummed a few more songs as the fire faded and the guests started to excuse themselves one by one. Rachael and Jeff were the first, citing pregnancy exhaustion, followed by Grayson and Bambi. The twins snapped a few more pictures and made a big scene; leaving Robby confused as to their reaction over the blonde. Sheila had gone to walk her guests out as Robby helped Ira with the fire; Robby’s eyes continually glancing in Willow’s direction.

Hunter was putting away his guitar when he caught Tara’s eye, “Looks like you have a couple of ‘sleeping beauties’ on your hands?” He quipped.

Tara looked down at Milo who was sacked out in Willow’s arms and Willow who was apparently dozing in hers. Tara smiled and started to speak, but was cut off by a sleepy redhead, “I’m just resting my eyes,” Willow interrupted.

Tara giggled, “Um hmm, is that why you’re drooling all over me?”

“Well, I don’t drool but if I did, it was for other reasons,” She responded without opening her eyes and snuggling her face deeper into Tara’s chest.

“Ok, ok…T.M.I. Willow, T.M.I!! La la la la…I can’t hear you!” Hunter exclaimed, putting his fingers in his ears.

Tara snorted at the siblings’ playful banter and wondered how Sheila, with her sour disposition, had managed to raise five such amazing children. Well four, the jury was still out on Grayson.

Willow finally sat up and shifted Milo to Hunter, who squatted in front of her with his arms out. “Thanks Hunt, he’s like a mini heater. I’m burning up.” Willow said as she fanned herself and pulled her damp shirt away from her chest.

“Ugh,” Hunter grunted as he struggled to stand, “And getting heavy as well. Can you bring my guitar?”

“Yep.” Willow said as she stretched and pulled herself up turning to lend Tara a hand. Willow pulled Tara up, who was just as stiff as she was. She looked over at her Dad and smiled, but completely ignored Robby who was standing right next to Ira and giving Willow a small wave. She picked up Hunter’s guitar and took Tara’s hand with her free one as they made their way back towards the house. Seven more days, only seven to go.

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End Chapter 39 TBC…

[JustSkipIt]

Dibs again!

ETA

Shel – First off, I love that song. It’s so sweet. How wonderful for Eli and Milo to sing it.



I’m actually happy that Willow lost her temper at her mom. I hope that she continues to lose it and call her mom on her actions. She needs her mom to get a clue and she needs everyone else to start to pile on as well. Hopefully if Willow rages back Sheila will start complaining to the other kids and they can all tell her that she’s being an asshole as well.



Eli’s conversation with Willow is lovely. I like how it seems like the main thing that people are warning Tara about Willow is her sensitivity. It’s like they are worried that Willow’s out of her league or maybe they just love her so much and want Tara to treat her well.

Tara nodded, “Sounds like you love what you do.”



“I do, but its sporadic work and with a wife and child…”



“I thought you weren’t married yet?”

And here’s one of those things that’s got to be sort of awkward. I mean it sounds like a lot of Eli’s issues stem from making very little money. And then we have Tara who makes $14M+ a year. And it’s not like she can put him on the payroll as her official Texas Weather reporter or something. Like the jobs they give football players a major colleges – keeping the alligators out of the gym and things like that. It’s not like she can just be like… “Oh.. that sounds hard. Would this $40,000 help?” So it can be a sort of weird conversation.

This here’s just a blip on the radar and don’t worry none about Robby. Willow can handle him just fine, he ain’t no threat.”



Tara smiled, “I’m not worried, it’s just…”



“Uncomfortable?” Elijah answered.



Tara laughed, “Yeah, to say the least.”

Nice. Eli is awesome.



I enjoyed the bonfire scene. Did they skip dinner entirely or was that in the “all afternoon… Robby sticking close…” in the prior update part? Tara’s never had s’mores? How sad for her. I haven’t had one in a very long time. Most marshmellows are not vegetarian so I don’t eat them anymore. Still, they’re a nice memory from days of camping and going to summer camp.



What’s up with Stella? That was strange.

The twins snapped a few more pictures and made a big scene; leaving Robby confused as to their reaction over the blonde.

Lol. I hope he feels really stupid when he sees the news and magazine covers later this week.

Seven more days, only seven to go.

Yeah. What a very long time to go spend at the first visit to your girlfriend’s family…



I was very glad for this update. I felt like with the exception of the first awkwardness it took a lot of the tension down. Thanks for that and have a great 4th of July. No fireworks!

[zampsa19752001]

Yay for great update-y goodness... Sheila & Robby really need someone to shove a baseball bat up their ass sideways... I really loved the bonfire scene.. I kinda hope that Willow & Tara adopt the ignore Sheila & Robby policy...