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FIC: Shadows

Postby Artemis » Tue Feb 25, 2003 6:57 am

Shadows



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: PG-13 (mild violence)

Summary: New York, 1935. Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? Nightclub singer Tara Maclay is about to find out.

Spoilers: Technically none, as this is thoroughly Alternate Universe. However, some events from the background of the characters are present, in altered form, so for safety's sake let's say a handful of things up to and including season six of 'Buffy' may be obliquely referred to in some form.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy The Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'The Shadow', created by Walter B. Gibson. Song lyrics are from 'Perfectly Happy' by Alisha's Attic, and 'It's Only Love' and 'What a Feeling' by Heather Nova. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter One

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"I'm perfectly happy with life-"



Conversations stopped. Heads turned. All attention in the Hurricane Club was suddenly on the stage.



"-my lips mime these real words-"



Only a single, dim light shone on the woman there, illuminating nothing save the golden hair that fell over her face, and her silhouette as she swayed gently to the music. Her voice flowed hypnotically around the room, as the movements of the diners ceased and the floor lights dimmed.



"-but they feel like they are wired to my jaw.

I'm a doll stuffed with life, sitting upon a shelf,

hailing a taxi, get me out of this freak show."



Her audience couldn't help but jump in their seats as the stage lights slammed on, revealing the singer in all her glory. Throwing her head back, her hair blazing like sunlight, clad in a simple, elegant white gown, she lacked only a pair of wings to be angelic. Her voice, once tentative and quiet, now filled the room like an orchestra in full flight.



"But oh! Where's this thing over the rainbow?

'Cos I'm just trying to get home.

Oh, everything's crowding in my face!

Even when I sit here alone-"



Ten minutes and three songs later she gave her cheering audience one last, warm smile as the curtains closed. She stayed still for a moment, toying with the small handful of roses from her appreciative fans, as her smile faded into something more private and temporary. From beyond the curtains a soft tune drifted in, as the musicians took up their regular repertoire and the buzz of conversation resumed over the tables. She sighed and ducked into the corridor leading to the dressing rooms, waving to the club's manager as he paced backstage.



"Maclay!" he called, "great show, knocked 'em dead!"



"Thanks Tony. Y-you still want a matinee on Thursday?"



"You betcha. See ya then, kid. Take care."



-----



Tara Maclay sat in her dressing room and gazed at her reflection. She was tempted to feel sorry for herself, and was not at all comfortable with the temptation. After all, there were plenty worse off than her. People who had come to the big city full of dreams, and found themselves waiting tables. And here she was, after only six months, with a steady if modest paycheck from a good, reputable club, doing something she loved for a living. There were even posters up, advertising to passers-by that Tara Maclay would be performing at the Hurricane. Reviews had been encouraging, and the Times had even found space for a small picture of her alongside its piece. The future looked bright. Under such circumstances, feeling down seemed self-indulgent.



Still, six months, and no-one she could really call a friend. Oh, she was on good terms with a couple of the other performers, but they lived in a different world. Parties, boys, fast cars - all that jazz. Her neighbour, across the hall from her apartment, was quite amiable, though Tara had spent her first couple of months worrying that he was going to make a move on her, and she would have to turn him down. It hadn't happened, but still they had never become real friends, and as often as not would simply smile and pass each other in the hall, rather than stop and talk.



'How about that,' she thought to herself, 'you get a job where guys throw roses on the stage for you, and still you wind up lonely.' She grinned humourlessly at herself in the mirror. 'That'd make a good song.'



-----



Not too much later Tara Maclay, now wrapped in a raincoat, left the side entrance of the Hurricane Club and hailed a taxi. The car swooshed to a halt in front of her just as the rain started to pick up again, and she quickly ducked inside, keeping an eye on her coat to see that she didn't catch it in the door.



"Garden and 23rd," she said, leaning towards the driver's seat in front of her. The taxi accelerated and Tara leaned back into her seat - and only then realised that she wasn't alone. She jumped involuntarily as she saw the shape of a man on the seat beside her, hidden in the dark and a large trenchcoat.



"Oh, I'm s-sorry," she began, "I didn't-" And then she gasped in shock, as the streetlights flashing by outside reflected off the barrel of a pistol.



"Keep still," rumbled the man. The gun was held casually, facing across his lap, but it was clearly pointed at her, clearly menacing. Tara shrank back against her door.



"I-if it's money," she began, trying not to choke on a sudden impulse to cry, "I don't have much, you c-can have it, just-"



"We don't want your money," interrupted the man, "just stay quiet and calm, and no harm'll come to you."



Tara nodded, helpless. 'Oh Goddess,' she thought, 'why did I have to come to the city, why couldn't I have just stayed at home, it wasn't really that bad- well, okay, it was miserable, but this guy's pointing a gun at me! This is what I get for feeling sorry for myself without a good reason. Well, now I've got a good reason, am I happy now?' She sniffed back a sob as her thoughts retreated from the danger in front of her.



"What the hell?" the man growled, and Tara tore her eyes from the glinting gun barrel to see his face, suddenly - and she wouldn't have believed it - even more afraid. But he was facing forward, and the driver was leaning on the horn. Trying to keep her movements inconspicuous, Tara glanced ahead. The lights in front of the taxi had turned green, but the one other car on the road, in front of them, hadn't moved. The driver swore to himself and began to pull out, intending to overtake the stationary vehicle, but its engine suddenly gunned to life and it swerved around, coming to rest sideways across the street, blocking both lanes.



"Take care of it," said the man beside her to the driver. "You, stay quiet and don't move," he added to Tara. The driver smacked his steering wheel in frustration and got out of the taxi. Tara watched through the windshield as he approached the driver's side window of the other car, one hand in his pocket. 'Get away,' Tara silently wished the occupant of the other vehicle, 'he's got a gun, get out of here!' The driver came to a halt in front of window, leaned down to look into it - and then straightened up again, looking back at the taxi, a confused expression on his face. He turned back to the other car, reached out and yanked the door open, and as the streetlight shone inside, Tara could see that the seat was empty.



Something dark and indistinct passed in front of the driver, and he fell back as if he'd been hit. He staggered to his feet, drawing his gun, but the street around him was empty. The man beside Tara stirred, watching as his driver swung the pistol around, retreating back to the taxi. Again something blurred in front of him, and this time he was lifted up off his feet, landing with a crash on the taxi's hood. The man beside Tara growled and pushed his door open, leaving Tara alone in the car. She watched, too scared to move, as the man moved cautiously over to his comrade and failed to bring him back to consciousness.



An eerie, low chuckle drifted across the street, in through the open door of the taxi, chilling Tara. The man spun around, his pistol cracked, but the bullet sailed away harmlessly, striking sparks off a far away lamppost. The shot jerked Tara back to awareness of her own immediate situation and, seeing her captor with his back to her, and his attention elsewhere, she stealthily reached behind her and pulled the lever on the taxi door. There was a low click as the mechanism disengaged. She glanced over her shoulder - nondescript buildings, an alleyway - was it too far? If he chased her, could she elude him in the dark?



The taxi rocked as the man suddenly slammed into it, and Tara half jumped, half fell out of the door as it swung open behind her. She scrambled to her feet, but found herself facing the wrong way, towards the wide, open street. A yell from behind her spun her around, and she was suddenly looking down the barrel of the pistol, as her captor aimed at her across the taxi's roof.



"I told you to stay still," he growled. Tara saw his thumb move behind the pistol, heard the click as its hammer locked back. Something grabbed her by the arms and swung her down and away, there was a shot, and Tara was sprawled out, leaning against the side of the taxi, looking up at a dark figure above her. A gloved hand came up, holding a single finger to where its lips would have been, if she could see them in the darkness beneath its wide-brimmed hat - silence. She nodded. The figure nodded back, then before Tara's eyes it clouded, faded, vanished completely. She heard almost-silent footsteps to her right, and turned to see the faintest hint of something, like a heat-haze in the gloom.



