Rating: NC-17 – you asked for it!
Couples: W/T course!
Spoilers: Events up to ‘Wrecked’ have happened
Archiving: Course… just let me know, K?
Feedback: Pretty please with chocolate sprinkles and Alyson on top! Have been writing for a while but have never dared post before, so let me know what you think, good or bad, or I’ll run back to my hole and hide!
Disclaimer: Joss is God, Amber and Alyson are Goddesses, Mutant Enemy and UPN own all. I just play.
Notes: Major angst to start with… but I live in a happy rainbow-coloured world and all comes right in the end! Plus, I promise snuggles!
You guys have insomnia and several large G&Ts (medicinal only, of course!) to thank for this… The Evil Charlie hopes you’re all reading this at work and are completely turned on in front of your bosses… (Good Charlie obviously had nothing to do with writing this fic...)
*toddles off to bed grinning wickedly*
Her Eyes – Part 6
They emerged from Antonio’s into a cool, black night. Tara tilted her head skywards and took in the stars twinkling above them. It was a beautifully clear night and the pinpricks of thousands and thousands of stars dominated the sky, as far as she could see.
She felt Willow move in close. Her lips grazed Tara’s upturned neck, just below the chin. Tara shivered at the touch. Willow kissed her way slowly along Tara’s jawline up to her ear, stopped for a minute to suck gently on her earlobe, then trailed her tongue ever so lightly down Tara’s neck to her shoulder. She pushed back the silk shawl Tara had wrapped round her shoulders, and began kissing the skin there, moving infinitely slowly down towards Tara’s breasts. Tara felt herself drift, her senses overloaded; her eyes drinking in the night sky and her entire body electrified at Willow’s soft kisses.
Smiling, she looked down at Willow, and slipping a finger under Willow’s chin, brought her face up to her own. She leaned forward and kissed her. The kiss lasted a long time but did not move further than the lightest touch of their lips. When they finally broke apart, Willow’s eyes were bright with emotion. Tara leant forward and Willow closed her eyes as Tara let the redhead breathe her in for a second, her breath wisping across Willow’s face. She dropped feather light kisses on each of Willow’s eyelids, drew back slowly and then waited for Willow to open them. Her green eyes were heavy lidded with desire as she slowly raised them to meet Tara’s. Just that look was enough to send pulses racing to Tara’s core and set her heart beating furiously. She smiled.
“I’m taking you home, miss, and I’m going to make you come until you forget your name!” Willow grinned back. “In fact, until you forget everything but my name!”
“I’m ready to scream!” Willow whispered. They both giggled, moving in for another kiss, deep this time, as Tara’s tongue probed Willow, searching and finding the desire that matched her own.
They reached Tara’s dorm room after running most of the way home, sweaty and breathless, but giggling and ecstatically happy. They had both shed their shoes at some point and run through the dewy grass of the park towards the dorms. She felt all too deeply the wonderfulness of being back with Willow and of being able to be silly with her again, of being able to be goofy and knowing that she understood and knew what Tara meant more than anyone else ever had. That inner self, the Tara who lived in fantasy worlds and in her dreams more than in reality, only Willow had ever met her in those worlds and shared the delight of them. Her Willow, who was at this moment slipping her arms round her waist from behind, while Tara fumbled for the key, and beginning to slide one finger lightly down the silk of the front of Tara’s dress. A single finger tip traced between Tara's breasts and down her stomach, and was heading further down as Tara squeaked, half with relief at finding the key and half because she felt like she was about to burst if Willow’s finger was allowed any lower.
Opening the door rapidly, she let Willow go in first and then, slamming the door behind her, turned and, very deliberately and slowly, locked it. She muttered two words in Latin. Willow was going to be able to scream all she liked tonight. No one would hear a thing.
She turned towards Willow again but didn’t look at her. Instead she walked to the CD system and, pressing a few buttons, flooded the room with soft music. She picked up a lighter and walked round the room lighting the candles that occupied every spare piece of space. Finally satisfied, she dropped the lighter and finally turned to face Willow, meeting the redhead’s eyes and smiling. Willow was standing, hands together, with a look of such expectation on her face that Tara felt like laughing. She walked towards her and, sliding her hand up under the red hair to hold the back of Willow’s head, she kissed her. First soft, and then hard, and then harder. Willow’s hands crept up to caress Tara’s face but one quickly became tangled in her hair and the other slipped round Tara’s shoulder, pulling her closer.
