by CrazyTaraWitch » Mon Aug 01, 2011 10:35 am
What I first wrote was absurdly long, but here's the slightly-less-long version.
The first girl I ever loved is my best friend, so I say things to her all the time, no finding required; but to the first girl I loved who loved me back, the girl who was my first everything else, I would say: I hope you're happy and your life is good. I still miss you and probably always will. I hope that despite everything you can smile when you think of me and the time we had together, because for me it was magical and I know there was a time it was for you too. It's hard for me to say, even now, that I hope you're happy with her, but the important part is that I hope you're happy, and if she makes you happy then I hope she's yours forever. And one last thing... I love you. I don't know if I'm *in* love with you anymore, but I just want you to know, if you ever feel alone, even for a second, you're not, because there's at least one person in this universe who loves you and will always believe in you, and would be there for you in a heartbeat if you ever needed a friend.
If you could know, right now, 100%, who at the end of your life will have been your greatest love, would you want to?
"To days to come."
"All my love to long ago.
I hope, we'll have more happy ever after
I hope, we can all live more fearlessly...
~Jas