Then much more solid footsteps from her other side drew her attention, and she saw her captor surge into view around the front of the taxi. His gun was pointed at the ground, away from her - where she would have fallen, she realised, if he'd shot her. He barely had time to see her crouched against the side of the car before the a cloud of darkness enveloped him. For a split second Tara could see the dark figure clearly, knocking the man's pistol out of his grip, then it was a cloud again, then solid, landing a punch on his jaw, then a phantom, shimmering beyond the clumsy blow he aimed at it in return. It clouded into being again behind him, holding him around the neck.



"You've been a bad boy," it said in a whisper, then the man was flung away, his head cracking into a lamppost, leaving an echoing ring in the air as he slumped to the ground. Tara stared at the figure that had saved her - and yet still, frankly, scared her. Its build was slight, beneath the black coat which had billowed behind it, and which now settled around its body. Half its face was hidden by a dark scarlet scarf, tight over its mouth so that only the nose and eyes were visible beneath the hat. He- no, Tara realised, as the figure strode towards her and offered her an arm, it didn't move like a man. She took the offered arm and let herself be pulled to her feet.



"You're safe now," the figure said - a woman's voice, quiet but quite at odds with the chilling whisper she had heard a moment ago. The stranger led her to the other, empty car, and held open the back door.



"Get in, I'll take you home." Tara hesitated, but only for a second. Whoever this was, she had almost certainly saved her life, and more importantly, Tara no longer felt afraid. Her instincts, which she had long ago learned to trust without question, told her than this frightening figure was no threat to her. The stranger closed her door and took the driver's seat, closing the door behind her. They left the empty taxi and the two unconscious thugs behind them.



"I saved your life tonight," the stranger said to Tara, never taking her eyes off the road.



"Y-yes," said Tara, "thank you! I mean, I can't think how to repay you-"



"The occasion might arise," said the stranger. "For now, take this." She held the wheel with one hand, and with the other held out a small, silver ring. Tara reached forward and took it - there was an emerald set in it, glinting like it was alive.



"Never take it off," the stranger said. "Never tell anyone what happened tonight, unless they're wearing one of those too. People who wear those rings are," she paused, as if choosing a word carefully, "trusted."



"But," said Tara, "I'm very grateful, for you saving my life I mean, and I'll do whatever I can to help you, if there's anything I can do, but-"



"How do I know I can trust you?" asked the stranger. Tara nodded. "Instinct. You're home."



Tara looked out to see that the car had pulled up outside her apartment block. Her door swung open, and Tara was half-way out of the car before she stopped and summoned her courage to voice the question she had been thinking all along.



"Who are you?"



The figure in the driver's seat tilted her head slightly, which made Tara think she was smiling to herself. She nodded towards the door, and Tara obediently left the car. The door closed by itself. Tara turned back at the sound of the window sliding down. The stranger's green eyes shone for a moment in the darkness inside.



"Call me the Shadow," she said. The window slid up again, replacing her hidden face with reflections of the streetlights, and the car pulled away and was gone.



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby deixs » Tue Feb 25, 2003 7:06 am

That's a great start!



Stef :glasses



Willow: Hey, clothes!

Tara: Better not get used to 'em.

Willow: Yes ma'm

deixs
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby willntlover » Tue Feb 25, 2003 10:17 am

:wave



Shadow? Cool! So Tara's a singer:) Great start, i can't wait to see what happens next for the lovely singer!



-Will

"I think finding her soulmate would have made Tara a more confident and secure person" -Amber Benson

willntlover
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby IsayAmberBensonsgorgeous » Tue Feb 25, 2003 12:12 pm

:wave Cool that you brought this great fic here too. Thanks. :)

~ - ~ - ~

"Your shirt!!!! Ooops! If my arterial blood flows onto your shirt I'm so sorry, I'll get the dry-cleaning bill for that." - Amber Benson on the 'brilliance' of the "your shirt vision"

IsayAmberBensonsgorgeous
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby Stroke of Luck » Tue Feb 25, 2003 12:25 pm

That was a great start:applause



Shadow hääää????:p

I wonder who the lady with the green eyes would be???:hmm



Keep on going it was a great great start:heart



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti



There are two kinds of tears, tears for those who leave you, and tears for those you never let go - Xena/The Quest

Stroke of Luck
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby sheila wt » Wed Feb 26, 2003 7:49 am

Hey, so cool you posted it here too, Chris! :D

I read this fic at willtara and I just LOVED it. It's such a great idea, and you did a hell of a job. :clap



Did you post your website's address, so the kittens can see the beautiful artwork you did for this story and the others?



I think I'm gonna read it again...

--------------------------
"She had tasted Willow on her tongue, and she had worn Willow on her skin. There wasn't a shower in the world that could have washed that away." (Terra Firma, by Tulipp)

sheila wt
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby justin » Wed Feb 26, 2003 8:41 am

This is a great start to the story. :clap



And there's artwork to go with it, I definitely want to see that.



I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am


justin
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby Artemis » Wed Feb 26, 2003 10:22 pm

Stef: Thanks :) Actually, that goes for all of you, thanks for everyone.



Willntlover: Tara as a nightclub singer was the first image I had, that started the whole story. Although when I first thought of it, Tara was taking the place of Jennifer Connelly in Dark City (Amber being one of the few people who could replace Jennifer Connelly without me complaining). But Dark City is too much a one-off story to re-tell, so I started pondering alternatives.



IsayAmberBensonsgorgeous (I agree): Thanks.



Stroke of Luck: Who is The Shadow? You'll just have to wait and see... though I'm guessing it's not really a stretch to conclude that it isn't Alec Baldwin this time :)



sheila: Thanks. Once I've finished Shadows I'll make some sort of general post about the website (more trawling for new stories than self-promotion). If anyone wants to take a look now, the website is Through the Looking-glass, it's all about Uber/AU Will&Tara fics, and it's here: home.iprimus.com.au/ottago/



justin: It's not really artwork, I just do Photoshop titles for my stories. So for this one I ran up a new version of the 'dark glass' style graphic the Shadow comics used to use at times, except using Alyson Hannigan's face as the basis for the glass layer.

Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 2)

Postby Artemis » Wed Feb 26, 2003 10:25 pm

Shadows



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: PG-13 (mild violence)

Summary: New York, 1935. Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? Nightclub singer Tara Maclay is about to find out.

Spoilers: Technically none, as this is thoroughly Alternate Universe. However, some events from the background of the characters are present, in altered form, so for safety's sake let's say a handful of things up to and including season six of 'Buffy' may be obliquely referred to in some form.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy The Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'The Shadow', created by Walter B. Gibson. Song lyrics are from 'Perfectly Happy' by Alisha's Attic, and 'It's Only Love' and 'What a Feeling' by Heather Nova. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Two

--



Tara was deep in thought as the elevator clanked up two floors. The Shadow - she had heard that name before, a rumour someone had been talking about. It had been in the papers, but she hadn't read it at the time, and had little memory of what the story had been. She vaguely recalled some suggestion among her acquaintances at the club that the papers were making it all up.



The elevator shuddered to a halt and Tara pulled the iron gate open. She didn't notice at first that all the hall lights were on, instead of the single lonely bulb that normally remained on during the night, but a movement from ahead of her drew her attention back to her surroundings, and she stopped having only taken a few steps from the elevator.



Two policemen were standing in the hall, between her door and that of her neighbour Robert. Both doors were open, and the lights in Tara's apartment were on. Robert and the policeman he was talking to both looked up and saw her, while the other disappeared through her door. Robert nodded and spoke to the policeman, who turned to meet her as she hurried to him.



"Miss Tara Maclay?" he asked. She nodded. "I'm Officer Walters. Is this your apartment?" he went on, jerking a thumb over his shoulder at the open door.



"Yes, w-why? What's-" she began. Walters sighed.



"Ma'am, I'm afraid you've been burgled."



Tara gasped, and sidestepped Walters. He stepped in behind her as she crossed the threshold, looking around at the open drawers, the scattered books, papers and mementos that had been on the shelves and tables.



"I'm sorry Ma'am," Walters said quietly. The other policeman was dusting the sill of the main room's only window. Out of the corner of her eye, Tara noticed him nod to Walters.



"My partner's just about finished with the forensics," he said, "if you could just make a quick visual inspection, see if anything obvious is missing? We'll fill in the rest of the details later. Oh, let me know if there's anything heavy that needs lifting."