Tara felt she had waited as long as she could. Everything about the night had left her dizzy and desperate for Willow and now, in her arms, she felt herself erupt with desire. Her hands were everywhere, gripping her ass, sliding her thigh between Willow’s legs, doing all she could do get closer. She kissed a long, wet trail down Willow’s neck, loving the tiny moans coming from the redhead’s throat, and slid her hands down to pull Willow’s dress up. Standing back, she smiled when Willow moaned in protest at the loss of contact.
“I need you naked, baby…” Tara smiled. She slowly pulled Willow’s dress up, revealing first the mound of reddish curls, and then pulling it up and over Willow’s head. It dropped from Tara’s hand to the floor, forgotten. Unhooking Willow’s bra, it followed the dress to the floor. She stood back and stared at the girl before her, drinking her in, and then stepped forward and kissed her again. Her head dropped to kiss Willow’s breasts, amazed all over again at their perfection, as she slipped her tongue over and around them, kissing and sucking.
Willow pulled her up to kiss her again and Tara found herself gasping into the kiss. “I need you!” She caught Willow’s moan in her lips. “I need you… now!”
She pulled Willow down and gently lowered her to the floor. Willow’s hands were grasping at Tara’s dress and she let her pull it off, and remove her bra. Willowfingers were touching the black lace thong that she was wearing but Tara removed them, placed them on her breasts, and settled her legs either side of Willow’s torso, straddling her stomach. She spread her hands and oh so lightly ran her fingertips down Willow’s stomach, eliciting the deep moan she knew it would. Leaning forward, she began kissing and licking her way down the redhead’s body. Her neck… her breasts… her stomach… She looked up at the redhead and smiled. Willow’s face was upturned and her eyes were tightly closed. Tara ran a finger lightly across Willow’s lips. The redhead’s eyes shot open and she gasped, looking down at her girlfriend with desperate eyes.
“Tara… please!” she gasped.
Tara lifted Willow’s leg over her shoulder and traced a line down towards Willow’s cunt. The redhead was moaning, and when Tara plunged a finger into her, the moaning became a cry. Tara began a slow circling of Willow’s clit with her thumb and slid another finger inside. Her strokes were slow at first but as Willow bucked and rocked onto her, desperate for more of Tara inside her, she increased the pace. Another finger, and she curved them upwards, while sliding herself forward to take Willow’s nipple in her mouth.
“Oh, Godd… Goddess!! Tara! Ohhhh….” Willow was close and Tara shut her eyes, allowing herself to sink into the woman she was making love to. Her fingers matched Willow’s bucking and she plunged her fingers in and out as deep as Willow could take. She bit down on Willow’s nipple and pressed her clit hard.
“Tara…. Oh…. TARA!!!” Willow came screaming and her whole body tensed and stiffened as the orgasm shot through her. Opening her eyes to watch Willow’s ecstasy ride through her for a second, she moved to position herself between Willow’s legs. Before the pulses of orgasm had left her body, Tara was licking and sucking on her clit, biting softly and grazing it with her teeth.
“Tara!! Oh my G… TARA!!!!!!!!” Willow bucked under her mouth and screamed once more, and Tara continued licking, as she watched Willow writhe before her. As Willow sank back, exhausted, she slid her body on top of the redhead’s and kissed Willow with lips soaked in her own essence. Willow clutched at her, her tongue reaching deep into Tara’s mouth, and her hands caressing her hair and running through it.
“Oh, Tara!” she gasped into Tara’s mouth. “I love you! I love you, Tari…”
“I know, Will…” Tara kissed Willow again and again, biting her lip and smothering her face with kisses.
She laid her head in its place in Willow’s neck and listened to her heartbeat race.
“D’you remember your name?” she whispered with a smile.
“Memory gone… all blank…” Willow whispered back. Tara could hear the smile in her voice, despite not seeing it.
They lay, holding each other tightly, limbs entwined, for a long time. As their bodies cooled a little, Willow finally drew back and gazed into Tara’s eyes. Tara felt herself drifting once more. She loved this woman more than she could ever express, but somehow, somehow, looking into Willow’s eyes, she knew she expressed it all.
Willow smiled.
“Your turn…”
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