"Thank you," Tara murmured, stepping gingerly across the floor. She picked a diary out of a pile of books that had been swept off a shelf, and placed it gently on a side table. She checked her bedroom, finding the shelves and drawers there similarly emptied - except the dresser beside her bed. Only the top drawer was open, its contents dumped unceremoniously on the bed. The other drawers remained closed, and so far as Tara could tell when she checked them, had been completely undisturbed. A suspicion reared in her mind. She sifted through the collection of items on the bed.



"I had a book," she said to Walters, who remained respectfully outside the bedroom, "a-an antique, I suppose. Very old. It's gone."



"What did it look like? Would it look valuable to a thief?" Walters asked. Tara considered this.



"I guess so," she answered, "i-if they knew anything about books. It's about this big," she gestured, "leather-bound, with silver brackets. There's a picture of a gate on the cover. The text is in Latin."



"No kidding," said Walters, jotting notes on his pad. "Never even learned French, myself. Well, I'll wire the description in, if we pick up anyone carrying it we'll bring them in. We'll need to do a proper report, but that can wait a while. Can you come down to the precinct house tomorrow?" Tara nodded. "Okay, just go to the desk and ask for me, Officer Walters. It's real unlikely a thief like this would come back, but we'll leave a man outside on the street just in case. Try to get some rest."



Tara thanked the two policemen and saw them to the door. Robert offered to help repair the damage the thieves had done, but Tara declined, given the late hour and the fact that there was nothing really to do except put things back on shelves and in drawers. He wished her a good night and vanished across the hall, suppressing a yawn. Tara picked a few particular valuables out of the mess, then decided to leave it until the morning. With a final check of the door and the latch on the window, she retreated to the bedroom.



-----



The Eleventh Precinct house was an old stone building buzzing with activity. Tara navigated through the main hallway, keeping out of the way of hurrying clerks and policemen, until she reached the main desk. After waiting for a harried-looking businessman to finish, she made herself know to the officer on duty and asked for Walters.



She was led beyond the reception area, between rows of cluttered desks where officers were interviewing people, or scrutinising reports, until they came to an empty desk where she was given a seat and asked to wait. She glanced at the pages scattered across the desk, then caught sight of Officer Walters across the room. He greeted her, informed her regretfully that her missing book hadn't turned up, and spent a few moments taking details and asking routine questions.



Just as the interview seemed to be drawing to a close, another officer stopped beside Walters' desk and bent down to talk to him, in a low voice that didn't quite carry to Tara across the background buzz of the precinct. Walters nodded, excused himself to Tara, and left, leaving the new policeman to take his seat. He was quite young, and capable-looking.



"Morning Ma'am," he began, all professionalism, "I'm Officer Alexander Harris. Sorry about that," he nodded over his shoulder, "but there's a chance your case might be linked to a case I'm working on. If I could just take a few moments of your time?" Tara nodded. "Thank you," he went on. "Now, this antique book that was stolen, could you describe it in more detail please?"



Tara was about to answer when something caught her attention. Harris had produced a notepad as he talked, and rather than rest it on the desk he kept it in his hand right, with a pen in the other. It was arranged such that Tara could clearly see the hand holding the pad, and on the forefinger of that hand was a silver ring, with an emerald set in it. Tara stared at it for a moment, then fixed her gaze on the man's eyes. She raised her own hand to her mouth, and faked a cough. Harris glanced deliberately at her hand, with its emerald ring, and then nodded slightly.



"It's called the Codex Nocturnus," she said quietly. "It was a gift from my mother, a-and before that my grandmother had it..." she paused, not really wanting to go into detail about her family. "It's about mythology," she resumed, "the afterlife. The spirit world. That sort of thing."



"I see," said Harris. He leaned back in his chair. "We'll certainly keep a look out for it, Ma'am," he went on, returning the notebook to his pocket and standing up. "Thank you for your help, we'll take it from here. Oh," he said, just as he was about to leave, "if you're interested in antique books, the State Museum has a collection you might enjoy. I recommend it," he added, slipping the pen back into his pocket - the emerald on his finger glinted.



"I'll do that," said Tara, slightly bemused. Harris smiled and escorted her to the reception area, then disappeared back into the workings of the precinct.



-----



Tara stopped for lunch at a café near Central Park, then crossed the parkland and arrived at the State Museum on the other side. The imposing Greek-style building looked more like a temple than a museum, aside from the banners advertising the exhibition of a collection of relics from the pyramids of Egypt. Tara made her way past the queue of excited children and chattering academics lined up to see the Pharaohs, and finally arrived on the second floor, which was relatively deserted. Only a snoring caretaker and a handful of quiet visitors moving from room to room disturbed the silence. Tara made her way to the rare books section, where the volumes were displayed in glass cabinets. She looked around, but the room was empty. On a hunch she scanned the books on display, wondering if the museum somehow had a copy of the Codex.



She jumped as a hand reached out from beside her, holding a book. She turned to see the Shadow, cloaked and masked, standing in the gloom between the shafts of afternoon sun shining in the tall windows.



"Y-you could just say hello," she said, recovering herself. The Shadow chuckled.



"Force of habit," she said. "Recognise this, Miss Maclay?" Tara turned her eyes back to the book held out to her.



"The Codex- wait, this isn't mine." And indeed it wasn't - the leather was darker, and the bracket at the right hand side of the top of the cover was as smooth as the others binding the cover, missing the tiny dent Tara's copy had picked up somewhere years ago.



"From my own collection," the Shadow explained. "Ssh!"



A visitor had wandered into the room, and seeing Tara he nodded politely. He seemed oblivious to the black-clad figure at her side, and turned his attention instead to the cabinets in front of him. The Shadow moved silently behind Tara and turned back to her, catching her eye. She nodded towards the doorway, and Tara followed her out, down the stairs and out of a side door, into the shady grove behind the building.



"Rare books doesn't often have visitors," explained the Shadow.



"But... he didn't see you?" asked Tara.



"But he saw you," the Shadow replied, "and a woman talking to herself tends to draw some attention."



"How do you do that?" asked Tara, leaning this way and that to see her mysterious benefactor from other angles. She seemed quite solid.



"A long story," she answered, looking off across the treetops of the park. Her gaze turned back to Tara. "But perhaps you should know some of it. I am trusting you to keep an important secret." Tara nodded earnestly.



"Hypnotism," the Shadow explained, "the power to cloud men's minds. Your eyes see shapes, colours, contours and edges, and your mind assembles this information into the familiar world we see around us. If the mind can be convinced that some of that information is false, a person can look right at me and never know. Stage magicians use a soothing voice, and the focus of a pendulum. But if the power is strong, and concentrated enough, there doesn't need to be a focus, or even a voice. The suggestion is enough."



"You're talking about telepathy," said Tara, understanding. "You can do that? Put a suggestion like that in someone's mind without them even knowing?"



"Yes," said the Shadow. "You've seen me vanish, last night. I thought that was an isolated incident, but I may have been mistaken. According to the police report, and my agent at the precinct, your apartment was searched, with the specific aim of finding the Codex Nocturnus, at exactly the same time you were abducted. I don't believe in coincidence, Miss Maclay."



"The man in the taxi," said Tara, "he didn't want money."



"No," said the Shadow, "he wanted you. But why? Something to do with the book. It was your mother's, and your grandmothers?"



"Y-yes."



"And now yours," the Shadow continued, "the Book of Night. Passages describing the afterlife, other realms, forms of ghosts, souls, spirits. Do you believe in magic, Miss Maclay? Not hypnotism and suggestion, but real magic?"



"I," started Tara, unsure of herself, "I suppose... yes. My mother... taught me, a little. I can do a few things, nothing much, not wizard-stuff! But, blessing, fortunes, auras... yes, I believe."



"And you know what the Book of Night could allow a person to do, if that person had the necessary skill?"



"Yes," breathed Tara, "they could see the spirit realms. Touch the afterlife. But, I've never..." she trailed off.



"That's powerful magic," the Shadow said softly, "dangerous, if misused. I don't like the conclusions I draw from this. Someone wanted your gifts, as well as your book. For what use, I'll have to find out."



"D-do you think I'm in danger?" asked Tara. The Shadow look at her intently.



"You'll be safe," she said, placing a hand on Tara's shoulder. "I'll make sure you're safe."



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 2)

Postby chilled monkey » Thu Feb 27, 2003 6:42 am

I know what you mean about Dark City, it's a cool movie (I'm actually toying with the idea of basing a fic on it, but you're right, it is a tough story to re-tell).



And I :love the idea of Tara as a nightclub singer. I can easily picture the image that inspired this fic.

chilled monkey
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 2)

Postby Stroke of Luck » Thu Feb 27, 2003 6:59 am

Hmm Xander as a cop:hmm

Okay so Tara has a friend, that´s good!!

Hope the shadow will show Tara soon the real person behind that mask!:grin



So still great work. And it´s good to see that Shadow isn´t Alec Baldwin!!:p



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti



Man sieht nur mit dem Herzen gut, das Wesentliche ist für die Augen unsichtbar - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Stroke of Luck
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 2)

Postby Artemis » Sat Mar 01, 2003 7:35 am

Thanks all :)



chilled monkey: Yup, Dark City's a tricky one. I adore stories that use that sort of total reality shock, where pretty much everything you assume gets pulled out from underneath you half-way through - but it does mean that, once you know what the shock is, it's tricky to recreate it. Unless you find a new shock, of course :) I hope your story ideas work out.



Stroke of Luck: Yes, I can see Xander as a comic-book cop pretty easily. At least, the old Shadow / Batman-era comic books, where cops were good, honest and always ready to lend a hand. Xander's that kind of down-to-earth boy scout.

Artemis
 


FIC: Shadows (chapter 3)

Postby Artemis » Sat Mar 01, 2003 7:37 am

Shadows



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: PG-13 (mild violence)

Summary: New York, 1935. Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? Nightclub singer Tara Maclay is about to find out.

Spoilers: Technically none, as this is thoroughly Alternate Universe. However, some events from the background of the characters are present, in altered form, so for safety's sake let's say a handful of things up to and including season six of 'Buffy' may be obliquely referred to in some form.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy The Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'The Shadow', created by Walter B. Gibson. Song lyrics are from 'Perfectly Happy' by Alisha's Attic, and 'It's Only Love' and 'What a Feeling' by Heather Nova. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Three

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"I used to think that I knew what we needed,

just assumed it would always be fine.

Now I don’t think that we lost the feeling,

but we let everything build up inside-"



Tara let her voice continue the song alone, and turned her mind to her audience. Since coming on stage she had had a nagging feeling that she was being watched - which was obviously true, the club was nearly full, but despite her natural shyness Tara had never found herself uncomfortable singing in front of an audience. This was different, and disturbing - a pair of eyes were on her that she didn’t like the feel of. She scanned the faces turned to her around the room. The songs she had chosen tonight were quiet, introspective, and Harry, Tony's assistant manager on duty tonight, had decided to forego any dramatic spotlights. With the club lit normally, Tara had a fair view of the diners.



She saw Harry at the bar, his gaze alternating between her and the musicians as he talked quietly with the barman. One of the club's regulars, a sweet young businessman who had sent Tara a bouquet after her first night on stage, was at his usual table near the front, enjoying dinner with his wife. A party of men in sharp suits had turned their chairs around for a better view of the stage, and were nodding in time to the music. A beauty with red hair was sitting alone, just watching her and listening to the song - she blinked and looked away for a moment as Tara's gaze passed over her. A pair of wealthy-looking middle-aged men were deep in conversation at the table behind her, leaning close and whispering so as not to disturb their fellow diners' entertainment.



And there, at the bar - Tara looked away, but caught herself before her voice faltered on the song. A heavy-set man in a long coat was watching her steadily, but not with an ear for the music. Tara's instincts told her that this man was trouble. But the Shadow had said she would be safe - she probably had one of her anonymous agents keeping an eye on her right now. Perhaps- no, Tara told herself, this man wasn’t here to keep her safe, his level gaze wasn't that of a caretaker, and she didn't see a glint of metal or a green jewel on the large hand wrapped around his glass on the bar. Tara kept watching the man, out of the corner of her eye, as she went through her songs. He didn't speak to anyone, didn't move from the bar, rarely took a sip from his glass. He wasn’t here for entertainment.



"Harry-" Tara began, coming off stage and finding the assistant manager waiting for her, still with a drink in his hand from the bar.



"That's some voice you got," he interrupted, "hey, listen, message from Tony, he says can you handle a three o'clock instead of the matinee, only he's having some work done in the morning and they might not be cleared up in time for the regular matinee show?" Harry always talked fast and ceaseless, as if using separate sentences was a luxury.



"Sure, okay," answered Tara. "Harry," she called as he nodded and turned to leave, "do you know the large man who was at the bar tonight? Wide shoulders, long coat, a couple of seats up from you?"



"That guy, nah, don't think I've seen him before, how come?"



"Oh, n-nothing," Tara said thoughtfully.



-----



After changing out of her stage dress, Tara made her way back through the club, preferring the main entrance to the side door. She smiled courteously as a handful of patrons turned in their chairs to pay her compliments as she passed, and stepped out into a warm evening. The unsettling man at the bar had been absent, and she was relieved to think that she may just have been imagining things.



But as she looked around for a taxi, she caught sight of a shape in a long coat striding away down the pavement, clearly having just left the club himself. She was instantly sure it was the same man - his build, and the way he carried himself, matched her recollections exactly. Without really thinking Tara began to follow him at a distance.



"What on Earth are you doing," she muttered to herself. But the man wasn't looking back at all, and the street was well-lit and full of people on their way home, or enjoying the evening. A week ago Tara wouldn't have thought twice about walking home on a night like this - but then again, a week ago she hadn't been abducted by gunmen just last night. 'Still,' she thought to herself, 'it's not like if they wanted to kidnap me again, they'd expect me to follow this guy. And I can turn back whenever I want.' She paused in the shadow of a doorway as the man waited to cross the street.



"What on Earth are you doing?" said a voice in the darkness. It was calm and quiet, but still Tara jumped at hearing it. She peered into the gloom, to find the green eyes of the Shadow looking back at her.



"That man," she explained, "he was watching me. In the club, tonight. I got a bad feeling."



"I know," said the Shadow, "I was watching him."



"Well," Tara went on, "I thought, maybe, if I saw where he was going to..." she trailed off. On reflection, it hadn't been the most well-thought-out plan.



"His car's parked across the street," said the Shadow. "I'll find out what he's up to. Go home, you'll be safe-"



"I'm coming with you," interrupted Tara. The Shadow's eyes widened and stared at her. "I'm hardly going to feel safe just sitting at home while you and these people chase each other around me. I-I'd rather know what's going on," she said, mustering as much authority as she could under the circumstances.



"Most people would rather not know," said the Shadow. Unexpectedly, she sighed behind her mask. "But I see you're not most people. Come on, then." The dark figure led the way to the street corner, where her car was parked. Tara noticed that, although no-one paid any attention to the Shadow's strange appearance, the pedestrians around them seemed to wander out of her way without realising it.



"What do they see?" asked Tara, as soon as the car door had closed. "The people, I mean. No-one ever walks into you, as if you were invisible, but not."



"They see no-one of consequence," said the Shadow as she pulled out onto the street and slowly followed the black car Tara's watcher had got into. "A nondescript businessman. A newspaper boy. A homeless man. I don’t know. I just tell them that they don't need to pay any attention to me. Their minds do the rest. It's very easy to convince people not to pay attention. Most of them do it all the time anyway."



"I know what you mean," said Tara, half to herself. Since coming to the city she'd occasionally found herself starting to take things for granted - not looking at the faces around her, not seeing the light reflecting on the windows of the buildings, or the sunset turning the clouds golden. Whenever she noticed it happening she went to the park and spent a while just watching the trees swaying in the breeze, or birds playing on the lake. She snapped out of her quiet reverie when she noticed the Shadow's eyes watching her in the driver's mirror. She offered a quick smile, and the figure inclined its head and returned its eyes to the road.



-----



The pursuit led the Shadow and her passenger to an old warehouse near the waterfront. The Shadow brought the car to a halt outside the dilapidated chain fence surrounding the warehouse's grounds, and turned in her seat. The black car they had followed was parked beyond, its occupant presumably inside the building. One of the big wooden doors was open, and light shone from within.



"Okay," said the Shadow, fixing Tara with a level stare, "now you stay here. I mean it. I won't be long. No matter what happens, do not leave this car. Yes?"



"I promise," said Tara, a little reluctantly. She was in no hurry to risk herself in a warehouse frequented by thugs and Goddess-knows-what - but that was exactly what the Shadow was doing, and Tara didn't like the thought of someone else risking their life for her sake. Still, she nodded and stayed put as the Shadow left the car. Her form clouded and vanished as she approached the chain fence.



The Shadow concentrated on maintaining her invisibility as she crept closer to the big freight-loading door of the warehouse, that was still slightly open. She had no idea how many people were inside, and if it was many - and if they were watching out for intruders - it could become a strain, clouding so many alert minds. She thought of Tara, waiting in the car, and half-regretted bringing her along.



'Well,' she thought to herself, 'what was I supposed to do? Leave her standing on the street corner? That's real nice.' Sure, she argued to herself, bring her to the docks and leave her in the car, alone, a few hundred metres from a potential gunfight. Very romantic. Why had she thought that? As if the girl was going to be interested in a vigilante with a scarf over her face. She's probably not even-



'Hello,' she chastised herself, 'you are in the middle of sneaking into a possible criminal hide-out. Can the relationship-type thoughts possibly wait a few moments?' Secretly, she wished her thoughts would be as ordered and precise as the persona she adopted. Focus, she told herself.



Inside, the warehouse was cluttered with machinery at its perimeter, but the majority of the floor in the centre was open and empty, lit weakly from above. A pair of stairways at the far end of the building led up to a set of offices, one of which was in use. The silhouette of a man showed against the light in the office’s grimy window. Quickly and silently, the Shadow set off across the floor, towards the stairs.



"Welcome, Shadow," said a deep female voice that seemed to echo out of the air. The Shadow spun around, then looked down. She swore under her breath - the edge of her coat had caught the light of one of the spotlights, casting its shadow on the ground. She quickly stepped back, away from the light. She saw movement from the lit office window - a new silhouette was there, not the bulky man she had been following. This shape was slim, tall and feminine.



"Tell me, Shadow," the silhouette said, and again her voice seemed to come out of the very air, "How fast can you run? Not fast enough, I think." The silhouette moved its arm, as if turning a handle. To one side of the Shadow there was a mechanical clank as something moved in the gloom.



She thought quickly, which saved her life. Even as the silhouette was moving, the Shadow let herself become visible, and put all her concentration into a potent skill she rarely used, and had never truly mastered. Bolts of electricity leapt from generators hidden in the machinery by the walls, filling the warehouse with a web of crackling power. The electric tendrils lashed at the Shadow, but slithered off a shield she held around herself, her outstretched fingers mere inches from the deadly power. The effort was incredible. She looked ahead, and behind, but in both directions there was only a sea of lethal charged bolts. She knew she couldn't muster the energy or the concentration to move her shield that far, yet if she stayed still it was only a matter of minutes before she was exhausted. She tried to cry out above the noise of the sparking, crackling energy, but the drain of the magic she was using was too much, and she couldn’t make a sound.



"Goodbye, Shadow," said the silhouette’s voice. It chuckled to itself, then the shape vanished from the lit window. The Shadow dropped to one knee, holding her arms out desperately. She looked around, frantic, trying to find a way out, but there was nothing. Already she was feeling sick, from calling too much magic through herself in such a short space of time. Her vision started to blur.



A crash from behind her spun her around. The big wooden door shattered in a hail of splinters as her car came through it, knocking empty crates aside. It skidded to avoid the electricity and slammed sideways into the piles of machinery opposite the door, sending the rusting components cascading over each other. There was a deafening crack, a shower of sparks from somewhere within the gloom, and the electric web vanished. The Shadow pushed herself to her feet and scrambled towards the car. The passenger door swung open, and she staggered in. Tara was in the driver's seat.



"Go," the Shadow gasped to Tara as she pulled the door closed. She shifted into reverse and the car lurched back out of the shattered door. With some grinding from the gearbox, Tara put the car in gear and swerved around the fence onto the road, and sped away from the warehouse.



"Oh Goddess, are you hurt?" asked Tara as she drove. "W-where do I go, a hospital?" The Shadow shook her head.



"House," she gasped, "corner of West Avenue and 41st." She coughed and gathered her composure. She was still weak, and felt like hell, but her vision was clearing.



"I thought I told you," she said, her voice raspy, "to stay put." She was glad to see Tara grin sideways at her.



"I stayed in the car," she answered. The Shadow laughed weakly. "I heard you call me," Tara continued, her voice serious. She steered one-handed, while her other hand found the Shadow's and squeezed it tightly.



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 3)

Postby Stroke of Luck » Sat Mar 01, 2003 8:44 am

HI Artemis:wave



Great update:clap

So hope Shadow "Will" isn´t hurt to much!!!

And hey Tara heard Shadow:hmm So they got a conection?

That´s really good and when will Tara know who this Shadow will be?:whistle



Can´t wait till the next part.



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti



Man sieht nur mit dem Herzen gut, das Wesentliche ist für die Augen unsichtbar - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Stroke of Luck
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 3)

Postby justin » Sat Mar 01, 2003 11:25 am

This story is progressing really well.



When I saw it was set in 1935 I wasn't sure about reading it but I'm glad that I did, since I would have missed out on a great story.



I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am


justin
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 3)

Postby chilled monkey » Sun Mar 02, 2003 5:55 am

I like the way you keep slipping little hints to the Shadow's identity without actually saying it.

I also like that you have the Shadow using magic. Nice touch.

chilled monkey
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 3)

Postby SlayerSydney » Sun Mar 02, 2003 3:05 pm

:wave Hi, me again..now I'm reading this fic. LoL.



Anyway, I really like this story too. I love this time period as well. I have enjoyed the weakness you showed in the Shadow with the Shadow-babble about relationships. That was cute. :p I also liked how you wrote a similar weakness in Who is Tara Maclay? and the strength of the character being interrupted by the stuttering.










"Stop sniffing my forehead!"~~my GF last night.

SlayerSydney
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 3)

Postby xita » Sun Mar 02, 2003 4:30 pm

I love AUs and this one has grabbed me. There's a good mix of action and romance. At first I didn't think Willow was much in character but it's a persona she has adopted, which is very evident in the way you have her thoughts. The conversation she was having with herself is very amusing as she points out that she wished she was much like the persona she has created.

I look forward to more.

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En un mundo de ilusión yo estaba desahuciado, yo estaba abandonado.

Vivía sin sentido, pero llegaste tú.
-
Mana

xita
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby Artemis » Mon Mar 03, 2003 6:18 am

Thanks all :)



Stroke of Luck: They've always got a connection :) But in the more literal sense, yes, Tara heard Shadow psychically.



justin: I don't really think of this as a 'period' story - pretty much all I know about 1935 comes from watching The Shadow and The Sting, and to be honest I'm not even sure what years they're set in. So I just stuck to a fairly generic 30s New York.



chilled monkey: Partly the magic comes from Willow (in that the Shadow Willow has that kind of magic because Sunnydale Willow has it). But also - mainly before the radio show, which invented the Shadow's ability to 'cloud men's minds' - the Shadow used to use a lot of stage-magic tricks, misdirection, sleight-of-hand, that sort of thing. Walter Gibson was a magician before he wrote the Shadow stories, I'm told. (And, though I personally thought it was a mistake, the movie Shadow used all sorts of mystical powers during the finale.) But there'll be more explanation later on about the Shadow's magic.



SlayerSydney: I liked showing the less calm-and-collected side of Shadow Willow - after all, if she was just the fearsome warrior, she wouldn't really be Willow, and that'd be missing the point - I can't just write an adventure and claim it's Will&Tara, just because I used their names. So the Shadow is less intimidating, as a person, than the traditional version. And (though I regret not being able to use them) you won't see Willow using the Shadow's trademark twin silver automatics.



xita: I hope to keep the balance going - I have a tendency to get swept up in the adventure side of things, so I try to keep watch on myself, and make sure my stories have an emotional basis, as well as lots of pretty special effects. The Shadow 'persona' was a little rationalisation I used to keep the character Willow, like I said above, but still be able to have her do all sorts of cool Lara Croft moves. :)

Artemis
 


FIC: Shadows (chapter 4)

Postby Artemis » Mon Mar 03, 2003 6:20 am

Shadows



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: PG-13 (mild violence)

Summary: New York, 1935. Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? Nightclub singer Tara Maclay is about to find out.

Spoilers: Technically none, as this is thoroughly Alternate Universe. However, some events from the background of the characters are present, in altered form, so for safety's sake let's say a handful of things up to and including season six of 'Buffy' may be obliquely referred to in some form.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy The Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'The Shadow', created by Walter B. Gibson. Song lyrics are from 'Perfectly Happy' by Alisha's Attic, and 'It's Only Love' and 'What a Feeling' by Heather Nova. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Four

--



Tara steered the Shadow's car through the open gates of a sizeable house behind tall stone walls. She stopped directly outside the front door and helped the injured woman out of the car and up the steps. The Shadow reached into a pocket in the black outfit she wore beneath her long coat, producing a key which Tara took and used to gain entry to the house. The hall lights clicked on as the door opened, and with the Shadow's directions Tara helped her up the flight of stairs and into a bedroom.



"Thank you," said the Shadow in a tired voice, "I think I'm okay-"



She doubled over in pain as she tried to support her own weight, and Tara caught her before she could fall against the door frame.



"Somehow I don't believe you," said Tara grimly as she supported the woman to her bed. She felt a silent laugh shudder through her body.



"Funny... I thought I was pretty good at fooling people. I guess my heart's not in it."



"Oh, no," Tara joked, dead-pan, "you had me right up to the falling over part."



"Knew I did... something wrong."



Tara laid her down onto the bed and helped her take off her boots and her coat.



"Is there anything I can do to help?" she asked hopefully.



"If you could make some tea... downstairs and on your right, the kitchen. I keep some herbs up here that will help me."



Tara worried as she watched the water boil. She had only had the barest glimpse of what had happened in the warehouse, but by the look of it the Shadow should have died. Whatever she had done to survive had taken its toll on her. Touching her, with only the thin barrier of her gloves and clothes, Tara could almost feel the imbalance within her, the loss of needed energy. Almost as if she were fighting a disease. Unbidden, the memory of sitting by her mother's bedside came to Tara, but at that moment the water boiled and she busied herself preparing the tea.



When she returned to the bedroom the Shadow was lying down, on top of the covers and still fully clothed. Her face was still hidden by her scarlet mask, but her wide-brimmed hat was resting on the table beside the bed, along with a pair of hairpins. Her masked face was framed by short red hair that had fanned out on the pillow. One drawer in the side table was open, and a handful of tiny leaves were resting on top of a wooden case, of a kind Tara had seen before, for keeping precious herbs and powders in. The Shadow nodded as Tara held the leaves up, so she put them in the tea. She propped a second pillow behind the Shadow's head, then helped her hold the cup and bring it to her mouth. Instinctively Tara reached out to remove the mask, but stopped herself.



"Sorry," she said quickly, "I-I..." There was a moment of silence, in which Tara dropped her gaze to her other hand, resting in her lap.



"It's alright," said the Shadow finally. Tara looked up at her. She nodded in reassurance.



Tentatively, Tara reached out and felt for the knot holding the cloth in place. She pulled on its end, and feeling it loosen she hooked a finger beneath the mask and pulled it gently away. Tara's eyes widened.



"What?" grinned the other woman.



"You're-" Tara stopped herself from saying 'beautiful'. 'She'd just think it was hero worship,' her thoughts chided her, 'and are you sure it isn't?'



"At the club," she resumed, "you were there. I saw you."



"Yep. Keeping an eye on you," the Shadow answered. Tara nodded and helped her take a sip of tea. "And," she continued, "to hear you sing." Tara paused.



"What did you think?" she asked after a moment. The Shadow's response was immediate.



"Oh, it was wonderful! I mean, I don't really get out much, for entertainment that is, stalking lowlifes doesn't really count as 'getting out' after all, so I'm not a connoisseur of music or anything, and besides a lot of the words were so poetic and I'm lousy at understanding poetry, but I really felt it, when I listened to you. As if all the words and images that I wasn't really understanding were building up inside me, like layers, until I understood it all without knowing how. Plus your singing was so beautiful, your voice is just so..." she paused. "And I'm babbling a bit, aren't I? I'll stop now." Tara joined her in a grin.



"Thanks," she said. "A-and," she added, defying the impulse to keep quiet, "I like your babbling. It's cute." She was rewarded with a wide, genuine smile, which warmed her more than she was really willing to admit.



"Well, thanks," murmured the Shadow, almost shyly. "I don't get to do it much, with the bad guys. 'Cause, you know, no-one ever heard of a cute crime-fighter." She took another sip of tea.



"About tonight," she went on, finding Tara's hand and holding it gently, "for saving me, and... all this. I can't thank you enough, I really can't. That was so brave, what you did."



Tara opened her mouth to say 'You're welcome,' but her voice refused to work. She smiled and ducked her head in acknowledgement, her eyes coming to rest on their two hands. The other woman had taken her gloves off, and Tara felt the heat in her grip. For a moment she was ready to look up and ask the question. Her mind was refusing to think of this woman, beautiful and strong and shy and awe-inspiring, as shadow, named for darkness instead of life. She wanted her name.



The Shadow suddenly coughed, and the spell was broken. Tara helped her take another sip of tea, then shifted on the bed.



"Y-you should rest," she said, her eyes making a coward of her, darting away whenever she tried to look at the other woman's face. She stood up slowly.



"Thanks," she answered, "I- yeah, you're right. Downstairs, the first door on the left, if you go through the sitting room there's the library. There's a bed made up in a little room off that, I kind of live down there a bit. It's not that big, but it's comfy."



Tara nodded, looked up at the Shadow long enough to offer a smile, then turned to leave. She was at the door, one hand on the light switch, when she heard a quiet voice behind her.



"Willow." Tara turned. The Shadow was looking at her, almost... hopeful? "My name's Willow," she said.



"Willow," repeated Tara, half to herself. She liked the sound of the name. When she sang she thought of words purely by their sounds, with rhythm and length and shape. 'Willow' was perfect. No sharp edges, no catches, just the feel of her voice flowing across it, bringing it to life. It was a song in itself.



Willow nodded, her hopeful expression settling into one of contentment. The two held each other's gazes for a moment, then Willow lay back, and Tara turned out the lights and quietly made her way down the stairs.



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 4)

Postby chilled monkey » Mon Mar 03, 2003 7:40 am

At last, the mask is off! :D I've been looking forwards to that. The conversation between them was nice too.

You're absolutely right about the need to retain Willow and Tara's own personalities. The reason I was wary of uberfic is because I wasn't sure it would feel the same, but you have done a brilliant job with it. I now understand that while there might be a few tiny changes caused by the different histories(i.e. Tara might be more confidant) it's possible to still write Will and Tara as themselves.

Can't wait to see what happens next!

chilled monkey
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 4)

Postby Washi » Mon Mar 03, 2003 8:24 am

I like it a lot. I'm not too big a fan of AU, but this is good. I like the fact that Willow is thinking of relationships while she's in danger. In general, when you're thinking of something important, a part of your mind keeps throwing you these weird thoughts. :grin

I'll be waiting patiently for more. :grin

Washi
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 4)

Postby mocha fiend 22 » Mon Mar 03, 2003 1:25 pm

ok this is like the coolest fic ive read and i really like all of your fics so yay. you rock!!! this one is really cool tho cuz Willow is the Shadow and that just sounds so cool...lol now i feel like a geek.but this is just a awesome fic cant wait for more

I love you now and forever and a week

mocha fiend 22
 


Re: FIC: Shadows

Postby Artemis » Wed Mar 05, 2003 3:10 am

Thanks all :)



chilled monkey: I have a tendency - not just in this fic - to use a more confident Tara. I hope I balance it right.



Washi: that trait of hers was kind of inherited from me, I have the oddest thought processes sometimes.



mocha fiend 22: Thank you :) I've always had a liking for The Shadow, I actually quite enjoyed the movie, despite its tendencies towards averageness.

Artemis
 


FIC: Shadows (chapter 5)

Postby Artemis » Wed Mar 05, 2003 3:12 am

Shadows



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: PG-13 (mild violence)

Summary: New York, 1935. Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? Nightclub singer Tara Maclay is about to find out.

Spoilers: Technically none, as this is thoroughly Alternate Universe. However, some events from the background of the characters are present, in altered form, so for safety's sake let's say a handful of things up to and including season six of 'Buffy' may be obliquely referred to in some form.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy The Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'The Shadow', created by Walter B. Gibson. Song lyrics are from 'Perfectly Happy' by Alisha's Attic, and 'It's Only Love' and 'What a Feeling' by Heather Nova. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



--

Chapter Five

--



Tara woke late the next morning, nestled contentedly in the small bed, with her face pressed into a well-worn pillow that still had the scent of Willow's hair. She spent a few moments luxuriating in half-sleep, letting her mind wander where it would around the image of the woman upstairs, before finally getting up and wrapping herself in a warm dressing gown hanging on a hook behind the small room's door. Stretching the sleep out of her limbs, she ventured into the library to take a better look around, now that the previous night’s tiredness was gone.



She had been expecting- well, to be honest she didn't have much of an idea what a crime-fighting hypnotist would have in her library. Manuals on police work, guides to meditation, something like that. The library far surpassed her expectations. Seeing the stately room in full for the first time, with the morning light shining in through the tall east window, her attention was immediately drawn to the glass-fronted wooden case standing on a pedestal of its own in the middle of the room. She leaned down to inspect its contents, a single volume, aged but well cared for, open at the first page which showed a woodcut of a snake coiled around a tree, from which a fork of lightning had blasted a branch - the facing page was blank.



Tara turned to the shelves, and found further confirmation that, so far as she was any judge, the library was a rare collection of books associated with magic and power. Her gaze passed over the spines of leather-bound editions of the Malleus Maleficarum, Dante's Divine Comedy, Machiavelli's The Prince, volumes of history concerning the Delomelanicon and the supposedly-apocryphal Necronomicon, and a dozen different editions of the Bible. Interspersed with these were volumes of a more esoteric nature - a well-thumbed copy of The Labyrinth, a set comprising The Three Musketeers and its sequel, the complete works of Shakespeare, paperback editions of the adventures of Sherlock Holmes - that at least seemed to fit the image of the Shadow.



Tara's attention came at last to the desk that crouched between the bookshelves. It had a row of shelves itself, mounted on the back of the desk, and leaning down to peer at the titles there Tara saw that there were none on the slim volumes, only tiny years picked out in gold lettering. Diaries, she realised. For a moment she was tempted by them, but she refused the temptation. On the desk was the twin to her own Codex Nocturnus, sitting open with a weighted bookmark holding the pages, beside a collection of notes made from the text. Beneath the loose pages was a manila folder that caught Tara's eye. She shifted the papers slightly to reveal the name on its label: Tara Maclay. Hesitantly she picked it up and opened it, wondering what secrets it might have told. But all it seemed to contain was a series of clippings from newspapers, reviewing her appearances at the Hurricane Club. She recognised instantly the piece from the Times, with its small picture of her smiling nervously into the lens of the camera. Shuffling the newspaper articles aside she found only a single page beneath them in the bottom of the folder, a copy of the police report on her the robbery from her apartment. Nothing more, about her family, her childhood. Tara was on the one hand relieved not to have her whole life laid bare - but she had to admit she felt a twinge of disappointment. The file was one such as a policeman might keep of a case, nothing more. No personal interest. Tara's eyes flickered to the desk's single shelf, and the most recent book there, from which poked a tiny silk cloth marking the most recent entry. She mentally shook herself, put the file down and turned away from the desk.



She jumped a little to find Willow standing by the doorway, watching her. She was wrapped in a nightgown, dazzling white, and her hair fiery red, in the light from the window. She looked healthier than last night. Her skin was still pale, but she had a glow about her, and she moved steadily as she walked into the room, without any visible sign of weakness.



"I was just having a look," Tara said quickly, "you know..." she trailed off lamely, gesturing to the desk and the bookshelves. Willow smiled and waved her hand, dismissing Tara's concern.



"It's okay," she said, "there's not anything I'm trying to hide. Well, obviously from most people there is, hence the mask and the whole secret identity thing, not to mention all the invisibility, but... not from you, is what I mean." She smiled hopefully.



"Would you like me to get breakfast?" Tara asked.



"Oh, no, it's okay," said Willow, "I got it. I thought you might be hungry when you woke up, so I took care of it." She disappeared out into the hall, and came back a moment later with a silver tray.



"It's just scrambled eggs and toast," she said apologetically, "I'm not really much of a chef."



"That's fine," said Tara, beaming, "thanks." They sat on a lounge chair beneath the window and balanced the plates on their laps.



"Did you really hear me last night?" asked Willow after a moment. "In the warehouse, I mean. You said you hear me call?"



"Mmm-hmm," said Tara, swallowing a bite of toast. "It sounded like you were right next to me. I thought... did you use telepathy?"



"I must have," mused Willow, "I was putting so much effort into my shield that I couldn't even speak. But I don't remember trying to call you. I guess I just did it without thinking."



"Your shield?" asked Tara. Willow nodded.



"I can still do some real magic," she said, "if I really need to. Defensive kinds of spells. I used to be better at it, but... it didn't work out so well."



"What happened?" asked Tara immediately. She almost regretted it when she saw the hesitation in Willow’s expression.



"See," Willow said after a moment, "now I wish I could lie to you, almost. Just give you the sugar-coated version, and have everything be okay. The truth is... not so good." Tara set her plate down and took Willow’s hand.



"I know who you are, here and now," she said, looking into Willow's eyes, making sure the other woman could hear the sincerity she was directing at her. "I'm not asking you to pretend to be perfect. I'll deal."



Willow nodded, and took a deep breath.



"I always had the gift," she began, "even when I was little. I gradually found out about it on my own, from books mainly, and after a while from finding other people who knew, and could teach me. Five years ago I had learned pretty much everything I could. All the books here," she gestured around the library, "I'd found, and used. I didn't admit to anyone what I'd learned from them. They would have been afraid of me. They would have been right. I was changing myself, though what I was becoming... I don't know. I crossed a line I shouldn't have."



Willow paused, and gently took her hand from Tara's. She curled her hands together in her lap, and set her gaze on the floor.



"I killed a man," she said quietly. "He was a- He wasn't a good man. The way people talk, casually, they might say he deserved to die. But I had him beaten, defenceless. There was no way he could have hurt me, or... or anyone else, any more. There was no reason that forced me, I... chose. I decided that he should die.



"I realised how wrong I had been slowly. At first I tried to justify it to myself. Then I tried to ignore what I had done, pretend it had never happened. Finally I couldn't. I tried to find a solution, a way to live with what I'd done, and there wasn't one. I didn't have anyone to turn to, so I locked up the house I was living in then, and just went away. I figured if there was an answer anywhere, I would find it eventually. Or I'd just keep looking. Either way seemed to work.



"After a long time, I found someone who helped me. She understood magic better than I had, and I learned some of that from her. And she understood people better than I did. She- well, she didn't tell me what to do, but I think she knew all along what I'd eventually decide. When I'd made up my mind to come here, to New York, and try to use what I had learned to fight evil, she wished me good luck, and then she just left. I never saw her again."



Willow fell silent, but still didn't look up. Tara had seen, and felt, a change come over her, in the way she breathed, the way her hands clenched tightly in her lap. She dismissed her own hesitation and reached out to Willow, drawing her into an embrace that brought the tears out. For a long while Tara simply held her, letting her cry. For her part, she felt the woman's pain acutely, yet took some consolation in the ease with which Willow allowed herself to be held and comforted.



"Sorry," Willow eventually murmured as her breathing steadied, "I just... I do pretty well nowadays. I used to get nightmares, but now mostly I sleep well. Doing what I do, it helps. It's just that- talking about her reminded me of what I'm missing, I guess. She cared about me. No-one really had, before, and since then, well, the life of a solitary crime-fighter and all-"



"I care," said Tara abruptly. Willow froze in her embrace, then slowly looked up. Tara smiled, and nodded. Willow shifted closer to Tara on the lounge. Just as their faces came level, Willow's turned down again.



"I don't deserve your care," she said quietly. Tara opened her mouth to argue but Willow quickly sat upright and put a hand to Tara's lips, stilling them with the tips of her fingers. "No, please listen," she insisted. "What I once was, I haven't- I don't use those magics anymore, but I'm still the Shadow. Still close to the dark. I have to be, to do what I need to do, but it's my sacrifice. I spend my nights walking in shadow so that other people don't have to, so that they can be happy, and not have to know what evil there is in the world. People like you, you're too beautiful to touch the darkness. I can't ask you to come to my world."



Tara's mind whirled, looking for the right words, the way to keep herself at Willow's side. 'She thinks I'm beautiful?' a part of herself echoed, incredulous, threatening to derail her thoughts completely. Willow's fingers touching her lips were not helping. Gathering herself, Tara gently held Willow's hand and lowered it.



"Willow," she said quietly, "look at me. Please." At Tara's gentle insistence, Willow met her gaze. "I know you want to protect me, but this is my choice. You can't make it for me. And I choose you. I don't want to go back to my world, I feel empty there. I want to stay with you."



Tara fell silent, suddenly afraid at how much she had said. Her mind had been caught up in delight at Willow's trust in her, and so much of her concentration had been on making her feel better that Tara hadn't realised how much she was admitting until the words were out. She'd practically declared love for this woman who, truth be told, she hardly knew - 'You know her,' her mind insisted, 'you know what you're feeling.' And besides, Tara worried, with her emotions running high she’d barely stopped to consider that, perhaps, Willow just wouldn't feel that way about another woman. Tara wasn't ashamed of how she felt, but she knew that a lot of people didn't even think it was natural.



She let her gaze drop, fearful that if she watched Willow's face any longer she'd see confusion, dismay, disappointment. She gulped and steadied her breathing, very nearly lapsing into a meditative state, her thoughts turned entirely inwards. She noticed nothing until she felt Willow's other hand gently brushing away the veil of hair from her face, and tucking it behind her ear. Hope surged - she wanted to look up, to see, perhaps, happiness. Doubt regathered itself, and she wondered if Willow, in her kindness, was just trying to soften the rejection. She couldn't look up. She couldn’t move.



Willow leaned forward, and very gently, watching for the slightest sign that Tara was pulling away, kissed her cheek. Tara didn't move, her eyes were fixed on Willow's hand, held in her own, and her only reaction for a moment was to release the breath she was holding, which became almost a sigh. Willow stayed there a moment, her stillness belying the turmoil of desire and uncertainty she was feeling. She eventually summoned the courage to move, to find out what happened next. As she slowly leant back, Tara looked up, her free hand was suddenly in Willow's hair, and their lips met.



A sharp clattering noise from beneath the desk broke the silence and the kiss. Both Willow and Tara jumped, staring wide-eyed at each other. Willow relaxed first, while Tara frowned, curious.



"It's a message coming in," Willow explained. Tara exhaled and found herself grinning at Willow. Both of them giggled like teenagers at the element of farce. Willow gave Tara's hand a squeeze and stood up, crossing the library to the desk and opening a cabinet beneath it. Something like a typewriter was hammering away inside, slowly producing a page of printed text. Tara joined Willow and leaned down to watch the machine work. It rattled out a few lines, then fell silent. Willow tore off the page and read it.



"Not good," she muttered to herself, handing it to Tara.



'To Shadow, urgent,' it read, 'Macauley Westen departd London fr New York 1830hrs 3rd, w. Disq. Magic. Flight 80 PA. Possible connectn w. Codex Noct. theft. Have sent relevant files by air. Giles.' Tara looked at Willow, questioning.



"One of my agents," she explained, "a man I helped two years ago. He lives in England now, he’s got a lot of contacts among people who deal with magic and the occult. Macauley Westen is a nobleman, I think. He's untrustworthy, from what I hear, but I'll have to look him up to know more. The Disquisitionum Magicarum is a treatise on dark magic. It could be helpful to someone looking to use the Codex Nocturnus, if that someone were interested specifically in dark power."



"If he's coming here," Tara said, "and bringing that book-"



"The Shadow should be waiting to meet him when he arrives," finished Willow.



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 5)

Postby justin » Wed Mar 05, 2003 3:52 am

This is a great story.



I really like the way that you're building up the relationship between Tara and Willow. It seems very natural :clap



I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am


justin
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 5)

Postby Stroke of Luck » Wed Mar 05, 2003 5:52 am

Oh whoo what an update!! Okay there were two for me! I mist one. I doesn´t know how that could happen:blush



I love the first kiss. Cheek how sweet:heart



But damn that that massage was coming!:angry Just want to know what happend when there wouldn´t be a massage:grin



Hopefully the next part comes really fast:whistle



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti



Man sieht nur mit dem Herzen gut, das Wesentliche ist für die Augen unsichtbar - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Stroke of Luck
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 5)

Postby AntigoneUnbound » Wed Mar 05, 2003 11:54 am

Artemis--I should have stopped in when I first read your stories, because they're wonderful. You have an incredibly fluid style to your story-telling, and an excellent mixture of physical description, action, and emotional exploration. The net effect is to create a very evocative world in which the reader gets easily (and delightedly) lost. I hadn't realized that you were also doing the Shakespeare piece; I definitely want to check that out. I also enjoy "Lullaby" and "Who is Tara Maclay?" a great deal, although I have a harder time understanding plots with a lot of technology and computer reference--very much my weakness, not a shortcoming in the quality of your work! (I approach my own computer with a mixture of respect and abject terror.) So if it's easier for me to give feedback to this piece and the Shakespeare story, please believe me when I say that that's a function of my limitations, not yours!



I love how you're writing the "Shadow" persona vis-a-vis Willow, the more insecure woman. That emerges especially convincingly in "their" different dialogue styles--one crisp and self-assured, the other jumbled and, of course, babbling. I'm glad that Willow lets Tara see who she is--it speaks to both her need for companionship and the depth of her quick connection to Tara. I also liked that you included some of Tara's inner questions; after all, she really does barely know this person, at least by common criteria of familiarity. I think it was St. Exupery (sp?) who said, "One does not make friends; one recognizes them." And kudos to Tara (and you, obviously) for understanding Willow's desire to protect her but not permitting W. to make that decision for her. Yes! She's an adult; she can decide what she's willing to risk.



The plot itself just grabs me. I'm a sucker for "double-life" themes. (I myself work as a top-secret agent in a highly covert intelligence unit--my code name is "Stealth"--but don't tell anyone!) Uh, just joking on that last part, as you probably inferred...Anyway, Willow's methods, and how she came to them, make for a great "history of angst" element, which enriches any crime-fighter saga, I think.



And the symbolism is so rich, too--power as addictive; guilt as a driving force; wisdom that can be learned only through bitter experience...It's wonderful stuff.



And by the way--I love your name! Been killing any stags and would-be voyeurs lately?



Great work, Artemis.



Mary

AntigoneUnbound
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 5)

Postby xita » Thu Mar 06, 2003 9:43 am

I am pleasantly surprised at these 2. They go from meeting to almost commting their lives to each other, but when you feel it, you feel it I guess :)





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En un mundo de ilusión yo estaba desahuciado, yo estaba abandonado.

Vivía sin sentido, pero llegaste tú.
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Mana

xita
 


Re: FIC: Shadows (chapter 5)

Postby Puff » Thu Mar 06, 2003 10:28 am

Hi Artemis I am really enjoying this story, it has a very different plot than any of the other AU's I have read and is thoroughly enjoyable. I like the way you write, it's a nice mix of description, action and dialogue. I look forward to seeing where the story goes from here.



Grapes. Because who can get a melon in their mouth?

Puff
 

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